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ionlydrinkhotwater · 2 years
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HAPPY WIP WEDNESDAY
so for my carryonprompt fest comic The Wellbeloves here is a sneakpeek of lil three yr old Simon being very brave while his adopted dad gives him a check up. I don't draw bbys often but I wanna bite that chubby arm
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Some Sentence Sunday
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Thanks for the tags: @fatalfangirl, @captain-aralias, @artsyunderstudy and @cutestkilla
Does anyone else find it tough to pick which lines to use for these things? 😵‍💫 Well, here are rather a lot of sentences from Chapter 18 - Coming Clean from Fallen From the Sky with Grace.
Dr. Wellbelove's POV. He has brought Shepard and Penny to his private room at his office.
(Shepard) has continued meandering around my room, past the books and on to the shelves. It’s uncanny the way that he’s drawn to the most exceptional items in my office. (As a Normal, he shouldn't even be able to see some of these things.) I watch him dance his fingers across, but not touch, my unicorn horn.
"Don't touch," I say.
"Oh, I wouldn't!" he replies breathlessly.
I study him a moment more, then take one last look back in the cupboard to see if I have anything else that this man could wear, a hat or tie, perhaps, balled up on a shelf.
Shepard clears his throat. "May I ask you something?" he asks in a serious voice.
"Yes, go ahead."
"Do you know anything about mermaid STIs?"
I drop the hanger.
Good vibes to all. I wish you minimum anxiety on this lovely Sunday.
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bookish-bogwitch · 2 years
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Happy Birthday @ivelovedhimthroughworse!
You are an incredible writer, person, and friend. In honor of your latest trip around the sun, I commissioned art from the talented @mostlymaudlin illustrating one of my favorite scenes from your beautiful fic, Fallen From the Sky with Grace.
Below the cut. WARNING BEFORE YOU CLICK: big spoiler for Ch. 17, Coming Clean. Also, mpreg. Ish.
Here are Shepard and Dr. Wellbelove having a long-overdue conversation.
"Do you know anything about mermaid STIs?" ... I give it a sniff. "They look good. Very healthy." ... "Not an STI. Eggs." [Shepard] repeats, awed.
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That's right, Shepard has had a belly full of mer-eggs this WHOLE TIME.
If you clicked below the cut without having read the fic,
1. what are you doing with your life? Go read. And
2. The fic is not primarily about Shepard or his clutch (though I would read the hell out of that spinoff). It's about resilience, healing, and self-care taken seriously.
Happy birthday again, Apricot, and thank you for the green light to share this with the world. And thank you @mostlymaudlin for your time and talent and for being down to egg!
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krisrix · 7 months
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Inktober Day 15 ⁘ Dagger
“There are some personal effects,” Dr. Wellbelove says, “furnishings. His wand and sword, a collection of daggers—”
“I don’t want them.”
–Any Way The Wind Blows, @rainbowrowell
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banjjakbanjjak · 12 days
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Redrawing art for what I call my 90s Rom-Com Collection (unofficial). Think I've come a long way.
When Baz Met Simon...
Can Baz and Simon ever be just friends?
In a city of ten million people, Baz and Simon constantly find themselves involved in each other’s lives. Navigating London, university, relationships and growing up, this is a story about two boys who somehow fell in love, and never realised it.
After all, they barely know each other.
Lonely in London
It's Christmas Eve and a mysterious caller only known as Lonely in London phones in on a radio show: To Be Loved or Not To Be Loved, with Dr. Wellbelove. He reminisces over a boy he fell in love with ten years ago. 
Simon listens to the broadcast, and he could only think of one person.
But it can't be Baz Pitch, right?
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COC Day 8 - "Sick"
Sorry this is late. I honestly forgot I'd doodled this tiny little text ficlet. Just some randomness that popped into my head with this @carryon-countdown prompt.
Simon POV:
“I’m not sick.”
I sigh as I eye a wall full of homeopathic teas. Surely there’s something here, out of like 500 different herbal blends, that will help Baz out. I pick one up and read the label (like that will help). “You’re malnourished,” I murmur into my mobile as I read, “which I could fix, but you don’t want to bite me.”
I can hear Baz roll his eyes. “I’m fine, Snow. And I don’t get sick, so you don’t have to cure me.”
“Mmm-hmm.” Maybe this one? Is echinacea beneficial to stubborn blood-starved vampires? Maybe something with more iron in it. Maybe I should be stuffing supplements down his throat.
“I don’t get sick. I’m a dark creature of the night.”
I love how he uses that excuse like it isn’t at least partly responsible for his current condition. Prat. “You fainted.”
There’s a pause, then Baz mutters, “I took a strategic break from consciousness.”
I snort. I’m going to stuff him with iron supplements, then kiss him stupid. “You like green tea, right?”
Baz lets out a beleaguered sigh, which has a sort of honking cadence to it over the phone. “I’m not sick.” A pause. Then, “But I do like green tea.”
Right. Into the basket with that blend. “If I ‘took a break’ the way you did this morning, you’d have had me at Dr. Wellbelove’s within the hour.”
“That’s different.”
Red meat. I could do steak. I’m pretty decent at grilling. And if all else fails, Baz needs practice putting out fires, right? “Really not,” I say after a second. “I’m getting you protein powder, too.”
“That’s barbaric, Snow.”
“Oh, I’ll show you barbaric, Pitch,” I say with a smile. “But only if you drink your tea, and your protein shake, and top it all off with twice as many rodents as usual. And if you ask nicely.”
A pause. “I’m still not biting you.”
Was that hesitation? My altruistic desire to help Baz suddenly seems like a potential opportunity. I dump three flavours of protein powder into my basket, including one I know has the consistency of ground chalk. “Promises, promises, Baz.”
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facewithoutheart · 6 months
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Today in fics I’m never going to write but keep thinking about: Baz getting hit with amnesia shortly before the events of WS and being told he’s dating some guy with wings and a tail who never gets off the sofa. And he’s like, “Yeah I don’t see it,” which is kind of heartbreaking but also kind of a giant release of pressure for Simon because, “Oh he doesn’t know what I’ve lost,” and they become tentative friends. Baz of course loves Penny and they nerd out trying to figure out what’s caused Baz’s amnesia. There’s no real incentive for Baz to get his memories back except, “They’re my memories, Simon. Don’t you think I’m owed them?” To which Simon just smiles sadly and misses the way Baz used to call him Snow. But it’s fine! Honestly! Simon keeps downplaying what they had. Telling little stories like, “Oh that’s the time you spelled my laptop shut nbd,” and, “Yeah I got locked out in the cold all night but the stars were really pretty,” and Baz is like… and you dated me??? But there’s also moments where Simon explains he broke Baz’s nose and tried to out him as a vampire, and Baz just doesn’t get it, them, at all.
Except… okay so maybe it hasn’t escaped Baz’s notice how attractive Simon is. And there are moments when he gets off the couch that he’s shockingly funny, and sweet. He sometimes slips into quiet but Baz has started to piece together what’s happened and maybe that makes sense. It’s not like he has anything to say, either. “What would I have to offer in conversation, Simon? I barely even know my own name.” And they sit together on the sofa and watch television. It’s… something.
Insert a bit of Baz spiral with Baz wondering, “is this what made me fall? Is this?” As he keeps looking for the spark, the reason, the moment he fell for Simon Snow.
I’m not sure what the conflict is here. Maybe Baz overhears Dr. Wellbelove talking to Simon about the Mage? Maybe there’s a Fiona intervention? A Malcolm one? But at some point there’s some big argument where Baz confronts Simon and they’re screaming at each other and then Baz bursts into laughter. And Simon’s like wtf Baz but Baz can’t stop laughing because of course this is it. Of course this is when he falls for Simon. When they’re screaming at each other.
But it’s not that, is it? It’s every time Simon smiled, and every time something on the television made him laugh and Simon’s first reaction is to look at Baz. And it’s how he teases Penny and hasn’t pressured Baz to get his memories back. Just accepts him as he is. Helps him hunt. Maybe yells at Fiona to back off when Baz doesn’t get his memories back fast enough. It’s how Simon Snow is alive, alive, alive, he’s full of life and that’s when it all comes rushing back. All of his memories falling like rain all over Baz; not a flood but a cleansing. It’s not overwhelming to love Simon it’s never been and having this outside perspective on who Simon is and what he’s been through independent of Baz’s issues has reminded Baz of what he’s fighting for.
Baz finally stops laughing. He walks over to Simon, presses both hands to his cheeks, says, “Snow,” then kisses him. And of course Baz hasn’t called Simon “Snow” this whole time so Simon knows Baz’s memories are back.
Ok and insert more angst: Simon immediately pushes Baz off and walks out their door. Because it’s been easy letting Baz in hasn’t it? He didn’t know what Simon lost. Who he used to be. He finally understood, didn’t he? The arsehole… ever since Baz lost his memories he knew better. He knew what Simon had always known: that Simon is nothing. Not the Chosen One, not even a mage. God not even Normal. Just a chewed up bit of empty space with wings and a tail. A freak. Wasn’t it nice, getting to know Baz without any of that history? Without any of the pressure? I mean sure sometimes Simon wanted to pounce on him and snog him senseless or hold his hand when the movie they were watching got scary. And Baz kept doing things for Simon like getting him the brand of cider he likes best and making sandwiches for him when he forgot to eat. And spending time with him without huffing about how Simon was wasting his life and not looking at Simon like he could see who used to be there: someone. Someone who mattered. And that’s what it’s gonna be now, right? More pointed looks and disappointed smiles and knowing, always knowing and never saying that Baz is too good for him.
Didn’t he know Simon Snow was meant to be alone?
Oooh okay maybe Simon just like, rage runs back to the flat and slams open the door and is like, “How dare you?” But he’s not even sure what he’s saying. He’s not even sure what he’s thinking. All he knows is that he wants Baz, any version of Baz, even the one who thinks he’s wasting his life because of course he’s missed that. He liked sitting next to Baz and watching shows and not feeling any pressure but god the way he felt when Baz was screaming at him. Simon’s got wings but he never feels like he can fly without Baz, next to him. Pushing him.
Because if Simon is alive alive alive it’s only because Baz makes him want to be. Baz has always been Simon’s reason, even when things were…
And then Simon’s kissing Baz, and Baz is kissing back, and maybe Simon can keep this. Maybe he can choose this.
Maybe he can try.
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sabradaz · 4 months
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Rainbow Rowell, Carry On, Chapter 9
This quote is super interesting, because I presume Simon had not mentioned Baz in this list, but he definitely brings him up way more than anyone else he referred to. For context, this is his second mention of Miss Possibelf, and the third mention of Dr Wellbelove. Baz gets nine mentions in just the first chapter.
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So I’ve seen stuff by @sailorblossoms about how Simon’s wings represent his queerness, and I am so here for that, but I have another take: the wings symbolise his trauma. Simon’s been through some shit, and one of the things I love so much about his trilogy is that, as painful as his depression is to read about, he’s shown having a genuine response to his trauma, and part of it is through how he deals with his wings. He got his wings at the height of his trauma, and they can’t be magicked away, showing how his trauma isn’t going to magically go away. Yet he still tries to make it - in Wayward Son, he wants to keep them, getting angry at the mention of getting them removed in any way, and to me this shows how he’s not ready to move on yet. He’s not ready to face what he’d gone through and heal and move on from his trauma, and by extension he’s not ready to get rid of his wings. However, in AWTWB, he tries to force their removal, agreeing to let Dr. Wellbelove amputate them, and this shows how he’s taking it a step further - now he not only doesn’t want to face his trauma, but he wants to pretend like it never even happened, because we all know Simon is bad at processing feelings and almost worse at acknowledging them. Yet there are times when you see him start to heal - when he uses them to fly just because he can in Wayward Son, when he takes them out in places like Lady Ruth’s house or when he’s with Baz, when he gets jumpy in the examination room at the hospital. Even though he agrees to the amputation, when it’s actually going to happen, he can’t go through with it, partly because he has unfinished business that’s bothering him too much (which is also related to his trauma), but also because being touched on his wings feels too intimate and personal - just as talking about a traumatic experience would feel. The wings curl up so tightly that they’re barely noticeable, a protective measure caused by the subconscious realisation that his wings aren’t something he needs to get rid of. By the end of AWTWB, he’s accepted his wings - sure, they’re still inconvenient at times, just like how trauma will never fully leave you, but he can deal with them now, in fact, he’s kind of proud of them now - they’re a battle scar, if you will. A reminder of what he went through, but not one that necessarily causes pain or sadness now that he’s healed. Bonus points? Baz loves every part of Simon, he’s always loved every part of Simon, and that includes his wings - even when Simon couldn’t accept that part of himself, Baz accepted it, Baz loved it. He wants to touch them, pet them, kiss them - to him, they’re beautiful. They’re a part of who Simon is, and you can’t just ignore them, but that doesn’t have to be a bad thing once you’re removed from how he got them - just like trauma.
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nightimedreamersworld · 10 months
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Six Sentence Sunday
Thank you for tagging me today, friends! @artsyunderstudy @prettygoododds @aristocratic-otter @iamamythologicalcreature ❤️ can't wait to take a look at your wips!
So it looks like uni is finally letting up for a bit- I just got to hand in a couple papers tomorrow and then I'm free... for approximately 1.5 weeks at least lol
Which means!! Writing!!!! Honestly excited to have time for my wips again lol. Here's a bit more from my ridiculous Watford sex Ed fic, Simon having a bit of a crisis: (under a cut for slight spice)
Holding the cock doesn't help, either. I never thought I might be affected by a penis. I still don't think so. I'm definitely aroused, but it's something else.  I feel his eyes burning the side of my head across the corridor between out desks.  Fucking Baz "I'd need a bigger condom“ Pitch.  The way he sounded so assured, all arrogant and bragging. And looking directly at me.  Fuck.  That smirk. The almost-wink.  (It's the only thing I've been able to think about during the entire class, Dr Wellbelove's detailed explanations completely lost on me.) The way Baz touched the hard cock, his long fingers wrapping the condom around it. The way he seemed to linger on the head, circling it with his thumb for absolutely no reason. Just.  It's not about penises. It's just the sight of Baz touching a penis. I'd never thought about Baz in a sexual context; not even when I thought he was trying to steal Agatha from me. It just hurt too much, the imaginary glimpse of that sight.  I'd definitely never thought about Baz and penises at the same time. Now, I can't seem to stop. I realise I've been aggressively gripping the fake cock for too long, and everyone is staring.
Tagging for Wednesday: @cutestkilla @captain-aralias @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @whogaveyoupermission @palimpsessed @larkral @valeffelees @hushed-chorus @confused-bi-queer @stitchyqueer @fatalfangirl @ivelovedhimthroughworse @facewithoutheart and anyone else who'd like to share!
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ionlydrinkhotwater · 2 years
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Happy WIP WEDNESDAY
I am back on track with The Wellbeloves comic after my comp destroyed my progress. It sucked to have to redo stuff but I'm taking it as an opportunity to make it even better
Here is another sneak peek
Dr Wellbelove: Son you and Agatha are free to date who you both want but I really don't understand why you're both so hung up on it being the Pitch boy. His family's politics are a bit...and I thought you two didn't get along? You used to write home saying how he was mean and that you wanted another roommate.
Simon: I don't know what to tell you Dad, what Baz and I have has evolved into a blisteringly passionate belligerent sexual tension.
Dr. Wellbelove: .......
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What every father wants to hear XD
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Fallen From the Sky with Grace
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(Post Canon, E, 80K, Updated weekly.)
Happy Saturday! Chapter 17 - Coming Clean is now posted. I hope you like it. I've been looking forward to sharing this one.
Coming clean is the first step for all types of growth or rebuilding. What will be revealed when the detritus is removed? Who will choose to keep their secrets hidden?
In this chapter, Simon, Baz, Penny and Shepard at last have a better understanding of the threat that's been following Simon. Yet people are injured and others are upset. Time to break the tension with a Shepard-tastic diversion!
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aroaceswagcompetition · 11 months
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Poll list part 2
Rouge the Bat(Sonic) vs Raphael Santiago(Shadowhunters)🎉
Death The Kid(Soul Eater) vs Tsubomi Takane(Mob Psycho 100)🎉
Berdly(Deltarune) vs Nausicaa(Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind)🎉
Din Djarin(The Mandalorian) vs Anzu Hoshino(Romantic Killer)🎉
Amethyst(Steven Universe) vs Steven Stone(Pokemon)🎉
Talfryn(The Penumbra Podcast) vs Stanley(The Stanley Parable)🎉
Clay Terran (Ace Attorney) vs Buttercup(The Powerpuff Girls)🎉
Sei Handa(Barakamon) vs Xu Xialing(Shangchi and the legend of the ten rings)🎉
Sunny(Wings of Fire) vs Beta(Horizon Forbidden West)
Dr. Sylvester Ashling(Epithet Erased) vs Marcy Wu(Amphibia)
Perry the Platypus(Phineas and Ferb) vs Lancer(Deltarune)
Serana Volkihar(The Elder Scrolls 5: Skyrim) vs Charlie(It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia)
Zhongli(Genshin Impact) vs Tatsumaki(One Punch Man).
V1(Ultrakill) vs Aziraphale and Crowley(Good Omens)
Shaggy(Scooby Doo) vs Itachi Uchiha (Naruto)
Reigen Arataka(Mob Psycho 100) vs Pyuko(Dannganronpa: Hope’s Chains)
Marie(Splatoon) vs Rose Cookie(Cookie Run Kingdom)
Joan D’arc(History) vs Morgana(Merlin)
Murderbot(The Murderbot Diaries) vs Royce Bracket(Transistor (game))
Ryland Grace(Project Hail Mary) vs Hollyleaf(Warrior Cats)
Wolf(Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts) vs Savathûn(Destiny video game)
Damian Wayne(DC Comics) vs Dr. Miranda Jones (Star Trek The Original Series, season 3 episode 5 Is There In Truth No Beauty?)
Keagan Máistirúin(Na Daoine Maithe (The Good People)) vs Sweetheart(Omori)
Kaitou Joker(Kaitou Joker) vs Piccolo (Dragon Ball)
Roach(Our Flag Means Death) vs Alex Fierro(Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard)
Aradia Megido(Homestuck) vs Hestia(Greek Mythology)
Zane Julien(Ninjago) vs Agatha Wellbelove(Simon Snow series by Rainbow Rowell)
Yelena Belova (Marvel) vs The Bear/Brent/The Pusher/The Fool/Shah Zaman(Ghost Quartet)
The Witch Queen(Old Gods of Appalachia) vs P03(Inscryption)
Lord Havelock Vetinari(Discworld Novels by Terry Pratchett) vs The Knight(Hollow Knight)
Power(Chainsaw Man) vs Jetstorm(Transformers Animated (2007 cartoon))
Athena Cykes(Ace Attorney) vs Grumbot(Hermitcraft)
Yuki Rurikawa(A3!) vs Anonymous/Someone(Our Dreams At Dusk)
James(Pokemon) vs Dipper Pines 1 Mabel Pines1(Gravity Falls)
Charles Emerson Winchester III (M*A*S*H) vs Chaerin Eun(Surviving Romance)
Yamori Kou (Yofukashi no uta) vs Zenyatta(Overwatch)
Mirabel Madrigal (Encanto) vs Entrapta(She-Ra Princess of Power)
Simon Snow(Simon Snow series by Rainbow Rowell) vs Sabo(One Piece)
Silver(Sonic) vs Gin Akutagawa(Bungou Stray Dogs)
Kankri Vantas(Homestuck) vs Madhouse Mike(Cryptid Crush)
Darius(Owl House) vs Jason Todd(DC)
Emerald Trio:Willow, Hunter,Gus (Owl House) vs Artemis(Overly Sarcastic Productions' Miscellaneous Myths)
Jo March (Little Women 2019) vs Daryl Dixon(The Walking Dead)
Bakura Ryou(YuGiOh!) vs Professor Balaam(Welcome to Demon School Iruma-kun)
Granny Smith(MLP) vs Cyborg(Teen Titans)
Maki Katsuragi(Hoshiai no Sora) vs Kaladin Stormblessed(The Stormlight Archive)
Jess(Loveless) vs Asui Tsuyu(BNHA)
GIR(Invader Zim) vs Xiao(Genshin Impact)
Alexa(Xenoblade Chronicles X) vs Selah Summers(Selah and the Spades)
Felix Hugo Fradarius(Fire Emblem 3 Houses) vs Sunil Jha(Loveless)
Madeline Hatter (Ever After High) vs Maya Fey(Ace Attorney)
Kim Dokja(Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint) vs Noé Archiviste(Vanitas no Carte)
Eleven(Stranger Things) vs Jinx(Arcane League of Legends)
Fitzroy Maplecourt(The Adventure Zone) vs Pidge(Voltron)
Volo(Pokemon) vs Cole Brookstone(Ninjago)
Traveler(Genshin Impact) vs Madotsuki(Yume Nikki)
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sailorblossoms · 1 year
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Seeing @ionlydrinkhotwater ask why Simon would like the mage makes me think... Simon is young, vulnerable and neglected... We can become attached to people who are bad news, especially in that position. 
Simon doesn’t know the mage created the entire situation – all he knows is that he has nobody, and this is the only adult who has ever claimed him. From Simon’s POV, the mage is the person who showed up and took him to a world of wonder. He’s the reason Simon has access to a world where he met all the people he loves, where he made the only friends he’s ever had, where he fell in love (with Baz) before he knew what it was (even if he didn’t know it then, he did miss Baz when he didn’t see him, he did look forward to going back and seeing him again, he’s already thinking about him before he even brings up his list of “things he miss about Watford”), where he created all his happy memories. 
The mage provided a purpose and structure, guidance and an understanding of the world to a kid who had none of these things (long after the mage is gone, Simon still goes back to his words to make sense of the magickal world). He give that to a kid who didn’t know himself, who felt ugly and forgotten, who disliked himself and didn’t want to be alone in his head. Who didn’t want to think. That alone would be enough to make Simon feel special. For a vulnerable kid who doesn’t know any better, it would be just enough to become attached. The mage made Simon feel important. 
This is not the only instance where the series shows how vulnerability can be exploited. We think of the characters as growing up (in more than one way) as the series progresses, but I think about Lamb, looking at Baz and seeing a child. A lost child. Baz, vulnerable and lost, wishing Lamb was around in a moment of weakness, because Lamb provided guidance, and that provides direction. Security... even after Lamb threatened him with fire. Of course Baz wanted to trust him. Of course Simon wanted to trust the mage. And of course that exposed them to be lied to, manipulated, etc. After all, “the adults know best!” “they know what’s best for them” without feeling the need to ever tell them shit. Not shit that matters, anyway. 
To top it all, Simon doesn’t know what it is like to have loving adult figures in his life. His normal-meter is all fucked up. The mage was the only adult in his life, so he had nothing to compare it to... the mage and the Wellbeloves. But the thing about the Wellbeloves is that they’re conditional. They’re there because he’s connected to Agatha: as a classmate, as a friend, and then later as “a future son-in-law.” The Wellbeloves show Simon kindness – they are the reason Simon is happy during the holidays (the parents and not Agatha herself, because Simon liked being welcomed to a comfortable, luxurious home by adults who treat him well, things he never fucking had, but he didn’t like being alone there with Agatha as a boyfriend – note how he uses language like “being trapped,” describes only how being there started their friendship and nothing else and never thinks about her as a factor when listing the things he likes about being there). He thinks of the Wellbeloves as parental figures who can provide with the things he desperately wants but is lacking (which I think is a big reason why he got into and then stayed in a relationship with Agatha, even when it was souring their friendship, even when the signs of unhappiness and discomfort showed up) but he never thinks of them as his parental figures. He’s always an outsider. His presence is, again, always conditional. 
At the end of the day, the mage is the only adult tied directly to Simon, the one who keeps showing up (that, by itself, can make Simon feel a certain way... enough to wish iirc for him to perhaps be his father) (and Wellbeloves would also serve as a big reminder of what Simon doesn’t have – being called son by Dr Wellbelove not like he’s his son but like he can be a son). The tragedy of this, of course, is that the mage’s interference left Simon a homeless orphan in the first place. He’s the source of Simon’s biggest issues... but Simon never learns of this while growing up. By the time he starts to see the true awfulness of the mage, he has been attached for years, and those type of feelings are hard to turn off completely. 
What Simon has with Penny is strong and is real love, but also: much of their relationship is Penny taking care of Simon. It’s Penny supporting him and sort of “adopting” him as a full-time job. That made Penny the one he always turn to, but I don’t think that provided Simon with a template to know how to “give back.” I think Simon only learns that from Baz (a natural caretaker) when they start to communicate in awtwb. He begins to learn how to “give” and be in a loving relationship. Before he learns from Baz, how does Simon measures “a good” relationship? What are the parameters? To have the person taking care of him? To have the person help him fit into the society where he wants to belong?... In his eyes, didn’t the mage do that by getting him into school? By teaching him the ways of the world? Teaching him how to fight, giving him a purpose, making him feel “useful” in a place where he wanted to belong etc etc. The mage mistreating him would not be a wake up call by itself then, when he’s still giving him “everything else.” When Simon doesn’t know better. You know what they say about the way abusers give and take. Well. Food for thought. 
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The Prince of Wales’ Court Circular entries for June 2023
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Total: 28 engagements
Solo:
Public: 13
Private: 7
Joint:
Public: 5
Private: 3
Breakdown:
June 1: Attended the wedding of The Crown Prince of the Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan with Miss Rajwa Al Saif at the Zahran Palace, Amman, Jordan
June 3: Attended the Cup Final between Manchester City Football Club and Manchester United Football Club at Wembley Stadium, Middlesex
June 7: Received the Rt Hon Sir Keir Starmer MP (Leader of the Opposition)
June 8: Opened the Oak Cancer Centre at the Royal Marsden, Downs Road, Sutton, Surrey, and was received by Major Christopher Goodwin (Deputy Lieutenant of Greater London)
June 10: Took the salute at the Colonel's Review of The King's Birthday Parade on Horse Guards Parade, London SW1
June 13: (3)
Opened Reuben House housing development, 54 Lugard Road, London SE15, and was received by His Majesty's Lord-Lieutenant of Greater London (Sir Kenneth Olisa)
Held a Meeting with Dr. Jayne Brady (Head of Civil Service, Northern Ireland) via telephone
Attended a screening of "Rhino Man" at Battersea Power Station, London SW11
June 14: (2)
Held a Meeting with the Rt. Hon. Humza Yousaf MSP (First Minister of Scotland) via telephone
Held a Meeting with the Rt. Hon. Mark Drakeford MS (First Minister of Wales) via telephone
June 16: Attended the Senior Colonels’ Conference and Dinner at Clarence House
June 17: Attended The King's Birthday Parade on Horse Guards Parade
June 19: (3)
Attended a Chapter of the Most Noble Order of the Garter in the Throne Room, Windsor Castle
Attended a Luncheon Party for the Companions of the Most Noble Order of the Garter
Attended the Most Noble Order of the Garter Installation Service at St George's Chapel
June 20: Visited St George's Park, Newborough Road, Needwood, Burton upon Trent, and was received by His Majesty's Lord-Lieutenant of Staffordshire (Mr lan Dudson)
June 22: (2)
Received Ms Hannah Jones (Chief Executive, the Earthshot Prize) at Windsor Castle
Held a Royal Foundation Meeting at Windsor Castle
June 23: Attended the Ascot Races
June 26: (4)
Visited Mosaic Clubhouse, 65 Effra Road, London SW2, and was received by Mr Christopher Wellbelove (Deputy Lieutenant of Greater London)
Visited St John's Church Hall, Surrey Road, Poole, and was received by His Majesty's Lord-Lieutenant of Dorset (Mr Angus Campbell)
Visited Maindee Primary School, Rodney Road, Newport, Monmouthshire, and was received by Professor Simon Gibson (Vice Lord-Lieutenant of Gwent)
Visited a housing development at Hill Street Car Park, 17 Park Square, Newport
June 27: (3)
Visited East Belfast Mission, Skainos Centre, 239 Newtownards Roads, Belfast, and was received by His Majesty's Lord-Lieutenant of the County Borough of Belfast (Dame Fionnuala Jay-O'Boyle)
Visited Tillydrone Community Campus, Hayton Road, Aberdeen, and was received by His Majesty's Lord-Lieutenant of the City of Aberdeen (Councillor David Cameron, the Lord Provost)
Visited Verdon Recreation Centre, Verdon Street, Sheffield, and was received by Mr Anthony Pedder (Vice Lord-Lieutenant of South Yorkshire)
June 28: Held an Investiture at Windsor Castle
June 29: Visited the Royal Norfolk Show, Royal Norfolk Agricultural Association, Norfolk Showground, Dereham Road, Norwich, and was received by His Majesty's Lord-Lieutenant of Norfolk (the Lady Dannatt)
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Current total for 2023: 101 engagements
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It's still Sunday, I swear! What? You don't believe me? Fine!
Lol, I've greatly enjoyed reading through your fic excerpts today, you're tremendously expanding my future reading list, @artsyunderstudy, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @cutestkilla, @hushed-chorus ,@fatalfangirl, @facewithoutheart, @johnwgrey, @larkral, @ivelovedhimthroughworse, @shrekgogurt, @palimpsessed, @ileadacharmedlife and @technetiumai
Since I haven't posted in two weeks, I'll give you a bit of every fic I'm working on. It's six sentences-ish about each one (sometimes a little more was necessary for context). And hey, I'm down to five WIPs! Just in time to start EGF 🤦‍♀️.
Under the cut for length:
From: Saving Simon Snow
“You–You baked these for me?” I hate the way my voice sounds uncertain, young. Fragile. 
His face softens though and he says. “Of course I did. It would hardly be a care package for Simon Snow if there were no sour cherry scones in it.”
“I…thank you,” I whisper. He nods and smiles, and then tells me he’ll be back later, with Penny. 
After he’s gone, I unwrap the scones. And break down sobbing when I realise that he’s left me a bowl of butter and a spreading knife to go with them. 
From: The White Chapel (A Xanadu AU)
 I watch Simon and Baz. They’ve found a cleared space over by the grand escalator, and they’re dancing. Simon’s arms are around Baz’s neck, and there’s not an inch of space between their bodies. As ELO plays on the store’s speaker system, they sway in place, Simon’s head resting on Baz’s chest, Baz’s head resting on Simons. Baz’s eyes are closed and there’s a dreamy smile on his lips. Simon’s are open. And strangely, he looks sad. 
From: Westward Son
 Simon alternates between calm acceptance and extreme irritation about his new appendages, so it’s a guessing game each day as to whether he’ll be tolerable to be around. We’ve not found much feed for the animals, because the river is far below us at the bottom of a canyon and the vegetation is growing down there, not up here. We’re surrounded by sand and sagebrush. And no trees for shade against the ninety degree heat. I spend each day in a puddle of my own sweat, and Simon’s irritation grows exponentially with the temperature, given he also has thick wings resting against his back, heating him up further. 
From: House AU, gift fic for @yellobb-old. (In the market for an actual title if anyone's got ideas!)
Simon runs his arm over his eyes and then sighs, louder and longer this time. “Alright, Baz, I get it. I’m a liar and an idiot. But are we going to talk about why you decided to sleep in the bed next to mine?”
I look at him for a long moment. His blue eyes are staring into mine as if he can read his answers in them. He’s earnest and good and beautiful—and I need to get out of here before I declare my undying love for him.
“No,” I reply, and walk out.   
And from: Raising Dragons
 “There’s blood!”
If I had blood in my cheeks, it would have drained down to my toes. Well, this is it; this is what I’ve feared for the last eleven years.
When Simon was ‘with egg’ as he calls it now (he hates hearing the word pregnant applied to him. Even if he is pregnant again right now.), we had a lot of questions for the doctor. And Dr. Wellbelove patiently answered them all. But I had one question I never dared to ask, too afraid of the answer. And I’ve lived with that fear ever since. 
And now it seems that fear has come true.
Since Sunday's over, tag backsies to everyone above for Wednesday, as well as @asocialpessimist, @bazzybelle, @carryonsimoncarryonbaz, @dragoneggos, @excalisbury, @erzbethluna, @fight-surrender, @foolofabookwyrm-activated, @giishu, @jbrrring, @krisrix, @letraspal, @moodandmist, @nightimedreamersghost, @otherworldsivelivedin, @onepintobean, @prettylightsbigcity, @raenestee, @thewholelemon, @tea-brigade, @whogaveyoupermission, @whatevertheweather, @yeonjunenby
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