Tumgik
#ff ellie
snow-au-love · 9 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Change!!
Dreamswap/Fatal Flaws by@ onebizarrekai
93 notes · View notes
good-griief · 1 year
Text
already decided
i just had a lil thought ab protective!ellie, so in love w her gf she'd do anything to keep her safe
Ellie’s temper was as short as she was. She couldn’t manage it for the life of her, and when it came to you, she didn’t even try. 
“Are you some kind of fucking moron?!” She’d yelled at Jesse one day when you came back from patrol with a nasty scratch on your arm. 
“I fell—“
“Should’ve fucking caught her, Jesse—“
“Are you fucking insane?” He’d asked, earning a cartoonish shrug in response. “Broaden your vocabulary, Ellie.”
She then went on to say ‘fuck’ as many times as she could before Jesse walked away. 
If you didn’t shut her up, she’d probably end up flying off the handle— though, you couldn’t say those rare occasions were undeserved. When they were serious, there was always a reason; like when Maria spooked your horse and you fell off, the animal nearly breaking your arm before Ellie grabbed the reins. Or when you weren’t on full alert during a patrol, nearly got swarmed, and she had to get you out of the situation. 
There was always a reason any time she went overboard, but tonight was different; she never got this way.
There was a guy bothering you at the bar, continuously getting drinks and trying to talk to you despite you rejecting his advances. He was new, so you didn’t want to be harsh, but Ellie didn’t care about that at all. 
“Hey, can you back the fuck up off my girlfriend?” She asked, overly sweet, as she walked over to him, smiling despite how pissed off she was. You'd told her how uncomfortable you were after she came back from the bathroom, the man getting more bold with her gone and nearly making you want to follow after her or find Joel and Tommy. “She’s very clearly not fucking interested.”
You didn’t know what led to what you could hear next, as Ellie had been keeping quiet, making sure not to make a scene even if she knew how uncomfortable you were. That failed, though, when she punched the man square in the jaw, knocking his head into the bar and making him fall out of his barstool. “Fucking asshole!” Was all you heard when your head snapped over to her. She hit him again when he spat something at her, blood mixed in with snarled words that made her ram her fist into his eye socket so hard that she broke skin. “She’s not fucking interested. Got that?! Fucking creep. I fucking better not see you around her again, you fucking—!”
“Ellie!” Thankfully, Joel got to her before she could do anything more than knock him out, grabbing Ellie as you got up and rushed over while Joel dragged her out of the bar. 
“Did you hear what the fuck he said?!” Her gaze snapped to you when you opened the door and came out to meet them. Her angered expression, sewn together brows, flared nostrils, and sneered lips puffing harsh breaths of air, fell to concern immediately. “Did you?” You looked between them, frowning. “Did you hear what he said?”
“No, but are you—?“
“Good.” The sneer on her lip as she shook out her fist made you refrain from asking her what he said that caused her to react like that, taking her hand to look at her already bruising knuckles. “Should’ve fucking killed him. Fuck.”
“You want me to talk to Maria, El?” Joel asked, placing a hand on both your shoulders and squeezing. He knew how much you hated this, as it made you more anxious than anything, but he also knew Ellie was completely serious about killing the guy after hearing what he’d said, and he had no objection to it. 
“Yeah,” she huffed out, a sick smile on her face. “Send him over to the fucking raiders.” She continued to curse under her breath despite being one-hundred-percent serious. “Joel, did you hear him?” She asked again, looking at him in search of reassurance for her reaction. 
“Yeah…” He sighed, looking at you briefly before looking back to Ellie. “Yeah, babygirl, I heard him. I’ll see what I can do, alright?” He rubbed her shoulder in an attempt to get her to calm down, but it was no use. 
“What a fucking pig,” she was still going on, clutching your hands in her bruising one.
Joel nodded toward the street, and you quickly got the memo. “Why don’t we get home, El?” You suggested, squeezing her hand to get her attention. She hummed, bringing the back of your hand to her mouth to kiss your knuckles. 
You hadn’t tried to calm her down that time, not knowing what to say with the way she was still gripping your hands and staring at the ground. 
Eventually, she spoke up. “I really tried not to make a scene,” she said. “I’m sorry if I embarrassed you, or scared you, or—“
“It’s fine, Els.”
“I’d explain, but I’d have to repeat what he said, and I don’t ever want to hear that shit again… Fucking disgusting.” She shook her head. “I’m sorry. Seriously. Sorry anyone would ever fucking say something like that… Fuck’s sake.”
You walked in silence for a while, gently stroking the back of her palm as she lifted her gaze from the ground to your hands cupping hers, which would probably be trembling if it weren't for you holding it.
“I’ve never seen you so serious about…” you spoke up after a moment, still not even knowing how to communicate with her like this. “You know, when you’re yelling at Jesse about patrol, it’s usually half joking, or something, but… You seriously looked like you were gonna kill him.”
“Should’ve.”
She was still gripping your hand when you got home, unlocking the door and holding it open for her. 
As soon as she was in the safety of your home, her face started to turn red. She brought the heels of her palms to her eyes as she sucked in a harsh breath, cursing at herself for how upset she was getting. 
“Should I get you tea or something?” She’d never been so angry that she started crying, and you didn’t know how to deal with that. You had half a mind to go get Joel again. “What do you need from me?”
She sighed, putting her hands down. Her face was still red, but she was refusing to let herself get worked up again. “Can we go to bed?” She asked quietly, gaining a quick nod from you. You held out your hand for her. She went to take it, but quickly stopped herself. “I need to wash my hands.”
“Okay…” You nodded, offering a reassuring smile. “I’ll set out some clothes for you, yeah?” She nodded, lips pursed. You leaned in, kissing her cheek and gaining a nearly unnoticable smile before you went your separate ways.
You changed into one of her shirts and underwear before you got into bed and waited. It must’ve been a half hour before she came back, looking much calmer than she did before. She changed into the shirt and boxers you set out for her, keeping quiet as she got into bed and lied behind you with her head resting on your shoulder. 
“Feel better?” You asked. She only hummed, bringing her hand to your hip and running it up your waist. “El, what did he—?“
“I love you,” she said quietly, shaking her head and kissing your shoulder. “I’d do fucking… anything for you. You know that?” Her hand slipped beneath your shirt, running over your stomach and making you understand that she'd never repeat those words. Even if they were still running through her mind. “I won’t let anyone touch you. Fucking ever.” Her touch was soft despite her words, tone uninviting for argument. “If anyone ever lays a hand on you, you tell me. I’ll fucking kill them—“
“Ellie,” you warned, turning toward her and lying on your back.
You tried to be stern in an attempt to help ground her, as that was the only thing that would make her relax, but her words were earnest, coming out far too easily. 
She shook her head, and when you looked up at her, you could tell that she was completely calm. She'd already decided that she should've killed that man, and you had half a mind to think she was so upset earlier because she didn't get to.
“If anyone even looks at you wrong…” She muttered as she hovered over you, forearms resting on either side of your head to hold herself up as her fingers ran softly over your hair. “If that’s really how people think, then I don’t care—“
“What did he say, El? Why did it get you so worked up?” Your hands went to her shoulders, gently rubbing her back to soothe her. 
She shook her head, bringing her hand to your cheek and running the backs of her fingers down your skin. “Nothing you should have to hear…” She moved to straddle you, sitting back on your thighs as she lowered her head to your neck. “Just know…” She kissed you softly. “If I ever see him again…” Her kisses were loving, soft lips grazing your skin as she tucked her head in the crook of your neck. “He’s fucking dead.”
2K notes · View notes
roarriita · 2 months
Text
my everything • ellie williams
a/n : fanfic idea where ellie’s spiderwoman and you’re tony stark’s daughter? idk, i might write this, i might not. i just wanted to get this out. [ both you and ellie are 18 y/o and seniors in high school ]
“just make a move on her.” jesse groaned, annoyed by your constant whining over the girl you share last period with.
“fuck, no.” you cursed. “she is way out of my league.”
“psh.” jesse scoffed. “she’s a loser, just like you. if anything, she’s right in your league.”
you rolled your eyes. “by out of my league i mean she’s hot and i’m—-“ you stepped outside the school building. “me.”
“you’re adorable.” jesse assured. “i would call you hot but you’re like my sister and i’d rather jump off a cliff than call my sister hot.”
you looked over at the disgusted look on his face and laughed. suddenly, you bumped shoulders with the girl you were just speaking about. “shit.” she cursed.
“i’m sorry, are you okay?” you nervously asked her, ignoring the pain coming from your shoulder.
“i’m fine, im the one who should apologize, i was in a rush and not paying attention.” she said, pushing a loose strand of her auburn hair behind her ear.
her pale green eyes left you in dreamy state. jesse quickly smacked your shoulder, urging you to say something to the girl you’ve been crushing on since freshmen year. you managed to cough out the first thing that popped into your head. “your eyes remind me of limes.”
“um…” ellie squinted her eyes in confusion. jesse face palmed, feeling the second hand embarrassment. “thanks…?”
“you’re welcome!” you said a bit too loudly, a big nervous smile plastered on your face.
“im gonna go now.” ellie smiled awkwardly.
you waved before she turned around to walk away.
“be careful, run responsibly!” you shouted. she turned her head to confirm she heard you while chuckling.
your smile immediately dropped when she disappeared into the building. “yeah she’s never going out with you now.”
you turned to jesse and punched his shoulder. “ow.”
“i gotta go.” you muttered.
“hey, i was joking.” jesse followed after you. “im sure she wasn’t too weirded out.”
270 notes · View notes
insanermin · 3 months
Text
and it taste like cherry lip gloss on your lips
pairing: bartender!ellie x fem!reader
warnings: soft ellie; my favourite warning, fluff! short mentions of blood and vomit (i promise it's not bad just v short), no nsfw, not proof read!
word count: 1,8k
summary: it's the night before your birthday and you party with friends. but leaving is all you think of until a certain bartender appears, cheering you up. or; ellie successfully gives her number to you.
a/n: it's my birthday! (it's the 5th already where i live, so yes, birthday time) yes, i am a pisces but! i am a cap moon and gemini rising, does that make up for it? i don't know, anyway i might make this a series??? inspo: i'm ready for you, bryson tiller
if it wasn't for the two hours of sleep that carried you through this dreadful day, then maybe you wouldn't have to curse out your friends at any second you had to spend here longer. the music pounding in your ears, sweaty bodies blocking your vision and alcohol violating the nerves of your nose. and to top it all off, your feet are starting to hurt, screaming at you to sit down.
although it was the night before your birthday, you couldn't help but think about all the things you'd rather do than to be here. your friends are long gone, they're dancing bodies melting into the crowd while your head is exploding in pain, you're surprised that you're not standing in a red puddle of your own misery.
you shake your head, blink a few times and take a deep breath; you're here to enjoy yourself, you're here to celebrate, you—
"are you okay?" a voice emerges, you're surprised that your ears could pick that up although the music drowns out any other noise that isn't itself. you turn your head to the side, where you believe the question came from, and you're right.
an auburn haired woman, around your height, probably two or three centimetres smaller, wearing a white shirt and pleated wide pants.
you muster her as questions arise in your head. why is her shirt not tugged in? why is she smiling at you? why does she seem so familiar?
"me? i think so," you reply, eyes still roaming for answers, but the more you look at her, the less sense you make out of her.
the barely shorter woman takes a step closer to you, her eyes meeting yours.
for a nanosecond the music turns into mere background noise and your body doesn't scream to dissolve, but the second the beat dropped you were reeled back in.
"you look out of it, want to step out for a bit?" she asks, worry reflecting her face. usually, you'd throw in a few sarcastic remarks here and there, but the smell of sweaty human flesh made you nauseous and you were sure the more you stayed in this crowded room, you would be exchanging the acid inside of your stomach rather than words.
about eight deep breaths later, sitting at the curb and feeling the cold breeze against your face, you finally start feeling better.
however the presence that lingers behind your back is starting to creep you out, especially since said presence hasn't spoken a single word.
you turn around, the woman is leaned against the wall while holding inadvertent eye contact with you.
"mind sitting next to me?" you ask, watching her mouth form a little 'oh' as she takes weirdly slow steps towards you.
she sits down, leaving an awkward gap between the two of you. the awkwardness in the air is overruled by the breeze that carries her woody but sweet scent, a delight to your abused sense of smell.
you observe her spreading her legs further apart, while her arms hug her knees, interesting, you note to yourself.
"so what's your name?" you watch the auburn haired woman scoff at your question. you furrow your eyebrows in confusion; she returns an apologetic look.
"oh, you don't remember me? i'm ellie, the bartender," she says, her green eyes boring into your cheekbones. you're starting to connect the dots, the familiarity, the reason why she approached you. your eyes widen in realisation as ellie just nods slowly in response, her lips thinned to a line.
"right, you work here," you mumble under your breath as your cheeks turn a shade of pink. how could you forget about her when she listened to your drunk rambles?
"what happened to your shirt?" you blurt out, in hopes to shift the focus on her.
ellie looks down, vividly confused at your question, feeling her upper body and noticing the unevenness of her shirt.
"that, well, these ass—" she clears her throat,
"—sorry, they ordered the wrong size for me, so neither my shirt or my vest fit—" the clearly annoyed woman says as she pulls down at her shirt. you knew it wasn't appropriate, however having sight of an admittedly attractive bartender that is not in the greatest of mood is for sure amazing eye-candy, but her voice raising pulls you out of thought.
"—so at this point, i was like fine, sure, fuck y'all, sorry, work on your own, i'm gonna take a break, and that's when i noticed you almost fainting." she finishes. panic grows in her eyes as they await an answer, but impatience and insecurity come first.
"sorry, did i talk too much?" ellie looks away, she hopes for you to take this question as a rhetorical one, her blowing up this way is more humiliating than she'd expect. she fiddles with her fingers, deep in thought.
this night has been incredibly exhausting, but laying her burden upon someone else might be the worst of it all. as a bartender, it's only natural for her to listen to all sorts of stories, every human-being needs someone to talk to, to be heard, to feel understood. although she didn't like to admit nor realise this, it left a sense of superiority within her; everyone relies on her, so she doesn't feel the need to be heard and understood. or that's what she liked to believe.
"no, your voice is soothing," you say, pulling her out of her spiralling thoughts.
the eyes of the distressed woman begin to soften, it might not be the end of the world talking to you, only because you seem to benefit from this conversation, of course.
"at first, i was intimidated by you, you seemed so cool, but now... you're surprisingly awkward," you chuckle, how can an attractive woman be so awkward? however, you didn't really mind, you thought it added some kind of sweetness to her character. she inches a little closer, aggressively facing your way, disbelief written all over her face.
"oh, so i'm not cool anymore? what if i tell you that my hands are pretty skilful?" her upper body is fully turned towards you at this point. she realised that entertaining your playfulness would make her feel better as well, but seeing you press down your lips, colour appearing in your cheeks and you blinking rapidly, quickly made her regret her decision. ellie balls her hand into a fist and covers her mouth, averting her eyes from you.
"shoot, no that's not— i can play the guitar..." the embarrassed woman explains, sorrow overriding the panic in her voice.
but you chuckling draws her eyes back to you, the corners of her mouth not knowing wether to smile or to frown.
"what?" ellie asks, eyebrows raised in expectation and mouth narrowed.
"'shoot' seriously? that doesn't sound like you," your wheezes turn into a heartfelt laugh. your laugh was like a sweet melody to ellie's ears, she didn't expect to enjoy your presence and joke around.
"seems like you're pretty much obsessed with me," she teases, her comfort reflecting in her voice. her mind entertained the idea of going back in, but if it meant to be herself for a few more minutes, then being yelled at for taking a too long break was worth it.
"no not really, you're the one trying to impress me with your skilful hands," you shoot back, feeling at ease. you're content as you notice that the gap between the two of you has completely disappeared.
for a second, your attention is drawn to your buzzing phone as you pull it out of your bag.
12:03 am.
"didn't expect to spend weirdly intimate time with a stranger on my birthday," you say, sentiment lingering in your voice. for some reason, knowing that your friends are on the dance floor enjoying themselves, probably too drunk to remember that they're here to celebrate your birthday, leaves a bitter taste on your tongue.
"oh come on that's super insulting— and besides, that's better than spending it alone in the cold," ellie defends herself.
however, her experience as a bartender makes it impossible to ignore the affliction in your voice. although in doubt, she rests her hand on your thigh, her green eyes searching for yours.
"that being said, happy birthday," she continues, a soft smile emerges on ellie's face. you can't tell whether its her hand on your thigh, her smile or just her that lets your heart skip a beat or two, but you don't really mind.
"thank you, but it's a little sad that only a bartender is congratulating me," you try to joke, your voice is laced with bitterness.
"no, you're getting it wrong, only extraordinary and amazing people are able to get a 'happy birthday' from a bartender, consider yourself lucky," the auburn haired woman chuckles as she pats your thigh.
her touch leaves you with goosebumps and looking at her face would only worsen it, so you avert your gaze from her. but when you realise what she just told you, curiosity conquers your mind.
"you think i'm extraordinary and amazing?" you ask, followed up by a scoff.
ellie's eyes widen, she winces and coughs. it only now crosses her mind that the two of you might have been flirting this whole time. but seeing the way your hair frames your face and your dress hugging your body, maybe she doesn't mind so much after all.
"well, i like the way you are, i mean not like like, you know, uh, you... have a cool personality," ellie's rosy cheeks spoke sooner than she could, leaving her completely vulnerable to you. her forced laughs and her fist rubbing her chin only aggravates said vulnerability, you got her good.
"you're pretty cool too, thank you," you reply, flashing a grin her way. your birthday night not be so terrible after all.
you only start to feel the cold of the night when ellie stands up, her presence taking all the warmth there was with her. you watch her search for something wildly in her pockets, her big hands are quite nice to look at.
"here," the woman offers you a crumpled up note, she always keeps one in her pocket just in case. mouthing an 'o', you accept said note and chuckle at its content. it feels good to be appreciated by a stranger once in a while, especially when that person is as good looking as ellie.
"i'm much cooler when you get to know me better—" she continues, her cheeks still pink.
"i would text me if i were you. only if you want of course, no pressure or anything," she suggests, her back now turned to you. she glances once more at you, before waving you goodbye while entering the club again. the last thing you hear is a very quiet 'yes' as the door closes, leaving only you and the few stars lighting up the sky.
342 notes · View notes
angelkissiies · 1 year
Text
nsfw abby anderson headcanons
18+ content below the cut
Tumblr media
• a big fan of power play, using her strength to do exactly what she wants with you with little to no effort.
“you’re so weak, baby. you were made for me, huh?”
• praise central, this woman can’t go twenty seconds without telling you how good you’re doing or how proud she is of you- even in everyday life- but especially during sex.
“you’re such a good girl, so fucking good.”
• tits or ass? tits. she claims not to have a bias but is lying because at any given moment her hands will snake around you to cup your breasts, giving them a firm squeeze before going about her business like usual.
“abby, stop it!” “hm? what are you talking about?” with that stupid smirk on her face that you love so much.
• absolute fiend for pussy, this woman eats like she’s been starved. will coax orgasm after orgasm out of you just to continue to taste you. baby she’s obsessed.
“fuck, baby, you taste so fucking good. just one more, i promise, just give me one more.”
• STRAP GAME FOR DAYSSSSS, she doesn’t spend all of that time at the gym to tap out ten minutes in. she can go for hours at a time, only pausing to let you catch your breath before she slams back into you with the force of the gods.
“look at you, all fucked out. you’re too cute.”
• big fan of hickies/love bites. leaves them just about anywhere, but especially places visible to everyone. she likes knowing that everyone knows you’re hers and hers only.
“christ hermana, is she beating you up?” “manny, mind your business.”
• aftercare princess, she love love love loves taking care of you after sex. she’ll run you a bath, using the bubble bath she found on a run to make it more luxurious for you, before going to fetch all of your favorite snacks from the stock rooms. afterwards she’ll brush your hair and braid it into the cutest fishtail before humming you to sleep.
“I’m so proud of you baby, just rest. let me take care of you.”
2K notes · View notes
simp4pedropascal75 · 1 year
Text
“I love you” (Joel Miller x Reader)
Tumblr media
words: 2.6k
trigger warnings: A LOT OF ANGST, death, sui!cide attempt, it has a “happy ending?”m fluff, reader in his 20s and Joel in his late 40s
summary: you go on a misson with joel, tommy and maria, but things doesn’t go as planned.
s/n: hey guys, i have been inactive for a while now because of school:/, but i hope you like this ff, tell me if it's too dramatic or too much and if i made any spelling mistakes or anything, i'm happy about feedback:)
Enjoy<3
-----------------------------------------------------
Joel and you knew each other a long time now. You’re happily married, and you never thought this all will happen, but here you are, laying naked in Joels arms. He’s still asleep, and you just watch him.
He’s so beautiful…, you think.
You don’t get the chance to watch him sleep often. Your eyes wander from his fluffy and messy hair to his bushy eyebrows. Then to his beautiful eyes, which peacefully rest. You look at his nose.
God, his nose.
You bite your lip while remembering last night: you sitting on his face while his nose is buried into your pussy and his tongue-
Okay, stop it.
You chuckle quietly while your eyes travel to his soft lips.
His lips…
You remember feeling these lips for the first time on yours.
-----------------------------------------------------
You and Joel first met when he came to Jackson with Ellie. Since you’ve been good friends with Tommy, you quickly got to meet him and oh my god, he was cold as fuck.
You two didn’t got along for the first time and he was mean, to be honest. But since you needed to go on missions and patrols together, you had to deal with each other.
That you and Ellie got along well didn’t made it easier for you.
But after some weeks, you caught yourself staring at him, wanting to know where he is, how he is and feeling a big desire of having him near you.
God, how you hated this feeling. The feeling of being in love with someone, who doesn’t love you back.
That’s what you thought, without knowing Joel already loved you way before you started to get feelings. He was just good at pretending. Ellie definitely noticed it and she teased him.  Oh, and how she did.
But Joel and you got closer. And one time when you two were on a mission, where you two almost died. And in this moment you two realized that life is too short for not confessing the love for each other.
And that’s when he pulled you into his arms and kissed you with all his feelings, he had for you. It was raining, and it just was like in a movie.
After that you began to date, you remember how people judged you because of the age difference, but you didn’t give a shit. And thankfully the people didn’t care after a while too.
After 2 years he proposed to you and two months later you married.
Now it’s already been four months since your wedding and you actually try getting pregnant. You always dreamed of being a mother, but you knew Joels story and expected that he doesn’t want a second child, and to addition, you had Ellie. But one day on your honeymoon, he said that he would try it, for you. And since then, you tried, but with no success. But you don’t give up, and I mean, you can’t complain. Having sex with Joel Miller is…
-----------------------------------------------------
“You’re staring at me?”, you hear a raspy voice. It’s Joel and he rips you out of your thoughts. “Well, I had to use my chance, you know”, you smile.
“Pervert…”, Joel mumbles joking while he pulls you into a kiss. You directly feel what his intention is. “No!”, you break the kiss. “We have a busy day today.”, you say seriously while getting up. Joel sighs and you just feel his eyes directly staring through you. “Now you’re staring, old man!”, you laugh and get dressed. “I can’t help myself…”, he mumbles and stands up. You feel his hands on your waist.
Fuck, he’s still naked.
“Joel…”, you warn him while he places kisses on your neck. You almost fall for his touch, almost…
“We promised Tommy and Maria to help them out on their mission, so… nice try.”, you free yourself out of his grip and go into the bathroom. “Get ready now!”, you shout out of the bathroom, and you just hear his annoyed sigh.
Joel’s POV
I’m leaned against the doorframe, waiting for her to come down and ready to go. And then she comes down, with a big smile on her face and she just seems so god damn happy out of sudden. “So happy to see me?”, I chuckle confused while raising my eyebrows. She laughs.
How much I love her laugh…
“Well, no, not particularly about that.”, she answers, grabbing her backpack and walking towards me. “Ouch”, I chuckle, and she places a kiss on my cheek. “I will tell you when we come back.”
Y/N’s POV
Before you go, you take a look into Ellie’s room, where she’s sleeping peacefully. You smile and slowly approach her. “We’ll go now”, you whisper softly while caressing her hand. “Hmh...”, she mumbles sleepy. “Don’t make too much trouble while we’re away, love you…”. Ellie doesn’t reply, she’s asleep again.
We walk hand in hand to the gate, where we meet Tommy and Maria. “Hey there”, Tommy says to me with a smile and hugs me.
“Did you sleep well?”, he teases, knowing you didn’t sleep at all and looks at Joel with a smirk.
“Shut up, Tommy”, Joel says while rolling his eyes and then they greet each other. Maria comes towards you.
“You seem very happy today”, Maria notices and hugs you.
“Well, I am…”, I give her a soft smile.
“Everyone’s ready?”, Tommy asks, and we walk to our horses.
“Always”, you reply, and you feel Joel’s mouth at your ear: “You know, we could stay home and…”
“Joel, no.”, you laugh and wrap your arms around his neck.
“When we get back home, we can do whatever we want…”, you whisper and start kissing him. You don’t realize how long you actually stay there and make out with him until Tommy clears his throat.
“You’re done?”, he asks, and you chuckle.
-----------------------------------------------------
You’re already two days on your way to the hospital to get new medical recourses.
“Okay, how about a race?”, you suggest randomly. “No.”, Joel replies seriously.
“Well-“, Maria wants to answer but you’re already gallop away with your horse.
“Dammit- Y/N!”, you hear Joel shouting and you laugh. You always loved riding, especially with your horse. You feel the wind blowing through your hair and when you see the big, abandoned hospital in front of you, you stop. Joel comes straight after you, followed by Maria and Tommy.
“What were you think-“, you hear Joel upset, but you interrupt him.
“Well, here we are.”, you say out of breath and turn to the others. You feel Joel watching you, but you can’t look at him right now, too distracting.
-----------------------------------------------------
We go through the entrance of the hospital. “Let’s split up”, Tommy suggests. “Or we’re here for an eternity”.
We all agree, and Joel and you get going. You’re walking through a hallway, going into different rooms to search for medical stuff.
“Mad?”, you ask while opening some drawers.
“Kind of”, Joel answers with his rough voice and making sure everything’s safe.
“Gonna’ make it up to you, don’t worry”, you smirk, and you just hear a chuckle from him.
You two search in every stage of the hospital on the left side and thankfully found some stuff. You didn’t meet any clickers on your way, which was kind of confusing and suspicious, but the better for you. You two are on your way back to meet up with Tommy and Maria again.
“How about Ethan?”, Joel suddenly says.
“What?”, you ask confused, looking at him.
“Ethan, a name for the baby when you get pregnant sometime.”, Joel explains, and a slight smile appears on his face.
You heart melts. “Ethan is beautiful”, you answer while placing your hands on his shoulders.
“I love you…”, you whisper and looking directly into his beautiful hazel eyes.
“I love you too, princess”, he caresses your cheek, wanting to kiss you, but suddenly the wall above you begins to shake. “Watch out!”, he says while grabbing your hand and running with you some meters away. The wall breaks down and makes a big hole in the floor.
A hole to the lowest stage of the hospital.
You hear steps, very fast steps and they get louder.
“Runners.”, Joel quickly realizes, grabs your hand, and starts running. A whole wave of runners and also clickers come out of the hole, where the basement of the hospital was and chase you.
You quickly run to the entrance again, where Tommy and Maria are already waiting.
“Watch out!”, you yell and grab your gun while turning around and start shooting.
Everyone starts shooting, but it seems there are just coming more. It doesn’t take long that you all realize that your ammunition gets low.
“They’re too many!”, Maria shouts.
A clicker runs directly towards you, you wanted to shoot but you don’t have any ammo anymore. He jumps onto you. “Fuck off!”, you yell, grab your knife, and directly stab into the clickers head.
“Y/N! You’re okay?”, Joel asks you worried and helps you standing up. “I’m fine.”, you answer.
You’re not.
“Let’s get out of here!”, Tommy shouts and you all run out, to your horses and ride away.
-
After you’re out of danger, everyone gets off and takes a deep breath.
“Is everyone okay?”, Tommy asks, and everybody looks after each other. You get off the horse, pressing your hand on your arm.
“Guys…”, you mumble quietly. Joel turns around, so do Tommy and Maria. You look them directly into their eyes.
“Oh no…”, Maria realizes and gulps. Tommy doesn’t get a word out of his mouth.
“What?”, Joel is confused and not understanding anything. He doesn’t see it. He doesn’t want to.
You show remove your hand from your arm.
You got bitten.
“What… no…”, Joel stutters and walks towards you. “No!”, he yells and takes your arm to stare at your wound. You start to feel dizzy and sit down, leaning against the tree. Joel kneels to you, taking a bandage and pressing it on your arm.
“Y-You’re going to be fine, don’t worry, darling.”, he stammers. You look at him and a tear runs down your cheek.
“Joel…”, you whisper, but he doesn’t want to hear it. “I’m going to bandage you and then we’re going to Jackson, where you get helped…”. He’s denying it. He can’t see it. He can’t accept it.
“Joel…”, you whisper again. “No, don’t worry, everything’s going to be fi-“.
“Joel!”, you shout, and he got quiet. Now he sees it. You see tears in his eyes. Tommy and Maria do too.
It’s quiet. It’s quiet for a long time.
You’re arm begins to shake. You take your gun and realize it only has one bullet left. You look up to Joel, your eyes meet. He directly knows what you mean.
“No, you’re not going to do that”, he says seriously and rips the gun out of your hand. “Come on, you’re strong, we’re gonna make it to Jackson!”, he tries to deny it again. He wants to lift you up.
“Joel, we cant help her”, Tommy mutters.
“Please Joel, I don’t want to turn in one of these monsters…”, you cry, and you feel you slowly how you lose control over your mind. “Please…”, you lay your hand on his cheek.
“I can’t live without you… Please, I can’t do this…”, he begs while tears are running down his cheek.
“You need to take care of Ellie… People need you…”, you whisper.
“But I need you-… No, I can’t!-“, you grab his hand in which he holds your gun.
“Please Joel.”, you whisper and wipe his tears away. “I love you so much, joel…”, you smile in tears.
Joel pulls you into a hug. A long one. You feel the warmth of his body for the last time, and so does he. He places a kiss on your forehead.
“I love you…”, he stands up and raises the gun at you. His hand begins to shake.
“It’s okay…”, you smile softly while a tear runs down your wet cheek.
He stares at you. He sees your smile for the last time. He takes a deep breath and…
He pulls the trigger.
-----------------------------------------------------
Joels POV
I walk into our house while I feel how my lungs begin to tighten. I can’t get Ellies cry out of my head when she saw me carrying Y/N’s body. I try to breath but everywhere I look, it reminds me of her. I try to walk up the stairs and go to the bathroom, thinking I’m going to throw up. I fall on my knees in front of the toilet. My vision starts to get blurry, but then I suddenly see something on the edge of the bathtub and I remember the morning before we went on the misson.
-----------------------------------------------------
I’m leaned against the doorframe, waiting for her to come down and ready to go. And then she comes down, with a big smile on her face and she just seems so god damn happy out of sudden. “So happy to see me?”, I chuckle confused while raising my eyebrows. She laughs.
How much I love her laugh…
“Well, no, not particularly about that.”, she answers, grabbing after  backpack and walking towards me. “Ouch”, I chuckle, and she places a kiss on my cheek. “I will tell you when we come back.”
-----------------------------------------------------
I grab after it, but I don’t recognize what is it, but when my visions starts to get clearer again, my heart stops.
It’s a positive pregnancy test.
-
One months later
I’m sitting on the edge of the mountain, watching the moon. It was our favorite place.
But the moon doesn’t seem very round, I’m drunk. I drink my whole beer and place it to the side, then I take my gun, looking at it.
I think of her, every fucking second. I see her smile, I hear her laughs, I feel her touch and I feel her presence. But everything is just in my head. She’s gone. If I stayed with her in Jackson, everything wouldn’t have happened. I wouldn’t have lost my love… and my baby.
I place the gun towards me, and my hand begins to shake, again.  
I pull the trigger, but suddenly everything freezes. Like the time has stopped.
“Don’t”, you say and take a sit next to me. I look to my side and you’re there.
“Joel, you’re needed here. You still have a purpose to fulfill here. Think of Ellie. She couldn’t handle losing two of the people she loves.”, I hear your voice saying to me and feel your hand on mine. “We’ll see each other again, but not now. I love you.”
I flinch. The bullet directly passes my ear. I flinched, again. Just like I did when I lost Sarah..
Some years later
“Joel, get up…”, I hear Ellie. “Joel fucking get up!”. I can’t reply.
“Please stop… Please don’t do this!”, she shouts.
“Joel please get up!”, that’s the last thing I hear and then everything goes black.
-
I slowly wake up, feeling grass under me. I slowly get up, confused, but feeling no pain. I look around, I’m in a field and in a distance, I see a house with a sheep ranch. “Hey there, old man.”, you say, and I turn around. You run into my arms, and finally, I feel you again. “I missed you…”, I mumble while taking your face into my hands. “I missed you too…”, you reply and then our lips meet.
“Come…”, you smile at me and take my hand, walking through the field towards the ranch. In the distance I see Sarah, she’s waving me. “Come on dad!”, she shouts from the distance, and I smile.
I stop walking, taking a deep breath and then looking at you.
“I love you.”
296 notes · View notes
olliesasimplething · 10 months
Text
Tumblr media
Been thinking about Santa Barbara Ellie a lot
303 notes · View notes
intotitties · 8 months
Text
— INFO AND MASTERLIST
-ˋˏ ༻❀༺ ˎˊ-
Tumblr media
-ˋˏ ༻❀༺ ˎˊ-
ᶻz: Emi; i love space, tlou and cats; lesbian; slavic
ᶻz: English is not my first language and remember that everyone make mistakes:)
ᶻz: Currently taking requests on Hazel Callahan, Kit Tanthalos or Ellie Williams fanfics (mostly one shots)
ᶻz: I’m not quite comfortable with writing smut so keep that in mind (fluff is okay)
ᶻz: Don’t worry if some time has passed since you requested something, i’ll post it if it’s on the masterlist
ᶻz: Dms open, so feel free to write me about anything:)
ᶻz: Men DNI pretty please.
ᶻz: Clairo, deftones, the neighbourhood, arctic monkeys, chase atlantic, mitski, tv girl enjoyer
M.LIST:
♯ Hazel Callahan:
• Hazel Callahan x reader (request, angst?)
• Hazel Callahan loser!gf headcanons (requested)
• Hazel Callahan x reader (jealous Hazel, requested)
• Hazel Callahan x reader (cheerleader!gf!reader, requested)
✎ CURRENTLY WRITING:
• Hazel Callahan x reader (fwb, jealous!Hazel, requested)
♯ Kit Tanthalos:
• Kit Tanthalos x reader (jealous!Kit, requested)
• “A night to remember”
✎ CURRENTLY WRITING:
• Kit Tanthalos x reader (awkward Kit crushing on reader, requested)
• Kit Tanthalos x reader (party in the woods, requested)
135 notes · View notes
elliesdeadite · 10 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
#mom has to do everything around here.
49 notes · View notes
messrmoonyy · 6 months
Text
So you’re telling me the person apparently casted as Abby is a short, small framed, conventionally attractive woman. Small enough that she almost played Ellie and she is now playing Abby?
Tumblr media Tumblr media
36 notes · View notes
burningtacozombie · 7 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
some of my loves in no specific order. every time a new one sneaks up on me, dark haired men disease is laughing behind my back.
20 notes · View notes
good-griief · 1 year
Text
Red - Ellie's Version
this is ellie's version of my safeword headcanon, but i also wrote one for abby here! sorry ellie's is a little more angsty lolol
my hc!
so unlike abby, i think ellie is more interpersonally educated than personally— in the sense that she doesn’t particularly want to focus on how shes feeling unless it’s in a specific context. so i think that means she’s more likely to try and see when you may need to use a safeword, so she can ‘fix’ whatever she’s doing and avoid that. i think she’s probably scared of something like that. even though safewords should indicate trust with your partner, i think she sees that as her doing something wrong and it may make you not trust her, so she doesn’t know exactly what to do without instruction from you— also unlike abby. i think they’re actually pretty similar in how they deal with this, but i think ellie is just a little more unprepared and reliant on you. i think it may make her feel helpless to not know what to do, but she’d rather you instruct her than she do something wrong ‘again’
Safewords were a thing you didn’t particularly like using. You didn’t want to disappoint Ellie, and you didn’t want to make her feel bad, but sometimes it was necessary. She usually tried to gauge when you needed to use one, asking for colors or how you were feeling, but you never said anything other than green, yellow, or good. She would still tone it down, though, knowing you were trying to please her, and making sure not to let you know that she’d caught on in case it made you feel any kind of way. 
Tonight, though, you couldn’t take any more of her relentless teasing, fingering, fucking… anything. You were tired, overwhelmed, and unable to handle anymore.
And now, after she’d said you couldn’t look at her anymore and made you get on your hands and knees before having to hold you up, degrading you in the process for not being able to do it yourself, you were giving in to your needs. 
“Red,” you choked out quietly, almost quiet enough that she didn’t hear it, but she paused, a— what you interpreted as disgruntled— ‘what?’ coming from her and making you lower your head. 
She stopped immediately, carefully letting you lie on the bed as you crossed your arms in front of you and tucked your head into your elbow. 
“I… I’m gonna pull out, okay?” Even though you didn’t respond, she carefully pulled the silicone strap from you, swallowing harshly when she heard you cry. She quickly got the strap off, tossing it aside without care and moving to you as you curled into yourself shakily. “Can I touch you?” She reached out but stopped herself when you shook her head. Her lips pursed, nose reddening. She thought she knew you well enough to know when she was going too far, but this time you’d fooled her into thinking you were fine when you weren’t. “I’m gonna get you something comfortable to wear, alright?”
She got up without waiting for a response, going into her drawers for a hoodie and gym shorts for you. She got joggers on herself, leaving finding a shirt alone since she still had a sports bra on. 
“Baby?” She spoke tentatively, sitting on the edge of the bed. “Do you want me to put these on you?”
You pushed yourself up, nearly faltering. Ellie caught you instinctively, as she always held you after sex, but that only made tears fall from your eyes. 
“I’m sorry— fuck, I’m sorry,” she stammered out quickly, pulling her hands away from you and getting up. She turned her back as you got on her clothes, cursing at herself internally each time she heard you sniffle. “I’ll go get you some tea,” she said, making sure to tell you why she was walking toward the door. 
She braced her hands on the kitchen counter of your shared apartment after turning on the kettle and blowing a slow breath. She knew you needed space, but she didn’t want to give it to you for fear that you’d feel like she didn’t care. She was stuck in a place of not knowing what to do, as she always was on the rare occasions that you really told her to stop. It was only two times before this, and both times you needed different things, but they definitely weren’t her not touching you. 
She tried to think over what she did that was any different than usual. She knew she overworked you, but you usually asked her to. Maybe it was too much this time? But it wasn’t any more than the last time you had sex and you loved that; in fact, you’d asked her to be more degrading after that. 
“Fuck!” She cursed when she touched the kettle instead of the handle, bringing herself out of her thoughts and quickly rinsing her hand and grabbing a mug. She grabbed a bag of your favorite tea, poured the water over it, and set the kettle aside. 
She knocked on the door before peeking her head in, noticing that you were dressed and coming in. She held up the mug, offering a small smile as she kicked the door shut behind her and walked to the bed. 
“It’s still hot,” she said as she set the mug on the bedside table and sat across from you, still lying down and hugging her sweater to you. “Will you talk to me?” She asked after a moment, reaching down to brush her fingers beneath your eyes, wiping away more tears as they fell. “Tell me why you’re crying?” She asked with a relieved sigh that you were letting her touch you, her hand cupping your cheek. “I can lie with you… if that’ll help?” You scooted over and she lied down next to you, hiding her eagerness to do so and resting her head on her arm as she met your eyes. “You don’t want to talk to me, do you?” You shook your head, feeling her thumb wipe away more tears. “Are you upset with me?” Again, you shook your head. “Then why can’t we talk? I can’t help if I don’t know what I did…” You went to speak but stopped when you felt yourself about to cry again. She frowned, biting the inside of her cheek. “Can I hug you?” As soon as you held your arms out for her, she pulled you close, feeling your cries become more frequent and waiting for you to speak up so she could stop feeling so useless. 
“You’re not mad at me?” You asked when you felt her hug you tighter. 
“What?” She pulled back, looking down at you with a frown. 
“You're not upset that I—“
“What? No! No, of course not.” She pulled you back into her chest. “No, I’d never be upset with you for trusting me enough to feel confident— or comfortable using a safeword—“ She stopped her rambling when you cried even more. “Please… What can I do?”
“You’d be upset if I didn’t use a safeword, then?” She swallowed, knowing her answer would upset you more. “There are times where I think I might need to, but then you make it go away—“
“I know,” she soothed, rubbing your back. “I didn’t catch it this time. I’m sorry. I thought you were okay.”
“I was, but… you said I couldn’t look at you, and I—“ She refrained from speaking, letting you finish instead of telling you how sorry she was. “I was tired, and you don’t usually make me hold myself up when I am… I know you were probably going to hold me up anyway, but…” You hugged her tighter, blinking out and away your tears. “I don’t like disappointing you.”
She sighed, stroking your hair. “You could never disappoint me.” She pulled back once more, finding your eyes. “Ever… You know that, right?” When you nodded, she pressed a loving kiss to your forehead and moved to sit up, bringing you with her before she turned and grabbed your tea. “It’s your favorite. Please.” She held it to you, and you took the warm mug. 
“You didn’t make yourself any?” She smiled at the question, head tilting fondly as she looked over you, no longer crying and just looking extremely cute to her with your big shiny eyes and flushed cheeks. 
“Mm-mm,” she finally responded, shaking her head and still staring at you almost dreamily, somehow bringing you comfort. Really, she was trying to make sure nothing else was wrong and got caught up in the process. 
“I can make you some.” You reached behind her to set your mug down, and she quickly caught you in a sweet kiss. You smiled into it. “I love you, El,” you said before getting up off the bed and going to the door. “Come with me?”
Now, she knew you were seeking comfort in her company, easing her heart and following you with a smile. 
The rest of the night was spent making tea and dinner, Ellie hugging you from behind now that she could, forcing you to walk her wherever you were going until it was finally to the couch. You ended up falling asleep there, Ellie holding you in your exhausted state and keeping you close as you slept. She watched you every so often, making sure you were sleeping peacefully and she was really able to comfort you after that long half-hour. She hated to think that you tried to hide things from her to keep her from being upset, but she liked to know that she knew you well. Hearing that she made it better eased her to no end, and seeing you sleep soundly in her arms reminded her that you still trusted her. 
1K notes · View notes
cuntsified · 3 days
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
everythings crashing down | 0.1
masterlist | general | daily click
note: AHHHHH im finally done! been in drafts for a HOT MINUTE and schools been kicking my ass. but im lowk back(?) i mean summers almost here so expect smt!
cw: mean ellie? attachment issues? death, sickness. no mention of y/n in this chapter. intended lowercase
wc: 621
e.williams
Tumblr media
“he’s dying?” is all ellie can muster to ask, looking between the medic and the king. the machines hooked up to him beating rhythmically, in a dull, well-organized and far too familiar room. “yes, your highness.” he stammered, removing his glasses and packing his tools. ellie couldn’t remember him or any doctors who walked in and out of here from the past month, it all seemed a blur and waste of money. they were pointless if they all would tell her the same thing. that he would die, and they couldn’t figure out why. 
“well, do something! why else am I paying you!?” ellie yelled back, frustrated. she's spent hours and hours, cash on cash, trying to find a cure throughout the past months. finding doctors from across seas to cure joel, but nothing. nothing? nothing!? “your highness... what further can I do?” he hesitated in responding. he looked at the princess like she was, crazy, a psycho. and he was right. but could you blame her? blame her for wanting to keep my only family? he quickly scurried away while she thought about everything...
if joel died, she'd be alone. she hated being alone. better yet, she hadn't got a clue on how to run a damn kingdom! and ellie would be damned if none of these riches can buy her a decent doctor with some medical skills that’ll aid him back to health.
she grit her teeth and glares at the doctor. “you find something damn it!” she said before leaning against the door frame. she contemplates what to do next. it seems this doctor has no use like the other hundreds-- maybe thousands who had walked in here. another one to scrape, another few days wasted and for what? so she can see Joel wither away with his little time left? bullshit!
"ellie–” joel started, trying to sit up but being rudely interrupted by a cough. her head snapped up to look at him, and she immediately rushed to his aid. “joel,” she started but he had cut her off, raising a hand as he sat at the edge of the bed. she sighed, sitting in a chair, the wooden edge digging into her thighs, and the cushion removing the slight discomfort she had. she leaned forward, trying to hear him better.
“there’s nothing you can do to stop this.” he said, his hand placed on her shoulder. elie sighed, shoulders slumping in defeat, her face in her hands as she shook her head in defiance. “there must be some medicine out there! if a disease exists, then a cure does too!”she spoke, confidently, masking away any fear. he only smiled, patting her back. "you're a stubborn one. i should've known you put up a fight," he said with a small chuckle. she frowned deeper, "this isn't funny! if you die... I don't know what'll I do." he sighed again, hands by his side, before they moved to rummage in his pocket. he was a king, but he loved wearing jeans older than her. after rummaging, he handed her a necklace. a small silver necklace that followed through an intricate pattern, leading up to a diamond. "found this when you were born" he said, smiling small. "apparently it was the last thing from your roots kiddo. found this huge thing hanging off your tiny neck, almost thought it'd choke ya." he said, looking between ellie and the necklace. "ellie, i want you to prepare for the worse. if i die, you needa know how to rule a kingdom. " he said, looking in between his old wrinkled fingers, counting the infinite lines traced on his palms. "and it's time you knew a little history. about me, about elandra."
Tumblr media
17 notes · View notes
angelkissiies · 1 year
Text
casual dominance with abby anderson
mild content below, proceed accordingly
Tumblr media
• watches how much you drink, especially around wolves you don’t know too well. she makes a habit out of it, seeing as you tend to see the better in people before you see what she does. she sees the way their eyes linger and she doesn’t like it one bit.
“c’mon baby, that’s enough.” she tsked, swiping the glass from your hand before you had time to protest. the familiar flush had arose in your cheeks, which had keyed her in on your intoxication. “no more tonight.”
• helps you tie your boots, it may not seem like much of a gesture but when you slip the bulky shoes on shes quick to take a knee to tie them for you. not wanting you to tie them too loose and it lead to you getting caught by infected. you came close one time, just once after tying your boots yourself and never again.
“leg up,” she stated, situated on one knee on the cold floor of your shared room, looking up at you with expectant eyes. it never was a hassle to her, in her eyes she always thought of it as more of a privilege. she was inadvertently protecting you with this simple gesture.
• patrol buddies ! ! she will never and HAS never allowed you to go on patrol with anyone but her. the closest you’ve ever gotten was going trio with manny and abby and that only ever happened once. she doesn’t trust anyone else with your life, hell, she barely trusts you with it.
“all ready.” you hummed, watching as she strapped on her gun and loaded her pack with supplies the two of you might need along the route of your patrol. “are you sure you don’t want to stay back today? you had a late night.”
she frowned, sending you a sharp look before flicking you on the forehead gently. “it’s you and me, princess. you know that.”
• gentle redirection. going the wrong way? her hand will snake around your waist and guide you back towards your target. acting recklessly? she doesn’t hesitate to pull you aside whilst the others are distracted and give you a firm (yet ultimately forgiving) reminder of how she expects you to act on runs.
“hey, look at me, what do you think you’re doing?” she asks, arms crossed over her chest as she looks down at you. “you know better than this, don’t you, baby?” a small nod gives her all the information she needs, letting a tinge of a smile pull at her lips. “good, stick to me okay? owen’s being a bad influence on you.”
• constantly correcting you when you curse. she hates nothing more than when those impure words cross your precious lips. she wants to protect your innocence and purity for as long as this word will let her and thanks to manny your vocabulary was tainted.
she scowled as you let the word slip, pacing back and forth in your shared room as you recalled what owen had said to you just an hour previously. “can you believe that, abs? he really said that to me.”
abby shook her head, letting her hands rest on your shoulders as she attempted to stop you incessant pacing. “let me handle owen, okay? he shouldn’t be saying that shit to you.” she stated, following your eyes as she did so. “but you gotta do something for me.” she moved her hand to tilt your chin up, forcing you to look at her. “no more repeating what he says, okay? my sweet girl shouldn’t be saying stuff like that. copy?”
“copy!”
1K notes · View notes
christinajps · 2 years
Text
Tumblr media
Luficer final episode, last morning on earth
267 notes · View notes
maynam · 3 months
Text
Loserellie fic are really my fav ff
10 notes · View notes