#goodbye for like the next month

[exforgot]

reposting this here since its on my twitter

#puyo puyo #yeah thats it #ex is done here #exposting #goodbye for like the next month #happy holidays

[theflyingfeeling]

...💇‍♀️

#so i went to the hairdresser's in september to get a trim after over a year of having NOTHING done to my hair #it was in suuuuuuuuch a poor condition but i loved how long it had gotten so i suffered through the summer #i just wasn't ready to say goodbye to my mermaid hair 🥺 #(i should've got it done in the spring but didn't because. well. life i guess lol i wasn't feeling very well maybe) #and so when i finally went to get it done i asked the hairdresser to cut only what was necessary #fair enough i went home only to notice absolutely NOTHING had happened 🙃 #i thought i could live with it until maybe later in the winter but i was getting so frustrated with how lifeless and tangled my hair was 😭 #so i booked a new appointment at a different hairdresser (a new one has just opened near me) #and aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh my hair looks and feels SO much more healthier now!! 😭 nearly teared up at the hairdresser's feeling my new hair 😂 #but at the same time i'm a bit 🥲 because it's quite a bit shorter now 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 #it's not short per se but aaaahhhh I'm having a minor identity crisis lol (no i'm not i'm just being dramatic 💅) #but it's definitely better this way. i love my hair and i'm never ever letting it get in such a terrible condition ever again 🤧 #also i'm not going back to that other place again because it wasn't the first time the same person had done barely anything to my hair 🤨 #i mean. i guess they just did what i had asked but... #with all the other hairdressers there's never been any problem when i told them to ''only take what's needed'' #i guess she was just too cautious to take TOO much of the length of my hair but gurl what's the point if you only take like 1 cm 😐 #with ''what's needed'' i obviously mean ''enough so i won't have to come back here next month'' :\ #anyway! i'm happy and keep sniffing my hair (and giving myself a headache in the process) because the products they used smell so nice 💖 #pointless ramblings hi yess i'm bored by theflyingfeeling

[boinin]

... this really reminds me of the face yukimiya made when chris prince blocked his shot. and we wll know who scored the 3-2 for bm against manshine

the hopes for ubers victory are fading even more... (bye i'm going to prepare my clown attire)

his sad little face 🥹

it's a similar level of devastation alright... when you take into account how emotional repressed Hiori is. brb sobbing for him

this does not bode well for Ubers, unless they're psyching us out.

I don't think it'll be Hiori that scores though? I'm hoping it's not Isagi either (long reign the kaisagi rivalry) but it seems like his moment's coming. It's either his goal or a shock Ubers victory, because Kunigami hasn't been effective once this match, and Yukimiya is MIA in this week's leaks.

...unless Kaiser steals a goal again? But let's be real—the writer doesn't hate Isagi as much as he hates Kunigami /s

In either case, recalling this convo, it'll be over in the next 2-3 chapters 🥲 Unless they decide to end the volume on the final goal.

#i'm going to miss ubers #don't get me wrong. hyped for PXG but like... snuffy. lorenzo. barou-chan. aiku. sendou. niko. aryu. my stripy italian stallions 💖 #goodbye arrived so suddenly in the end #see you in the clown dressing room next month 🫡🤡 #blue lock spoilers #blue lock manga spoilers #bllk chp 235 #bllk chp 236 #hiori yo #bllk ubers #bllk speculation #boinin talks bllk

[vaguely-concerned]

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Campaign (Podcast), Star Wars - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Blue/Zero (Campaign Podcast) Characters: Zero (Campaign Podcast), Blue (Campaign Podcast) Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Suicidal Thoughts, Choking, …does it count as attempted murder if it was never gonna happen, and the murderee is really unsettlingly into it?, Let’s meet in the middle and call it ‘under-negotiated kink’ lol, (The graphic violence is not within the pairing though, and is actually more of a bonkers gesture of devotion Zero-style), Tenderness Summary:

“Oh,” Blue says, eyes glittering like diamonds and moonlight refracted through ice in the half-dark — sensing that Zero is genuinely stung seems to have woken something in him, set him alight with some stark and baleful spark of life where he was merely wanly acrimonious before, “oh, I have so many things I could say to you, that’s nothing. Nothing at all. I’ve filled this whole year up in my head with nothing but things to say to you. Would you like to hear some of it?”

Basically this is the story where the Bad Kids defect and then realize to their horror they forgot Blue at home in the parking lot, and Zero feels really extremely horribly bad about it probably forever but tries to do something about it

***

hhhhholy fuck I actually finished something! I was starting to think we’d never see the day again haha. this story is me going all out on drama and devotion and I had a lot of fun with it

#my writing #zeblue #campaign star wars #star wars #agent zero #minister blue #this is actually the shorter zeblue fic I have in the works lol #the longer one is also all done but the final edit (and the crying undoubtedly) at this point so #with any luck I'll get that out within the next like. six months or something fhdskjaasfdfkj #ok trying to take a moment to appreciate having finished something though -- it's been a long hard fight with my brain #but there was a lot about this I really enjoyed writing #goodbye little story I'll kind of miss working on you but be free now #evil campaign

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

oh actually fuck i forget that waking up on time means i either have to be asleep at 9pm or be sleep deprived for months. sorry theres gonna be soooo many Sad posts on the dash now that schools back.

#day thoughts #idk it feels like a certain kinda word they should make up #to describe the slow and bubbling general air of depression that just comes with school #and like the just. realization. that ur lifes gonna suck for a while again and you wont feel like a person for a while #and how it just feels like ur saying goodbye to urself bc u know whats gonna happen #and u dont actually have any way to stop it u just kinda have to accept that the next time ull feel alive might be in like. 5 months

[cosmicdreamgrl]

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#me? cry in the car before going to a work meeting because i feel like my heart was taken from me yet again? #unfortunately yes #visitation would be good they said #it will ease the ache they said #i'm here to tell you that it felt like both the best & worst thing to ever exist #because you have an hour of bliss & then realize you have to say goodbye to him until next month #and time is not real & neither of you wanted to leave but here we are #so yes i feel raw #but the world doesn't care so i sobbed sucked it up and went to see people afterwards like nothing happened #life is so great huh #what a joy indeed #steph.text

[seven-thewanderer]

Sorry for not giving too much of a warning previously, but I will be going after today (technically tonight it's 9 pm)

Since I'm usually here for short amounts of time (except for during the summer), I was only here for this little bit of time.

I also didn't plan this goodbye well sorry XD

But I must go for now, and I will return in March for only 2 weeks.

But yeah I'll be gone for the rest of January and all of February, but then I'll be back for March!!!

So I'll see u all then, and I love you all!! 💖

#random post #I hope these next 2 months are great for you guys btw!!! #💖💖💖 #goodbye for now!!! #I'll see you all again later!!! #(also please don't let that snail post explode while I'm gone please) #(it already has like 100 notes or something it doesn't need more T^T)

[m0e-ru]

souji is sucj a special guy to me. he said he was going to distance himself from everybody for oen whole year. his thought bubbles are hilarious. he has absent parents. he has sass. he doesn't want nanako to go through the same thing he did so everyday he makes an effort and fights for his life to make her feel loved as a daughter and a cousin and a little sister. he thinks hawaiian pattern on trunks are tacky.

#kommento #// he thinks hes so emo. like he thinks he's going to control his reactions and responses around everybody for almost 12 months #// but he's such a genuine guy it makes him silly like hes going to compete in the cross dressing pageant if you promise to make him look #// pretty and hes going to put his whole heart and soul into practicing and say it was his idea to sign up himself #// hes like 'why do I have to deal with this' then three seconds later it's ' #// 'I am putting my time effort and energy into being the boyest girlthing ever for the next few days #// he literally did the pudding analogy like. step up narukami actually no you could never live up to this #// no I love nk too they all have their own charms I love banchos and ohhh im literally going to pass out #// you. can still keep sending me stuff though I love you all. waves goodbye and I walk into the darkness and you hear a thump

[lesbianyosano]

still thinking abt dazais last line this chapter i feel like throwing up ngl

#he cant die right??? right???? #i wanna think it makes no sense for his story/character arc but idkkk #bc on one hand his story should be abt finding a reason to keep living #but this isnt suicide hes sacrificing himself to save someone else #hes fullfilling his promise!!! hes on the side that saves people!!! #but also its not like the story is really wrapping up #and ig this depends on how you look at chapter 101 #on whether that really was a last goodbye/a conclusion to their relationship #but also what abt atsushi?????? they never got to say goodbye #but atsushi has been seeing him instead of the directors #im losing it and i just know were getting airport pov next month #but god can you imagine if dazai actually dies????? the havoc this would cause #txt. #somebody pls pls reassure me lets form a prayer circle or sth

[getitoncamera]

oh i love waitress so much

#there is just nothing like it #it’s like the seventeen of musicals for me #in the way that i could not have listened to it (or watched a slime tutorial 👀) in a while #but it will always feel like an old friend #waitress was far from the first musical i ever loved #but it’s the one that made me fall in love with theatre #as a lyricist who writes songs for theatre i have a lot to thank waitress for #in about 1.5 weeks i’m seeing the proshot with my mom and i am so excited #i saw waitress 5 years ago next month so to get to see it with my mom again is so exciting #and i get a proper goodbye this time #both times waitress closed i cried to the entire cast recording #(which if you’ve never heard it before has a number of songs that most people wouldn’t cry at & that i usually don’t) #but i just love waitress that much #i will probably cry again while watching it bc i know that this is the last time i’ll get to see this story that means so much to me #(at least for a while) #but regardless #im still so excited and thankful for this opportunity #not kpop #theatre 🎭 #love & pie : the musical 🥧🩷🩵

[nanairomelette]

mfy phnoy done!!!!!

#pjsk #prsk fa #asahina mafuyu #project sekai #proseka #phony #プロセカ #fanart #why did this take me one month #fuck if i know but i like the results #i hope you do too #i died a little inside making this #probably doing goodbye sengen next #or ego rock? #as always my watermark is my twitter handle #this flopped LMAOO #niigoesque art

[isthisjackie]

I do not think I can be more stressed than I am rn

#personal #work has been so stressful #and family stuff hase been so stressful #I’m trying to plan moving all of my stuff out of my parents’ house which will be an ordeal #tomorrow I’m putting my dog down and paying $600 so we can do it at home #my student loan provider sent me an email today #saying they want me to pay $450 a month #and I’m trying to look at other payment plans #but my brain is so fucking fries I can’t even get through it #and I have to go back to my parents’ house so they can like #say goodbye to my dog #which is an hour away #and then next week I have the trivia show my friends and I do monthly #which is also an hour away and the day before I get paid #so I’ll have like #no money #like I #may perhaps have a mental breakdown #who’s to say #and I literally cannot afford to take time off of work #bc I don’t have PTO #and bc I make $28/hr #taking a day off means losing like $200 #I don’t think any of my options are particularly good rn #I also have to like clean the house for tomorrow

[hollowsart]

Doctor Strange vibing in his home when Otto comes by like “hi, yes, can I see my best friend Octavius, please?” and he just has to groan and open some kind of portal thing whatever to let them hang out again for a day. This is like a once a month occurrence sort of thing. once or twice every other month.

Strange knows those two Doc Ocks in specific wouldn’t actively cause chaos and destruction together (especially with Octavius’ fixed chip), so he doesn’t care as much to fight back against their occasional wish to visit the other once in awhile.

Otto brings his octopus with him, too. he wants to show off his pet to his friend, everyone likes Octomedes, so surely Octavius would like him, too, yes?

They’d sit and talk projects and science over coffee in the lab or at a park.

just two middle-aged old guys hang out with their actuators and an octopus.

...

I think about them being friends too often now. oops.

#Ghostie mumbles #LISTEN. THEY'D BE KOOKY OLE SCIENCE BROS. They'd absolutely check out each others actuators and the mechanics behind them too #plz they'd be so fun together. heck. I bet Olivia would also be fun company. albeit she is more chaotic and unhinged. but still. #Strange having to come in at the end of the day if they haven't come back yet and be like 'alright. it's time for one of you to go now.-- #--sorry but that's just how it has to be. I only control the portals I do not make the rules.' and the two docs look at him like sad puppies #before they gotta say their goodbyes until next month when they get to check back up on their friend and their projects and all :D Lol

[arthur-r]

tonight is my last night sleeping in my bed. possibly for the rest of my life. and my last time in my room possibly for the rest of my life. and i want to just get a good night’s sleep to be ready for a long day tomorrow but it’s really not working out like that.

#my family is still up in the air maybe selling this house within the next month #in which case i will never be in this room ever again. otherwise i will be back for the holidays so there’s still a month of this bedroom #if we sell the house in the spring instead (only rational option there’s no way we can empty it in time) #especially since i will not be in this house whatsoever until after that sell date. my mom all by herself can’t empty it all #anyway i’m struggling a bit. saying goodbye to my home of 14 years???? #i’ve been through a lot in this place and most of it is bad memories but like. every good memory i have is from here too…. #and everyone i know irl is staying local i’m the only one who’s leaving. one irl friend is going to the same school as me but we had a fight #within the past month and i don’t think we’re ever going to recover because she just kind of never treated me like a person #so i’m starting from scratch and it’s really.. like fuck i want to get out of here but i’m also not at all ready to actually leave #i’m just going to miss all the stupid little things so much. even my online memories are tied to this place #like the woods down the street where my deer friends live and the ditch i fell into back in the day and all the places i’ve gotten lost #and they’ll be right here waiting for me and i’m SO excited for college i am but why does it have to feel so sudden???? #i dont know how anyone does it.. and all my friends are going to colleges in their hometown so i don’t even have anyone to compare with #i found out today that if we keep the house through the winter my mom is planning on using my room as a guest room and office. and of course #that makes sense and everything but now i have the most crushing guilt for not cleaning it up well enough. i thought it would be okay and #i’d just have to deal with it when i come back and i didn’t know she wanted to use it and she’s going to box up all of my things without me #and i feel guilty that i didn’t do that and i feel scared and upset because it’s my things and my room i don’t want it to change #i’m just really anxious and sad and scared and i don’t know what to do. school is going to be good but none of this feels real or normal #and i just feel sick and scared and i don’t know what to do. waking up at 8am and leaving at 9am and moving in at 2pm and that will be it #my mom and sister are staying for a couple days and that will be good i hope. i dont know i feel so conflicted about everything #and i’m tired and sick and angry and overwhelmed and i just want to take a week off and come back alive again #and i guess that’s what i’m about to do.. after i move in there’s eight days before college starts and all i’ll be doing is moving in #(and welcome week activities. and a lot of sleeping. but hopefully i’m gonna get a rollator through a loan program and that will help a lot) #anyway here’s what’s going on. i’m going to maybe try to sleep i guess. but if anyone has advice or encouragement about moving to college.. #now is the time i really need it. it’s just so strange and conflicted and everyone i know has been telling me i just need to get out of here #and myself included i really want to get out of here. but how can i start anew when everyone i’ve loved is shattered. and what have you #think i have to listen to that song for long enough to remember how badly i want to leave…. #i’m just really not feeling well. i’m angry that i never got to have the childhood i deserved #because now i’m leaving and that means it’s officially over…. i’m just really not feeling well. i think i’m running out of tags…. #i hope you all are well. i’ll be around in the morning maybe.. i’m not sure. hope everyone has a good night

[shekeepsmeworms]

I wish baymax from that Disney movie was real like this big cuddly robot could just scan you and tell you what’s wrong and why you feel bad instead of you just laying in bed feeling crappy and wondering if it’s a cold, stress, or just too long without eating vegetables. This is to say that I’m tired and taking a nap and want a baymax

#also just had to make the choice today of if I want anything from my great grandmas home before estate ppl come in :( #I’m hopefully getting some of her paintings but it’s just #idk she passed a few months ago but it’s only been hitting me the last few days that she’s really gone and I miss her #like she was 101 this was not sudden we had time to say goodbye in person a year ago #but idk. we’re doing the funeral/celebration of life next weekend and that’ll make it real #I cried the other day bc I realized she’ll never see me get married or graduate college and I just. idk I’m just sad

[shreksstepfather]

And, last but not least... June drawings day 30: Unlabeled demisexual Blackbee, suggested by @runninghare1289 !

#blackbee #june drawings TWO #warrior cats #unlabeled #demisexual #lgbt #pride month #happy pride month everyone! it's been fun :) #now goodbye for the next month as i obsess over artfight like a goblin obsessing over gold