would love to explain how caffeine works not by supplying energy but by depriving your cells of the capacity to FEEL tired. would also love to explain how caffeine evolutionarily came about as a heart exploding pesticide. as a whole I spend most of my passing glimpses into your life in genuine fascination. damn bitch you live like this but appraisingly.
erryone wants to study me like a bug
but yeah nah the only way to gain energy is to rest and im incapable of turning off
i dont usually actually drink that much caffeine unless im being forced to like
work in less than ideal circumstances (overtime, while sick, etc)
cause i AM trying to work on my sleep hygiene but im a severe insomniac with 0 circadian rhythm and all i want to do all the time is sleep
i just straight up cant, and when i do its for maybe two hours at a time
so being able to not feel tired is fine even if i secretly am so so so so so fucking tired
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Hi! I have a question about the band au: do you have any thoughts about Law’s backstory in relation to Doflamingo’s band and ending up with Cora? Hope you have a nice day!
(this has been in my inbox for like a week now dsjfhk apologies)
anyway yeah i have some, though im more of a crumb leaver in terms of story telling so if anything, this is like, a view of events from an outsider's perspective.
ive mentioned before that law was a PR stunt for doffy, as in poor little orphan boy with a supposed terminal illness and a penchant for rock music gets the charity of the magnanimous rockstar doflamingo, who's totally recovered from a scandalous bender of sorts. took him as a protege, paraded him around his tours with Donquixotes.
then some time later its announced that their bassist, corazon, is leaving the band and has been absent from the limelight ever since. their charity case boy, like most insignificant footnotes in celebrity news, just kinda disappeared from the tabloids too.
doffy and the Donquixotes are still legends in the rocks scene and the man never changed. the end
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god something about Kevin using his position as "the Smiling God's beloved chosen prophet" to keep himself in control and therefore keep others from controlling him only for Lauren to gain a position over him and tell him that the Smiling God does not favor him the way he believed AND mock his belief in his own free will
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Hey party people! ORLAM PLAYLIST BE UPON YE!!1 🥩🍷
I've been trying to upload this playlist all day, and even now I am pretty sure it won't be long for this world. TwT So get in a listen while you still can. If all else fails, I did also make a normal youtube playlist without the visual component (but I really wanted to show off my Orlam Collage…)
THERE ARE FLASHING LIGHTS/FLICKER IN THIS VIDEO! There's some randomized flicker effects throughout, but the big fast flashing one happens from 43:52 - 44:05 at the end of Hurt. If that would be bad for you, I recommend listening to the non-visual version linked above.
It may go without saying, but none of the art in this playlist is mine! All the images were ripped from Our Wonderland directly or found on Carrot's tumblr, and I just made it into a collage and did fancy editing for fun.
Tracklist under the cut
♛✧༺♥༻∞ Tracklist ∞༺♥༻✧♛
0:00 - 2:08 EATYOU!- Talkshow Boy
2:09 - 5:30 Blood- Billy Cobb
5:31 - 6:57 M'Lady- Dorian Electra
6:58 - 9:25 Prom- MSI
9:25 - 12:07 F***- MSI
12:08 - 15:12 In My Mouth- Black Dresses
15:12 - 18:15 What Do They Know?- MSI
18:16 - 21:05 Bunny Party- Schnuffel (nightcore)
21:06 - 24:19 fReAkY 4 Life- Dorian Electra
24:20 - 26:41 "Call This # Now"- The Garden
26:42 - 28:06 I Got A Melody- Talkshow Boy
28:07 - 30:26 Dancing Queen- Billy Cobb (a banger cover, original song is by ABBA)
30:26 - 33:36 Cake- Melanie Martinez
33:36 - 36:44 Never Wanted To Dance- MSI
36:45 - 39:42 My Blood Is Fucking Up The Dancefloor- Talkshow Boy
39:43 - 44:04 Hurt- Nine Inch Nails
44:05 - 47:18 I Just Wasn't Made For These Times- The Beach Boys
47:18 - 52:59 Linger- The Cranberries (daycore)
53:00 - 54:54 Memoir #2- May Roosevelt
56:00 - 57:19 Blood- MCR (lol)
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i want to make my stand for aro/arospec ted. i truly believe the creators and writers did not intend for this (possibly because they didnt know its a thing lol) but:
doesnt date for three years in richmond, is completely happy and satisfied with his platonic friendships and his fatherhood
sleeps with sassy multiple times before asking her out (needs some kind of connection to someone before he can think about a romantic entanglement)
wasnt actually offended or upset about sassy saying no, was more upset about her calling him a mess
canonically is not good at romance and michelle felt overwhelmed by him (doesnt know what people actually like in romance just goes overboard with romantic gestures. this isnt common to all aros but i know i get this lol)
i think we should think a little deeper about arospec ted who mistakes intense platonic feelings for romantic feelings
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Like, my dear ocs... besties of all time... Alec and Ray living together and they have their own separate rooms but sometimes sleep together in one room anyway. Alec being a light sleeper but his sleep quality increases by A Lot if he's listening to someone's heartbeat (he finds that so soothing) and so Ray sleeps with him whenever he can.
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back in my pissy at some people in my friend group a little bit era!!! ✨✨
i am just gonna, not be online and social until new years i think. (might be online a little. Just want to get away from everything though. Still will be active and spreading info on twt so maybe /maybe/ it’ll get thru some of their heads.)
just, dont want to talk to some of em again. In my evil era. All I see is the worst in people era. Tired era. 🙄 In my wish I was ignorant again but i cant even wish that because of everything era.
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