#gosh these really helped

[pitgritted]

hello there sett my beloved lil pogchamp my homie spouse my wonderful friend that i adore from the bottom of my heart , i am grabbing you like a squeaky toy and kissing you on the mouth . i am soooo soo happy that we met and became closer heehee , you're just incredible jojo , everything you do is inspiring and you've put so much hard work into obtaining the skills that you have in things like graphics , writing , and drawing , and you still continue to push urself to greater heights which is amazing . it's good to try and improve but i hope you can recognize just how wonderful you already are as is though !!!! we all love you very much , you're a lovely and thoughtful friend who would fight tooth and nail if your friends were ever being threatened or treated badly . holding onto you for the new year !!!!!!

:CAT-WAIL:  where  are  these  coming  from  oh  my  goodness  —  squeaks  like  a  chew  toy  as  you  grab  me  .  i’m  so  happy  we’ve  met  too  !!  i  was  timid  about  writing  with  you  when  we  first  met  ,  still  unsure  how  the  hell  you  found  my  content  or  nooby  blog  worth  the  follow  considering  i  was  so  new  in  the  RPC  at  the  time  .  for  that  i  am  grateful  because  i  got  to  have  a  friendship  that’s  silly  ,  comforting  ,  mature  &  calm  ,  &  just  overall  nice  to  be  in  .

i’ll  try  to  do  better  at  recognizing  that  what  i  do  have  now  is  enough  &  already  good  ,  without  feeling  like  i  have  to  strive  to  make  everyone  feel  happy  when  i  talk  to  them  !!  🥺  i  just  really  like  leaving  a  good  impression  with  people  because  i  really  want  to  build  friendships  like  the  one  we  have  now  ,  seriously  .  i’m  once  again  so  grateful  to  have  become  good  friends  with  you  ,  &  we  practically  became  homie  married  .

#windchaser #𓆰ㅤ ㅤ〝 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘀𝘀? 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀. 〞 — 𝙸𝙽𝙱𝙾𝚇 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂 : MESSAGE TO THE BOSS. #𓆰ㅤ ㅤ〝 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮’ 𝗰𝘆𝗮’ 𝘁𝗼𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄. 〞 — 𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 : MUN SPEAKS. #mun. #answered. #literally in tears reading all of this #and i havent had the chance to read them due to traveling and #gosh these really helped #ive been stuck abt my content and wondering if anything ive written were any good #this is really nice of you all seriously

[marshmallowgoop]

no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

#detective conan #case closed #amv #my amvs #eye strain #heiji hattori #harley hartwell #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #funimation english dub script #video #happy two-year anniversary to 'no thoughts just heiji hattori'! #while it's not my first amv (it's maybe my... fifth?) #it was the first one i made with davinci resolve and the amv that really got me into editing amvs for real #it's the amv that made me believe i could make amvs 🥺 #and in remastering it i deeply understood how ambitious it was! i thought i did a lot of audio mixing for 'messed up' #but that's not even close to all the audio mixing i did here--cannot believe that i did all this for my first big amv project #it took about 20 hours *just* to remaster! #which is something i've been meaning to do for a while now so i'm very happy to finally share the results! #to make this a 'remaster' and not a 'redo' the only changes i tried to make were to the source footage and audio #video now uses almost entirely hd remastered footage from my blu-rays or netflix rather than my dvds #but oh gosh was it *hard* not to touch anything else! i'd do so many things differently now #but this video will always be really special to me (and i can't believe i did it at all tbh!) #i hope seeing it in hd is fun too! i'm so blown away by all the love this vid's gotten #and that it helped increase interest in funi's old english dub is amazing and 100% what i was trying to do with it! #thank you everyone for all the support <333 i wouldn't be the video editor i am today without this vid or your encouragement for it <3333 #like the original the sources used are mostly from what funi dubbed (but mixed in hd by me!): eps 48-49 57-58 77-78 117 and 118 and movie 3 #but i also used episodes 141-142 174 189 239 263 277 291 293 345 479 491 517 and 522 #and ova 3 and tv special 6 (episode one) and movies 10 and 13 and ops 27 31 and 33 and the funi 5.2 dvd blooper for the one line lol #the song is 'you're stupid aren't you' by toshio masuda (from jubei-chan 2)

[sysig]

An eye for a life, unquestionably worth it (Patreon)

#Doodles #ISaT #Siffrin #Bonnie #Blood #It's been *checks watch* nine months??? since I last drew an empty eye socket??? #Not even ZEX got that treatment how could this be :0 It's such a Look #I guess it's only been a couple months since I posted Diaryfic!Edgar but that was drawn a while ago - Sif is new and fresh blood <3 #I'm sure they're stoked about it lol sorry Sif #That really was my entire motivation I just wanted to draw eye horror and blood on him lol poor Sif #But also I got to practice Bonnie :D Again I'm sure they're stoked about the situation #Gosh that'd be such a scary situation for a kid :'0 And feeling guilty about it weh </3 #Their name being called and it's scary and sad even tho Sif's just trying to comfort! Weh #If I thought about it in a Bit less of an angst mood (lol) I imagine the other adults would flock to Sif both to protect/help him #But also to keep him out of Bonnie's line of sight - the less time spent looking the less traumatic hopefully :( #There's something Very about Sif getting blood - his own or anyone's really - on his cloak :0 #Something he's had for a long long time and Something Happens - it's just Very I dunno of what but Very #Really fun to draw the black and white blood splatter ♪ Shaped character design paired with soft details ah <3 #I've been really into that hazy fuzzy eye style lately too it's really fun to ''tone'' the eye rather than ''line'' it #It's not something I think about that much so I don't do it often! But it's quite effective :D

[llettucestuff]

I remember seeing someone’s hc a while ago that in rba their energon is pink instead of blue like tfp (cuz yk, aligned continuity) because ratchet or someone else finally finished the synth energon formula and NOBODY TALK TO ME

#im sick I’m in shambles #the implications RAAHH #if someone could help me find the og i will give u a kiss on the forehead like a little cat #I’m jk but ohhhh my gosh #it’s on the brain #and YES im actually really I’ll right now so yk the fever brain isn’t helping HAHA #ILL as in SICK not I’ll my bad #I don’t feel like correcting the whole tag lmao #tfrb #tf #transformers #transformers rescue bots #rescue bots #rescue bots academy #tf rba #transformers rescue bots academy #ALSO ik I said a post would be out today and IT WILL BE… like before midnight my time hahahehfahjljkl

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

Yeah, we know we shine, born out of a fire And we're burning through, through...

Oil & Water - PVRIS

#tdj #the devil judge #the devil judge edit #twabbbiih's edit #kim ga on #kang yo han #kim gaon #kang yohan #gahan #Me at 6.55am: should this be from kyh's perspective?! too late now #This song has been out for *checks notes* 5 days and I've spent those five days thinking about this #once again i drag pvris into things #get you a friend who will help you decide between pics for a silly little edit first thing in the morning with no question #😘 #Gosh the difficulty of choosing which scene to go with for kyh pushing kgo too much too soon tho #I was going to be really literal for the arms wide open one but it looked shit so here we are

[lunarharp]

unnecessarily rated and ranked kitchen of witch hat volume 1 moments on silly gay madness

#witch hat tag #orufrey #read kitchen. #i think the puddings are equal 2nd place though...it really gets to me....TRULY bonkers unforgettable and characteristic oru moment.... #aughhgough i'm so sleepy & tired im crashing to the floor..oh no..auugh i need help..gah..Oh my gosh i shall help u..We shall survive this. #^ nobody else ever i have literally never needed to be held up in my exhaustion you just go to bed #the points don't add up. the touching his forehead moment is just too strong. WHY??? i wouldn't go up and slap my hand on a friends skin #i'd be like Do you have a cold that's sad for you. good grief. good heavens #also the end of chapter 10 gets Sends me into the despair nexus points.

[t-lostinworlds]

hello! gosh, i honestly have no idea what else to do anymore. i've been such a huge ball of anxiety these pass few days and i feel like i've got no other choice ://

so, enrollment for the next semester is this Monday (in 4 days), and idk why my school decided to do it during this time when most ppl don't get paid until the last day of the month/next month. as if that isn't enough, enrollments are also on a time limit and now that we get to decide our own schedules, it's also a race on who gets the subjects first. and if you can't pay for a percentage of the tuition fee upfront, you're going to get delisted so you have to pick your subjects again. the later you enroll, the fewer timeslots. so i could end up having a 6-9pm which isn't safe for me in this city especially when i commute alone. even worse, our tuition for this semester is much higher for some reason and we weren't warned about it.

i can't ask for financial aid from my school yet bc it's required to have at least finished 1 year before you're able to. i'm still trying to look for student/personal loan options bc most i've seen so far require a monthly that i just can't afford rn and it only covers 1 term instead of a whole year so it's not really that sustainable :(( (i don't live in the US btw so it's not a "start paying when you graduate" thing. taking out a loan means i still need to pay monthly while in school on top of other expenses, which as you can imagine, feels more like a burden than it is helpful.) i've also tried looking for scholarships but most only support stem/business courses bc this country isn't nice to artists so that sucks.

i honestly have very little money saved and with the sudden increase in tuition, it's hard to cover half of it even with my parents' help. and again, nobody is getting paid until next month so money is already tight as is with it being the end of th month.

so long story short, i need some help. the first installment for the fee (converted from my currency) is about $600. BUT. NO PRESSURE. i'm only asking those who have extra to spare. and any and all amounts are welcome. it's already going to be such a huge help. hell, even just a simple reblog to boost this already helps a ton.

but also, my commissions are open! so if u want to have a lil story in exchange for just a tiny bit of help, that'd be great too <3

here's my kofi and my pypl

again, no pressure! even a smallest amount already helps a lot. and also, pls do reblog to boost. i really appreciate you! i hope you're having a wonderful day <3 don't forget to take care of yourself too. sending you wonderful people love always ❤️

tagging some mutuals under the cut for a boost bc sometimes this doesn't show up in the tags anymore (but also you don't have too!! you can ignore this if u want alskalks)

@selfcarecap @hollandsmoose @shellshocklove @tanaka-drew @agaritas @userholland @thecodyexpress @annab-nana @hollandweather @annathesillyfriend @cumholland @jasntodds @quethekillerqueen @worldoftom (ily guys, i hope you're all safe and well ❤️)

#financial help #mutual aid #financial aid #donation post #signal boosts #signal boost #gosh i really do get nervous doing this #my classmates tried to ask for like #a promissory note #asking to pay at a later date #but they won't budge :/// #i've honestly exhausted my resources #i've also emailed them asking if i could just pay even a tiny bit of it #like leave a balance #they still haven't responded #idk what to do anymore :// #ramblings

[astraskylark]

Ruby Rose status update:

#rwby #rwby spoilers #ruby rose #OH GOSH #THIS IS LIKE REALLY BAD #HELP HER

[aloeverawrites]

Me visibly shaken after reading And Then There Were None, in one go: Christie you madwoman

#she went off- #older media deserves to be hyped as much as new media so here I am #but oh my god holy gosh #brain re-written #got my daily seratonin #it helps I had a classical music playlist going at the same time and The Swan started playing at the dramatic bit *chefs kiss #agatha christie #and then there were none #dark academia #literature #think that fixed me to be honest with you #I really needed to read a real book didn't I can feel the cobwebs clearing out

[allastoredeer]

Hello, I just read the new chapter of "Damage Control" and it was a really fun read! I usually don't comment on the fics I read because my English isn't good, but as someone who's just starting to explore what the radioapple dynamic has to offer, I found this fic to be a god-send and it feels wrong to just not congratulate you.

Your characterization of all the characters in Hazbin Hotel and the world building for your radioapple series is so heckin' amazing I have no words for it. You show so much understanding of the hellaverse that even the smallest details, like that news segment with Katie Killjoy in the first episode, feel so on point. To me, it doesn't feel much different between reading your fics and watching any episode of the show.

I also wanted to ask if you were planning on involving the Sins at some point in the story. It can be fun to see the Sins gathered together to discuss why the short king, the same one who has been crying for his wife for seven long years, is suddenly involved with one of the Pride Ring's most dangerous Overlords. I can clearly hear Asmodeus say something like: “If I had a nickel for every time a royal gets involved with a sinner/hellborn (cofcofstolascofcof), I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.”

I really hope you never stop writing. You have become my favorite writer in this fandom. I hope you have a great day :D

HELLO!!! AHHH thank you so much (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) Reading this sdjfnslfnljfn I can't tell you how much it warmed my heart. It watered my crops. Cleared my skin. Paid off my debts.

Seriously, when I got this is it just - it means a lot to hear. I'm so happy you're enjoying my fics! I'm overjoyed you like the characterization, and I'm so, so happy to have received this. It really does mean the whole world to me (to a lot of writers) to get feedback like this, so thank you <3

I don't know if I'll include any of the Sin's in my radioapple series, but I do have a handful of ideas and scenarios I want to draw/write out involving the Sin's, Lucifer, and them meeting Lucifer's new boyfriend/partner, Alastor ^.^ I love thinking about them all coming together--maybe Lucifer hosts some big, grand, once-in-a-millennia event in the Pride ring, and all the Sin's and Royal Hell families are invited to attend--and they all meet Alastor there. Ozzie and Queen Bee can introduce their partners too, and it'd just be so much fun.

I also need Ozzie to visit the porn studios, because of course, and absolutely murdering Valentino for how he treats/abuses his sex-workers.

This whole ask just...made everything better. Thank you very much. I definitely intend to keep writing, it's such a fun hobby and I derive a lot of enjoyment from it (hopefully one day I'll publish a book 🤞) .

Also, you're English is very good! Very clear and easy to read!

#seriously #these asks just #they mean the world to me #of course writing is fun in and of itself #and I do get a lot of enjoyment and pleasure out of it #but hearing peoples thoughts about it just #gosh it really helps #makes me feel all the good feelings #gives me motivation to write out my other ideas and post those too #thank you very much for this #asks #hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin alastor #the radio demon #appleradio #lucifer magne #lucifer morningstar #meownnies

[soft-serve-soymilk]

🏹🌱 >Without a cause, the Human Eugene is nothing. >A hollow shell, just like my agents.

>I…

#cassette beasts #eugene cassette beasts #eugene #pav's art #*adopts him adopts him aDOPTS HIM* #My poor baby… you can’t help the society you grew up in 😭 you’re not nearly as useless as you think you are too :’) #blorbos that hit close to home are always going to do it to me huh. Anyways gosh I’m REALLY proud of this piece I hope y’all enjoy it!!!!

[kanerallels]

Time to ramble about my fic problems in the tags and hope that makes them go away

#okay look #i'm approaching the Epic Finale Fight Scene #which i'm very excited for! #however i'm not really sure how to handle some parts of it #i know kanan's part of the fight #but should i make hera and sabine show up last minute as a bit of deus ex machina? and let kanan and hera fight side by side #oh my gosh now that i'm typing these words literally why WOULDN'T i??? #deus ex machina it is #why does ranting about my issues literally always help this is gonna be awesome

[pastasilly]

welcome home wips + doodle (and my oc, Patty Cake!!)

#welcome home #welcome home fanart #partycoffin #welcome home sally #welcome home wally #wally darling #sally starlet #welcome home oc #Patty Cake is the baker of the neighborhood basically #word play on her name hehe #patty cake. like the actual sweets and the game? im not funny. #and yk how some kids shows have cooking/baking segments where they teach kids how to make like a treat or something? #yeah thats what Patty has #i also think that she’d do it with Poppy too!! #like a baking/cooking segment with the two baker hosts #itd be really cute!! #its also because i REALLY love to bake so #i decided why not?? i used to LOVE those cooking/baking segments #they always said to have an adult to help you with like the oven or microwave parts #gosh thatS JUST SO CUTE #fanart #art #my art #doodle #digital art

[dustteller]

Reading He Who Drowned the World and honestly Baoxiang has no right to be as bitchy as he is about Ouyang squandering Esen's love or whatever. Baoxiang is genuinely convinced that Esen loathes him. No you dumb bitch, your brother loves you and the reason he's giving you a hard time is because he wants you to be safe and happy and healthy. Yeah, he sucks at expressing it, and his efforts are misguided (bc the toxic masculinity gender rolesis fucking up Esen as much as it's fucking up everyone else), but Esen very much does love Baoxiang deeply. Every time Baoxiang remembers a time when Esen "enjoyed his fear" or whatever, I can only think of these parts of Esen's POV from the first book:

Esen's first instinct is to defend his brother. The only reason he doesn't is bc Baoxiang leaves before he can. And Baoxiang glares at him bc he assumes that Esen agrees with Altan and won't defend him, but no, Esen WANTED to defend him and it's Baoxiang that took away his oportunity to do so.

And a bit later, we have this interaction. Baoxiang assumes (again) that Esen would hate him if he was gay, and immediately goes on the defensive. Meanwhile, Esen literally does not care about this except for how it would affect his brother's reputation. He's just WORRIED. He doesn't care if Baoxiang is gay or whatever, but he's deeply aware that if he IS it would put him in more danger. Because, again, he cares about his brother, and he hates seeing what he assumes is Baoxiang making his own life harder.

And it's heartbreaking bc Baoxiang will probably never realize how much Esen adores him. He's so jealous of Ouyang for having his brother's heart without realizing that Esen sees him as his beloved baby brother and is desperately trying to protect him from a world that he KNOWS is cruel to him. Baoxiang will never know that his greatest supporter and the only person that loved him unconditionally was Esen. And maybe it would be WORSE if he realized how dear he was to Esen, because the realization that all thise things that caused him pain were borne out of a deep, unconditional LOVE and not the disdain he's convinced himself Esen felt for him might break him. Baoxiang has deluded himself into simplifying Esen's feelings for him into those of hate and disdain because its so much harder to accept that the person you love the most has destroyed you out of love. Baoxiang is doing the exact same thing Ouyang does in convincing himself that he's unlovable and relishing in the world's response as a form of self-harm. And Esen, who is genuinely trying (and floundering horribly) is a great tool for Baoxiang to use to tear himself apart.

And, on the other hand, Esen will never realize how much damage his attempts to help Baoxiang caused. He loves him so much, bc that's his baby brother! It's his job to protect him! But Esen has been raised as the golden poster child of a Mongol Warrior Man, a perfect pinacle of masculinity, and is thus doomed to only being able to express his love and acceptance for Baoxiang through a tough love, lets sand down all the edges to remove friction approach. For him, pushing Baoxiang into a box IS an act of love. It's the act of saying I love and accept you, and so I will help you succeed in all the things you're bad at so that everyone will love you too. Except by doing this, he doesn't realize how awful he's being and how he's asking someone that CANT ever fit the mold to break himself in the attempt. He's a perfect Mongol Warrior Man after all, and as such he has never been given the tools to express his affection in a healthy way. He will never truly understand how much he's an asshole, not because he is lacking in love (as Baoxiang assumes) or because he is incapable of sympathizing (as ouyang thinks), but because understanding is not something allowed of him and his role in society. At the end of the day, Esen is as much a slave to his role as all the other characters are, and now he's dead he will never be able to break free of the assumptions people have made of him. He went to his grave having destroyed the people he loved most, and now he will never have the chance to prove their assumptions wrong as be better.

#he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #wang baoxiang #esen temur #gosh i have many thoughts about this #i have repeated things here particularly in regards to Esen #but idc #listen if we're gonna give other characters a pass for their “gender angst bullshit that has a bodycount” i think Esen also deserves one #gender roles are destructive and they are fucking him up too. #bc even the perfect poster children aren't actually perfect and are also trying to live up to something they cannot achieve #also slightly unrelated but growing queer and neurodivergent in a hispanic family where the neurodivergent one is genetic #i am related to many Esen's. they love me deeply and I love them and we have all been broken by the same wheel. #and i can see that the trauma and harm they pass down to me is the armor they've cobbled together to survive. #and it's so heavy but it is the only way they know how to help me. #so i have a really big soft spot for Esen. #leave him alone he's doing his best!!

[ibrithir-was-here]

Well I've tried writing this three times now.

People of Tumblr over 30-- any advice on how to be Ok with the knowledge that life will never turn out the way you try and plan for and not Demotivated because of said knowledge?

#i have therapy monday but my therapist isnt any older then me so I need like elder adult advice #and as much as I love both my parents I dont really think either can help me with this #my mom will tell me to pray and thats just...not something thats gonna work anymore #and my dad will say 'oh i dunno either kiddo my life's still a mess' #im fine really #i just #dont really feel like i have a lot of sense of self anymore #nothing the last decade has gone at all like I planned and Im honestly not sure where to go from here #ive tried like several different things and none of them seem to go anywhere #gosh ill probably deleted this later #just figured it would be better to ask someone then just go to bed still slightly marinating in existentialism

[fanged-cotl]

This shot is just beautiful.

They seem out of place. Lambi looks dark and messy against the light, while the Mystic Seller seems to be out of place against the darkness.

In this world of blood, treachery, and murder, the most unsettling thing is the being shrouded in light.

My hat off to you sir.

Dude this response is making me so emotional... /pos

I was so worried this artwork was not expressing my intentions-

oh my gosh, you are all too kind to me- I don't even know what to say, I just feel so happy and validated that you got the theming i was going for.

thank you so so much

#ask #this has just really helped me feel better after having a hard time #oh my gosh #keepsake #<--- i have serious issues forgetting people actually like me so i am going to make a tag for when I get messages like these #to help me look back upon this kind of positive feedback