follow-up sketches of john to my hastur design. personal headcanon: john changes form in his time with arthur.
first visage is amnesiac john who doesn't know who he is, thus the blurry/faded part of the halo, but similar look to hastur.
second is further along in the story; he knows that he is a fractured piece of the king in yellow (piece of broken halo), but is also becoming his own soul (halo re-forming it’s own pattern), gaining his humanity, and thus looks more human aside from the golden horns reminiscent of hastur.
third is more self-indulgent than anything, a what-if, fully human version of john. stiff and awkward and very likely giving arthur all the side-eye.
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Cleaning some old images off my computer and realized that if I didn't post this to Tumblr, where else should it go?
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I keep losing myself. Over and over again. I only ever seem to find myself in the music or in the high. But the music always stops eventually, and the high doesn't last forever... How am I meant to find myself in the sober, quiet misery of my dulled, dissociated life? I know art is the answer, and yet I can never drag myself far enough to commit to it. I'm stuck in a hell of my own creation. I'm lost.
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A heartbeat after almost dying, two lesbians make a very funny joke.
hot femme girlfriend won't let you drive? You must be the Avatar !
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titty lump benign!!! 🥳🎉👍💯
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Friendship is a hard thing to teach in the 41st millennium….
A few more random doodles below the cut 🥰
Even some Magos Biologis concept sketches!!
Honestly might bring the gas mask motif back even if just for a separate character 🤔
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𝓟𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓻 𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼𝓼 ⋆˙⟡
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poop
(I love him)
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Well, movies are my life blood and if I don't watch at least one fucked up movie a week, I'll perish.
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I wish I could say that unhealthy eating is my worst habit. At least it only affects me. But the truth is, I have a much darker one... I'm hesitant to even mention it by name. It's something that's been with me for most of my life, but has only grown worse as time goes on. In the show Dexter, the main character refers to his secret desire for killing as his "dark passenger." I have my own form of dark passenger. It isn't blameless. It isn't victimless. It has, on multiple occasions, taken me over, and it's used my body to achieve its goals. It's hurt people, innocent people. I've hurt people... I wish I could go back and undo it all, but I can't. I have to accept that no matter how much I wish it wasn't so, this darkness is a part of me. I hope one day I find what I need to quell its growth within me. Lately, it's always hungry. I'm scared I'm going to feed it again.
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How would Hunter in your AU react to finding out Luz is somewhat attracted or interested in Amity 👀
hunter, so mad he can't even string together a coherent sentence: i -- you -- it's -- NO. she's just the first person our age you've ever MET who's not, like, ME. luz you Have to meet other witches our age i'm begging you. i'm telling you i'm on my knees i fucking Promise you that blight is Not That Interesting. Please For The Love Of
luz, who's having an Incredible time taking the piss out of him: well, isn't she ALSO the first witch YOU'VE met who's our age and isn't, you know, me?? or one of the first witches, anyway?? maybe YOU like her. maybe you're just projecting! because you're jealous! that WOULD explain why you're such a jerk to her-
hunter, who definitely is jealous, but absolutely NOT for any of the reasons that luz is implying: [PUFFS UP AND HISSES LIKE AN INDIGNANT CAT]
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Still at heart I know there’s more wisdom in sorrow than in joy.
—Cormac McCarthy, The Passenger
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