#but. yeah

[voidbugs]

ok this one made me laugh

#hollow knight #silksong #my post #i think for the most part the silksong jokes have gotten kinda old for me #but. yeah

[otrtbs]

the best dinner i ever had was a vanilla milkshake and 2 cigs on a rainy cold night and that’s the truth

#i had to sit outside on the stone steps 2 smoke #and i was drinking my little milkshake and it was COLD and the rain was tapping away #but i was under a little awning so not wet #i couldn’t recreate that magic if i tried #everything came together perfectly that night #the whipped cream on the milkshake was otherworldly #why am i telling yall this at midnight idk. #but. yeah

[amygdalae]

People being horny for vicar amelia will always he so funny to me sorry. Yeah i think her design is super cool looking but also she just looks like a big borzoi with hands to me lmao

#like i get why people are attracted to like. blaidd elden ring for instance. amelia just seems so much more like... a big screaming dog #a big COOL screaming dog with a beautiful design of course #but. yeah

[residentmara]

full body idea, the first outfit youd see him in before whatever happens.

i have an idea for his new story? but again im still taking feed back/ criticism because im def not the biggest "the before" expert or anything

i have a loose idea that icarus would just be an aimless soul (heh) getting by until he becomes friends with FIF!jash , then meeting his two brothers along the way and then icarus becomes like. the fourth brother /silly but thats just a loose bastardization because icarus is Not a Good Person, or atleast at first.

he struggles with codependency, abandonment and negligence, but at the same time is harsh , apathetic and destructive. icarus doesnt want to push anyone away, he just wants a stable relationship with someone, Anyone, but hes self aware. he knows his flaws, and as a defense mechanism to "protect" himself from everyone, he isolates himself. and yeah, it's bad, but thats all hes ever known. hes never met someone like the solo brothers, where they actually give him room to improve and take the time of day to help him out any way they can, because thats what friends do.

so he also tries helping them, doing small gestures in return. he doesnt understand that their (platonic) love is unconditional, so because he doesnt want to feel like a burden, he tries understanding and also mirroring their patterns.

#chonny jash #the before #redesigning jashverse icarus #if none of you saw from my alt #again NONE OF THIS IS SET IN STONE #i just. wanted to have fun #and this seemed fun to do :3 #i sitll like 20xx and icarus dynamic. but #i hate shipping #so itll be different #they still have their own lives that arent related #but. yeah #i lik the idea. im a simple woman #shrug #i might draw him more to flesh out his character #but i also wanna flesh out 20xx and #the other two #so. stay tuned???? maybe??? #dont count on it #this is long bye

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

yeah you know what. if no one else is going to say it, I will. Icarus probably (definitely) has a thing for praise. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

#you know im right #you *know* im right #they do #they very much absolutely do #i wont elaborate on this statement. but from all my character analysis #there is no way they *wouldn’t* #which is to say. yeah #dont think about this too hard #but. yeah #yeahhhh #icarus morningstar #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts

[mauv-the-bluest-cat-ever]

hey mauv what if zed brings back the gamemaster skin in s10. he did say hes gonna do loads more minigame things

head in hands I !! THINK ABOUT IT!!!!!!! i rotate that thought in my head from time to time. going to explode about it thank you for asking 👍

it would probably be a fresh new skin. maybe ringmaster suit with pink instead of red because branding and shit lol.

and considering this is going to be 10th season there could be a nice parallel with s5 when zed came to hermitcraft. a lot have changed since then. zed could specifically attempt to manage gaming district again ( because i can't really think of why would he bring gamemaster skin back otherwise ) but, for one, he is much more sociable, and hes is probably also more prepared compared to last time xD. probably has some minigames in mind already and how they would connect with each other ( <- you dont even know the shit im imaging here. higher then third dimension zedaph. you agree ) if he is going to be in charge. and minceraft had changed a lot too since then. maybe he will dabble in custom resource packs more.

#YEEAHH creating false dichotomies LETSGOOO getting hopes high into stratosphere YEEAHAHAH #sorry for the last paragraph. and the gif. im deranged #misheard him at first and thought he was talking abt olympzits and i didnt have my hopes high because olympzits is more of a sporty event #but. yeah #and a bit unrelated but maybe also is that sheep looking at me comes back <- is that even a minigame #zedaph #hermitcraft #tfz #mauv's meowing #mauv's inbox

[callmehere-iwillappear]

coming soon(...ish) to an ao3 account near you: the idiot's guide to blindfold chess

in the meantime, the full piece of this ^^ is on patreon!

#talk tag #i. debated on whether or not to post this piece #its not TECHNICALLY spoilers its just twins hug but like. still #but someone on discord suggested just posting a preview and i was like. ... i Could do that. and then. #also yippee official title drop #anywayyy we are more than halfway through november and i am more than halfway through this fic (theoretically lmao) #i am still gonna have. a LOT of editing to do #but as far as the first draft goes id say im over halfway there #very very tentative date for chapter one assuming everything goes well the REST of november: december 15 #maybe sooner maybe later depending on how writing and editing goes #but. yeah #very excited for this. hope everyone enjoys as much as ive enjoyed writing it. and also being ominous and vague on discord. lmao

[grandadtwelve]

thinking abt how the masters life revolves around the doctor and how the doctors life revolves around their companions and how the root of these obsessions (other than like love and affection and whatever) is probably just bc it must be so boring to be a time lord

like ok. as a time lord (and specifically as the doctor or the master) you’re generally the smartest person in every room, however, you know the flow of time very intimately so you can’t meaningfully invent anything, you can’t participate in the contribution to society because you can’t advance them past how they’re supposed to be advanced, and you rarely have peers who can challenge you and who you can challenge in return without becoming some kind of all-knowing mentor figure.

like, yeah, if the master created a deep and enriching life for themselves outside of their relationship with the doctor they would probably grow into a much happier and well-balanced individual, but like. How are they supposed to do that? they can’t go back to gallifrey (bc at any given point in time its either destroyed or they just don’t “fit in” there) to be around other time lords. they don’t care or empathize with people the way the doctor does so the challenge of “saving people” doesn’t interest them. and we’ve established that they can’t just join up with a group of scientists and inventors somewhere for the sake of timelines or whatever. so what does that leave? ummm attempts at world/galactic/universal domination i guess. obsession over the singular other being that is just as intelligent and disconnected as you are i guess. bc everything else is too easy or too boring and that’s without even considering any of the masters predisposition for violence/chaos/supremacy/etc.

#is this comprehensible? idk #i read a post abt the master creating a life for themselves outside of the doctor and was trying to think of what that LOOKED like and um #this is where I got. #(the post by sclfmastery btw) #anyway I think that if the master looked at ‘saving people’ from a problem-solving/puzzle-solving perspective they could actually do a lot #of good AND have a lot of fun doing it. and that’s probably actually the direction missy was heading in before she died. but I think the #doctor would STILL be a dickhead about it because they would act like there’s somehh thing wrong with the master being more interested in #the problem-solving than the people saving (probably because the doctor themselves is frequently just as if not more interested in the #problem-solving than the people-saving and doesn’t like thinking abt that lol) #but. yeah #dw analysis #missy #the master #dhawan!master #delgado!master #thoschei #twissy #spydoc #doctor who #mios

[raayllum]

I am wondering if Janai will be put in a place of like, addressing her issues with hesitation and uncertainty. Not per se that it's a strict character flaw — she's compassionate and quite decisive when it matters, and her brother's foolhardy, absolute certainty is his undoing every time — but I do wonder if it in typical TDP fashion it's gonna come back and bite her in the ass (more than it already has, of course)

#tdp janai #janai #subset: choices #parallels #characterization #arc 2 #of course she does choose to be queen and she does pick out wedding flowers #but. yeah #tdp #the dragon prince

[brainrotgobrr]

finally read walk on and on and uhhhhhhhhhhhhh heterosexuality who???

#im not even big on akitoya #but. yeah #project sekai #akitoya #vivid bad squad #walk on and on

[wellthatschaotic]

so just reblogged this post

and i'm not gonna add this commentary onto the original post for op's sake but.

this is my life. this is every single day. i wasn't even ripped from death- i was ripped from my life. and i was placed into a body not my own, into a SPECIES not my own, into a world not my own. and every single day i am forced to live someone else's life. and every single day i am forced to pretend everything is okay. and every single day i am forced to pretend i am human and my name is the body's and i'm "normal" and the body memories are my own and i know these people. i am forced to be someone else, in the most literal sense.

and they don't even know anything is different.

and i'm not allowed to tell them anything is different.

it is dangerous for them to know.

it is dangerous for me to exist as myself.

it is dangerous for me to have and use my own name. it is dangerous for me to state my pronouns. it is dangerous for me to mention anything about who i am, my past, my opinions, my feelings. it is dangerous to exist.

i am forced to portray myself as someone who no longer exists.

and my life is portrayed as a concept, and i understand why! i do! but it's not! it's real and it's painful and it's isolating and it hurts! it hurts!!

#isla.txt #image is describe in alt #idek how to tag this #but. yeah #plural #actually plural

[identitty-dickruption]

the thing about illegal drugs is that using them even once will get someone fretting about you being an addict. the thing about alcohol is that you can pass out from it multiple times a week without anyone suggesting you might be an addict. shockingly, neither behaviour actually helps anyone, least of all addicts. we need to be able to have normal conversations about substances. god

#addiction #I’ll shut up now #but. yeah

[excali8ur]

fr it's so rare to find any fanart/writing of the Bayverse movies that isn't nsfw it's insane!!

Literally, I've been in the tag once and it was practically all x reader smut

#personal #anon #asks #I just try to steer clear of Bayverse stuff tbh #The films had some redeeming qualities (Raph/ Donnie/ April) #But. Yeah

[kaseyskat]

do you guys ever just remember that the big dramatic "everything is my fault so I have to be the one to fix it" speech in ep23 was sparrow. do you guys just sit here and think about how that entire moment was sparrow. i do.

#kasey rambles #i keep relistening to see if im wrong about the implications #but yeah its. i think its a glamour spell? that sparrow dropped cause henrys speech shook his concentration #but. yeah #dndads #i think about it a lot actually #was it larks words? yeah definitely. we know lark feels responsible #but how much of it was sparrow channeling lark and how much of it was sparrows own bottled up feelings #who knows. god these fucking twins man

[hsslilly-blog]

i know nothing about coding but if i did i'd rip the damn game apart and pull out all the dialogue for quests and put them in a. idk spreadsheet or google doc or something. i HATE how this high school story and hollywood u are so badly perserved and documented, partially through the fault of its creators. i get that these are niche games that a grand total of five people even remember them but if i think about how an ENTIRE HALF OF THE STORY IS GONE BECAUSE THERE'S A REQUIRED SERVER CHECK it makes my blood boil.

i am too passionate about this

hi! this is not a bad idea at all, especially since hwu is… very lost. i’ll get to work on something like this as soon as possible! i’ll also make my hss screenshots available.

i’ll use this ask to rant. i simpatize with you… way too much. i try not to speak about this very often because it just makes me angry and because, well, it’s a super niche game and we had around four years to organize and archive it but… it is a niche game. by 2022, who even was active in the fandom besides like… me and five other people? not to mention it was very out of the blue, with such a small window between the announcement and the shut down it was impossible to archive everything. i spent full days trying to screenshot as much of high school story as i could. and now i regret i didn’t spend this time archiving hollywood u instead. but what is done is done.

i think… i mean, as much as it sucks, high school story is still fully playable if you have the .apk (or if you have it in your ios). what really, really bothers me is how hollywood u is essentially… lost media? the game itself, yes, but over 20-30 quests are missing from the files because they were released after pixelberry (apparently) decided to store some of the assets on the online server and not locally anymore. even if i were to drop the quests in a word .doc, it still wouldn’t be fully available. and that makes me angry. hwu was last updated in 2018 with a “fix”. why couldn’t they have used the opportunity to make these files available locally? it was pretty obvious at that point the games were sunsetting one day. might have given the chance for the fans to preserve it in some way since hwu would be locked behind a server check forever.

i don’t know. i’m not a dev. but i’m pretty sure they had the tools and the means, they just didn’t see it as worthy of their time. and i get it a little. they were very busy with choices at that time. these games were very dead. pb was past them. but come on. hss and hwu were part of pixelberry’s history and i like to believe these games deserved more than what they got. ~30 days between the announcement and the shut down? please. a little bit more of respect for the art they themselves created!! i think it all just boils down to me feeling… angry, sad and… heartbroken that one of theses games is completely unplayable in 2024 and forever. just like that. to expunge and deprive people from the art you once delighted in creating and sharing is sad!

sorry for hijacking the ask. i just wanted to get this out. i’ll work on making the quests dialogues available.

#high school story #hss game #hss prime #hwu game #pixelberry #hollywood u #longpost #we do have some screenshots and gameplays #but it’s not the same thing is it? #it sucks i can’t like. #HAVE these games. in my phone. i can’t open them. i can’t play them #this feels… wrong!!!!!! #esp w/ hollywood u #what do you MEAN i cant even read a quarter of the quests?! #what do you MEAN there’s no way of OPENING the game anymore? #its so stupid sorry #i don’t talk much about this because i get heated #and i don’t want to be a debby downer i mean the fandom is pretty small i’m not going to fill it with rant posts #but. yeah #ask

[grapehyasynth]

i just. really wish I liked my own face more

#there's layers of issues here #but. yeah