#didnt turn out how i wanted but! thats art

[boxofwaspss]

oug.... doodle....

#dream #dream sans #utmv #mutesart #its pretty messy ngl but like something about it is nice to me #didnt turn out how i wanted but! thats art #def want to retry once i get better at art

[ridl]

superconduct

#genshin impact #ganqing #ganyu #keqing #my art #i feel like i tried to draw something thats way beyond my capabilities o<-< #it didnt turn out exactly how i wanted but its not terrible either so ??? win??

[sualne]

Potential

#ashton greymoore #critical role #cr spoilers #cr3 spoilers #eye strain #<-ish? #tw blood #my art #doodling while (mostly) listening the rediff and oh boy ashton keeps being my favorite they've got sm going on #also??? i guess i know how to draw realistically now? somehow?? didnt clean the sketch. really liked it as is (and didnt want to risk #ruining it with lineart lol) i wonder if not having time to draw let my brain click some fuses together and thats why it turned out nice #maybe i shouldve taken a break some time ago

[mewguca]

I wanted to try doing a gijinka version of my iterator oc

very inspired by @lyss-butterscotch's iterator gijinkas

awawawa

extra doodles

#iterator gijinka #egg art #egg doodles #eggmoon oc #sona tag #starlight symphony #sls #rain world oc #rain world #iterator oc #i hope this is ok ds sh jfldsfke #it was fun to do #i think the rendered versions didnt turn out quite how i wanted #but thats ok!! it happens when u draw something new

[asexualbookbird]

i did a lil doodle for Miku Day 🌈

#bookbird babbles #doing the art thing #miku #vocaloid #hatsune miku #snapshots #im not like. Thrilled with how it turned out but i had fun and i think its cute and thats what matters #i also like that because im still dealing with color display issues i just used limited colors? #like i chose one (1) color and didnt move the hue around except for the red and pink #but yeah i just wanted something simple lol #miku posting

[arom-antix]

Y'all have probably seen @yaoiconnoisseur's incredible Red String of Fate illustration (if not, where have you been, go bask in it's beauty right now) and I mentioned that I loved it and had thought about doing a dtiys and they let me!

Truly an honour to get to draw such an iconic piece in my style!

#seriously this was so fun to work on #the high contrast hightlights combined with the greyscale and then the red string? #the greyscale and string is what originally drew me to it because thats just peak visuals #and the delicious poses of course #i didnt quite get the same energy in mine but im happy with it #and since i love rendering this was just cheffs kiss to work on and play with #and you know i have to do it tumblr mutual lines on ice #i would like to personally thank viktor for canonically having long hair #i want to eat it #i love how it turned out so much #i should really draw more dramatic long hair #and the light on yuuris shirt and face? #could not be happier #thank you yaoiconnoisseur for letting me have this absolute win of an art experience #arom antix art #arom antix #art #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri on ice fanart #yoi fanart #fanart #katsuki yuuri #viktor nikiforov #viktuuri #collab

[cmoks]

day 2 - witch

#inktober #inktober2023 #pen and ink #illustration #artists on tumblr #traditonal art #inkdrawing #black and grey #old lady #grandma #witch #nana #knitting #didnt turn out exactly how i wanted but THATS OK #magic #bit of a sloppy pic but o well

[jesse-cosay]

Yay! This chapter was so fun, hope it's up to your guys' expectations!

#infinity train #infinity train lake #lake infinity train #infinity train book 2 #jesse cosay #enchanted ghost au #I didnt want to add the sad ones in the fic bc i thiught it might be in poor taste #And i didnt like how they turned out bc i was testing stuff #But yall can see them here and Know #Also i love like purple and red lighting it feels both warm and sad to me #I think thats bc i associate it with sunrises #Sunrises will always be the epitome of heartbreak im sorry #yellow's art

[isot1ne]

Your take on Dock maskless mayhaps?

like to slap his bald head reblog to slap his bald head

#heartless abd illustrates #abd illustrates heartless #heartless #art #my art #dock heartless #abdillustrates #heartless abd #cw scars #i wanted his eyes to look discoloured like a corpse lol #also i do have another version of this thats more body horror-y but it #a) didnt turn out quite how i wanted #b) was gross #and c) i couldnt be bothered to finish it #please send me more requests :) #art request #ask

[cheaploafs]

they were roommates…

#art tag #witcher au #and that is all i will be tagging once again <3 #this is a redraw of my first piece i did for this au.. back when i was just throwing brain thoughts around and didnt have a clue what was #happening ahsjkdf now that i kinda have a semi idea of whats going on i wanted to draw it again #i didnt really like how the original turned out . i wasnt doing great brain wise when i did it either but i liked the concept of it #i like this version 100 times more and i can see that i’ve grown a lot since then . i just wanted to doodle and not worry much about things #ive been doing recently shdkfk so this was a good time #maybe one day i’ll do a proper au piece of them snuggling in jayces bed because thats really all they do before getting together fully .. #one of these days ..

[marblerose-rue]

HI GUYS i am so sorry for the sudden drop in activity between allergies + college im just gonna clear off the rest of this week . i may do a big group type thing to catch up w/o giving myself too much extra work BUT i hope everyone is well!! <3

#not art #meandering #i did get a haircut today and every time i see myself in the mirror i startle myself a little bc i forget i got one AHBKJHDG #i have two exams next week . and a speech i have to give the week after and one of my classes is JUST NOW handing out assignments #OH YEAH my allergy symptoms r dealt with im normal again BAHBDJKFHGBDF when it gets bad it gets bad #this is my attempt at the fallen family guy pose without taking it too seriously #OH YEAH for a lot of you new followers: this is kaden shes my fursona of almost ten years (WELL she turns nine in november) #and i celebrate her birthday bc shes important to me shes my original meowmeow #also please keep me in your thoughts im on campus all day tomorrow and i really do not want to be i am no longer having fun/enjoying #my wednesdays . i only rlly enjoy one class on monday and its math . thats how bad it is BAHAHA no but rlly my stats prof is a sweetheart #hes very nice. he gave me an extension on a quiz i rlly didnt need but regardless :-)

[radlegowaffle]

giving you a melty kiss, i dedicate my first death to you

@pixellyix's d&d character for her campaign ;u;

#its actually technically everyone in the campaigns character cause it was a joined effort to create her but idk who has a tumblr so #for simplicities sake. also sorry for @ing you. idk how you feel about that sort of thing ;u; #dooblenauts #d&d #dungeons and dungeons #idk what to tag #dnd: seas of mercury #friend art #also admittedly i had will stetsons cover on loop and not the original song 😔 #but since the original song is in japanese i put the japanese lyrics. 'first death' looks weird sideways though but idk how to turn text #this also didnt come out as intense as i wanted to but. ya know. it still looks okay i think #context for this makes no sense but this was just for one person and she knows what it means and thats all that matters #im just postin art cause ive been watching them play d&d for like. a month. and have been drawing stuff for their d&d campaign. for a month #theres like. three other things i want to draw for her campaign and fanart i want to do and i also need to do commissions #im HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #in wills cover the lyrics are #'giving you a kiss as i melt in such a feeling / my first death is for you so you can cry for me' #which is still fitting

[dogs-wearing-tuxedos]

some of my favorite character """archetypes"""

#yeah #im not tagging everything here #also alot of these overlap lmao thats just what happens #unseen here bc i didnt like how the images turned out are autistic people and hot women #counting emesis blue as “good body horror art” because it is #or i mean to an extent at least medic and pyro bc theyre the most fucked up #if i truly counted emesis blue id have to put all 9 classes andi dont want to do that

[tsukasageorge]

Guy who will make a 1k word post about how she is not drawing (he is making a 1k word post about not drawing instead of drawing)

#raey spam #someone needs to yell at me to draw every single day #except thats not going to work because im just not going to #the person who has to yell at me to draw has to be me and i have to listen to myself bc its not fun just sitting here #being like hey i wanna draw can i draw. hey i wanna draw i should draw. i should be drawing rn. what if i was drawing rn #head in my fucking hands (if i want to draw i have to actually draw) #opened my drawing app and drew a head. yay! now i just have to not fall into The Trap #(The Trap is when i draw something bad and instead of being like hey it is ok to draw bad i will come back to this tomorrow #i keep working on it and not having fun bc its not working and im drawing bad #and then i leave it alone bc its not working but now i remember that i didnt have fun working on it bc i was drawing bad #so now i dont want to work on it at all #so i put it aside for another month #and then i also dont draw at all for the rest of that month bc the last time i drew i was drawing bad art and not having a good time.) #i love preaching about how drawing bad art is okay and if you're not having fun you should just stop and resume another day #and then immediately opening csp to draw bad and not have fun but keep drawing until i spiral and feel like shit for like 3 days after #there's this one specific art piece that i was not having a good time doing but i kept working on it until i literally felt sick #(and then i kept working on it) #it's not a major piece it was like a random headshot but the lack of passion was so clear in the final product #it made the entire process miserable bc i hated the finished thing #like its one thing to start of a piece bad and then have it turn out good but if you're only drawing so you can get it over with #the end product is going to look bad. and it is so so good to have bad art but not at the cost of your sanity #i mean i doubt every single artist in the world does this but. yeah #oh also if ur curious of the drawing i hated doing it's like the only violet evergarden art ive ever done #so yeah. working on this. also working on fucking DRAWING MORE THAN 3 TIMES A MONTH

[dexaroth]

it's kind of a fun move to make my very very personal blog also the one I post my drawings on

ive purposefully done it to not create that kind of environment where it's just an account posting art, a one-dimensional abstract thing that's so detached that if I were to post something like 'teehee I tried to off myself so I'm opening comms to pay the bills' it'd be met with utmost surprise bc it'd break the illusion yknow?

but sometimes I do want some drawings to not have context. to be as impersonal as a vintage figure whose sculptor has never been fully known or a golden locket with the picture of someone who you don't know anything about

I want both, to be honest. it's always been a struggle of the need of external validation but also to not want to taint everything with myself

I want to draw a pet portrait for someone and not have it be judged with all the ramblings and half-jokes about how everything sucks every now and then.

I want to draw a guy being mechanically separated for no reason and not have it show up besides someone's pet portrait and having to explain to the average person I don't even know why I like gore so much besides rendering it is fun

it's all like a cycle of making it clear who is behind the art for context but also sometimes wanting everything to speak for itself and wanting a sort of pure reaction to it

and it culminates into that overly familiar feeling.. of wanting to be consistent. to have a feel, a look that you can maybe hope someone will identify as yours.. and the question is always the same - for what? why? why does it matter?

if anything the first thing I'd ever say to someone who remotely showed interest in art and wanted to know my side of it is that nothing matters and everything is subjective and that there will always be people who see too much meaning where there isn't and people who miss the point entirely. and that diversity is just as good as quality and not a binary switch that you have to pick for the rest of your life. and that often by trying to achieve perfection you just end up dumping what gave your art a personal touch because it wasn't absolutely on par with the version of you that you so desperately want people to identify you with or the vibe you want to give off or whatever else

it's kind of a problem that also has different connotations depending on the way wherever you post works, too

on devart and I think insta too favorites and likes are the easiest way to show a kind of support that happens to streamline everything into images on a page instead of actually taking in most detail, the title or description or lack thereof, maybe even a message or line or music lyric intended to aid in the perception.. that ends up getting completely ignored because it takes extra effort to do. and it gets exponentially worse the more people you follow

then, well.. tumblr. because of the way the posts are organized and at least show captions it has a bit of a leg up, but then the sideblog stuff comes up. posts 95% of the time only give traction to the account that posted it, so a sideblog where you reblog your art is pretty much just a gallery for the convenience of whoever follows them. if you post on that sideblog however, then that facilitates no one visiting your main and just looking at the drawings, leading to the art-artist detachment as it is also plenty of extra steps and effort

then, independently, the path you choose is hard to undo. choose to be unknown and be bound to the façade you have to keep and not break your persona, or put all bits of yourself out to the public and there will forever be an image/ background version of you that will contextualize everything you do

try to turn around and choose to hide and it will put people off and affect how some will look at your new stuff now that you're less of a social butterfly because of the instinct of curiosity and wanting to know what happened , choose to show yourself and now you're too real and people don't want to associate with you because of the things you express or how it hits different knowing x and y or just not caring about you enough to be bothered to keep up with your life with sporadic drawings inbetween

it's all ironically about your own self-image and knowing others who know you

oh and it just hit me the financial side of things too. but that's too much for me rn and it's sort of a bonus to my point anyways

idk man. I feel like I'm having a stroke while an influencer tries to explain branding to me

#the public vs hidden thing is also like trying to balance the evils #do you want to enable being made fun of by quirky neurotypicals and edgelords bc of ur 'archetype' #or do you want to enable everyone to put any meaning to your art including dogshit ones and treat it like a commodity #public enough to have your name or style used pejoratively to describe other people #or hidden enough to blend in and represent nothing and say nothing. just like a blank piece of paper #these two sort of types are everywhere and there just doesnt seem to be a grey area. its just.... awkward. #ah yes look at my painting and tell me what you think of it! dont take me into consideration at all though. pretend this came out of thin> #>air bc thats how i want it to be perceived. bc of course we all know thats a thing that can be controlled by sheer will right? lol #i want to draw whatever. i want to stop giving a shit. not care of what people think its all about. but i want to be seen as well. .. #and its frustrating bc i find it immeasurably valuable to find meaning in the mundane #to find the whimsy and care on someone's 'bad' stickman cat doodle even tough sketches dont mean barely anything to the artist #and then i get sad when someone below my skill level finds My sketches good despite me posting them as a 'look at how bad this looks lol' #just. being desperate for wanting everything to go your way #like a filmmaker who swears the theater is an integral part of their movie when in reality a guy watching at home cherishes it just as much #i think id turn inside out of disgust if i ever truly legitimally considered all the 'wrong' ways people can experience my art #compressed to hell or they just didnt bother to zoom in and didnt notice the brushstrokes and effects #which is totally normal and common and i myself do it! but my ego says nuh uh. go feel bad bc other ppl have agency lol #i can definitely pretend i dont care anymore and even try to believe it so much i unconsciously start assimilating it #but the Moment someone comments something that contradicts what i thought and wished was happening i just. break . #im truly trying to stave off negative thoughts and teaching myself that what others think of me doesnt define me #and one day im overhearing something i wasnt meant to know and its that someone thinks im a child #and ends up treating me like one. like im too stupid to do anything #and then i look back at my eyestrain/cartoonish stuff thats in fact considered childish by people who try to use age as> #a token of 'i dont enjoy X because X is for kids because/therefore im an AdulT! respect me!' #and i just have to face the reality that thats the image of me my art gives off by itself and what society chose it to symbolize as well #which it all leads to wanting so deeply a way to control how others view you because of how age gate-keeping for example is so stupid #and it bleeds into every other feeling and paranoia and self doubt #either you act cool and lie about who you are or let others label you what they see fit especially what they consider to be deserving of> #>ridicule #dextxt

[dasketcherz]

thought i'd share my thought process for this fun lil piece / outfit in full display that i whipped out for beckory on valentines cuz i really had a lotta fun making it <3

OKAY first off, big thanks to @leaky-heart for helpin me gather some really cool outfit refs and for lending me resources where I can find a ref for bonnie's guitar in a 3d space. Thank you bestie, yar a life saver <3

Second, @/littleleaflings' jacket—goated af, will never stop gushin bout it aaaaAAA <3

Okay so looking at freddy & bonnie's designs—i am in love with how their dominant and accent colors are opposite of each other like a yin and yang situation. So i absolutely tried to incorporate that when rearranging the palette unto beckory's outfit

Fronnie's colors arent the only contrasting elements about them. Aside from their earrings, even their symbols are a pair—i love how freddy's is a lighting bolt but he is also associated with stars on the side cuz of his branding. While bonnie's is a star but he also has lightning bolts on the side (the purple accent in his fit) to match freddy

And to sprinkle a bit of beckory flair, i put stripe lines across their pants (if you look back on my ref sheet for the squad, the three amigos all have stripes somewhere in their fits, i purposely designed that to be their thing) just to also unify the patterns from their top

i gave tony a scarf to match greg's bow tie accessory. Its a combo homage to bonnie's headband and bunny ears in a way (cuz the ribbons on its ends look like droopy rabbit ears) i gave them gloves to compensate being unable to add punk bracelets on em cuz it would be too much for the overall look (same logic applies to the star shades, its to match with the top hat)

Also this was such a pure coincidence but i also realized beckory wears their fazwatches in the same placement as fronnie wears their earrings on. That actually makes me very happy, i think its a really cool coincidence

And as yall can see, Greg's jacket initially had stars on his sleeves (like it does in the ref), but i decided against putting it in the final cuz im startin to think it might look cluttered and hard to read from afar and tbh, I really liked how the translucent sleeves turned out... I didnt want the star pattern to cover it up lol

And thats pretty much it, thank you coming to my ted talk!! <3

if youre interested to see more of my art process compilation like this you can check over on my ko-fi page, you can support me by buying me a latte cuz I am planning to post more exclusive stuff like this over there in the future so I hope yall look forward to that! I deeply appreciate yall and thank you so much in advance!!

#daske art #fnaf #beckory #gregtony #GTY46 #fnaf gregory #tony becker #five nights at freddy's #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf GGY #five nights at freddy's security breach #detective rabbit #fnaf tales from the pizzaplex #five nights at freddy's tales from the pizzaplex