#castiel the gay angel

[newobsessionincoming]

“Also Cas is gay”. You heard it here first folks! (From Misha’s socials)

#Misha is a national treasure #Cas is gay #castiel the gay angel #pride #pride month #supreme court #spn #destiel #supernatural #trump #lgbt #lgbtqia #gay #castiel #Misha collins

[im-some-lionheart]

#Destielmonth Day 1: First

10 First Times Cas didn't know + 2 that he did

One.

The first time that Dean sees him, he is scared shitless.

A thing that is strong enough to drag him out of hell and fry Pam's eyes out? Yeah. He's scared shitless, alright. But he's still a Winchester. And his daddy taught him not to show creatures his fear. “They feed on it, son”, he'd say.

So Dean stares straight ahead and he cocks his gun and he hopes that the trenchcoated thing can't read the terror in his face. It can't. Yet.

Eventually, he'll learn to recognize and navigate even the smallest details of Dean's facial expressions. But right then, as he walks down that barn, all Castiel sees is the stunningly bright soul of a stupidly stubborn man shooting at him.

Two.

The first time the angel makes Dean laugh, his cheeks hurt for half an hour. Castiel doesn't seem to understand what's so funny, so Dean gives up on trying to explain.

Three.

The first couple of times he flirts with Cas it's a joke. The next few is testing the waters. The next hundred times is just pathetic. But he can't manage to stop himself.

Four.

The first time that Dean prays to him, he doesn't know what else to do. It wasn't faith that made him do it, as Cas had thought. It was desperation.

After that, it becomes a nervous habit. Like biting his nails or pacing the room as he takes a call. Thinking out loud to the angel helpes him untangle the convoluted web of thoughts that would otherwise run amok inside his brain.

He never tells Cas how much it soothes him when he answers. Or how he pours himself an extra drink when he doesn't.

Five.

The first time Dean lets himself stare a second too long into those ocean blue eyes, his mind short-circuits a little. Somehow his mouth waters and dries at the same time, he's paralyzed by the heat in that stare, and suddenly all that exists is blue and warm and Cas and want.

If his brain stops working every time Cas looks at him for more than two seconds for the next ten years, that's just a coincidence. Nothing to be alarmed about, and certainly not something Cas needs to know about. Yet.

Six.

The first time Dean sees Cas' angel form, he's a demon himself. His brain short-circuits even harder as he immediately imagines how hot the angel/demon sex would be.

Cas doesn't need to know about that either.

Seven.

The first time Dean jerks off smelling the dirty trenchcoat Cas left behind, he cries immediately afterwards.

He doesn't pray while still crying.

Eight.

The first time they go to Purgatory, Dean wrecks the place just to find him. The second time, he wrecks himself.

Both times he does find his angel. So, it's worth it.

Nine.

The first time Dean loses Cas, it damn near breaks him.

Ten.

The first time Dean hears Cas say “I love you”, it does break him.

One.

The first time Dean kisses his angel after rescuing him from the Empty, it pulls him back together again.

He's scared shitless. And it's bloody and sweaty and fucking perfect. And Cas deserves to know. So.

Two.

That is first time Dean tells Cas that he loves him too.

#destielmonth22 #destielmonth #destiel #otp: i did it all of it for you #deancas #spn #supernatural #destiel fic #destiel ficlet #destiel fanfic #destiel fanfiction #dean winchester #castiel supernatural #castiel the gay angel #dean x castiel #castiel #castiel true form

[merlotdom]

Somebody Else - Ruelle

For you I would bleed...

#i joke about becoming too powerful since learning to use imovie but in fact i'm weaker now #the treshold to spend 12 hours hyperfocusing on a blorbo song has as good as disappeared #destiel #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel the gay angel #castiel #nov 5th

[hawkland]

Happy Easter from Italy I found Castiel in the Polish chapel of St Antony's Basilica in Padua.

#castiel the gay angel #happy Easter #padova

[cannabiscasgate]

😂😂😂 we’ve never been profitable and we aren’t starting now, happy destiel day again

#it’s the fifth #happy anniversary again boys #deancas #destiel #dean winchester #castiel the gay angel

[barnesboo1967]

Dating Castiel

I am a bisexual female so this might now be accurate but I wanted to do something for Cas and that man is not straight so I had to make to MLM

#castiel #supernatural moodboard #mlm #gay #castiel the gay angel

[shedontlovehuhself]

Happy two year anniversary to this iconic post.

#misha collins #castiel #destiel #supernatural #spn #deancas #nov 5th posts #misha #cas is openhearted selfless and true #castiel the gay angel #also the blue and green background. insta knew

[its-hellfire-dean]

Everyone who said before that Castiel is a heterosexual man must have an awful lot to think about right now.

#castiel #destiel #castiel is gay #castiel the gay angel #supernatural

[capaldinatural]

Actual footage of Dean Winchester going to qidle up next to Cas in heaven

#dean winchester #misha collins #castiel #castiel the gay angel

[stonelions]

i was thinking the other day how we tend to draw cas and dean (correctly tbh) like

but in doing so we are betraying another fundamental dynamic of theirs which is more like,

#i feel like he'd win every marital argument this way #sorry this isn't a real comic i'm tired #spn #destiel #sketch #dean winchester #castiel #bisexual disaster king #the angel is gay

[newobsessionincoming]

#this boi can contain so much sass #castiel the gay angel #supernatural #spn #castiel #destiel

[im-some-lionheart]

#Destielmonth Day 3: Fight

They don't fight often, but when they do it's a whole thing.

They shout, and question everything they think they know about the other, and say things they regret the second the dust settles. They frown and stare angrily and push each other into walls –and a part of Dean always struggles to not get turned on by that.

There's just something about being thrown around like a rag doll that will do things to a man's brain.

Anyway.

.

The thing about Cas is, he's one stubborn motherfucker. Once he gets an idea into that devastatingly handsome head of his, it takes an entire army to change his mind. And sometimes, not even that'll do it.

It's infuriating how, after all these years, he still thinks it's smart to hide things from Dean. Or how he insists on doing everything by himself and sometimes disappears for days on end. It pisses Dean off so much, that Cas still doesn't realize just how needed he is.

.

The thing about Dean is, he's too simple. And too much of a martyr for his own good. Things are either right or they're wrong, and that's it. He's got one mission in life and that is to protect everyone he encounters. That mission comes before everything else, even Dean's own well-being. And if he fails to fulfill that mission, or if things go sideways, he crumbles.

And, because he refuses to acknowledge it, he almost never does the work of putting himself back together again. He cares too much, about everything. Yet he refuses to let anyone take care of him.

He's too simple, and too fragile, and too beautiful. It's exasperating.

.

.

They don't fight often, and thank God they don't. Because when they do, it's devastating.

It's half-truths spat at each other, and charged silences, and pleading eyes and broken whispers of “please, don't.”

Dean drinks and he fumes and Cas disappears for days. And the bed feels so goddamn cold when it's half empty.

.

They don't fight often, but when they do, the make up sex is amazing.

All soft kisses and finger pads brushing over every millimeter of skin and almost reverential whispers of “I love you” and “I'm sorry” .

They recite their apologies like a mantra into each other's ears, like a prayer that will wash away all the anger and the hurt and make them worthy of each other's love again.

.

They don't fight often, but when they do, it's in their own terms.

It's so passionate and hungry, so chaotic and alluring, that no one else could ever understand it. But them.

Their fights are rare but they're just another expression of the same energy vortex that has binded them together from the second Castiel laid a hand on Dean in hell. Their bond takes a million shapes and the tears and the scoffs are just another form for it to wrap them together into the jagged spiral of their love.

.

They don't fight often, but when they do, even the fights are sacred and beautiful and free. Like them.

#destielmonth22 #destielmonth #destiel #otp: i did it all of it for you #deancas #spn #supernatural #dean x castiel #castiel x dean #dean winchester #castiel supernatural #castiel the gay angel #destiel angst #angst with a happy ending #destiel fic #destiel fanfiction #destiel fanfic #destiel ficlet #Destiel fighting #a more profound bond #profound bond

[merlotdom]

he’s soooo lucky cas never found out about that

#spn #supernatural #destiel #castiel the gay angel #castiel #dean winchester

[drulalovescas]

THE FUNNIEST THING ABOUT ANGEL OF THE LORD CASTIEL GOTTA BE HOW HE TOUCHES DEAN WHEN HEALING HIM (EVEN THOUGH HE REALLY DOESN'T HAVE TO) WHILE NOT TOUCHING ANYONE ELSE

#he was very sneaky that gay little angel #used every possible opportunity to touch his favourite human #as he should #castiel #destiel #supernatural #spn

[deancasforcutie]

Peak character development is the angel spending enough time on earth (with his disaster husband) to become That Guy

#ILY middle-aged midwestern gay angel man <3 #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #spnedit #supernatural #spn #15.15 #mine

[castiel-of-dean]

#castiel #dean winchester #destiel #supernatural #gay #angels