#cant cope with this FUCKING SONG

[beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff]

YOU 😞 OPIATE 😭 THIS ☹️ HAZY 😫 HEAD 🙁 OF 😢 MINE 😭😢☹️😢😭☹️😕😫😭😕😞😭😢🙁😞😭☹️

#cant cope with this FUCKING SONG #also cant cope with the fact my best friend heard this at finsbury like EXCUUUSE ME. #oh god the instrumental at the end shut the fuck up i feel sick #NOT okay im sobbing omg this song #the 1975 #adam hann #matty healy #george daniel #ross macdonald #blah blah!

[ickypuppi3]

one thing i love about harringrove fics is steve harrington actually having a personality and reacting to trauma

#fanon steve ily #this is because someone said mitski - townie is his song and it’s ruined my night #steve harrington #harringrove #i want the steve who drinks to cope #the one who’s parents not being around fucks him up so much #the one who hates the pool #who cant sleep #who literally hates his life in s2 because what the fuck #the one who breaks down in front of billy hargrove of all people #i just think that version fucks so much harder #he makes me feel pain in the best way

[ybcpatrick]

shaking in my fucking boots at the delectable horrors of the night. there could be mystery songs every night. every song is on the table now. Every Single Fucking Song Is On The Table Now

#shut up kell #tourdust #to drop my funnyman facade for a sec here: genuinely i cannot cope w the fact that there's even the SLIGHTEST possibility of them playin joy #I Can't Fucking Do That. I can't live with that stat not being an absolute 0% chance. i can't fucking hear that song live in 2023 #i'm so excited about the possibility of hearing ANY OTHER SONG THEY HAVE. but i cant do just one yesterday man #i don't know what that would do to me psychologically . it wouldn't even need to be MY show it'd just be bad enough for them to do it at all #GOD.. FALL OUT BOY FOREVERRRRRRRRRR

[gemharvest]

I'm so tired of all of the Halloween/ fall related shorts I see using the same godforsaken segment of Oh Klahoma. It's not even Halloweeny can you people PLEASE at least get SOME fucking variety. I swear to god this happened last year too. I'm so tired of hearing that bit of the song and that's coming from someone who really fucking likes that song.

#ramblings #if i have to hear `i cant be the only one who hears you-` in the bg of some halloween shortform content that has fuckall to do- #-with the song i think im gonna tear my face off. its starting to make me sick i hate it here #i think i will be 100% clear here and state its a song that has helped me cope with some shit ive gone through #so while i understand its a trending audio and jack stauber isnt rlly a niche creator (to put it lightly). that doesnt mean im not gonna be #driven insane by hearing the same 30 seconds of a song that i deeply associate with one of THE lowest points in my fucking life #also i kinda just wish theyd use actual halloween music. bitch idc if its corny play the monster mash or something idk

[thekidsfromyestergay]

Best song combo for maximum emotional damage:

#trust me desert song into flesh and bone will fucking ruin you #i cant cope

[xo8ball]

im leaving through a window oh my GOD its fucking my chemical romance i cant breathe

#mcr #its all good . im normal #sorry i cant cope #its my chemical fucking romance #my chem #my chemical romance #oh miky way #i miss you noodle man #hope he gets to sing on mic #since he mouths all the songs!! #frank sir please screech #mr ray toro. i love you #mx gerard way i know you will slay #even with some sandals

[mymp3]

me understanding that project sekai very intentionally gives lyrics to certain characters based off of them and their feelings, and understanding that things that are brought up multiple times are an intentional part of their character.

me reading the color coded lyrics of any wxs cover: "Now why did Rui and Tsukasa just say that."

#ITS EVERY FUCKING TIME BRO #EVERY TIME #you think you'll get away with listening to a normal ass song and here comes pride month with their one line they sing in goodbye segen #me acting like im insane to cope <- its gonna work guys i promise #them singing the ENTIRETY OF FIXER AND NONSENSE BUNGAKU #im gonna kms #i cant KEEP THIS IN ANYMORE ITS DRIVING ME INSANE #the themes of wanting and giving trust #the themes of being scared to forget and promising you'll never forget when you're with me #im gonna #why do they keep doing this

[lilnasxvevo]

I really like the idea of modern Song Lan going from hating Xue Yang to tolerating him or even occasionally enjoying his presence to some terrible switch flipping in his brain and suddenly having a god-awful giant crush on Xue Yang.

Xue Yang is like “Xingchen, I really thought things were going better, but now Song Lan is back to not even looking at me when we’re in the same room! What did I DO??” and normally he’s not averse to pissing people off but he didn’t MEAN to piss off Song Lan and he’s very put out that he did it on accident apparently because that makes it feel more. Personal??

And Xingchen is like (can’t lie to save his life, voice suddenly about an octave higher than usual) “I’m sure I don’t know! You’ll have to ask him about it? Have you tried asking him about it???”

#Song Lan is so fucking mad that he has romantic feelings for Xue Yang but like here’s the thing #modern Xue Yang tends to cover up his missing pinky by almost always wearing sweaters/sweatshirts with too-long of sleeves #and honest to god referring to this as ‘sweater paws’ #and sometimes he takes Song Lan’s clothes to do this bc Song Lan is taller than Xingchen so his sleeves are longer #and long story short IT’S CUTE IT’S CUTE IT’S SO FUCKING CUTE #OF COURSE HE CANT LOOK AT XUE YANG ANYMORE!! XUE YANG IS CUDDLED UP IN ONE OF SONG LAN’S SWEATSHIRTS DRINKING HOT COCOA WITH MARSHMALLOWS #HOW THE FUCK IS SONG LAN SUPPOSED TO COPE #IT’S LIKE LIVING WITH A KITTEN HE’S NOT ALLOWED TO PET!!!!

[soldier-poet-king]

Everytime I think the saga of highschool friend drama weddings is over ...

How can it not already be over

Ex highschool bff got married again??? Or rather, I think they had a small church wedding right at the beginning of COVID for legal and religious reasons, but had ig a renewal ceremony today and the actual wedding reception with a billion guests and all the dresses etc etc etc

Ofc I did not know about it until I opened instagram and saw it plastered everywhere

And ofc all my horrible terrible feelings that I ignore 99% of the time resurfaced and I'm drowning, and I can't even just wine and game to decompress BC I have COVID and booze is off limits and it's just ....

I'm really going to just have to live with having fucked up my whole life for the rest of my life? But always being unsure if it was really my fault? No real closure, just guilt and regret.

Fight down the pang of jealousy that my friend married a man I introduced her to and is now tight knit friends with the friend group I brought her into, it's all the same, I'm just no longer there

Do they miss me? Do they think of me? On days like today, big occasions we'd dream and giggle about as teens, is there even a passing memory of me? Or was I not worth even that much?

I am not so old that this is distant past, no matter how I lie to myself, say I am okay most days, convince myself that what ifs are useless and i needed to leave the city to survive, no matter that I ended up stuck back here anyway

#personal posts #sorry folks. ill log out and be quiet:/ #go back to my strange sad little books and songs and poems #since that seems to be my alotted part in life #am i always to be lonely? not even romantically. it seems i cant hold onto friends either. no matter how hard I try #either i fuck up. or adulthood and distance and time do that job for me #i am very tired. and even i am only so introverted. media is only so much a distraction and a balm #not even just indulgent media. but good and great works too. even they are not a replacement #ah well. time to read lonely stories. a creature of sad strange small things #i finished the sparrow last week and i think of emilio again. #trying to make sense of the course of his life. what do you do when you feel god has led you somewhere #and then everything is ripped out from beneath your feet #how do you make sense of the wreckage #i am tired of being a person some days #i cannot sleep. the covid cough has arrived and lying down is horrible. but i cant just pull all nighters #i won't heal and ill ruin myself for when i do have to go back to work #sit propped up in the dark it is i suppose #i apologize for the theatrics but really it has been a lot lately. today especially #not to be like. i will go use cult following video games and weird poetry and sad music to cope #but i will #also i will take the meds and drink water and do all the dumb human necessary stuff. but this isnt really a physical ailment

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

It's 6am, I've been awake all night, decided to play my Spotify DJ and it said "Let's play your top tracks from 2020!" Which has been a fucking psychic attack.

#first it played a song i listened to when i was angry about a cheating friend thing #now its playing a song i sang along to to tey and feel better about the aforementioned situation #cant wait to hear what it harms me with next #2020 was not a happy year for me! or for most people!! #i was using music to cope a whole bunch #are you fucking kidding me. now playing spaceship by art sorority #whoch was a song that friend introduced me too and is also about poor mental health #i listened to it so often because i had poor mental health and because it reminded me of her #6am and spotify chose violence #just decided to skip that section. gonna listen to 'chill vibes' now #but really. as i was just contemplating calling her again. plays all of her songs #im sick and exhausted and shit sucks rn

[caramelmochacrow]

the song isnt school appropriate. great. i need to choose parts that dont have explicit lyrics. but guess fucking what. most of the lyrics are explicit. so im fucking turning to ashes here.

#crow talks #i give up i literally cant do anything. #i need to tell my teacher most of the lyrics are explicit. bc i literally cant do anything #we cant choose the instrumental but guess what. the song feels so fucking boring without the vocals. #we might need to choose a new song #i cant choose the song i wanted to originally do bc my groupmates dont wanna do it #so im just stuck. #im gonna play rhythm games to cope brb

[l-e-g-i-o-n-losh]

We went through a lot in school and never had time or privacy to write the kind of self indulgent mary sue or darkfic that classically helps people process psychologically and sometimes i want to dive back in and try to do it now, but then i remember we live on the "is it sus for an author to write ya?" internet and i never want to so much as mention existing from the ages of 5-19 ever again

#songs that the hyades shall sing #especially as a dropout neet i always feel so weird about discussing anything that happened in childhood or teenagerdom bc i know itll be #taken as failure of adulthood or fixation on petty shit i should be over but like #We Are Litcherally Traumatized We Have The Disorders Of Fucked Up Childhood Which Affect And Disorder Our Life Every Day #and like were coping mostly we get on with life its fine but like. simply Not Ever discussing the old stuff just leaves out like most of #the context of our entire life. cant answer straight questions about bad times without traumadumping type of mood #idk wolf & danny always wanted to write some stuff but never had time or practice and im ok when i can actually get in a groove & type. #ESPECIALLY bc i want to like. scrape some of wolfs medical trauma out of out head and. there is NO good way to touch that subject

[nimomo-mo]

Vent

#but who in their right mind would say that his traumas are on the same level as mine #theyre worlds apart and i didnt mean it like a “ha ha my life is better than yours” but more of a “i shouldnt complain” #which is wrong too ofc you cant compare things like that! a broken thing is broken no matter what broke it #and we both are mentally fucked to the point that we are actually disabled #but we both cope and bond with gallows humor and joke about our horrible traumas #because at some point it stops being a horrible story that you gotta be serious about. and turns into a story so horrible its funny #you know what i mean?? #like how would anyone be able to keep a straight face when told that i was beaten and bullied to the tune of peppa pig hfhskjshg #“greta gris nöffnöff” while kicking me hfbskjfhs like making someone oink in tune to the song is hilarious #its horrible but hilarious #its the same with his stories where he had his fucked up family stories that we just laughed about because it was so horrible #but this time i went overboard with my half joke half concern comments #and it turned awkward and i hurt him and now im here venting after weve already made up #im sorry ted i love you youre a great friend and i hope you get therapy soon #we botj are mental wrecks and you desperately need meds hahah #i hope to see where you end up in the future and i hope you get to see me finish engineering school #i hope we stat friends for a long time and keep up with eachother even when far apart and doing our own thing #im gonna be horrible with contact tho i always am lmao #also i hope yours and noahs marriage goes well i love you two youre great #also i hope noah get their fucking mental health cyecked too god damn theyre an autistic trigger wreckage #i cant talk about traumas with anyone else because the worst thing on earth is when someone pities me. or feels sorry for me #stop it! im not weak! im not pathetic like that! dont pity me! its disgusting! #ugh. unfortunately us making fun of eachothers trauma leads to a guilty partypooper feeling when trying to get help #cant really reach out to ted without feeling awkward or guilty or like a killjoy making things worse #i love him but damn. i hate hate hate hate having panic attacks in front of people and even more someone that normally jokes w me #idk

[chanlixsbf]

Everything now is so Joel and Ellie core.

#LIKE OMG IT LITERALLY IS. #and it not just there dynamic. it literally there situations. #the first words are literally: #every inch of sky got a star and every inch of skins gif a scar #AND THEN IT SAYS I’m guessing you’ve got everything now? #(THE BEGINNING OF THE GAME.) #and the I miss you like everything now. #VERY JOEL. SOBBING ON THE FLOOR. #and there’s all of this apocalyptic undertones in the song with references to modern life. #AND THE ENTIRE BRIDGE!!!!! #AND THE FUCKING everytime you smile it’s a fake. OH MY FUCKING GOD I CANT COPE.

[glitchyred]

Thank you dissension for making sure I somehow have a fnf track on my youtube music recap yet again

#listen. i dont really go there but it goes hard what do you want from me #dont question how i listened to this enough times for it to rank in my top 100 in a month when im a Chronic Song Relistener #im incredibly mentally stable and good at coping its fine - the mike fictive #txt #wait gold tapping in for a second to say how the fuck have we lsitened to dossension more than babs sneed theres no WAY #NONE OF THE MLP MOD SONGS ARE EVEN IN OUR TOP 100 THAT CANT BE RIGHT unless those are exempt for whatever reason #anyway back to regularly scheduled content

[rhaenella]

CL16 | Is It Over Now? | pt.4

pairing: charles leclerc x singer!reader

genre: social media au

summary: you and charles have been everyone's fave couple on the grid, but when you somewhat unexpectedly break up, you turn to songwriting to cope with the pain

face claim: léon

a/n: all songs mentioned are by léon and some of taylor’s from the vault. also a massive thank you to my part time french teacher @xeresmalfoy for helping out and checking my grammar ❤️

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part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7

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y/n: Your reaction to Is It Over Now? has been nothing short of incredible. I feel your love 🤍 And that’s why I decided to give some of that love back to you. Besides my new music video, we’ve been secretly rehearsing for a special little something… 

It’s been a busy couple of weeks but I’m very excited to announce that I will be playing three small, intimate “one night only” shows in London (7/11), Paris (7/12) and New York City (7/15) next week. I can’t wait to see some of you there, let’s make it a good one x

🔗 Link to tickets in my bio!

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sophiet: Yasss girl🔥see ya next week😘

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landonorris: Surely friends will get a discount, no?

y/n: Hmm… we’ll see

yourmanager: No.

user7: i can’t waittttt!!!!!! see you in new york 😍❤️

user8: y/n really said i’m gonna use my pain and turn it into a creative outlet and i think that’s so beautiful and inspiring ♥️

user9: I CANT BELIEVE I MANAGED TO GET TICKETS

user10: omggg you’re so lucky they sold out so fast

user11: yeah i was too late :(((

user10: hopefully y/n will do a bigger tour🤞🤞

y/n: Sooooonnnnn 🤫

user10: OMFG

3 July

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wagsf1update: Pierre, Kika, Charles and Maddy attend day eight of Wimbledon!

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user23: charles and pierre look so gooddd 😍😍😍

user24: clone is cloning

user25: the way charles was only really talking to pierre during the game

user26: maddy and charles look so happy and in love in those pictures……. NOT

user27: so far i haven’t seen either of them smile in each other’s presence 

10 July

y/n’s story

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11 July

landonorris’ story

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11 July

danielricciardo’s story

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11 July

landonorris’ story

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11 July

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11 July

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alex_albon: Our professional opinion: this new up an coming artist was not too bad 🧐 (and fun fact: her post-concert cravings are REAL)

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y/n: Omg Alex…

y/n: DID YOU HAVE TO POST THAT PICTURE

alex_albon: Yes

danielricciardo: Starving performer devours a burger 🍔 by alex.jpg

lilymhe: I told alex not to do it but he never listens to me

alex_albon: I can’t help that’s what she looks like when she eats

carlossainz55: This is true, I’ve witnessed this myself

y/n: I hate all of you

maxverstappen1: But secretly you still love us

y/n: Careful champ, there’s a fine line between love and hate

landonorris: Go on, please hate them so I will get all the love since I’m the only one here taking the banger pics

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12 July

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y/n: London was an absolute dream. Thank you for an unforgettable night❣️à demain Paris 🇫🇷

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user18: absolute dream? ABSOLUTE FIRE ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

user19: BEST. NIGHT. EVER.

user20: it was emotional but oh so fucking powerful

user21: say don’t go is my new favorite song, i love it so much 😭❤️

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user21: you were spectacular!!!!! please come back soon 

user22: j'ai hâte de vous voir demain, j'attends de vous voir en live depuis des années!!🙊💕 

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12 July

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It was late. Way past midnight. Maddy had already gone to bed a few hours ago. But Charles was still up, slouched on the couch in his five-star suite, a frown edged deep into his forehead.

He silently scrolled through his social media, switching from Twitter to Instagram to Twitter and back to Instagram again. You'd just posted new photos of your show in London tonight, looking as beautiful as ever.

The stage was where Charles knew you felt most comfortable, somewhere you weren’t scared to open up your heart and be vulnerable. The atmosphere you were able to create during your concerts couldn’t be put into words. It was truly something one of a kind. The way you effortlessly connected with the audience… it always left him speechless and usually with a wide, beaming smile.

In other words, he would never tire of watching you perform.

Charles had always been proud of you. And still, as he sat there reading through the thousands of posts by your fans and even some by his colleagues, he couldn’t help but feel that same sense of pride swell inside of him. 

Though, that pride was mostly overshadowed by a feeling of intense guilt. Guilt that kept nagging at him ever since the moment you’d packed your bags and left his apartment with tears running down your cheeks. His heart clenched painfully as Charles thought back to that particular day. It was his fault. All of it. He had been stupid. No, beyond stupid. It had started out as a drunken mistake. But you can’t make a drunken mistake twice, let alone thrice. 

When you’d found out and had confronted Charles, he hadn’t denied it. And in that moment, he’d witnessed that last bit of hope you’d stubbornly clung to, shatter before his eyes. Along with your heart and your trust. 

As the reality of the situation had slowly dawned on him, he’d gone completely numb. Charles had wanted to fight for you harder, but he hadn’t. If he had, his current situation could’ve possibly been entirely different. Your new song—which he had already listened to three times—made that perfectly clear.

But he had decided on another path. A decision that resulted from losing the love of his life by his own hand. Did it make any sense? To choose to stay with the girl he’d betrayed you with? In his loneliness it had made some weird type of sense. Because if there was one thing Charles couldn’t handle well, it was being alone. And boy, he’d never felt more alone than when you’d closed that door behind you, making him believe there was no longer hope for a future together.

Now, all he wanted was to focus on moving on and stick to his decision to be with Maddy. Was he in denial about his true feelings and the pain he tried to bury deep inside of himself? Perhaps. Probably.

Charles was still mindlessly scrolling when Maddy emerged from the bedroom, leaning against the wall studiously. He hadn’t even heard her until she cleared her throat, speaking to him softly but with a tinge of annoyance. 

“Charles, are you finally coming to bed?”

“Ouais, je serai là dans une minute,” he answered absentmindedly.

Yeah, I’ll be there in a minute.

She rolled her eyes. “How often do I have to tell you: speak English. I’ve no clue what you’re saying.”

“Mhm, désolé…” 

Charles paused, quickly looking up as he realised his mistake. 

“Seriously,” Maddy scoffed.

He winced at her irritated look. There was no denying Maddy had a temper, her moods changing as quick as lightning. The countless fights Charles and her had had in the past few months were enough proof of that.

“Sorry,” he tried again.

She huffed, stomping away in the direction of the suite’s bedroom, harshly closing the door behind her.

He rubbed his temple, sighing. He was just tired. And speaking in his native tongue when he was tired or upset was something he did without thinking. 

Years ago, you’d quickly figured that out as well. However, you never judged him for it. No, you were understanding, trying to acquaint yourself with his language to understand him better. To be there for him. In the end, you knew him so well that you could almost always accurately read him, the language barrier between you no longer an issue. Not that it had ever been one in the first place.

He thought back to one of the tweets he’d read before Maddy had come barging in. 

‘Charles made the biggest mistake of his life. I hope he realizes it.’

He squeezed his eyes shut, letting his head lull back against the couch’s headrest. And just like he’d done ever since that fateful day, he willed all of his doubts, guilt, and pain into a neat little box, unable to face them. Charles sighed again, pushing himself to his feet, wearily following in Maddy’s footsteps towards their shared bedroom. But as his hand hovered over the door handle, one single truth echoed through him, unwavering.

Oui, he thought. Je le comprends. 

Yes. I do realize it.

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