#forget christmas when you have THIS

[kennedy-brooke]

nobody understands how excited i am for promptober

like yes please bestie write out these ridiculously cute fall fics, write the absolute kinktober filth, follow your prompt list, let me read multiple versions of the same concept for different characters- please. im begging

because i am a sucker for it EVERY. TIME. i LIVE for this time of year

#im so excited #yes i know its only september 3rd #but its basically october already #forget christmas when you have THIS #promptober #kinktober #inktober #october supremacy

[greenskellyblob]

After months of radio silence, I come to your dash to ask the question that has suddenly and strongly hit me on this morning.

When do Americans put up their Christmas trees????

#there was a poll asking people if they have a christmas tree up/why not #there was no option of “Of course I don't have a tree now #it is Advent“ #as if they assume the trees are already up???? #Americans pls help and explain!!! #i ask at the time of the day when most Americans are sleeping TwT #jelly yells #also I'm trying to get back to Tumblr but my brain keeps forgetting that #I'm trying. My dear mutuals I wanna see you again UwU

[hekateinhell]

(1/2) an insane thought just occurred to me that during periods of armand's hyperfixations (on whatever new gadget, movie, videogame etc he's into at the time) he probably gave mortal daniel permission to fuck him without his active involvement (like, a free-use arrangement) since his attention gets so locked in on whatever his fixations are.. and daniel would totally get off on armand ignoring him to focus on his fixations during the act because it would remind daniel of the fact that he's

(2/2) banging an immortal who can be basically indifferent to sexual stimulation if he so chooses. idk just the thought of armand bent over a table totally absorbed in a videogame he's been playing without blinking or moving for 5 hours while daniel rails him from behind, feeling degraded by the contrast of his own mortal desperation and need while armand barely registers that he's there.... yeah

That is so hot, bored and ignored/disinterested kink is one of my faves! Cannot believe you literally said "free-use" like he's the community food pantry, I'm- 🫢🥹

I love this concept so much because it plays into the darker, angstier aspects of Devil's Minion (which, for me, that's the whole reason I'm into it!). The rawness and intensity! Daniel's desperation! Armand's indulgence—and to a degree—negligence!

Plus the power dynamics at play here align so well with the themes Anne talked about in regards to their relationship: the back-and-forth of dominance and submission. Like yeah, it's so degrading to be completely disregarded during sex, but also imagine the power trip that comes from a vampire letting you manipulate their body and use them to the fullest extent? Honestly, I kind of see it as having short-term potential to be therapeutic for their relationship and a great outlet for Daniel. 😂 It's only a bandaid though, sadly for him.

Armand's—I don't know what to call it... vampire neurodivergence?—is so precious to me. And especially when it's earlier in their relationship and Armand hasn't quite mastered the "Care and Keeping of Humans" (though does he ever, really?), I can see his mind arriving to the perfectly logical conclusion of: "Now, if I give this boy something to amuse himself with as well, then surely we will both be content." I'm sure he even says it out loud, and Daniel responds with some wise ass remark he probably doesn't 100% mean, and Armand just nods and drops his pants as he bends over the coffee table with the Atari in hand.

Everybody wins!

(I hope Armand makes Daniel eat his own cum off him and out of him—after all, sex toys should be cleaned after every use 🥰) 

#listen we get devil's minion from the pov of a jaded 32 year old man but never forget daniel was 20/21 when he met armand! #my ask box is such a delight lately we should have christmas more often #you ask and hekate answers #armand/daniel #devil's minion #vc

[arihi]

My Asian nose bridge means my glasses always slip and hang too low. I am always adjusting them. I have an almost perpetual pimple on my cheek because when I smile, it rubs against my glasses - it’s proof of love and laughter. I’m quick to cry but I’m just as quick to small insignificant moments of happiness. I don’t really have a poker face because my eyes are too emotive for my own good. Once in a while I see myself through lenses unfiltered by my own self-criticism and I see something sweet. It makes me hope that when people think of me, they think of the cheek rubbed raw because of smiling, or the excitement in my eyes, imperfections made unique and precious rather than scorned.

#I saw my smile and my imperfect teeth despite having braces twice #and it was? cute? #and when I’m caught up in laughter sometimes I forget to hide them #and I hope it makes people smile the way I do when I see unfiltered moments of happiness in others #me posting #this should be on my side blog but fuck it #why yes I am spending Christmas with my family! how did you know

[whimsycore]

I think what people don’t understand about having a narc parent is how isolated you are and how they make you feel on the daily. I had major oral surgery today and I woke up in a dark house tonight.

She literally raised me with the belief that she’s terrified of a completely dark house. And because of that I would make sure a light was turned on for her. Whether she was inside the house yet or not. This woman left one light on and it’s where she was today before she left.

The entitlement and inconsideration is part of daily living with her. But I’m supposed to stay with her because she’s scared to be alone. I’m supposed to not want anything for myself. I’m supposed to not DO for myself because she doesn’t. Imagine your entire life they make you a caretaker and they complain every minute of every day about you to someone so you can’t even trust other adults in your life. And you can’t count on your parent either because they let you down often but expect the world from you.

#like and sometimes other adults will ???? at the them for the way your parent treats you but then they bombard them with how ‘bad you are’ #this woman never celebrated Mother’s Day but literally told her friends she was hurt me and my sister gave her nothing like she didn’t raise #Us for 20 years telling us that and birthdays were haram #she coincidentally went out to buy jewelry on her birthday and would always do something for her birthday #and completely ignore all three of her kids. she even ignores one of her kids deaths. she ignores the day every year #it’s not even just how inconsiderate she is it’s the fact she ALSO had a single parent in the 60s who #literally provided for her in ways only white woman at the time got pampered #it’s the fact she reminisces about celebrating Christmas with her family and still is focused on Christianity #it’s her deep fear of everything that gave me CLINICAL anxiety #and I’m overreacting #when you have CPTSD from your parent they also think all you are and all your worth belongs to them #she also would cry to me when I was at college because she was alone #but when I needed her she hung up on me because ‘it was too much’ but didn’t forget to tell her friends abt it :3

[natjennie]

hashtag nothing for dinner moments 👎

#im hungry but we dont really have anything #and my mom doesnt feel like cooking #and we dont have money #so i guess i just wont eat for a while until i forget im hungry #and then have cereal at like 10 oclock. #this is normal and healthy #also i dont get christmas this year! not related. well. not unrelated. #but i havent really been sad about it until right now #anyway remember when we got scammed out of our house? #so basically the money that we're gonna get paid back from that is all tied up in legal stuff #so we dont really have enough money for a christmas like usual #so only my little sister is getting stuff #but anyway my mom was like 'you can have either christmas or good dinners' #as sort of a joke #but yknow. i said 'but i dont get either?' #and it was in jest but. not really. #anywayyy

[roseverdict]

parents will really be like "so did you choose to not check to see if i messaged you this morning or were you just willfully ignoring me?" to someone with untreated diagnosed ADHD who has repeatedly requested assistance in seeing a therapist again, and those parents will see no issue in also believing that if the ADHD person isn't getting medicated it must be a conscious decision on their part and not Can't Fucking Rember To Do Things Themself Syndrome

and then they'll go "why don't you talk to me anymore :("

#rosie rambles #anyway. #getting guilt-tripped sucks more and more the further into my 20s i get and i can hear anger mcgee jr slamming stuff elsewhere in the house #newsflash: ✨someone with Shit Memory Disorder forgetting to do something they have not explicitly been told to do yet that day #is not a choice made specifically to piss you off. it is a Symptom of Shit Memory Disorder.✨ #should i start a fucking gofundme to get me a freaking adult tricycle or something #i just had someone snap at me that i chose not to help do Thing X #when in fact he angrily slammed it down in front of me. then left. then came back and started angrily doing Thing X. #this family is bad for my mental health 😫 #delete later. #probably. fuck if i know #augh (negative) #anyway. Christmas is shaping up to be Real Great already.

[panncakes]

🎄 decoratemytree🎄

tagged by @ahxu-laowen thank you love!! <3

i have not been paying attention to who all got tagged in this already and who have their trees up so if i tag you and you already have a tree please send it to me; @icouldhyperfixatehim @mymycorrhizae @spicyvampire @bunnakit @stormyoceans @heretherebedork and everyone who sees this post and wants to make their own tree! <3

#christmas tree #i always immediately forget everyone i appreciate on this site when i need to tag people #so please if we've interacted or orbit in the same spaces and you have a tree up send it to me so i can give you a little gift!!

[floydsteeth]

Santa Claus Silvio because he jingles all the way, you can delete my ask ASJDJDKBF

i was about to go to bed but now i feel like he'll haunt my dreams but no this is funny i migt draw this at somepoint

thank you for your time

#if you everr have an art request just ask i'll most likely draw it cause #drawing fun #i have to much free time #also because of you im starting to *like* silvio and *want* to draw him #but i got like nooooo ideas when it comes to thta fuckwit of a man #im rambling and need to go to bed #blep #sometimes i think about the fact that i wear so much jewelry that i jingle jangle around #im so close to forgetting how to write english ohhhh no #this makes no sense #you'll get santa silvio by like #before christmas maybe

[youchangedmedestiel]

WHY ?????

Why is it always when I'm tired and fully settled under the covers, feeling all warmed up, my glasses removed, that an idea for a Tumblr post or a fanfic pops into my head and that I feel the need to write it down on my phone in case I forgot about it the next morning, loosing the warm, hurting my eyes with the screen's light and typing with mistakes because I don't see really well?

Why doesn't this happen in broad daylight when I'm sitting in front of my computer, looking into the void searching for inspiration?

(That's totally how it happened for this post actually, in case you were wondering, I hope you enjoy the full and detailled context at least.)

#spn #supernatural #destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #destiel did that to me #they inspire me so much #i just wish it could happen at a different time of the day #i guess you don't choose when you have brainrots #that's just part of the disease #that's also a part of being a fanfic writer #because I also got an idea for a sort of christmas canon destiel fanfic that popped last night #i don't have all the details yet but the main idea is here #at least i've got inspiration #i could just let it go and hope to remember it in the morning #but i just can't #this is when i have my best ideas #i don't want to risk to forget them #i just don't know why it has to happen when i want to sleep #my personal experience with destiel #my personal experience with spn

[twpsyn-who]

All I want for Christmas is a PruCan fic where Prussia surprises Canada on Christmas by showing up uninvited and they spend it together ^^

#with Canada having no one to spend Christmas with cuz everyone forgot about him... #so he didn't bother with decorations #prussia saw how bare the house was and said 'NEIN. this is a crime against this holy day' and they spend a lot of time decorating together #and prussia is not quiet and likes joking and making noises and canada loves every moment of it #they laugh and have a fun time and the Christmas ends with both of them.by the fire eating pancakes and drinking hot chocolate and hockey #playing on TV and that's when.they both came to the conclusion that they loved each other in a romantic way #'Hey... Gill?' 'Yes Birdie?' 'Thanks for spending the Christmas with me. For not forgetting.' 'How could I forget it??? Christmas is the #most important holiday of the year!!!' 'No no. Thanks for not forgetting about me.' #not canada crying after saying that and prussia giving this whole ass speech about how awesome canada is while hugging him #cuz that's the best part about every prucan fic. the validation. the 'i see you when nobody esle does' #ahhhh #i miss this ship SO MUCH #prucan #hetalia prucan #hetalia prussia #hetalia canada #aph canada #aph prussia #aph prucan

[mwagneto]

im finally done with all my exams this was literally the most exhausting month/2 months of my fucking life. and i get one day off bc im doing something on literally every other day but that's gonna be fun im not complaining

#im finally gonna see my friends againnn my god #i literally only saw them during exams and i haven't seen my pre uni friends since summer it's DIRE #i have to squeeze visiting my sister and hanging out with 2 of them into one day coz otherwise it #literally wouldn't fit anywhere else MDMDKDMDNHD christ #and then on Wednesday.... heh😏 #barking #my fucking god i need to fit 100000 years of sleep into today coz im lit rally gonna be busy as hell #it's so annoying coz I'm rly happy i finally get to hang out properly with everyone again #but at the same time im like why did you plan stuff when you could just sleep and relax:/ #NO i literally miss them so much and I'd just be bored at home anyway #I'd have pretty much the whole month off but somehow i managed to cram it full of stuff and im #also traveling on Wednesday and wont be back til late February which im also kinda all over the #place about coz im so excited but im also like mad at myself for leaving instead of #enjoying being home alone with nothing to do finally but yk. I'd just be bored #also the month/2 months thing all but one of my exams was in the past 30 days but i #had an insane december too with like 50 assignments an exam sickness 3 birthdays christmas and #traveling to someone's house in a different city for half a week and like a bunch of other shit im forgetting #point is my fucking GOD I'm having fun but i need a fucking break for real I'm running myself into the ground #at least im done with these stupid Fucking exams and my average of seminar + lecture grades is #gonna be like 4.0 which is beyond perfect i thought I'd get like 2.5 lmfaooooo #(grades go from 1 to 5‚ 1 is fail 2 is pass 3 is satisfactory 4 is good 5 is excellent) #(like that's literally their official names that's not me calling them that djdnridjeidjdj) #i thought i just wouldn't study at all and skirt by with 3s and 4s like i usually do but i #actually got a lot of 5s im amazed. like genuinely who am i #anyway this is long lmao tldr sorry i haven't been on much im just constantly busy lmao😭 #oh and also im not even going to meet my pre uni friends coz neither me or them have any fawking time

[politedemon]

i love every new series of ghosts so much but i don’t think anything is gonna beat series two solely because it aired in 2020 and it was soo needed. like i’ve definitely been emotionally affected by the last two series but idk if anything is ever gonna warm my soul as much as everyone gathering around to sing in the bleak midwinter in the 2020 christmas special after we’d all had the year from hell and things still seemed so bleak irl

#it's about the found family moment when we couldn't be with our families irl!!!! #it was so special #like things still seem bleak and scary etc. but you know. we are unfortunately used to it #and The Pandemic seems so normal now i kinda forget how awful and scary 2020 was. #spent 5 months away from my family n not interacting with a single person irl. fucked up! #anyway i'm rewatching and was wondering why i still have such strong emotions attached to s2 when s3 and 4 have episodes i find better #n then i got to the christmas special and oh yea that's why

[sorry-i-forgot]

shout out to the people who are alone for the holidays. who are used to being a alone and those who are alone for the first time. the people working and the people sitting at home. to the people who can't afford to go home for the holidays and most of all to the people who's families have wrongfully expelled them from their lives. i see you. im alone, celebrating with you.

#text post #seriously #people always ask me my christmas plans and get confused when i tell them i dont have any #now i have my own way of celebrating the holidays #day drinking 🍻 #anyway #happy holidays #merry christmas #happy hanukkah #winter soltice #whatever you celebrate or dont #i love you #youre not alone #dont forget to take care of yourself today #❤

[haeroniel-doliet]

God that mood where you both need to do stuff and want to do stuff but both needs are vague and have too many options so you just. Do nothing you want or need to do and realize all the time you had is disappearing. A good time!!!

#haeroniel talks #forget the tag oh well #but for real. had 4 days off work and a ton of real life stuff i both have to get done and have been meaning to get done for a long time #ive pretty much only played video games and called my friends. genuinely not time wasted and i love when i get to do that #and like rn i would love to play more games and spend time with my friends like if one offers you know i never say no #but its also already getting dark and i have to go back to work tomorrow and ive not done everything i promised to have done yknow? #time doesnt feel real and i dont wanna get up even if the anxiety slowly builds to hopefully productive panic #but in the mean time im like ugghh i wanna stop laying around just playing sudoku and watching lame youtube. i wanna play something #(unclear what it is i actually wanna play too many options i kinda wanna play all of them and none huehheh) #im also very sad i havent drawn in ages and any attempt just feels shit. like maybe if i read enough fanfic thatll respark the love. #id love to post something before christmas to get me excited to draw again over the break but who the hell knows if i'll manage #and yeah still have the annoying job related/driving school related/therapy applying/other life admin that really really should be done #im just being grouchy and stuck and need to vent hi tumblr love you all kiss kiss i wish i could function better #i think maybe perhaps. ill concede that driving school and therapy arent priority (important but ive wasted ages on them already) #i think i can do work related things bc theyre sort of fun. i can use my parents help to whack through the life admin and then #maybe i can let myself spend the rest of the evening guilt free either calling my friends and/or playing or if im going totally w drawin

[sevens-evan]

chuck is such a FUCKING good show. holy shit

#evan watches chuck #i forget abt it for awhile and go oh it’s like silly and nerdy and fun #and then i watch one of the more intense episodes and i feel my entire soul leave my body #just rewatched the christmas episode where they get trapped in the buy more #god. the ENDING. both yvonne and zachary’s acting is just. fucking nuts #when sarah walks into the store and you can See her drop the spy persona and put on Cover Girlfriend Sarah #who at this point is like 50% actual sarah #and chuck’s just. utter devastation #like he has to have known she’s killed people yknow but it’s just #god. what a show. what an episode #this and the red test episode together are just. chefs kiss