#cori’s going through it

[kalmeria]

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#cori’s going through it #palisade spoilers #palisade 20 #fatt #scribbles #elle made me realize i could make her hairband be red

[dazai-on-my-mind]

I hope Fyodor is actually dead because I started thinking about how Nikolai would react to finding out that this death was yet another one of Fyodor's plans and I feel unwell.

#would he be mad or would he be going through more anguish being reminded yet again that Fyodor only views him as a pawn #would he be happy with a twinge of sadness #will he ever recover from Fyodor's death or will it forever haunt him #ASAGIRI I AM IN YOUR WALLS #UGHHHHHHHHH #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #fyolai #bsd fyodor #bsd nikolai #cory talks bsd

[sophfandoms53]

Oh they’re tryna flip the vote AGAIN? When there’s like 3 hours till the eviction?

We will never know peace this season LMAO

#im just tryna make dinner and i read that LMAO #team fun feeds tho #if they actually go through with it #i would love that #but idk if they have the votes #ik cory and america wont do it #but that’s only 2 votes they don’t rlly need rn #so maybe they could do it #bb25

[scionshtola]

i’m still thinking this through but i don’t think cori ever really held any resentment for hydaelyn. like yes being hydaelyn’s chosen is a burden that they have had varying feelings about being given from “im glad it’s me because i want to help” to “why was it me when i can’t even save my loved ones” to “im glad it’s me so that no one else has to do it” and maybe it was unfair but i don’t think they’ve ever resented hydaelyn for it. and they’ve never truly wanted it to be someone else.

#long lost scene of cori telling shtola what if i gave up on this and we ran away together and shtola thinking they were joking bc she’s like #‘lol you would never do that.’ and she’s right. also shtola would never do that which is also the only reason cori even mentioned it #more on topic the first person cori is going to blame always is themself #and there’s v few ppl i think cori really has negative feelings toward #hydaelyn was just never one of them…but also i need to get miyu through sb #so i can think about this more #i need a text post tag #idk i was just reading something that said the wol’s fate that hydaelyn bound then too was cruel and obv i think it’s fair to think that #in general and for your own wol but i just don’t think cori feels that way or ever really has lol

[spidey-bie]

"Some days I wake up and think, what if I'm not as great as I thought I was? What if all this time people have been lying to my face while laughing at my behind my back." 

She turned to look at him desperately searching his face for a confirmation of her fears. 

"I think I'd rather die than be imperfect." 

With each sentence her breathing had becomes more labored. He couldn't risk Ansi facing an asthma attack while undergoing a crash. 

"Sisi where's your inhaler?"

"What if I'm not perfect?"

She ignored him and continued on with her delusions.

"What if all this time it's just been dumb luck? What if all these years that I've spent slaving away to be who I am now were meaningless." 

He was spiraling now. There wasn't much that Hobie could say to get through to him at this point. He could only sit and ride through storm.

-Excerpt From a Story I'm in the Middle Of

#for context Ansi is going through a narc crash #so yeah #disclaimer #I do not have NPD or know anyone who does #I'm just a person who has had special interest in psychology #And too much time on their hands #Idk when I'm gonna finish this lol #Hopefully it's a semi decent depiction of NPD #but we'll see #my spidersona #hobie x oc #Ansi and her Bie #cory writes #jay and the spiders

[aashiyancha]

Puffbun progress report:

-I overestimated myself. Chapter 1 is still not ready for this week.

-Half of the first chapter is all ready to go though! Almost there >:)

- Here's a doodle introducing the main cast

-I did not intend to color code them as obviously as I did in this doodle lol

#sweet hero puffbun! #original comic #artists on tumblr #aashi doodles #man how the character dynamics keep changing #originally bay and ellie were the only siblings and cori was just a long time friend but #i kept making the joke that people thought they might be siblings given that bay and ellie's dad looks a ton like him #then i went occams razor. They're my characters. If i want them to all be tlsiblings #then they are all siblings! #plus earlier drafts of cori's parents kinda sucked and he was a super lonely and depressed guy #he's still depressed but now he's not lonely and honestly i hated how lonely i made him before i think this version is going to make for #a better story #once im actually through first act it will be fun to compare all the different previous drafts i had to the one that made it out #getting ahead of myself tho gotta actually get those chapters done first haha

[cottagecori]

movies I am so goddamn tired of

-white person brings home their nonwhite partner for the holidays without telling them that their family is racist

#if you know your family is not going to receive your partner well you need to WARN THEM #that is not a situation to go into blindly #because at the end of the movie it's always the white partner being consoled like they didn’t willingly put them both through that #cori stop

[skyhawkstragedy]

I’m not ready to let Cory go

#bb25 #bb25 cory #I haven’t even finished mourning meme #I can’t go through this shit again

[imgonnagetkilledbynutstink]

I've been wanting to edit my favorite queer brunette men together for a while

(I didn't know what to put in for that extra space so I just tossed a gay flag in there lmao)

#yes its to a twenty one pilots song okay im going through a phase #greta van fleet #gvf #josh kiszka #josh gvf #cory michael smith #cms #jonathan bailey #jonny bailey #gotham #bridgerton #queer #gay #lgbtqia

[yaka-arrow]

Also a small detail, but I love that the movies build up on each other--I didn’t realize that the guy Kraglin was working with was the dispatcher that Drax yanked out to call Ronan back on Knowhere. And even amongst the Knowhere residents, there are a lot of familiar faces, not necessarily just Cosmo and the Broker, that appeared previously.

I just think it’s cool, it makes Knowhere feel like a real place that the Guardians were building as both an HQ and a home. 

#Cori talks #Slowly going through this movie and liveblogging sorry lol

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i was so so so annoyed by this "billionaire with a heart of gold" shit tms was peddling and the last couple episodes have been a relief

#the morning show spoilers #tms spoilers #the morning show #like i think he was always meant to be a shithead #alex has the worst taste in men ever #cory and bradley are my two faves... i can't believe he's doing them like this #yes bradley lied to the fbi. she's doing her best ok #yes cory did out her... and that's unforgiveable and whatever the fuck irl #but i love them both they're such messes #last time i posted about this a laura/bradley stan started coming at me #THIS ISN'T REAL BESTIES #and u can't control what other people think #preemptively putting it out there cause hate mail is annoying af to go through #anyways FUCK paul marks i hope this episode ends with his head on a stake #i got sidetracked the main purpose of this post was to say i knew that elon musk portraying ass would be bad

[addictsitter]

“It’s my life/confessions” is a fantastic song and i love it

but finn’s manic expression and kurt’s weird angry face are just funny as hell

#glee for ts #also god finn in the preceding scene is hysterical thank you cory #'hey guys how's it going god it's a beautiful day let's run through the number i can't wait to do the number i'm ready and excited #are you guys come on stand up let's get this joint jumping!' #just. so fucking funny

[sophfandoms53]

Does Cameron realize backdooring and getting Cory out is just gonna make America mad at him 😭

It’s a good move (tragic) but America is a huge part of Cameron’s motivation for this and that’s fucking weird

#SHE DONT WANT YOU YOU HILLBILLY😭 #GET A JOB STAY AWAY FROM HER #AND STAY AWAY FROM CORY #i need jag to not be on board so this plan doesn’t go through #jag please be reliable to the unreliables #bb25

[scionshtola]

For the creative brainworms that won't morph into gpose or fic, this is your invitation to just ramble about any creative idea that you have rn! I'm suffering from the same Affliction TM so I wanna offer some help lmao

ty nero! i hope we can both overcome our Affliction soon 😭

i've been going back and forth in my brain between a couple things. one is affair au which i've talked about too much for what little i have written aklsdjfsd and the other is the TA romance AU, a modern AU where shtola is a young university professor and cori becomes her TA. and. there's romance lmao. i started writing it a bit the other day because i have in my mind like a montage of scenes from the semester where cori is shtola's student and their building friendship/dynamic that leads to shtola asking cori to be her TA/cori offering to be it. but the sentences were not flowing and for some reason in my mind i have to do that before i can start writing any other scenes from it even though that really doesn't make any sense LMAO

also still want to write the corishtola first kiss and i think i might try to gpose it today and see if that sparks anything lol

#i-mybrunettelady #ask #halfway through writing this i was like...having a prof/student AU is going to go in a callout post about me some day #well cori is like 23/24 and shtola's like 26 it's okay 😭and i love fictional drama 😌 #its a fake university they're studying like interdimensional travel or something #ANYWAY #ty friend pls feel free to uno reverse and ramble about anything you want to me too <3

[cloudshapedpatch]

today i started down a spiral of "oh my god im a college dropout im never gonna succeed if i go back" and then i remembered i applied for and got all my financial aid and scholarships without help, dropped out after six failed classes and was forced to drop out my third semester, and paid for all my tuition myself, all before i turned 16 years old

#i didn't even get a real job until a year after that #WHILE i went to high school hella depressed and ran my moms daycare #?! #where's that resilience now?! #i was so hopeful and through all that i was still keeping my head above water #im no longer being actively emotionally neglected and abused so i think i could go back to college #cori rambles #this didn't really hit me til i saw an old video of me in my business class #y'all i hadn't even started my period when i started college #who let me in that classroom #baby faced ass #i was 15!!! good lord

[bottomburt]

im in a kinda meh mood today tbh

#maybe worse than just meh #idk #first i forgot to say goodnight to cory last night and felt bad about it this morning #then i accidentally mad e my mom cry cause of shit she's going through #😞 #just not a great day today mentally tbh