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f1shart · 3 months

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omg happy new year ^^ haha *disappears for an entire month without a word*

i'm sorryy i know i should've said something but i really needed a social media break... like if you look at my previous posts you can see me slowly get more depressed ☠️ but i'm getting therapy! and i caught the flu! that's pretty much all that's new sooo STRANGETOWN

it's not asher f1shart without a bonus... just some guys i drew while i was out NOT tagging everyone i'll die fr

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oatbugs · 28 days

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last night i got home kind of tipsy and very much in tears and my mother told me the force you exert to keep someone in your life is proportional to the force with which they will leave your life. if you have to fight tooth and claw to keep them, their leaving will be just as hard, just as harsh, and just as definite.

#she said it like a law. its just momentum.#also she told me to get a therapist and start archery ASAP bc i need to get it together #and also she said even granting that this person u were in love w was So Special . as in hot motorcycle-riding iranian masc lesbian in ldn #they arent the only one on earth and that once i start my proper adult life outside of studies etc etc i will probably no longer live in th #UK. she said most non straight iranians u would like have left the country anyway . where do you think they went? theyre out there #and also she asked me to imagine how many hot gay iranians there may be in italy or amsterdam or smth and i was like ok points 😭 maybe #ur right. anyway i was having a feeling of dread bc crying into the arms of ur strict asian mother while buzzed usually results in #death chaos destruction etc in the next few days but actually i think maybe she has genuinely changed as a person and the fear is #unwarranted #anyway i need to eat breakfast and study w the date person i met yesterday #they are so nice ??? genuinely so so sweet i dont feel attracted to them at all omg i genuinely think i have a thing for hot evil ppl 😭#but we could b besties . theyre a lot more romantic than the ex situationship person too like generally . ugh they should be perfect but #alas it appears i am shallow as fuck or potentially a lesbian actually #OH THEY MIGHT ALSO BE POTENTIALLY A LESBIAN BTW #i think i just tend to not date cis ppl entirely by accident #....feel free to rb if u want btw sorry for the rant

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beebundt · 3 months

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(2016 ➡ 2024) i wanted to compare my first colored drawing of charlie (my oldest active OC) to now for fun but damn. this is kinda fucking me up rn and thought it might be interesting to share my embarrassing kid drawing with you all too. i think it's always cool to see where we start from and i always forget how much ive changed since then

#fun fact. she started out as a doctor who oc. and then i got embarrassed abt that and made her into a “superhero” oc #bc i was just getting into miraculous ladybug at the time. the first pic is her superhero costume i was trying to make #i was cringe but i was free. wipes tear #also for the ppl who have been following me for a LONG time. if you've ever seen me called her weave or weaver #that's bc her “superhero” name was time weaver 😭 and i kept perpetually shortening it as time went by LMAOOO #idk what to do with charlie now but she's still so dear and near to my heart #i just turned into a hot space lesbian and kept adding hair and muscle to her. LOL #bee buzzes #charlie #my ocs #oc #ocs #original character

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doctorsiren · 11 months

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OKAY Y’ALL I LISTENED TO DEATH SHROUD TODAY AND I ALSO IMMEDIATELY WROTE A SONG BASED OFF OF IT, SO I’M GONNA TRY AND GET THAT RECORDED AND OUT AS SOON AS I CAN BECAUSE MY BRAIN HAS BEEN CONSUMED BY THIS

#doctorsiren #fallout 4 #death shroud #nick valentine #fo4 #fallout 4 fanart #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #doodle #I’M GOING WACKY #I SENT MY FRIEND LIKE 400 MESSAGES TOTAL AS I WAS LIVE REACTING TO HER ABOUT IT #240 of those were while she was asleep 😭😭😭#MY BRAIN IS BUZZING SO MANY THOUGHTS HEAD SO FULL

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solargeist · 3 months

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It hurt in the beginning, but it hurt much MUCH more later on. You aren't even really aware that things are happening to you. They are subtle like that. After all, They have had the chance to prefect this process down to almost the second of becoming like Them.

Unfortunately, the perfected method is very painful. You feel it in your bones. Just a dull ache that makes you think of growing pains as a child. Something that once was easy to do; no longer works for how your body is structured (like climbing a tree or how when you used to cry, it would always be with tears that made your face too hot).

The shift from bones to being in your muscles would seemingly happen over night. Tendons feeling too rubbery and bendable and cartilage always became brittle. The nosebleeds became normal, and you are reassured that it is normal. (After all, it is to them.)

Eventually, it buzzes under your skin. Sometimes it feels like a phone vibrating under anywhere that might have blood, but then others it's impossible not to think of their being insects just under the first layer. (There are no bugs in the End. You know that. At least, you haven't seen any Endermites...) You hear it in your ear drums. Your teeth rattle ever so slightly in a way that makes your jaw hurt. The perpetual motion makes stomachs easier to upset and falling asleep almost impossible.

But eventually, after sitting too long in discomfort, you find out the meaning of these sorenesses. It is so much easier to mold something if it has been made pliable. They desire to bend, to snap, to stretch you as far as you'll go and then go farther.

Watchers are massive things in their fullness. Large and hulking creatures that can blot out the sun at their full hight. But one simply does get to being that size naturally. No, they had to be pulled up; spines and fingers being elongated, arms and legs extending out, and smiles made even wider to show more teeth.

The smile is why Grian doesn't ever bother having one shown. He hates to remember hooks pulling at his cheeks.

-Phantom

The way you go from DMing me to put him in a microwave, to this, is always fascinating, really, a littol gift to me 🫶

I think the Watcher holds his hair back when he’s sick, or gently rubs his back when he’s sore, even though it’s their fault he’s like this!!

#ask #watcher grian #body horror #it’s such a slow process. i think it just happens to anyone in that domaine… or using the magic.? the more he eats?#taken on trips to use magic. to guide. to watch. and then slowly realizing what’s happening when his hands don’t stop hurting #boy ur growing talons 👍#the vibrating/buzzing in his skin is his pineapple blood 😭😭😭 it’s canon to me #i understand him . i also get pain in my fingernails and ear cartilage #he’s going to grow eyes on his brain bloodborne style #anyway thank U twin for this u fuel me and my insanity over grian #creatureAU

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fallow-grove · 8 months

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lost post. responds to name of shit sucks saturday. looks like a video of various things breaking including a coat rack glass bottles rolling down steps and a car becoming gelatinous and running itself over a little bit while a clip of the song are you lost by park bird plays. if found please respond

#fallow buzzes #i really want to find it i just cant 😭😭😭 but i KNOW one or more people reblogged it on saturday #txt #lost post

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shellxrls · 4 months

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THINKING about fucking modern!snow with the neighbourhood playing in the background ‘n he’s just rolling your hips for you with his big hands & making sure your pace matches the beat of the song.

#guys i’m so SICK #i need this man so bad you’d be scratching his buzz too and just panting in his ears and. IMM CANT DO THIS #😭😭#coriolanus snow #coriolanus snow smut #;prompts #coriolanus snow imagine #coriolanus snow x reader #coriolanus snow x reader smut #tbosas #coriolanus x reader smut #coriolanus x reader #coriolanus snow fanfiction #modern!snow

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eater-of-hopes-and-dreams · 5 months

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Wait I just finished No Gods For Drowning through @queerliblib and HOLY FUCK??? HOLY FUCK??????????

God... If you ever need a story that's dark but ends in HOPE (and is so unabashedly queer) definitely give it a read!!!!!

#no gods for drowning #god that was so good #im gonna release it early bc other ppl are waiting for it #but it is going to be buzzing in my head for a WHILE #lilac??? arcadia??? cecil???? alex??????#also not that fix-it call out 😭#god.#once I've let it simmer enough i definitely need to reread it #bc given the late reveal about [REDACTED] being the reason for [REDACTED] i NEED to see how close [REDACTED] actually got to noticing

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loki-hargreeves · 6 months

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Just thinking about how Loki - whose birthright was "to die", who was raised to believe he'd be a king only to live in Thor's shadow and be the black sheep of his family, who was raised to hate and fear his true heritage, who was lonely for so long while his "friends" weren't really his friends at all but instead they were Thor's friends, who was tortured by Thanos and made to do his bidding, who has suffered so much and made feel worthless and always told by others what or who he is and what he should be - is now surrounded by true friends and he has found the power within to rewrite the story and save everyone, including himself.

#don't mind me I am a little emotional #I'd make a gifset rn because my brain is buzzing BUT I can't screen record the most recent episode 😭#gotta respect how unkillable he is #Loki Spoilers #Loki spoiler #Loki season 2 #Loki #Loki season 2 spoiler #Loki season 2 spoilers #Tom Hiddleston

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pumpkin-patch-cat · 14 days

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