#delitcheous

[latelyloxiv]

happy Halloween i made a weird apple pie thang

#loxlife #anyways it was delisheus #delitcheous #delirious #it was yummy #:)

[wiiwheel]

Went to kbbq yesterday and today I am suffering

#it was so good and spicyy and delitchous but my digestive system... girl help

[allgremlinart]

Corn Pops work this pussy out

#delitchous

[unloneliest]

i have NOT heard about your boy jay btw… 👀

OKAY SO. well in 2009 (maybe) i had a dream of a fantasy epic and when i woke up i wrote it down immediately. and that's where the story jay exists in began. and creating its world and all the characters in it is something i've been so just. bound to doing since then. it's my biggest story these characters mean the world to me.

at this point it's a story that starts with one generation and continues with their kids, and jay is a significant character in both halves of the story, but very crucially is not chosen-one-main-character material in the way many, many other characters in this world are.

jay is. well. hmm. how do i explain jay. the thing about jay is. i love him very much. the thing about jay is.

well i'm putting this under a cut because it got long.

there comes a time when he is grieving the man he thought he'd spend the rest of his life with, alone at the edge of the desert. he's visiting the home they'd built together. they'd planned a garden, and jay's been back to plant fruit trees. and the sibling god, the deity of death/life/cycles/balance, a deity very fond of underdogs, comes to him.

they tell him that things are very wrong in the valley—the balance of things is very, very wrong, and things weren't supposed to happen this way. and the sibling god tells him he wasn't supposed to be in this story.

there's people who are: the gods choose people to act on their behalf, especially when places reach boiling points like this; there's people who are inevitably going to play a role due to the circumstances of their birth—princes, powerful magic users, children of the resistance, the list goes on. people whose lives would inevitably be touched by these grand events, even though the specifics were up to them.

the sibling god tells jay he had no such fate. that his suffering is a consequence of the unnatural imbalance: he was supposed to get to be happy, mostly. to get to have a life. and the sibling god tells jay something about the future.

jay doesn't have a fate, and he won't have a fate. and he's already done so much to better the world. he could walk away from the struggle, the center of the fight to right things, and it wouldn't be a failing on his part in any way. there's other ways he could do good. but they both know he's not going to, with how many people he loves fighting here at the heart of things. a couple of them are people with fates. one less, now.

what the sibling god tells him is that it's going to kill him someday. he's not destined to die, but he's not going to walk away from doing everything he can to change things, to make them better, even knowing it's going to kill him.

and he doesn't. and eventually, it does.

the sibling god offers jay a blessing, to counterbalance the pain of the life he's chosen. jay asks that when he dies, it's not for his son, so that his son doesn't have to live with the pain of the weight of that. this was very much so not a blessing For Jay, so the sibling god grants him—something else also, i'm workshopping what i put in in an earlier draft at this point—but this is how jay's son ends up unkiillable, chosen by the sibling god.

i just. jay is my specialest boy. he cares so much. he doesn't have to. he's not fated to. he knows it's going to kill him and that he could walk away and he knows he doesn't have to but when two the children of the monarchy the resistance has been fighting find their way to the resistance with help from jay's son he raises them too. and he loves them. even though it's their parents who're why he's grieving.

i just. what do you do with a self sacrificial protector character when they outlive the character they'd have died for because that person died to save them? what do you do when they choose to love more people so hard it changes the future and they never even get to see that future? the god of death comes to tell jay he's doomed not by fate but by his nature and through their encounters over the years jay falls a little bit in love with them.

what am i supposed to do with my boy i can't keep him from dying but he saves all his kids. i'm not sure if jay ever gets to see the trees he planted fruit, but they do.

(oh shit also i'm gonna link my jay tag on my sideblog for this story as well as the most developed relationship tag that includes him: jay / silas who is. so so doomed and dead. not the only relationship that matters with jay but the most tagged on my sideblog)

#i'm always so so so so so a mess over jay. he is my best boy #thank u for asking about him also i love you. as you can tell from the themes and such. reading your story is gonna wreck my shop entirely #jam posts #oc: jay #there are so many fucking delitches parallels and contrasts i'm gonna be weaving between the older gen and younger gen in this universe and #i'm hoping to share the writing non-chronologically and it's just gonna be SO. #i am so excited for this story. and the next thing i do about it has to be explore biomes and geology because i think it'll unlock the #ways i'm stuck on creating a fictional government? that's besides the point. i created a sopping wet man doomed to die #ostrela posting

[rars]

i had a dream i was eating a fuck ton of cotton candy flavored soft served ice cream / frozen custard and i wake up and im like NOOOOO!!!! that shouldve been real!

#text #dreams #dude it was delitches…….

[vampireb1tes]

I don't know why but troa is such a comfort book, just like the presented feelings of love and angst that come with adolescence is oddly nostalgic to me 🙏🏼

#the rules of attraction #bret easton ellis #literature #mmm angst so tasty and delitchous #unrequited feelings

[tenderflint]

can't get enough of this

#basically. oingo boingo song with trent vocals???? delitches #danny elfman #trent reznor #ari rambles #Spotify

[punk-pins]

product development over at ocean spray are throwing a dart at a spinning wheel with wikipedia dot org slash list of fruits on it

#they’ll just put anything in there. and it’s delitches <3

[elliethesuperfruitlover]

#*stands menacingly* #we did egg McMuffins today #Very delitches

[wanghedi]

苍兰诀 is so good i started it as a joke it wasnt supposed to be actually fun screaming and crying and throwing up theyve GOT me .. the xianxia the costume drama they got me so good i love tropes and i love hot people who can do a serviceable amount of acting i love cgi that is sometimes good sometimes shit

#this is why they keep making these even when they suck shit 90% of the time.. cos when it hit its delitchous #and no one is even annoying can u believe? #anyway i hope it has a good ending otherwise im gonna carpet bomb heng dian no more costume dramas #苍兰诀 #sidney talks shit

[swallowyourgods]

Tennessee Honey Jack Daniels

#delitchous

[mxhenriksen]

true benefits of growing up christian is five iron frenzy it's still good die mad

#also the communion crackers my church had homemade ones that were delitchous

[ilguna]

it’s that time of year again

y’all see this man?

delicious

#ilguna #revolution #DELITCHOUS

[unloneliest]

art and i are starting a midsummer night's dream read and i forgot how much my brain loves shakespeare

#also all the rhymimg on this is DELITCHES #jam posts

[thepeelucof87]

god the. ive always wished and prayed for more trans crepus thank u for the food… its delitches….. sniff sniff AAAAAHGUFHFHHFHFHF also do you think theres like. paternity tests. but also sometimes a family is a single dad, his birth son, his real son (his fave jkjk), the butler he adopted, and the head maid who adopted him, and the varka. all is good

trans crepus nation!!!and yeah i sure do hope there's paternity tests for his sanity's sake

#ask #takasuya

[awsugar]

mack.....plain white rice? that's so white fam

i dont think plain rice is the BEST rice, but plain carbs are good as fuck. plain slice of bread. place white rice. plain tortilla. even pasta only needs butter and salt to be really delitches. all of these things can be massively improved upon with additions. but that doesnt mean theyre not yummy by themselves. im serious i love plain white rice. especially if its sticky rice. i could eat so much of it.

#anonymous #asks