#for the love of god please let me sleep

[froggypurse2003]

#world building #fantasy world #dnd #dnd memes #d&d memes #d&d #for the love of god please let me sleep

[willows-woes]

so fucking tired and it's only 12:01pm

#for the love of god please let me sleep #i know i had 8 hours but that clearly wasnt enough somehow #i nearly fell asleep in class multiple times

[caeslxys]

here's the thing. laudna would have stopped it. if she knew delilah was about to fracture the gnarlrock. if she could parse her own feelings from hers.

and here's the thing. imogen has been plagued by nightmares for a decade. and this rock is the first bit of solace outside of her trust in laudna that she has ever had.

and laudna was just involved in shattering it. this tiny bit of solace.

and. here's the thing: laudna would've stopped it.

and. here's the thing. imogen would've stopped it. the only reason imogen didn't go is because she was specifically afraid that she would attempt to intervene and ruin their relationship with the volition before it ever began.

and here's the thing. liliana set out 25+ years ago specifically to spare her daughter. and that seemingly has not ever wavered as her core motivation. but people keep being drawn to the moon. kids keep being drawn towards the moon. and liliana is a mother. she was a mother before she ever knew she was an exaltant.

for 25+ years she has worked to "cure" imogen. the only solace she probably ever received was in at least attempting to console the kids who found themselves lured in by her same pull.

liliana begs imogen not say that they may have to kill each other. she breaks at hearing imogen's resolve. but there's kids, imogen. there's kids here. imogen. she can't leave. she's a mom.

and, here's the thing: imogen's her daughter. the daughter liliana left. or tried to leave. the daughter she only had through dreams. and imogen is working with the volition. and imogen has been her sole drive for 25+ years.

and imogen might have just been involved in shattering the little solace she might have ever had.

and, here's the thing: imogen would've stopped them.

#DOES.THIS MAKE SENSE. DO YOU UNDERSTAND. I AM RUNNING ON THREE HOURS OF SLEEP AND AM HALLUCINATING I THINK #imogen temult #Liliana temult #laudna cr #critical role #cr spoilers #'did she know!?' well! yes but no! #god liliana. you awful hypocritical woman. PLEASE let me kiss you on the mouth #I do fear my writing which is meant to be more Perspective Driven will sound defensive rather than deeply interested but. alas #the anger in liliana just threw me back to imogen's post gnarlrock and I was like OHO. OH. INCH RESTING #I love when women are not great and bad #that being said. I do feel some of you are forgetting that liliana didn't like. steal kids from their families lol #she's a sympathetic villain! she's a tragedy! #anyway it is just far more compelling to me that she is lost in the sauce but ultimately we'll intentioned than just like. an idiot. #as some seem to think #ANYWAY. again. I just love women. and liliana is a woman and also a loser. what am I to do

[ignivv]

Other daddies coming soon!

I think he wears pink well

I've been updating this guy for over an hour 🥹 i wish that the perfectionist in me died. 😭

#art #digital art #my art #doodles #fanart #dnd #dndads s1 #dnddadies #glenn close dndads #glen close dndads #dnddads #dndads #dndaddies #dnd art #i love pink #luv him #going insane over this man actually #dungeons and daddies #it's 3am god please let me sleep #I've been fixing it for so long pls help i can't stop #glenn close #glenn close dungeons and daddies #glenn close dnddads #glen close dndadies #pink glenn close #glenn close fanart #glenn dndads

[enigmasandepiphanies]

I think some of y'all (people in uni) were never 15 and read, "we accept the love we think we deserve" and sobbed while reading perks of being a wallflower and it shows

#gift giving is not a competition to some of us bestie #love is not conditional #dont make me overwhelmed by making our mutual friends bday a fucking competition #thank god her best friend also agrees and we are both her best friends so we know #but just why are people so #like this insecurity with love is so insane #people who want to see your love will see your love at the end of the day and if they don't keep being the lighthouse around please #anyway in other good news spoke to the cool batchmate i always wanted to talk more with and she was also like bro i love having convos with #you lets hangout and so we ate dinner walked and talked about history partition cultural stories my ex friend's bisexuality crisis which was #so similar to hers also takked about my cultural crisis family stories her firefly house urdu poetry her boyfriend my career pospects #so yayy i guess but so tired presentation was good prof questioned a lot cause he literally knows my source text authors its his friend in #uni and this girl said he'll take us out for drinks on last day of course so yayyyyyyy #my roomie and her bf constantly talk eh that is but i am gonna shower play my playlist till i sleep #today has been something but atleast i will have dinner with a new person tomorrow as well so yayyyy #life is just being very overwhelmed lately and i just hope people i love know that i love them and i am missing them even though #they live a floor above from me or live miles away too actually #eni life stories

[unsat-and-strange]

it's so stupid late and I just got off watch but I have a duty I take more seriously than my actual money paying job: sharing the doodles I did on watch

assorted notes including a potential drawing series maybe??? I'm sorry but the war trio is so deep in my skull

ivy got used to having short hair when she was a mouse and so post curse she cut it (raphaella approves)

creature jonny sitting on things he shouldn't

Brian wandering the castle (please mama I put PANTS on for this)

lyf making berties crutch (plus aftermath)

Tim gets cool scars on his eyes because I said so.

maid bertie @blazeismyname YOU BROUGHT THIS ON YOURSELF

ivy and raph cause I like them :) raph still cuts up cheese for ivy

idea for an animatic????? @rocksanddeadflowers may I humbly suggest passerine by the oh hellos for tim and Bertie please the second verse is so burning down your armies camp and running into the wasteland in hopes of a better place coded

#MY PALMS AND FINGERS STILL REEK OF GASOLINE #FROM THROWING FUEL TO THE FIRE OF THAT GRECO ROMAN DREAM #PURIFY THE HOLY ROCK TO MELT THE GUILDED SEAMS #IT DONT BRING ME RELIEF NO IT DONT BRING ME NOTHING #CAUSE you were the song that I'd always sing... you were the light that the fire would bring #cause I can't shake this feeling that I was only pushing the spear into your side again #please tell me y'all see my vision it is so them they are besties and wracked by guilt and I need to learn animation #good GOD I NEED TO GO TO BED #3 and a half hours of sleep let's goooooo #ebb rambles #ebb draws stuff #the consequences of creation and love #the mechanisms

[citrus-blade]

I hate being sick

All I wanna do it write my silly little dreamnoblade fanfiction while being wrapped in my silly little blanket and chatting with my silly little online friends but NAH

#I WANNA BE HEALTHY SO BAD #god gave me two struggles in live its not FAIR #one being trans the other being health issues #wait theres a third #lets not forget my himbo bf #I love him soooo much #hes the sweetest but sometimes I wanna crush his head against a wall #in a very lovely way though #not gonna talk about my health in detail but being on watch in a hospital is NOT FUN #my dad got me his laptop so i can play minecraft and all #but I aint telling my family to get my fanfiction from my computer at home #NOT RISKING THAT #also not gonna start a new one on this cause all his stuff automatically gets on his cloud #AND NAH #CAN YALL IMAGINE MY FATHER CHECKING HIS CLOUD AND FINDING DREAMNOBLADE FANFICTION ON THERE?! #nOO #citrus talks #so yeah if you are also bored my asks are open come talk or whatever please #though I will sleep now but I will answer tomorrow and the day after please ask whatever #no matter regarding writing or dsmp or fanfictions or dnb or personal stuff (not too personal though lol) or headcanons or questions about #AUs or whatever #love yall muah muah #that was me giving yall smooches

[dontmeanyoudontmissit]

Literally going to go insane

#I had to go into the office where there was NOISe and people #then went to the gym where some asshole was had the audio on the bike on full - not on their headphones! and then they left and someone els #showed up and talked on the phone #and since I got home at 630pm my bf has been on the phone with his family (it's now midnight) #and I love him and that he can talk to his family so long but I can't escape his noise #and now he's fucking singing multiple songs into the phone and I don't know why AND I JUST CANNOT. #I have to go into the office again tomorrow and I'm like. Please. PLEASE can I have silence?????????????????? #it should not be too much to have twenty minutes of not having to hear a god damn voice #and that place should not have to be my CAR when I have to deal with PEOPLE on the road #I should go to bed but this man talks loud af into the phone #I showed up to work on the edge of losing it this morning. I got a new chair but I can't figure out what to do to note make it #AWFUL. and it was making me want to tear off my SKIN #so literally I have just been begging for quiet and less stimulation all day #and instead I'm having to blast music so I don't have to hear his stupid voice singing and doing voices and like ??? bro stfu and let your #parents get in a word or HANG UP. #sorry sorry I'm just losing my mind I need more sleep

[feral-ass-raccoon]

when i tell you the amount of pure joy i feel when i see that a mutual has responded (whether it be an IRL Moot or a fellow "Bullying Morro On The Internet + Morro Himself" crew) or otherwise interacted with me just. does not do it credit

like i get so much fuckig dopamine when i see that a moot has responded via reblog and i can Interact With Them holy shit

will we ever know anything about each other past Tumblr names and pronouns? no.

but oh my fucking god if i do not cherish each and every one of the stupid and/or bizzarely deep conversations i have with these people.

#my little goblin brain who hoards anything even remotely close to a friendship goes fucking nuts #i will visibly grin i love it. so much. #i know nothing about these people but kill me now if i do not enjoy our interactions #i am so sorry it is 4 am and i am Emotion #please ignore me. #this is sleep deprived me having joy in internet interactions and i. do Not understand but i will let myself rant this once. as a treat #am i okay? probably? #im going to go die in a pit now i have just admitted something very deep. okay bye. #this is what happens when Having Friends causes me to go soft. what the fuck is happening. #dear god please just kill me now

[foxsys-exe]

"bro is so eepy" Say it with your whole chest dude. I am Tired. I am Sleepy As Fuck. I am so down for a Fat As Fuck Nap.

#please for the love of god let me sleep

[megacarapa]

#nintendo give me money #mine #pokemon #pkmn #goodnight #< as in please for the love of god let me sleep @ my brain

[cheekblush]

girlies please pray for me i need to pass tomorrow's exam 😣

#i've had stomach aches for 3 consecutive days now bc i'm so anxious about this exam #just cried as well bc there's just no way i can remember all this information i'm honestly so scared of tomorrow #i usually get very good grades but this time i seriously just want to pass it's simply too much to remember #i would love to just go to sleep but there's still so much material to revise i feel like i only know 30% of what i'm supposed to know 😭 #god i'm so nauseous.... please please please just let me pass this stupid exam #school shouldn't have such an effect on my health and wellbeing 😭 #it's gonna be a long long night.... 😢 #☁️

[arsonist-chicken]

Do you ever like.. get a sudden surge of love and admiration and just general happiness because of a friend, so much so that it's almost overwhelming, and you are just so, so glad you met them and hope you'll never have to let them go and get to keep them in your life forever? Yeah ❤️💖🐗🧚‍♂️🦄

#i should go to sleep #but these are the moments i wonder again if i know what a crush feels like and if i can tell the difference between periodical very strong #but platonic affection for a friend and having a tiny crush on them #oh well. in the end does it matter? #but it would still be nice to be able to tell the difference. if nothing else then to know when i actually have a crush on someone i'm not #that close to like that friend or that fond of #fucking hell god please never let me have to let them go. i don't think i've ever met someone i'm that comfortable around and around whom #it's so easy to just be myself #or rarely. maybe with two other friends i don't feel the need to hold back myself from blurting stuff out and interrupting them and #apologising and asking them to continue or just like.. say whatever comes to mind or touch electric pasture fences to see if it still stings #(it does btw but in a sensorally really nice way 10/10 would recommend) #why do amazing people often live so damn far away? last time i met a bunch of people i really got to love was almost lifesaving and #definitely mental health saving. we used to talk every day and now i barely know what any of them are up to :( covid really fucked us over #with everyone just trying to survive and stay sane. we really lost touch and now it #*it's hard to get that back because we're strewn across europe and brasil and the us and everyone's an adult with responsibilities now #i miss them :( gotta try harder to rekindle that #anyway @the universe or whatever fuckers listening: if you put me in circumstances that make me lose touch with her like with them #i'll set the world on fire. she's become far too important to me to let that happen #okay as always i couldn't damn shut up in the tags alright bye bye good night whatever my cat's purring now instead of snoring #scientists of tumblr invent a teleportation machine now. i want to lie in a park and watch dogs and read side by side and remember how good #life can be #mine

[kingdomoftyto]

...BIG FEELS AND BIG PLOT DEVELOPMENTS AT THE END OF THAT BOOK, HUH

#Tyto reads WoF #i know it's not the most pressing issue what with the vengeful ex-Queen and the murderous sister and all #but I still want to point out how alarming it is that the new crew are all going to be wearing seemingly radioactive rocks as jewelry now #Turtle please don't pick up strange rocks that give off their own heat for the love of all that's good #ANYWAY yeah what the actual frick is going on with Darkstalker huh. I genuinely do NOT know whether he's trustworthy or not #desperately lonely and unfairly demonized? absolutely. truly cares about Moon as a friend? I think so. #capable of integrating peacefully into modern dragon society without letting his own ego turn him into the monster he denies ever being? #....... 😬 remains to be seen #god and there's Scarlet's mysterious new accomplice(?) with the maddeningly vague physical description and also THE SCROLL(!!!!) #and i just realized we failed to get resolutions in this book for EITHER the vision of Turtle attacking Anemone OR #Flame's unique and frightening ability to sense and/or attack mindreaders???? #where the HECK are we going with Flame I am going lowkey INSANE over him #ugh frick and Umber and Sora are both on the run too...!! this book is nearly as cliffhangery as Dark Secret #(though thankfully i prepared for this by checking the next book out ahead of time so i wouldn't have to wait LOL) #uhh buhh final thoughts before i force myself to go to sleep: #I love Moon and everything going on with her but I do feel like on some level it's even more of a slap in the face for poor Starflight #that the only tribe to get multiple POV characters in this first. like. extended arc(?) appears to be the NightWings #and Starflight himself doesn't get any of the tribe's unique defining features or abilities #i mean i guess the same is sort of true of Sunny and yes i know it was the POINT of book 4 that the tribe had no powers #but still idk it just feels like kicking the poor boy when he's already down. in addition to him literally getting beaten up again #(... now watch me be a total fool and the arc actually extends past book 8 or something making this point moot lol) #(I'm only assuming it ends at 8 bc that's where the previews in the back of the previous books have stopped) #EDIT: LOL yep turns out this arc does extend out to book 10 and the other POVs are Turtle and Qibli so I stand corrected. #that's what I get for nightblogging

[lcevinolusola]

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#THEY LEAVE TOMORROW #IN 24 HOURS I GET MY ROOM BACK #NO MORE SHITTY AIR MATTRESS #NO MORE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT SAVING MY SOUL FROM HELL AND HOW WHENEVER I GET LONELY I SHOULD THINK ABOUT GOD #dont get me wrong i adore my grandparents to bits and i am absolutely going to miss them #but like. #i have been sleeping in an air mattress in the living room while they take my room and im so ready for privacy again ghjkdsdc #and i miss my laptop i havent been able to write anything in like 2 weeks im dying #and for some reason my queue has been acting up and it wont let me change the times so now it ONLY runs from midnight to 7 am #no idea why but i mean it is tumblr so #anyways yes i am still alive no i havent killed anyone yet and i will be back soon and im SO close to finishing this fic #its.....roughly 20k longer than i was going for but eh whatever #LOVE YOU ALL HAPPY 4/20 BLAZE IT IN MY HONOR PLEASE #personal

[hkpika07]

Please for the love of God can intrusive thoughts stop can my brain and body calm down I want to sleep tonight.

#my brain is yelling shit at me trying to believe things about stuff and about myself that arent true and i know arent true #and my anxiety starts to believe it even though its not true and its a vicious cycle. and god. i just want to sleep #but my brain and body are too awake and adrenaline and im scared it wont calm down and i wont sleep #how do i turn off my thoughts. someone take away thw intrusive thoughts please. i want my brain to stop talking for once. leave me in peace #i want to sleep. but everythung wont let me. im in for a long night arent i. i hope my meds will kick in but they arent currently #and its worrying me. how do i shut off the thoughts i hate them i want the intrusive thoughts to stop #please for the love of god. #vent #tw vent