#find a new hyperfixation again?

[stanperformanceunit]

My problem is that I hyperfixate on dramas I really like but then when I finish them I feel empty inside until I find a new to drama to hyperfixate on...

#like what am I supposed to do now yk #find a new hyperfixation again? #mysterious lotus casebook #the starry love #love between fairy and devil #weak hero class 1 #while you were sleeping #mr queen #hometown cha cha cha #shining for one thing #just naming a few of my past and present hyperfixations :') #mien #korean drama #bl drama #cdrama #kdrama #jdrama #hidden love #stay with me #kinnporche the series

[stardestroyer81]

Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if we got an 8-Bit Animaniacs game...

#⭐ Star's Art ⭐ #Animaniacs #Animaniacs 1993 #Yakko Warner #Wakko Warner #Dot Warner #The Warner Siblings #Aseprite #Sprite Art #Coolness #Rule Number Eighty-One: If I find myself with a new hyperfixation... I WILL draw sprite art for it. #And Animaniacs is certainly no exception! #You might have noticed I steered clear of referring to this piece as an 'NES-styled Animaniacs title screen' #And that's because I know I'll more than likely get a comment that this isn't accurate to the limitations of the system #Which is true. Initially I set out for this to BE NES styled before it ended up as something better... #My own spriting style! 💙✨ #Granted I still used both the NES and NTSC NES color palettes to color this piece #When you're not going by strict limitations... a piece of this caliber becomes a lot more fun to draw! #I'm half tempted to do a SNES-styled logo of the 2023 iteration of the Animaniacs logo. I think that would look neat #I'm also very much open to spriting a V2 version of this logo as I understand there's a version with Pinky and the Brain too #I think there's just enough pixels for me to make it work! #P.S. - I still don't know when I'll start posting on the regular again. Just wanted to get this piece out since I had it on me

[vesuvian-meme]

I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the v

#astarion #fuck not again #bg3 #literally how was i supposed to find out about this man and not fall in love?? #to me he gives off opposite asra vibes #thats....probably part of it.... #also if they existed together theyd either despise each other on sight or be gosip buddies. tell me im wrong. #astarion brainrot #astarion bg3 #the audacity of larian studios targeting me directly by making him smh #yall have no idea how hard im fighting the temptation to start posting on ao3 again just to write about him #i have a problem. and it has white hair and fangs #i did not!! need!! a new!! hyperfixation!!!! #gdi i have to write abt him now or my mind will never know peace #......i am not normal about the vampire elf... #*comes onto my semi abandoned blog to scream about astarion and then leaves*

[ricky-olson]

what if i made a letterboxd and took it seriously this time

#i made one YEARS ago then got depressed and never used it again tehe #i think im on a movie kick lately i just wanna limit screen time and such #and find new things to hyperfixate lol #anyways should i lol #angel talks 💕

[daysofnights]

james potter drools in his sleep

#corvus thoughts™ #ive started having random hcs again #just appear in my brain #this is a bad sign #uni better not make me fixate on the marauders again #let me find a new hyperfixation i beg #james potter #marauders #james potter headcanon #thinking percabeth thoughts now actually #cause solangelo is more jegulus #but the ‘you drool in your sleep’ #is just so reg to james

[quodekash]

im rewatching the no one else like me music video bc the brainworms are writhing, and it keeps randomly hitting me, over and over again, that 

a) those flashbacks happened. they HAPPENED. soundwin actually DID THAT, in ACTUAL CANON?? THEY CANONICALLY ARE IN LOVE WHY DO THEY KILL ME SO MUCH 

b) SOUNDWIN ARE FREAKING BOYFRIENDS NOW????? 

c) NEXT EPISODE IS THE LAST EPISODE????????? 

idk how the flip im supposed to survive without this silly little band every single week 

surely theyll renew it for a second season 

or just a soundwin spinoff pls 

so many of us have asked for it I NEED IT OH MY GOSH 

like. this show has killed me twelve times over. but without the show, i think i might literally cease to exist. i know ive said it a lot, but i genuinely dont know how the flip im gonna get through life without new canonical soundwin content filling my screen and brain every single friday night / saturday morning 

(and literally while i was typing this out, captain posted this 

HE FREAKING GETS IT BRO) 

#sorry this post is a mess i just genuinely dont know what to do with myself #how the flip is it already nearly over #in the past ive been glad for time passing quickly bc IT FEELS LIKE LAST EPISODE JUST CAME OUT AND THE NEXT ONE IS IN TWO DAYS #but now i just want time to slow down please #not just cos the last three years have gone way too fast and i still feel like im five years younger than i am #and not just cos im still trying to process 2020 and its literally nearly march of 20freaking23 #but also cos the show like. just started. and now its gonna be freaking OVER in THREE DAYS??? #it genuinely doesnt make sense in my mind and it physically hurts to think about and i cant process it and im so scared for it to be over #this is my comfort show. comfort characters. comfort actors. comfort ship. #im never gonna feel comfort again when its gone #(thats a lie ill find a new hyperfixation and then ill be fine BUT between hyperfixations is always pure hell) #soundwin #winsound #satangwinny #winnysatang #my school president #my school president the series #no one else like me #help im not okay

[smushedmuffin]

Tagged by @toxicrevolver to list my top five songs at the moment (i am indecisive and also forget what songs i listen to so this comes from my top 50 songs on spotify rn)

1) Thursday's Child Has Far To Go (Txt)

2) Out of My League (Fitz and the Tantrums)

3) Electronic Lover (Breathe Electric)

4) Lemonade (PLVTINUM)

5) King of Nothing (Boywithuke) (id put the whole album on this list but alas thats more than 5 songs)

Tagging (no pressure): @ghostfeather @certifiedfakeikemen @coldbasementruins @loredwy

#muffin.txt #boywithuke will probably be my top artist again unless i find a new artist to hyperfixate on #also ive been looping denki kaminari playlists for the past few days #for the nostalgia of when i used to loop those playlists during covid era #so that explains number 2 and 3

[kenobihater]

the last remaining threads of my sanity are slipping through my fingers rn 🚬 😑

#i'm out of cigarettes i'm incredibly ill and i'm reconsidering my relationship to a certain fandom. #look i'm NOT saying i'm gonna stop the divorce proceedings but uh. fuck. i may have been re reading some of my older works and unfinished #fics and i MAY. i repeat MAY. have some tiny shred of interest posting about st*r w*rs again #motherfucker i'm SO hesitant to speak that into existence and will be absolutley APOPLECTIC if it happens bc i don't fucking WANNA like sw! #i divorced it! i took the kids (my ocs) & filed a restraining order & crossed state lines & broke all contact and yet! and fucking yet!!!! #i find myself in tags i havent visited in over two years on the archive like some beaten dog slinking back home to a shitty master #i honestly hate like. fucking ALL of the shit i've written from then that i reread and some of it was so bad i couldnt even bring myself to #click on it after reading the summary. like. UGH! i have a half baked fic idea i wrote a little for and i think it's more compelling than #any of the literal dogshit i posted back then so i MIGHT work on polishing that up and posting something that isn't actual garbage by my #current standards. all of this is still up in the air tho bc i dont know if the hyperfixation or even the bare minimum lvl of interest has #returned or if it's just fever induced delirium. i've been having INCREDIBLY fucked up bad horrible awful vivid dreams as of late so fever #induced brain fuckery isn't out of the question. sigh. i'm so mad abt this #even if i do regain some interest in the fandom i don't think i'll have any interest in new source material after the mando s2 finale & #tbo.bf sucking ass & the obi show being mid & everything with the ST. i plan on watching ando.r but after that? zero interest in anything #new from sw. so. if anyone still reading this and is getting excited abt me POSSIBLY MAYBE being interested in sw just know i still hate it #a bit and feel like i'm being dragged kicking and screaming back into this mess unwillingly. or it's due to a fever. god i need a smoke #len speaks #that's literally the longest tag rant i've ever gone on. fuck that's a BAD sign

[beastblade69]

I wanted to check out another lone ranger comic which is about tonto, but Ion have any motivation. thinking about rewatching one flew movie, but I'm afraid that if I rewatch it for too many times it'll become average to me. I'd fucking love to reread the book because it once made me feel so alive and feeling like I'm alive is a vital need for me. but I have too many projects to do and I'd rather spend my free time watching a movie because it's really hard for me to concentrate on books

#I'm so fucking tired #need to erase my memory to reread one flew once again to feel it like I felt for the first time #the fucking all time problem is that I cannot find new hyperfixations #they are so rare to have for me #I could have thousands of average interests but they don't feel the same as the hyperfixation #THE FUCKING FEELING I GET WHEN I'M FIXATED. ME AND MY HYPERFIXATION BECOME ONE WE CANNOT PART #fucking want it back #I love sarah kane and lone ranger but these ain't fixations unfortunately #I get up at six and start my search for you. if I've dreamt a message of a station or a pub or a street I go there. And I wait for you. #me trying to find a new fixation #quoting 4.48 psychosis is my fave activity to do 4 life

[welcometogrouchland]

It's either coming up to my period again OR I've just developed a disease where I get misty eyed at even the most banal sequences and scenes in ghibli movies. I was crying during the early parts of ponyo

#ramblings of a lunatic #ponyo is not a very emotional movie i just kept being like #OUGHHH LITTLE BABY...LITTLE BABY HAS TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOM WHILE HIS DAD IS AWAY AT SEA...OUGH LITTLE FISH GIRL #nothing as bad as when i was crying during every scene in kikis delivery service tho lmao #i still haven't seen very many ghibli movies but they're all pretty wonderful #i had another art exam today so i think I'm gonna chill for the rest of the night now that's i watched the cute fish movie #I'll watch something new soon (i am eyeing that movie ever after 👁️👁️ sorry i still can't kick the fairytale spinterest revival rn) #but until then I'm gonna have fun #be silly hehe #I'm also at a weird place with my toh hyperfix where like. i went through intense pre-grief (is that?? what it's called) #like. near the beginning of the month #just being so so sad about it ending and the inevitable fandom dwindle that'll come with that (OBJECTIVE WORST PART!!!) #but that pre-grief was so intense that now I'm at a weird place of peace with it #once the shows over I'll probably start being able to actually like. watch and read other things now hsbdjdhfk #but i imagine it'll stay my main interest (to u guys. I'm more complex irl) for a good while (i wanna make more art i wanna try writing!!!) #just with other stuff spliced in as it comes (i wanna get back on reading sailor moon. maybe check in on deltarune again) #(TRY and get back into tlt again. hell maybe I'll check in on comics again! who knows) #but tbh as long as i find toh on my dash i doubt I'll ever really leave it behind lol #again- a relatively positive fandom experience plus a deep connection with the work is a recipe for me being Not Normal forever #I'm. making less sense as this goes on #anyway. you get it! I'm a big cry baby but also I'm at a state of peace for the moment. yeehaw

[valved]

I do have personal headcanon's for BLU team / how it differs / how it connects to MVM and might talk ab or add some to roster in future,,,,, still testing things out here

#[ ooc ] –⎔– general. #[ bc mention ab red team preference fdsjlksd #[ thinks ab blu medic n soldier........ #[ mostly soldier out of the b.lu team bc i was hyperfixating on the old WAR comic/update but might add b.lu varient for med man sometim #[ other tf/2 characters sides i'd consider adding would b demo.... saxton would also be hilarious--- sdfklsd #[ l.4d/2 is rat holding most of my braincells out of the valve games but t.f2.... beloved always #[ apologies again though for kind of making this blog and then yeeting dfslkjsd started playing r/dr2 at the same time and that's been #[ what i've been doing side's irl things fdsjlkds #[ it's been a while since i've tried to find new mutuals/longer while since i've done crossovers so we be taking it slow.... as a treat #[ i think everyone should read the l.4d and t.f2 comics though <3

[lesbianseaweed]

I might have accidentally awakened my dormant twdg hyperfixation

but the game has been over for 4 yrs

what am I supposed to do abt this???

#twdg #twdg s4 #the walking dead telltale #im hyperfixating again #and idk what to do abt it #i need actual new stuff to hyperfixate on #but it's hard to find stuff #i accept suggestions tho

[enbyshads]

the constant urge to rewatch my favorite show/movie until i get sick of it

#anyways im gonna watch sonic prime again #or maybe even sonic boom #its been a while since i watched it :'( #i love being so hyperfixated on a show because i never have to struggle to find something new to watch #like bro sonic is right there #bat talks

[somelazyassartist]

Sometimes you just don't sleep for 3 days because you're too busy weeping over the fact that a 111 year old mail ship at the bottom of the Atlantic will probably completely erode within your lifetime. for fun

#I've been trying to dig out my books and documentaries and memorabilia since i want to start reading up on it again #this ship was such a huge part of my life for such a long time #(to the point where when meeting new people sometimes my parents had to actively tell me not to bring it up in conversation lol) #because for like 5-6 years of my kid-to-preteen life it was the Big Thing my autistic ass brain latched onto #i managed to find 7 of my books‚ 2 cds‚ a vhs‚ a dvd‚ and two of my postcards to display with my new titanic coal hourglass my mom got me #but I'm sad i haven't managed to find the rest of my collection yet‚ i know i have more books and documentaries and posters and stuff #i know for a fact i didn't get rid of at least most of my collection #but I'll keep an eye out for em #they're bound to be somewhere in my garage‚ i just need to figure out what box they'd be in #but um. yes I'm very emotional about this particular boat and its occupants at the moment #but also i should probably take a nap I've spent the last 3 days pretty much just digging out and reading through my books #i haven't really slept much and i have stuff to do today lmao #I've just been so violently hit with this hyperfixation resurfacing that it's hard to think of much else at the moment lmao

[diari0deglierrori]

#so the second I’m left alone again this becomes my first thought…… #I think I need help #but it’s also early stage again I’m not in a no return zone I can still work on that #and I will and I will and I will I swear #but it’s so hard when you’re in this position again #tipo sai quando ti sentì solə come un cane e il tuo cervello comincia a fissarsi con qualcosa #<- ​don’t know why the accent added itself there just ignore that #terrible #and I don’t want to end up like this so I’ll try to find another way #but also feel like I’m about to burst into tears at any time now hahahahahsbshsbsh #I mean better this than that I guess #k I need a new hyperfixation asap or else I’ll literally go insane

[frootloopscereal]

I think part of why I'm facing so many Horrors right now is that I don't have anything to be obsessed with. I need another raven cycle/owl house/locked tomb type thing to rewire my brain I think

#I'll forever be upset that we dont get weekly owl house episodes leading up to a big finale :( #im still excited for april but man the momentum is NOT there #im already sad thinking about the One And Done nature of this last episode. like im so excited but then its OVER #owl house is my only current Thing im looking forward to rn in the way of media. and even thats a month away #i need to have a new insane recognition of the self like i did w gansey and hunter. #or a rewiring of my brain like locked tomb did to me #gOD i wanna experience gideon the ninth for the first time again. PLEASE. #sighhhh #but. yeah. #long story short im feeling majorly fucking depressed and can find no joy in anything (lol) (haha) (so fun) #so a new hyperfixation would be reeeeally great right about now #🤸