#cant believe it goes so well with

[stegogosaurus]

#who would have thought putting children in massive spotlight would get rid off their ability to feel empathy #noah schnapp #stranger things #will byers #byler #cant believe it goes so well with #brooklyn nine nine

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

honestly wally is stronger than atlas. if i had to constantly calibrate to the nature of my reality w/ full consciousness i would simply lose my fucking mind

#like babies dont Think while they learn how to exist #imagine straight up spawning fully aware and then everyone else is up to speed but youre standing there like #🧍‍♂️uh. hello. what is everything. what is this. huh???? #LIKE???? i feel so bad for him. dude got dropped right into the middle of the ocean and was told 'learn to swim' #and hes trying. but he doesnt know what drowning is so he cant sink either #i mean i get it at least a little bit! its the Autism Experience but w/ him the dial is cranked up to a thousand #you dont know what you dont know but life goes on like you should. fuck #wally i am mentally beaming you a thousand apples grown in the shape of hearts #i believe in you dude you'll figure it out #well. im probably beaming apples into the past if the time discrepancy is real but yk yk #cause if it is then Current Wally probably has a solid handle on things. from a basic standpoint #in a wider lens i am led to believe that he is Scrabbling #is this speculation??? #i think it counts. #wh speculation #homebogging #whenever i think about the tidbits we know - ex: wally learning about differences in size #internally i start howling. wally is just constantly dealing with things that would drive a person insane if they had to live it #how is he not Exhausted... it's all so much for someone who knows whats going on let alone someone scrambling to catch up #at least the other neighbors dont have to deal with memorizing physics and skills and behavior #and just Literally Everything That Comes With Being Alive #wally is a blank slate left to write itself. #ough. damn. fuck. i think i need to go stare into the woods for a bit...

[princekirijo]

POINTS ‼️‼️NEW RIKU ICON‼️ REAL‼️ GRAHHHHH HE LOOKS AWESOME 🔥🔥🔥

Ahh thank you Misty :3c

Here is the uh full icon for those who want to see it properly 👉👈

He's my silly little goose :3 my funny boy

Also uhm a bonus and a little lore drop I'd planning to make for a while undercut ehe

Tada this is Riku's actual eye colour! Much similar to Mitsuru's :3 He wears eye contacts throughout a lot of Captain AU's story and if you ask him why he will give you a different answer every time ehe

#asks #misty-wisp #riku kirijo #oc tag #i cant believe im doing this lmao #but if im gonna do it ill do it scared #but tada riku's official look!! #well aside from teh outfit i'll explain that in a bit #but i can safely say i am 100% happy with this design now :3c #his outfit is kinda what im thinking he'd wear in the catt au! he refuses to wear the actual gekkoukan uniform so hes gonna wear the varsit #jacket instead! <- 100% my personal bias for the jacket i own it and its the most comfortable thing i own #and the ring has lore but eh i wont go into it now #i was gonna post the full doodle page but u know what baby steps #and yeah lmaooo riku actually has brown eyes surprise #the actual reason for the contacts thing is because i couldn't pick between the two eye colours i really like both #but brown eyes is more realistic so its his true look ehe #and uhm yeah idk what i was doing with the expression but nico pointed out it looks like one of yukari's sprites LMAO #unintentional on my part but he is a mama's boy #depnding on how this goes ill post the rest of the doodles #but wow can u guys believe the last time i posted proper art was 2021 #not including the lil character bio sheet i did in 2022 that was a lil doodle #but ehm nico said my arts improved and my gf is always praising my art so im uhm gonna share #i need a new art tag tbfh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[throwbacktears]

as someone who knew nothing about the books or show until i watched it last year on a whim, i was a belly x conrad girlie. i still am, but man, with season 2 already foreshadowing how much theyre soulmates, i feel bad jeremiah doesnt get a fair and fighting chance as belly’s love interest. every time he is, it’s just an afterthought. and it makes the “love triangle” a lot less intriguing bc, well, theres nothing to be intrigued about!!! theres no pining, we all know — even jeremiah himself — that she will always have conrad as number #1. justice for jeremiah and belly to have a fair love story actually

#whats the fun in a love triangle if everything in the show is pointing towards bonrad lol. cmonnnnn #its to the point that every time a jeremiah x belly moment or scene comes up my bonrad self goes out the window and i root for them #but then watching gavin and lola actually act out those scenes - try as i might - i just cant...... i dont believe it #like idk if this is just me but i also feel like gavin and lola just dont have chemistry #again as someone who didnt read the books or have a vested interest in waiting for the show to come out last year #so i wasnt predisposed one way or another #and like. normally i would go for jeremiah and belly bc hes the healthier fit. but i just dont feel any sparks btwn them the way chris #and lola do. and on a larger scale i feel like gavins chemistry w everyone isnt strong either?? #i thought he and sean were great last season but idk. it feels like he doesnt jive w everyone as well #you can see it more in the scenes where theyre improving or riffing in the background #and watching the cast interviews it feels that way too. but not for lack of trying on gavins end #just my observations #tsitp #belly x conrad #belly x jeremiah #lola tung #christopher briney #gavin casalegno #mytext

[theworlds-stage]

Tbh I wish they had explained the reasons why King was willing to go on that arranged match in the series, though I'm guessing they are using it as a more powerful angst tool and according to my theory on the number of episodes it's going to be explained in episode 8. I'm pretty sure that at that point in the novel, King was already vocal about his main reasons, and it was simply Uea being filial that stopped him from understanding that King meant what he was saying.

Anyways spoilers in the tags if anyone is interested, because I need to talk about it 🤷‍♀️

#bed friend #kinguea #lets add something else in here so that no one gets spoiler what they dont want to know #also except for making ueas past even more awful they are staying very close to the novel.... also except for their first night #i will never not be angry about that first episode #anyways~ kings parents own a export company and they are successful #the mother is unfortunately very traditional and im afraid it is going to be added to the series as well #but she wants king to participate in running the family business #but hes avoiding that #he doesnt want to be like his brother who did everything their parents wanted and wants to live his own life #and love someone of his own chosing #but the mother is cunning #she goes to a matchmaker who incidentally choses a girl whos kust perfect for kingand who coincidentally is also the daughter #of an important business partner #so king cant outright say no #unless he wants to hurt his parents company #but he often assures everyone around him (hoping that uea would believe him) #that hes not interested in that girl #hes already also pretty open with uea about loving him #but uea is certain that king is just teasing him #so when king agrees to go on two dates #because hes making sure that the girl understands whats going on and that hes not interested #iirc that girl was also uninterested at had someone else at that point #unfortunately this all takes place when uea is stressed because of krit #and he pushes king away #and they clash because of uea going into krits office late in the night all alone (during ot) #and king does the biggest mistake - he decides to give uea time #there

[brella-boi]

Secrets Funfair (Act 3-1) - part 1

We resume the tale....

Act 2 part 8 | Act 3[1] part 1 | Act 3[1] part 2

#SecretsFunfairComic #comic #splatoon #myart #I cant believe act 2 ended in january of last year #im so sorry everyone #straight up turning into hussie with updates #i hope you guys enjoy #i will try to update every couple days if all goes well and I manage

[cruelsister-moved2]

was reading an article about this viral tiktok where some guy was like tapping women on the shoulder in the street to ask for a hi-five but he did it to this girl and she started crying and ofc bc its tiktok, everyone was speculating about her and like calling her racist and a huge amount of people literally saying she just shouldn’t go out in public if she cant handle that (!!!!!) and then, as should be kind of obvious to anyone with a brain, it turns out she has contamination OCD and autism and being touched by a random guy on her bare arm triggered her, but then the consensus seems to be that the guy’s behaviour was fine and he was just “spreading positivity” and it’s just an unfortunate coincidence.

but idk, firstly i think touching random women on the street and then filming their reaction for tiktok clout is insane behaviour in general personally, but also we have to stop treating people with disabilities as some kind of fringe edge case where you have to pull out some entirely new protocol. like if what you’re doing assumes someone is abled and neurotypical unless they come up to you and tell you otherwise, it sucks!!! if you aren’t accessible by default you aren’t accessible, this is literally why it’s illegal to make people ask for the key to a disabled bathroom

#also his videos suck its literally just him harassing ppl on the street (interestingly enough its like 90% women he goes up to and they #almost always look uncomfortable af) #and then he just does like. a really bad dance next to them #anyway this is also why i hate those bad luck circle things #the guy also does like 'hugging spots' and stuff like ok covid is still going #but also if you have ocd or autism thats literally helllll T_T #but yeah the amount of people being like 'well if she cant handle being harassed and filmed by a stranger in public she just shouldnt go out #like. ppl hate disabled ppl so much holy shit #also he POSTED it #like if u want me to believe he had good intentions we wouldnt even be here #bc he wouldve turned off the camera apologised and dleted the video

[toestalucia]

i need to grab the sprites again (all of them this time) but these r so cute LOLLLLL

#stardust speaking ! #the flustered one...................... #cain bestie.......<-still cant believe that one #i agree so so much but the fact they saw it as well was incredible #unrelated but i forgot to talk about it again earlier when i mentioned seofon. but i wanna talk more about that again too #cuz as much as gran teases seofon/feigns disinterest they very very very much admires him #as a leader especially. in the sense of how cheery and joke-y and 'carefree' he is. its the same with fatys chrom #seeing leaders who arent perfect and polite speech and this and that is a huuuugeeeeee weight off grans shoulders as captain #they cant rly get that same relation/understanding with ppl like percy (even tho he Does go along with their bullying a lot) and aglo and #tau'luk and walfrid and...............the list goes on.... #theyre all still ppl gran respects but. they definitely feel more at ease around chill leaders. both personality-wise and 'so its okay for #me to be like this'-wise

[jessahmewren]

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#I would like to report that my former psychiatrist has friended me on fb #I cant believe all those years of being totally honest and raw about how screwed up i am didnt scare her off #but oh well #here goes nothing #Jk i'm dying inside i love her so much

[hella1975]

i went on the date...

#hahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA #so we got to the coffee shop for 3 oclock and stayed until close... #which was 2 and a half whole hours later #and there wasnt a single awkward silence like he literally made a joke at the end being like 'i cant believe we weren't awkward once' #he want me fr #idk if i fancy him??? like he's definitely fit and i think worst case scenario i can see us getting along really well as friends #which isnt a bad worst case scenario to be in #but like also im someone that needs to know someone well to even consider them romantically #which is... definitely a thing but i dont feel the need to label it #and i kinda said that to him bc i didnt want him getting the wrong imrpession that this was gonna be a magical spontaneous Thing #like no king every single thing is going to be intentional and deeply analysed the moment im alone #so i can critique my behaviour and every vulnerability i might have shown until i warp the entire interaction into something monsterous #like yes that's gonna take time LMAO i genuinely dont think im capable of just falling in love #i will calmly step into love after thoroughly reviewing the situation thanks <3 #BUT YEAH BASICALLY IT WENT REALLY FUCKING WELL AND WE'RE SEEING EACH OTHER AGAIN WHEN WE COME BACK FROM BREAK #hella goes to uni

[kethabali]

yall.. ive been gathering up energy since the semester ended and i finally cleaned out my fridge today.. there was over 20 dishes to wash and a 30 gallon trash bag filled completely i also broomed and mopped my room and the kitchen and wiped down the counters

#it was insane bro #i cant believe i was living like that #like wow i knew livoing alone was gonna cause some chaos but this might be the worst it ever got so far #fortunately i am moving soon #so i think that will help a lot of things #for one i think theres a dishwasher (hopefully it works)and laundry in the building #two its 20 minutes from my school #three the layout is much smaller so it will be less cleaning #the layout is also a favorite of mine from other places ive lived so i think i'll even enjoy cleaning.. #bathroom is also my favorite layout so cleaning it and myself should be more approachable as well #overall if theres no hidden horrors in that place i should be much better off #also back in my favorite neighborhood so im happy about that very much #anyways i feel like ive been living in such chaos the last semester and now im resetting and its good but also im worried #bc what if it goes back to that state of chaos i just cant i hate when im in that state i cant think logically #and when i cant think money gets wasted and i feel like shit from not taking proper care #overall bad experience and i just want long term goodness and stability man #ive had enough last semester had to wake up early too much and classes were WAY TOO LONG ive learned 1.5 hr class 2x a week is better for m #actually audhd #actually adhd #actually autistic #🧃 #but one step at a time right.. i can do it.. #i wonder how much adhd meds would help #if only i could get DIAGNOSED somewhere grrrrrrrr #i bet they would help with the executive dysfunction #which is the main issue #and maybe i need to start paying more attention to my sensory needs so i use up spoons slower #i was doing more of that last spring and it was a good semester despite the stress from that chemistry class #this semester is all my favorite subjects and only 4 classes #earliest class is @ 11 and thats only twice a week

[crystalkitty1220]

No because with the starly timeline you have Crow and Felix being the main ship, then you have the ones i just mentioned, then evil justin x james

you have Cody and Ethan who are exes and then Louis and Justin, who despite being in Eds gang, Louis does have a wolfe pack arc in season 3

so if anyone were to ever ask edward the question of “Is there anyone in your gang who isn’t or hasn’t dated a current or former member of Wolfe’s group?” HE WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO SAY YES UNLESS REFERRING TO HIMSELF

"Unless referring to himself" i mean,, his options are still open,,,, (/j)

#related to the earlier conversation #apparently there are 12-15 people on a basketball team. i'm really curious about the half of the team that aren't ed's cronies. #like. are they a friend group? do they hang out sometimes? what's practicing with the school protectors like? #also edward talks about the football team as if they're all his enemies. that is so fucking many kids especially compared to 12-15 #but i get it because in my school the color guard absolutely fucking despises the cheerleaders and that's also a huge size difference #a whole five teenagers all hating the guts of the 20+ cheerleaders #because the cheerleaders don't even practice with the marching band but are given more attention during parades and stuff #repeatedly almost said jake instead of edward. help animorphs is clawing its way back into my brain im mixing up the basketball kids again. #speaking of relationships tho. echos and i have a headcanon where justin carter and isaac are exes #it was mainly based on the fact that justin is only hostile towards Isaac In Particular and refuses to call him anything other than 'nerd' #but after rereading their interactions apparently isaac just doesn't bother to remember justin's (or any other jocks') name #and the same probably goes for vice versa as well. #still im keeping the headcanon that they at least have history because then i can imagine edward being very confused about the tension #isaac x justin is def my secondary justin ship because of that. #i cant believe i tried to re-rail this just to derail it a second time. i just suck at staying on topic huh

[welcometoteyvat]

read baizhu’s stories. he wins for most balanced character of all time

#and i mean this in terms of lore vs plot relevance and personality traits #i still haven't pulled him but thats fine (coping) sigh he's so idk enriched as a character #like his stories are obv focused on. well himself but they have a lot of nice lore details like his contract w changsheng and some immortali #immortality mentions ig. idk how to describe it also the elaboration on the r/ship between life and death >>>>>> #can't believe he goes to dinner at wfp sometimes lmao?? him and hu.tao be like 'cant stand this bitch 1 min later me and the bestie' /jjjjjj #just kidding i could never water down a nuanced relationship to a joke meme #when they mentioned how he hu tao and zhongli come together and only truly meet heart to heart when conducting last affairs... good stuff #anyways i like him. please come home now i dont want to have to go to 80 pulls for you #back to the lore relevance its nice that his story quest also elaborated on like how god remains affect people and callback to the chi of yo #yore world quest wayyy back #think im pretty satisfied for how his character personality etc turned out after 2 yrs of waiting like some of the hate was so bad lol just #bc of qiqi's stories but like his stories did a nice balance between selfless but sees all transactions as useful ones and does good but wit #with knowledge that it will also benefit his own reputation and image. selfishly selfless search for immortality clever but caring etc etc #he's got a solid head about him and now i want in depth character analysis fics when there are none on ao3 pensive pensive #ramblings! #baizhu

[dirt-str1der]

hello i just wanna say i genuinely like ur observation about nishiki's fighting style and then ya manage to bring it back to ur 'drug addict nishiki' headcanon like it caught me off guard but im also not surprised that is so fair and real of u okay thank u

In a world where drugs dont exist, nishikiyama’s strength comes solely from his anger and i guess he goes to the gym too

#Thanks for the ask ! #Yakuza loveblog #its not a headcanon his voice actor said so before he so does drugs and he does it to escape his terrible life ratpark style #i would in fact be more surprised to learn that nishikis rawdogging life i mean hes definitely not religious and i guess he has alcohol but #thats not enough for what he has to endure. we have to give him meth we have to let him do coke #like i have no reason not to believe he goes to the gym because he is literally vain and i bet he works out till he gets a six pack all #one my life sucks two my life sucks on the bench and he drags kiryu there too even though he hates going to the gym because it stanks and #the aircon is always blowing at the worst spots and the overhead lights oohhhh cant stand the bowling alley either he throws the ball as #hard as he can and it doesnt even touch the runway before its smashing into the pins thats why the y5 bowling completion is so easy he #wants to get out of there asap. im off track see everything goes back to kiryu i always neglect nishikiyama. like even kazamas like heres #some drugs now leave me alone and hea like hmm do i snort this or sell it. oh well SNNRRRT. like there is absolutely no reason for his #entire fighting style to be heavy attacks unless hes wired like crazy and its because hes so pissed off all the time plus hes teeming with #like. cocaine. hulking the fuck out. thats why kiryu feels so safe around him because he has every reason to believe that in a pinch nishik #i can grab someones head and pop it like a grape in order to save his life hes seen it happen before it wasnt just because he feels #comfortable and in sync with nishikiyama he literally has seen him punch someone so hard their skull caved in and hes like okay ! #thats why he loves fighting him so much its because if nishiki punches him in the head he’ll just have to wake up the next morning in pain #its so fun trust me on this you need to be punched by your brother right now or youll die

[brainjuicey]

my mind is so funny for making me relive my worst nightmares and memories everytime I go to sleep

#my uncle is threatening to harm me and my family again but especially me this time for some reason but this time we're making a case #and if it goes to trial ill have to testify even though he hasnt come up to the house and ive never seen the text messages #and i have all my end of year assignments due rn and im dying from stress #and i still havent passed my drivers license its all so #overwhelming #and then i have to go and dream about the christmas i went to visit my bff and ex in germany #and crashing at my bffs house he got drunk and assaulted me over and over and in my sleep as well #and then i went to my exs and we stayed w her family for xmas eve and they were horrible to me and then we broke up that night #and she just cried forever and said i deserved better and i just sat there in bed like how did i even get here totally detached #you invite me to xmas with my family in another country only to realise that you'll never be mentally stable enough to move and be with me #and its been like 7 months since i made that decision and you could've told me something before? but you didn't? #life was good when i was the one making all the sacrifices. right. #life was good when i did all the work. but as soon as you have to enforce your own boundaries its too hard. #do you ever believe someone when they say theyre getting better? and then look like a fool? #every now and then i remember something about that relationship that makes me fucking angry #its all very. art installation i just cant help myself