#genuinely feeling sick rn

[goldenliartrash]

En clase, escuchando cómo mis compañeros no entienden el concepto de cobrar en efectivo y sin iva y no ven razones para que alguien lo sugiera siquiera,,,,,, soy demasiado proletaria para esto

#uni is a place #me ha tocado quedarme sentadita y calladita mientras una chica ha preguntado 100% en serio: #'pero si no cobra el IVA entonces cómo lo declara?' #genuinely feeling sick rn

[ntshastark]

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#genuinely feeling sick rn #idk

[undermycoat]

can’t stop crying over arthur loving merlin for merlin. like he fr thought he was just some guy but guess what? that’s his some guy. and he’d stick with him forever. i think i’m gonna throw up

#I FEEL SICK. LIKE. THAT WAS ARTHUR’S FRIEND!!! ARTHUR LOVED HIM BECAUSE HE WAS HIMSELF AND HE DIDN’T NEED ANYTHING MORE THAN THAT!!!!! #i can’t fucking do this. genuine tears just spilling from my eyes rn #i know this has been said over and over but i dont care!!! i dont care!!!! it can be said again!!!!!! #cupid de bunny #merlin #merthur #100 #500 #1000

[shesnake]

kendall looking at shiv through the glass

#succession #succession spoilers #I'm feeling so sick rn genuinely

[cinnamon-phrog]

I feel too sick to sleep right now, everything's' too cold or too hot and I can't even breathe without thinking I'm gonna throw up

#it's because i've been drinking diluted juice #i swear the shit they put in that makes me delirious with fever #ughhhh so sick wish a nice big strong mechanoid could help me rn :( real shame #gonna drink water till the middle of the night. there goes my plans for a better nights' sleep :< #i do genuinely feel awful and i have been feeling so for a while and it's all my own doing. not eating healthy. stressing out and barely- #-sleeping. i have stretch marks from losing weight and circles under my eyes. everything's fuzzy. i keep forgetting basic things. #i'm worried about my future. i'm too disabled to function with a job but not disabled 'enough' just because i can speak 'clearly' #i've got no irl friends or family to fall back on. i can only travel so far and i get meltdowns far easier now #months ago i was treated like a pet. now i'm an adult before i ever got to be a child. #i want to be held. be loved without even having to say a word to each other. not even by an f//o but by someone who'll be willing to love m #but all i am now is sick and hungry and hot and cold and tired and awake. #i can't imagine how much worse it is for other people though. i've seen awful images and they're not even a taste of how terrible it is #i worry i won't be able to afford food in the future. or have a stable flat or apartment. that social services will let me down again #this year was meant to be a break but i'm constantly worrying about the time i become 18. my autism and lack of any social life- #will impact me and i'll be fucked over easier than ever. and that happens often #college brought me panic attacks where i'd physically harm myself till i got migraines in front of people and they didn't bat an eye #i could be kicking and screaming and begging for help but they'll just ignore me or infantilise me

[abigail]

wanting a new job has lead me to thinking I should try a different career path every other day again.. I feel so insane .. I wish my brain could just figure out what I’m good at and what I enjoy and just decide on SOMETHING.. I’m fully going to scream and yell and cry

#like the other week I thought wow what if I became a therapist (LMAO) but then I’ll think oh maybe I’ll become a tattoo artist #and then it’ll think I should make music and then just get a job in a coffee shop #and then one million other things that are all completely different.. I’m going to SCREAM !!!! #I just don’t think I’m good at anything .. #and then I can’t figure out what I enjoy enough that I’m kind of ok at to maybe turn into a job if I can .. which is so silly… #I just feel sick thinking about it all but I can’t stop thinking about it .. how do people just know I’m genuinely asking #(I’m on my break at work rn and I fully want to cry because I can’t stop thinking about this like #I’m being totally serious I’m on the verge of tears over this shit oh my GODDDD 🗣️🗣️🗣️) #a

[mxdotpng]

do you even get it. guy went to the fabre manor for revenge, for murder, for death. and he came out with so much love in his heart that it saved his life. not because of the manor, or the duke that resides in it. but for the very kid he swore to kill. it didnt change anything but he loved so much. he did.

#.text #tales of the abyss #WHAT IF I DIEDFN #ok. sorru. im sorry. this is my last post. i swrar. oh my god #i genuinely feel sick rn hi everyone

[gently-decaying-flowers]

if i don’t got no one i got my weighted dinosaur

#late night musings #get it because #i like to cuddle people #but i have no one to #anyway reminded me today #me and myyyy ‘friends’?? in vocal jazz class when to another room to ‘practice’ and one of them is like so sick rn #like genuinely i feel so bad she felt like shit #and we were sitting on the floor and she was like #‘can i just nap on you for like the last ten minutes of class?’ #like obviously i said yes #it was so nice tho #i love comforting people

[zarovich]

can someone bash my skull in with a brick and killed me. badly

#personal #feel sick as hell rn. fever and all. stress genuinely made me ill like ok. sure kick while im down ig man whatever

[orcelito]

Opening the local bubble tea store absolutely livid and shaking in rage and upset bc my bitch ass boss is too concerned about us sitting on the job to order the tea bags I requested Two Fucking Weeks Ago (it only takes like 4 or 5 days to ship) and so we're out and I had to hand wash the 1 reusable bag to make black tea and I have to strain the free floating tea leaves from the cold brew and I just KNOWWWW he's going to have something more to bitch about because he always does

Last straw on the camel's back, etc etc, I want to put in my two weeks notice by the end of this week. That's a goal for myself.

#speculation nation #i currently dont have a job lined up but im going to start applying Today #because i cant take this anymore. i cant fucking take this anymore. #i feel like im about to shatter from the strain of hos chokehold #8 years total under his thumb and for What? he doesnt appreciate me. he doesnt value me. #he's an asshole this place sucks and it makes me so sad because i really do care about the people here #but i cant. i cant fucking do it anymore. #im really glad im alone on shift rn bc ha ha ha. ill put up the mask for customers but i am #genuinely shaking rn. im so upset. #this being after he complained Again about people sitting on the job during the meeting last night like #shut UPPPP I DONT CAAAARE #YOU TRY WORKING WITH CHRONIC PAIN AND FATIGUE AND A JOB THAT DOESNT GIVE GENUINE BREAKS #'oh if you need to take a break then do it but just dont sit down on the job“ #WHEN DO YOU THINK I COULD TAKE MY BREAK? IM WORKING ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!+ #and when im.not working alone im working with trainees so i still cant leave the store unattended #im sick of him.im so sick of him and im THIIIIIIIIIS close to just breaking down here and now #i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i HATE HIM #negative/ #sorry for the vent i just feel like.im about to blow up and everyone's busy so ic cant. vent properly #im not even done opening bc im too busy freaking out and pacing and being angry #and hes gonna watch me sitting here thru the cameras and be like Ho Hum Look at you immediately doing what i said not to #like fucking STOP!!!! WATCHING US!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING CREEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #IM SO SICK OF HIM WATCHING US THROUGH THE CAMERAS. HE HAS NO TRUST IN ME DOING MY JOB #0 value for me as a person or employee 0 value for my to this day dedication to this company #i want to send my heel through those front windows. watch them shatter. wreck the whole place #because fuck this place and fuck him #i wontttt bc i dont wanna go to jail lol but the temptation is there. i fucking hate his guts. #im going to put in my 2 weeks by the end of this week. im going to start applying to places Today. just fucking watch me.

[raven]

if you dont wear a mask when you're sick i hope you die. "oh its just a cold its not covid" i dont give a fuck i dont want to get a cold either. you disgust me. you sicken me. literally.

#i have a really really strong immune system but im still like. disabled to the point where if i got sick it would fuck me up bad #like my cousin has a 'cold' i offered her a mask bc my very disabled compromised Grandmother was there and she was like'well its not covid' #and my grandma was like i guess thats fine. which like ok but u should be getting MY permission too. as the second most disabled person #in the room. also for me its dire rn like i feel sooooooooo sooooooo bad rnnnnnn. if my nose gets stuffed up i might genuinely end it all

[pikslasrce]

day ?? of having the anxiety levels of someone being followed around by a sniper

#feeling very. self conscious rn and maybe being followed around by a sniper would be less stress inducing 😭 #they should ban me from experiencing genuine connection to people all it does is make me insane (derogatory) #it is moments like these that make me think i might not be the most mentally sound person.... #however im sick of trying to give a name to all this *gestures vaguely at myself* so calling myself plain neurotic is enough.... #piksla.txt

[dandyshucks]

everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)

#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE #it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it #and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl #but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum #I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked #alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray #i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not #im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired #i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on #i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well #im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps #i do not have high hopes fjfkdl #MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭 #im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!! #if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl #i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit #augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[bipirate]

As much as i hate having to self isolate over christmas i know i'm doing the right thing. Like i want to see my family more than anything (we had our xmas gift exchange evening planned for today) but i dont want to run the risk of infecting them. And the idea that so many people rn have covid, know they have covid, and are continuing life as usual is so insane to me. Like did we forget everything from the past few years??

#and like i dont feel that bad rn but i can tell covid is Different than a normal cold #on sunday i genuinely felt bad and was scared i'd get a fever again (when i got covid for the first time i got a 39C fever- #and ive never had a fever in my adult life before so that was new) #luckily i didnt but it did feel p bad. and for the rest it's like a normal cold except it's rougher on my lungs than a normal cold is #and ive had every vaccination i can get #so like. i dont want others to get sick like this. not to mention the dangers of long covid

[incorrectmadrigalfamilyquotes]

How to make sure no one wants to be friends with you: openly shame people

i'm sorry but anyone who actively defends and/or supports proshitters deserve to be shamed for it tbh, i already stated in my pinned post i don't condone it.

if you genuinely think i want to make friends with somebody who sympathizes with people who are into that shit/see nothing wrong with proshipping than you're clearly mistaken. hate all you want, at the end of the day at least i'm not the pervert shipping kids with adults 💀

#girl do i look like i give a fuck about pitying proshitters and their supporters literally gtfo out of my blog #“how to make sure no one wants to be friends with you” if you want to make me feel bad or smth at least try LMFAO this is just pathetic #i'll shame any proshitter all i want come at me bro i genuinely have nothing to lose on this site #i just had a bad day but instead of feeling even more angry i'm actually laughing at this ask lmfao like what ?? #are you fr rn ?? #💀 #middle school looking ass insult #cackling in my seat #i'm so sick of proshitters #vas posts #not quote #ask reply #tw: proship

[petersoup000]

lovely reminder that muting is available on ao3 which will hide works from certain ppl when you search. this individual has been making absolutely disgusting fics that have infected the mirage/noah tag. please please mute them if you get triggered by sa topics.

#they fetishized sa and it’s genuinely disgusting #i actually feel sick #i hate that there are people who ruin a safe space by filling it with shit like this #miroah has been a source of joy for me and now it feels tainted i’m genuinely so upset rn