#abi speaks

[paigemathews]

There’s always gonna be something about the inevitable tragedy in Chris’s story that gets to me. No matter what happens, there will be a devastating loss that cannot be altered, cannot be changed, cannot be fixed. If he doesn’t remember, it’s the erasure of a fiercely loyal and determined witch who sacrificed more than his life but his very existence to save a world he never saw. If he does remember, he’s of two different worlds that cannot exist together at their core, costing him an entire world of people he can never get back. There is no uncomplicated happily ever after for him and it will always be a bittersweet ending at its happiest. In the end, success encases a profound amount of loss that even magic can’t touch.

#charmed #chris halliwell #abi speaks #i think thats always something i struggle with bc i so badly want him to have an uncomplicated happy ending #bc he deserves one! out of everyone he so deserves one #but by the very nature of his story he isn't allowed to have one #to paraphrase a line from a fic i wrote a couple years ago there's always that thought that he killed the rest of the world himself #bc they existed and they were shaped by the world and those events never happened so they aren't dead but gone like sand in the wind #like how do you DEAL with that #i am once again having chris halliwell feels at 1 am what else is new #i feel like it should be my brand bc my entire personality is chris and bianca stan #it probably helps that it's the posts about them that people interact with the most tbh

[abitrash239]

I recently got back into Neko Atsume. It's been great, except for the fact that I keep misreading it as Neko Autism whenever I scroll by the app.

#neko atsume #autism #im autistic #but what does it mean #to be neko autistic #text post #abi speaks

[agirlinthegalaxy]

Just for kicks, because these are just the primary, active projects I'm working on (kind of), and I'm curious. This may also serve as motivation for finishing them faster, but I do Not Guarantee That bc brain.

Set in the in-between moments of the hugging montage in Forever Charmed, Chris and Coop have a heart-to-heart about the "Uncle Coop" bombshell and what it actually means for Coop and Phoebe's relationships.

In the aftermath of a tragic mission in the unchanged future, Chris and Bianca have an introspective conversation while Bianca tends to his wounds.

An AU request twice over (I have been working on it, I promise!), Paige is the Twice-Blessed Witch.

Chris's perspective of events in the latter half of Little Monsters (ft. y'know, everyone headcanons that kid is Wyatt's bestie, so let's break that down, shall we?)

A 5+1 fic of Coop being asked to interfere with Chris and Bianca's budding relationship by... honestly, who doesn't ask him might be more accurate

Someone has to clean out Andy's apartment, and somehow it ultimately falls on Prue and Darryl.

#charmed #abi speaks #me going through my drive and finding more fics #but these are the primary ones i'm working on as in actually writing #the next gen series is still getting extensively plotted out #along with the alt next gen series #there is also this other long fic in my head that incorporates my headcanons about prophesied witches #along with a lot about the hollow and phoenix witches that i Do Not Have Time to Write but... #it intrigues me and i genuinely think that it's so fucking clever i wanna write it #and it's not a series! but it'd be a long ass fic anyways #also in a truly shocking turn of events (*sarcastically*) most of my primary wips are chris or next gen focused #what can i say i love them

[expiationist]

hi babiess!! took some much needed r&r and now im ready to get back to the grind ！here is my to-do list for the rest of the week, basically just getting my life together before the spring semester begins.

──── TO-DO: JANUARY 4-6、

✩ ‧₊˚ ✩ cleaning:

❏ deep clean bedroom

❏ deep clean bathroom

❏ organize closet, donate old clothes

❏ clean out car, go through car wash

❏ get stuff out of shared storage, move to new storage

✩ ‧₊˚ ✩ financial:

❏ pay down credit cards

❏ looks for waitressing jobs on indeed

❏ create excel sheet of study abroad expenses

❏ make a savings plan for study abroad

✩ ‧₊˚ ✩ academic:

❏ create study plan for japanese language learning

❏ browse through chukyo course list, create a list of courses for spring semester

❏ academic ish: create quarterly goals for 2024!

disclaimer: none of the top three images are mine! also, if you guys have any questions about any of these lmk!!

#abi speaks 🍒 #studyblr #langblr #study blog #langblog #japanese langblr #japanese language #japanese #studyinspo #study motivation #study aesthetic #study hard #study notes #to do list #to dos #studentblr #study abroad #abroad education #studystudystudy #study tips #academia aesthetic

[wiressmiled]

tap the ♡ to remain mutuals . gonna start on a summer cleanup in my follower list so like this pls to remain mutuals .

#̗̀ ♡⃗ 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 | abi speaks ♡⃗.˳⁺⁎

[wiredsmile]

i'll make a legit promo n such for it once my laptop is functional again but for now , who would be interested in a dbd rp server ran by myself & a couple pals ? there's a 3-4 muse cap , & we're allowing crossover/au muses ( as long as they make sense/work in the setting ) & ocs !!!

#( dm me or like this if interested & i'll dm you with info & send an invite once the server is complete !!! ) #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ . #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .

[jasmancer]

martin immediately adoring baby finn in a universe where it's implied finn never existed...... martin being the only one to hear fionna out and the first to defend her when she wanted to help those ppl.... fi taking his jacket...... :(

#:( #abi watches fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #it speaks

[otiksimr]

The Abyss and The Radiance are twin primordial gods. They are the first things to ever exist and the very things that made up and created the universe as it is known.

The Light gives everything shape, it's the very thing that gives form to the universe. The Abyss is what everything is built from, it is the foundation of which everything and anything is connected to.

The Radiance is typically considered the embodiment of life, but it's more accurate for both to hold the title. Nothing would exist if even one of them were to be absent.

#Kos speaks #[The Abyss] #[Vaeralis] #Aby is never getting a proper name oh deary I'm so sorry. #I should make a lore tag at some point.

[laevndrs]

hi yes i binged the first season of hell.uva boss & omg millie has my HEART . . . blame @cupisco & @foradio bc im def not gonna make a blog for her . . .

#( def didnt save a url & start on a pinboard & playlist for her . . . ) #i. ∗＊ 🎔 … 𝖔𝖔𝖈 . ˖ ＊∗ : abi speaks ! 】 #i. ∗＊ 🎔 … 𝖔𝖔𝖈 . ˖ ＊∗ : psa ! 】

[paigemathews]

"A Warren. It's a family trait. So are the short tempers, the great cheekbones, the strong wills, and, of course, the powers. All blessings. All signs of where you came from."

Honestly, thinking thoughts about Warren witches and the short tempers. We see this one best through Piper obviously, but I was thinking about the way that this manifests in especially Wyatt out of all the next gen kids.

I feel like Wyatt really represses a lot of his negative emotions. Don't get me wrong, I do generally think that he's a pretty kind, optimistic person in general, but I also interpret him as someone who has this kind of fear at what he's capable of. I've mentioned this before, but the way I went about "depowering" Wyatt, for lack of a better word, to a manageable level is that he locks down most of his powers so that his control is somewhat resigned to not using them because while he's not necessarily afraid of his powers, he's afraid at their potential power. I mean, my Wyatt is currently hovering around 23ish in my next gen stuff, and that is an intense amount of power (and pressure) to put on someone who is still trying to figure out what the fuck they're trying to do right now. However, the issue is that a witch's powers are closely tied to their emotions, so with Wyatt basically locking down his powers, he basically locks down those emotions as well. The trigger for a lot of the particularly destructive powers, aka the ones Wyatt ruthlessly extinguishes in fear of unleashing tend to be rooted in stuff like anger or fear.

So when it comes to Wyatt's temper, I think it's really hard to actually unleash it. One, I think that he's just kind of hard to piss off in general. Chris and Mel have always been the two to start fighting, so he tends to take on a mediator role with them (especially bc the only other next gen kid to stand a chance is Peyton, Phoebe's eldest). So he's pretty good about letting shit roll off his back, because both of his siblings will turn their anger on him if his interference goes poorly. Two is that he's at least. kind of aware of other people's expectations of and for him, which don't really tend to be very human. He's pretty awkward with some of it, because so many people expect this saintlike, godlike figure of the Twice-Blessed and he's a 23 year old working as a library assistant at Magic School trying to figure shit out. (Especially when it comes to the magical politicking bullshit, Wyatt's so earnest and open that he struggles with it. It's an interesting time when the Marks family manages to drag any of the Halliwells to a witch event bc of the layering expectations and personalities for each Warren.) But he's pretty good at the compassion and gentleness that people expect, and he leans into that when he can sense those expectations. Thirdly, and I'll relink this post, Wyatt internalizes the fuck out of shit. He doesn't really blame someone else, even if they've wronged him. Instead, he fully takes on the blame and guilt himself and basically self-flagellates himself about it.

For the most part, he's very difficult to anger. However, when someone actually does manage to piss him off, there are two possibilities. Firstly, he basically unleashes it if he's able to, aka evil beings. Secondly, he hardcore represses it. Not even in a swallow the acid in your throat type of way, but like he ruthlessly shoves it so far down that he can't even taste the burn in his throat anymore type of way. In that case, he just blocks it out and pretends it doesn't exist until he basically believes it. The biggest thing is that when it comes to short tempers, no one really realizes that Wyatt even has one.

Needless to say, and actually the inspiration for this is that repression demons can wreak a whole lot of havoc through Wyatt if they can get to him. It'd be a source of pretty significant power to the demon and damage to those around Wyatt, and the guilt he'd have afterward? Could honestly power another repression demon. An important part of growing as a person and as a witch for him would need to be embracing and dealing with his emotions, all of his emotions, in a healthy manner instead of just repressing them entirely. I feel like that'd make some cool plotlines for growth, especially with the empaths in the family.

#charmed #wyatt halliwell #charmed meta #meta #abi speaks #i was actually originally going to discuss chris as well and typed out the full thing too #but the issue is that i dont really like how i said it and i dont feel like it conveye what i was wanting it to so #into the drafts it goes #but honestly i really like wyatt as a character especially with all of the power at his fingertips #bc i think there's a lot of ways to deal with all that power and i've loved so many of the ways i've seen #but i also really like the character idea of having this almost pathological fear of his power #and how it impacts his emotions espcially in conjuction with his kind of guilt complex and people pleasing tendencies #idk i just love wyatt man someone should give him a hug and a break #its not gonna be me but someone should!

[abstinencesupreme]

mutuals take care im about to drop a week's worth of vierapril's i've been slacking on crossposting

#sowwy i forgor #aby speaks

[expiationist]

im thinking abt deleting all my socials except tumblr, my small insta, and youtube ;-;

#social media #better off without it probably #abi speaks 🍒 #study blog #studyblr

[angelvoiced]

make bendy muses/verses P L S

#( allison pendle ; jack fain ; wally franks ; norman polk !!!! OCS ???? VERSES ???? ) #( PLSSSSSSSSS !!!! ) #( im about to get out my laptop i promise ♡ ) #౨ৎ ⋆⸜ ଓ 𝓢𝓒 . ∶∶ 𝐢. abi speaks . #౨ৎ ⋆⸜ ଓ 𝓢𝓒 . ∶∶ 𝐢. mobile posts .

[wiredsmile]

random as hell but , have the stickers on my laptop bc i just think they're neat ♡ .

#( my mom bought me most of these with her tax return this year ♡ ) #( i just wanted to share bc i think they're pretty cute ! ) #( i especially adore the ' i support gay rat weddings ' one ♡ ) #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ . #˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ . #large image tw.

[jasmancer]

Sam Reid is such a good Lestat like how do u play such a selfish, insufferably horny, FRENCH character and still manage to be charming while doing it.

#oh nooooo your blouse is soaked w champaigne...... #abi watches iwtv #it speaks

[astr0logies]

‧₊˚⋅  ♯   𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄   !   :  so  uhm  .  .  .  @bloomifys  might  have  convinced  me  to  move  susie  campbell/alice  angel  to  her  own  solo  blog  .  .  . 

#( thinking on urls to match her n sammy with hehehe <3333 ) #( her brainrot has come full circle !!!! ) #( i'll link it as soon as it's up !!! ) #‧₊˚⋅ ♯ i. ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ╷abi speaks ♡ ̆̈₊ ‧˚₊‧