#genuinely the ending had me in tears

[kris-py-president]

I keep thinking about Mobius noticing Loki acting different. About how he was the ONLY one who noticed, and he wasn't calm and collected about it. He grabbed hold of Loki's suit and didn't let go, because touch is how they communicate seriousness. He said what the SHIT are you doing Loki? What the shit are you going to do? This is *not* how you normally act and you're scaring me.

#the brainrot is real #loki tv show #loki season 2 #lokius #loki #marvel #tom hiddleston #owen wilson #genuinely the ending had me in tears #i cant think about it for too long #or ill spontaneously combust #this might make me go watch the deadpool movie lmao

[conjectureand-gloom]

so let’s get something straight: if i cover my ears because i cannot stand the sound of someone chewing, im being rude. so i don’t cover my ears and instead end up in tears, and im being dramatic and im an attention seeker. so i move away from whoever it is who is chewing, and im being disrespectful and making that person feel bad, so clearly im a horribly selfish person. so i blast music to drown out the sound of somebody chewing, but its rude to listen to music at the dinner table, so obviously i have no manners and im a horrible person. how can i win this???

#personal #vent #the first few times i had to move away because i couldn’t handle the sound‚ my parents yelled at me and i ended up in tears anyway #but genuinely there is no way to win this #there is no way to handle my own issues without being told that i’m a horrible person #i swear i have some form of misophonia because i seriously cannot hear chewing without wanting to kill that person and then myself #misophonia #neurodivergent #anyway i’m defs not neurotypical let’s just say that

[ofrottenroses]

This is exactly how watching the fucjdjfkfb finale felt like .

#posted this on twitter before i fullt finished the finale but yeah is till ended up being right #i’m about to take a freezing cold bath to process the absolute TRAUMA this episode induced #BULB FUCKING DAMMIT . #i cannot believe i ended up shedding tears twice and almost pretty much thrice #over fuckifnshf FOOD PEOPLE #WHEN WILL THE MISERY END #dimension 20 #the ravening war #see you in hell you stupid fruit ( ravwa ) #ravwa spoilers #d20 ravening war #d20 ravwa #d20 spoilers #the ravening war spoilers #wnded up starting to genuinely disassociate unconsciously the exact moment before karna’s death #i had to rewind to figure out ehat the fuck i missed i’m so srs #karna solara you will always be important to me #I cannot remember my feelings about the fuckdifn death of Raphaniel at this moment in time Do Not ASK ME #karna solara #bishop raphaniel charlock #lady amangeaux epicée du peche #thane delissandro katzon #also i felt so consistently stressed for deli liekwbwhatr thehfudjf #Amangeaux you will always be important to me #I love these fucking scrumptious scoundrels

[bethanydelleman]

I don't know how often literature deals with positive relationships with stepparents, single moms, and adopted children. But let me show you the best quotes I know.

Here is the most romantic statement a person marrying a single parent can make, in my opinion:

he was my own Helen’s son, and therefore mine; and as such I have ever since regarded him.

-The Tenant of Wildfell Hall, Anne Brontë

And this is a child's reply:

"We’ve been used to be happy together every day, and I can’t think o’ no happiness without him. And he says he’d nobody i’ the world till I was sent to him, and he’d have nothing when I was gone. And he’s took care of me and loved me from the first, and I’ll cleave to him as long as he lives, and nobody shall ever come between him and me.”

- Silas Marner by George Elliot

And I should know the truth of this, because my stepmom lived out those words in her heart from the day she married my father. In grateful repayment, when I married my stepmom and dad both walked me down the aisle.

Honourable mention: "Inasmuch as we could, I and mine have sheltered her! I have loved her; I do love her almost as if she were my own child"

- Wives & Daughters by Elizabeth Gaskell

I will never stop finding genuine love between stepparents and adopted children beautiful. It is not blood that makes you a parent.

#To be clear I call my legal stepmother mom because she is the one who stepped up and raised me #And I think that is a beautiful and praiseworthy thing #I love to read accounts of genuine love between non-biological family members #not Austen #george eliot #silas marner #wives and daughters #elizabeth gaskell #anne brontë #the tenant of wildfell hall #I just had to get this thought out #because it makes me tear up sometimes #Like the ending of Silas Marner hit me right in the heart #english literature #tear were in fact shed while looking up these quotes

[qcellbit]

I love QSMP so much I’m going to theow uppp it’s all about love it’s literally all for love

#can't even put any of my thoughts into words i'm just sitting at my desk on the verge of tears #qsmp is doing everything to demonstrate how shit dsmp was in retrospect like the amount of despair and conflict and hate in that series #sorry it was so fucking bad. and the constant miscommunications and stan on stan violence #all coming back down to the fact that the server was run by a very very arrogant man #i genuinely cannot look back on dsmp fondly at all. because of how qsmp has shown me that it could've been good #if it were run by anyone else #the fucking misery of it all... the ending the treatment of mentally ill characters etc. seriously no need #obviously the conflict was entertaining to an extent and added to the story but it was relentless and had no resolution at all #don't even get me started on the disc war finale being staged. dream couldn't even give them that. GOD I HOPE HE DIES LOL #mine

[lewishcmilton]

im new to the fandom and what was the week of 12 dec? it couldn't have been that bad mmph

i'm fully convinced i'm being trolled there's no other explanation

#the week of 12 dec...ad21...also known as the week of HORRORS #ive never fought so much online all of us hit post limit within an hour of the last lap it was genuine chaos #like i screamed so loud my family had to come check on me from the other end of the house like....please #im not even kidding i cannot see that last lap without wanting to break down in tears despite it being like 3 years since #trauma. yes

[quietwingsinthesky]

prev post I don’t want to bother op with this but. that is why s5 lucifer is so good too.

#ex. hammer of the gods. I mean he’s fucking gleeful about the massacre. he’s having fun. #and then this is the same episode that ends with him in tears and breathing shakily over his brother #and there’s no one watching. this is not a performance. he is just. he’s grieving. #and idk!! compelling!!! #joke post yesterday about Lucifer crying more onscreen #but actually it was not a joke I would have killed for more moments like this #late seasons lucifer could have been redeemed for me if like. we just had scenes where he stopped for a minute. #like maybe when he hears about Raphael’s death. maybe when Chuck refuses to pull Michael out of the cage with Lucifer. #and just fucking!!!! let him mourn them in privacy!!!!!!!! #like it’s not much but that would have added a little depth to his spiral!!!!! he’s alone!!!! he’s the only one alive and free!!!! #ahhhh late seasons lucifer who is exactly the same when around the human characters or demons because he just. doesn’t care anymore. #but when it comes to Heaven. to his remaining siblings. he puts in the effort to care about them. #you know just like how much better would it have been if Lucifer was completely and utterly genuine in his attempts to create new angels #and he just couldn’t. he didn’t know he couldn’t and he finds out because he’s trying and he can’t. #nothing much has to change he can still get kicked out for ‘lying’ about being able to. #whos’s going to believe him when he says he didn’t know? #and now imagine a version of Jack & Lucifer’s relationship coming off the crux of that #Jack is the last ditch attempt at creation. the breaking point. #I’m rambling but you see it. you see it right? the desperate grasping at something he could never get back? #the way everything would clash. if he treated Jack with love. but everything else could burn for all he cared. #cause Jack was it. he tried to make angels and failed but he DID make Jack. #and the winchesters trying to keep his son away from him? turn Jack against him? he might. break. about that. #like I’m saying if you kept the basic plot structure of the final seasons and just made tiny adjustments to Lucifer’s character #not even really his actions just his motivations!!! BOOM!!!! fucking!!!!! better show!!!!!! #anyway this has been speculation with will come back at 8 and I’ll talk about the bunker being a mushroom #spn #Lucifer spn

[a-flickering-soul]

dacryphilia

The very worst thing you can do right now is bore me. Caleen shudders. “You’re not going to believe me anyways, are you?” Her voice tremors, and Dedra wants to hear it break. “No,” she says slowly. She can feel a smile tugging at her lips. She fights like mad to suppress it, and fails. It pulls at her lips, threatening to split them, and she lets her teeth show. “I suppose not.”

Or; The Interrogation Scene and some bonuses from Lt. Dedra Meero's point of view.

Or; Sophia "Dyke With Bad Taste" A-Flickering-Soul saw this

and this

and THIS

and thought, "How can I not write the most reprehensible, terrible, Dead Doveish 2.6k words about it?"

Mind the tags.

#andor #star wars #flickerthoughts #flicker wrote this #dedraposting #and HOW. #man. man. dedra meero character of all time to ME. i hate her sm. i wanna tear that woman apart. i wanna vivisect her. #man i have such cool people following me. i'm sorry guys. #when she said 'you're not going to believe me are you' and she just smiled and said 'no' so gently AUGH! #i had to. i had to. when she dragged her whole hand over her face. i had to. i'm sorry. i had to. #i think daily abt how denise gough was like 'yeah i can't replicate what my face did in that scene now' like....she was POSSESSED. same. #you need to know i literally told myself nah im not gonna get into her there's so many other amazing characters she's not that great #AND YET. there is a canon interracial lesbian couple w the most fascinating dynamic. there are so many good characters. AND YET. #man #mostly im proud of this bc it's basically exactly what i wanted it to be and it's short but still good and i worked rly hard on the ending #but also i feel terrible #but also i'm proud i finally finished a dddne fic! i have so many drafts and this is the first one i finished ;_; #but also...man. #it's like i completed spgtober recuperated for a month and had so much evilness built up in me i had to do this #man i took and edited these screenshots and adria arjona's acting is just insane this scene is genuinely terrifying she looks half dead #every actor in this series just fucking brought their a game im serious

[hella1975]

Oh Hella your DM sounds like a good one! Hope you have fun and that coin is amazing should we add practice the coin trick to your schedule? /gen

ACTUALLY YEAH PLEASE

#my dm is such an angel i was a bit worried at first bc he's the one that was flirting with me #but he's cooled off and even so i can tell it's more the harmless kind than anything i'll actually have to set boundaries on #and we had our first session last night and it was genuinely insane like he's SUCH a good dm #i was so so immersed the entire time like he had this one NPC and he puts so much LIFE into his ocs like accents and mannerisms #not just backstory/set-up and this npc stayed with us the ENTIRE 4+ hour session #and at the very end he KILLED HIM and it was done so well that one of the players literally teared up #and the rest of us were just sat there in gobsmacked silence #and it's a SUPER wild group too like it's hard for the dm to wrangle them all at times bc jokes tend to domino and get rowdy #so to have us all like that and on the first session no less was INSANE #he also introduced a dragon and i said to him afterwards 'im getting that dragon' bc i mentioned another time that im DESPERATE #to get a pet dragon or even just a dragon i have some dodgy deal with ill take ANYTHING #and he just very casually went 'oh you'll get a dragon' HELLO??? FUCK YEAH #like he listens to his players and he keeps us on track without being too strict and gets super enthusiastic about our ideas #and the rest of the group are all so cool like they're all either queer or neurodivergent or both #i just feel for the first time in maybe my entire life that im in a completely non-judgemental place for my interests #like in the nicest way possible they're all just a bit weird and it would be very hard for me to be the weirdest one there #and there's something SO cathartic about that like literally go ham bc they're not gonna be scared off yk? #like even if i had an interest totally out of left field that none of them shared i just know they'd be so welcoming of it regardless #idk. they're neat. i think this campaign is gonna be really fucking cool #ask #hella goes to uni

[oneiro-nautical]

...

#genuinely wanna kms #i just went nuclear on my mom and screamed at her to get out of my apartment #because she tried defending r*ssia and i just lost my patience #i told her i would get on a plane and shoot voldemort poutine in the face myself if i could and the look on her face #i realized a lot #she genuinely believes this shit and i will never be able to show her otherwise #and i will always just be the stupid irrational brainwashed one in her eyes #this might genuinely be the end of our relationship #we were supposed to go to my brothers birthday party on sunday and i had to text him in tears #saying idk if i can come #but he really wants me to #and told to stop trying to save the world and just breathe #i dont want to save the world i just cant live with someone i love(d??) be so #evil #i feel numb and dead and like everythings over #milo's musings

[decembermoonskz]

me after p9-12…

#ff.txt #ffxiv #ffxiv spoilers #ffxiv patch 6.4 #ffxiv pandaemonium #I genuinely had a meltdown at the end #themis my beloved #never did I think I’d be an elidibus stan but here we are #I genuinely am going to miss him every single day #never not missing him #erichthonios too my heart is broken #literally this quest line is so precious to me #we were the trio of literal dungeon crawlers #my heart </3 #I’m in shambles I literally couldn’t form coherent words after the last cutscene #my eyes were blurring with tears and my head still hurts #I’m so exhausted from that HHHH no regrets tho #p9-12 is so unbelievably fun #but man the story just tore me in half and stepped on my heart #ffxiv being one of the best written pieces of media in the history of forever

[hydaelynsanswers]

there really is so much pain in this world but also so much love .

#love my actual genuine found family hate what we’ve all had to been through to meet and care for each other #what is it about visiting arcadia and being in the appalachian woods that just tears me open pelvis to sternum #if anything horrible happens to any of us (you know who you are) again i will genuinely go so far off the handle i end up in prison #txt

[wakingwinds]

cant wait for the legends of zelda sonic 06 arc!!!

#had the plot of sonic06 explained to me thr other day #genuinely insane #if totk ends up like that it would be sooo funny #im manifesting #for legal reasons. this is a joke dont kill me please im sure the game will be amazing #tears of the kingdom #totk #loz #loz totk #legends of zelda

[ronanlynchbf]

i got greywaren today, finished it just now, and without giving anything away most of the sneak peeks are NOT AT ALL what i thought they were + i now have a headache from crying so much..peace & love 😎👍

#I NEED IT TO BE THE 18TH NOW SO I CAN TALK ABT IT HELPPPPPP #the crying part is mostly towards the end btw. for me that is. like partly bc it's ending and partly just like...the book...the story... #the lynch brothers the brothers lynch this is a story about the lynch brothers MY GOD like when i say crying i mean CRYING #like ugly crying bawling my eyes out sniffling and sobbing snotty crying trying to keep reading through the tears kind of crying . #I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S OVER GODDDDDDD #anyway i shall keep my mouth closed i will not spoil ANYTHING but just now that i really really want to....like HELP MEEEEE i need to talk #about this i still CANNOT comprehend that it's just....over now. #tearing up again just thinking about it.....that sounds so dramatic but like. i've had these characters and this story for so long i #genuinely don't know how to deal with it being done. ANYWAY. hope everyone gets their copy soon i'm DYING to talk about it #dreamer trilogy #greywaren

[youngpettyqueen]

* buys you a wonky stuffie *

KDHASKJDHAKS THANK YOU BELOVED

#I have a little puppy stuffie bought purely because his face stitching got messed up #so he's lumpy #I saw him when I was working at that locally owned toy store #and I picked him up and was looking at him #this was before my hysterectomy so I was on my period so the hormones were also going insane #and the idea of nobody buying this stuffie because of his wonky stitches #genuinely had me in tears #ON THE CLOCK #I bought him at the end of my shift #his name is Cookie Dough

[munamania]

anyway. i am going to be SO incredibly livid and angry and throwing an absolute tantrum on thursday if i dont get good feedback on my script.

#and by good i mean anything actually helpful not just 'omg wow this is amazing' tho ofc that's acceptable too #like a month back now u. might remember that the day i was supposed to get feedback on my outline i literally ended up #holding back tears in class bc it was so. just. pointless and rude and genuinely not helpful #and last week everyone was soooo boring about the scripts that were due like no one was giving helpful critiques or anything #it was all just sooo insufferable u people are not being constructive about like actually helping someone develop their story or whatever #ur just being stupid. and by that i mean it. like they didnt even try to just understand the humor or worldbuilding of this one kid's scrip #t it pissed me off. #and i actually had fun with my script finally it's a first draft so u know it's gonna have its weak spots but eye had fun hanging out #w my girls <3 so. if people could attempt to be helpful this time around that'd be awesome. #like last time a few people made snide comments like 'um about this - well i can't even remember this one's name' hey girl. you could #probably look at the very contained outline i wrote that's right in front of your face instead of saying annoying shit like that to the #writer's face! #the vibes have just been off. that class was so fun for a while and lately it's been such a bitch fest. #they were so mean about mine and my friend's i think people r jealous that that's our bestie prof's class but like. he doesnt treat us any #kind of way you know. and he's supportive of everyone like u dont have to make this weird #sorryyyyy for complaining about what i THINK is wrong with everyone but like! idek how to deal with their passive aggressive shit anymore #they're mean to each other too sometimes #just gonna go crazy with it on thursday #abby talks