#happy new year to you and everyone else

[teegeeteegee]

Happy New Year, Teegee!!! I know that we started interacting more towards the end of the year but it's been so nice chatting and reading your stories!. Before I even knew you were on Tumblr I was just going through the mario tag on ao3 and found you and just read all the stories you had posted up to that point...I think Monster was my favorite at that point. Anyways you're an incredible talent and I can't wait to see what you share with us. I hope 2024 treats you well!! 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂💗💗💗💗💗

Aww, Happy New Year to you as well Key! 🥺😊❤️ It's been nice chatting with you and reading your stories as well!

Funny you say you found my stories on AO3 before discovering me having a Tumblr account because I had an AO3 account before a Tumblr one. 😆 I created a Tumblr account after reading some fics from @drones-of-innocence because they said there was some accompanying artwork with those fics. Also, I learned that the art was from @elitadream, so that's how I came across their account and all but fell in love with their art.

Interesting that you mention Monster as your favorite up to that point. That story is way different than the ones I usually write because I don't write a lot of angsty and/or dramatic stuff. However, that one was a monster of an idea (OK, I'll see myself out...) that was trapped in my mind for a few days, and I would've gone insane if I didn't write it out. Also, this is the first time I've seen someone mention that story as one of their favorite because it tends to get overlooked.

Oops, I rambled too much. 😂 Thank you for the kind words about my writing, and I hope I can continue to create something that is enjoyable to others. I hope 2024 treats you well also, and I look forward to see what you have to share as well! 😊

#i made have gone too far with this one #but i had to say something about it 😆 #thank you #happy new year to you and everyone else #keylovesstuff ask #tee answers #new year #2024

[paigemathews]

There’s always gonna be something about the inevitable tragedy in Chris’s story that gets to me. No matter what happens, there will be a devastating loss that cannot be altered, cannot be changed, cannot be fixed. If he doesn’t remember, it’s the erasure of a fiercely loyal and determined witch who sacrificed more than his life but his very existence to save a world he never saw. If he does remember, he’s of two different worlds that cannot exist together at their core, costing him an entire world of people he can never get back. There is no uncomplicated happily ever after for him and it will always be a bittersweet ending at its happiest. In the end, success encases a profound amount of loss that even magic can’t touch.

#charmed #chris halliwell #abi speaks #i think thats always something i struggle with bc i so badly want him to have an uncomplicated happy ending #bc he deserves one! out of everyone he so deserves one #but by the very nature of his story he isn't allowed to have one #to paraphrase a line from a fic i wrote a couple years ago there's always that thought that he killed the rest of the world himself #bc they existed and they were shaped by the world and those events never happened so they aren't dead but gone like sand in the wind #like how do you DEAL with that #i am once again having chris halliwell feels at 1 am what else is new #i feel like it should be my brand bc my entire personality is chris and bianca stan #it probably helps that it's the posts about them that people interact with the most tbh

[kyouka-supremacy]

Mmmhh...

#(Basically rant on my last two posts) #I know I've said it before and sorry for coming off as annoying– #but I really wish we still had a central bsd blog on Tumblr like fy-bungoustraydogs or bsd-central or things of the kind. #I think now everyone rushes to post news first. And although there's merit to it in knowing news as soon as they happen‚ #in the long run the death of this kind of central official content ***fan*** blogs is such a huge loss of fandom spaces‚ #especially for the archiving purposes they solved. Especially today that T/witter and G/oogle have basically become unusable. #Literally. Literally. I've been doing official content archiving since I was 11 #(because that's the very specific kind of mental illness I have) #and let me tell you that the quality of web search and especially reverse image search only got worse– #in a way that is very evident and noticeable. Which is crazy tbh and not how things should work. #If anyone would like to start a bsd-central kind of blog I'll be the first one to follow. #Actually if anyone actually wants to establish it feel free to contact me and I'll be more than happy to share the resources I have!!!! #It just needs to be something multi-modded for a series of reasons I won't get into right now #I just can't personally do it (not as main admin at least) because that would be modding my FIFTH active bsd blog– #and that's a little too much even for me. #On top of some ethical concerns I have regarding whether it'd be fair for me to mod a fandom central bsd blog– #when I feel like I can't genuinely share the same amount of love for the franchise other fans share #On top of. You know. Getting a degree eventually hopefully. #Then years after the blog has been solidly enstablished and aquired enough credibility it could even open a free donations found to invest– #in buying and scanning and releasing bsd content that hasn't been shared yet like the guidebooks or illustration books or everything else– #for everyone to see... #The dream. (Is realistically never going to happen) (Won't stop me from daydreaming about it every day) #((Still salty I couldn't afford the guidebooks only due to the shipment prices. I *would* have scanned and uploaded them.)) #That was a long and idealistic rant. Kyotag out #Edit: *Modding my SIXTH bsd blog #Apparently I mod so many blogs I lost count of them

[fifthlydoyoudream]

Happy early new years to the mcyt bloggers who singlehandedly got my r&gad post to 1k notes (singlehandedly) because it resonated with them and happy early new years to them ONLY.

#Everyone else can have a happy new years when it comes #Honestly you guys were a highlight of my year. I'm so glad r&gad meant that much to you as well <3

[running-in-the-dark]

ooooh. we got an apartment!!!

the house isn't completely finished yet so we can't move in until April. we'll have to figure that out. but that's fine. it's in the town where my husband works! which is amazing.

#I'm so relieved #it looks really nice. I wasn't at the viewing but I saw pictures. #it's a ground floor apartment which we wanted. it's near some shops. it's a 30 minute walk to his work #I'm just. ahh I'm so happy that we found something #the area looks good on google maps #we're signing the lease on Tuesday :) I'll get to see it then. so if it's horrible we won't take it obviously. but like I said it looks #nice and my husband said it's nice so #so we'll probably have to move back in with his parents for two months and have our stuff in storage #but that's okay #we'll also have to buy the kitchen appliances and everything. which isn't ideal. but it's fine #and everything will be new!! it'll all work! it won't be old and disgusting and awful!! #and there's definitely not an old lady who has lived there for 40 years and thinks she gets to decide how everyone else lives :') #and it's. kind of a new start. it's a 30 minute drive from here. not far at all but it feels very far to me (not in a bad way) #it's closer to a city too. not so close that it'd bother me but definitely nicer if we want to go there. which might be good I think #I'm tired of living in villages. everyone is so fucking close-minded and they know everything about you and. yeah no it's not for me. took a #while to realise that but. yeah. not doing that again. small towns are not that different but it IS definitely different #anyway guys I'm so relieved 😌😌😌 #personal

[wooriwoo]

another year's ending...what are the odds...... and as always, i'm here with a a mention for all the tuals & a few messages for my most beloveds (in bold below, messages under read more), i genuinely don't think i would've made it this far if it wasn't for you all

@cocogoat / @aquablues / @wonjinist / @ashisland / @flops / @jminwook / @song-mingi / @kdongyoung / @awek-s / @taeminblr / @wookjinz / @suhyeos / @slowrabbitpd / @fushigojos / @cyatual / @shnryjn / @ncityzen / @tittiez / @yeonjuins / @heejakes / @yukuz / @wabisaba / @kyubins /

@hwichanis / @kingdomtual / @ryudaeng / @dvmni / @anyhao / @hoshranghaes / @hoshifromkpop / @strhwaberries / @yutito / @20cm / @carrotscake / @hueningkai / @secnghwa / @sanchelinz / @jongseobie

ven (@cocogoat) + a kith for my cat babies pls tell them that i love them

my venven!!!! my belovend!!!!! first of all i lub u 🫶 but you know that (hopefully). it feels like we've known each other for years... well i guess we have. but like, like. like, you know. Years. and while we haven't been talking much recently, i hope that you always remember that i love you a lot. because i do!!!!!! i love you i care i miss you always!!!! you really are a very important....treasured...cherished friend to me. i would follow you to the end of the world, actually. i mean it. i'm also really really sorry that i haven't been keeping up with the lunch alarms recently :< i love you, i hope you've been eating well all this time!!;; i hope 2023 treats you well, or ELSE. or else. i bite (@ universe). thank you for everything (EVERYTHING!!), and i hope we can continue being friends for many, many, many years to come. 

brina (@aquablues)

LOML!!!!!!!! my brina!!!!! my beloved!!!!!!!!! my rainbow my sunshine my angel!!!!!! i miss you, i feel like it's been a while (my fault, but still) :< but remember that i adore you, still and always!! i love you a lot!!!!! and i'm always always rooting for you.. i know things haven't been easy, and i hope that it can get better in the upcoming year!!!! i'm always giving you a virtual hug (always! at all times!). you really really really deserve to feel loved & happy, so i'm always hoping that's the case :< thank you for bearing with me for so long! and i hope we can continue to be friends... i love you!!! a lot!!!! mwah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

eri (@wonjinist)

my ewi my bewoved <3 whom i love so so so so much... well, i'm trying to figure out a way to not repeat myself since your birthday note wasn't all that long ago, but i think i'll have to repeat myself anyway... well!!!!! first and foremost, thank you for being my friend, and most importantly, thank you for putting up with me!!!!! it means a lot, it really does! thank you for chatting with me, thank you for hearing me out with an open mind, thank you for all the help you've given me (my adviseri!!), thank you for opening up, thank you for the vity park (and not only) reactions, thank you for being a fellow wonjinist & for spreading the agenda, thank you for the algerithm, thank you for being my advising nurseri (even though i'm sorry about it every time i ask), thank you for being the best gfx maker on this website (real!!!). and while we're at it, thank you for not being weirded out whenever i mention how admirable you are (role moderi....),, i'm really grateful to have a friend like you (to have you as a friend, specifically. not just. a friend Like you). hopefully 2023 is nicer to you, and brings many more happiness your way!! i love you!! 

gabi (@ashisland) + a kith for elli

bibi, my bunny from my couch!!!!!!!!!! 🫶🫶 we've only been talking for half a year (?????????????????????????), but you quickly became someone that i hold so so so so so dear. I LOVE YOU <- i'm shouting into your ear hoping it registers this time. i love you i love you i love you, so so much, and i always will! stop thinking i don't >:c i appreciate you SO much, you can't imagine. thank you for always being there for me when you think i may need it, and sorry for being there so little for you. i love you, and i'm rooting for you with all of my heart. i told you this before, but i believe in you, and i hope that you can do something that makes you happy in the end. also. you're cute <3 thank you for being such a nice presence on the dash, for the boy of the month moments, for the wondernights (you DO have such a prettie voice), for the fluffy chickens (and other assorted birds), for the pictures of my baby, for being so sweet, and for all the reels as well <3 i love you!!! i hope 2023 is nice to you & that we can continue being friends (hopefully i'll be a better one to you) 

ina (@flops)

MY INA my beloved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i remember writing last year's note for u as if it was yesterday (like i genuinely remember it so clearly for some reason??), but a whole year has already passed since then?! i feel like it was really not that long ago that i was genuinely hoping you don't find me too annoying (and. i mean. i still do, but) and look at us now </3 i feel like we've gotten much closer since then, and i'm really happy about that!!! that was my tiny little ambitious wish hehe 🫶 thank you for putting up with me despite everything 🫶 i do love you A LOT (which. i think i make pretty clear) and i'm so, so, so glad that we're friends, genuinely so so glad!!!!!!! i'm always so happy to see you around!!!!!! i hope that 2023 can be a Great year for you, and, if it's not too much to ask,, i hope we can continue being great friends as well <3 

bie (@jminwook)

my bieloved!! <3 hi <3 i'm so glad that i can end this year calling you my friend! i care u so much... and i hope that you know that you're a pleasure to have around!! i'm always happy to see your posts & interact with you!! im placing a kith on your forehead every time i see you in my notifs, i hope you've been feeling them!! <3 i really, really hope we can continue to be friends next year as well!! please let me annoy you in 2023 as well 🫶 and may 2023 be nice to you!!!! 

iri (@song-mingi)

iririririri my beloved strawberry elf, my no1 cherry fox, the strongest millinfluencer!!!!!! thank you for staying around this year as well!!!! i feel like i don't say this often enough, but i really do appreciate and love you a whole lot!! life has its ups and downs and i think you didn't really have that much of a good time overall this year? so i hope the next one does better in treating you the way you deserve to be treated >:c tell me if it doesn't, i'll...... tell it off 🔪 i hope 2023 brings you lots of happiness, and maybe even some raccoons....... MWAH i love you so so much, please remember that!!!!! my beloved santual (<- finally, i won't be killed for this) 

ro (@kdongyoung)

my beroved!!!!!!! 🫶🫶🫶 it feels like i haven't spoken to u in like 50 years help... CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR GRODUATION!!!!!! i know i already said this but i am so, so, so proud of you!! you did it!!! you've worked so hard!!! and welcome back home? . anyways! you probably know this, but you're a very very very important friend to me!! you're so hardworking and so sweet, i hope that you know you're so so so beloved to us all!! thank you for being my weitual (the #1 rui on this website, even) & my dramatual, and most importantly!! my friend!! please remember that i love you so much!! and i hope that 2023 can treat you well & that we can continue being good friends <3 

aweks (@awek-s) + a kith for toto

my most meowloved meoweks!!!!!!! my meowderful meowtual!!!!!!!!!! whom i love!!!!!!! i am so so so so so so so so so so so so glad that we became mutuals you have no idea!! turns out that you aren't that intimidating, who would've known! you're just a tiny little furrytual living in my pocket <3 i know this year wasn't the best, and while there were ups, there were also a lot of definite downs, but i hope that you know that you're so so very appreciated over here! thank you for doing so much for the community (be it masterposts or the prettiest stage gifs) and for always being you despite some people being absolutely horrible about it. no matter what anyone says, you're right, and having opinions is obviously a good thing, thank you for having a brain, i love you always!! like, very seriously, i hope that you know that i genuinely do love you a lot (we don't really know each other blablablabla i don't fucking care <3 i do know you i love you) and i'm always rooting for you, no matter what. you deserve happiness and success, and so i hope you can get them both eventually (and rather sooner than later). i'll be waiting to see that happen!! and i hope that 2023 can be much nicer to you & present you with many, many, many good things!! 

aléks (@taeminblr)

léksléks my beloved!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!! i'm really, really, really, REALLY glad that we became mutuals, you're actually so important to me i care u so much.. i Would kill a person for u actually (your coupon can be redeemed at-). i love seeing you around, i am in love with your content, and i always look forward to seeing your opinion on things (and enjoy reading it even if i wasn't waiting for it . because i obviously can't look forward to stuff i didn't know abt. but the point stands)!! and this feels a bit odd to say directly to you, but i do admire you a lot,, anyways thank you for being tumblr's #1 jacobtual (nd not only that) & my fwiend.. i hope that 2023 is much much nicer to you.. i'll commit crimes for real if it isn't. looking forward to seeing more of u next year!!! ilu & i'm rooting for you <3 you can do it, you can do anything, i believe that i really do!!!!! 

paula (@wookjinz)

tagging u as wookjinz is so weird it's so strange paula i can't do this i keep writing taeyeobs please help... anyways... my menacetual! i was very glad to see you around this past year!! even if that meant i had to perceive a few dangerous taeyeobs. i hope you can continue being my no1 (n only) ooo update account & a menace next year as well 🫶 may 2023 treat you well (maybe with some capy friends... it's what u deserve) 

vianey (@suhyeos) + a hug for paquito

miss suhyeos!!! my vyvy <3 my beloved <3 not to bring up cheer up bc it doesn't exist. but i'm so glad that we could be in the sunho fanclub together 🫶 we lived like 2 years in the span of a month...  anyways my vyvy i feel like that helped us...break the ice if u will & i'm so so glad that was the case!! because!! you're so important to me!! u live in my bag actually!! i hope that 2023 will be a great year for you & bring you billlie fame <3 and hopefully we can talk more!! 

meg (@slowrabbitpd)

megmegmegmegmeg!!!!!! hi 🫶 will u be starting the new year with youth . im actually really curious about this. Questions aside, ....well i love u!!! but you knew that already (hopefully??). we don't talk much, but you KNOW (i hope???) that i appreciate you a whole lot! and i'm happy to see you around & even happier when we do find the time and the occasion to interact!! this is a secret (it's not) but i think you're very cool!! i also honestly didn't expect to find out that you are a dramatual?! discovery that changed my life... taking this chance to thank you for recommending revenge of others to me, it was exactly what i needed, exactly when i needed it <3 anyways! i hope that 2023 will be a good year for you!! it better be!!!!!!!!!! 

lulu (@fushigojos)

my beluluved!!!!!!! we haven't been talking much this year, but that doesn't mean i don't care about you just as much as i did before!! because i DO, i do care so so much!! i love you, i'm always rooting for you!! i'm always happy to see posts from you!!! i hope you know this!!!! also you'll always be my #1 birdtual <3 i am giving you a kith!!! i care u so much, i hope 2023 (which u're already in, since you live in the future) treats you better than 2022 did! 

ash (@cyatual)

my (flashie) ashie!!! our beloved chajuntual!!!! i hope that you know that i love you & that all the teasing is just a sign of affection :< thank you for being so sweet & so fun, i'm really glad to have met you!!!! i hope we can talk more in the upcoming year <3 and, of course, that 2023 treats you well!!!!!! it's what you deserve!!!!!! 

tris (@shnryjn)

my twissie twis <3 we haven't been mutuals for long, but you are so so vewy important to me i hope you know this.. you are so so cool & so sweet & i love you so so much!! reminder that i am rooting for your success & happiness, always!! i hope that 2023 can treat you well my cinnatwis!!!!

erola (@ncityzen)

our spring fairy!!!!! this year as well, we didn't have too many opportunities to talk to each other BUT!!!! as always, i was very happy seeing your life updates <3 i (always, always, always) hope you're doing well & that the new year can treat you well!! remember that i love you & that i'm rooting for you no matter what!!!! 

daphne (@tittiez)

daphne my beloved!!! my no1 choice for entertainment quite honestly. i think i might have told you this before, but i've had your notifications on even before we started interacting (maybe even before we were mutuals). i don't know what you're talking about like . a third of the time, but it's always a good time!! we don't talk much, but i'm really glad to have you in my life & i hope that 2023 can be a good year for you!!! ilu!!! 

woo (@yeonjuins)

my woobertha!!!! hewwo i just wanted to make sure that you know that i really really love & appreciate you a lot!!! i hope that you know that you're so so cool & so talented!!!!! thank you for always being so sweet <3 you're a pleasure to have on the dash & in the notifs!! i'm giving you a little kith!! and wishing 2023 brings you hee acceptance <3 

karma (@heejakes)

beloved!! i'm handing you a piece of cake and some hot chocolate. i wanted to tell you that i always appreciate you interacting with me!! be it replies or asks, i don't always have the energy to reply to them directly, sometimes i don't see what i could even add, but i see them all and i'm really thankful!! i hope 2023 treats you nicely <3 

sofi (@yukuz) + a kith for neku

our beloved sofsof!!!!!! i'm really, really, really hoping that 2023 is a good year for you!! :< i love you a lot, and if i could, i would just keep you in my pocket to keep you warm and protect u from the world, just to make sure you're safe & feeling loved!! :< i want to thank you for your content, be that pretty gifs or makeup looks, but most importantly, i wanted to remind you that we appreciate you for way more than just that, so it's okay to take time for yourself. i think you know this well already, but i just wanted to make sure! just in case! anyways, remember that we love you a lot!!!! 

sarah (@wabisaba)

sarah my beloved!! we haven't spoken much but u get a message because i lub u. and my favouritestest gifmaker privileges. because i Need to keep reiterating that or else i'll like. evaporate.. so you'll keep hearing it i'm (not) sorry 🫶 that being said, i hope that you know that i appreciate u for way more than Just your gifs!!! and i'm excited to see more of you (content or not!) next year, so i hope it treats you well!! it better treat you better than this year, at least! 

rosie (@kyubins)

my beloved kyubintual who makes me seem normal in comparison 🫶 we actually haven't . spoken much but i really wanted to use that opening line. okay, that's not Actually all,, i wanted you to know that i had fun seeing you around this year!! and i'm looking forward to seeing more from you this upcoming year as well <3 i'm sending warm hugs your way!!

#happy new year to everyone who's living in the future (or reading it in the future) & happy soon-to-be new year to everyone else... i love #i love you all genuinely... my tuals that i treasure..thank you for everything #just realized u cant see whos bolded on mobile . so . line break it is

[airenyah]

dunk saying he's never met anyone who likes hugging as much as joong does is making me laugh really hard as a very touchy-feely person myself bc like yeah. dunk has clearly never met me (and that's probably a good thing dfkkjdfkjd)

#no for real tho i'll be looking for any possible excuse to go get another hug from my friends #sometimes in my friend groups i'll go for a second goodbye hug once everyone else is done saying goodbye #everyone will be like ''but you've already hugged this person goodbye??'' and i'll be like ''SO??? CAN'T I GET ANOTHER HUG??? 😭'' #sometimes i don't even look for excuses to hug my friends sometimes i'll just straight up walk up to them and hug them out of the blue #it's worse when i'm really tired #i can't tell you the amound of times i've heard ''awww is airenyah tired again??'' on days i am really affectionate... kskfkgfd #anyway no i get it. i get joong #maybe that's why i enjoy them as a pair so much bc i just feel really represented lmaooo #airenyah plappert #joongdunk #รถทาเลนท์ #we have guests coming over in 5 mins and i'm only 4mins into the video oops #looks like i won't make it to the end of the show before the doorbell rings kjkjdf #i feel a strong urge to go hug my mom now ngl #also!! only the other day i sent my friend a message that went #''can i come over for a hug in the new year? 🥺'' #(my friend said yes 💃🏻) #(i don't even need to hang out with him tbh i'm happy to just show up at his door squeeze him for 5mins straight and leave again lol)

[princesssarcastia]

the problem with being a lonely shut-in who wants to write about relationships is that it actually requires as much research as like, wanting to write about a guy who can have casual conversations about mechanical engineering.

and maybe that's just enough so you can SOUND like you know a bit about mechanical engineering. maybe it's not that much research at all. but it's still more research on relationships than i feel like a lot of other people doing the same thing have to do, which is none at all

#writing #anyway. by happy accident #just listened to a political podcast #about relationships and lonliness and family and parenting #which totally validated my thesis for the top gun au i'm writing! #but then it also struck me that i have to....listen to a podcast.... #to validate my ideas about relationships #about the internal logic of relationships and families #im not just talking romantic ones mind you #literally any kind of relationship #tonight i am thinking about #how the most meaningful conversation i've had in a decade #about my life and what i want #was with a dear friend of my parents on new years eve #after everyone else had gone to bed #after he'd had quite a bit to drink #he's got that same spark of intellectual curiosity that i do #so we chat at family get-togethers #and like. he is the first person in my life! #to ask me if im lonely! to ask whether im cool with the fact #that there's really...no one. in my life. #idk. sad lonely hours tonight #cheers </3 #tmi hour with princesssarcastia

[squirrel-fund]

You know in Titanic, when Rose said that Jack saved her in every way a person can be saved?

I felt that in 2022, thanks to all of you. I felt that so fucking hard 🧡

#to all my mutuals #and everyone else #happy new year #you all are my heroes #personal #Titanic

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

imo everyone on earth should be talking about Him (don't want this showing up in the tag even though it's not a diss) but everytime i go to the tag and there's only like 3 new posts i'm like. oh yeah almost no one cares except me and like 5 other ppl on here

i ran out of tags KFHSJENNXN i don't think that's literally ever happened to me before anyways don't read them because it's just me being insane as per usual

#most of his indirects on twitter are from people in diff asian countries as well and ik he's doing an asia tour soon(?) #bruh he's never coming back to the usa is he 😭😭😭 i need him in chicago i miss him so bad #i feel very ugly emotionally rn still bc i was reading all of the rando ass dating rumors of him last night LMAO and it pissed me off #i know i have no right to get mad and i'm being irrational but at the same time like. everyone is just like 'omg he's so in love rn' #bc his music has been very angsty and like. idk... conflicted? but his new song was very happy and sweet and very In Love Sounding #and i already know all his music is about one person bc he always talks about the same shit (he's very predictable i see right thru him) #and he's putting out a new song called 'shining' and he has been talking abt a person being his light/shining on him for the last 7yrs atp #so like. that's how i know it's about one specific person and i don't think he has moved on LMAOOO so unless he was dating the same random #7yrs ago i don't think he's dating any of the people they bring up tbh... i pay attention to these things not to brag or anything but like #being attentive to the people i love and noticing inconsistincies in their behavior and when they act diff is like. the only skill i have #at least irt other people LMAO like honestly i wrote all the lyrics he ever wrote down in a google doc and it shows a clear trajectory #that starts like... innocently and just gets more fucked up and toxic as it goes. and ppl say he's one of the most sane ppl they know #meanwhile he's been writing songs about 1 person for nearly 10 years and they get progressively more desperate and insane #I'M JUST SAYING. i completely forgot what my original point was but i guess it was most likely that. no one pays attention to him like i do #the songs started being about this person at the same time i started liking him and having dreams about meeting him btw #and they got progessively more uh. spiteful and desperate and weird as the years went on. did i mention i cast a spell on him 😐 #and he literally says shit like 'it's impossible for me to move on' 'i don't care about anyone else' 'it's like i'm possessed' etc #and after we met at his concert he got really into saying shit like 'that one night wasn't enough' and 'the spotlight between us' #&the ever-famous 'i like the way you look at me' 'my eyes are on you' 'focus on me just look at me' when all i did was look at him all night #if you're reading this right now and thinking 'celeste do you seriously believe a kpop guy has been writing songs about you for 7 years?' #you should remember who i am and how i reacted to ***** having a gf (that i guessed exactly right months before he revealed it) #i'm schizophrenic 🤷‍♀️ but the guy i'm into was the one who started my fascination with soulmates and destiny and fate and shit like that #you know it's funny i mention that because he also started writing about that!!!!! in his songs!!! crazy #and he talks about the person making it hard for him to sleep and wanting to meet them in his dreams again and whathaveyou #i mean even in his two newest title tracks he says 'i'm frustrated in the studio the only melody that comes out is for you' and #'i want to turn everything about you into a song' in the newest one... hm. #and btw he announced his album right when i admitted i was in love with him again to my family (they know my insanity LMAO) #and he releases a song about being happy and in love and listening for someone's voice from far away to reach him/vice versa????? #right when i get back into him??? #it's my fave color & his fave color & he's releasing it in my birth month like. i know billions of coincidences are a thing but it's crazy

[spaceratprodigy]

me reading the tags everyone left on my art

#kicking my feet twirling my hair #hi did you know I love my friends with my entire heart and soul #but seriously thank you everyone for being so kind and supportive and to y'all who let me send ya wips along the way 🥺 #I admittedly wasn't too happy yesterday but it really made my night (and my morning) feel so special #I'm so thankful to everyone I've met who continue to be so wonderful every day. y'all are so loved and appreciated #and so powerful for sticking around me being unapologetically insufferably annoying <3 #here's to seeing what all else we'll make and get ourselves into in the new year #much love to everyone #also I definitely noticed some things on that piece I would've liked to add/fix but OH WELL 😌💅 #little things that only I would really notice and be bothered by and because it's for me anyway I'm not too concerned #once the canvas is closed it is not my problem anymore

[boltgunkiller-archive]

graduation and the glee kids futures makes me so emotional

#juno speaks #santana had options this isnt a diss im really proud of her and i’m serious about that too #i see her happy and married to brittany and going back to college to get a degree #and i feel so proud like. thats my girl she made it #but finn didn’t even get any of that like it’s not fair to me #whyd they make him the shows loser for no reason when he tried just as hard as everyone else #i’m not even like a huge finn shooter. i just think he deserved so much more #i’m a santana shooter. majority of the time. Big santana fan. her future makes me so happy it was so bright she was given love and #happiness when she thought that was impossible for herself. she never thought she’d get to graduate and live a life she was proud to live #with someone she was proud to be with #especially during her junior year #she figured she’d be with a guy and just feel awful forever but no!! she got the girl she loved she went to new york and realized #hey. she doesn’t want what everyone else does and that’s okay (realization took a bit but britt was there) #and she realized. she wants to go to college and get a job and be happy and not try and blend in w everyone else! #Now finn. i rlly wish he got to go to college to be a teacher and had it work out #why didn’t it #i’m so sad he really deserved to be a teacher #he would be a good teacher #you know??… #i mean.. i have my complaints about his writing but at his core (without RIB’s awful character writing) hes so deserving #and even full of love.. or hope maybe.. it’s not fair to me Like #Ugh ii am just thinking of finn. And santana. And finn. And graduation #And.? #gleeposting

[sorcerous-caress]

With New Years around the corner, I wish you the best and hope you're doing fine.

#happy new years to you too <3 #thanks for wishing me this #it's very kind of you and I hope you have an amazing year #I do not deal well with this time of the year #it holds very bad memories for me #and it doesn't help how everyone else is so happy in contrast #I'll be fine it just needs to pass #quickly preferably #but I do genuinely wish that you enjoy it! I'm happy for you #but if you feel the same way then #you're not alone in this #we will be okay #and we are not missing out on anything so it's okay to treat it like any normal part of the year

[ihaventsleptinweekz]

Sometimes I think I'm a normal person then the 11 pm thought kicks in and suddenly I'm insane

#Going to mildly and vaugly vent in the tags to buckle up ^_^ #Will not clarify on any of this because it's more fun not to. Hope that helps #Anyway I'm kind of just. Weirded out by myself rn. Like I'm fine but I'm side-eyeing myself a little bit #And recently I've been believing thay I think really I was more immature a year ago #and while I do think back at her (year ago me) and kinda laugh at her for being overdramatic I feel kinda bad about it because yknow I was #But then I got kind of weirdly slowed down? In my being less freaked out process #Mostly because of Hellenite everyone say thank you hellenite (sarcastic love those fics so much) #But reading the fic kind of reminded me of the emotions that were going on at that time #And while I don't really miss or regret what happened too much anymore I think the general emotions of it started popping up again #Like idk how to say this but I'm over IT as a whole- but the emotions are still kinda left over? #Man really do NOT know how to put this #Cause it's kinda old news and frankly I am wildly happy with where I am right now #And I'm kind of thankful?? But also just a little :I about the whole thing. Which is making me inwardly side-eyeish #And I do think that I probably wouldn't change much if I could- and honestly I'm a little more embarrassed than anything else #Sorry for the weird long rambling tags just didn't want to call either of the like- maybe 3 friends I'd consider bringing this up with #I probably should check in with them though #Ough and I have work to do tmrw #Ew ew ew ew #Feel like this week has gone too damn fast and also not fast enough lmao #I'm also kinda nervous because I might have to take the ASL placement test soon to see if I qualify for skipping a couple ASL classes #Which would be nice cause I would LOVE to graduate quicker #And with all the AP classes I took in high-school it'd be nice to knock a bit of time off my college thing #Although admittedly I DID get that scholarship so it couldn't hurt??? #It might actually give me more time to get EIPA certified and check out some internships?? #Which would make getting jobs out of college WAY easier #Although maybe it'd be easier to get NIC certified if I retook a couple classes instead of trying to skip them??? God maybe I'd be behind #Ofc that wouldn't be a thing until after college #I'll probably have to save up money soon to start thinking about taking the test since it's so damn hard and so damn expensive #At least from what other interpreters have told me #Which is good!!! The it being hard thing anyways. Makes sure Deaf people get GOOD interpreters thst they deserve!!

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

TOP 5 SONGS DAVID OGDEN STIERS COULD HAVE WON A TONY AWARD FOR IN THE GOOD TIMELINE WHERE HE BECAME A BIG SUPERSTAR BROADWAY ACTOR AND SINGER LIKE HE DESERVED

 Music of the Night from Phantom. Obviously.

 Stars from Les Mis. Sadly he never got the chance to play Javert in a stage production and was forced to play him on a sitcom for six years instead. Think of what we could have had!

 Not The Boy Next Door from The Boy From Oz / I Am What I Am from La Cage aux Folles. Sorry I couldn’t choose a single gay anthem song so he gets to perform both. As a treat. On an unrelated note I am crying now 

 Edelweiss from The Sound of Music. Many casting directors don’t know this but it’s actually animal abuse not to allow a DOS to inhabit his proper ecological niche (repressed sexual tension filled ballroom dancing while wearing a fancy little outfit).

 Aquarius/Let The Sunshine In from Hair. You! Gay hippie! Aren’t you tired of being typecast as a wealthy conservative stuffed shirt asshole. Don’t you just want to go ape shit.

 In The Dark Of The Night from Anastasia. Also belongs to a separate list entitled Top 10 Animated Movies They Should Have Given Him A Role In Instead Of P*cah*ntas. The way he would have killed this………. Would’ve had a little accent all ready to go………. Wailing lamenting mourning etc.

 OH! WELL I NEVER! WAS THERE EVER! A CAT SO CLEVER AS MAGICAL! MISTER! MISTOFFELEES! HIS MANNER IS VAGUE AND ALOOF! YOU WOULD THINK THERE WAS NOBODY SHYER! BUT HIS VOICE HAS BEEN HEARD ON THE ROOF! WHEN HE WAS CURLED UP BY THE FIIIIIIIRE—

#''but OP Mr. Mistoffelees isn't even the one singing the song'' u know in the movie how they all just sang about themselves super awkwardly #well HE could have pulled that off. he could have pulled off Anything. #I want to hear everyone else's DOS performance wishlists now. Going to go ahead and assume this is a topic we all think about constantly. #Also yeah this can be the last post I make in 2022. I think it's worth that distinction. This is a very important subject after all. #Starky's Original Posts #David Ogden Stiers #mashblr: hmm wonder what would be a good realistic take on what happens to Charles post-canon...... #me who listened to Javert's Suicide multiple times a day for the entirety of 2013: Well :) I have :) an idea :) #Starky's text posts #ok ok that's not good energy to take into the new year #so let's just say it'll either be Javert's Suicide or Not The Boy Next Door #those are the two routes he can go down #or maybe it's the same route just two different stops #you never know where life will take you #happy new year 1953 everybody

[kimtaegis]

👋 2022

#I won’t go into detail about real life except that it was. well. a Trip #learned some things went through things. the year of baby steps I guess #BUT I wanna write some thoughts about my 2022 tumblr experience down #it was… also quite a Trip #positive first: learned to stay off this site when necessary! very important mental-health wise #my most used tag this year was my track tag! shoutout to everyone who’s been using it #you bring me much joy by sharing your creations with me. I appreciate it 🤍 #another shoutout to all the incredibly lovely people who’ve come to my inbox this year #I’ve been very lucky in that regard. 98% of my anons have been the kindest sweetest most eloquent people #and I’m happy to have been able to have super interesting thoughtful and respectful discussions from time to time #okay what else. oh HIGHLIGHT of my year here – my birthday ADFFGHJ #I felt so so so spoiled and couldn’t (still can’t) believe the amount of spectacular gif(t)s I got. made me feel stupidly happy oh my god #I learned a lot of new skills and techniques for gfx making. kept experimenting with different styles which has been fun! #gif making has turned more into a relaxing activity than something that makes me feel pressured and anxious #I dialed it down a bit compared to last year and I think that was a good decision as well #as for not so positive things. well. #of course there are the usual/ general ‘complaints’ like lack in interaction and the like #got my first proper anon hate in November. that was something #HUGE lesson I learned this year: just because someone states in their bio that they’re adults doesn’t mean they act like ones <3 #people can be very childish ruthless and simply not worth one’s effort #and a last thing that fits quite well to that: 9 out of 10 people do not care about you. not about your time and effort you put in content #not about whether you’re online or not. not about how you might feel when they say and do certain things #I think I need to learn how to embrace this kind of insignificance. be more audacious. find validation within myself #okay I’ll stop now #I wanna say thank you to all the lovely people who made this year on tumblr more enjoyable and who truly brighten the place up for me #I love you lots and wish you all the best for 2023 #it’s gonna be a hard year for me with lots of challenges and changes #and it’s nice to have this little space here where you can escape to from time to time #mwah. smooches to all of you. happy new year <3