"We live with the madness, and we let it burn.” She paused and looked at him, the fire glinting in her pale, wet eyes. “We let it burn until it burns us alive.”
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❀ ゚. ༄ ┊ 𝐈 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐘 𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃 ;
( THERE'S THIS SOMETHING INSIDE YOU THAT'S ROTTING AWAY & YOU FEEL IT ALL ALONG. )
characters : zoya • hamel
quote cr : sylvia plath ; haruki murakami
a/n : reader is not necessarily the chief :^) . also i love ptn hamel is my wife .
↬ zoya ࿐ ࿔
THIS CORPSEBORN IS MADE OF DESTRUCTION & VIOLENCE IS ALL SHE KNOWS, THIS SURVIVOR OF THE SYNDICATE. because it is much easier to wreak havoc than to speak strained words of diplomacy, so with bloodied knuckles and aching hands, zoya speaks volumes in her rise in the rankings of a place gone wrong with relentless betrayal and reckless abandon.
but in the haze of red, red, red violence, there is something akin to love that lingers in the heart. you wrap the bandages around her hands, touch gentle and tired. you are too familiar with this routine ; this is nothing new -- it's not, never will be, yet there is this foreign heaviness that settles on your chest : a far cry warning that you want to ignore and acknowledge all the same.
something is coming. something is brewing beneath it all, something has been here all along, something so terrifying is going to twist and turn everything and everyone into something they are not and never should be.
something is coming, should she continue down this route. something tells you, in this moment, in this air that should be made of tenderness and belonging, that you will lose her, that things will go wrong and her own strength and resilience will be her own damnation.
your hands tremble when you kiss those bandaged knuckles. zoya smiles, faint.
"don't overthink." she tells you, fingers lifting your chin ever so slightly as she looks at you with a quiet pride. "i'll be fine."
there's that confidence that always rings true, and you hope she will be right, for her own sake and for everyone's sake.
"you have to be." you whisper as she pulls you closer, and when her lips meet yours, you are afraid to let go.
↬ hamel ࿐ ࿔
THIS IS A VERY LONELY PLACE, THE DEPTHS OF THE SEA, BUT THIS IS HER STAGE : AN ENDING, AN ILLUSION OF JOY THAT CRUMBLES BENEATH THE WEIGHT OF DESPAIR AND CORRUPTION.
this is the home of a dancer frozen in the pits of sorrows ; this is the home of a savior who knows nothing but selflessness. this is the home of someone you love, and if you let this continue on, this will become her burial site.
you feel like you are drowning. you feel like you are so far away from her, the seemingly calm waves a deception to the madness in the tides.
"this is not your home, hamel." you whisper the words like it is sacred, like you are afraid. because you are-- you are, because you know that you cannot win this battle, know that the return to shore will be a path you take alone. "it never was. your grief is not theirs. you can--" and your voice breaks. "you can come home, please."
time does not pass in this place. you feel frozen, as if your heart stills, only to beat once more when she laces her fingers with yours, offers the most gentlest of smiles. but on the curve of her lips resides a heartache, and you know that this will end in the shattering of the soul and the continuing decay of a dancer's spirit.
"you're right." she answers, and her voice is so light, almost drowned in the waves. "but who will carry it for them?"
she squeezes your hand. it is a dreadful feeling. you cannot speak, feel yourself succumb to devastation, so she does, instead.
"my grief is not yours, either. it's alright. please, go home." hamel tells you, and her smile grows, but it is a pained one, and it is one that you will remember until the end of time.
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My favorite emotes from anni!
She looks way too happy with the shears
There aren't any thoughts in these heads
Daughter gets many headpats as she should
They've switched hairstyles!
Nox can't be this cute! I won't survive!
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What kind of requests do you allow and don't allow? Any limits on them?
This is a question I should specify.
So since I’m a minor, any kind of implication of fetishes or kinks is not allowed. That includes replies, request or even when you repost. Because the last thing I want is make an innocent piece that is sexualized in others eyes. So restraints that are irrelevant to a game/scene that is appropriate, specific tools used in tickling, requesting certain pairs that give off.. you know. Something else I will not allow is role play, since that alone I believe turns eventually to an inappropriate path, which I’ve had bad experiences with. Another thing I will not allow is requesting an adult and child, as others can view it in that aspect, as that brings back certain memories I do not want to remember.
It’s honestly sickening just thinking about that.
So please keep this in mind when you add requests and replies from here on. Thank you for asking
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Mini trivia and extra facts.
Bonnie actually has a missing tooth but was never shown since he’s practiced speaking while keeping his mouth nearly closed.
Mangle previously could talk, but the reason I removed this ability was because it suited his nuetral character. And he used to have a tie but that is covered under his necker that he always wears.
When Toy Freddy’s startled, his hair sort of freezes in a more sharp and straight line instead of how his usual round bangs.
This is still cannon but Finn has incredible strength. But the reason he does not use it is because it is related to another incident besides the one that got him transferred to Freddy Fazbears.
This is Oscar Preston. I changed his last name since Willis was similar to another character within another story I was writing alongside this. I noticed how I nearly erased his existence and I’ve decided to use his disappearance as part of the backstory of the Silly Pete’s trio
RIP mr. Cobbs. He was a best friend to Toy Freddy and Dottie. But during an extermination of rodents and bugs, he stayed inside and got poisoned by the toxins. It has officially been 7 months since the beloved spider has passed. And that is also why Toy Freddy has no protection against the dangers that await him and future pages.
Oh and also. I failed to mention this earlier. So in “The Dreamer” there are actually two protagonists. One is Toy Freddy and the other is Pete, I assumed you’ve noticed since they both have been in the most pages and have a certain plot revolving around them.
Right and before I forget, I can’t post the video I promised yesterday since the audio had been removed and it was funny.
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