#fuck you for ruining love for me fic

[hemlocksandfoxgloves]

for the sweetest person in the world @thiamsxbitch 🌻

an edit for fuck you for ruining love for me

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#thiam #teen wolf #theo raeken #liam dunbar #thiam edit #teen wolf edit #fuck you for ruining love for me fic #fuck you for ruining love for me edit #artist theo #fwb fic #pantheo #gayliam #teen wolf au #thiam au

[slime-sandwhich-nom]

Haha..new tawog hcs <3

(also my mom always told me I was exactly like Gumball and I never forgot about it)

- gumball loves horror, horror films, games anything. Darwin does not.

- gumball standard face is :3, the problem is that people can't understand if he's smiling mischievously or if it's his normal face.

- gumball when he was younger liked to snooze in Darwin's bowl.

Darwin had to sleep in the bathtub sometimes for it

- Carrie feels lonely because she can't touch anything, not even Darwin. She feels alone despite being in a room with so many people.

- penny flirts, Gumball gets flustered.

- gumball enjoys saying words in different languages, he likes to say ciao, hola, excusez-moi,Nǐ hǎo and more. It's simple words really, hello, excuse me, or words of objects like pants, paper, anything. He just likes to do that.

- Darwin likes to hum parts of songs, while instead gumball likes to make little noises.

Darwin says that if he hears weird noises around him he knows he's not going crazy it's just gumball.

- gumball speaks alone, he just speaks out loud to himself (got it from his grandma.), Darwin instead likes to write (no matter how bad his handwriting is.) he just keeps a diary no one can read and instead looks like some kind of secret code.

- Richard knows how to cook, he's just too lazy to do so. Sometimes he does cook whenever Nicole can't because she's too tired.

- Nicole suffers of insomnia.

- gumball is he sits still for too long will start rocking slightly unconsciously, he doesn't even notice it when he does it.

- Darwin has abandonment issues, which explains his jealousy whenever gumball and penny hang out.

it surely does annoy gumball because he can't properly enjoy some time alone with his girlfriend, but he gets where Darwin comes from, so he doesn't get mad, but he gets annoyed still.

Gumball makes up for Darwin by hanging out with him the next day.

- Anais is.. lonely. The only time she ever gets someone to hang out with is Polly. Whenever gumball is babysitting her.

But it's still lonely for Anais since it's not that often.

- when people say Gumball is anxious and paranoid, they ain't joking. Gumball is genuinely anxious about anything, talking to people he doesn't know, going in public, coming in late, coming in too early, what if this happens, what if that happens. He just pretends he's all good (he is very much not)

- Darwin always wonders what would happen if they were fictional, who would be he shipped with.

Gumball knows that answer very well. He decides to stay silent for his brother's mental health. (He saw things that he shouldn't have)

- gumball is the kid who says romance is disgusting but then gets all lovely dovely with his girlfriend

- gumball originally wanted the bed on top because he enjoyed watching everyone from up there but Darwin wanted him by his side at night so he just got the bottom one.

- gumball is the one asking "would you still love me if I was a worm" in the relationship.

- Nicole is not a cat person, and it's actually a thing between cats. For example my eldest cat HATES other cats, it took him ages to get used to the new kitten. Oh but he's super friendly and cuddly with new people! He loves anything that isn't a cat. He purrs and cuddles.

So yeah. Nicole doesn't enjoy the presence of other cats around, unless it's a cat she knows, like her parents or his son. (It's a territory thing for cats, btw.)

- Darwin sometime pets gumball with his feet. Gumball lets him until it gets annoying.

- gumball sometimes joins in the gossip between masami and Leslie.

- Penny's dad is tormented by gumball. He's like when a cat goes specifically to the people who don't like cats and ignore everyone else. That's exactly their relationship.

Y'know the whole "I bought a cat despite my dad not wanting it" situation? Yeah. That's gumball and penny's family.

- Anais once ran a business where she sold candy, and she got money instead. Didn't run for long because president brown treated it like some illegal drug situation or something

- gumball when he was younger was that one kid who looks cute and acts innocent around adults but he's a nightmare to the other kids his age. He still is, he's just everyone's problem now.

- once in class they talked about scoliosis or any problem of posture and it took weeks for gumball to convince Darwin that he did not have scoliosis or any of the other things, he's just a cat and cats are built weird. It's normal.

- whenever Gumball coughs he sounds like a dying man who has smoked for 30 years, no one knows why but it scares the shit out of everyone each time.

- gumball thrives in dresses. He's the prettiest girl at the party.

- honestly gumball is just a crazy bastard, in the real sense. Like he's fully unhinged and it's not even funny, penny is dating some kind of maniac who will literally kill people just because he wants to prove a point (and he did already in the show. Multiple times.)

And..she still loves him and she just says "it's part of his charm."

- gumball whenever he has to go to the doctor (or vet, in his case.) has to be tied up and sedated real hard because he just hates hospitals. He just hates any hospital, doctor, vet, anything. He hates being there, it makes him super uncomfortable and he has tried before to escape but ended up doing more damage than anything

Anais Is only scared like a little kid, nothing wrong with that, usually it's Darwin to hold her hands (gumball can't because he's busy not being at the doctor. He doesn't wanna go near anything that relates to a doctor or a hospital.)

Darwin is relatively calm at the doctor's appointment (he cries after because he was real scared but was very brave.)

- the reason why gumball hardly gets sick (and if he does is because he makes himself sick just to skip school.) is because he was basically FED antibiotics when he was a toddler. His mother was just very anxious about gumball and his health.

then there's Anais, getting sick once a week.

- Gumball ironically thought of becoming a doctor once, simply because the subject itself is interesting. buttt he gave it up because he's too lazy to actually study all that crap.

- gumball either doesn't remember any of his dreams, or if he does it feels like something that actually happen (it didn't) or he was high or something.

Darwin remembers them very clearly and enjoys talking about it! They are nonsensical though.

Anais actually has.. somewhat..normal dreams? She dreams about daisy anyway.

- sometimes Leslie asks gumball genuine opinion on boys in terms of dating, since Leslie only knows gumball who (as a guy) likes guys. The rest seem to be straight (therefore will only talk to you about girls, instead of boys) or just aren't interested in dating.

..only because gumball actually has good points and good taste. In both boys and girls. (But Leslie is interested in boys.)

- gumball sometimes says that penny looks like a sunset and that he would prefer seeing her over the actual sunset, she hasn't recovered from it still.

- gumball figured out he was bisex because before he had a crush on penny he actively thought a few guys in his school were cute and he would date them if he had the chance. Probably had a crush on one or two of 'em.

- in the Wattersons house there's this rule of "don't trust gumball if he's either sleep deprived or after 8pm" because he'll start spitting stuff like "your nervous system has no idea your eyes exist so once they find out, you are already blind because the nervous system sees them as a threat." Or "you can get an aneurysm at any time no matter how healthy you are" and it freaks Darwin out to the point he can't sleep.

so they told Darwin, gumball just lies by 8pm and doesn't think straight when sleep deprived. Just so Darwin can sleep.

- penny is a gumball apologist. Yes her boyfriend is a dumbass and yes he did nothing wrong (she absolutely knows gumball is totally in the wrong most of the time but she defends him nonetheless.)

- gumball is normally on his tippy toes, like any cat. So to reach Penny's cheek to kiss her he has to get on a stool, needs her to crouch down or she needs to pick him up.

- penny is going insane with the whole red flag, green flag, situationship, one month rule this one month rule that.. gumball instead has NO idea how to date or what to do but he's doing a better job than any guy in existence.

- Carrie and gumball hang around in hunted houses. For fun. Gumball is the "hey ghosts! It's ya boy!" Type.

- penny enjoys getting all dressed up whenever it's for a date and gumball is Adam Sandler walking around with his clothing style

- usually it's gumball who makes a ponytail for Anais with her ears.

- yeah gumball has a sister, you know he's well educated on periods and all that shit. (His mother got him ready before Anais was born for when she'll need help.)

- gumball is just not innocent. Not in the sense that he's dirty minded, it's that he just knows stuff normal kids his age don't.

He just acts clueless and dumb so people don't expect much from him, he's too lazy to get high expectations. but he's actually smart and more mature mentally than kids his age.

- Darwin HATES vomiting. Vomit. Anything related to that. He's not scared but really REALLY grossed out, can't even think about it he gets nauseous himself.

- Darwin takes ages to type on phone so he always asks gumball who's relatively fast.

- Darwin.. can't spell. Or at least, has difficulties in it. Gumball always messes with him by giving him the wrong spelling. Darwin never realizes.

- gumball has big difficulties in math. and ms. Simian doesn't make it easier for him.

- Darwin info dumps about sea animals. Gumball now know useless facts about sea animals. (Does not complain)

- gumball likes lemons...again something he shouldn't eat but he does anyway.

- the nickname gumball is from the fact that he tends to sleep tucked in like a ball, which looks like a blue gumball. People just started calling him constantly 'gumball' because it's funny when a cat has a stupid name. (Realistic to irl anyway)

- gumball has a problem with texture.

gumball has both problems with texture AND picky on his own, his mother is going insane with it.

- gumball and Nicole are the fastest in the family, gumball is the fastest in his class if we don't count bobert.

while Nicole shows often how fast she is, gumball is too lazy for that. At least for P.E.

Normally he slows down so Darwin can keep up with him.

- gumball enjoyed eating fish but since it made Darwin uncomfortable he stopped altogether.

- sometimes people tell Darwin that his brother doesn't love him, because cats "don't love you", and that most likely if Darwin dies gumball will eat him.

Darwin response is "okay, I'll let him. He's gotta eat if he's hungry."

- yes gumball often ignores everyone like general cats do. He moves his ears towards your direction but god forbid him to stop his session of watching people from the window and stalk them.

- the coach has to literally give gumball an extra prize (food for free for example) to "motivate him" to do any kind of exercise during P.E. otherwise that cat will never feel like doing unnecessary exercise.

(20% of the time it works.)

- having gumball as a student is like having this guy hang around without a care of the fact that you're here.

Darwin instead will follow instructions CONSTANTLY, sometimes too literally though.

- gumball when he was little used to grab birds or small animals and bring the home, he never really "hunted" them, he just wanted them as a friend in the house.

- gumball is just an average cat just with the ability to talk.

So this small little thing with a massive ego. Y'know, kitty cats!

Nicole is more traumatized than anything, she's the opposite of gumball but that's just because of trauma, really. She still hasn't healed fully from it.

- when gumball was younger he used to bring random food to Darwin because he thought his little brother wasn't capable of doing it himself- like when a cat hunts for you and brings you birds or mice. He's just tryna help.

Sometimes he still does.

- gumball tilts his head when he's confused and trying to understand something.

- cats..play with their food.

You know damn well gumball dies that too. Just not with food, he plays around with people. By making shenanigans and chaos around of course, all in good fun! So yeah he's entertaining himself while everyone screams around.

- gumball stress eats

- when gumball, or any of the Watterson kids need comfort, they go to their father. If they need advice and someone to kick ass, they go to their mother.

- gumball would rather adopt than getting Penny's pregnant. He knows what kind of stuff can happen with a pregnancy or giving birth (death, specifically.) and his anxious ass will not put his girlfriend through that.

- gumball is secretly a nerd. He particularly likes biology and psychology.

He hides this fact about him though, being a nerd at a middle school is like asking to be killed on the spot.

- just like for Darwin watching gumball's ears move individually and can do a 180° is freaky, for gumball it's weird looking at Darwin move his little fish tail at will.

- Darwin taught gumball how to swim like gumball taught Darwin how to walk.

- gumball's grandma (Nicole's mom) has definitely cried like once or twice just by looking at gumball. Because that's HER GRANDSON. And he's just so similar to her child, it's like watching both her little girl in front of her again and watching how much she has missed of Nicole's life.

Gumball's grandpa just calls gumball "Nicole."

"hey Nicole!"

"I'm gumball"

"same thing"

- gumball remembers everything. He pretends not to, but he does. Even if sometimes people say something else happened or have no memory of it, he just remembers it.

This means he remembers when rob killed his entire family in front of him, and gumball is still not fucking over it.

right after it he couldn't sleep or just HAD to cling to Darwin because he thought nothing would happen if he did. If gumball can't die because he's the protagonist, then if he clings to Darwin then neither can he.

Took weeks, painful weeks, of gumball recovering from a trauma only he remembers. His own family tried their best to help him while not even knowing what was bothering him.

Gumball doesn't hate rob but in that moment he wanted to kill him so bad, and he tried too (the only time gumball hates that his own show is family friendly and restrained him from hurting seriously rob)

- gumball wears clothes from the girl section because not only does they fit him better but because they are just more fun to pick (the boy section is just copy and paste. It's boring.)

- yes, Darwin's shoes are STILL the same one gumball gave him all those years ago. They are kind of falling apart but he always fixes them or changes them in order for them to fit

- gumball has a group chat but its members are all the characters that exists on cartoon network. Like yeah gumball is friends with uncle grandpa, yes with Clarence, yes with any character you can think of. They are all friends.

- gumball is the one who says "hear me out" to the most disgusting creatures ever existed.

In fact he constantly says hear me out to penny whenever she transforms into something she finds "ugly and disgusting"

he never means it sexually or anything, on one side it's a joke he likes to do to see people's reaction, on the other, he genuinely loves penny despite on how she looks and it makes her feel better whenever he says that, so.

(he literally fell in love with a walking peanut, if her turning into a dragon doesn't bring him to his knees then idk what does)

- gumball was the one kicking his feet whenever penny texted him or paid attention to him. he still does.

- people think gumball is insane, like genuinely he's mad. And he agrees

- honest I like to believe that in gumball's universe every other animal evolved, cats, bunnies, ect but humans did not or if they did, they are rare asf (reason why humans are "weird" in the gumball world) then other things started to appear, probably from radiations or something and that's where the objects started to walk around.

So everything is still modern but built not for humans but for animals/objects walking around

- Tobias and Leslie did date for a short,in secret, didn't work out too well.

Now for headcanons that I do have and did said before but saying them again

- gumball likes to hang out at Penny's just to loaf and sleep on her chest. She plays on his phone instead (Penny's dad is always worried they might be doing something freaky but that's all he sees.)

- gumball is that type of cat who sits weird as fuck. Like no he doesn't sit like a standard cat he SITS CRISS CROSS APPLESAUCE.

- Darwin has HUMAN feet. the rest is fish. Like when you glue two pieces of different toys together

- gumball is a lanky dude, like for cats he's a tall and lanky motherfucker (like his mother, for cats she's super tall just like her mother.) he just wears baggy clothes so he looks tiny (because he's a young kitten)

- gumball says ominous shit for fun

- gumball constantly slow blinks at penny, she thinks he's high or sleep deprived

- when gumball, or any character that has legs like a cat, deer, horse ect. Wears pants they look like "normal legs" (human legs.)

- gumball's tail is usually down, he's not sad or anything, he's neutral, but oh if he sees penny you see that tail raise AND vibrate (for a cat it means he's EXTRA happy to see you and that he missed you as well.)

- gumball is aware that he's in a cartoon, it's all he ever knew so he can't be upset at that if you never saw the world differently.

Ok I'm done Tumblr is starting to lag when I type on this

#just a heads up #some of gumball's hcs are based off of things i do irl #even some others #ALSO AWARE GUMBALL LEAVE ME ALONE. #that fic ruined me #omg #whoever wrote that fucking fic #i love you/p #tawog #tawog hc #tawog headcanons #the amazing world of gumball #gumball watterson #tawog gumball #darwin watterson #anais watterson #nicole watterson #richard watterson #tawog penny #penny fitzgerald

[theotherbuckley]

Someone force me to delete twitter please.

#there’s so much fucking hate on there #so many people want Buck and Eddie to be cheaters???? #and the amount of fucking censoring of Tommy’s name what the fuck #and the people actively hating on the actors makes me sick #and there’s people hating on new people in the fandom joining after 704??? like we WANT people to watch the show so it doesn’t get cancelled #god it’s actually appalling and this is the shit people like Lou have to see 😭 #you dont have to like bucktommy I LOVE them but you dont have to #but Jesus fuck your behaviour shouldn’t be this #saw someone say it was disgusting that bucktommy has 1000 fics and bucks other relationships have less and henren has less #AS IF BUDDIE A NON CANON SHIP DOESNT HAVE OVER 25K???? #YOURE NOT HIGH AND MIGHTy??? #like such hypocrisy like it’s ok when it’s your ship #I LOVE BUDDIE but these people are ruining it for me fr #I can like multiple ships #you don’t have to #but don’t be shit #fuck #ok rant over #911 abc #911 fandom #911 spoilers #twitter #purple rambles

[jtownraindancer]

Blore & Armstrong Running on The Same Wavelength: A Collection

#i can't believe this but I may write a fic now #burn gorman #toby stephens #toby's face gets objectively prettier to me each time i see him #my gifs #sgt. detective blore #william blore #dr. armstrong #doctor armstrong #edward armstrong #just-!!!! #how they kept looking to each other since the first day! #how they kept relying on each other's wisdom & expertise & professionalism #how fucking lost bill was when armstrong was gone- #ahhh i love tragedy~ #and then there were none #attwn #i think there was a gif i put in the queue last night that my cat fucked up featuring some of these??? one of these??? #idk man enjoy~ #man i need a tag for burn now fuck #the burn collection #another brown eyed boy ruining my life #burn if you won't star in a noir film i will be forced to keep making my own #shut up ace #i think queue and I are gonna end up bloody #blore/armstrong

[bowtiepastabitch]

I think perhaps my hottest fanfic take is that unless the fic is either a)really fucking intrigueing otherwise or b)reced/written by a mutual, I will immediately close the tab if I see Newton Pulsifer on the character list

#I'm sorry if you love newt #and I understand and appreciate his role in the original plot #but like #as a character in any other context I find him really fucking annoying #maybe it's because he's one of the straightest characters idk #but he drives me up a goddamn fucking wall and I can't stand it #it's not that every fic with him in it is bad #not in the slightest #I just find that my annoyance with him as an individual sometimes ruins my enjoyment #good omens

[c1nn4-bunny]

In case anyone wanted an update on my mental state atm

I'm so normal and okay about him (I'm in the Anger stage of grief, okay.)

I've always really hated reading x reader stuff (I'm a trans guy... who ends up interested in male characters... I'm sure you can assume why I'd be a bit miffed about the gender ratio on those, right. And how some/most gn!reader ones are just straight up lies or afterthoughts for what was very clearly meant to be a x female!reader — apart from the fact gn!reader fics in general are rare to see) but istg I'll fuckin do it. I WILL force myself to mentally correct everything if I have to !!!

#i have such a hatred toward x reader fics you have no idea okay #like its a rational one considering my circumstances but eugh #horrible that hes making me genuinely consider... r e a d i n g #> Crushes on bookworm boy who likes reading > Mad that he has to read #my time being a Wheatley simp did nothing but teach me that the only way to get ANY sort of #male or gender neutral reader fics was to literally sell my sould to satan or scroll for days on end to the tiniest caverns of a page #addition to the clearly not disguised gn!reader ones: last minute change from very obviously a ship fic #yeah hi i see you and your barely disguised ship-fic masquerading as an x reader. im strangling you actually <3 #mini-mae was always so pissed off about it again ESPECIALLY during the wheatley simp era because come the fuck ON #the only expection ive made for gn! clearly being female is that Nigel smut fic I have saved simply because it's so funny to me #its so old and the creator only made it because a friend asked and I love that. so many typos and grammatical errors and. I love it #i want to remaster it as an homage because it's simply that funny. HELL MY SILLY SELFSHIP NIGEL IS BASED ON THEIR DESCRIPTION FOR HIM! #with added details ofc. the original draft of him is meh. i like my decision to accidentally make his hair longer with each drawing #BUT YEAH ive been joking about rewriting for a year now. ill do it eventually lmao <333 #anyway uh rant over Cashew is ruining my brain im going to go scroll some tags now... and maybe check some sites... #c1nn4bunny.txt

[markcampbells]

me: wow I really enjoy writing fics that are character studies

me, depressed at 8 AM: I really need to work on writing fluff

#'this fic wasn't supposed to be 4k words' and other tales from this week #trai's writing life '24 #new life goal is to meet yasuhiro nightow and ask him what the fuck his problem was when he created trigun #ruining my life and countless others' #my friends: omg i'm so glad you like trigun it's formative media for me #me crying about the characters for five months: haha... yeah... i love it... i'm fine... #i should probably. dig myself out of this hole and write all the mckirk fluff i've been stalling on #( - words said shortly before disaster struck probably)

[findafight]

Fics where Robin isn't there beside Steve holding his hand and sharing her braincell with his like what's the point what's the goddamn point why would you separate them they are bonded like budgies or otters they need their bestie I can't fucking do this it's too much

#finda's rambles #platonic stobin #please im begging you. dont forget about them being friends and physically incapable of not telling each other everything #pleaaaase dont ignore robin or make her some uncaring bitch! like??!?? fnfjoek you can have romoships without shitting on platonic ones!! #romance isnt the be all end all and for robin and steve they are the priority for each other. dont mske them be mean to each other. #dont mind me j just accidentally read a fic that ignored robins existance and a dif one that made her so mena to steve #like thats not it!!! they are soulmates!! codependent soulmates!!! im tired and want more fics with stobin but fuck me i guess #like uhg 'the only one she ever told' where the fuck was steve??? like robin wouldnt tell steve if she picked a giant booger that morning #like steve wouldnt tell robin about cutting peppers and then going pee without washing his hands and causeing PAIN #the know everything abt each other they are telepathically linked via best friend-itis. it wont ruin your ship to have them love each other #im sorry im upsetti

[chaosandwolves]

Why Derek's death hits me so much?

It's cause it's like the biggest fuck you to us.

They were all marketing the movie as a love letter to the fans and a tribute to the show and they could've chosen to just let us enjoy it.

But no.

Scallison got it all and the rest of us got a slap in the face and a punch to the gut. They didn't have to do that.

And then just the way they did it, just makes it so much worse. Derek is the most traumatized character out of all of them. He deserved peace and a little happiness the most. And it was so senseless.

And then basically giving Eli to Scott who apparently just left his pack behind and didn't give a shit and to Allison an Argent... To make Derek burn, to make Kate succeed in the end...

It's just cruel and nothing else. Kiling off the most traumatized character in an act of self-sacrifice... It's a trope we know...

But it's so much worse this time cause this was supposed to be for the fans...

And I just don't get why. They know how much Derek is loved...

#I promise I will stop posting about it #It just really hurts #teen wolf movie #derek hale #I really didn't mind the movie much and kind of enjoyed it but the ending ruined everything #The Eli and Derek scenes were amazing #Jackson was hilarious #(grand) dad Sheriff Stilinski was a mood #The rest was whatever #But yeah #They didn't have to do that #And I hate that I'm so heartbroken over it #But that really fucked me up cause I didn't expect JD to go that level of evil and cruel #Derek Hale I hope you know how loved you are #Cause I know you're not dead but vanished and trapped in another realm #Anyway #I'm gonna go cry and gonna cöutch all the fics and alm the art to my chest #Love to my fellow warriors out there #And #sterek is eternal

[xnervouscircus]

oh

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i am legitimately tearing up oh wow

#yeah okay i'm pretty much full-on crying at this #i guess i just assume my writing is the kind of thing you read once and maybe go “that was all right/amusing/evil/stupid” #and proceed to forget about entirely #nothing fucks me up more than people saying they've reread something of mine #IN A GOOD WAY #but yeah it's weird and wild #god i miss writing fanfic #i haven't written much of anything since covid first hit the US #and there's been no fandoms i've been like. IN enough to write for. #and lmao i have literally never not once in my life felt like i could write a good crowley or aziraphale so nope not ruining them. probably #but man i wish i could maybe write some beauyasha or widomauk #and i would love to finish a wangxian or snowbaz fic HOW HAVE I NEVER FINISHED A WANGXIAN OR SNOWBAZ FIC #no taibanis?? no catradoras???? i am a failure #but getting a comment like this. mm. makes the not-writing anxiety ease off a bit. #it's always there and Judging me for not really writing anymore #and yeah i would love to write again. anything. #but at least i wrote something once upon a time and it made some people happy #that's still pretty fucking cool #hope i can share something new someday that might make other people happy too #michele.txt #idk where all this rambling in the tags came from i'm emotional and i miss writing!!!!!!!!!!

[g3othermal3scapism]

um so i read force of gravity

#this fic ruined my life #i cant pick if i love it or i hate it #this line has been stuck in my brain #tell me about your dead dog baby #i am foaming at the mouth #i rlly had to draw this scene #also how the fuck do you draw blankets #because this isnt it #force of gravity #FoG byler #my art #oceanfruit444 #g3othermalart

[laugtherhyena]

Sometimes i remember how long it took for Dra to get a full translation and think, wow, if it had a more speedy english translation back in the day (sorta like the one Sdra2 had) and i had my first experience with the game be as intended i don't think i would be writing -2+2 today

#putting this in tags because idk. my self-conscious bitchass tells me that this may ruin the fic for some people #but. #-2+2 started as a hatamori oneshot #the idea i mean #and then i started going “hey wouldn't it be cool if” and the ideas kept piling and piling #and i was like you know what i should make this a bigger thing #and it became a story focused narrative rather than a ship fic #but in it's core it's still the story i started writing out of thinking about my weird little rarepair and going #I NEED TO SHOW THEM MY VISION‼️‼️ #and I get to write them living and being nice to eachother #going back to what i was talking about in the post. if my first impression with Dra had been with the full translated game #rather than learning about it from random Wikipedia pages. biased posts and massive spoilers #i am 99% sure i would be an ayakane shipper #cuz like. c'mon #they have so many moments in canon it's crazy #but nooooooo your girl here had to do a fucking 180 and become attached to hatamori instead #and i MEAN attached because when i got back into the another series last year i lost interest in all the ships i liked back in the day #EXCEPT FOR THEM #THEY'RE STILL MY FAVORITE PAIRING IN THE ANOTHER SERIES #and it's wild to me because at this point i don't even remember why i started shipping them to begin with #anyway. if you went through all these tags and feel disapointed don't worry #-2+2 is never gonna get to a point where they're gonna have a love confession and kiss in the mouth #because i want the focus to be the story and the characters rather than the ship itself #but it's still me writing it at the end of the day #so yeah. #hyena ramblings #dra #dra -2+2 #danganronpa another

[petrichormeraki]

I realized I had never actually read Shells In The Foam by the unbelievably talented @cedarwhisp (CRIME) so I ended up binging all 50+ chapters in one day and was almost late for work because I'm not smart 👍

Anyways here's SITF!Tommy meeting my Hermit!Tommy because they're so interestingly different that I had to do a side by side! Cedar has INCREDIBLE character design and I absolutely loved putting in all the details in their boy :D

#you better fuckin believe I'm doing fanart of that fic once i get my tablet bc that shit deserves a render #anyways go read this fic 🔫 #it's so fucking good and i actually teared up at some scenes which NEVER happens to me reading fic #i promise it's worth it if you love hermit tommy or just ctommy in general #meraki art #(also gonna be real i totally hate this piece bc i overworked it SO MUCH and the smudges show so pls do not zoom in) #im probably gonna redo this when i get my tablet bc it'd be a lot easier to make a good composition without ruining the piece #shells in the foam #hermit tommy au #mutuals #i love your work cedar I'm sorry I'm expressing that with such shitty art kdkdgkdgd

[villainworshiper]

"Pretty Moon"

Jake Lockley/Reader

Tags: TransMasc reader, angst/comfort, light smut, explicit lenguage, fear of rejection.

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"Hasta luego amor, nos vemos pronto."

His voice, the way he spoke to you and that rough spanish accent were like beacons of light that drew you to him like a moth. You were not a person willing to have more contact than enough, but that night in that bar you found a man worth leaving your number with.

Even your friends were stunned, some falsely disappointed that you were letting yourself be so easily led by the man of few words you came across but something more intuitive led you to flirt so openly with him that he even seemed to be interested in your rapid advances and charisma.

Jake, a man with a rather intense and confident look about him didn't seem like the type who would be giving you a hundred and one problems to have something with you and maybe it was overconfidence in yourself because of how good you looked at the time but you thought you could trust him and caught his attention.

"Not to complain but...this man looks like a very honorable idiot."

"Hey I don't criticize who you take to bed." You rebutted one of your friends who was walking beside you.

"Look, we're sorry but he'll probably stop talking to you when he finds out about..you know."

"That I'm trans?"

"It's just a thought."

You hated to hear them but as angry as you were about those acidic comments it was a very likely option. Since testosterone had changed your physical appearance you felt a thousand times more confident to go out with your friends, wear whatever clothes you wanted and show that you were a man with a good spirit and style of dress. Even so, the only thing you avoided was to wear tight pants or clothes too close to the body, you didn't want to show at first sight some curves that you personally liked but didn't favor what according to the rest should be a "masculine figure". Your idea was not to push men away but to attract them since they were of interest to you and Jake had all the characteristics that dazzled your tastes completely. If there was any chance of driving him away it would be if he found out you weren't completely masculine. You gritted your teeth and let the lump in your throat pass, that night had ended well enough for intrusive thoughts to change your mood.

A week passed until the other Friday night where you agreed to meet again, at the same place at the same time. This time you would go alone, your friends wanted to go somewhere else for a change of scenery but you already had your plans, plus you didn't need to remember what they had said last time, you would go with confidence.

You wanted to start with the usual, a mojito or something fruity and then go for the stronger and more ethyl when an arm came around your hip. Your first instinct was to want to push the other believing it was some idiot who wanted to take advantage of your distraction but when you saw that unmistakable cap and those gloves that had caught your attention so much a smile formed on your face.

"Make it two, and a round of whiskey for later thanks."

"So you like to start with the strong stuff?"

"I'm not one to save the good stuff for last."

God if it were up to you you'd already be on your knees and asking absolutely no questions about anything he ordered but you had to calm down, your intensity was what mostly dominated these kinds of situations and they always ended pretty badly.

Between the two you started drinking and chatting a bit, thanks to the music being too loud you had the pleasure of having him murmuring in your ear, his cologne was a well balanced mix of an intense musk with the scent of cigarettes that tickled your intimacy. His leather jacket was well kept and he wore around his neck a black tie and a gold chain that peeked out from the back hidden between the collar of a white shirt that you wanted to unbutton with all your might.

You learned that he was a cab driver in NY and he worked a lot of night shifts except fridays and the rest of the weekend although if he got bored enough of going to bars or the people were too mediocre for him he would just take the odd job before turning off the work radio and letting a cassette tape play while he cruised the corners of the city to unwind. Every single thing he told was a very good sign, it definitely wasn't the alcohol you were already hooked on this man from the first moment you saw him and you weren't wrong, he was very interesting.

"My life is nowhere near as interesting as yours I warn you it probably makes you sleepy listening to me talk." You said after coming out of your mesmerizing trance state by the way he talked to you for the last half hour.

"Not at all, cariño...you tell me."

It was quite a distracting factor to have him so close and holding your waist that you tried to keep yourself in the same train of thought when talking to him but you didn't avoid moving closer than usual by placing your free hand on one of his shoulders and moving higher and higher towards the back of his neck. Jake noticed this and immediately moved closer to your ear again.

"You know what would be more interesting? To know what you're capable of with that mouth besides spouting sweet anecdotes."

You didn't need anything else, just his husky voice to finish overflowing the passion building up in your body. The last thing you remembered from those seconds was grabbing his tie to direct him to the bathroom, entering one of the cubicles and suddenly you were completely devouring his lips. There was nothing else around but his firm hands pressing your body against the cubicle making you gasp into his mouth eliciting a sly smile as he caught your lower lip between his whitish teeth. His kisses tasted like the whiskey you barely remembered drinking and the tobacco from a cigarette he may have smoked before entering the bar that night, kissing him made you feel like you knew him better even going so far as to taste a bit of  coffee candy on the tip of his tongue, it was too much for you.

Jake kissed so deep and slow that he turned every one of your senses upside down making you float by the way he was now playing around with his tongue in and out of your month, probing the sides of your body and daring to go under your shirt. You had no problem with it since the surgery on your chest had been done some time ago and you barely had some small scars on the sides of each pectoral, the problem was when Jake with one of his hands while playing with your nipples making you squirm of pleasure wanted to go down with the other towards your pants, that was when instinctively out of panic you stopped his hand and moved your body a little away from his to the side, missing his heat still with red cheeks trying to recover the breath that this passionate man was stealing from you.

"What's the matter precioso? Are you worried you don't have protection? I have right here." He pointed to one of his pockets. You shook your head still not knowing how to tell him now that you had let yourself get caught up in the moment not wanting to ruin it and take away his interest.

It was difficult and even more so now as you kept your eyes on the ceiling and sighed in frustration for a moment before turning your eyes back to the confused man in front of you.

"I'm a trans man. I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner but if I'm not what you were looking for you can leave, I'm going to completely understand."

For a moment Jake was silent, perhaps the longest minute of your entire existence where you didn't dare look at his face in case you were met with a look of utter disgust, you had experience with situations like that but you never got used to the rejection of someone you were interested in. Suddenly you felt your chin being lifted by a gloved hand and your eyes landed on Jake's, still not knowing what the meaning of his stare was, you looked like you were about to cry.

"So...does that change anything?"

You could barely hold back a thin tear that rolled down one of your cheeks, you really expected to burst out in frustration but that question stopped your negative feelings in their tracks making you frown.

"As far as I'm concerned, you're a man and that won't change at all."

You were at a loss for words, you certainly didn't expect someone like Jake who was so far from being someone right being so gentle with you. All the intensity of the moment before had nothing to do at all with the Jake who was now taking both of your shaky hands to reaffirm his thoughts about you.

"Eres hermoso. You know what that means? You're beautiful. You shouldn't be afraid to tell someone those things."

"I always get rejected for it."

"And you'll go on by what idiots tell you?"

Jake was serious, the assurance on his face left a calmness in your chest that you let go a sigh relaxing muscles in your back that you didn't know were tight.

"Thank you Jake and I'm sorry, I completely ruined the moment."

"You think I can't turn things back on? Did you see me so uncapable?"

A choked laugh left your lips, still holding back the urge to cry now from reassurance knowing Jake wasn't like the rest of men you were unlucky to find. Don't judge a book by its cover, a phrase as old-fashioned as life itself that nevertheless perfectly described the man in front of you offering you small comfort with a hug in the public restroom of a bar at night.

"Shall we continue? I can take you home later."

"I'd rather go to yours. Early morning we can get a coffee, my treat."

"Sounds good, precioso."

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Feedback is pretty much appreciated! I also posted this on my Ao3 goldenheart_00 you can see my other works there, have a nice day/night/afternoon people <3

#moon knight #jake lockley #marvel #marc spector #steven grant #soft Jake Lockley hours yes sir #i love this man so much you can tell #trans masc #i crave validation #this man can either hug me or ruin me i dont care honestly #i just picture him like a very direct dude like fuck you and your insecurities #moon knight fanfic #male reader #we need more male reader moon knight fics and im here to contribute