#don’t mind me rambling to the void

[katiemcgrathisdaddyaf]

so I personally needed a compilation of the Kara “I can be subtle” Danvers moments from @supergirlpolls and I made this

#i spent all morning looking for these specific episodes #like I can find gifsets easy but finding the specific ep?? that was harder than I thought #I was skipping through eps looking for specific outfits lmao #anyway. i hope you enjoy my poor video editing skills. i learned how to use imovie today #supercorp #danvers sisters #supergirl #kara danvers #lena luthor #alex danvers #melissa benoist #katie mcgrath #chyler leigh #i made my gf watch these and she was like ‘she’s so stupid’ and I was like ‘Lena or Kara’ and she was like ‘both’ #and that’s true #i love two idiots #don’t mind me rambling to the void

[hi-my-name-is-dotdotdot]

sometimes star trek is just so…

idek a word for it. unnerving? disturbing? messed up?

for example. the episode i just watched:

voyager becomes duplicated

on one voyager, harry is swept out a hull breach and dies. the ship is massively damaged. ensign wildman has her baby but the baby also dies

on the other voyager, everything seems fine.

the voyagers find out how the other exists and how to contact each other. they find out they can’t both exist for much longer

they try recombining. it fails, because no one on this show can have things go right

damaged-ship-janeway plans to self-destruct

undamaged-ship-janeway asks for 15 more minutes to think of an alternate solution

in those 15 minutes vidiians board undamaged voyager and like. harvest everyone’s organs

and I do mean everyone

everyone short of the captain and chakotay, at least

and so undamaged voyager is the one that self destructs, but not before sending harry and wildman’s baby over to the other voyager

like. what even. wtf. there is a version of voyager where everyone dies

harry from now on is arguably not the “real” harry because the real harry DIED and this is a phase-shifted duplicated harry

#star trek #star trek voyager #don’t mind me rambling into the void

[godblooded]

christ almighty i miss being happy.

#ooc. o kaptain. #[i got Taco Bell. and now it’s…. making myself want to consume it because i feel like a hollow void. this sucks. when does this end??? i #literally haven’t done anything for myself in like a month and it’s slowly driving my ass insane. i literally cannot remember the last time #i actually went to visit someone or like. really hung out with somebody. and I don’t have the money and I don’t have the time and I just.. #feel very sad about it. I can’t remember the last time I went on any kind of vacation but it was before my mom died. and let me tell you. #feeling like you’re trapped in a never ending loop with nothing to look forward to is… difficult. don’t mind me I’m rambling. I’m gonna go #write I just… I’m having a moment where I hate everything and I deeply miss happiness. looking forward to things. feeling loved.] #venting / #parental death / #negativity / #[I don’t know why I miss my mom so bad suddenly but I do.]

[mystey-here]

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#don’t mind me #just shouting into the void #just my silly little thoughts #tickle community #mystey rambles #sfw tickles #sfw tickling community

[autumnssongbird]

should i make a new pinned or should i keep the nightjars

#violet rambles #i am just speaking into the void don’t mind me

[vampswritings]

okay so in the mummy / adventurers au that I’m totally not letting stew at the back of my mind -

what if instead of a quippy Xander as the troublemaker/Jonathan stand in I made it Giles’ weird so “hasn’t been listening to all this occult stuff” (she’s a liar she loves it) surrogate daughter Buffy ??

#give them the gilmore girls jess and luke storyline #shes a distant family member who is under his care #they learn to love each other #okay maybe I’m in season 6 for my rewatch an im projecting - she’ll be his daughter bc I said so #I’m just yelling into my void don’t mind me #rambles

[anguis-sapphire]

i can’t believe I didn’t try using Astral as an online name before now. yes, I had had it as a placeholder on something for ages, but having

a way of referencing one of my absolute most treasured interests that has been so treasured since I was little (DQIX),

without it necessarily being directly tied to that interest,

and that also works as a link to what is arguably my most recent new interest (FFXIV) despite that not being at all intentional,

as well as being a name that so far does not activate either my latent “it’s too edgy” hangups about going by Void or my “it’s not serious enough” hangups about going by Echo,

really does make it click into place well.

#a call from the void #posts made by me #to clarify: it’s a new additional name. i’m still very much using void online #(and I know a couple of friend groups have known me as echo so I probably won’t mind them still using it) #and aria is still always a nice option but I feel less comfortable with people I don’t know as well using it for me #so I suppose: if you’re new here then you can call me either void or astral - it’s up to you how you use either one #if you only really know me as echo (fatebreakers/FFXIV gang) then.. if you want to stick to that then stick to it #and if we’re friends then you can also call me aria if you want to #hopefully that makes sense #anyway I’m rambling I need to go to bed haha #I’m just trying to get back into the habit of using a blog again

[starrylevi]

Sooo I’m a thousand percent sure I’m getting a Levi tattoo and where it will be placed (upper thigh). HOWEVER, I have no idea what to get tattooed, I’ve been looking at different options but I’m so overwhelmed.

I wanted something small but I quickly realized that’s not gonna happen 😅

But these are the options so far. I was so set on the 3rd picture but the more I think about it the more I’m thinking about the more I want something closer to the first two (maybe a combo) but looking at them literally breaks my heart but the images are so powerful. I want to be able to look at my tattoo and not break down but I also want it to give me a rush of emotion. Idk man.

#talking into the void #sorry about this I’ve been so fixated on this I’m dying to get this man tattooed but it needs to be perfect because he’s perfect #and I know it’s gonna be expensive and probably a long wait because I’m planning on contacting an artist that specializes in anime and manga #don’t mind me i’m just rambling #aot spoilers #levi tattoo

[malusienki]

sometimes i wish i hadn’t been so afraid to sign up for band in sixth grade, or that my parents had signed me up for piano sooner etc etc but i know that it would’ve just made moving and getting those activities again more complicated.,, i mean that’s what happened with me and polish school (hence why i joke and say i have a second grade literacy in polish. i only had two years of polish school.)

#moving around is chill i guess. i don’t necessarily mind it [military reasons] #but i don’t really like hugeee changes #and ofc that meant i had to leave a lot of friends behind and those friendships kinda just #faded i suppose #not necessarily a sad post by the way!! #yelling into my void #misc #at the same time though i think it’s kind of nice that i’ve started voice now alongside piano whilst also having this massive opera #hyperfixation so i guess i can associate stuff with that? i’m not shre #ofc learning this stuff is easier at an earlier age but. alas. i’m only in highschool i’m still a teenager lawl!! #anyway. #me rambling #also yes that marie operacharacter military brat au post was one hundred percent me projecting.

[katiemcgrathisdaddyaf]

I spent a solid part of my day yesterday thinking about the physics of why Lena should have been able to jump from that cargo plane easily

And then also why Kara should have had no trouble carrying the plane anyway skfsdk

#girl lifted fort rozz to space in s1 #you’re telling me she can’t carry a 37000kg C-130 cargo plane?? #don’t mind me rambling to the void

[hi-my-name-is-dotdotdot]

watching voyager, year of hell part 1

didn’t kes warn them about the krenim? and the chroniton based torpedoes? why is voyager acting like they no longer have that information?

#star trek voyager #don’t mind me rambling into the void

[captainderyn]

*Rambling about the Business on Coruscant instead of Writing Out of Mind days of the blog if you want to scroll by*

I really really miss having consistent oc and friend oc interactions but life got/is so busy for me and branching out to meet new people outside of my preexisting friend interaction is scary 😅.

But the days of engaging with my tumblr following and tumblr friends and having people invested in my and friends’ ocs because I was consistently making content were wonderful and I’ve been missing them quite a lot lately.

I look back on my tumblr from a few years ago when deep diving for old art and see how much fun back and forth there was and I’m not sure how to re-engage with people

#captainderyn rambles #if we interact with our ocs don’t worry this isn’t shade or anything the busy nature is on me #i fell out of love with swtor for awhile and just left tumblr and it left my friendships here in shambles ;—; #if we’re in a discord together this also isn’t shade should probably add that disclaimer #and if for some godawful reason this migrated elsewhere on this hellsite #i hope it’s known somewhere out in the void that I don’t regret all the oc interactions my tumblr was made up of #i still think about them and miss them #and if you’ve made it this far don’t mind me

[bucky-barnes-diaries]

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#…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… #I’m literally this close 👌🏻 to deactivating and throwing my phone into a river #oh and also dropping out of school #don’t mind me #I’m just venting and rambling because I literally don’t have anyone to go to atm and I just need to get it out #I feel like I don’t belong on this app #I feel like people genuinely don’t like me #I feel like I’m failing irl when it comes to school and trying to better my health and weight #I just wish life wasn’t so miserable atm #idk when I’ll be back on here but it’s not like people are going to notice or care #I literally know people don’t care so I’m just screaming into the void so I don’t bottle it all up #good night #I’m going to go and cry now

[bixy]

I put in my two weeks at my job last friday, and I definitely needed to, I was so overwhelmed with stress constantly, working full time and being in school is absolutely miserable and the fact that my job was ran so weirdly, like everyone would come in late, leave early, but every time I asked my boss for a different schedule he’d be like “I can’t do that this is a full time position”, and I’d also explain everyone gets different treatment but like they half ass everything so it’s really frustrating to watch and he’d just like...defend them? Like bro what the hell lmao this stupid job literally makes it feel like punishment for having a work ethic, which I mean, is on me I guess lmao but usually what i like to do is be really good at my job so I can do whatever the fuck I want and usually managers recognize that I give a shit so they’ll let me do whatever, but part of the problem is that my manager is like barely was around and the only people that get any recognition are the ones that talk like they do all this work like vs actually doing shit but man it is so frustrating constantly asking your boss for less hours and him saying no but then you see your coworkers leave early every fucking day like 😐

and like my one coworker who got promoted awhile back is like the rudest person I’ve ever had to deal with but it’s hilarious bc she’ll say the rudest thing to you and then whine and cry that no one likes her, like please pick something to fully commit to, don’t be an asshole and expect people to love you lmao

But yeah last fall semester was brutal bc I took business calc, business law and worked 40 hours (I do like 10,000-20,000 steps daily), I barely even saw any friends and was just in a terrible mood constantly, and basically lived off of subway and starbucks bc I had to study and do homework for like 5 hours straight, and then I missed my transfer deadline so I’m stuck where I’m at longer (I wanna move the fuck out of California so bad) and then I had to drop a class this semester, and like...I’ve had my period for well over a month now, which, isn’t great, might be closer to 2 months and I just feel like I’m about to combust

Genuinely pretty bummed bc there is a lot of people I do have a lot of love for at my job but man, at the same time I’m so worn out and I know if I had to stay there any longer I’d end up turning into the joker, they also did pay me pretty good and I was able to help pay for some of my friends meds and bills when I could and get dumb funky cardigans that are way too thick to wear but man, I am definitely at my limit and just want to focus on school since I got some savings, thinking about having a small break and then taking accelerated classes and maybe getting an extreme part time job to cover gas and car payments and get all my stuff ready to transfer to a university and just go to school full time and end my misery

#i'm just rambling #deep in my own thoughts #dont rb pls #I just been trying to avoid debt for as long as I can remember and for what?? to not have my sanity?? #this is the very light version of why i was fed up with my job lmao i'm not trying to write 5000 paragraphs #long post #don’t mind me i just kinda wanted to scream into the void

[wonhosmistress]

The way that yesterday my dad got after me because I was still in bed and told me I should be productive? Getting out of bed is hard as it is and waking up having to think that I have to force myself to make a meal, makes me feel like shit because I can’t function as your average person. I’m sorry,dad. I’m sorry that I was born with a chronic illness Im sorry that you see my exhaustion as not being productive enough.

Im sorry that out of everyone that’s been there through all my relapses and witnessed first hand how I feel on a regular basis that you can’t and won’t ever seem to understand. No matter how many times I explain you will never understand even after my transplant…I will continue to deal with my medical trauma.

#xime rambles #ximes’ 💭 #ximes’ inferno #don’t mind me just ranting my frustrating thoughts into the void #if you saw this #no you didn’t #chronically ill

[mysecret-hideout]

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#honeybee if you are reading this we need to chat lmao #your flowers brain is spinning itself straight into the gutter (and not the fun kind) #pls 😔♥️ #my rambles #don’t mind me just talking to the void