Tamlin/Eris Vanserra
Ya'll asked for it, so here it is. The wedding scene for this little one-shot that I wrote for Tamris! Hope you guys like it! @praetorqueenreyna
Six months passed by and they felt like nothing, at the same time, they dragged on forever and ever. Eris stayed the night he and Tamlin finally accepted the bond. When he left the next morning he almost vomited from the separation from his mate.
It had been agony to leave him in the ruins of Rosehall, but they both knew the next moves for the Court had to be made by Tamlin alone. And they were.
Finally, things picked up. It took a good while, but Tamlin found old connections from his father’s War Camps, and his brother’s old friends. The ones who hadn’t been in Spring during Amarantha were happy to return with haste. The ones that knew the inner horrors were hesitant.
Eris had suggested Tamlin organise a hunting trip, just him and his old friends. Just restoring old friendships. It took Eris a bit of mental work to adjust his thinking to what should be done for the Spring Court, since Tamlin governed with such a different hand. He mingled amongst his people and earned their trust by being their friend rather than their ruler.
It was the complete opposite to what Eris knew, but he worked to understand it.
After the first three months Tamlin came to Autumn.
It had been a sight to see.
Eris had been in his office, signing off on paperwork and reading the latest reports from the borders. He may have sent his second-eldest brother on a mission to the border between Spring and Autumn. He told Silas it was because he wanted to know if the security had strengthened over the past few months, but his brother knew him better than that. Silas didn’t say a word, just rolled his eyes and mumbled something about wasting Court resources on his ‘little boyfriend.’
Eris pretended he didn’t hear that. The reports were good, the people living on the borders seemed happy, a group of sentries saw them at the border whilst on their own patrol.
The High lord of Autumn found himself suppressing a smile at the reports. Things were looking up, finally.
Then there was a quick rapping against the dark wood of his office door. Without looking up from his papers, Eris called out, “Tell Silas and Brom I won’t be at dinner!” No doubt it was simply a servant reminding him his brothers were impatient. They could dine without him tonight.
“Alright then, you may need to point me in the direction of the dining hall though, I’m unsure of where it is.” A very familiar voice called back.
Eris was on his feet faster than he could feel his body moving. The reports flew out of his hands to the floor and he quickly crossed the room in fast strides.
The cold bite of the metal handle was warmed to a new burning temperature by Eris’ fiery hand. His excitement and disbelief causing the control on his powers to slip slightly. When he pulled back the door, Eris nearly stumbled back.
Tamlin smiled at him from the otherside of the threshold.
And… Good Mother above and Cauldron on Earth.
He looked magnificent.
His skin was brighter, a shade darker from the sun. His eyes had turned a deeper green, like they had flourished with the land. His golden hair had been untangled and fell down his back in golden curls, touching the back of his knees. Flowers and vines were weaved through his hair in tiny braids that fell along his shoulders. There was a smatter of freckles along his face and down his neck, no doubt another consequence of finally getting out in the sunshine.
Compared to Eris, Tamlin was underdressed, where Eris wore a suit of deep browns, scarlet and gold. Tamlin wore a simply white shirt, green tunic with small gold details, and brown trousers. Though his ears were covered with cuffs and rings. Eris bit down on a smile when he saw the golden jewelry adorning his mates' pointed ears.
Reaching out a finger, he brushed the tip of a golden stud, “Where did you get these?”
“I’ve always had them, just haven't worn them in a while.” Tamlin murmured.
Eris lifted an eyebrow, “The holes didn’t close up?”
Tamlin levelled him with a blank stare, “I am a shapeshifter, Eris.”
The Lord of Autumn clicked his tongue, “Of course.”
Eris looked him up and down again, noting every tiny faded scar, every mark, every detail. Tamlin had thankfully begun to put on some weight, but not nearly enough to make up for what he had lost. That would come with time though, time and patience.
“I thought I might surprise you.” Tamlin whispered, the tone of his voice made Eris look back to his eyes. He sounded… unsure. Uncertain for what reaction he might get.
Looking into his eyes, Eris saw the rapid blinking, the quickened breathing he was trying to hide, the nervousness in his mate. Nervous for being in a foreign Court so soon after his own fell? Or maybe…
Nervous for seeing Eris again.
The Fire Lord licked his lips. It would take time, a lot of time for their relationship to smooth back into what it once was. But he wanted it. He wanted it so, so badly.
And Tamlin did too, had proved he did. Had promised to continue proving he did.
It started three months ago, it would continue now. Eris reached out a hand, taking Tamlin’s in his own. He wordlessly led Tamlin further into his office, closing and locking the door behind them. Tamlin eyed it warrily, but he seemed to decide to trust Eris, allowing the Autumn Lord to take him to a lounge. Eris gently pushed him down.
“Eris?” Tamlin questioned.
Eris placed his hands on his mate’s shoulders, pushing him into the back of the soft lounge. The High lord of Autumn pressed his forehead against the High lord of Spring.
“You are still so beautiful, and I don’t understand what I did to have such a perfect mate.” Eris whispered to him.
Tamlin’s breathing hitched, his face turned a splotchy red. A smile threatened to come out on his lips. Finally the tensions began to ease from his shoulders, he wrapped his arms around Eris’ waist and pulled him down onto the lounge. Tamlin kissed his mate, and Eris kissed him back, tangling his hands into that long, silky blonde hair.
“I don’t understand how I was ever able to let you go.” Tamlin whispered, “I don’t know how it didn’t kill me to be away from you.”
“I don’t know how it didn’t kill me when I heard you were marrying the Cursebreaker.” Eris told him in between kisses. Their voices turned raspy, gasping in air from the space between their lips. Tamlin bit down on Eris’ bottom lip and his control nearly slipped right through his fingers.
Eris shoved him down, playfully rough, so Tamlin was lying beneath him. Crawling on top. Tamlin grabbed at his waist, hands moving up and down his back. Eris’ hands ventured over his chest, his lips on any and all exposed skin. Hot lips, hot hands, fire boiled in his veins. Eris pulled on Tamlin’s hair, Tamlin kissed down his neck. Their fingers left bruises in thier wake, but neither cared. Gentle minstrations turned to near violent touching, desperate for more, desperate to remember each part of the other.
Tamlin’s hands pulled Eris’ shirt out from where it was tucked into his trousers, then his hands went under the fabric. When he felt along the deep scarring, the wounds that would never heal. His touch softened, gently tracing, Eris dropped his head down, breathing hard against the skin of Tamlin’s neck. Overwhemled not just from the touch, but the emotion in the air, the unsaid words, the years of seperation. The bond cried and begged for more, screamed for them to take each other until their bodies wouldn’t let them anymore. But neither Eris or Tamlin satied the need, not as Tamlin felt along the scars that Beron had left behind. A fuck you to Eris, a marking of his that would never leave. Even if everyone else forgot him. Eris never would.
The High lord of Autumn felt water in his eyes, he gritted his teeth. Nearly snarling. He had been the strongest, the best, the worst in more ways than one. He wouldn’t cry over his past now. Not when everything was going so perfectly.
“I was a coward.” Tamlin said, “I should’ve torn him to fucking shreds the first day I saw these.”
Eris remembered that day. Remembered it all too well. That sunny afternoon when he and Tamlin had been sparring. Eris had let his guard down, had become far to comfortable. In the sticky heat, when his shirt had clung to his soaked skin, he watched Tamlin throw off his own shirt. In a haze of needing to feel cool air on his too hot skin, sun drunk and laughing, he shucked off his own shirt.
The Tamlin had looked back over at him and frozen, and Eris had frozen as well.
“You couldn’t have done anything.” Eris said, whispering against Tamlin’s skin, his voice like a breeze in cool Spring, near unnoticable, barely a sentence. Afriad he would break this spell of niceness.
Afriad, scared. As if he were some innocent child and not covered in blood like the robes of a Priestess. Like the red that stained him didn’t stop at his hands like gloves, but soaked every inch of his body as if it had rained down on him.
He had no right to be scared.
There was a silence, a stillness in the air. It made Eris look back up into his mate’s eyes.
And oh how they seethed. His lips were still, his eyebrows furrowed ever so slightly. But his eyes, Eris had never seen anything so terrifying in his life.
So terrifying to anyone else.
Exciting to him.
The danger made his heart beat out of his chest; his flames responded to the fire in his mate’s eyes. The smell of too sweet pollen filled the room. A thunder cracked in the air. But Eris was too forgone to hear it as any more than like the clash of a dish in the kitchens far away.
Eris opened his mouth to ask Tamlin what was wrong, what was happening. He never got to, because Tamlin placed his hands on the backs of Eris’ thighs and picked him up. Eris nearly gasped, but kept the sound locked in his throat.
Eris wrapped his arms around Tamlin’s neck. They were the same size, maybe Eris was an inch or two taller, but Tamlin had alwasy been stronger, even like this, even with the malnurishment of the past year. The beast that hid under Tamlin’s skin showed.
“Tamlin what-” Tamlin shut him up with his mouth, kissing Eris like he was a drowning man and his mate’s mouth was air.
Eris was too preoccupied to notice what his mate was doing until he was pressed against a wall and Tamlin’s mouth was moving down his neck, whispering something, something he couldn’t hear.
His eyes had fallen shut, but the sound of rain, the tinge of electricity in the air, and the smell of smoke mixing with pollen made Eris force his eyes open.
If his mate wasn’t holding him Eris may have stumbled.
The maids were not going to like them.
The flames from the fireplace had spread through the room, in the haze of emotion and lack of control Eris’ power had latched onto the first source of fire it found. Flames of red and orange danced over the ground, they didn’t burn a thing, Eris had at least that much control. But they raged in the fireplace, turning the wood that had been there to black cinders.
And plants crawled everywhere. Eris had a small cactus on one of his shelves, a gift from his second youngest brother Albus. It had overgrown. Taking over the room, dancing with the flames. Vines now wrapped around everything they could touch. Ivy covered the walls. Flowers bloomed from nearly every crevice.
Every flower was red.
Red like the blood on their hands.
Red like the fire dancing in the room.
Red like their own hearts pounding in their chests.
The day had been clear before. Now a storm thundered outside, wind ripped through the forests. Lightening forked in the sky, lighting up the world with white electricity. Eris gaped at it all.
Tamlin smiled against his skin.
Eris’ surprise turned to a smirk.
“You going to be my destruction, just look at what you cause me to do.” Eris murmured, but the words were laughing.
“I do love being a bad influence.” Tamlin replied.
Eris let out a barking laugh before he grabbed Tamlin’s face and kissed him deeply. When he pulled back he saw Tamlin’s eyes, sparking, alive, grinning.
Eris returned the look. Embers sparked between them. A burning, raging feeling.
This was a rage unlike anger. This was a deep need for chaos, for something unexpected and undeniably dangerous.
Tamlin had been trapped in a cage of his own making. After losing too many, he had resolved to keep everything he had left safe, in doing so he put everyone including himself in a box in a futile attempt to keep it all safe and protected.
Eris had been trapped by his father. Unable to escape the routine of the life he led, the constant eyes watching every movement, the fear of his own father’s wrath. Eris had kept himself trapped in those memories even after his father’s death. Had never let himself move on from them.
But now…
Now they had freedom in their hands.
Eris was a wildfire that Tamlin didn’t need to protect, he burned everything he touched to cinders. Tamlin was a chaos that ripped him away from the never-ending cycle of the Court.
“We’re going to burn.” Eris said.
Tamlin grinned, it was wild, it was free, “We’re going to be the fire, Eris.”
The High lord of Spring kissed his neck, biting playfully, “We’ll burn anything that dares to stop us.”
“We’re going to be dangerous.” Eris gasped out as his head tipped back.
“And how exciting is that?” Tamlin whispered.
This was dangerous, this was a pairing that had been driven apart for a reason. Once they officially finilased this, they were going to be a fire that never burned out until they collapsed on themselves.
It was exciting. Eris didn’t want it. He needed it.
“If anyone’s going to be the death of me, it is going to be you.” Eris moaned.
“Ditto,” was all Tamlin said as he took Eris down to the floor, to the bed of flames and roses.
Another three months passed from that day.
Now the day had come to announce to the world what Tamlin and Eris were. Announce that they had chosen each other. That they weren’t letting go.
Just for extra precaution and because it made Tamlin laugh, Eris sent an incredibly snappy and sarcastic letter to Rhysand that neither he or his lackeys were allowed anywhere near Spring or Autumn the day of the weddding. If they were seen, they would not leave with their wings intact.
Now it was here.
Eris stood in the forest of Autumn, so close to the border. He knew Tamlin was on the otherside, in Spring.
The border had been prepared. Decorations and lanterns hung from the trees. The world smelled like rain and smoke and pollen. His brothers had done most of the preperations. His mother had been ecstatic. When told of where the wedding would take place she clapped her hands and said ‘A wonderful joining of two courts!’
Eris agreed with her, this was wonderful.
He himself was dressed in the equisite robes of Autumn. A suit with a floorlength robes made from Autumn leaves and decorated with swirls of gold. Rings covered his fingers and a crown of burnished gold was atop his hair.
Eris faced the deep forests of Autumn, breathing in the woody scent, the spices in the air.
“It’s time, brother.” Eris recognised that voice as Brom’s. The eldest Vanserra turned to see his family standing behind him.
His brothers all looked at him with their heads bowed ever so slightly, all with slight smiles on their face.
Only one brother missing.
His mother stood beside them. She was dressed incredibly well, since heading for Day she had taken to their fashion, but today, today she wore Autumn colours. Eris had asked her an uncountable number of times if she was alright, each time she had told him Autumn had always been her home and that she refused to have ever let Beron take that from her.
Her dress practically floated along the floor as she walked up to him. Taking his hands in hers, Eris looked down at his dear mother.
Andrea squeezed his hands, “Eris, my darling boy.”
Eris blinked away the tears in his eyes, refusing to cry, refusing. He told Andrea and his brothers, “You all should go take your seats, the cermony is about to begin.”
Andrea looked over her shoulder to her other sons, all who finally grinned.
She looked back at Eris and murmured with her grin, a grin that matched all her sons, “I was thinking you and I should take a walk.”
***
Tamlin was so nervous, he was shaking uncontrallably. He had woken up shaking and hadn’t stopped jittering all day. He hated it, but perhaps the serveral cups of coffee he had been exclusivly drinking hadn’t helped either.
“How do you feel?” Alis asked gently, Tamlin was sitting in front of a vanity whilst she braided his hair. It now reached his feet, he refused to cut it, letting it grow and grow. It felt nice having it so long.
“Like I want to smile uncontrollably and vomit at the same time.” Tamlin told her honestly.
Alis smiled at his reflection, she smoothed her hands over his shoulders, “He loves you, Tamlin. He loves you so much he waited for you for centuries.”
Tamlin cast his eyes down, guilt tearing through the anxiety and excitment, “I know, but I-”
Alis smacked his head with a brush. Tamlin smacked the brush back, “Ow!”
“Don’t even go there, today is your special day. You have been talking about this for the past six months, I will not let you stress or guilt yourself into backing out.”
Tamlin huffed but was silent.
Alis had been one of the first to come back, he sent her a letter, an apology. He had rewrote it six times but eventually stuck to just saying everything honestly and with no formalities. Alis had always been there for him, whether it was bruises when he was six or broken bones from his brothers when he was sixteen.
When she came back Tamlin nearly broke down crying. He told her about Eris, she had been the one and only to know about the bond the first time it snapped into place. She knew it all. When she came back Tamlin hugged her so tightly, he felt her tears that had stained his shirt.
He would never say the words exchanged that day six months ago. He would never tell another soul, it was just between him and Alis. Alis who had been there more than his biological mother.
“I’ve missed you, Tam.” She had said.
“I missed you too, mom.” He told her through broken gasps.
Alis finished placing flowers and vines into the braids in his hair. She had outdone herself, most of his blonde curls were in fluffy braids, but some curls were allowed to be out and wild. A crown of roses of all sorts of colours adored his head, sitting around the antlers he had shifted. Vines fell down along with his braids and curls like ribbons, tiny pink, orange and blue were weaved in with the braids.
Tamlin stood up, observing himself in the mirror. A white suit with green and gold accents. Flowers and vines that matched the ones in his hair falling down the long cape behind him.
He never wore such clothing most of the time, activly avoided it. But today, today was special.
“One more thing,” Alis said. Then she left the room for a moment, when she returned in her hands was a gold locket with a small blue saphire in the centre. Tamlin furrowed his brow at it.
“This is something my mother handed down to me and her father to her, and his father to her. Every child in my family is given one for each child they have, a new one is made from a lock of hair and a drop of water. My sister has one for each of my nephews. And I was given this when my mother passed on.”
Then Alis held the locket out to Tamlin, “I am now giving this to you.”
“Alis..” Tamlin breathed, “No, I cannot take that, I do not deserve-”
“You and I may not be blood-related, Tam. But you are still as much a son to me as I was a daughter to my mother. I want you to have this.”
Tamlin had tried his hardest all day not to let the tears that kept appearing in his eyes to not fall. Now they did, now they streamed silently down his face.
Alis smiled at him, Tamlin sat back down in the chair, allowing the smaller female to clasp the necklace around his neck, after a moemnt of adjusting it. Tamlin looked at it in the mirror. His finger delicately running over the top of the saphire.
Alis looked as though she wanted to say something but it was choked out with sobs that finally fell. Tamlin quickly took her in his arms, allowing her to cry.
“Oh I’m going to ruin your beautiful suit.” She cried.
“That’s fine, mom. It’s okay.” He told her.
“Mother above.” She murmured, looking up at his face, “Look at how you’ve grown.”
Alis smoothed over his shirt once more, then she shooed him towards the door, wiping tears from her eyes, “Thats enough sentiments now. You’re going to be late! Go! Go! Go!”
He laughed, he laughed long and hard as he rushed out of the room. Heading quickly downstairs. The servants conversing and laughing with each other looked up, some eyes went wide, some jaws dropped, others smiled. Watching as the High Lord rushed outside, Alis not far behind him.
He felt like a little kid. Tamlin rememberd days spent dreaming about his wedding, when he had no other hope, when his brothers and father made him feel like a wretched thing that they were forced to keep around, he dreamt about this day.
There was a Spring entourage waiting for him outside. Mostly sentries that had seen him grow up. That he had hired after taking the throne. That he had befriended in the War Camps. They all smiled at him.
One female, a dark-skinned woman with curly wild brown hair put a hand on his shoulder. Her name was Talia, he met her in the War Camps. She had been one of his best friends back then.
“Ready, Scrawny?” She asked.
Tamlin rolled his eyes at the nickname. Bron and Hart, who had come back for the wedding, who he had earned back the trust of, snickered nearby, but both smiled brightly.
The High lord of Spring nodded, “I’m ready.
“Wait!” Someone shouted.
Everyone turned and Tamlin’s mouth dropped open.
Lucien was sprinting for the group. By the time he reached them, he nearly dropped to his knees, gasping in hoarse breaths. He wheezed as he clutched his knees, attemtping to catch his breath.
“Luc-” Tamlin started.
“Just let me-” Lucien wheezed again, forcing himself to take in deep breath, “Just let me catch my breath.”
They all waited, there was a slight awkward silence in the air. Tamlin’s heart thundered in his chest. Finally Lucien stood up straight. Sweat was beading on his brow, but his hair was braided, small flowers were in his hair like they were in everyone elses. He wore a suit, not of Autumn or Day or Night, but of Spring.
“Lucien.” Tamlin breathed.
Lucien swallowed, then said, “Did you really think I was going to let my best friend get married without me?”
Tamlin laughed but tears fell down his eyes. Gods he had cried too much today.
“Lucien.” Tamlin cried, nearly jumping into his best friend’s arms. Lucien hugged him tightly. Tamlin said though broken breaths, “I’ve missed you so much.”
“I’ve missed you Tam, its been torture.” Lucien cried.
They stayed there, locked in an embrace, feeling every emotion pilling on top of them.
Then Bron cleared his throat, “You know, I hate the ruin the moment, but the cermony starts in like two minutes.”
“Shit.” Lucien said, pulling away, “Alright then, we better get moving, um, if I can join-”
“Lucien if you don’t come with us I will cry again and then this day will be ruined.” Tamlin told him.
“Well then, lets get you married, Tam.” Lucien said with a grin.
Tamlin stared into his friends eyes, a soft smile on his face. What did he do to ever deserve to see this day.
“Alright! Enough sappy shit,” Hart said, “Lets go.”
Tamlin laughed, and before he knew, they were winnowing to the Spring and Autumn border.
They winnowed to spot in the Spring forest where Tamlin couldn’t yet see the full venue, he would stay there until it was time to walk out and see his groom at the altar. Quickly most of his entourage scattered, orders being shouted and people going to their respective places.
Lucien and Alis stayed beside him. Alis adjusted his collar and the train of flowers behind him, then she kissed his cheek and told him she would be out there watching.
Tamlin smiled and thanked her, before saying a quick goodbye as she hurried off.
The High lord of Spring turned to Lucien, laughing from his own anxiety. Lucien hugged him tightly once again, “You’re going to go out there and everything will be okay, Tam.” Lucien told him.
“I know.” Tamlin whispered, then he pulled away, “You better go find your spot, I have to go out just about now.”
Lucien smiled, the he offered his arm, “I was thinking you and I should take a walk.”
***
A breeze flew through the world, spreading petals of all colours and leaves of Autumn. On the border of Autumn and Spring was an arch. The side sitting on Spring was covered with Autumn foliage, the side sitting on Autumn was covered with Spring flowers.
Eris smiled as a blindfold of silk was tied around his eyes, only to be taken off when he stood before his to-be-wed.
He laughed as Silas whispered a joke to ease his anxiety. He bit back tears as his mother took his arm.
Faeries playing tambourines, drums and fiddles sung around him. Bells rang from the branches of the trees. Singing could be heard from all directions.
His mother smoothed her hand over his arm. He found himself putting his free hand on her arm, holding onto her tightly, feeling like a small boy again. He felt the bright happy smile on her face when she whispered how much she loved him in his ear.
He smelled the pollen in the air, and knew they had reached the border.
He couldn’t wait.
***
Lucien wrapped the silk blindfold around Tamlin’s eyes. Lucien said something teasing about blindfolds in the bedroom as he did and Tamlin howled with laughter.
Then Tamlin took Lucien’s arm, and let him led the High lord out to the border. Spring and Autumn faeries alike played songs and sung into the air. Filling the world with their own kind of magic. Turning the world into a sing that played only for Tamlin and Eris. A melody that filled his veins with joy, excitment.
Tamlin let his head rest on Lucien’s shoulder, “Thank you.”
“You’re my best friend, I love you.” Lucien told him.
Tamlin was using nearly all his strength to not cry. Lucien would never ever know how much it meant that he was there. That he was the one to walk him down the aisle, when none of his family would have ever done that for him, not even his own mother.
Tamlin knew they had reached the border when the woody, smokey scent of Autumn blew around his face.
“Your Prince is here.” Lucien whispered.
Tamlin chuckled quietly.
Then Lucien took off the blindfold.
***
His mother took off the blindfold.
Eris’ eyes welled with tears.��
Tamlin’s green eyes stared back at him, in just as much awe as his mate. Lucien stood beside him, their arms locked mirroring Eris and Andrea.
Lucien nodded to Eris, Eris nodded to him. There was something so gentle and kind in his eyes.
Eris’ mother let go of his arm to hug Tamlin, and Lucien let go of Tamlin to hug Eris.
Lucien whispered, “If you ever hurt him I will turn you into bubbling, rotting flesh. And if he ever hurts you, I will turn him into bubbling, rotting flesh.”
A laugh was startled from Eris’ throat, he hugged his brother tightly, “Thank you, littlest brother.”
“I love you, Eris.” The words were choked with sobs.
“I love you, Lucien.” Eris voiced his voice to be quiet so he didn’t choke up with his own tears. He had made it this far without crying, he wasn’t going to start now.
Lucien and Andrea let go of the two grooms, then quickly hugged the other. Andrea kissed her eldest son’s cheek, “Please the two of you, don’t reduce Prythian to rubble.”
Eris chuckled, “We will try valiently not to.”
***
Andrea’s arms had been warm and kind. Tamlin had nearly cried again, the older female had kissed his cheek and whispered softly, “Do visit Day sometime to see me.”
“Of course.” Tamlin promised his new mother-in-law.
She had smiled brillantly at him then turned back to his son, and Lucien had hugged him again.
Then he whispered, “If you hurt him I will turn you into bubbling, rotting flesh. And if he ever hurts you, I will turn him into bubbling, rotting flesh.”
Tamlin laughed into Lucien’s shoulder, “Thank you, Luce.”
Lucien cried silently, “You’re my best friend, Tam.”
“You’re my best friend, Luce.” Tamlin told him.
The two then pulled away as Andrea and Eris did. Andrea and Lucien gave them one last smile before they moved to the wedding parties on each respective side. Andrea standing beside her other sons, and Lucien beside Alis, Bron and Hart.
Eris and Tamlin then took each other’s hands. Eris leaned in and whispered, “You look so beautiful.”
Tamlin blushed red, “So do you.”
Eris smirked, but it was quite clear he was holding back tears.
As the songs began to die out, an Autumn and Spring Priestess each appeared. The Autumn Priestess had green eyes and long brown hair that swept around her feet, she wore red robes. The Spring Priestess had short, super curly hair and brown-doe eyes. They both stood beside each other, a golden book appeared before them both, and their hands shone a golden colour.
As silence began to take over the world, someone said in a whisper-shout, “Eris! Tamlin! Over here!”
Eris and Tamlin looked over at the sea of people seated. Helion, Vassa and Jurian waved from the crowd. Tamlin and Eris had to stifle the sudden laughs that rose up in their throats, they both discreetly waved.
Then the Priestesses began to speak, their voices loud and clear, ringing through the Faerie world.
***
Eris didn’t a word the Priestesses said. He was too busy staring at the male that was to be his husband, his mate.
Tamlin stared back, a loving look in his green eyes. Eris squeezed his hands, Tamlin rubbed his thumbs over the back of Eris’ palms.
Finally the Autumn Priestess declared, “It is time for the to-be-wed to exchange vows.”
Eris sucked in a breath as Tamlin nodded to them and began, “Eris Vanserra. The day I met you, I thought you were the cockiest, most arrogant male I had ever set eyes upon.”
There was a slight ringing of laughter and Eris rolled his eyes, Tamlin continued, “I didn’t know what to say to you, because what do you say to the General of the Autumn Court armies and the expected Heir of the Court? I thought you would run me into the ground with vocal swords like every other courtier I had met had.”
Tamlin squeezed his hand, “But you didn’t. I don’t know what you saw in me, but you took me outside, you asked to spar. You taught me a trick to get my opponents sword of their hands. And you laughed when I fell into mud, then I kicked your legs and you fell down next to me. You didn’t stop laughing, you just rolled you eyes and flicked dirt on my face.”
Eris remembered that day, had never forgotten it, would never forget it. Tears began to well in his eyes again. No. He blinked them away.
“What you didn’t know was that was the first time I had smiled in a year, truly smiled. It was the happiest I had felt in what seemed like forever. For a while I…” He paused like wondering if he should say what he was about to, then he did, “For a while I thought I wouldn’t be living in this world much longer, and it was the only thing I looked forward too.”
The world seemed to hold its breath.
“Then you came along, you with your sarcastic witty retorts. You with your damning smirk and dangerous gaze. You made me feel alive, for the first time in forever, I felt alive next to you. Everything in the world no longer existed, all that mattered was you were there beside me. You never knew it, but Eris you became my reason to keep going, to keep fighting, because I watched as you fought like hell. As you were dealt awful cards but kept playing.”
Tears were in Eris’ eyes, he couldn’t find the will in him to force them away.
“I loved you the second I laid eyes on you. I would give up all I am to see you smile. I would kill and steal to hold you in my arms. I love you, Eris Vanserra. And I have dreamed of the day I can finally call you mind.”
The Priestess of Spring had tears in her eyes as she looked at Eris, “Now, the High lord of Autumn.”
Eris didn’t look at her, at anyone else besides Tamlin as he said, “I have rewritten these damn vows twenty times because there is not enough time in the world to express how much you mean to me, Tamlin Fairburn.”
Another ring of laughter, tears were falling from the crowds. Eris didn’t hear any of them, he felt like he was just alone with Tamlin, just them. In a void with nothing but each other. That was all he needed.
“Centuries ago, I remember the day you showed up at my balcony in the Forest House. You appeared on my balcony and knocked on the door. I didn’t hear the tapping, but I nearly jumped out of my skin when I heard you yell out, ‘Hey, its cold out here.’”
Snickering ensued, Tamlin bit his bottom lip to stifle his own laugh.
“I opened the door and there you were. For some stupid reason you weren’t wearing a jacket, I berated you for it, before berating for you sneaking into my room. Then asked in disbelief how you even got through the wards. You told me it was magic, which I later found out meant you had Lucien smuggle you in.”
From behind Tamlin, Eris saw Lucien roll his eyes as he remembered that day as well. Eris continued, “I found out, Lucien expected that you and him would be doing something mischevious and completely against the rules as you both liked to do. Instead you thanked him for getting you past the wards then winnowed to my balcony, which he complained to me incessently about.”
Tamlin laughed, Lucien mumbled with a grin about still being bitter about being stood up like that.
Eris then said, “What you didn’t know was I was feeling hopeless that day. The days seemed to be getting longer and harder. I couldn’t bare it. It was begining to lose myself to my own feelings of helplessness and grief.”
“I-” Eris had to cut himself off as a sob was ripped from his throat. Everything finally breaking out.
Tamlin didn’t waste a second, didn’t care for protocal or the eyes watching them. He pulled Eris into a tight hug, rubbing his back and kissing his hair.
Eris tried to force himself to get it together, but the tears wouldn’t stop. Tamlin whispered, “You’re allowed to cry, you’re allowed to feel.”
For some reason that soothed him, those kindly spoken words helped the sobs to slow. Tears still continued to spill uncontrollably from his eyes, but Eris was able to look bak into Tamlin’s eyes and finish, “You’re stupid little gesture that night helped me to remember there was still someone out there. That night you convinced me I was worth fighting for. That all was not lost, that the world wasn’t completely wayward.”
“I love you, Tamlin Fairburn. I love you and I have wanted this day since that night, since the night you snuck into my room and told me you loved me.”
Both had tears running down their faces, and it didn’t stop as the Priestess of Autumn asked for the rings to be brought out. Bron and Silas brought the respective rings, handing them to the grooms.
A pair of matching golden rings, with an emerald and topaz in the centre of each. Engraved on the inside was Tamlin and Eris’ names.
There was moment of stillness, of silence as Tamlin slid the ring onto Eris’ finger, and Eris’ onto Tamlin’s.
It was the Spring Priestess who said, “We now prounce you both, Eris and Tamlin Vanserra. You may seal this matrimony in a k-”
Before she could even get the word ‘kiss’ out. Eris grabbed Tamlin and hauled him into a deep kiss. He let out a surprised noise before returning the passion both their eyes falling closed.
Cheers and applause erupted through the crowds. Flowers were tossed in the air, the Fairies swarmed the grooms and wrapped them in vines, flowers and ribbons.
“I love you, Eris Vanserra.” Tamlin told him.
With tears streaming down his face, Eris said, “I love you, Tamlin Vanserra.”
If the consensus agrees I will write a honeymoon chapter for this.
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