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#femreader x Theodore Nott
darkacademicvibes · 6 months
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Hellooo! So I know you haven't posted in ages and you're probably busy or maybe not writing anymore but if you are and your requests are open... can you maybe do something for Theodore nott? If you don't write for him then maybe Barty Jr. Or Regulus or something?
Basically fem!reader is insecure and brings it up and he doesn't understand so she asks is they even love her anymore and they somehow propose right then and there? Like really tearful, and he's so hurt but he's also kind of blank about it idk and she says yes obvs, but he just doesn't know how to feel about what she asked?
Thankyouthankyouuuuu and if you aren't writing anymore that's totally understandable 🩵🩵🩵🩵
AHHHH YESSS I TOTALLY CAN BABES!!!
I'm always gonna write on this blog, lately I've really been trying to figure out my page and stuff and I just got done with exams so I've been busy, I'm sorry!!! I HOPE this lives up to expectations, I've never written an argument/yelling that turned to a proposal lmao <3
Look At Me
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tw: cursing, idk I like it, he's very much sweater Theo lmao, nothing really to be honest with you
"-God, Theo, it's like you're never here anymore!" You huff, busying yourself with the dishes of a dinner you ate alone, again. The sound of his name instead of the nickname you'd always called him made him flinch. Theodore Nott had been your boyfriend since the beginning of your seventh year at Hogwarts, and you'd fought together in the war on Harry's side. Or, McGonagalls side, as Theo preferred to call it.
After Hogwarts, you'd moved in together which you'd defended to your parents as convenience. And his, well, his mother got ill quick, and then got better, and then ill again, and she'd eventually found out after he'd invited her over to make sure she was okay, and you'd come home to your boyfriends mother on the couch having tea. You'd easily slipped into comfortable conversation with your loving boyfriend and his (absolutely wonderful) mother and she'd guessed it by morning when you'd made everyone pancakes as you'd been woken up early by Theo on his way to quiddich practice.
Lately, however, he'd been home less. In fact, it began at the beginning of the year, while it is now November. You celebrated your third year anniversary of fully owning the house (thanks to his family money's help) and as that morning when you woke up, he was gone, he came home giddy, and then that night, went to bed nervous. And things hadn't been the same. You'd marked that night on your calander once you realized that was the last afternoon before anything changed.
April 4th.
Since then, he'd barely be at home, which isn't saying a lot seeing as he was a professional player for the Montrose Magpies and sometimes was forced to be away for day practices that led well until you'd gone to bed and weekend games that you always made sure to see.
He'd started getting up earlier, and going to bed either well before, or well after you. When you were wide awake, or fast asleep. Sometimes, he'd sleep in the guest room downstairs, instead.
He'd stopped with the casual kisses everytime he left the room, no longer pressing kisses to your temple, cheek, nose, shoulder, or head, and started passing by in silence, answering requests with hums, grunts, and nods. Your brother had joked he was finally going through the 'I hate my girlfriend' phase, but quickly shut up when you'd choked out a strangled breath that sounded like you'd taken a bludger to the stomach.
The thought hasn't left your mind since.
"I'm here now" Theo presses, standing behind the kitchen island, his hands braced firmly on the edges of the bench, gripping tightly. You scoff, scrubbing the pan harshly. Who invented pans that weren't non-stick? You wanted to hit them with your pan, your pan that now had bits of food and grease stuck to it.
"Theo this is the eighth night in a row I've had to put your dinner in the microwave" you give up on the pan, abandoning it on the bench and moving on to the pot you'd made the potatoes in. It was your day off, and Theo was supposed to be home at four, so you'd made a full dinner for you to eat together. A mistake, you now realized, as you didn't eat until seven when your food had already gone cold, and he hadn't come home until nine, when you'd usually do the dishes. He did them right after dinner for some unexplainable reason you didn't quite understand. Through, you were the one who grew up with supper. So you always made it and did dishes after.
"I told you not to count on me being home on time, bambino" he breathes, and you sniff, wiping your nose on the back of your wrist. He had, yesterday, but not today. "I wrote it down and left it on the kitchen counter-" a soft mew interrupts him, and you listen to the sound of him scooping up the neighbors cat.
"Pie, you shouldn't be here, your mama will be looking for you" you coo, glancing back at the soft, light brown cat. "She can stay" Theodore murmurs, cuddling the cat close. A pang of anger flashed through your stomach. That cat was getting more affection from your boyfriend then you'd gotten for most of the year. "No, she can't" your voice is snappy, and he sighs, kissing the top of Pies head and opening the back door, placing Pie outside and closing the door again before leaning against the wood, watching you.
"I don't understand what I've done to make you so upset, amore" he murmurs, and you snap, tossing the potato pot and the rag into the sink, taking off the ridiculous yellow gloves and tossing them onto the bench.
"You are never here, Theo" you insist. "And you go god knows where, because you weren't at practice tonight" you continue, when Theo opens his mouth to argue, you glare at him. Your voice shakes, and that makes you angrier. "No! You weren't, I called Peter, he was at home with his wife and baby son at four fifteen" you snap, and hurt flashes in his eyes. You want to apologize, but you haven't done anything wrong, not that you're aware of. You have suffered, for months, wondering what you'd done wrong. You didn't understand. You don't understand.
"So where were you? Were you with someone else, someone you can stand? Because it's pretty clear you can't stand me anymore" you toss your hands up, abandoning the gloves as you return to cleaning the dishes as Theo makes his way closer, returning to the island counter as you ramble on.
"If you were then just tell me and be done with it, because this wondering, the guessing, the hoping you aren't, the subconsciously looking for proof that you have been, is killing me" you ramble on.
"It is absolutely tearing me apart to think you don't love me anymore, trying to find reasons that would have you pulling away because surely, if you don't love me then you'd leave me, right? Except, I don't know, I don't know what I did-" you place the pot aside and start working on your plate. His is still in the microwave. "-I can't figure it out. Tell me what I did wrong, because I can't keeping going like this for much longer" you sniffle, and the sound has the guilt already drowning him shove him down deeper.
"I mean, do you even love me anymore? Because it really just seems like you're sticking around for convenience" You manage to mumble, your voice shaking as tears prick harshly at your eyes. You try blinking them back, but you have to harshly wipe your cheek with the back of your arm as the feeling of a few hot tears warm your cheeks.
A soft click sound from behind you and in your confusion, you turn, pausing at the sight. Theo is leaning heavily against the counter, his shoulders tense as the small dark blue velvet box sits open on the table.
A delicate gold ring, with agate as the stone sits undisturbed in the box, and you can feel your breath escape you because it is beautiful.
"I was afraid you would say no" he admits, gazing at you through his dark lashes you'd frequently voiced that you were jealous of. "I was afraid you'd say no, and I pulled myself away from you, and I'm sorry for not noticing how it affected you" he breathes. Almost as breathless as you.
He slowly rounds the island, gently stopping to stand beside you.
His hands land on your waist, delicate. "ragazza dolce, how could you ever doubt my feelings for you?" He murmurs, his thumbs rubbing gently over the skin of your hips. The touch makes you pause and, slowly, you melt against his chest. "You haven't touched me like this since April fourth" you start softly, gaze still on the ring, and he tenses beside you.
Fuck, you'd actually remembered the date he held you last? He knew it had been a while, he had felt horrible about his nerves pulling him away from you, but you'd memorized the fucking date he'd last touched you, and it was so much longer then he'd thought.
"You barely answer me anymore, I start every conversation, and it's either tense, or it falls through so fast i-" you hesitate. "It makes me feel like you don't see the point in talking to me anymore" his heart shattered, he could hear it, feel it- you'd felt so horrible, miserable even, and it was his fault. He'd been so wrapped up in how he felt that he hadn't even noticed you'd been miserable. Lonely.
"I'm sorry, mio caro, I'm so sorry" he murmurs, pained, his lips brushing the crook of your neck gently.
His hands gently guide you to face him, and you allow him to lift your hands, drying them off gently. "C'mon sunshine, I'm sorry, look at me" he murmurs, gently tucking his forefinger under your chin to guide you to meet his eyes. "I have been so nervous that I started pulling away, and I am so sorry you felt this way, sweet girl, I promise I love you" he assures you gently, watercolour eyes gazing into yours deeply.
"There has never been, nor will there ever be, anyone else. You are it for me, you are my Andromeda, I'm your Perseus, remember?" He pleads softly, reminding you of the last time you'd been in Hogwarts.
The astronomy tower would probably crumble if you stood in the wrong spot, still, you (almost) fearlessly ventured closer to the calm figure leaning against the wall of the castle, not for one second, caring that he was sitting in rubble. Gazing at the stars. He smiles at you as you stand beside him, and he offers you his hand, which you take as he helps you to sit beside him safely.
"Feel up to stargazing, my love?" He murmured, and you smile softly, leaning your head on his shoulder as his hand rests easily on your thigh, rubbing gently despite the dust-covered fabric in the way of your skin. "Always" you hum. He huffs a soft laugh and sighs warmly. "You remember those stars?" He asks softly, pointing out the constellation, and you nod against his shoulder. Andromeda and Perseus, the chained maiden and her lover. Her savior. Her husband, in entirety. They'd been so in love they were placed in the stars so their love would never end.
"Yeah, I remember, it's your favourite myth" he smiles, and he presses a soft kiss to your head, smiling himself. You'd remembered it was his favourite.
"If I was Perseus, you'd be my Andromeda" he murmurs, and you smile softly, melting into him. "If I was Andromeda, you'd be my Perseus" you retort gently, pressing a soft kiss to his shoulder as shouts of names, and calls of joy fill the night air.
The war is over. All is well.
"My father is dead" Theo hums. The way he says it was almost as if he'd simply noticed the time and pointed it out. He found more empathy for the roadkill the two of you had come across two weeks ago, a rabbit that had been hit by a carriage.
"I saw. Are you okay?" You ask gently.
"Yeah, I'm okay, as long as I have you, I'll always be more than okay" he hums, chuckling softly. "My mother will be okay now, she's safe" he sighs, the tension leaving him slightly.
"She is, Teddy" you smile, and as he wraps his arm around you to pull you impossibly closer, you both gaze at the sky and you do what you do best together.
You talk, and you stargaze.
You nod slowly, tears slipping down your cheeks, and he sighs softly in relief, his thumb swiping the tears away gently.
"I love you, so much. I'm sorry I let myself get in my head, I should've realized I was hurting you" he murmurs, his lips pressed against your hairline as he tucks a few strands behind your ear, his fingers trailing down your neck, then your shoulder, all the way to your hand, where he links your fingers together.
"Teddy, are you asking me to marry you?" You murmur softly, eyes gazing softly at the ring again. He hums, "will you say yes?" He murmurs softly, his thumb brushing against yours.
"I can't imagine a world where I'd consider saying no" you breathe, and you can feel his lips tug into a giddy smile against your temple. He pulls away, only enough to reach the ring, and gently hums.
"Look at me, bellissimo"
Your eyes meet his and he leans down to press a soft kiss to your lips, the familiar softness of it almost making you swoon.
"Will you, the most gorgeous woman I have ever laid eyes on, make me the absolute happiest man alive, and do me the honor of making me your husband?" He asks quietly, his lips brushing yours gently.
You smile, and nod softly, "that's a yes from me" you hum, "a big, fat, yes" you laugh, and he chuckles along with you, gazing softly at you as he slowly slips the ring onto your finger. "Good, now give me a big, fat, kiss" he demands playfully "I miss kissing my fiancé" he murmurs, and it sets off fireworks in your stomach.
You lean up and press a big, fat, kiss to his lips, just like he asked.
You giggle as he wraps his arms around you happily, tugging you closer and tapping your hip in the all too familiar signal to jump. You wrap your legs around him and he kisses you harder, his hands under your thighs.
"I have a lot to make up for" he mumbles, making his way into the living room and dropping you gently onto the couch, pulling a giggle from you.
"Remind me to tell Draco not to sit on this couch next time he comes over" you tease, and he laughs, loud, and happy, and the sound has you melting.
You have your Theo back, and he's not your boyfriend anymore, he's more, and you couldn't be happier.
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theonottshluttt · 13 days
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Good Job I Love You ~Theodore Nott
fem reader x theodore nott
warnings- pure smut not much plot, p in v, unprotected sex, mix of praise and degradation, swearing, 18+, fingering, slight orgasm denial.
just a little one shot for my favs!!
The music rages on as you glance around the room, getting looks from all directions as you sway your hips to the beat, red tight dress hiked right up to your hips. Members of the slytherin house gathered into their familiar common room, You look around, no Theo in sight, strange.
As the night goes on and more drinks are consumed, everything starts becoming hazy. “Theoooo” you slur out and wobble towards your friend, Lorenzo Berkshire. The brunette boy looks up at you, seeing the absolute state your in and knowing your looking for Theo.
“Y/N i’m calling Theo stay right there” His soft words manage to comfort you slightly, if it was anybody else you would have probably gone wondering off somewhere, not be believing that they were calling your boyfriend.
Theo arrives minutes later and runs up to you quickly. “Y/N baby are you okay??” His panicked tone evident. “I’m fine Theo i just missed you, i didn’t see you and i didn’t know where you were” You quickly ramble “i tried looking for you everywh-“ Suddenly your cut off by a chaste kiss to your lips. “It’s fine honey, don’t worry. Let’s get you to bed, okay?” God this man was perfect.
His lanky fingers attach to your waist, guiding you out of the noisy, sweat-filled room. Making your way up the stairs was a task and a half with your alcohol fizzled brain, but somehow you managed.
That was until you reached the moving stairs.
“Y/N baby please don’t mess around, it’s dangerous” He says, concern evident. You continue giggling and start drunkenly swaying around the edge of the stairs when he grabs you back.
“Your not funny. I’m serious, you could get hurt and we don’t want that do we Y/N?” A roll of the eyes escapes you but Theo manages to catch a glimpse. “Don’t you roll your eyes at me miss Y/L/N!” He says in a mock-offended tone while the stairs shift again, guiding you up with patience. “Good job i love you” He sighs under his breath.
After managing to wobble up the stairs he leads you to his dorm and lays you gently on the bed. While your lying there he’s busy grabbing one of his tshirts and his blue plaid pajama bottoms for you to sleep in, while also managing to grab a pack of cotton pads and makeup remover.
“Okay princess Y/N, gonna take these off okay?” He gently rests his hand on your heels. “Thank you” You dazily smile up at him before completely knocking out cold asleep.
Theo smirks and shakes his head, boy was this man head over heels for this girl. He removes your shoes while also sliding your dress off, trying not to wake you.
Once he finally managed to get you out of your dress and into his clothes, he slowly removed your makeup, not really knowing what to do but all around putting in a good effort to do so. He then tied your hair back the messy plait he had been practicing on you for weeks, it wasn’t amazing but it would do.
Once the lights were off Theo led down next to you, tucking you in completely before wrapping his arms around you. “Sleep well beautiful.
The next morning Theo felt you stirring as he awoke. “Good night, huh?” He giggled. “Shut up!” You playfully whack his shoulder while laying on his chest. “Make me” This was enough for you and you began kissing his neck. Theo let out a stifled groan and shifted you to sit on his lap. Both of you scramble to get your clothes off and quickly things get hot and heavy..
Theo swiftly flipped you over onto your back as he loomed over you, his large member grinding against your sensitive heat. The intensity makes you shiver and The begins moving his hand from your erect nipple slowly further down until he reached your core. “Fuck- So wet for me already, really love?” He teased and began moving his fingers slowly in and out of you. “Feel good?” You couldn’t respond, panting and moaning, too dumbed out to talk. “I need words” He reached for your jaw and moved your head, making you look up at him. “Want me to stop?” He asks, clearly. “N-no” You manage to stutter out before returning to the moaning mess you previously were. He moves his hand faster and faster “Good girl”.
Soon enough you felt that familiar sensation burning in your core, squirming and bucking your hips your orgasm hits you like a brick and you come undone all over his fingers.
“Fuck Y/N your such a good girl for me” He lays a passionate kiss to your lips before slowly rubbing his throbbing member over your swollen clit. “This okay for you?” “Yes please hurry up Theo” you moan.
Soon, he pushes slowly inside for you moving faster and faster. “So tight for me, g’nna ruin this pussy so g’d” He continues his fierce pace, determined to make you come again.
Moments later your bucking your hips again and he knows your close, “Hold on for me ma, almost there” He speeds up and moves his legs to a new angle, hitting all the right spots as you come completely undone again, squirming and moaning all over his cock. Shortly after you he finished, pulling out and laying next to you.
“God can we do that every morning?” Theo says, birding into a fit of giggles.
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Christmas Magic (D.m. x reader)
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Pairing- Draco x Femreader
Requested by- @blackthunder137 from this
Summary- After years of going to the same school, Draco finally found the one for him.| Fluff
Meanings- Y/e/c= your eye color
A/n- I really liked this idea may! Thank you for requesting this!
Words- 1,688 words
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“It is indeed a pleasure for having you here Mr. Nott” a voice said, “Thank you very much Mr. Malfoy for inviting us to your annual Christmas ball” Mr. Nott said while his son, Theodore Nott nodded towards his friend who nodded back at him.
The Malfoys hosted an annual Christmas ball every year, every year the manor was decorated in beautiful silver colors and a 20 foot tall Christmas tree stood in the center of the manor which was decorated from top to bottom with silver ornaments, at the entrance was a table where the guests had kept their gifts for the Malfoy family as a gesture for inviting them for the ball.
Draco Malfoy, the blonde boy who stood at the entrance with his father for greeting the guests and getting to know each of them, it had been a year since he graduated from Hogwarts and it was time for him to know his family’s relationship with other pureblood families as it was him who had to take up the business Lucius has.
His grey eyes scanned the manor, it was filled with pureblood family members, some of whom were discussing about how rich and diverse their business was, some of them dancing and enjoying the ball, while some were young couples talking and having the time of their lives, something Draco yearned for.
As his attention was diverted elsewhere, Lucius cleared his throat to bring his attention towards the entrance where the next family entered which Draco had to greet, he hated being there and doing this, he would rather be in his bedroom or be in the manor’s library than be here in a place where he had no freedom of doing what he wanted.
“Ah, welcome to the annual Christmas ball Mr. Velvetstone!” greeted Lucius as he extended his hand to a man with black hair, “Thank you Lucius for inviting us here!” said the man as he shook it with Lucius.
“Oh, and this here is my son, Draco” Lucius said as he eyed Draco to which Draco smiled up and him and said, “Hello Mr. Velvetstone” and shook his hand with him.
“Oh my, you have grown into one handsome man Draco” said Mr. Velvetstone to which Lucius replied, “After all, whose genes has he got?” to which Mr. Velvetstone chuckled.
“Has Mrs and Miss Velvetstone arrived?” asked Lucius to which Mr. Velvetstone replied, “Yes they have, they’d be here any minute now” at which 2 ladies entered the door.
An older woman with a diamond necklace and another young woman with a wine red dress entered and came towards Draco’s direction.
“Extremely sorry for the delay Mr. Malfoy” said the older woman, ‘No problem at all Mrs. Velvetstone, and here you are Miss Velvetstone, looking beautiful as always” said Lucius to which the woman in the wine red dress replied, “Thank you Mr. Malfoy”
“Hope you enjoy your night, it is a pleasure for having you all here” Lucius said as he excused himself to talk to Mr. Velvetstone while Mrs. Velvetstone went and talked to Narcissa.
Miss Velvetstone smiled towards at Draco and left towards the crowd near the Christmas tree.
Who Is she? Draco thought to himself, he had never seen this girl in his life, he couldn’t for the life of him remember ever seeing her here at any of the Christmas balls before.
Draco was determined to know this beauty, he approached her near the drinks section where she was drinking a Peppermint Martini.
“Hello, Ms. Velvetstone” said Draco with his charming smile, the girl looked at him and chuckled, “You don’t have to be formal with me, Draco”
She knows my name?Draco asked himself, he raised his eyebrow in confusion, he couldn’t remember ever seeing her anywhere, how come she knew him but he didn’t?
“Uhm, this might be a bit awkward to ask, but how do you know me?” Draco asked as he sat next to the stool next to her, the girl sipped her Martini and replied, “Silly me, you might not know me, I’m Y/n”
That name definitely ringed a bell in Draco’s mind, “I went to Hogwarts in your year, you might not know me because I wasn’t that famous around Hogwarts, didn’t talk much to people either” Y/n said.
“Oh” said Draco, he regretted ever not noticing her during the previous balls or in school because she was breathtaking, how come none of his friends ever noticed such a pretty girl at Hogwarts? They always knew all girls of Hogwarts.
“Okay well, let’s start fresh, I’m Draco Malfoy” “Really nice to meet you Draco, I’m Y/n” Y/n said as she looked at Draco and smiled at him.
“Which house were you in?” asked Draco as he ordered a Fire Whiskey for himself, “I was in Gryffindor” “That’s why I didn’t know you, you were sorted in the wrong house, Gryffindor isn’t the house you want to be in” Draco said, “Oh really? Slytherin literally lost most of the house cups” Y/n said as she chuckled.
“But seriously, I cannot believe I didn’t meet you sooner” Draco admitted as he sipped on his Whiskey, “It’s maybe because you never noticed” she said, “It’d be hard to not notice such a pretty face” Draco said as he looked in her eyes.
He could see her Y/e/c eyes, which made him not want to ever avert his gaze. Draco was beyond anything words could possibly express. Although he had encountered numerous girls in his life who were incredibly attractive, this girl had touched his heart in so many different ways.
“I better get going now, it’s already pretty late” said Y/n as her eyes looked around trying to locate her parents, to which Draco cleared his throat and replied, “Not so fast” and got off his seat, his heart was beating fast, he was anxious, It’s now or never thought Draco and extended his hand in front of the girl in red wine dress.
“Y/n, will you dance with me?” Draco asked, Y/n put her index finger to her chin in thought and replied, “Of course” “For a second I thought you were going to say no” Draco said as he grabbed her waist and pulled her to the dance floor.
“Well, I considered it” “But you still said yes” Draco said with his well known smirk, “Yeah fine whatever” Y/n said pretending to roll her eyes.
This reminded Draco of the Yule Ball back at Hogwarts, the day when Draco hadn’t got any dates for the Ball as he didn’t find any girl to ask for it, his ego was far too much back then but reminiscing back then, Draco wondered if Y/n was her date at the Ball.
“Does this remind you of something?” Y/n asked to which Draco who had zoned out for a while responded, “Yeah, actually it does” “About what?” “About the Yule Ball, remember?” Draco asked as he spun Y/n around to the beat.
“Of course I do, the day when I had ate all the food from there” she said as Draco chuckled, “That too” “Didn’t you have a date?” Y/n asked, “I didn’t actually, I was too cocky and didn’t ask anyone out” Draco responded.
“Thank God you admit you were a dick back then” Y/n said, “Okay, I was but damn was I so handsome” he said, “I see the self obsessed Draco is still there” “It’s who I am” Draco said as the couple chuckled.
“Y/n, it’s time to go” Mrs Velvetstone called out to Y/n, to which Y/n grip on Draco’s shoulder loosened.
But Draco kept his hand firm on her waist and said, “Mrs. Velvetstone, you see, me and Miss Y/n have just begun dancing, it’d be a shame to leave it in the middle so, would you mind giving us a few more minutes?”
“Oh, yes of course Mr. Malfoy” she said as she left the place, Y/n looked at Draco and giggled, “Right, we just started dancing” “What? Didn’t you want to spend more time with me?”
“Yes, I actually did” she said as she continued to sway with Draco,
“I would love to know more about you, Y/n” Draco said as he halted with his hands still gripping her waist, “I would too, Draco” while smiling at her, “What do you say we meet at my workplace?” Y/n asked.
“Yeah, but what work do you do?” Draco asked, “I work as an artist actually, I have a studio where I work, it’d be lovely if you could come there and we could just hang out” Y/n said to which Draco just locked his eyes with hers and nodded.
He had never felt such a connection with anyone before, this girl indeed had some magic in her, of perhaps it was the Christmas Magic that made him meet this beauty.
Y/n, Mrs. Velvetstone and Mr. Velvetstone bid farewell to Mr. Malfoy and Draco while Draco wouldn’t take his eyes off of Y/n, who smiled at him and waved goodbye which he returned.
After the ball was over, Draco went over to his bedroom and owled Y/n about when he’d be meeting her and Draco couldn’t wait to meet her and get to know her and maybe, eventually start dating her.
Draco lay in his bed as he stared at a snow globe kept on his desk, it was made of glass with a black stand at the bottom. It had enchanted snowflakes falling down into a pine tree whose leaves were covered in snow. The snow globe was tied with a red ribbon and Draco imagined being in that spot with Y/n, and how he would wrap her around his coat because of how cold it was. Draco wanted nothing more than meet her again and hold her close to his chest.
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thehalfbloodedwitch · 2 years
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Mending (D.m. x reader)
Pairing- Draco x Femreader
Summary- This is basically a view of Draco and Y/n’s relationship which has some hurdles, it is being expressed through a song| Angsty, Fluff
A/n- Please listen to “Little do you know” by Alex and Sierra before reading if you haven’t listened to the song. Thank you!
Warnings- Mentions of cheating.
Words- 2,240 words
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"Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep"
When the sun sets and night falls, Y/n’s boyfriend Draco Malfoy disappears into the darkness and returns when the sun rises. Y/n stays awake in hopes that her boyfriend would come and wrap his arms around her, protect her and care for her but in return, he comes back and just sleeps. He leaves, unknown to everyone as to where he must have disappeared to. Y/n feels as though these actions have happened to her, she fears that her past might be repeating itself. She decided to deal with these emotions on her own, not telling or informing Draco about her suspicions as she tells herself repeatedly that these thoughts are nothing and that she’s just overthinking about it too much. But this repeatedly happens day after day. A few days he would care to join her in her sleep but as he sleeps next to her, her delicate heart breaks over and over again for he is indeed hiding something from her. She tries to stay put and make this relationship work by silently letting tears slip out of her eyes, unknown to Draco.
"Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories"
The nights when she sleeps peacefully her dreams come and haunt her, she recalls her past experience with her ex, Theodore Nott, who promised her that he would love her forevermore but, did it last? No, unfortunately, it didn’t, he found someone else to love, someone else to cherish and look after, someone else to be with. She had caught him cheating with some other girl she didn’t care knowing, she was still haunted by the sight of Theodore Nott, her ex-boyfriend on some other girl's throat. Nott too, used to disappear into the dark and return as though nothing happened, she had noticed Nott’s change in behavior but chose to ignore them. And now, at night all her nightmares come alive to make her recollect any such small incidents which happened with Draco and her. She indeed felt a lot hurt with the small things that reminded her of her previous relationship such as Ignoring in the hallways, not showing as much affection as he did before, not spending enough time with her. She hates it whenever her thoughts went over her previous relationship and would despise connecting these dots together and implying that maybe Draco was cheating on her.
"Little do you know I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece"
She was broken, sadness engulfed her and made her its target prey. She was too afraid of approaching anyone regarding this and thought it was her responsibility to put her broken pieces together. Even when she knew Draco might be cheating on her which broke her heart even more, she picked the broken pieces and fixed them with reassurances that would indeed fix her broken piece, but even if you fix a broken mirror there would be cracks in it and they take time to heal, but the time she was facing wasn’t made for healing as her heart broke even more whenever he disregarded her. She had thought no one could fix her so it was now up to her that she had to fix herself. She was worried that if she bought up the topic, things might become worse for her.
"Little do you know, I need a little more time"
Y/n doesn’t want to talk about her suspicions with him, she thinks as though her thoughts might be just assumptions and she might be just overthinking about this situation and that her train of thoughts might lead her to a totally different scenario than what it actually is, she had to get out of these thoughts that made her worry for no reason. But she couldn’t deny but see a different picture which she was painting of her boyfriend, he hadn’t been spending time with her as much as he did, he was always thoughtful when it came to her, her hopes for him were diminishing deeper and deeper but all she wanted to do was to think that these thoughts were unnecessary and that she is just being her overthinking self again. She needed time to sort out her thoughts to be true and valid or false and just silly assumptions.
"Underneath it all, I'm held captive by the hole inside"
Y/n had dug a hole, a very deep hole in which she resided. Her emotions and thoughts were taking over and it felt like she was held captive in a room with no doors or windows, she was trapped in a hole that she had dug that she felt as though she was held hostage by herself. Draco’s changing behavior was very sudden and never expected, her past life trauma was haunting her, all these factors and thoughts overwhelmed her and drowned her in a pool of regret and sadness. She started imagining Draco going to some other girl and spending his time with her, just like Nott did. Disregarded her and used her, and when his need for her vanished, threw her out of his life. She was in a very deep state of depression and stress. The hole only kept going deeper and deeper as she sank into it, with no chance of escaping it.
"I've been holding back, for the fear that you might change our mind"
Even after suffering so much she decides to stay silent, why? Why doesn’t she go and confront Draco about this? The reason is she doesn’t want to make Draco feel bad about himself, if he finds out he has been hurting Y/n in any way, he wouldn’t forgive himself, he would never, and Y/n doesn’t want Draco to feel bad about himself, she wants to grow from this relationship, she wants to mend this relationship. But where to start from? Anywhere she tried to mend, it starts damaging itself again, if this keeps happening where should she start? What should she do?
"I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know, I need a little more time"
Forgiveness is easy to give when you trust the person and want to grow the relationship but forgetting? Every time she tries it becomes harder and harder for her to forget. Her thoughts come back to where it all started, from when the nightmares began, from where she had fallen into this mess. She battles the thoughts between wanting to improve the relationship and confronting Draco about her emotions. But Y/n needs more time to sort herself out, she wants more and needs more time to get herself clear with her emotions and thoughts.
"I'll wait, I'll wait, I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait"
Draco, he still loves her, he still cares for her and he wants to show her how much he cares and loves her but in order to show that he needs her to be free and talk to him about her problems, about her emotions and thoughts that are running in the little tiny brain of hers. He would never walk away or leave her for whatever problem she was facing. He would do anything to mend and grow this relationship and he is ready to wait for her to talk, he was willing to even wait a million years for her.
"Little do you know I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep"
Draco knows, he knows that Y/n is hurting when he sleeps peacefully, he knew that silent tears slipped down her beautiful face which he had caused and he is well aware that she isn’t ready to talk to him about it just yet, but he still has been and will be her supporting pillar even when she isn’t ready to talk to him and he would assure her, that she could lean on him no matter what the circumstances may be. Draco is and will always stay and never leave her, he could and would never.
"Little do you know all my mistakes are slowly drowning me"
Draco has always been a disappointment to his parents, whatever he might do he would never be able to reach his parent's expectations and he only hoped he didn’t disappoint his beloved Y/n, but he yet again disappointed her as well himself. He knows the mistakes he made which broke her, the reason he left during the night was that his ex apparently didn’t move on, Pansy Parkinson called him during the night to which Draco declined far too many times but she wasn’t so easily convinced, to prove her that he has for the matter of fact moved on, he goes and shouts, scowls, and throws insults at her during the night and when he comes to his dorm and sleeps he forgets that he has a girlfriend who is waiting for him, who cares about him. He disregards her as he is fed up with Parkinson’s unnecessary accusations about him still not moved on. Draco ignores Y/n in the hallways, not showing affection because he is not used to such a loving and passionate relationship as the ones he had with his parents and his ex were toxic. He didn’t know how to show that he cared but not mess up while doing so, he was afraid that she might leave him and he tried his best to show and convey to her that he cared, but as he was used to being the cold, mean git he is, he, unfortunately, couldn’t show this. It killed him from the inside to see her hurt, to see her sad, he couldn’t bear the thought that he was the reason why she was broken, it was his actions that made her go depressed and he was angry at himself, he wanted to kill this very person who was in him, the very person who made her sad made his darling Y/n sad. Y/n on the other hand blames herself for not showing him enough love from the start, if she had done that she wouldn’t have been in a situation like this, Draco blames himself as his actions were the solemn reason why she had suddenly become so miserable.
"Little do you know I'm trying to make it better piece by piece"
While Y/n here, is picking herself piece by piece and fixing herself, Draco is patiently waiting for her and trying his level best to not make any more mistakes and not to break more parts of her fragile heart. He is trying to be more open to her and slowly- slowly showing his soft and sweet side to her so she feels safe and trusts him that he would never judge her or leave her alone, he tries to make more amendments to his previous actions, he now has asked his best mate Blaise Zabini to make Parkinson leave him alone, he has now started showing more affection towards her, make her feel loved and cared. She too is slowly and slowly noticing changes in Draco and his behavior and she is too taking time to adjust, Draco is hopeful that he would make her life much better than before but he wants to start slowly.
"Little do you know I, I love you 'til the sun dies"
Y/n and Draco love each other endlessly, Draco had not been as expressive as he should have been, Y/n had to give Draco time to show his love for her. The pair indeed have a lot of hardships in their complicated relationship but in the end, love conquers all. Draco and Y/n might not be the perfect couple as people may say but they are indeed made for each other, their love for each other doesn’t vanish, it stays even though the other thinks they are not happy with this relationship their undying love for each other never goes away for even a split second, they truly care for each other and want to cherish every moment they have together, just the way of expressing it is different in them. Mutual understanding is all that’s needed. Draco does, in the future improve their relationship and took it to new heights, he showed her everything, from the clouds in the sky to the stars in space, and much beyond that, he showed her how he loved her. Till today, Draco has never let Y/n down, he loved her and Y/n loved him more than anything. The way I would as a writer describe this relationship would be,
“More than anything in a relationship love is always at its peak,
The way they loved each other was always fascinating and unique,
Thou shall never leave such a pure and exquisite love,
As nothing, not even life can come above,
Save this for yourself, oh Y/n! Before the sunrise,
As someone who has never been loved would cherish it for the rest of their life. “
- someone who hasn’t been loved
A/n- Heyyy, so finally I have posted my first ever fic!! Hopefully, you liked this and yes, I am the one who has written the quote (hehe). These are the kind of fics I will be posting on this blog. And please do tell me if anything needs to be improved, your thoughts are always welcome! Take care and bye!
Also, I forgot to mention earlier, I will be writing Fluff, angst basically SFW fics here, Thank you!
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