#crazy where life takes you

[tteokdoroki]

seeing someone from high school is truly an out of body experience

#FKLKWKSKD #i think it’s her at least #im shook she is married and we’re only #22 #crazy where life takes you #✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted

[tinycowboybro]

KP ANNIVERSARY WEEK 4

favorite couple: VegasPete 🔪

heeeeyyyyy guys don’t mind me just dropping this off rq 🙂

sorry it’s incredibly domestic lmao i wasn’t sure if i wanted to post it but i need soft things in my life and i think they are allowed to be sweet as a treat every now and then (i’ll spare them the horrors for now)

vegas definitely gets that overwhelming feeling of like “holy fuck i love you ???” after looking over at pete and seeing like the curve of his cheek or the bow of his lip or the way his hair fans out on the pillow. just tiny details that only he gets to see up close and the flood of emotions that come from that realization

and of course he has no idea wtf to do with that so he’s probably kinda weird about it but like

same

so

enjoy my cringe dialogue and doodle of them 🤝

#going to georgia is playing as i make this and i’m going to sob #AND YOU SMILE AS YOU EASE THE GUN FROM MY HAND AND IM FROZEN WITH JOY RIGHT WHERE I STAND #weeoo going crazy #this is just kinda something silly to take my mind off things ngl #school is so.. evil #but life goes on #vegaspete #vegas theerapanyakul #pete saengtham #vegaspete fanart #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #bible wichapas #vegas x pete #kpts #kpts fanart #tinycb's art #kpappreciation #thai bl #thai drama #oh also they definitely have one of those old ornate wardrobes #for their fancy clothes and cool knives #the usual things wardrobes have

[rollforjackass]

thank god i've come back to tumblr after all this time bc where else could i say "i've been simping for the scarecrow from batman begins lately" with impunity. anyway thank you cilian murphy for your service

#idk his take on scarecrow fascinates me bc of his progression through the trilogy #like we're all familiar with the 'villain descends into madness' trope and how it's usually played as a tragedy #we see traumatic backstories & flashbacks & the underlying narrative is 'i don't want to be this way' or 'i just want it to stop' #so i'm obsessed with the fact that when we see crane again in dark knight & dark knight rises he's Even More Confident than he was in bb #he goes from quiet meek-ish schemer to wise-cracking criminal who smirks at the batman when he's unmasked #and then to the preening judge of bane's mock court doling out death sentences like it's a game to him #and like we Could have had the scarecrow that we saw in the end of bb: straitjacketed & descending into madness #we Could have had a harvey dent-ish downfall where he becomes someone to pity rather than someone to fear #but we didn't! we got a guy who said 'what drives you crazy makes you stronger' and went on to have a whole lot of maniacal fun #and i think that's really the essence of how batman villains Become iconic batman villains: being utterly ride or die for their public imag #scarecrow: oh i got gassed & went a little delulu? i'm a known criminal who will never hold a job as a doctor again in my life? #scarecrow: so what i'm getting here is that i'm free to become Worse~ #batman #jonathan crane

[cinnamon-notes]

billy joel why did you have to attack me that piercingly when you released vienna ???

#slow down you crazy child as the starting lyrics ??? #but then if you're so smart tell my why are you still so afraid ??? #where's the fire? what's the hurry about?you better cool it off before you burn it out you got so much to do and only so many hours in a day #?????? #you can get what you want or you can just get old ?????????? #slow down you're doing fine you can't be everything you want to be before your time although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight ??? #too bad but it's the life you lead you're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need ?????? #though you can see when you're wrong you know you can't always see when you're right ????????? #but don't you know that only fools are satisfied ??????? #take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while it's alright you can afford to lose a day or two ??? #billy joel #vienna #cinnamon being cinnamon

[idsb]

Yogurt boy because of the invisible string lyric and then he just became yogurt boy cause well there was nothing else going on

I actually used to follow a blog who PRE breakup in early 2023 had said wow he hasn’t booked a role in a year, what does he do like is he auditioning or what and someone was like, he’s just doing his side hustle which is working at that yogurt shop and it was like 5 people but it stuck with me and that’s all I think when someone refers to him as yb even though it’s 100% born out of invisible string and some people making jokes about Taylor comparing her sitting in a park writing songs probably on break from a studio session and he’s at a yogurt shop selling yogurt as a teen meanwhile she’s a country superstar in the making and I guess they felt she was trying to force a string 😭

I'm absolutely rolling at "what does he do" dhjfjgkshkg that aspect of this is extremely funny

#the latter part of what you said is where it becomes problematic for me though #like yeah she was leaving studio time sitting in the park because she had a pretty privileged life and was very lucky! #he was raised as a bit more of a working-class person #and like. idk bro that's... #not worth laughing about to me? #the whole point of the song is like #'these coincidences don't REALLY line up that much / we existed in separate universes for a while #but ISN'T IT PRETTY TO THINK we were fated to be together anyway?' #it's kind of simultaneously misunderstanding the song and acting like the idea of someone with a reg 16 y/o job going far in life #is wayyyy too crazy to be with someone successful who had an easier life in some ways which. I really don't vibe with #and this interpretation takes something really wholesome - her daydreaming about what he was like when they were younger - #and just makes it a Bad Vibe #sorry bestie #I loved the beginning of what you said!

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[rachelchinouriris]

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#now this may sound crazy #but i think i’ve broken the deep parasocial relationship with louis #i love him and i’ll never stop loving him #but i now feel like it’s not the obsessive kind where he takes over my life #not to be Like That but the medication may have played a part on it #i can enjoy my other interests and focus on my real life goals and responsibilities #as i said i’ll never stop loving him. he’s my fave. my baby. my pookie #but i can now establish a healthy relationship with him #i feel like this is better and it’ll allow me to enjoy him in a positive way #i’m excited actually. i can follow him without needing to know everything he’s doing all the time #i just feel great right now and i’m gonna enjoy it for as long as it lasts. and when the bad days come i’ll keep going #because the good days are worth it #also this is a formal request to not send me any discourse about the husbands #i’m not interested in engaging in that anymore #no stunts. no bbg. nothing about that. just chilling #i’m here for the music and their journeys #riley if you’re reading this. thank you for being patient with me and letting me rant to you and for the intervention #you were right and i feel happier #love you so much #logan.txt

[butchvamp]

ohhh my god i need to get off this website

#first mistake going into the lesbian tag just to immediately see lesbophobia #crazy to me that the popular stance from so many other gay ppl rn is just ‘lesbophobia is good’ #i cannot take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #why is everyone suddenly so obsessed with 'proving' that lesbians can be with men #and why are so many people being so horrible and misrepresenting our history #there absolutely were lesbians that were with men historically. because they were either bisexual women #that were forced to mislabel themselves bc of the violent biphobia in the lesbian feminist movement #or they were women unknowingly dealing with compulsive heterosexuality #like how disgusting do you have to be to look at some of these women and be like 'this was when queers were REALLY QUEER' #instead of like. having empathy and understanding about their situation #and also acknowledge that language has changed. there is no lesbian feminism anymore lesbianism is a sexuality that EXCLUDES MEN #end of sentence #there is a difference between someone questioning or who found out they were lesbian later in life #or historically where these words had different meaning the community & society was Completely Different #versus you assholes deliberately trying to force lesbianism to include men to be 'progressive' #like just so fucking vile. you should be ashamed of yourselves #literally just cannot go into any gay spaces as a lesbian anymore because it's just constant lesbophobia and no one cares #theyre more concerned with being So Inclusive and the Better Queer that they'd rather exclude an entire part of the community #and deem them 'less than' #while parroting the same shit conservatives say to all lesbians #did you win? do you feel good about ignoring and talking over and excluding us?

[skyburger]

WHAT THE HELL NOBODY EVER TOLD ME TWO OF MY FAVE VILLAGERS GOT A LINE STICKER TOGETHER. ive loved tabby for YEARS like since 2019 at LEAST. and these stickers are from 2018 how did i not know !!! i love tabby and boots so much 😭😭😭 TABBY AND BOOTS ANIMAL CROSSING I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHH OOMFS FOREVER AND EVER

#im so happy any official content of tabby is awesome shes my fave i looooove her so much SHES SO SILLY!!! #and boots was one of my starting residents on acnh so he holds a special place in my heart #in case anyone was wondering which im sure you were not. my other starting villager on acnh was rocket and shes soooo silly i love rocket #not enough people love her like shes so silly. u are all HATERS #anyway i love talking about my acnh villagers I WISH I HAD MY ACNL ONES WRITTEN DOWN. the only ones i remember are tabby and kyle #but my acnh ones atm (and when i say atm i mean they will be probably til the end of time) #are my guy sherb (found on one of the ticket islands) #stiches (who i also found on an island i think?) #chai (i have her amiibo card shes so cute.) #tammi (another island find) #stella (man i really did just take the first villagers i found on an island and kept them huh) #rocket and boots (starter villagers) #tabby (I WAS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO TRADE HER TO ME ON REDDIT I THINK? and then they were like oh if shes ur fave u can just have her + #like for free. AND THAT WAS SOOOO AWESOME) #bea (i think she was also a ticket island thingy find) #and finally... tom (ok he has a fun story. #i think it was margie who lived on my island at the time and listen she was SUCH a sweetheart i wanted to keep her forever #(she replaced drift who i found on an island and he was mean to me so i have beef with him. still. like four years later.) #but them tom showed up as a camper and i got this crazy hit of nostalgia and i remembered my guy tom was in my childhood city folk town #and i was like. I MISS MY BOY. COME BACK TO ME. so he moved in) #umm only other villager we had was chadder which i think my little brother picked when we shared the island #i think i remember him saying he got chadder because of dantdm...? i dont remember the details #but i got the sanrio amiibo cards which i need to stress i had wanted for YEARS. i was so fucking happy when they got a rerelease #to the point where like. i couldnt get them at first because they sold out super fast. so #i bought them from someone in twitter dms im so serious. and it fucking worked thats how i got them #anyway i wanted chai to move in because shes my fave of that set (i love cinnamoroll) but i needed someone to move out #which i always get so sad about :( but my brother offered to take chadder so i felt a little better abt it #and then i think we forgot to like. have him come get chadder in boxes. so chadder went off somewhere hope hes living a good life #thats it i think. i wish i kept a list of all my villagers ever but considering ive been playing for a decade or so now that would be. crazy #muffin mumbles

[michiganmerchant]

web weaving or whatever

#last night my brain had two thoughts collide like atoms producing a nuclear fission in the form of THEE most insane trope to ME which is #pet psychopath and his even crazier handler -> brandt and luke respectively #watching brandt get at it with an OHL dad over the boards during the playoff like YEAHHH that's my dman with character issues #SO BEAUTIFUL. and the tsn video too. god. the one where he gets into a playfight but ends up spinning the dude around #the potential is THERE and i am cooking up SO many scenarios in my head i am actually going insane. #when you're the kid who used to beat up your brothers friends during street hockey and you were called a pitbull like CMONNNN #it's not that luke doesnt have character issues its just that it was trained out of him by ellen who would NEVER let that fly but unlike hi #lady byng finalist brother and his +2 penalty drawing brother luke has ZERO compulsions actually shithousing someone #and he's such a bitch about it too. he's more of a bitch than his two brothers combined. if penalties weren't a thing in real life #the clarke/hughes dpairing would be the most rat bastard shithousery penalty drawns tandem in the LEAGUE thats my inteprid take #and the thing about pet psychopath and his even crazier handler is it that the devotion goes CRAZYYYYYY #brandt going fucking insane and luke having to haul him off before he starts beating up the dude himself like NOBODY FUCKS WITH MY BABY!!! #even if my baby started it lol. if brandt's crazy luke is batshit insane and then brandt has to go haul luke off before he gets kicked out #someone tries to chirp brandt over him fighting for luke constantly and brandt is like :) you're fucking lucky it's not luke #because CRUCIALLY luke is the better fighter. again. his even crazier handler. always ready to answer for brandt's attitude #in the locker room brandt like good job baby that was so sexy of you to right hook him -> rest of the devs staring in horror #JUST SOMETHING ABOUT COMING TO BLOWS FOR YOUR MAN!!! LOOKING UP AT HIM WITH A SMILE FULL OF BLOOD LIKE DID I DO GOOD? DID I MAKE YOU PROUD? #AND THEM RESPONDING WITH 100% RECIPROCATION. OH IT WAS ALWAYS ABOUT THE RECIPROCATION. #need them to be fucking bitches on the ice beating everyone up that would be so sexy to me!!! #the brandt/luke agenda #thinking. perhaps even thoughting. thunking.

[nektaarr]

i’ve always lived a very undefined life. i like to keep my options open, to not commit to only one thing and narrow my horizon by taking binding decisions. but the older i get the more i realize that i won’t be able to keep all the doors open forever. there will be final decisions that have to be made. decisions that will define my life and take it into a clear direction. and if i hesitate too long to put myself clearly in front of me, i will get lost faster than i can blink. and that is so scary to me.

#yes this is about love #and yes this is about my career #i do have clear visions of how i imagine myself in the future #places i want to be at #the way i look or talk or behave #the way i want to be percieved #but to think that i have to commit to one job where i will spent an undefined amount of time with people i dont know yet #or to decide whom i wanna marry and spend the rest of my life with #these are so scary decisions to me #how much can i trust myself to take the right one? #ofc i know that if i put my trust into Allah #nothing can possibly go wrong inshaallah #but still it is a very scary thing to let go of my control and just be... #how do other people do it? #how do you not get crazy over all the possibilties there are and having to decide on only one???? #how do just breathe??? #gosh #yxc

[yudidoodles]

We are now at some of the most recent stuff I've drawn and you can really see the improvements I've made in art since the first ones in the queue ALSO HOT DAMN

So backstory- this gal didn't really have a role, just a vague performer at Muffets, UNTIL I remembered burlesque is a thing- so now she is a burlesque dancer, distracting the crowd so everyone else can do whatever illegal shit they want. She's taken the place of Flowey, so her soul situation is,, questionable at best, so she also uses her womanly wiles/ability to change body type to kill off people when needed by the higher ups (she tends to go for a more masculine form when killing cause its less complicated to get away as a guy)

This ref set required 2 hours of research on burlesque (including watching several tutorials and trying to find ANY footage of some from close to the 40s as I could) and an hour research on knives for what she's holding in her masc hitman form- a butterfly knife- because no one would tell me if the mafia used them and I decided fuck it its worth it for the pun and they existed at least

#my art #believe it or not I literally cut like two paragraphs of her lore #these were drawn during my 6 hour mafia documentary binge so I wasn't focused on it then I looked back and like got flustered #its actually crazy how much progress I've made apparently? Like I've reached the point where I don't recognize the final product almost #if it weren't for the fanfic binging taking over my life you would've gotten twenty more drawings of her because holy shit LOOK AT HER #mafiaswapfell #side note mafiaswapfell is a criminally underrated AU I have found barely anything I know its suuuuuper niche but like #we are almost at the end of inital queue hell but I will prolly be throwing the fanfic stuff on the end so it'll just last the whole month

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Oh by the way. Life update cause I’ve said absolutely nothing recently

#the semester is kicking my ass (what’s new) #my next semester will not having marching band so it cannot be more miserable #i applied for a job I’ve wanted for ages and I have a great resume for it #I’m still very much in love with my ex #my therapist is not very useful at all. she’s an intern. she just wants me to vent and offers completely inane advice #it’s like. oh your financially dependent on your parents? get a job #ok man. 9$ an hour is not gonna pay my monthly rent of ~$575 #seriously this town has shit options for jobs it’s so bad #oooh. another favorite. I’ll tell her I really love my ex and she’s my best friend but there are times where I know I deeply need to get #over her. and my therapist is like. idk why u can even stand her. break your lease and cut her out of ur life #bitch????? did u miss the party where I said she’s my best friend whom i love very very much?? #or the. well why don’t you just tell your parents you don’t have to come home for Christmas and don’t #and it’s like. yes I want to visit for a few days I just wish the flights weren’t so busy. also the financial dependency would kick my ass #i get my adhd assessment results on the 18 #hopefully I will start antidepressants at least by my birthday in January #i still get along with our third roommate. that’s never happened!! ever!!! #she’s so great she’s awesome we love her so much #if she doesn’t resign this lease I will straight up die. I’m resigning it for her #she cleans?? it takes me so offguard every single time???? crazy. it’s great #i have not gotten to play a lot of games. hardly any at all #my beloved ex and I played a couple we were here games #those were super fun #i got drunk for the first time a couple weeks ago #took somewhere from 10-15 shots to do so. i think I started getting drunk at about 12 #went shot for shot with military man my landlord #king. he’s my favorite guy out here. his wife?? equally as great. they live right below us it’s kinda fun #my room is a hot mess. this week upcoming is finals. i hope I get a chance to deep clean #and oh god. do laundry. the laundry needs done so bad #anyways. that’s what’s new #soup talks

[presidentofthelipglossclub]

yknow what i think heatwave should be the next prime he could do it.

i mean that whole time traveler episode w jules verne was already basically hyping him the hell up so like we know for sure he's like crazy famous and super duper important. in rba literally the first episode wedge goes like "are you kidding? he's basically a prime!" or something (i don't rly remember don't quote me). he's already op (quadruple changer anyone) so that helps. also let's be real he's optimus' favorite and objectively one of (if not the) best leaders out there so. he'd be a solid choice.

he'd do a damn good job too i mean he's already super popular in rba (knows and is friends with tons of the war bots), he's very compassionate (keeping laserbeak and willing to help potential decepticons), he already knows how to manage people/deescalate conflicts/solve problems (team leader of the craziest bitches like ever and then later school teacher to the runner ups), he can handle responsibility and unexpected circumstances on the fly (emergency responder), and like so much more. i mean in general i don't think anyone else could do it better.

plus it helps that the rescue bots are functionally neutrals. like they were sorta involved with the autobots but like barely. they never did anything with or for them, optimus (and later bumblebee) were the only ones they ever really talked to. i mean nobody even knew they still existed bc optimus wanted them to be secret! also what better way to show the war is truly over than by putting a civilian who actually specialized in leadership and nonviolent deescalation in charge? especially if they were thought to be a casualty of the war.

like if the guy in charge of the world was nonviolent, neutral, dead set on treating everyone equally and had experience in managing social and interpersonal relationships i'd feel pretty damn safe. also heatwave literally lived with a different species and forged genuine connection and he and his team are basically part of their family so he definitely will have no problem seeing issues through different perspectives (the body swap episode alone can prove that).

idk i AM biased bc i love him but he really would be a good choice and i think it would make sense continuity/in universe-wise.

#he's a good leader ok #takes one look at cybertron and goes “i could fix him” #yknow? #really i mean it #everybody agrees he's a damn good leader #i think decepticons would be just fine with him #he's a little bit crazy but that just means he gets where the people r coming from ok #plus he understands oppression very intimately #i mean being forced to act as a machine #having to listen to someone else's every command #not be able to show any emotion #getting no thanks or recognition for your work #like. that's pretty bad. #and also not being able to make contact with the rest of your species and home planet #because of a conflict you weren't a part of or even aware of #not being allowed to make your own choices about your life #just having to go and do as you're told even outside of pretending to not be sentient bc your leader doesn't want to involve you #he understands not having a choice in a very direct way #i think he'd be a popular leader and he would for sure fix cybertron at least a little bit #i mean at the very least he can actually do physical construction work so even if it's only that he still helped infrastructure #rescue bots #tfrb #transformers rescue bots #tfrb heatwave #tf heatwave #rb heatwave #rescue bots heatwave #transformers aligned #transformers #aligned continuity

[leemarkies]

pt 18372948 of why i am literally so lucky to have such an amazing friend

#i mean yes absolutely ofc i love the goodies but the letter :( #it's crazy to me that i can somehow make a friend who is halfway across the entire world. an entire ocean away. #and still feel so much love for them and from them <3 the internet has its downfalls but i'll take it all in exchange for this #i've had friends for 9+ years that i see on a monthly-ish basis forget about my bday #but a friend i have never met irl remembers my favorite color and knows my candy preferences and sees things that remind them of me #idk where i'm going with this but humanity is beautiful. life is beautiful. even in the small things. #sometimes especially in the small things #i love you kai <3 #idk where i'm going with this lfkajdlfkaldf just remembering life is worth living

[beauty-grace-outer-space]

Didn't even make it til 10AM without sobbing at my desk this time.

#overachiever to the max #less than an hour at work? Time to SOB! #I fucked up an interaction with my doctor cuz they can't read and I can't pretend to be a sane normal human for two seconds #so I said #Hey the anti anxiety med you prescribed works really well and I do still have several left #but I don't want to be anxious about #like rationing them for fear that I won't get more so can we set it up as a recurring prescription like we had discussed? #and she said “I'm so glad it's working well for you! Happy holidays!” #so I said “Thank you. So if I need a refill do I call or?” #and she said “You can always call our office!” #so I called the office to clarify and immediately burst into tears because I am a disaster who hasn't stopped crying for three days #and they were like “do you... want a refill?” and I blubbered something about just needing to know that I CAN get a refill if/when I need t #so they are going to “Check with the doctor and let me know” #which means that she's going to find out I'm crazy #which probably means she won't give me these again #which means I have 12 to make last for the rest of time because I'm a fucking idiot and broke one trying to half it and it just shattered #because I can't even take pills correctly apparently #also found out yesterday I don't even take BATHS correctly like #jesus christ #can I please for the love of god have one single aspect of my life where I do something right #and am not just a fucked up disaster mess