#couldn’t eat for weeks

[httpiastri]

cant believe clem just revealed our wedding plans on stream :/

#pls he’s so cute #the hand gestures and #the smile #never have i ever found a guy with a BEARD this cute #how does he do it #his voice is still so ruined 😭😭 baby boy please take care of your throat #he just said it’s pneumonia??? please say you’re joking rn #i was so bad when i had pneumonia #couldn’t eat for weeks #okay that’s off topic 😐 anywayyy #sounds like a lovely wedding tho #also they said james and marcus will be doing commentary this weekend??? 🥺 #pls im so exciteddd i miss marcus a lot #also don’t mind me getting a notif & losing internet for a sec #im on a bus in the middle of nowhere 😐 #clement novalak #f2 #screaming meals #formula 2 #james harvey blair

[wiseatom]

sometimes i’m like maybe i’m being dramatic maybe i’m not autistic and then i will Live My Life and say oh yeah lol.

#me nearly crying this morning because i couldn’t find the exact type of spoon i wanted to eat my cereal w #<- me tearing up again rn thinking about it #also the Amount of Times i have cried in the past 2 weeks over the tiniest things . #which is not to say autism is just abt how much you cry over things but sometimes it do be like that.

[babisawyer]

Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby

#🐇 #yellowjackets #truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me #the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part #love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™️ #Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death #the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now #like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers #like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude #I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow #idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions #I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna #I will help you girl I will drive the get away car #I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was #and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder? #I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods #I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk #my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!

[planet4546b]

having a deeply bizarre conversation with a friend who hates office work and trying to say then work literally any job not in an office. there’s plenty. and did you know they can be pretty damn rewarding even though you don’t think of them as important and just getting flatly ignored. And which one of us here likes their job?

#pers #just had a miserable ass conversation lol. that might have been a friendship ender you are a TAR PIT #man i’m having a crazy busy week at work k didn’t eat today and yesterday until 2pm and got to sit for maybe 10 minutes of my whole shift #and i still really like my job !!!! christ have ANY respect for manual labor and retail jobbnbbbbbbs #girl i’m your FRIEND and this is what i do ON PURPOSE like fuck you #i couldn’t do office work and i for real have a lot of respect for those of you that do like Salute i hated that shit #and this friend hates it for the same reasons like. there’s other options be free go to trade school

[trashqueen3]

Had a shitty week, made a shitty comic.

#I would’ve made a fifth panel involving me eating some pizza with Dante to ‘restore my motivation’ since I planned to have pizza for dinner #but the restaurant was too busy to make them so I couldn’t eat one #the universe truly has it out for me this week/hj #devil may cry #dmc #vergil sparda #vergil dmc #rant comic #<—— I guess? #devil may cry shitpost #dmc shitpost

[jellypawss]

It’s so funny seeing people who do 1-2 month early access or not posting their public release date at all, like u really are a shitty person.

#I couldn’t afford rent and was only eating tomato soup for a good couple of months and still only did 1-2 weeks #y’all out here not even sleeping for free it’s embarrassing to be in this community sometimes #ts4 #the sims 4

[oh-katsuki]

i feel very some type of way about having tummy issues and ik i make silly little jokes abt it all the time but it’s actually really debilitating and absolutely ruins at least three to four days almost completely during most weeks on the better end of things.

#like idk what’s wrong #but it’s near constant #and I can’t eat without pain a lot of the time #and it comes and goes #like some weeks will be great and then I’ll have three weeks where I can barely leave the house because I need to be near a bathroom or #i have a tummy ache. i hate it. #but I just had to fucking leave the bar because my stomach hurt so bad that I couldn’t stay #and I’m really… sick of this shit. #im so sick of it I’m like… angry #vent

[sapphicsnzs]

just me life updating about moving and other ramblings in the tags lmao

#self obs #not snz #this shit is so stressful what the fuck????? #i also have a million projects due on sunday that i’ve barely started so saturday i move sunday i library #i am so happy to get out of my current living situation cause the people i live with couldn’t give two shits about me #it’s giving my childhood lmao🧍‍♀️ #also i got diagnosed with pcos this week and am going to be starting meds for it next week so if anyone has any suggestions lmk #i heard back about my research and i got accepted so im super excited about that!!!!! #anyways my life is all over the place right now but hopefully after this weekend i’ll be on the up? #all my finals are in the next two weeks so i’m just so stressed #i can’t wait to eat a real meal i’ve been living off of energy drinks this week like 800mg of caffeine plus my adderall #yeah my doctor is very concerned about my heart but like fuck it we ball #anyways i’m stressed so i took a few shots lmao i hope you all are well #hopefully i’ll be more active and posting snz stuff soon #TELL ME WHY I FORGOT ABOUT MY OCS lmao i’ll write for them soon i promise #ok goodnight i need to pack more

[the-tenth-arcanum]

considering signing off due to stress when I'm back from my holiday

#I can't do this anymore... I mean it #I took a sick day weeks ago just because I couldn’t face the idea of working #I spent the ENTIRE day in bed #didn't even get out of it to eat #did nothing #like. this aint normal #I need a new job #*

[bugdogg]

Helllloooo I’m off work

I crieddd todayyy and was just really sad and stressed out very weird day, also my head hurts

Here is a picture of my doggg because she has never worked a day in her life but acts like it

#I’m not even working five days a week btw #but working w kids is very hard they aren’t mean but there’s always something going on #the day started off rough and ended sorta sad but my mom is being understanding and comforting me #I’m getting pizza now so I’ll hopefully feel better #I don’t really get time to eat at work #anyway im sorry for complaining service was awful there and I couldn’t post earlier #I accidentally showed up an hour early #and sat in 90 degree heat til 1 #anyway lover youu guysssss im gonna pass out til I get home bye

[thisultraviolet]

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#don’t read this if you love mr jock guy I just need to rant: #I’m sorry but I’m so fucking bored like it’s CLEARLY pr and that’s FINE #and that doesn’t mean she couldn’t also actually like him #but oh my goddddddddd I’m so fucking tired of hearing about it and it’s only been a few weeks I can’t do this for months #if she genuinely ends up head over heels in love with this man I will acknowledge that I’m being a dick and eat my words #but this straight white american cliché ass thing has me bored to tears like at least Tom slayed y’know #anyway 1989 vault tracks I’m counting on you bby #my post

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

I said this in the tags of another post, but I do wonder if someone is, er, distraught and slighted about an upcoming release because they genuinely didn’t think Taylor would reveal some of these things, because they knew better than anyone how painful things had been in the past for her to process and that she kept some of that under wraps for so long out of self-preservation. (Which is why songs like Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve, YOYOK, High Infidelity, etc. Were so shocking, because they touched subjects she previously kept a lid on or stated were too difficult to talk about.)

So they perhaps assumed that even in the event of a breakup, the really painful stuff would stay locked away in a metaphorical vault as well, or stay shrouded in metaphor. But they were, er, taken by surprise by the fact that a) she’s ripped the bandaid off (first on Midnights and then on tour and now with ~everything~ in her life e.g. publicly calling people out in interviews/going after DM and other gossip/etc.) b) done so so soon and c) done so so publicly (e.g. huge publicity campaign instead of a surprise album drop). Which is why their team is scrambling to put together a counter-narrative because the self-protection they counted on on her part and perhaps had even weaponized in recent years is potentially giving way to a public confessional…

#i just keep thinking about wcs #and how she said that for years after speak now she couldn’t play dear john because it was too painful #and then surprise! midnights has a song that deep dives into that trauma and aftermath #just like she’s skirted around the eating disorder and other stuff in the past #but made a direct reference in yoyok #the calvin/tom/joe stuff in high infidelity etc #joe had to have known that at one point she’d start writing about the breakup and such #but I feel like he either a) doesn’t realize how bad things really were or #b) knows exactly how bad things really were and that there will be an inevitable flogging for awhile #honestly if his team were smart they’d either ignore it completely because it will die down in a few weeks like it did for Jake #or lean into the ‘bad boy’ image and see if it can give his public image a little more rizz 🥴 #but this ‘uwu poor white man’s feelings are hurt by his songwriter girlfriend writing songs about him’ shtick isn’t it #writing letters addressed to the fire

[onedirecton]

last night was the first night in about week where I had absolutely peace so I hope it continues 💗🫶

#ladies I have been absolutely miserable this past week because my new neighbors have been causing so many problems and they have only been #here a week #it’s been so stressful to navigate and it got bad to the point where I couldn’t even be comfortable in my own home and space . I genuinely #don’t understand how you can be so inconsiderate of other people. #something else happened yesterday and my landlord ask spoke to them and I just really hope the issues don’t continue #like I was not handling any of this well at all. literally cried every day since Monday to yesterday because of the stress #and I haven’t been eating. it’s just awful when you have no where to go . #there’s another issue on my mind in regards to them and I’m trying not to make myself sick over it and just react accordingly to when I #find out more because right now it’s just the what ifs in my brain that are not facts yet #anyway I’m ready for this lease to end in the summer lol #I am appreciative of my landlord talking to them but I do not want these issues to continue :( #one day at a time!! #my job is another thing altogether skdjsjjd but literally whatever que sera que sera

[just-rogi]

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it?? #I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

[queenangella]

sometimes working together on a thesis is like *she cant do her tasks because she’s busy with following classes I guess there’s really nothing else she does* me: oh its fine I get it I’m busy too sometimes you know if I can help you with anything let me know:)) vs. *I can’t do all my tasks on time bc well i work six days in a week and spend three nights a week doing volunteer work and oh because my thesis partner is apparently once again busy with following classes I guess she dumped all her work on my lap* she: oh you should tell me next time if you’re busy cause these tasks are really important :/ you shouldn’t like let them wait so long

#like yeah bitch I know they’re important that’s why I woke up early Monday morning to handle them but if you remember. I couldn’t cause you #did everything you were supposed to do wrong:)) and #then I skipped my lunch because that was the only time I could make free to fix it but couldn’t :)) bc apparently you didn’t even do it #wrong you just didn’t do it you copied it from someone else whose task wasn’t even remotely the same:))) #and like I get that following classes is important I get it but I literally looked up her schedule she’s got at least four half days a week #that she doesn’t have any classes. I’m making literally every minutes I have time to do these things and she can’t manage to make some time #in those four afternoons???? so she dumps them on my to do them all in the one day of the week I got free and have also other things to do #which forces me to literally not eat and sleep to be able to do them???????? #I’m so pissed our meetings are literally like me: ‘oh yeah I’ve got an incredibly busy week but I’m sure if I just work longer in the #evening and sleep a little less then I can make an hour free every day to do these interviews’ #she: ‘that’s great that you can make time for that! I can’t cause I’ve got a class somewhere that day so can you do like all the work??’ #like if she’s gonna dump me for the statistical analysis I’m gonna literally destroy all the data in my wake good luck doing the actual work #all over again next year #sorry I’m probably overreacting #she’s not that bad but she also needs to shut up instead of criticising bc I’m not doing all the work fast enough while she’s ‘so busy’ all #the fucking time #at least I’m doing the fucking work

[sepulchritude]

So like is anyone talking about how outrageously misogynistic mitsuri demon slayer’s backstory is or are we all collectively ignoring that ?

#it’s been like a week since mason and i watched it and i’m not over it #when i was little. i couldn’t even flex my arms 😔 #i’m so skinny but strong with naturally pink hair and i eat a lot. will anybody ever want to marry me despite my freakishness? 😔 #mom will i ever be somebody’s wife? 🥺 #i have no self esteem i need some strong man to tell me i’m desirable and then impregnate me. if only such a man existed 😔 #THEY DIDNT EVEN MENTION DEMONS #THATS IT THATS THE WHOLE BACKSTORY #and don’t even get me started on nezuko she is STILL not beating the beloved pet dog allegations #to be clear i love them both and i’m hunting the mangaka for sport #sepulchritudinous