#cant even keep track of shit there

[supbreak20]

[MARIO (CAT) is done plotting.]

(What will OMORI and friends do?)

#ok guys #resume the fight arc here #the other post is too crowded for my liking #cant even keep track of shit there

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't even like video games so why have i been playing Red Dead 2 for the past eight hours gay

#i think me brain likes the Reward of successfully one hit killing things with a bow and arrow #i was born in the wrong generation (should've been a hunter gatherer) #i dont even care about the story!!! the tutorial / first chapter was tedious as fuck! #im only completing missions to unlock things so that i can Keep Fucking Around!!! #also my horse's name is wizard and if anything happens to her im killing everyone in this game #thankfully when the fuckin. asshole odriscolls Ambushed me i was riding a backup horse i'd just tamed #so THAT one died instead of my darling wizard. but still. cmon #she was a gorgeous buckskin... her name was gonna be Egg... i was on my way to the stable to name her... #BUT YEAH I DONT EVEN LIKE THIS GAME ALL THAT MUCH WHY CANT I STOP PLAYING #maybe my brain is like 'oh my god finally something New. something other than the same shit we've been doing' #killin turkeys and deer #i tracked an elk into a train tunnel AND HIT IT!! #but it didnt die!!! and ran out!!! and then i couldnt find it!!! cmon!! #this game is so infuriating Why Cant I Stop #absolutely unprompted #though i have been thoroughly entertaining myself with my own antics #'i want to be nice to people 🥺' #ten seconds later im killing a man i couldve easily saved purely bc there were no witnesses around <3 #well! he would'a talked! i got a camp to protect and provide for! #oh ok yeah i also think my brain likes being able to be a rugged western man w a beard #riding horses and Providing in a slutty little outfit i picked out #most of the game is Such A Drag (as my darling shikamaru would say) #but there are some good bits. addicting bits. sigh #like the allure of open world. optional story. yeah <3 #no rules <3

[camelspit]

wrote out all the characters in preparation for the upcoming favorite keeper character poll and there are 185. so. im probably going to cut random ass foxfire prodigies, gnomes, mentors, etc that were mentioned once, and just keep the ones whose names are somewhat familiar.

#there will still be loads of side characters and shit #I just cant keep track of 185 names. Especially when half of them have no chance of making it and were mentioned one time. #im very 50/50 on whether i should add brant and jolies pet gremlin in the poll #i have all the other pets so it feels right but #the gremlin doesnt even have a name :( #i wonder what happened to them

[bunnyb34r]

I wish my brain would let me play video games again without a care

Now I'm like "no I can't bc I'm wasting my precious free time. I can't reason using my day off to play video games when I could be using that time to do literally anything else" like fucking come on

#marquilla #and i work part time! so i theoretically have a shitload of time to do this but i dont think I've even turned on any of my games since i #started working like i used to spend my nights playing animal crossing until the early morning hours and now im like noo i cant sorry #same with watching tv series like no sorry i have to watch the same two channels every day bc they keep me on track time wise #like oh medium is on? it's 11am. oh bbc world news tonight is on? it's 7:30pm LIKE BITCH YOU CAN ENJOY THINGS YOU DONT NEED TO BE #ON A SCHEDULE ALL THE TIME #one time my mom changed the channel on the living room tv (it's been on one channel 24/7 for years bc it's the one channel we can agree on #and we need the background noise) and when i was getting ready for work i was thrown off so bad bc the good wife wasnt on and thats whats on #when i put my shoes on for work and i was like ????? as soon as i got home i changed the channel back ahhdhdgd i was like nope i need it #but yknow def not autistic. nope not me. gotta be something else #im trying so hard to break my routine hence going to The movies and shit bc hey im watching something new! i AM somewhere different. i am #DOING something else. but it's so hard to get my head to be okay with even this minor change #AUGH

[quietwingsinthesky]

just going to keep this au tucked into the back of my mind for the rest of the show btw. doctor who if his companions literally would not leave him alone. he keeps getting new companions and they’re just. integrated into the tardis family. bonding over how much they all love this weird pathetic spaceman who has enriched and/or ruined their lives.

#even funnier if the doctor regenerates and tentoo does not so theyre just perpetually stuck with angsty david tennant alongside whatever #doctor is flying the ship at the time #they’ll like. leave and do normal life stuff every once in a while. #the doctor internally going both ‘oh good theyre returning to their lives 🙂’ and ‘THEYRE ABANDONING ME 😭’ because he has issues #and then another companion will hijack the tardis to pick them up again because the doctor is trying to avoid it ‘for their own good’ #the doctor tries to leave them all behind when they all go to donna’s wedding and is thwarted by luke smith (also invited to wedding because #donna and sarah jane are friends now and luke eventually starts living parttime on the tardis like sarah jane does (sarah jane i can see #going back home the most. but still never leaving the doctor alone lmao.) and anyway luke got overstimulated at the wedding and hid in the #tardis to calm down (sarah jane told him that was okay 🥺) and then the doctor tries to??? fucking leave everyone??? (<- having a crisis) #and twenty minutes later luke has commandeered the tardis back to the wedding and the doctor is getting an earful from both donna (‘YOU RAN #AWAY FROM MY WEDDING???? MY WEDDING????’) and sarah jane (‘YOU KIDNAPPED MY SON???’) #i got off track here talking about donnas wedding my point was that i think it would be funny if this stupid alien man’s family just keeps #growing and growing and he cant do shit about it. #sometimes the master is also there when she’s on good behavior and she makes fun of him for it soooo much. loser cant keep his humans off #his tardis. #tardis family au

[skeletalheartattack]

genuine question but how many follow do you have. joke question, why

honest answer: im not answering either question bud, the numbers don't matter here

#ask #anon #being on tumblr is just Whose line is it anyway. #we make up dumb shit (positive) and the numbers dont matter #its just numbers bud #theres not even a joke number i couldve said that wouldve been funny i dont think. #WAIT. FUCK. 80085❗❗ #no but thats lying. #even if it is still funny. #sorry anon. its just numbers bud. could be 2. could be 3. theres so many numbers i cant even keep track anymore.

[the-trans-dragon]

What if they didn't put ads every 3 posts. Three posts between ads, literally. Not even counting the ad for Tumblr Live.

Also what if tumblr didn't know what city Im in. I do not want my location tracked or stored anywhere unless I give explicit ongoing permission, like with my GPS app that I allow to track me only when the app is open, and then it deletes the data (allegedly) when I stop giving permission.

#ugh i do SO much to try to keep my location private. i use an android with all the tracking things Off (except for my weather app #which is a highly specific app that does NOTHING except provide weather; and i have the location turned Off so it doesnt even know where i #live). my tumblr email is not connected to any real life stuff because i made it when i was very closeted and made a new email and password #for it and never linked them to anything else. i have bare minimum apps. i use firefox and duckduckgo. #for shits sake i use a small barely-known map app because any Map App that has had large success under capitalism is inevitably going to #start selling private info or working with a cheap security system designed to allow quiet data leaks. #i guess i use gmail and gphotos but my phone doesnt HAVE a native Photo App. i have to use one i download and im too damn skittish to try #i guess i did get netflix recently....sigh.... i figured they WERENT tracking me because they email me EVERY TIME I USE NETFLIX to alert me #that OHHHH A NEW DEVICE IS USING NETFLIX AAAAA WHAT IF ITS AGAINST NETFLIX POLICY OH NOOOO. so i figured they didnt have a way to ID me. #UGH. CAN I PLEASE EXIST WITHOUT BEING MONITORED FOR FIVE SECONDS. can i please access Social Media which is a shitty substitute for actual #human connection but its the best i have--without someone noting my location and then trying to sell me things??? can i please watch film??? #i cant go to a theater because my region does NOT believe in covid and not even medical staff attending Very Ill Patients wear masks anymore #stupid fucking homophobic transphobic anti-vax society has made it too dangerous for me to access most Not-Online forms of enrichment. and i #cant even use the Internet (a magnificent ASTONISHING human creation) without being tracked and advertised to. #ugh.. #humanity is just so cool and brave and kind and amazing and yet we have taxes and advertisment IDs and traffic and medicine shortages. #its not like the ads even work. even when it shows me stuff i DO want. i cant fucking afford things. i already have spent too much money on #things that i dont need like Good Food and Entertainment and Juice. ugh....okay i do need food and liquids....Good food even. my body cant #survive on College Foods like it could in the past. And i might literally die if i dont buy juice... #and i guess its really really really heartwarming to have good entertainment to take breaks from all the stress.... its not like i havent l #..... like im so frugal. thank god my partners encourage me to buy myself things. i have been so much healthier since giving in and buying #Non-Water drinks instead of just Chronically Drinking Less Than A Bottle Of Water A Day. my partners are so good and sweet 😓 i shouldnt be #upset with myself for letting them convince me to take care of myself. that isnt fair to them or me so i will stop doing that now. #my faith in humanity is mostly just knowing that my partners exist. theyre so sweet. if people like them exist--then i have faith in humanty #no pressure lol. they are both so good and perfect regardless of how much energy they have to spare for Being Good. they are just inherently #very dear and good to me and for me. but just because i have faith in humanity doesnt mean im gonna stop complaining the whole time!!!!!! i #will whine about the bad stuff forever!!!! and BITE IT if i ever get the chance. but i will complain until the bothersome things go away. #if i complain my whole life with no results then...! so be it. i will whine and it will be art somehow. #sorenhoots

[caffeinatedopossum]

Sometimes I lowkey forget that not everyone with a chronic illness is disabled 👀

Which like yeah I should probably put a little more effort into remembering that skgjfh since there's not ever been just one way to be sick

#i also forget that some people only have one illness? lol cant relate #its hard for all of us but thats a different type of hard i think #like tight rope walking (one thing thats really difficult) vs juggling (a lot of shit to keep track of but i wont die if i mess up) #ill just look silly lol. like lmao look at that guy. cant even keep track of his balls smh

[yunayubean]

Ya know, its one thing to move away from a site cus its slowly dieing or doing policies you don't like, but it feels completely diff to watch someone literally burn a platform to the ground and make it unusable. Like the idea that I might not be able to go back and see old messages, or old posts from friends, artists, or memorial pages is just... like it's worse than just a company buying off a smaller company, they're literally destroying it. There's no "what ifs", it's really flippin going down like the titanic.

#how am i gonna keep track of all the artists ive commissioned throughout the years #and like so many artists said they wouldn't jump ship cus its all they got #but they won't even be able to log in at this rate. #i cant even use it as a old scrapbook to look through memories or shit #fuck you Elon

[ofspeckledplumage]

Trying to jump back into Kemeticism while remembering nothing because of Bad Brain is a frustrating feeling. I've quit research and amateur academia, I'm going off vibes only from now on

#personal #just very frustrating #i used to know shit but... #i just cant keep track of these things #and even if I read them again I still wont remember #so whats the point

[onthevirgooftears]

the midnights tracklist is fucking insane

#I FEEL LIKE SHE IS PURPOSEFULLY RUINING MY LIFE BECAUSE WHWG #she's giving us everything and i am not (and never will be) prepared for it #what does she mean lavender haze and you're on your own kid (fucked up and insane that she would give me that title with zero context #and expect me to be like slay thats so cute * insert tongue sticking out emoji here * BITCH NO #I HAVE BEEN GOING INSANE OVER THAT TITLE SINCE I FIRST SAW IT BECAUSE NOT ONLY IS IT A TRAXK 5 BUT ITS ALSO CALLED THAT????? #im going so crazy over this dont even #and then you have midnight rain which is the closest we have to a track title and the most taylor swift-taylor swift song title ever #SNOW ON THE BEACH WITH LANA DEL FUCKING RAY #literally stop it shut up i cant even #Bejeweled hhas me so fucked up i cant even deal with it #ANTI-HERO BEING ONE OF THE MOST PERSONAL SONGS SHE'S EVER WRITTEN AND IT DELVES INTO HER INSECURITIES #STOP IT I AM GOING INSANE AND CRAZY I CANT EVEN DO IT #question...? is so true because thats all ive been doing since she started mmwm #vigilante shit had me actually on the floor because taylor swift is re-entering her reputation era and i love that for her #i hope she kills people in that song and i hope she does it so unapologetically #mastermind is giving us literally everything whilst simultaneously being the title i cant predict at all #is she the mastermind? is it somebody else? is it a metephor? the question...? keep me up at night but like fr #maroon and laybrinth are gonna do things to me and i can tell i will either be shaking my ass or crying like my life depends on it #SWEET NOTHING IS GOING TO KILL ME LIKE ACTUALLY IM NOT EVEN JOKING #ive not even heard it yet but i can tell from that title that it is going to be THAT song #i bullied people who thought karma was reL but apparently you guys were right so i take it all back you guys are actually geniuses #taylors nation hinted on twt that it might be the lead single and i hope to god we get it soon #because i need to have a clue about what this album sounds like I would die to know what this album sounds like you dont understand #taylor swift #midnights #midnights tracklist

[jojoingjoseph]

( pretty sure i need to give this blog a bit of an overhaul. )

#★ ooc #( just kinda freshen things up. get rid of shit I don't use anymore. ) #( clean up verses and probably rewrite some things.. idk. ) #( my track record to keep things and tidy is nonexistant ahfsljg but i had fun here regardless. ) #( even tho im an ancient fossil by now. ) #( im still one of the joseph's still kicking around. I just winded up going on my multi. I do want to come back here eventually) #( cant ever take my love for joseph out of me aflgj )

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[tezerenotameiki]

someone needs to take me out back and shoot me. nostalgia from potential shuuen revival has me looking at an old d-ne fanmix draft i havent touched since high school. and wanting to post it in the year 2022

#since 8tracks is back. i think. i cant keep track tbh #and honestly. 30 mins of work and this is done. and it rules #i appreciate my younger self’s instinct to just put some deranged shit on here even if it didnt work

[traaanskimkitsuragi]

repeatedly bashing your head into celeste b-sides is better than sex

#ive started 6b and its absolutely insane so far and i dont have the energy to get through more of it rn #but it did help w my mood so thats nice #me every time i enter a new screen: oh this is literally impossible #me when i pull it off w no help or guides: #the platforms you need to dash into are. brutal. sweet jesus the devs are sadists #i appreciate how heavily the game emphasizes skill #like if you fuck up its on you #9 times out of 10 i can generally tell why i keep dying and what im doing wrong #i think thats part of why its so easy for me to keep going w it even if im slow #its the fact that every single screen is doable as long as you practice it enough #its the same thing i really enjoyed about rhythm games when i was still hardcore into them #me? enjoying skill based gameplay? unheard of. hk and celeste have rewired my brain #also i love that i can just save quit mid level #it makes it so that if i want i can just open the game and make a tiny bit of progress and close it again #it makes it a lot easier for me to try harder bits because i know i can just come back to them later if i cant do them rn #i totally wanna go back to pop/white palace in hk after i finish this game #i wanna see how much my platforming skills have improved #my reaction time is still shit but i can keep track of stuff considerably better now than when i first started out

[grimmthorne]

so genuinely need ppl to stop existing on the road when I also exist on the road it's so aggravating !!

#posts inspired by almost getting hit at 50mph bc im fuckin exhausted all the time #that i cant keep track of even cars on the road rn #but i cant do shit abt that #<3finals soon<3

[sk3l3t0n444]

i left my room to piss and get a drink and im am shaking like im being hunted for sport wtf

#why is my anxiety at an all time high??? #i would like to be normal please! #my anxiety is so bad that i wont even let myself eat at all because im scared that someone poisoned the food...thats not logical at all ik #hell even getting some ginger ale was so hard for me...i have to keep reminding myself that theres nobody who is trying to brainwash me #i saw my door cracked open so i know someone was in my room...and im trying to be reasonable but its so hard when my anxiety is so bad... #as in i am trying to tell myself that nobody put razorblades in your bed and nobody poisoned your drink and nobody is trying to control you #nobody put cameras around your room nobody filled the house with gas and is going to set it on fire nobody put a tracking device on you... #im so paranoid for no reason...well there is a reason...but i honestly dont want to talk about it...and ill talk about anything... #so me saying i dont wanna talk about it is a huge indicator that its not very good...at all... #as in i cant talk about it with anybody...not even my closest friend knows...nobody knows...its just my secret that ill die with #there are a few secrets about my past that ill take to my grave...and thats saying something cuz i use humor to cope and i cant even joke... #im just a kid...and ive been to hell and back and i just want a fucking break... #idfk i just want to be normal... #sorry for venting so much im just kinda a mess...shits been really hard recently cuz of a ton of shit that i still dont wanna talk about #idfk sorry