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sashi-ya · 2 years

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Hola Sashi!! cómo estás? OMGGG so excited for this event!! really i couldn’t stop thinking about it haha. btw, i also love the new theme <333 as soon as i saw the event was up i needed to send my request. so could i please have demon zoro x fem reader (human). for the kinks could they be please, degradation kink, overstimulation, blood kink. the place/location could it be on jigoku and the prompt can you fall in love in hell?

hope you are taking care of your self, and don’t forger to hydrate yourself <3

Hola hermosa!! Muy bien? y tu?! So, I think I went a little too far with this request... but, it is supposed to be demonic, isn't it? 😏 I really hope you enjoy this babe!! Thank u so so much for all of your support!

𝑵𝒔𝒇𝒘 ~ 𝑫𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒏! 𝑹𝒐𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒂 𝒁𝒐𝒓𝒐 𝒙 𝑭! 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 ~ 𝑨𝒅𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅

➡ Tw: nsfw. degrationg kink. blood kink. his blood is kinda used like a drug, so reader is literaly addicted to it. Blood drinking, duh. Vaginal, Anal. Overstimulating. Oral. Rough, violent and everything a demon could do if it was Zoro. ➡ wc: 2.5k ➡ Want more? visit the masterlist

Kneeling in front of such a creature, your legs tremble and your skin gets bumpy. Hell was supposed to be hot, but you are shivering. His stare, it’s cold, it’s weakening. Who are you... What are you?

Greenish hair, long strands, one of his eyes crossed by a scar. He has fangs, he looks like the embodiment of violence and bloodthirst desires. But he also looks majestic, like a Japanese deity, like some kind of God you are willing to pray for, to bow before.

The number three rules his image, three golden earrings, three katanas on his side, and a purple aura that makes it look like he is three in one.

“Wh- who are you?” you ask stuttering, for some reason you think he is able to understand you like any other human being.

“A simple human dares to ask questions?” he asks back, putting himself over you the moment he opens his mouth. And a mouth that opens and shows sharp fangs that look so ready to bite, to devour.

You don’t speak, and instead you simply make yourself into a little ball when he comes walking your way. You, however let your eyes imbibe in the way his hips move as he walks; A kimono only tied around his snatched waist covers everything down his belly button. The defined muscles of his body form the equivalent of carnal work of art, you were told hell was supposed to be punishment, but is this really a punishment? To penalize you for your life actions with such beautiful scenery is really a bad thing…?

His huge hand lands over the crown of your head, it feels heavy, but it is not the weight of the hand what makes you short of breath, but that aura that surrounds him. It feels crushing, it feels asphyxiating but you are so attracted to it that you want more, more of it surrounding your whole being.

Little claws tangle around your hair and pulling from it, he makes you lift your head to fix your eyes on his. Your head subtly thrown back makes your mouth slightly open, showing the creature in front of you a juicy pair of lips and front teeth barely grazing them.

He smirks and licks his fangs, but suddenly bites his own tongue. A drop of dark blood sprouts from it, a drop that he lets fall into your lips. It doesn’t really taste like blood, but it is irony and delicious. His dark blood taste like sin, like impurity, and it makes you wanna taste more of it, like a drug, so in need of it.

“Welcome to hell, you filthy mortal… You’ve been assigned to me” he says, smiling as your pupils dilate, because you need more of that unholy fluid that runs through his veins.

You need to know, also, for what you’ve been assigned to him… even if you can already imagine it as he shakes you and leaves you panting on the floor like a little animal about to be attacked.

“I’m Zoro, first class demon… Soon to become the king of this whole reign. Now, you can chose whether you want me to punish you with pain or you take what I have to offer in exchange for it” he says, revealing what’s been semi clear to you… he is a demon.

“I will take whatever you want” you obediently answer, kneeling with your palms over your lap and a clear submissive pose. It makes Zoro laugh so devilishly, no wonder you ended up in Hell with him… the most perverse, severe, and depraved demon of all Jigoku.

Zoro does not wait a minute longer, and just as you had him covered in clothes a few seconds ago he takes them off, completely. Those katanas that were hanging at his right side, rest so dangerously at your side. You, still unable to contain the little spasms your body experiences because of the sudden addiction for his blood, lick your lip to behold such imagery of nudity. His body looks like those sculpture you once saw in many museums, but with a little twist, his skin is not like marble but instead it has many scars of past cuts that look whiter than his caramel skin. Down his belly button, a happy trail of dark green hairs that leads you to his sex. Sex so hard, dripping, big, almost purple as it is so erect. You feel your mouth get watery, primal instincts kicking in, and the still need for his blood on your mouth.

So needy you are, you try to crawl on all fours to his crotch, making him violently grab you by your cheeks to stop you, carving marks on them with his sharp claws. “Ah such a whore, look at you so needy… what you want filthy scum?” he asks, sure you want more of his blood and now to be able to choke on his cock.

“Blood…” you mumble, having lost almost all of your free will, being a simple slave of that tempting creature so close to you. Your senses become sharper, and sharper. You can even smell his skin scent. A scent that mixes sake and masculine perfume, like sweat. And It’s not disgusting, it is spell bounding, it makes you want him to keep sweating as he fucks you just to be able to get drunk on his odour.

“Open” he mumbles, pressing harder the sides of your mandible joint just to make your mouth gap wider. He sticks his tongue out, letting more drops of his own vital fluids to flow into you. It momentously remedies your need for it, but it makes you even more and more needy the more time it passes. You feel your body readjusting to the way your heart beats faster and stronger, you are able to see more sharply around you and yet still you feel lightheaded.

Drooling you become a mere instrument of that demon now grabbing you by your neck. His arms are so strong it cuts your airflow almost immediately. And yet, if you were to die right there, you would accept it gladly… nothing feels more heavenly than doing it under Zoro’s smirk.

His eye, grey until that moment turns purple and shiny. Whether you did something to motivate it or not, you are not sure, but surely you are about to experience such change. He lifts you up just by your neck, you gag and try to breath, with no great success. Your legs hang as your feet can’t touch the floor.

“I am going to use every hole you have to stick my dick inside of them, I will fuck you until you can’t even recall what’s happening or happened to you. You will be used to receive my cum until you burst with it. And I will, for sure, drink your blood until I am satisfied with it. This is the last chance you have to decide whether you accept this or not”

You, feeling like the last molecule of oxygen has been used by your body, nod with a smirk. Of course, you will accept it, gladly and willingly…

“That’s a good bitch, you see? I wished the last ones had been so obedient…” he mumbles, letting you fall to the ground. Your knees hit the cobbled floor, and for the very first time you take a look at your surroundings. It looks like what people have depicted in art as what hell is, little islands scattered all around, a sea so red that looks like blood and fire everywhere… but what matters the most is the many punishments that are taking place on each little island. Physical punishments, and people being violently fucked by demons everywhere… perhaps that’s what is about to happen to you, and yet, you are not scared at all.

Zoro comes closer, tightening his grip on your hair once again. He pushes his own dick against your lips for you to open and receive it inside of your mouth. You do, allowing him to go as deep as he wishes in just the very first thrust. Violently, and not caring about your own wellbeing, the demon makes your throat hurt, mercilessly.

In and out, perfect, and hard hips move. You gag and cry, and you drool enough for the saliva to flow through the sides of your lips. You try to look at him in between blurry vision and salty tears. “Take. It. All. Inside” he grunts with each thrust. Zoro bites his own lips with raptured expression each time you feel like throwing up, he knows exactly when to stop to prevent so, and yet you are sure he won’t even care about it.

So hard he bites his lips sometimes, that more blood comes out of them. You are surprised by how not a single pain expression takes over his countenance, and instead he feeds you from time to time with it. The drops falling over his large shaft, just for you to lick it out of it. Pleased and grateful you drink it, drugged with the irony taste of it. It makes you even more willing to let him ruin you, to destroy you.

Zoro never stops but slaps your hands that want to bury on his well-trained ass. “Don’t touch me, disgusting whore. You are here to be touched, not to touch” he grunts, pushing you off and finishing with his own hands. He pumps harder and enjoys the way you stick your tongue out to receive his cum without even have to be asked to do so.

“You thought I wanted to finish right in your mouth, you little bitch?” he laughs, and smirking as he begins to spasm while orgasm hits him hard, he cums right on your face. Sure, some fall into your mouth, but the rest doesn’t. It bathes you completely, you try to lick it off your lips and that makes Zoro even more amazed at how much you degrade yourself to him.

His huge hand smears his release all over you and cleans your eyes. But he is not doing it because he is helping you, but just to enjoy your raptured expression while being touched by him. Zoro has you in the palm of his hand, so willingly open to be his. You have an insane addiction for him, you lust for his body, you almost love that demon…

… can someone fall in love in Hell?

“Good girl, have some more of my blood” he says, once he is satisfied with using your mouth. This time the blood comes from his wrist, carving a little mark with his fangs the dark fluid flows and drop by drop it falls to the ground. “Lick it from the floor, needy little whore” he commands, pushing your head down. And you comply as you drink it from the stones underneath your feet, enjoying every little bit of it.

While you do so, Zoro walks around you. You perhaps haven’t noticed yet, but your body is completely naked. That’s how you get to hell, that’s how everybody walks through there. The demon that’s punishing you, now uses his heel to kick you softly so you fall completely to the ground.

“Ass up” he orders, and you obey. Not on all fours, just your hips up. You wiggle your butt as if you were a little puppy so happy to see his owner. And it is, indeed, the case… Zoro, is your owner.

He kneels behind you, once again snatching your hair and pulling your head back. He plays with his once again hard sex, mixing his abundant precum with your arousal liquids up and down. “I will use these two holes, I’m glad you have both… I’m sick of those little shits with just one”

You swallow, of course he will use both, he told you that already…

First, he sticks himself into your cunt. He doesn’t care if you aren’t stretched enough to take his size, he just goes in. Your walls clench to his dick, making it even tighter for him. The demon grunts and even moans, he is enjoying your spasming womb as much as you enjoy his violent intrusion. “Keep milking my dick, lower being of hell” he encourages you, throwing his head back and carving his nails into the sides of your ass. And it goes as deep inside you, as his claws to your flesh. And it doesn’t hurt, but it makes you whine, loudly, for the very Lucifer to hear, for even God to do so.

Zoro uses your own blood to lubricate your rear entrance as he keeps destroying your uterus with his hard hip hammering motion. And when he is satisfied of fingering and fucking you, he takes his dick off you just to bow and lick your ass clean from your ferrous vital fluid. Not only he does relish in your blood taste, but he also preps your back entrance for his dick.

Dilated just enough to take him, not really caring if you will suffer, he positions himself to fuck you once again. First the throbbing tip of his dick, it begins to push itself inside you. You feel the burning of the very moment of him moving inside you. Seconds later, and already enjoying, he is able to move freely, and deeply into you. He fucks you anally, but also uses his fingers to overstimulate you over your clit.

Losing almost conscious, you still can recognize the way he has fun sticking his dick randomly into your front entrance, as well as your back one. You are sure you reach orgasm multiple times but are so many you simply stop counting them. Your body can only take a little more, but apparently and as he wants to keep fucking you endlessly, he gives you his own wrists for you to suck on his delicious blood. Blood that keeps you going, that makes your heart pump faster, that makes your senses go all over the place, allowing him to have full control of your body.

You shiver and tremble, your teeth chatter, your muscles become weak, but he still uses you as much as he desires. But even demons like him must finish, and just as he told you, he fills you up with his release. And it is so much, that you feel the pressure in your womb, an explosive sensation… yet, nothing compares with the way his fangs bury on the side of your neck.

“Give me back my blood” he whispers, like a god of terror, before biting and sucking right from your carotids the liquid your heart pumps. He does, glutting himself, with reddish liquid flowing over the commissure of his lips. An imagery you get to barely presence from the side, as he keeps fucking you even after filling you up with his own seed…

And you simply want more, for the rest of what’s left of you… or even eternity. You can definitely fall in love in hell… Or is it plain and impure addiction to this unholy being?

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vvh0adie · 1 year

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Aaahhh 💖 I love youuu 💖 how have you been doing? How's drawing and writing going? Did I miss any new updates btw? 😭

lil big life update ig🙃

WRITER LIFE:

i released Strawberry Kisses which is a cute yoongi fic. some mutual masturbation and miscommunication trope👀 its my most liked fic atm. theres even a drabble for this couple.

i’ve been working on a hobi period sex fic thats already 13k for the 1st part, so its a long series🌚

thinking about doing a drug dealer hobi x stripper reader wip. i already have too many wips. and i wanted to do another hopekook series🤦🏽‍♀️

also working on illumi zoldyck fic after starting a rewatch of hxh (1 of my fav animes). two in the works: one with just illumi and another with illumi/machi/shizuku/reader😭 a fourple?

thinking about BTS blog hiatus so i can focus on KCG bc ppl are asking about my All of Us Are Dead fic. so i need to write the second chapter to that.

[more personal below | tw: race relations]

MINOR PERSONAL LIFE:

need to practice driving😐 my bitch ass is 20yrs and cant drive. im a lil scared no lie bcuz memphis drivers are wild😭 i gotta get my license by november or i have to take the permit test over again😰

im finally starting to do technical labs for biotech/forensics🎉 one step closer to my internship!

a little behind on criminal investigation😞

im a little scared how chemistry 2 is gonna go this year. i dont know whats going on😦 im so lost😭

i started my laptop but never opened clip studio😭 i really wanna draw hobi tho. and i need to make stuff for my shop that i really wanna open. i need motivation😞

thinking about learning to code😭 it seems easy; just a lot of words. i wanna design websites. maybe some BT21 themed. now javascript kinda scares me.

MAJOR PERSONAL LIFE:

overall im doing aight so far this year. could be better i think

ive only cried twice this month😀 having some self-image/identity issues and managing to keep my sanity in check with Black History Month after that police brutality murder here in memphis and Ron Desantis bullying the College Board into turning AP Black History into a whitewashed history and Black Conservatism. i feel too hyperaware of the fuckery that is america. it feels like me and every other black person are the only ones really seeing this shit. its tiring and makes me harbor a different kind of hate in my heart for the concept of whiteness that i didnt even know was there. its somewhat hard to see people’s humanity or feel safe around them. i hate to even say this, but since something major happened january, maybe nothing will happen this summer unlike May 2020. im trying to take it one day at a time tho... hehe

you probably weren’t expecting all that but i figured id turn this into a general post😭 sorry if this was too much, even the non heavy stuff. i know when people ask how someones doing they’re prolly asking for something simple but this feels more like a diary entry than anything.

but thanks for asking, not many people do💖 i hope everyone has a kinder year

#succubabes #aris-ink #vindications

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beaversatemygrandma · 2 years

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Okay. Okay. I’m talkative right now so I’ll tell about that one girl. You all saw that post about the trad-fem spiritual sex and sexual empath thing, right? Story is under the cut if you’re curious. ;) Be warned now, it’s quite something.

Let’s call this girl Debbie. (not a real name) Debbie was some girl i worked with back in the day at Panera. She was this scarily too nice person who’d interject herself in situations because she was an ‘empath’. She befriended most all of my friends there (people i LIVED WITH and knew from places other than work btw). She stuck close to me because she thought i was too. (I have been told by SO MANY people like her that i am. That i have some 6th sense or something and i’m just???) Anyways. I couldn’t escape her presence no matter what. NOW, Debbie was the type who would also do some Wiccan rituals and spiritual healing and such (which really is harmless, it was cool to see tbh. I was curious about it.) But tbh, it mostly involved doing a lot of psychedelics. She once invited me to go with her to this full moon ritual. I was like “okay, that’s cool. What is it?” and she proceeds to explain that it’s a ritual where we’d go to the beach, drink our menstrual blood, and give the rest to the ocean. I had to struggle to talk my way out of that one. I’m terrified of blood Let Alone Drinking Period Blood like a fucking Vampire....

Before i go on a whole tangent here. I think you can tell what type of person i was dealing with here. Now comes when she just up and figured out that i was hooking up with a fellow coworker. (Nobody told her, mind you. Idk how she found out. She just confronted us one day.) She went on a tangent to both of us on a couple occasions about we were exchanging emotional energies every time we hooked up and how sacred sex was supposed to be. She’d actively encourage us to actually date with intention of marrying or to just stop talking to each other. (We were, and still are, very close friends. Yeah, there’s some romantic feelings there NOW, but back then? It was Very Casual.) She’d pressure me about it constantly. She was a little less insistent on my partner bc, well, she saw them as a man and that’s a masculine energy thing. Like, they could get into as much casual sex as they wanted, and i had to be attentive to my sexual parts that somehow suck up a man’s emotions. She’d draw connections of both of our emotional states at the time (tbh, we’re very similar people and were both trans eggs at the time so... I still kinda am, but she’s actually on hrt now and im so proud of her.) Like my partner would have something awful happen and i’d have something awful happen in the same week and she’d be like “SEE? What’d i say?” And I just think “We’re both in poverty and have jackshit for luck. So. Ironic at most. Yeah.”

Then comes one day when i get home from work to my apartment and she’d there with her boyfriend at the time (which is odd bc she told me she was a lesbian, ik some bi girls say that and i get it, but she was literally the type that’d be like “Gross. Men.”) and they were hanging out with my roommate and his friend. They had just gotten back from the beach and while Debbie and my roommate’s friend went to go clean up in the bathroom, I’m left alone with the guys. My roommate pulls me aside from the other dude who I’ve never seen before in my life, and starts telling me what was going on with the day. He explained that Debbie had brought molly and vodka, specifically a mixture of the two, and didn’t tell him or his friend so everybody was rolling and drunk AND on acid bc she was doing some spiritual journey day for everybody. At that point, he was more inviting me in on it. So I was like, “fuck it, I’m bored and had a long day at work and I’m off tomorrow. Why not? Give me half a tab.” I take that and I’m still alone with these guys. Debbie’s bf was just quiet, not saying or doing much. And just kinda spooking me. The girls were in the bathroom for a concerningly long time. At one point, I had even heard Debbie call out of the bathroom inviting me in. And I’m just there like “I got home from work. I have to pee. I don’t want to be involved in this shared shower thanks.” I WAS THERE FOR AN HOUR AND A HALF. By the time they came back, i was regretting asking my roommate for half a tab and not just going out with my partner or something. I don’t remember much of what happened until Debbie ended up leaving with her bf. I was sitting on the couch when she did and she went on this whole rant about how i was acting like a whore and ruining my energies and just not staying a powerful feminine being (bc apparently she thought i was), and I was just silent bc I’m tripping. Idk what the fuck she’s going on about. And I’m really wanting to be with my partner instead of experiencing her. She then leaves shortly later, leaving a water bottle filled with the molly/vodka combination (which my roommate dumped. he was mad he unknowingly took molly. rightfully so.) and my roommate’s friend turned to me and flat-out said, “We had sex in there and she was trying to get you to join in.” And I’m just REELING over the fact that she had just called me a whore for having sex with a ‘man’ that i wasn’t dating/married to. And then she continues on telling us about what all she said in there. Like Debbie thought she needed a spiritual cleansing (molly/acid/orgasm) and wanted me in on it bc apparently i did too. (bc of contact with a penis or something? Idk tbh.) And that ended up being sex in the shower. Of my apartment. While i sat out in the living room with the guys in a very awkward and confused manner.

Like. What the fuck happened there? I still don’t understand it. That day was odd and we had unknowingly become under the influence. I got lucky and missed out on the unwitting molly/vodka (which is a VERY Unhealthy combo btw. Look up your drug interactions kids. Play it safe if you’re going to do that. I don’t recommend that one personally. I didn’t try it, but my roommate was feeling shitty the next day and it wasn’t the hangover.) Her saying all that stuff affected me. I feel like she chose that time to say it bc she knew i was on acid and susceptible to change or advice (bc it disconnects and reconnects parts of your mind that don’t normally connect. It’s how psychedelics are actually used in treatment for ptsd and depression.) Cool stuff about acid tbh. BUT not when it’s being used to send me into a slut-shamed spiral bc I’m getting sexually transmitted depression from somebody with masculine parts. Like. Do other women not count or something? Didn’t you just reach an intimate emotional connection with my roommate’s friend in the bathroom a few minutes ago? Didn’t you two just get each other’s depression and mental illness according to this logic? Were you passing feminine energy over to her or something via vulva? I do not get it one bit.

Did my partner get my feminine energy and I took her masculine energy? Did we sexually trade genders? I mean. With this logic that’s not even far out. Seriously tho, both of our trans eggs hatched soon after we stopped hooking up around then. (idk if that’s the right way to use the egg saying but i stand by it)

Anyways, we’ve started again and as soon as she gets a chance to take a trip up to where i am, I’m off to get some she/they dick and siphon out the rest of that masculine energy for myself. She doesn’t want it and i do and she can have my feminine energy too.

Or, by that logic, with it being between two women now (....mmmm maybe not. calling myself a woman feels uncomfy but i want to make this point.) Would we just benefit each other’s energies by having sex with each other? Or bc there’s a penis involved, it would just be null and we’d just be stealing each other’s energies? I HAVE QUESTIONS. But i can’t ask her bc i want nothing to do with Debbie anymore. She scares me a little.

#ask to tag #drugs ment tw #tho if you've been following me long enough you probably know about me and the person she was trying to convince to stop hooking up #that one who i just cannot get over bc she's just fucking great #im sorry this is a chaotic story #if you want to hear about the bizarre life choices that were made in my apartment this is definitely one #btw this is nothing against those with those type of belief #i am curious about some of it. just in more of a scientific way #i dont want to do it but i do want to know why you would do it #esp when so many people who do that stuff are like ONE OF US #tbh if somebody could answer my questions in a respectful way and actually respect the fact that me and the partner are trans #i promise i'll be nice about it and not be as joking #these are genuine questions. like what it is that you believe exactly?#those little images dont explain much and i dont want to go to some sketchy transphobic side of the internet #my mom was that kind of person but not nearly as deeply into it but she was very close and very interested #esp when debbie came around. i wouldn't even be mad if they hung out. might actually be good for my mom #and told many times which kinds of stones i should use for healing spirits and how to find them #i was taught to feel those energies even tho most of the time im like 'fuckin sweet rock' or 'this rock has bad vibes'#so there's something i just dont get it #90% of the time its just me looking at pretty rocks #i did find that i usually like jaspers and amethyst when i don't like citrine as much?? tho i find citrine pretty so i have some #idk but i get it but i dont and i have some questions about the sex stuff #im not wanting to add it to my beliefs i just need to rationalize why the hell debbie did what she did #i want to put her actions under a microscope bc that was borderline traumatizing just knowing her #and my partner was close to her as well bc they had a spiritual connection according to debbie bc they were born on the same day #in the same year too #but im pretty sure that's gone away by now through covid and post-hrt #like debbie was one to post on facebook about how she was protected by spiritual means from covid and my partner prob dipped immediately #long post #taks speaks

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jckechvs · 3 years

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[ xavier serrano , cisman, him/he ] have you seen JAKE CHAVES lately ? yeah, i heard they’re TWENTY-FIVE years old and a BOXER now in charleston city. i mean, i don’t know if it’s their CAPRICORN vibes or that they’re UNRELIABLE and MANIPULATIVE but also CHARMING and SPONTANEOUS but they remind me of NOT SOBER by THE KID LAROI here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble around here. (g, 21, she/her, est)

BASICS:

𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 : jake bruno chaves

𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 : cismale

𝕤𝕖𝕩𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 : bisexual *closeted

𝕒𝕘𝕖 & 𝕓𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕕𝕒𝕪 : 25 , december 25th

𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕤 : he/him

𝕠𝕔𝕔𝕦𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 : boxing champion / son of a former boxing champion & his mom is a heavily accoladed retired country/pop music star.

QUICK FACTS / CHARACTER UPDATES:

currently he just moved to SC as a mini vacation for himself. his job is his entire life. and so is his reputation and image. family oriented as hell. even on vacation, he’s still working. is so dependent on drugs and alcohol he's rarely ever sober, but he knows his way around the industry enough to function. he also heavily uses performance enhancers but these are all secrets to protect his image. has done other things like movies and tv shows. travels often when he can. all his relationships have been private from the public. minus one major relationship. has only lost one fight in his career so far. that’s a huge trigger for him, btw. rather laugh than be serious about things. talks to his mom on the phone daily. his dad is his manager. he has a thing for weird food combinations.

BACKGROUND:

okay so here’s where it gets heavy and like ... long so bare with me. tw: drugs, child abuse

FAMILY BACKGROUND: jake’s dad is a retired heavyweight champion and was the poster boy for boxing in his time. bruno chaves came from nothing, his family not having enough money to even get him his first pair of boxing gloves. they did own a restaurant that his mother put all her effort into, but that was about it. he met jake’s mom as a teenager, megan cline, and the two created a relationship off of wanting better for themselves. she fell in love with music in high school and started singing at bruno’s family restaurant on weekends. and he began training with a retired boxer in his city for free. it was pretty much a disney movie how it worked out for them, but it wasn’t easy. infidelity, too much private information being released to the public, scandals, bar fights, too many losses to get his dad to where he ended up being. ( in terms of the status of his parents think of like ... the taylor swift and mike tyson of their generation but right now they're like in their late 50s so they might be your charries parents favs lol ) even though the couple is married now and extremely successful, and rumored to be billionaires at this point, bruno holds a lot of regret for the things that are associated with the family name. they had two daughters before jake, making him the youngest and his fathers pride and joy. of course, this is why his middle name is also his dads first name. from the moment he was born he had a plan for him.

CHILDHOOD/TEEN YEARS: jake gravitated to painting and the guitar the most as a kid. his mom tried her best to influence this, teaching him how to play and taking him to painting lessons in elementary school. his dad didn’t approve of this, he wanted jake to be his own personal project, especially since she already had two daughters to throw that on. which is interesting considering one of his daughters was ACTUALLY an athlete and gravitated towards sports like her dad early in her life. but anywho, he was set up for life already because of his parents accomplishments, but his dad wanted a mini him to correct all of his mistakes. so, by middle school he started to ‘train’ jake but A LOT of that was just him hitting on him in the home gym and forcing him to fight back. traumatic. so this started what we would all call child abuse. but, his family saw it as training. his dad was a force in the house so even if his mom or his sisters felt some way about it, they never wanted to say anything. when jake was in high school he finally sort of succumbed to the image of him his dad created. he shifted from sweet jake to a destroyed teenager who had a terrible temper. throughout this time he met his first and only longtime girlfriend. their relationship became more of a PR stunt than an actual loving relationship as the years went on. through this trials and tribulations of attempting to feel love for the first time, his dad was also on his back all the time about his performance. his body also wasn’t growing at the rate his dad wanted at the time and ya boy was just over it. so, his first experience with drugs and steroids was actually given to him by his dad in order to shut him up basically. and after that, and also many abuse episodes whenever else he tried to fight back, jake just conformed.

ADULTHOOD-NOW / PERSONALITY: jake has only lost one fight in his entire life, mainly because of the work ethic and pressure put on him by his dad. in fact, because of the pressure, he has had an addiction to performance enhancing drugs and still even uses them to do anything in life. but because of his reputation, he refuses to let anyone in on this secret. added to that, he makes everyone around him sign NDAs if they want to go to the parties he throws at his LA condo or even be his girlfriend for a month when he breaks up with his long time lover. these other relationships are secret because shes the only one he allows himself to be around in public. he’s heavily accoladed and has gone into the film industry a few times as well ( think like john cena in the fred movies ). he’s just super sweet on the surface. but is extremely chaotic when he lets you in. he just loves love but like.. he also has a priority to his job. due to all the abuse he isnt the most emotionally stable and can be very up and down and not reliable at all in terms of his emotions and the things he says. he can wake up one day and change his mind completely. and still at 23 while the abuse has laid off, his dad still has his hands pretty tight on the males life. in fact, going to SC for sometime was more of a reward for how he’s been pretty much the last decade. he doesn’t mind talking about his family because any problems he had with the way he was raised was suppressed a long time ago. in fact, he is grateful for his family because his judgement is so clouded and he’s been conditioned to think of that as normal. but, if you catch him on a bad day he might cry about it. he has a bad habit of having nightmares due to the things that happened in his home as well.

WANTED PLOTS

his partner in crime, best friend since high school vibes, probably the only person who knows how bad things can get with him but sticks by him anyways

idk i suck at these thanks just hmu !!

#charleston:intro #like thisss and ill message u #tw: child abuse #tw: drugs #tw: alcohol

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funny-house · 3 years

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What do you think happens during the aggressive sequence when opal’s mom was singing her song?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I have technically answered this before!! but since it was always always always attached to another post or rushed and summarized blah!! I will make this post

The Official

Opal Wine Mom Flashback Analysis tw: spousal abuse, drug use, etc

insert that Always Sunny meme of the disheveled guy at the cork board cause we are going in---

First things first!! Flat answer, then explanation so the answer is: The mom was having memory flashbacks to events within the house, one if not all of them, depicting her being physically abused by her husband, mirror man! A lot of people find that shocking to hear at first, but let me explain I got a lotta proof !!!

Let’s start from literally the tippy top The sequence starts by zooming into the mom’s eye. This represents that whatever is taking place in this flashy sequence is all about her, what she’s been through, and what she’s seen. It’s her perspective. That, combined with how it seems to paralyze her while she’s going through it and her eyes roll to the back of her head until it ends, implies it’s something she’s trying to force away or doesn’t want to think about!

So frame by frame analysis, this is film theory now!! first mental image: A windowpane at night that resembles jail bars. ( maybe the one seen on the bottom floor of the house in outside shots? ) A parallel to Claire’s window and a symbol for her feeling of being trapped-- something she brings up multiple times in her dialogue. She’s stuck here. She doesn’t want to be here but something is holding her by force and she feels helpless to escape it.

Next scene! Hard cut to rapidly trying to call on the phone. They type 9-1-1. The music starts to fade into screaming. Next scene! The mother’s head is in the far corner and the window is seen behind her, a reminder that she feels trapped, as she is literally seen being slapped in the back of the head by a hand. Next scene! A shot of their bedroom(whatever room she’s in!) door as her face melts across the screen Next scene! The mother screaming in a way that flaps her mouth in crazy waves and reveals her teeth and gums exactly like how Claire yells near the end Next scene! She’s shown laying down with pills dancing over her head. Next scene! her face melting below a distortion of multiple shots of her room’s door Next scene! A whole bunch of stuff in rapid fire!! An array of eyeballs and slapping palms and her face distorting and pills and something being thrown and shattering overlayed on her face and then a zoom out from the prison bar-like windows and more screaming bleh Starting to form a picture here, right? Somebody has been very badly abusing this chic. Bad enough that she’s called the police... probably for a domestic dispute, I bet. You can even see a very nasty wound/bruise on her head, just like she’s depicted being most often hit in her flashback!! On the face!!

And in higher quality than this little picture i resize so it doesn’t take up the screen lol, you can pretty clearly see reddening and discoloring-- that’s not just another dent in her weird shaped head, she’s been hit! No other character has visible wounds on their design like that, not even Claire. So why do I assume it’s Mirror Man? Well first, this world exists on a little set yknow they make a point of zooming out and showing as much, all their world is that house and that billboard. If someone not in that house was damaging her, they’d have to establish their existence or this would be.... a weird artistic choice tbh? The visual equivalent of randomly changing the subject lmao So it’s gotta be the dad or the grandpa heck-- it might be both, but I think it’s more likely the grandpa is a passively unpleasant company to her. He’s probably very mean and unstable- like he is to Claire, and-- honestly, for reasons i mentioned in a different post-- probably not even her grandpa but someone she was saddled with-- BUT he’s not the person in power. It’s just not likely she’d be afraid for her life enough to call the police on a badly disabled grandpa who can barely move without falling. Above all? He couldn’t be the one holding her hostage in a loveless marriage.

LET’S jump to the very very start of the short! Every character has a montage of items that represent their problems as people. Mirror Man is obsessed with self image and is shown frustratedly throwing a tissue at a fashion magazine of a ridiculously exaggerated man’s face, the grandpa is shown putting out a cigarette but he’s missing his cigarette holder and just dabbing it on a TV program list, which is reckless and dangerous and shows a little disdain for TV itself. The mom? She knocks her wine..... onto a romance novel. A novel Jack Stauber deliberately drew the cover of himself about loving a serial killer that depicts another exaggeratedly idealized hot dude... strangling a woman whose smiling and dying in his arms. A toxic relationship, I imagine! Looks like someone!!! is having!! relationship problems, maybe So let’s listen to how the mom describes the problem to her daughter “ It’s a virtuous cycle ” “ And they never repent how I want them to ” “ Our adversaries are in denial ” So it sounds like to me...... not only is she prone to being too forgiving of a certain someone, and that’s why she stays in a horrible situation in a horrible relationship... but that certain someone both gives insincere apologies... and denies that their actions are severe enough to be criticized.

Sound familiar? Maybe it sounds like the insincere apology of a certain mirror loving duderino who insulted his daughter’s ankles and promptly excused himself for having a brain that likes fixing mistakes without ever taking back what he said? And then promptly said this habit of his was uhhhh

“ That’s just a part of my journey, yknow? I’m like a tiny growing thing.” “ Everybody’s so mad at me, like, i’m growing though-- why be so negative? Why do people look at me-- like you probably are right now?” Feign innocence, empty promises to improve, reflect all attempts to convey that you’ve hurt someone? All without even being asked about it, btw lmao? It sounds like someone has something they should be apologizing for... ( You’ll also notice all the 3 adults have a way of talking as if speaking in general terms-- like they’re talking about everybody in the whole world or to an audience rather than to... a little girl they have a personal relationship with-- but i think that’s just expressing how disconnected and self interested they are. You kinda have to read between the lines to get what they’re saying. )

ANYWAYS this is all my take on it, at least ! Hope it made sense!! If... any of you actually read all this junk lmao

#Opal #Hope #Wine Mom #Jack Stauber #lol just tell me TL;DR i will understand #mail time !!#Anonymous

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hey y’all ! i’m jia and i’m super excited for opening; i have two super clingy cats in case any of you ever need a visual pick-me-up, i’m a uni student in canada and a big skincare and dark chocolate junkie, more than likely gonna be typing replies while indulging in either jsyk !

tried to keep it short since i’m a rambly bitch, but xan’s basic stats and a proper wc page will be up soon as i just got home from grocery shopping and we open in an hour as of typing this, the theme as a whole will get a refresh eventually and i’ll be posting a little tracklist for her playlist later ! and if tumblr ims are as much of a nuisance for you as they can be for me, you can add me on d*scord at genuinely sick of this shit#2030 if you’d like to plot ! anyways, without further ado:

( samantha logan , cis female , she/her, twenty-four ) omg ! i was walking yonge street downtown , and you’ll never guess who i saw . xanthe lowe ! i just saw a post about them on sixsecrets ! i think it said something like “ when they go high, she goes lowe ! xan spotted leaving a gala with her former friend’s ex, after last week’s reportedly tense exchange between the girls ” . isn’t that wild ? i guess it makes sense through , since they’re apparently merciless and imperious . but i’ve heard they’re also conspicuous and astute ! i’ll just stick to giving them the benefit of the doubt . i mean , it’s not like i know them personally — they’re a famous socialite ! you know , i’ve actually heard rumors that redacted , but they’re just rumors … i think . i dunno . if you happen to run into them , tell them i’m their biggest fan !

tw: drug mention

when i tell you that i have so many muse posts i’m holding back on for this bitch —

which, btw, will all slowly see the light of day soon enough bc god knows i can’t articulate my muses’ personalities as well as i’d like so that shit makes up for it fdgslk

her parents’ eldest child together, xanthe’s also the oldest out of her and her siblings

also, never call her xanthe. friend or otherwise, don’t take the risk dklgsjdlk

grew up with a silver spoon, her dad being a wall street giant and her mother being an entrepreneur with a love for art ( so much so that her two partners after separating from xan’s dad were artists themselves sdlkgj )

thus she split her time between toronto and manhattan even before her parents’ divorce, she merely spent more time jetting back and forth for special occasions and vacations compared to when her parents were still together

mind you, she was probably still in the single digits when that became a new normal for the brat

basically could’ve been a main character on gossip girl with her reckless antics and partying as a teenager…. and now, even sgdlkf

drk how to elaborate on that, aside from stressing that from her teen years onward she’s presented her own take of a rich bitch, and is a socialite/fashion week regular type if i were to describe where she stands rn

i think a good mix of references would be nicky hilton meets the delevingne sisters meets blair waldorf and sabrina pemberton’s lovechild

she attended an ivy league at the behest of her father so he had at least one child who could take a senior position in his company simply to keep it in the family

.. before he realized what a Mistake™ it would be to put that responsibility on xan and now has her slightly older cousin as a backup instead GDSLFJKS but nonetheless !

isn’t the most studious person, but she somehow wound up graduating with a major in communications and a marketing minor

she reasoned that, with her reputation in the gta and nyc, she’d need the bit of knowledge in how to clean up her messes. even if she wasn’t the one who had that responsibility

though.. the entire time has been spent sleeping with some of her rich friends, drinking and smoking pot, with the occasional hit of whatever clean enough drug that one of her friends had on them

as of now, she’s pissing off her neighbours with her house parties wherever she might be at a given time, staying in the good graces of the media as a budding, fun yet classy heiress — despite doing dumb shit the second she’s inside of a gala or club

uhhh ik i had something else to add but a quick break for dinner messed that up, rip LKGFSJD

personality and shit

her little blurb on my indie is: refined party girl still set in her ways with her future left uncompromised; detached and pretentious, she soaks up the attention that continues to roll in

which. we’ve basically been over already lkdfsg but still

if i were to use a label to describe her, she’d be the sovereign

she’s messy as hell, but puts on the façade of a poised woman who has some fun because she knows it bodes well

she’s not a complete dick per se, but she can be snide and boastful

big superiority complex, independent and lives lavishly with reckless abandon

probably jets back and forth between nyc and the gta as it’s her version of normal, so ig she hates the environment if it means not having things go her way !

non-committal as all hell and will abandon girl code if she drops you fgkljfs

.. fr, she’ll fuck an ex-friend’s ex if she technically saw them first, so being spiteful and resolving some past attraction ?? right up her alley !

hence the choice of headline gdfslkj

keeps her true inner circle small, but gets off on attention and likes to stay cordial with some people, so she’s got quite a few friends all the same

she’ll fight tooth and nail to protect her image and won’t hesitate to throw anyone under the bus to do so/in retaliation if they screw her over

which happens to mean that her family is to be protected as well. fuck with any of her sisters ?? you’re done ! try to call out one of her brothers on twitter ? she’ll quote it with a single clown emoji as a warning

there really isn’t much to expand on tbh, though i will say that her emboldened nature and need for a good time however she can get it comes out more than her uglier side ( except her vanity. that’ll never go away ksfdg )

some quick plot ideas

a childhood friend or two that she made in either of her main hubs or through events she attended when she was young, whether they’re still friends or not for x reasons can be discussed of course

could carry over into a trio type of thing depending on where she stands with either of them, or they’re a different couple of pals she’s made in the last few years

enemies are always fun ! probably rooted in a competitive streak more than anything else but i’m all ears for a more complex reason

ex-hookup(s), current hookup(s), throw it all at me klgfjd

a hateship/ewb would be fun with her too, oh my god sfdgklj

it should go without saying that they are all relatively wealthy or well-connected kids here, but that doesn’t mean that someone who’s using her for their fifteen seconds of fame, or just to get some perks out of their friendship, is necessarily a write-off — not that she cares too much about fake friends, face value hype and knowing they need her more than she needs them gives her too much satisfaction fkskgls

an ex-something, open to anyone. either someone her parents forced on her to straighten her out that she wound up liking…. after a good period of her telling them to fuck off sdglk or someone she’d been seeing for a while at her own accord. would’ve ended the same way: with her calling it off because she didn’t want to settle down, not even for a relationship ( and perhaps bc she’s scared of commitment with her cracked family dynamic that’s been a thing since age two, but that’s another story jsdfkg )

#╰ 💎 . ❪ 𝐖𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍' 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐒 ↝ ooc #sixhqintro #me getting this done the second it hits 3pm pst ?? tragic when i've had ages to tuck this away in drafts LGDKS

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lady gaga voice slowly fadin in: ju-Das juda-ah-ah… this depressed goblin bastard is honestly my fav male muse like i dnt typically stick w male muses tht long i struggle bt................. i’ve played him the longest of them all n always seem to return to him. jst cnt stay away. way 2 attached to this absurd little man. it’s nai btw!!!! (josefine on the main). launches right in to jude’s intro without further adieu..... (u can also find his playlist here) 🧙‍🎨

「douglas booth & cis-male」⇾ hayward , jude, the senior radcliffe student’s records show that he is a pisces and 23 years old. he is studying ART, living in moris and can be protective, laidback, nonsensical & apathetic. when i see him i am reminded of wearing a faded smiley face sticker on your forehead while receiving a serious lecture, saying “fuck off” to inanimate objects, lead marbles instead of eyes. ⇽「nai & 23 & gmt & she/her.」

he pinterest:

me in the voice of a card magician performing on the street: round up round up pick a pinterest any pinterest!

ta-da it’s aesthetics:

lead marbles instead of eyes, a stolen hearse careening down the wrong lane, wearing a faded smiley face sticker on your forehead while receiving a serious lecture, bags under the eyes that are so big they could pack enough clothes for a three week vacation, a cigarette wobbling from your bottom lip as you squint against the sunlight, passing out on a stranger’s rooftop, placing sunglasses over the eyes of a biology lab skeleton, gangling around the place like shaggy minus his scooby snacks, saying “fuck off” to inanimate objects

about tha Bitch:

born in sheffield in england, bt they went back and forth between there n san fran a lot

jude was an unhappy accident. his parents never rly used protection bc they were super Liberal n Au Naturel n believed in the pull out method bc… they were maniacs. bt then the ONE time they used a condom in an effort to b safety conscious it broke n hence…. jude was born

they just kind of ran w it bc they had such a passionate relationship tht they were like What The Hell…. may as well! itll be fine we’ll learn to be good parents n love him like normal ppl do

spoiler alert: tht didn’t work out

they were ok to him like they weren’t fully Bad bt they just found him to be a massive burden n hindrance to their plans. pretty absent n irresponsible. they literally….. had sex all day every day n acted like a pair of teenagers. it ws a super weird environment for a kid to grow up in bc he literally had no role models or… guidance or…. anything rly. occasionally they’d joke around w him or pretend they properly knew what grade he was going into but for the most part they just Didn’t Care the way parents shd. they lost his birth certificate n dnt remember what they put as his middle name so he’s jst kind of like hmmmm............. n gives himself a diff one every time ppl ask. past variations hv included: jude pauly hayward, jude maureen hayward, jude van winkle hayward. says all of these w a very straight face

despite this he does hv some nice memories w them. usually he definitely sees them fr holidays. frm being rly young their christmas tradition hs been to get a bunch of chinese food like a Banquet Feast n spend all day smoking n drinking into the early hours. perhaps not the healthiest or most responsible bt 😔 jude rly likes it it’s kind of the one time of yr he feels he has a proper family

they r both suuuuper into the arts. rly good sculptors bt they paint too n they actually own a successful gallery in sheffield n san fran

(trauma tw) as a result he grew up around a lot of creative n sometimes pretentious ppl. the friends of his parents were more present in his life than his ACTUAL parents bc they were always jetting off to diff countries to scout out new pieces fr their galleries n just have a gd time in beautiful places without…. the annoyance tht ws being responsible n looking after someone. tbh some of his parents friends were rly damaging too bt….i won’t go into that just yet. it doesn’t rly…need properly explaining bc jude never talks abt it anyway n it….is rather triggering so i’ll jst….leav it for now tbh. basically they just were Not Nice n jude had a lot of bad memories he keeps repressed bt he also??? has some gd ones..... it was a strange environment bt he’s a survivor

(death n grief tw) he hd to do community service bc he kind of… hd a bit of a breakdown before the funeral of his elderly neighbour who bsically raised him bc her kids rly didnt care abt her they jst wanted her inheritance?? so he… stole the hearse w her casket still in it n ws jst like… drivin around the place sort of… tryin nt to cry…..KJJFHSFKJGHKFG i mean. it isnt funny its actually sad bt :/ in a very bizarre n jude way. he gt caught n taken in fr questioning bt her son kind of realised hw… broken up abt her death jude ws n had a heart n didnt press charges. regardless he stil hd to do community service bc it ws like taken seriously even tho it ws his first proper offence. doin it rly exhausted n depressed him so when he wsnt doin tht he ws just hibernatin in his room……. this ws like 4 months ago nw............ just some fun lore fr u all

bc of how he ws raised he has a p cultured taste. he luvs classic lit n p much anything artsy. he can play piano 2 n sometimes gets rly high n thinks he’s mozart level gd at composing he’s jst going fking wild on the keys in a trance...... i mean he’s gd bt… chill

he’s rly sarcastic n so deadpan like he’ll say smthn completely ridiculous bt he’ll say it w his whole chest so sincere.... it’s rly hard to tell when he’s joking or serious honestly. has an overflowing secret sketchbook n if he cares abt someone he’ll probably secretly draw them. does NOT share these drawings w the person he hates being openly sentimental. at heart he is jst a very Sad Boy w lots of repressed issues like depression genuinely just does NAT giv him a single break bt he plasters over this w wise cracks n never discusses his emotions ever. he’s actually p decent or at least tries to b. he’s kind of like tht bit in superbad where michael cera gets rly drunk n makes a toast to women like tht energy...........

he has rly bad insomnia so he like never sleeps idk how he’s Alive straight up. please go to bed sir............. he always has rly sleepy eyes n rubs them tiredly mid conversation. he smokes a lot of weed to try n compensate fr this n make him tired bt he still struggles a lot

ANYWAY that aside he’s at radcliffe doing art, focusing on fine art like painting is............... the thing he luvs most...... his style is kind of.......... taking normal things n painting w surreal colours.... he likes A LOT of colour in his paintings which is kind of a stark contrast to his personality bc his world’s so.... washed out n grey............ lovs art n philosophy n literature n photography n music....

ummMMMMmm honestly idk i’m blankin on what else to say. ull find him smoking weed reading an american classic or gnawing at his thumbnail n getting charcoal smudges on all his clothes. wandering the streets in plaid pj bottoms n dr martens eating frm a cereal box without care in the world. he’s p broody n scruffy n he’s mostly here fr a laidback time....... doesn’t rly like when ppl take themselves too seriously........ likes strange ppl thinks the world is mde richer by them n likes when ppl can jst bounce back jokes at him without being like erm. u dont make sense mate. bc frankly he can come up w some strange stuff sometimes.............. talking to him cn b like navigating a dark n bendy road without a flashlight.......

(drugs tw) once did shrooms n woke up naked in the woods curled up in a pile of leaves. to this day he recounts this as his werewolf transformation. hs no idea hw he ended up there n when ppl r like are u not. concerned jude. tht is so strange? he jst shrugs like.............. dunno....................... suppose i’m jst a werewolf upon occasion. so casual abt it. jst truly does Not care abt most things at all..... almost to the point tht it’s concerning (sometimes way past the point tht it’s concerning too :/)

this is the desc on an aesthetic i mde of his style once n sums it up well!! ‘additionally: too many pairs of trousers, a hideous amount of white t-shirts all somewhat stained with charcoal, a jumper so thinly knit it almost looks sheer, chipped teale nail varnish, a cream corduroy jacket with a cigarette hole singed onto the cuff, vintage wiry reading glasses he almost never wears, a freshly rolled cigarette behind his ear, a thrifted t-shirt with a warped bart simpson wearing a stethoscope with the caption ‘bard knwos cardiology’ and two crops hacked that way with kitchen scissors that he sometimes wears to paint.‘

EXPERT at rolling spliffs like jst. mkes them so precise n neat....... it’s his super power. his fav thing to smoke frm is banana flavour papers.................... linking 2 this he’s like. bad w emotions bt he does try..... once his friend (maggie) ws sad so he brought her a spliff wrapped in grape flavoured paper bc it’s her fav fruit n jst like. wordlessly gave it to her. it’s the thought tht counts.....

PLOTS!!!!!

plays bass in a band which cld b a fun connection to get together??? i picture the music being like surf rock type like........... mac demarco...... bt he also luvs elliott smith n glass animals n the cure n metronomy n neutral milk hotel n talking heads n radiohead n mazzy star n wolf alice...................... idk jst like.... within tht ballpark i suppose i imagine it being................

mayb ppl he shares classes w?????? i’d like someone tht does a similar course n they hang out tgether when it comes to trips fr the module to museums or exhibits or wtever................ they both stand in front of paintings analysing it rly wrong n saying stuff like hmmmmmmmmm....... i do declare i see a, uh..... large phallus protruding from the centre of this image...... moves something in me.......... n some elderly person looking at it besides them is like Ergh. sickened n disgraced. leaves w a brow severely furrowed

someone he smokes w on the moris rooftop late at night when he cnt sleep??? mayb they’re up n cnt sleep either fr whtever reason n it’s become an unspoken kind of ritual where they always clamber out n find each other there n jst wordlessly keep them company

jude is kind of like. protective almost to a fault sometimes........... mayb some guy he’s punched......................... if they hurt someone he cares abt........... typically it wld hv been a girl he ws kind of like. affected by his first relationship bc she had a bad home situation n ever since jst wnts..... to Protect it’s kind of like an automatic instinct ingrained in him nw 😔 all sounds very noble n well bt sometimes it cn b a bit of an escalation i wnt lie

perhaps a few hook-ups??? jude doesn’t tend to sleep w ppl he rly knows bc he just..... likes it to b an impersonal thing doesn’t like getting attached fr various reasons so mayb they only kno each other via this OR mayb he bent his rules a bit..... cld either work seamlessly or hv added drama if one side hs mre feelings or whtever

currently living in moris w 2 roommates bt i’d love some neighbours perhaps..... mayb someone tht lives directly nxt door to his room n is like ://// bc he plays music loud n weeds always drifting frm his window n mking their room smell if theirs is open too................. or mayb they get on..... mayb there’s a rly mean seagull tht lands on a branch n poos on pedestrians n they both commentate on it frm their windows like david attenborough...... they’re like he’s at it again. they’ve named him n everything

HONESTLY anything if u have an idea hmu i’d love 2 hear it.......... rubs my hands tgether in excitement to plot up a storm w u all

#ruhqintro #depression tw #death tw #grief tw #neglect tw #trauma tw #drugs tw

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souvercines · 4 years

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hey y’all ! i’m kat and i’m super hyped to ( soft ) open sdgljkds my blog is clearly a work in progress — love having my laptop slow down on me for two days straight — but bear with me for the time being ! i’ll have stats up for both caro and renée eventually and i’ll be sure to make it known; but for now, let me get these messy intros over with, with the nuisance herself coming up first:

✰ ––– adria arjona. cis female. she/her // you don’t know ? that’s CAROLINA “CARO” BAEZ ! they’re a TWENTY-SEVEN year old socialite from MANHATTAN, NEW YORK. as part of manhattan’s elite, the sovereign is known to be ALLURING & DARWINIAN. most people recognize them by treating walks of shame like a runway, 3am parties in a penthouse, lux lavender baths with a glass of prosecco and city views, a bite as big as her bark, bongs and empty bottles on the living room floor. ( kat, 22, nt, she/her )

tw: drug mention

when i tell you that i have so many muse posts i’m holding back on for this bitch —

which, btw, will all slowly see the light of day soon enough bc god knows i can’t articulate my muses’ personalities as well as i’d like so that shit makes up for it FDGSLK

her parents’ only child together, caro’s the oldest out of her and her half-siblings

grew up with a silver spoon, her dad being a wall street giant and her mother being an entrepreneur with a love for art ( so much so that her two partners after separating from caro’s dad were artists themselves sdlkgj )

basically could’ve been a main character on gossip girl with her reckless antics and partying as a teenager…. and now, even sgdlkf

attended an ivy league school at the behest of her father so he had at least one child who could take a senior position in his company simply to keep it in the family

though she doesn’t have to worry about that as of yet, if ever, with her brother being better poised to do so

wasn’t the most studious person, but she’d pulled it off enough to major in communications with a marketing minor

she reasoned that, with her reputation in nyc, she’d need the bit of knowledge in how to clean up her messes. even if she wasn’t the one who had that responsibility

though.. the entire time had been spent sleeping with some of her rich friends, drinking and smoking pot, with the occasional one-time hit of whatever clean enough drug that one of her friends had on them

it’s been a few years since, and now she’s pissing off her neighbours with her house parties, jetsetting whenever she pleases and staying in the good graces of the media as a budding, fun yet classy heiress — despite doing dumb shit the second she’s inside of a gala or club

personality and extras

her little blurb on my indie is: refined party girl still set in her ways with her future left uncompromised; detached and pretentious, she soaks up the attention that continues to roll in

which. we’ve basically been over already lkdfsg but still

she’s messy as hell, but puts on the façade of a poised woman who has some fun because she knows it bodes well

she’s not a complete dick per se, but she can be snide and boastful

Big superiority complex, independent and lives lavishly with reckless abandon

non-committal as all hell and will abandon girl code if she drops you fgkljfs

.. fr, she’ll fuck an ex-friend’s ex if she technically saw them first, so being spiteful and resolving some past attraction ?? right up her alley !

keeps her true inner circle small, but gets off on attention and likes to stay cordial with some people, so she’s got quite a few friends all the same

she’ll fight tooth and nail to protect her image and won’t hesitate to throw anyone under the bus to do so/in retaliation if they screw her over

which happens to mean that her family is to be protected as well. fuck with any of her sisters ?? you’re done. try to compete with her father ? she’ll leak your suspicious investment history to the times fskgdljlsf

some wcs/plot ideas

a childhood friend or two, whether they’re still friends or not for x reasons can be discussed of course

could carry over into a trio type of thing depending on where she stands with either of them, or they’re a different couple of pals she’s made over the years

enemies are always fun ! probably rooted in a competitive streak more than anything else but i’m all ears for a more complex reason

ex-hookup(s), current hookup(s), throw it all at me klgfjd

a hateship/ewb would be fun with her too, oh my god sfdgklj

the majority ( if not all ) are relatively wealthy people, but that doesn’t mean that someone who’s using her for their fifteen seconds of fame, or just to get some perks out of their friendship, is necessarily a write-off — not that she cares too much about fake friends, face value hype and knowing they need her more than she needs them gives her too much satisfaction fkskgls

kinda relates to current hookups, but her designated event pal would be super fun ?? sdgkflj like they go to all of these big parties and galas together, then meet up in the nooks of the venue or head back to her place before she throws an after-party of sorts. they’d be decent friends beyond this though, them being someone she trusts a good bit compared to others in her circle

#╰ 💎 . ❪ 𝐖𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍' 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐒 ↝ kat chats ｡#mhqs:intro #a fairly quick intro for a kinda?? fleshed out muse.. i just don't have the patience rn KDSLG #watching a livestream of a blm protest in the province's capital since i couldn't make it out as i type this #so. yeah. priorities ig lsjgdk

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raphmarchetti · 4 years

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(LORENZO ZURZOLO, CISMALE) - RAPHAEL MARCHETTI is in HIS SOPHOMORE year. The POLITICS major is 20 years old & is a CAPRICORN. People say HE is COURTEOUS, INGENIOUS, UNRELIABLE and CAPRICIOUS. Rumors say they’re a member of CALLOWAY SOCIETY. I heard from the gossip blog that HE WAS SENT TO BOARDING SCHOOL AFTER BEING CAUGHT IN A COMPROMISING POSITION WITH HIS STEP-SISTER.

greetings and salutations!!! it’s been a while since i joined a new group but i’m excited to be here and do all of the plotting. y’all can call me y and this dude here is raphael/raph/whatever.

here is his pinterest board and whenever i finish his playlist i’ll put that up too. not that his board is finished but ya know... that’s too much work or whatever. anyways!

tw: incest i guess????? they’re not blood related whatever! if casey and derek could get away with it so can raph! i’m adding a little spice to this rp ok :~) (btw its like a 2 yr difference we’re into taboo plots but not too taboo ok sdsdfjkg)

raphael was brought into this world on december 22nd and with him he brought death; his mother passing away the same night. because of this, his father was left with the burden of raising him but not without the help of various women whom he married and inevitably divorced. at least until wife number four came along. the pair married when raphael was fifteen and the union grew the marchetti family by three. not only did raphael gain a new step-mother but two siblings: an elder brother and a younger sister.

at first, it was innocent between serena and raphael. whereas raphael was the broody type to find himself lounging in the garden with a book, serena was the complete opposite. she was lively; always smiling and up to no good, constantly having to drag her new step-brother out of whatever corner he’d hidden himself. the more time the two spent together the more smitten he became, and eventually their relationship took an unexpected turn. it was fine though— they both knew how to keep a secret.

SO, son to a sitting member of the senate of the republic of italy (forza italia party), raphael grew up surrounded by everything politics and had to portray a very specific image. it’s why he grew up gallantly and why others may perceive him as shy or stuck up. in reality he is far from shy and more on the aloof side, amused by the little things in life and aware of everything around him. one day it’s going to be him in the senate of the republic, or so his father says anyways. politics? idk her!

his schooling was typical for a son of a politician, all the best private schools the world had to offer at their disposal. although his home remained in italy, as he grew it became a summer thing: attending his junior high years in new york (and traveling elsewhere if there was time allotted). part of him did it to stay away from serena, but come break time when he’d return home it would just start all over again. ANYWAYS obvs the two got caught one summer and what do you know he was sent to boarding school to finish his high school years and his dad obviously killed the story

this makes family reunions a little awkward aha (the two don’t talk much nowadays but every now and then they do text. serena even sends him care packages now!!!!) though raphael would never admit it, he did fall for her but views it as a puppy love type of relationship. the two were young and without true parental supervision, and somehow ended up being each other’s first love. gross i know but what can u do!

ANYWAYS!!! boarding school years were... a mess. this were the years raphael broke out of his shell and began to explore his own persona outside of the marchetti name and its expectations. so you have your usual drug use, the beginning of a slight drinking problem, girls girls and more girls. he also took up fencing??? like ok.. sounds about white my dude, but yeah he took up fencing and is actually quite good at it good for him.

he of course did not do any of his school work and paid for his grades like every rich white dude can and blah blah graduated and decided to go to yates!!!

plot wise i dont care i will do anything!!!! give me angst!! give me more fucked up shit to add cause i love hurting my characters!! girls he’s slept with??? bros from boarding school??? an ex mayhaps?? hell, bring the sister i dont’ care just plot with me !!!

in conclusion i offer a stereotypical white boy with a slight drinking problem who likes to read, will one day say ‘it’s not my dream dad, it’s yours!!!!, and has an incestual(?) past sdjgbfg .

#yatesintro #plot with me demons

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indecentpause · 5 years

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Novel Prep Tag!

II was tagged by @writingmyassoff! Thank you!

Rules: Answer the questions and then tag as many writers as there are questions answered (or as many as you can) to spread the positivity! Even if these questions are not explicitly brought up in the novel, they are still good to keep in mind when writing.

I did this for The Princess and The Pirate when In the Basement, In the Sky was on hiatus, but now ITBITS is back so that’s what you get!

tw: drugs

1. Describe your novel in 1-2 sentences (elevator pitch)

Despite trying his best, an addict screws up almost everything good in his life and has to build it back up from scratch after hitting rock bottom.

2. How long do you plan for your novel to be? (Is it a novella, single book, book series, etc.)

A stand alone short novel! It’s turning out to be a little too long to call a novella.

3. What is your novel’s aesthetic?

Coffee that’s been sitting on the burner too long, cold nights alone, threadbare clothes in the middle of winter, colorful flashing lights, music so loud you can feel it in your breastbone

4. What other stories inspire your novel?

I don’t know! I’m sure there are some, but they’re in such small bits and pieces scattered around in my brain I’m not sure what they are

5. Share 3+ images that give a feel for your novel

Image source

MAIN CHARACTER

6. Who is your protagonist?

Jen Hoshigawa!

7. Who is their closest ally?

It takes a while for Jen to find him, but when he finally does, it’s Ronan. He’s the only one who won’t put up with or humor Jen’s bullshit but like. In a constructive way.

8. Who is their enemy?

Himself

9. What do they want more than anything?

He wants to be with Kylie again. :c In a good relationship, this time. It’s what drives him to do everything he does after they break up to try to prove he’s worth a second chance.

10. Why can’t they have it?

Well, currently Jen’s not sober and that’s a deal killer, but also the only way Jen has to contact Kylie is to go back to the apartment, and he’s scared if he does that Kylie will think he’s not trustworthy (or worse, will call the police).

11. What do they wrongly believe about themselves?

That he doesn’t deserve to be happy or healthy or otherwise well.

12. Draw your protagonist! (Or share a description)

GIF TIME GIF TIME

I don’t know what he’s holding but it looks like a jar of snacks??? Jen also loves snacks (that’s J-rock musician Miyavi, btw)

PLOT POINTS

13. What is the internal conflict?

Jen struggling to overcome his drug use: he’s a party drug user so he isn’t physically addicted to anything, but he mentally and emotionally relies on being high to get him through the day. Growing up. Trying to be good enough to be able to go back to his old apartment where he lived with Kylie and say, “Look, I did it. Can we try again?”

14. What is the external conflict?

Homelessness, both living on the street for a while and then living on someone’s couch until they get sick of him. Where will he go? Finding a therapist and a psychiatrist he can trust. Finding a psychiatrist who will write him the scripts he needs to function instead of just accusing him of being a drug seeker.

15. What is the worst thing that could happen to your protagonist?

Getting kicked back out on the streets in the winter cold.

16. What secret will be revealed that changes the course of the story?

If I told you it wouldn’t be a secret anymore ;)

17. Do you know how it ends?

YEP I am not totally sure how far I’m going to take the scene yet, but I know what it’s going to be.

BITS AND BOBS

18. What is the theme?

You can be better if you put in the work. Mental illness and addiction often go hand in hand. Finding companionship and compassion in unexpected places.

19. What is a reoccurring symbol?

Number patterns?? Honestly Jen just has undiagnosed OCD.

20. Where is the story set? (Share a description)

In and around Chicago, IL. The beginning takes place mostly around the nearby suburbs (where buses and trains are still easily accessible), and in the second half mostly downtown.

21. Do you have any images or scenes in your mind already?

A Lot!!

22. What excited you about this story?

I really wanted to write a story about drug users and addicts who are victims of circumstance even though they might not see it that way. I wanted to portray them in a sympathetic light, not meaning, “This is a good way to cope,” but “They’re doing the best they can with the shitty tools they’ve been given, and deserve as much compassion as anyone else.” And the potential fallout between friends when one wants to get sober and the others don’t. I have both ADHD and bipolar disorder (though Jen has depression, my depressive episodes are WAY worse than my hypomanic ones), and if I didn’t have such good support, I could have easily ended up in the same place as Jen.

23. Tell us about your usual writing method!

I just. Write stuff?

Tagging: @forlornraven @icarusatmidnight @wordsbyagremlin @lynnafred :D

#novel prep tag #tag games #writeblr #in the basement in the sky #jen hoshigawa #gif

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hi yes i’m very late i know i’m Sorry bUt pls enjoy this gif of yoongi being the cute baby he is because it’s gonna be rare for you to see jiwan like that hfjdgfdjk ANYWAYS hello !! my name is liv ( she/her ), i’m 19 and in the gmt-4 timezone, and i bring to you my son BANG JIWAN. now, he’s not the most sociable or outgoing guy out there, but he has his charms i promise. he’s been through a lot in his life and nowadays he’s just ,, dealing with things as they come his way lmao you can find his unfinished stats HERE and i don’t have a plots page just yet but i’m literally open to anything !! i might have one up in the future, though jkdjdshjs under the cut i’ve gathered some information about jiwan, so if you wanna plot with us just like this post and i’ll come bother you uwu let’s get to it !!

tw: mentions of alcohol & drugs, death, jail-related themes

┅ ☆ ★ ✮ ∟ ‖ min yoongi. 26. cismale. he/him. ‖— extinguishing cigarettes on snow , black tattoos on pale skin , feeling the wind against your face. 」did you hear that BANG JIWAN is planning on attending the next race ?! i won’t lie, i’m pretty excited to see their BLACK ASTON MARTIN VANTAGE in person. i know people say they’re really SELF-RELIANT , DISCERNING & PHLEGMATIC , but don’t you think they come off way too UNFORESEEABLE , BLASÉ & CONTUMACIOUS ? i hear they’re always blasting RENEGADE by STYX ? oh well, they’re a member of the HELLCATS so i guess i shouldn’t complain.

╭ ⌑ past.

jiwan was born in gwangju, south korea, and his childhood was what most people would consider nice. he had nice things -- nice clothes, a nice house, nice friends, nice opportunities... it was really a shame his parents weren’t just as nice

he was often put under pressure by his parents ( two successful business people ), who never really understood why their son was so closed off like that. he got very good grades at school, but he was always that shy kid no one talks to. he was that child the teacher always forgets is in their class, and that was okay. he liked being by himself; didn’t feel like he needed anyone else, even at such a young age

jiwan played by himself, studied by himself, went out by himself. he liked to sit alone in the park and just watch as people walked by. sometimes people thought he was weird, but he just enjoyed his own presence; always had, and that was a fact. maybe he indeed was a little weird, though

he tended to never initiate conversations with anyone, but would follow along with no issue if someone came up to talk to him. that’s the only reason why he was able to have a small circle of friends all through elementary and high school

things changed in high school, in which jiwan got involved with the wrong people and started doing things his parents definitely wouldn’t be proud of if they knew about it; they were only happy their son was finally socializing and being a normal teenager

well... not so normal, since his outings with his friends involved a lot of alcohol, drugs, getting his first tattoos ( in secret ) and irresponsible car rides on the outskirts of town. around that time, jiwan fell in love with the way the wind hit his face when he went shotgun in one of his friends’ cars or just drove himself, smiling brightly for what felt like the first time in his life, loving the adrenalin it gave him

in the middle of his third year in high school, his parents died in a plane crash while flying to an important business meeting in another country. jiwan suddenly found himself as an 19-year-old orphan with nothing on him besides his excessive quietness. he cried at their death and felt horrible for all of the bad things he’d ever thought about them ( and thankfully not said ), but he also felt angry in a way he’d never felt before

frustrated with the loss of his parents, he went out with his friends and drank his ass off, accidentally starting a club fight that got him into a lot of trouble

he actually ended up being dragged to the police station after that, being sentenced to a year in jail, completely unable to bail himself out because of his heritage money being frozen by the bank

needless to say, jiwan wasn’t happy at all to be going to jail right after his parents died. he had so much resentment inside himself, so much hatred but at the same time he went back to being the quiet guy he was before he got involved with the wrong crowd

somehow, no one messed with him during his time in jail. he was still only 19, but the way he portrayed himself to the outside public was something that made people feel intimidated, somehow. none of his “friends” from before the accident happened came to visit him while he was locked up, which he pretended not to care about, but deep inside, he felt a bit hurt

being in jail taught him that he really couldn’t trust anyone besides himself. if he was an individualist before, it got even stronger after he got out of jail a year later

it was tough to get his heritage money back, going through a lot of paperwork with the bank, but when he finally did get it back, he used most of it to buy himself a nice car and then ride off towards busan -- he had visited the city once before and felt immediately drawn to it

in busan, it wasn’t too tough to settle down, since he still had a bunch of money left, so he quickly found a small flat for himself, which contrasted a whole fucking lot with his fancy ass car, but, you know... priorities

he went back to being the quiet one among everyone else, getting random jobs here and there, riding on his car by himself and experiencing the happiness it gave him without anyone by his side -- it was literally the only thing keeping him alive. it was nice, he never really minded being by himself, and it was a big surprise when a group of guys approached him one day, telling him they had seen him riding just out of town and wanting to know if he’d like to join them to form a group of people who also raced. it was very out of the blue, but jiwan accepted. he had nothing to lose anyway ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

╭ ⌑ present.

jiwan is part of the original members of the hellcats, way back when the gang was just starting off, so he’s often seen as some kind of inspiration for people who have joined later on ( even if he himself doesn’t quite understand that )

he’s a full time racer, not having any other side jobs because it’s just too much effort and he really can’t be bothered to overwork himself for some cash he very obviously doesn’t need -- everything he earns goes straight to upgrading his car or just maintaining it in general

he’s a very good racer, has lost a few races in his lifetime, but never got super crazy over them like some people in his gang get

jiwan’s still living in the same fucked up flat he got when he moved to busan; he doesn’t think it’s necessary to buy something bigger

╭ ⌑ personality & extras.

he won’t tell anyone this, but his car’s name is actually kiki

jiwan doesn’t often talk about his feelings, since he tends to keep everything to himself, but if he trusts someone enough ( which is hard ), he’ll definitely have some deep conversations with them about anything and everything

he doesn’t have anything against anyone. he’s a peaceful guy. yes, he has some resentful feelings inside himself, but never lets it show. most of the time, he will appear calm and collected and like he doesn’t give a shit about what’s happening around him

he’s had some pretty bad things happen in his life and by now he doesn’t get impressed by too little; he’s become indifferent to most things

in the love department...... he doesn’t do very well. he mostly sleeps around and has casual flings or just friends with benefits and no strings attached at all, but when he falls in love with someone, he falls hard, and becomes someone else entirely, always trying to protect them and make them feel loved. it’s really a contrast to the person he usually appears to be

tbh, he’s only ever been in one serious relationship, which ended pretty badly, and even if he didn’t hold a grudge against his ex ( doyeon ), the fact that he still does to this day just sends him and he can’t help but bite back

that being said, he doesn’t initiate any fights, but if instigated, he will retaliate

btw he’s not very competitive so he’s really only in it for the racing part lmao it pisses him off sometimes when other people in his gang get really fucking mad when they lose a race. like. calm down greg it's soccer

doesn’t care about the rivalry between the kings and the hellcats. if you’re nice to him, he’ll be ( moderately ) nice to you. if you try to shoot him on the foot, he’ll do just the same to you

he actually has a black ragamuffin called bomi. in his most stressful days, he likes to go home and allow her to claim his lap as his favorite spot to sleep on. the image of him with his cat is probably the softest thing anyone’s ever going to see, so he tries to not show people that lmao

however DEEP deep inside ( really deep ) he’s just..... very soft. cares a lot about his friends and will do anything in his power to keep them safe and content. you just gotta earn his trust first

#this got way longer than i expected hhhhhh #but i also had to rewrite like half of it sIGH #im sorry if this is awful hhhh #anyways pls love us i promise we're nice #uwu #tempointro

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i’m only 1298338 yrs late....pls forgive me & here is my intro !!!

KATHERINE YU, THE PUBLICITY OFFICER OF THE YALE ELITES. SHE'S 20 AND A SOPHOMORE MAJORING IN PUBLIC RELATIONS. SHE'S AS ASTUTE AS SHE IS DUPLICITOUS.

tw: drugs

she slept with the dean of admissions in order to access and tamper with student files and collect dirt on students to use as leverage

she started using cocaine for fun but ended up with an addiction

after having katherine, her mom could not conceive again and her father resents both of them for the situation. he continuously cheats on her mother, who knows about the affairs but does not leave to protect the family image. katherine threatened to expose her father, who retaliated by halting funding her tuition. katherine steals money from her father (with the help of her mother) to continue paying for school and her luxurious lifestyle.

ok now for a deeper look into kat:

katherine’s dad is the head of this fancy private construction company (hehe...this is gonna b some future blackmail and yes i’m ripping off the show elite) and her mom was a supermodel in her youth but is now a trophy wife (she’s still significantly younger than kat’s dad btw)...basically a rly odd pairing, but her mom liked that he was rich yet not afraid 2 get his hands dirty & kind of rough around the edges

basically her dad got her mom pregnant as fast as he could once they got married because he wanted a child 2 pass the company on to

so katherine’s dad was angry that his first born was a girl but maybe he could have lived w it if her mom could produce more kids...except she couldn’t. so he hated them both and kat was like i fucking hate u back?? anyway

she grew up hating her dad as much as he hated her n the only times he was nice 2 her was when the cameras were around

kat was always closer to her mom but lowkey she knows that if her mom had 2 pick between her n her dad.....she’d pick her dad. the only persons validation kat wants is her moms :,( but anyway

because kat always had a closer bond to her mom, when she found out he was cheating on her a bitch was PISSED !!! even tho her mom KNEW and didnt care because the parents were just together for the sake of their image at this point, kat was like >:(

at first she just did shit to scare off his mistresses but eventually that stopped working so she went 2 her dad and was like. if u dont STOP i’m gna tell the world!! not her smartest move bc he was like lol...dumb bitch i pay for everything u have !! so he stopped paying for her shit to teach her a lesson

so what did she do next to pay for school n her lifestyle ?? get a job? SIKE !! she slept with the guy that manages her dads bank acc to steal from him & make it look not sus. her mom lowkey helps cover for it because she feels guilty for being a shitty mom

just putting it out there kat literally wants to kill her dad. she wants that man DEAD like she 100% intends to kill him one day HERSELF, she’s just holding off until she’s certain she will get away with it

aside from that, kat does the MOST to get attention from ppl since shes so ignored at home and wants to be thought and talked abt. thats why she’s like an ~insta baddie~

no basically she’s just kind of ig famous and she’s always partnering w brands blah blah it’s why she majored in public relations even tho she doesnt rly intend on doing much with her major she kind of has it in case she RLY has to fend for herself one day. a bitch got smarter after threatening her dad. now she’s always scheming and getting close to ppl so she can use them when it’s in her benefit

kat is a sagittarius sun, scorpio moon, and gemini rising.....because that’s a little chaotic :) basically she comes off pretty friendly and sociable. most ppl from the outside think she’s a nice good christian girl, always wearing her cross necklace n going to church on sunday (the cross is where she keeps her coke...but we’ll get to that in jus one second) but in reality she’s just a lowkey evil >:))) binch. she cares abt only a few ppl...stay tuned for who because i havent plotted yet

drug tw: my girl was partying one day in high school when she snorted her first line of coke for the lolz but then she enjoyed it so she did it again...and then again and again. basically...she has an addiction. she’s come close 2 overdosing a couple times but she can’t stop. most ppl don’t kno how bad her addiction is but maybe someone in the group was there for one of her overdoses....plot idea perhaps ? anyway

overall i would describe kat as a mix between kathryn merteuil from cruel intentions (who she was first based on + named after) and carla from the show elite. she’s jus always scheming n trying to make herself important because she LOVES being in the spotlight and being talked about

basically,,,,, she’s two-faced but most people only know her fake social “nice” side, even most members of the elites prob

except maybe her nasty side showed a little when they tried to get her kicked from the group....but she pretends shes not mad abt it anymore...even tho she def is still very pissed. she’s a fire sign after all she can hold a GRUDGE

ok this is long i’m done :)) please plot with me i’m desperate

#✧.° — crying tears of gold like lemonade › ( ooc. )#eliteintros

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sparklyjojos · 6 years

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[Disco Wednesdayyy part 10/?] --Disco, in which Mr. Kato tries his hand at explaining the case, and we may have a demon problem [tw: brief eye horror like always]--

Since Kiyuu’s reasoning was wrong and some paranormal shit is going on, all our leads can do is to gather everyone in the main room of the Pine House, constantly guard Kiyuu, and maybe even catch “Esesuneinpina” once he comes to kill him.

Disco, Kiyuu, and the kid detective Mikami Nils have a conversation and it’s pretty great. I really love Nils and I’m glad that Disco is genuinely concerned about his wellbeing and wonders whether it’s okay to let a primary school age kid be a great detective. [Btw, at one point Nils mentions liking books featuring Mitarai Kyoshi, the same detective that was Yuuki’s favorite in Tsukumojuku. Maijo really wants the reader to check out Shimada Souji’s works, doesn’t he]

Kiyuu mentions that he once cooperated with Pariya Choumaru, an Italian chef and a detective. [Lore note: Pariya was the person reading out the detectives’ message to Kira in Jorge Joestar. Jorge mentioned that Pariya had likely sent someone he knew to Morioh as an informator - in hindsight of this book, I’d say it was probably Daibakusho Curry. Then again, these are different universes.].

We get a little talk about what being a great detective means (“So, great detectives... you always believe you’re going to solve the case? Always?” “Yes. Always. If you don’t, you’re not a great detective.”) Then Nils mentions a convoluted case he helped with, involving some drug cartel conflicts, in which the daughter of one of the drug lords, Sharon Styron [or at least I think スタイロン is supposed to be ‘Styron’?] was murdered and cut to pieces. Disco recognizes her name - he knew her and her younger brother JJ, but they haven’t met in years.

While they’re talking, the lights suddenly go out. Everyone prepares for an attack... until the lights go back on, and somebody on the second floor starts laughing at their shocked expressions. It’s one of the Angel Bunnies -- Mr. Kato.

“Mr. Hongou, I understand now!” Mr. Kato says. “The truth about the case!” He goes downstairs and asks everyone to stand in a circle and hold hands. One quick explanation later we now know that while Mr. Kato works as one of the Angel Bunnies, his ‘weekend job’ is being a spirit medium / fortune-teller under the name Sakurazuki Tansetsu.

[Lore note: Sakurazuki Tansetsu was an important character in Asura Girl, in which he helped get Aiko’s soul out of her Near-Death-Experience world (and later out of Guru Guru Majin’s head), and tried in vain to contact the spirits of the murdered triplets.]

Sakurazuki starts his explanations, asking the great detectives not to chime in if they don’t want to be in potential danger (except for Kiyuu, who already got his explanation wrong so hey, might as well). He points to the traveler’s trees decorating the main room and explains that they hold symbolic meaning; the tree is connected to the symbol of the Tree of Life in Kaballah. It also signifies the biblical Tree of Life and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Sakurazuki points out that there’s a pole with two metal snakes wrapped around it stuck in the ground by the tree - according to him it symbolizes the snake that tempted Eve. Maybe Mitamura put it there to make a symbolic statement that this House is ‘Eden’, that it’s the “center of the world” (as seen in that phrase on the roof as well).

Sakurazuki notices that the seemingly abstract paintings hanging in some of the rooms contain hidden upside-down symbols belonging to two languages, Hebrew and Japanese. The solution to this puzzle relies on the fringe theory of the common ancestry of Japanese and Hebrew, and can be deciphered using hiragana-Hebrew charts from Joseph Eidelberg’s books. It’s a little too complicated to explain here, but by deciphering the paintings, you get this :

Those are names of Angels, and here’s what they signify:

Casmaran -- the name of summer Gargatel, Tariel, Gaviel -- the serving angels of summer Tubiel -- the head of the sign of the summer Festativi -- the name of the Earth in summer Athemay -- the name of the Sun in summer Armatus -- the name of the Moon in summer Anael (x2) -- the angel of 1 AM on Friday / the angel of Friday

Basically, they all correspond to 1 AM on a summer Friday - the time of Mitamura’s death.

Sakurazuki then leads everyone on the second floor, saying they can stop holding hands once they go inside a room. Then he turns the lights off once again, and it’s now obvious what he noticed earlier. On the glass ceiling they can see a projected image:

[Lore note: we’ve seen those symbols before. The Star of David was hidden in the ceiling of the triangle warehouse in Smoke, Soil or Sacrifices, and the 王 symbol -- on the ceiling of each of the four mysterious buildings in The World is Made out of Closed Rooms.]

The floor of the Pine House works like a Chinese magic mirror, and in specific circumstances can project this image onto the glass ceiling. As you may have noticed, the image seems to be mirrored, and that’s because it is - the ceiling in itself works like a mirror [...I got a bit lost as to how exactly this works, to be honest. It just works]. The projected image is a summoning circle, corresponding to 1 AM on Friday. Sakurazuki learned from the testimonies of the Angel Bunnies that last night Mitamura was burning pepperwort incense in his study, and constantly muttering something in another language -- that would be “the perfume of Friday” and “the conjuration of Friday”. It’s clear Mitamura was trying to summon something to the Pine House: the “Spirit of Friday”, maybe an Angel to help him with something. Except, well... that summoning circle isn’t supposed to be mirrored. Unfortunately, Mitamura didn’t account for that.

Something was summoned last night, and it’s not friendly.

The name “Esesuneinpina” is not found in any holy or occult texts, so it’s likely that Mitamura created a completely new demon. But since Mitamura is dead and a lot of time passed, shouldn’t “Esesuneinpina” go away by now? It would... but it’s bound by a magical circle of protection. You see, an Angel was also in the Pine House last night -- the Angel Bunnies, who accidentally created a circle of Mitamura’s blood. The circle protects everyone in the rooms on the second floor, but also traps the demon inside the circle preventing it from leaving... and Sakurazuki thinks it may be trapping little Kozue’s ghost too.

As if on cue, Shakuko calls Disco and informs him that future Kozue just arrived, which means little Kozue’s soul must have returned to the boar plushie. Which Disco left in the main room, where the demon is... He runs there, and to his horror can’t find Kozue anywhere. Sakurazuki tells him that Kozue and the demon are “at once here and not here, on the edge of the world... everywhere and nowhere.” They have to get Kozue back, and Sakurazuki will help as he can, but the main part must be done by Disco himself.

Why by Disco? Because it’s him that this entire setup was made for. Sakurazuki believes that everything - the Pine House, the killings of the great detectives - was just a way to summon Disco here. Each of the detectives who died after making a mistake in their reasoning got stabbed through only one eye. This is symbolically connected to Odin - the god who sacrificed an eye to gain true wisdom.

The same god whose name is secretly contained in Disco’s own surname.

#sparkly reads disco #maijo and jdc stuff #long post

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let me start off by saying that that i KNOW it’s ugly of me to play two fcs from svt but … i couldn’t help myself i’m soruhdjfdfh (and if that didn’t already give away who i am .. surprise i’m not a new person that joined the rp .. it‘s me, alice aka jiho’s mun) but anyway click under the read more to learn more about this dirtbag

tw: drugs, drug/substance abuse, drug overdose, drug addiction

ok so .. family life:

his father is a politician and his mother is the head lawyer at a top notch firm

he’s the youngest of two (sister is 27, brother is 22)

sadly his sister got disowned by his parents when grayson was a child so he doesn’t really remember much about her or why she got disowned bc he was too young to know or understand what was going on and no one in his family talks about it ever .. lmao they treat it like she never existed so he’s kinda just ???? huh about it

his parents were never around besides the occasional “are u guys keeping a good image for us/not fucking up your lives” dinner but he was basically raised by his older brother (and their nanny)

but grayson slowly grew to hate his brother cause he was the obvious favorite of his parents and his brother stopped acting like a brother after their sister left and started acting like a dad

now here’s where things go downhill for grayson…. when he was teen…

instead of doing weed like a normal teenager, he decided to try out cocaine because he thought it wouldn’t be a big deal and he was like i’m rich i should be getting the best kind of high money can buy …. but oh man what a mistake

he was addicted to coke by the age of 16

it stopped being about the high and kinda just was something he needed to do because it helped make his life more bearable to live which is :/

he kept this a secret from his family till one night when he was 17 and partying with his friends and they freaked out because they thought he was overdosing and called an ambulance and since he was a minor they contacted his parents about it

his parents sent him to rehab the night of

he was there for about 7 months

relapsed a month after getting out … didn’t tell anyone

ended up overdosing on his 18th birthday

his parents sent him to rehab again once he was discharged

he was there for 5 months even though he was suppose to stay much longer but since he had everyone convinced that his overdosed really “opened his eyes” and he was technically an adult they let him go

he decided to finally leave home and go to california and stay at their summer home and things were fine .. he lived by the beach, did nothing but sleep and play video games

that is until his brother came to visit him .. (it been had been a year at this point since he left and grayson was on and off with his sobriety)

things didn’t go so well that day and the details are a blurr to grayson but after his brother left, he ended up overdosing on the beach but luckily for him he was found literally just in time

(now if anyone wants to plot to be the person who called the ambulance for him that night that’d be cool cause he probably won’t remember it was them at first when he sees them around campus and then it’ll click and then yeah u know)

how he ended up in sutton..

before his brother left, he told him he’d go to college and get a degree and that he’d get his act together or else he’d be force to come back home with him

which is why he applied to sutton

since this place is all about second chances

he’s a “dedicated student”

personality wise/other stuff..

grayon does not give a fuck

he’s just. like huh i’m alive that’s cool

he doesn’t care if he graduates he doesn’t care if he fails all his classes he doesn’t care if he doesn’t make any friends he just . wants his brother off his back

i mean he overdosed twice and he still does it

but that doesn’t he doesn’t try to be sober cause he tries … its hard tho since he started at a young age and has slightly become depended on it

the longest he’s been sober is about three months and a half

sometimes he does abuse other subtances to try to get his fix when he’s trying to stay away from coke (aka weed, alcohol, prescription pills but none of them give them the same feeling)

he’s not an asshole, he’s pretty decent

as long as ur not 24/7 serious he’s cool with u

he can be sarcastic though but he means it in a “i’m trying to be funny” way

his major is astronomy but only because he loves the planets and the moon and the stars and learning about space

he doesn’t want to become an astronaut (but he kind of does cause he LOVES the moon and would give his right arm to go there) but he also believes the moon landing was fake

don’t get him started on conspiracy theories

he’s nineteen and a freshman cause he took a year off after high school

he doesn’t swear besides saying shit but it’s rare

grayson is open af like u can ask him a super personal question and he’ll straight up tell u like “grayson do you have a drug problem” “yeah i do actually i’m a recovering coke addict”

but he won’t take what he tells u seriously like he’ll turn it a joke if you try to tell him how to fix himself or if the conversation gets too deep bc like i said grayson doesn’t care and in his head, its not a big deal

currently grayson is 2 months clean

i think that’s all u need to know about about grayson if u made it this far i love u and u are a good one and if you maybe wanna plot with this loser like this and i’ll message u shortly or if you wanna im me you can on either jiho or grayson’s account i don’t mind which u choose

btw this blog is a side blog so if you were wondering why u didn’t get a follow back that’s why

#tigers:intro #i don't know if anyone's on but i'm still posting this #ooc

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