#can't you see i'm laughing?

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Happy Valentine's Day! (and this blog's first post anniversary!)

#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Woah...it's been a whole *year* since I took the leap and uploaded my 'first attempt' art. #It's outdated now but it holds a special place in my heart for the fact it started all of this off. #Calling this 'poorly-drawn' was always about accepting that my art was going to be imperfect and messy - and doing it anyways! #There has been a staggering number of times I have drawn something I almost didn't upload because I didn't think it was 'good enough' #only for someone to say they liked it - or that it made them laugh. And it has helped me realize - #-The worst critic for my work has always been myself. If I listened to it all the time...well we would not be here now B'*) #And now that I have dabbled in other fandoms I can truly see how lucky was to start out with the MXTX fans. #The supportive messages and tags have truly been a guiding force toward my artistic and self improvement. #I really can't describe how grateful I am. #Thank you for seeing something worth rooting for when I was just figuring things out. #Thank you for being sweeter than the candy I have strategically hidden in the nooks and crannies of this house. #But watch out! If you forget to find them we will get ants. #I remembered to not hide chocolate in the bed this year. Yes I know it melted last time. Yes it did stain. I'm still sorry. #Thank you for loving me regardless <3 Even if it looked like I shit the bed real bad.

[maxsix]

#this made me laugh and every time i see it i laugh again #seonghwa #mingi #ateez #park seonghwa #song mingi #ateez gif #seonghwa gif #mingi gif #maxsixgif #seonghwa is virtually never phased by mingi's antics #i know Seonghwa's inner monologue here was : this fcking kid again #remember that time mingi was singing at full volume and seonghwa dissociated to another realm lol #i re edited this one too bc i couldn't stand the logos #i'm annoyed mingi is as adorable as he is hot #that's just not fair #pick one #you can't have both

[dbphantom]

does a magical girl transformation sequence but at the end I just look like this:

#Cruddy rambles #You know what? Give Luffy a magical girl transformation sequence like Sanji got #I should draw that #It works (mostly) because of the hair/eye/clothes color changing #Kinda like dan/ny phan/tom #Which. I've had a venn diagram post scheduled for August 6th since 2 weeks ago abt the similarities between Luffy and Danny now #The only difference is one is silly goofy and the other is 14 #I'm only tagging this for spoiler purposes. Sorry to make you see this I just can't stop laughing at the idea #op #one piece #opspoilers #op spoilers #one piece spoilers #spoilers #one piece chapter 1044 spoilers #one piece episode 1071 spoilers

[hydrachea]

Thanks for the formal wear Blade, Mihoyo! Now do you mind if I just- *puts the trauma back on him*

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr blade #blade hsr #very nice! you know what would be even nicer? some scars #*opens photoshop* #this is the height of I CAN DO WHAT I WANT and what i want is visibly scarred blade #this doesn't show much skin but it shows more than his usual outfit #so i consider it free real estate to add scars in areas that are usually covered #namely the lower part of his neck and his wrist #thank you psy for that caption that made me laugh #put the trauma back on this man #i refuse to believe he has the skill or the interest to cover them with makeup #also i personally want to see scars so i'm making them happen #mihoyo isn't my boss they can't stop me #ray's records

[buglaur]

my vault boys

#ts4 #sims 4 #the difference alpha eyes and brows can make..... #anyways i'm still thinking about this #i made the girls too but i couldn't get them to look good with alpha stuff #i want to play with them so bad #goddamn exam year #can't wait to be done for good in june #people sending me lovely asks i see you!! i'm just hoarding them rn #anon who sent me an ask about the male sims today #you made me laugh during a rough patch #thank you lmaooo

[sophieswundergarten]

There should be, like, evil fic exchanges.

Where you take a list of things that bug someone (Not something that scares them!! Nothing triggering!!! Just mildly irritating) and then try and write the most annoying fic you can, designed specifically for that person

#Akfjfdjdjdj #I can't stop thinking about the one Curio arranged #LOVE YOU CURIO :D #But also I thought I'd be a funny thing to see who would voluntarily participate #Like when fic writers laugh to themselves when the comments are all threatening to eat their floorboards #Ajdjfjdjddj #Ignore me I'm going insane over here in my own little corner #not mbs

[starrynightarchive]

it's so fun to write a fic for a well-known and loved ship. because you will walk inside this fic thinking "oh how bad can it be. eventually they'll kiss and it'll be okay." but then you realize the author is a bastard. and take max damage every time the said characters kiss.

i'm talking about this fic of mine btw

#oooohhh to ship two characters so bad only to see them in a setting where them being with each other is more destructive than anything #yes this is about skk #no im not saying they are fundamentally problematic #they are doomed in my fic that's all #it's funny because i've had people ask if there's gonna be a happy ending for this #because they can't handle sad endings #and i'm like. yes! they will have a very happy ending! #but ooohhh boy the things they will go through to get to that point. #this fic is like. 70% doomed yaoi #you WILL scream NO!! DON'T!! NOT AGAIN!! everytime they kiss #and i WILL laugh #oh man this is so much fun #bsd #skk #fic rec #bsd fanfic #soukouku #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #navarasam

[concert-bflat]

Thinks about how. Gloreth only starts looking at Nimona differently/strangely when her parents call her a "monster". Just throws that label with such a negative connotation on her. Gloreth fucking fights for Nimona immediately in the beginning saying that she's her friend and never once looks at her with ridicule until her mom just holds her by the shoulders and tells her she's a monster, straight in the eye, straight in the face. And just the word is enough to cause the change.

Nimona's getting fucking attacked and prodded and Gloreth doesn't even feel sorry for her just because she's now re-contextualizing everything around her but with that word. I'm so sick. She looks not in hesitance but at disbelief before she runs away. She sees Nimona trying to defend herself from literal Danger in any way she can (she's just a kid and she's fighting with people who won't listen, never will, people that she can't get through) but just sees that as more proof of her being violent, monstrous. She sees her friend all alone, with the odds and the world stacked against her despite them being. so similar but just tells her to go back to the shadows.

And like. Of course she believes those words calling Nimona a monster and takes them to heart. Her parents, the ones she would probably trust most are the ones that told her that. And she's young, she doesn't know much about the world or much better. And of course, her parents and the whole village don't know any better. They didn't see what she saw. They don't know or feel the need to know much more than the definition of the word "monster". But it hurts. God it hurts. It's wrong. It's not fair. It's really not fair.

And it causes this whole legend that will stay with Nimona to ridicule her for generations and generations and birth this system that she's trapped by and causes everyone to be so brainwashed. The one that makes people scared and build walls. That births unecessary distrust.

God. Even in the scroll illustrating Nimona and Gloreth, Nimona is portrayed as such a bigger and scarier threat than she ever could be or would be, until Nimona internalized and gave into those images and despair of course. It's not fucking fair.

Thinking about how when the villagers saw Nimona as a "normal" person they were happy for her just living her life and playing with her friend, she was just another kid being happy like she and every ("normal", apparently) person deserves to be, and they were allowing her to be happy then when they find out what she really is they hate her. They call her a monster and drive her out immediately. They don't look into the details that contradict the stigma, they just feel betrayal when they weren't even the ones who were betrayed (Nimona couldn't fucking help being who or what she was. And she was her own person. She was still. A someone. Why do things have to be different now?). I'm so sickkk.

Thinks about how Nimona feels so hopeless as to just. Accept and yield to that label. That label that was passed down to Gloreth. To the whole world. Such simple but awful words. Aughhhhhhhhhhh

Another post I saw talks about how this is a movie about how hate is taught. And oh my god it is. Hate it taught. It's done so simply yet so, painfully effectively. So devastatingly. And that hate teaches people to hate the world back. God I fucking loooove this movie

Also Nimona's such a Creature /pos /affectionate she's so relatable I fucking love her and I'm insane okay that's the post bye

#nimona #nimona movie #nimona gloreth #this is all to jsut say the trans allegory is INSANEEEHAUEORBHAEOH it. touched me. #watched this movie with some irls after never hearing of it befroe in my LIFE and. as a person who had. a very miserable june at home #and is still having kind of a miserable time at home #this movie made me feel. very accepted and loved :) #lmao at one of the emotional points with nimona one of my irls like dragged me in for a hug #because i was laugh-sobbing very loudly because being dramatic is fun LMAO exagerrated reaction y'know #and they said it's because they couldn't tell if i was actually crying or not #and while i don't think i was in that moment #i think i was genuinely crying at some point #not in an obvious way. just slight tears. and not the laughing kind #and it was great. what a great movie <3333 #the fact these themes are also. extremely prevalent in another piece of media im currently hyperfixated on is sooo unfair you can't do that #also unrelated but i love how casually ballister and ambrosius' relationship is portrayed #it's so nice to see it just. be there. and be wonderful #all in all yeah great movie i am now sick for life <3 #also i spent this whoel post misspelling “nimona” as “nimora” i'm :skull: good thing i reread and edit before posting

[ccycloneblogging]

No internet, so sadly no drawings today.

Doesn't mean I won't be drawing tonight, but I'll post them whenever the internet kicks back on

#ccyclone rambles #Doesn't it suck that inspiration seems to strike the most when you can't do what you want? #as a side note - there's so many amazing artists in this fandom. Holy hell - I'm blown away by the outstanding work #You don't know how badly I want to just draw with you guys. Like one big canvas of doodles #i think it'd be so much fun #also I need to post a drawing on a joke with a friend here. I wanna combine some fnaf stuff with this blog just for laughs #well - more than I already have #if anyone reads the tags - would you like to see some non serious designs for the critters families?

[benevolenterrancy]

Detective Conan for the osmosis ask meme

Dashboard Osmosis understanding of Detective Conan!

Main knowledge: it's an anime that's been going on for about a thousand years, and he shares a couple movies with Lupin!

Used to be a Precocious Teen who wanted to be? was? a detective. ~*Plot Things*~ presumably happen and now he's stuck in the body of a child and actively wants to figure out how to return to his grown up form. I think he may occasionally revert back but I have no idea what the mechanics are behind this. He also acts child-like but I can't tell if that's part of the curse, him keeping up a ruse, or if he's just Like That...

His father (guardian?) is a detective, but a bumbling one. Conan goes around solving all the mysteries but needs to be sneaky about it so people don't realize he's the one solving them.

He has a sister(?) with the most improbable and infuriating anime hair style I have ever seen and that's saying something.

Conan from memory... cute lil nerd

Send me a fandom to see what I know of it from general Tumblr Dashboard Osmosis

#tumblr osmosis meme #detective conan #doodles #i actually do see him on my dash sometimes but my main knowledge comes from the two lupin crossover movies #and one absolutely hilarious fandub that still makes me laugh when i think about #''this is a homicide and we're not mall cops'' #''jim you can't read miranda rights to a corpse'' #i saw this fandub before i even knew the show existed which heavily colours my understanding of this show i'm so sorry

[monstrsball]

oikawa making a dramatic love declaration in the rain because he's a romantic. suga can't help but laugh but he's blushing too and he invites oikawa into his apartment and shares his umbrella with him for the rest of the walk. and he gives oikawa a towel and some dry clothes. and he still hasn't actually responded to oikawa's confession and oikawa is getting nervous but then suga says that of course he likes him back. and they make plans to go on an actual date soon.

#oisuga #i see suga laughing at oikawa so vividly in my brain... and at first oikawa is like 😀 [arrow in the back] #but then suga is like 'sorry sorry i'm not laughing at your confession you just look so ridiculous' [soaking wet] #(but he's into it) #<- man who likes when men are a little pathetic #i was gonna put this in the post but it felt like forcing it but i also think suga was trying to stall a little bit #bc he was a little flustered and caught off guard by oikawa's confession and wanted to compose himself first lol #please enjoy my rambly oisuga post. please. #they won't leave me alone i can't stop thinking about this i had to send it out in the universe #usually i go to discord for things like this but. not this time #ok im getting a snack and continuing kimi ni todoke <3

[romaritimeharbor]

the ONLY reason i have never given diona an older sibling!reader is because i think all the posts would come out traumadumpy. Erm. yeah. do with that information what you will 😇🙏

#✧— aphe's musings. #PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LAUGH AT THIS POST IT IS SO FUNNY I PROMISE #i have got DRAMA with her dad dude. can't fucking stand him actually #diona girl come here i will be your dad now (<- is literally 18 years old) #i pretend diona doesn't exist sometimes bc she is actually a little TOO me coded but then i see her and i'm like. wow + #+ i need to protect you immediately girl this will irreversably damage you and change you as a person someone needs to shield you from this #tw mention of trauma

[pinkyjulien]

.

#NOT TO BE NSFT ON MAIN #But I'm going through it... and by it I mean well... the horn knee #but like. lots of Thoughs about- HFH how Valentin is probably the first trans guy for Mitch #not that its rare by 2077 but because I HC him as demisexual #his first time was late-ish compared to his friends - he didnt had a lot of lovers - then there was Scorpion #who was more of a brother than a boyfriend but I DO HC THAT THEY ROLLED IN THE HAY Alright #But back to the thingy-- He's probably not experienced when it comes to Well Tdicks right #Mitch start to develop feelings for Val too the whole vets group start to notice it hardcore #cause these two gonkasses arent exactly subtle - they're just blind #and so one night while the vets are chillin drinkin the usual #subject comes up like eyy hows it going with V you gonna rizz him up or what #Mitch going PFFF idk what yall talkin about but he's red and suddenly don't know what to do with his hands #conversation goes and he's all like awkward cause Well Duh #Boys take showers together so everyone knows Val isnt Cis- there's others trans folks in the camp too its nothing unusual just an info #and get this... what if. its Butch Grease Queen Carol who gives him tips on how to get his boy all rilled up #while drunk ofc - Mitch wishin he could disapear from the discussion cause it's just too much but lowkey taking notes HKGJDKZKG #while some other vet goes on about how good it feels in there tm and all-- YNOW WARM N WET AND ALL #Mitch just nervously laugh and thanks them for the advices tm even if nothing will ever happen and just change the subject #he def jerk off in his tent tho cause he can't keep the vision out mH. hhhHHFHHF 👁👁 #and he'd be like damn here I go doin it over a friend again and feels guilty next time he sees Val #(val def does it too in his northern appartment #idk where im going with this don't mind me JHGJ #sex is such an insignificant part of their love - its present and they explore all type of stuff together #but its not something that would ever be source of problem or doubts if that makes any sense #while simultaneously being important - cause Mitch was Val first time - and in a way Val was Mitchs first too #and his boy sure does feel nice /)UwU(\ weeeee #tbd

[kenobihater]

you ever write up a combination of words you're really proud of at the time bc you think it's vivid but it's actually so atrocious that you remember it eight years later bc it's burned itself into your long-term memory? just me?

#i'm literally laughing my entire ass off rn. i can't believe i found this fic i wrote at 15 and orphaned when i came to my senses abt both #my complete inability and total aversion to writing first person as well as the fact that the english language should never have been #subjected to its words being done dirty like this 😭 #also i straight up fucking LIED in the authors note??? i said i'd broken my knee as a kid which is categorically false. i fell down some #stairs and banged it up and it's a tiny bit weak ig but i didn't break it? all any teens born after y2k know is eat hot chip and lie... #still not over the first line... the flip flop bit i remembered but i'd COMPLETELY forgotten 'a shriek seeped out of my throat'. girl. what. #how does a shriek seep exactly? the world may never know... #and the use of 'groped' is also sending me 😭 AND 'crash bash whump thump' girlllll send help holy shit i can't stop coughing & laughing #the rest of the fic isn't quite this bad but it's very purple yet ineloquent and rough. it's a good reminder of how much i've improved and #honestly i'd rather read this utterly amature fic bc it's at least charming in its lack of skill rather than infuriating like some of my #oneshots that are still on my page bc they're more comprehensible but just bad enough to make me cringe. getting mad at this oneshot would #be like getting bad at a kid's stick figure drawing. like. it's just kinda cute to see someone starting out on their creative journey #my old sw oneshots on the other hand are like the awkward growing pains of puberty. you just can't help but wince at the reminder #this is okay to reblog btw bc it's objectively hilarious and i don't mind ppl finding humor in it #len speaks

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I'm just imagining Pac's dramatic self-sacrificing ass on the final day being like "If it comes down to the wire and the points are close, please kill me if that's what it takes for your team to win and save Richarlyson" and Mike and Fit being like, *loud sigh* "For the last time Pac, we're not killing you."

#i talk #qsmp talk #This is a smidge ooc I know but the scenario did make me laugh #Idk I just can't stop thinking about the fact that two of the people Pac loves most in the world are on a different team #that was so cruel of you QSMP admins #but I'm so curious to see how that will shake out #specifically: the fact that Mike and Pac were split up #Do you think they'd kill each other as a bit?

[mcdannowave]

#h50 season 6 #happy smile #scott caan #h50 bloopers #danny williams #hawaii five 0 #cute adorable blond smiling..w/ those crinkles there just making everything better ❤ #(i don't have the same energy i once had to look from which ep this laugh from blooper is from.Still. enjoy it) #Also.just had to test a few things w/ this gif. bc my blog is still unlight ban.ed for some reason #(If you sent me a chat msg for this blog.I can't see it.Can only see it if u reblog or tag me inside posts) #and i'm still waiting for support to respond and to finally try to fix this.bc even I cant find my stuff on my own blog anymore #Still.Only the dashboard(or clicking on my name tag) works for folks to find my stuff.That if. they follow me or someone reblogged it... #urgh... #If things weren't hard enough already.Anxiety levels just rising up (again) #had to double meds just last days when Scott released a F- one hour+ new interview on YT #It's hard fam..and tiring..all of this #mine #é complicado quando duas pessoas que voce ama é ao mesmo tempo um gatilho pro seu pior estado mental