#the context of our entire life. cant answer straight questions about bad times without traumadumping type of mood

[l-e-g-i-o-n-losh]

We went through a lot in school and never had time or privacy to write the kind of self indulgent mary sue or darkfic that classically helps people process psychologically and sometimes i want to dive back in and try to do it now, but then i remember we live on the "is it sus for an author to write ya?" internet and i never want to so much as mention existing from the ages of 5-19 ever again

#songs that the hyades shall sing #especially as a dropout neet i always feel so weird about discussing anything that happened in childhood or teenagerdom bc i know itll be #taken as failure of adulthood or fixation on petty shit i should be over but like #We Are Litcherally Traumatized We Have The Disorders Of Fucked Up Childhood Which Affect And Disorder Our Life Every Day #and like were coping mostly we get on with life its fine but like. simply Not Ever discussing the old stuff just leaves out like most of #the context of our entire life. cant answer straight questions about bad times without traumadumping type of mood #idk wolf & danny always wanted to write some stuff but never had time or practice and im ok when i can actually get in a groove & type. #ESPECIALLY bc i want to like. scrape some of wolfs medical trauma out of out head and. there is NO good way to touch that subject