#but yeah my day should be chill

[littlegoldfinchh]

If the dude never texted your friend the details, and his gf who was off-put around you wasn't even going to be there, then I feel like that fucker was just setting you up for drama (if not worse). Fuck that guy; I hope other friends around are better and that they respect what you and your bf have going on. Also hope you have an immensely good and worry free day to make up for it.

Like dhdhhs yeah there was definitely something weird going on. And i genuinely feel like im way too old for this highschool drama thing

But just to give you the whole story:

Guy invites both me and my friend to a house party in person on Monday, we both say yes

Guy only texts me about plan changes (which i didn't know), but i kept updating my friend as well

Me and my friend both get pissed off because the Guy changed plans like six times and i straight up told him that im not sure if i can make it anymore since everything changes from the location to the time

Guy immediately gives me a concrete plan of the night and even asked me if i wanted to reschedule the whole party

And mentions that we could totally continue the party at their house and i could totally sleep there if i end up missing the buses home - i straight up just said no and didn't give it a second thought

Meanwhile my friend still doesn't get any info on the party even when he asked, which makes him super upset since the Guy is his friend, not mine (i've only been talking to him for a single week now) and he also needed a concrete plan since he was hanging out with his girlfriend all afternoon/night so he wanted to know when he had to leave obviously

We agree on a pub at 10pm

Guy texts me at 8pm that he and his crew are already there (no girls apparently!) and how i should join them (actually texts me like at least three times about this and i declined each time)

He never texts my friend about them being already there and how he should come earlier too, my friend only realized this because i texted him immediately

He gets pissed off understandably and cancels the whole thing, i was already getting a bad feeling about this so i texted the guy that i won't come since my friend isn't coming either and i refuse to drink with people i literally do not know

Guy gets pissed off

Meanwhile i asked my friend if the Guy actually invited him to shop for plushies last week (because he asked if i wanted to join him and help him choose a present for one of his friends since my friend wasn't available and hw didn't want to go alone)

My friend says no the Guy never asked him

My friend's girlfriend took his phone and fhhd for the rest of the night i was texting with her which i found a bit fhjdj but apparently my friend went to the bathroom and she was too invested in this little detective play we had going on

So turns out that the Guy isn't really chatty with other people but he always texts me like every two hours or even more frequently

We (my bf, my friend, his gf, me) came to the deduction that the Guy might be hitting on me even though i explicitly stated many many times that i had a boyfriend, like i even told him about how excited i was to finally go to the states this summer for a visit

So now i feel awkward as hell because idk if he's hitting on me or he's just super friendly with me, this is the first time i actually have male friends in person because i've always been a bit too anxious and paranoid to approach them before. Like i was so happy that im slowly getting over my fear since my friend is super nice and the Guy was pretty nice too (he even gave me his copy of ghost of tsushima to play) but now idk. Fhjd

I've always been extremely uncomfortable with people hitting on me, again, might be because im aspec but i just feel disgusted/uncomfortable just from the thought alone and the only person who is more than welcome to do anything he wants to me is my boyfriend obviously. Like i just jfjf can't comprehend that people can find me attractive when im incapable of developing those feelings myself (again, obviously my boyfriend is an exception) . Bht yeah i just dont want anyone (but him) to perceive me like that ever . Babe if you're reading this wake up and start perceiving me immediately please

So uhhh yeah that's it! The whole story. Gf turned out to be nice, i might go drinking with them sometime!

#so yeah it's long and hdhd im so old for this you know? . #but yeah my day should be chill #gonna go to the gym and then back home for a long weekend hehe #and im gonna play ghost of tsushima!!!!! #mwah. thank you for sending these asks btw:) #ask #anon

[fumifooms]

Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.

His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #analysis #HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY #You know what yeah understandable have a good day #Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm #Anyways I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s #How he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺 #I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many #Compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol #He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!! #I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers #He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help #Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’ #Is nice in his opinion #This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost… #OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level. #‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc #Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡

[liauditore]

BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY!

#hermitaday #bdubs fanart #bdouble0 fanart #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #my art #bdubs #im so happy #a day where i get to draw bdubs is a good day #my favourite guy. lich rally. #this is one of the softer bdubs i've drawn i think.. #as much as high energy matches him 99% of the time idk idk he's so sweet that 1% of the time #and this season rlly has me feeling that. secret life rlly changed alot of these mfs in my head. #secret life is such amazing pay off for the whole life series im always saying tihs #anyway yeah insanity aside his builds this season have been so incredible i know bdubs builds are bdubs builds but like. wow #i think we should all appreciate idk. the way he plays w/ scale #makes a tiny box house that's like 6 blocks tall and it somehow looks so detailed like if you squint it could be an oil painting #and those trees. idk what else to say man. those trees. #anyway (insanity goggles on again) bdubs living far off happily in his cottage a bit off the grid. makes me so happy. #idk. bdubs learning to chill. it's so awesome. #his interactions with etho joel and pearl have been so cool to see #ethubs is gonna ethubs #but him and pearl are so funny together too. i love the kinda? sheepishness he talks to her with lol #and joel. i haven't quite figured out exactly what's going on between him and joel but i like it. #i think. bdubs wants to hit joel with sticks. but in like. an oh you rascal kinda way. little troublemaker you #i don't fuck with familial headcanons and I don't like assigning people parental roles. But. #coughs. okay that's enough. #i love bdubs alot he's my favourite. good night guys.

[fakeoutbf]

five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety

#walk with me #this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere #the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad #count on the person** #i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them #in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other #it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time #idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too #so we’ve been more properly friends lately #and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to #gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it #and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention #(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention) #anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all #weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone #so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever #and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more #and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted #they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture #and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek #i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on #bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other #flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc #i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed #but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers #and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious?????? #your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up??? #if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right??? #so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend #delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something

[sea-jello]

what not being able to sleep will get you. new designs in a new style and all drawn traditionally for some reason

also me n my brother i did on the bus a while ago because i like them

#i’ve never drawn black people before and i didn’t use a reference so i apologise if i made them look weird #but yeah first time actually drawing bway jake and jenna #wpc jeremy is really fun to draw but i should draw will roland jeremy one day it’s not very fair to him #my favorites rich lowkey i really like it #I FINALLY DREW MICHAEL RIGHT FOR ONCE #THE MICHAEL CURSE WAS TEMPORARILY LIFTED #IM ACTUALLY REALLY PROUD OF HOW I DREW HIM IN THE FIRST ONE #giraffe ahh neck brother it looks funky and it’s FUN #all the stagedorks posting on the dash lately got me into the vibe and i’ve had the idea in mind for a couple days #i like traditional so much more actually i feel like i do better #i havent fucking drawn girls in so long but I LOWKEY THINK I MADE THEM KINDA PRETTY #one day i’ll look back at that sentence and say no you didn’t #i forgot to color in michaels hair in the second one but we ball #bmc #be more chill #bmc musical #be more chill musical #jeremy heere #michael mell #christine canigula #jenna rolan #brooke lohst #chloe valentine #rich goranski #jake dillinger #boyf riends #stagedorks #my son egg and his brother cheese #jellos scribbles

[savage-rhi]

I've had enough character development for this year. Can we skip to the beach filler episode?

#lmao #had a great day mostly but im feeling the burnout #hindsight im glad im gonna be taking summer off from college #yeah it'll take me a bit longer to get my degree but i crammed in a lot of shit within a year #and working on projects and theory and application non stop #caught up to me #there's still a part of me thats like BITCH TAKE 1 CLASS THATS 1 LESS TO WORRY ABOUT #but the other is like BITCH 1 CLASS AINT GON DO SHIT CHILL YOU OVERACHIEVING CHICKEN FRIED FUCK #“you take everything on like you're running out of time even though the thing you need most is rest.” #thank you friendo for calling me out on my bullshit 🙏🏻💯 #maybe i should hire them to tell me when i need to slow the fuck down #cause even though ive gotten better with taking care of myself i get so caught up with my ambitions that it bites me in the ass #that and when you're disabled and if you get that window of opportunity where you feel good you want to crank all the shit out you can #before going back into hibernation mode #vicious cycle #anyway i be ranting #no magenta here but some other color that we shouldn't be able to comprehend but we do anyway

[lil-vibes]

love how every single person who has ever worked on bsd is in love with chuuya nakahara

#like yeah i get it 🤝🤝 #oh hes an endless well of inspiration hes such a good; thoughtful guy; he would treat a woman so right; his #his design took a long time because we wanted to get it just right #like he IS the moment i love that for him #bsd tiktok (😨) discovering that chuuya is in fact a very chill dude its just dazai that sets him off should be considered a biblical event #chuuya my love #bsd #pebbles (me) ramblers #its a chuuya appreciation kinda day 😌

[h0n3yk1tt3n]

FRIRNDO BLENDO!!!! Tell me your bmc glup shitto

THE GIRL AT SEV-ELEV

She's in ONE LINE of ONE SONG and NEVER APPEARS in canon and I MADE HER A MINOR CHARACTER IN A LONG COMIC™️ ON INSTAGRAM BACK IN 2019-2020

Backlog Part 31, circa March 13, 2020

This comic got me through covid/my senior year you have no idea

Plus the dtiys I hosted after the comic wrapped up, hot damn it's almost the anniversary HHHHHH

She's 19 at the time of the show (+ after vimh) so she's 3 yrs older than Michael, there are Some sex jokes shared between them but? Idk they're pretty minor all things considered. She's gay so we get that swert wlw mlm solidarity babyyy

#asks #the girl at sev elev #be more chill #michael mell #so i excluded the first panel of this part bc waaaah pic limit #but micha is listening to I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace when he comes in #and we see the date and time on his phone is nov 6 at 9:42pm #ITS ON NOV 6 bc thats after halloween AND when micha says 'some say i did [die]' its bc of the rumor mill spawned from the fire #bc he hasnt gone to school since halloween cuz hes being an angsty little shit #they havent learned each others real names by this point so they just call each other Red and Blue and Slushee Girl #god i miss this comic #and its sequel #i should really work on the third installment #BUT my current wip has consumed my lift for the past 3 yrs so #maybe later #ANYWAY YEAH UHH SLUSHEE GIRL IS MY BMC GLUP SHITTO #geez should i post backlog + its sequel here? it literally ended three years ago but #idk lmk #mj says shit

[helennorvilles]

so like, i think my nana has definitely forgotten me now. like, mum said she couldn't remember us grandkids on a phonecall once, but also she's said that nana had later asked about us and her memory has been really inconsistent the whole year, but even knowing all that it was just weird sitting next to her at lunch today when she was so distant and just, different with me

#like i think she was pretending that she Hadn't forgotten me? that's the vibe i got #and its not her fault obviously. whatever is happening in her brain is what's happening. #but its just. not good. #and i feel weird about it bc im not very close to her really bc they moved 2 hours away when i was so young #so nowadays its one to two times a year max we make the journey #but i still have nice memories of when i was little with her?? #from their old place and then when i was still young but we visited more often?? #and god. she didn't look good today. she was so skinny and.... old??? it's fucking weird. #so yeah. i feel. sad. it is what it is but im just. bit sad about it all really. #probs a sign i should sleep bc earlier me was handling this info a lot more chill than sleepy me is handling it #anyway. that's my sad rant for the day. stay tuned for tomorrow when it turns into a stressed christmas rant. #ive not updated the runsheet for the new things that have emerged so. it'll be an experience. #my post tag

[vinceaddams]

I sure do love to go to the thrift store and acquire things!! Today I got a broken (?) little wooden music box, a couple pieces of fabric (one dark pink cotton jacquard and one dark brown and gold sari silk) and also a plate with a picture of the Hartland covered bridge on it. That's the longest covered bridge in the world, and I've walked across it, and now I can eat sandwiches off it's monochromatic blue image.

#hi yeah yes i AM slightly tipsy at the moment sorry! #OH i also got 4 little packs of gold plated sewing needles!! and another plate that has Green Gables on it #but that;s in a different province from me so marginally less exciting even though I do love the 1980's anne of green gables series #just had another hecking busy week at work (because it is prom & wedding season and I am Suit Alterations Tailor #but now it is weekend and I have 2 days of no things #yay!! Maybe I will work a bit more on my shirt and some drawing! #I wish I had more space to put things. if I did I would go to the thrift store even more often and obtain even more delightful candlesticks #and also more silver plated goblets. I'd have a whole corridor of shelves with all my fancy little metal thrift store goblets #thrifting #hey did you nkow that all aclohol tastes bad and yucky and you can only hide it in lots of fruit juice and stuff??? #this is a fact I know but learn all over again every frew several months #blergh! #speking of which! fun fact: I am a balding old man of 27 and when I got to the beverage store with a hat I get asked for ID usually #but never when I have no hat! #today I had a leafkerchief on my head which I have been wearing a lot lately for balding head reasons and also cause #of those dang sebaceous cysts upion my scalp that are so lumpy and numerous (4) and unsighlty #unSIGHTLy I mean #UGH the surgery people said I'd hear back about an appointment in a month and it's been almost 3! I should phone them!! #It is unfair to have lumps almost as big as marbles just chilling there on a balding scalp!! #SPeaking of leafkerchiefs I Realy need to finish that damn sewing tutorial video! I filmed most of it last autumn! #and now it's late spring! #is there a limit to how many tags you can put on a post?? #ok well I hope these have ebeen entertaining to you I will go eat a food and maybe do soem sketching now goodnight

[ajcrawly]

you think exercising a lot and building a strong body is going to fix your issues but really now i'm just depressed in a body that can bench more

#ignore this this is just interesting to me like #i'm trying to foster body neutrality in that #if i fuel my body it can lift things! it can do press-ups! maybe one day even pull-ups! #and i am lucky that being at an all-women gym means literally every workout i'm surrounded by thE MOST inspiring middle-aged lesbians #squatting 100kg like it's nothing like ma'am your lack of chill your STRENGTH #and i'm delighted that i'm at a place where i've literally never been fitter #but do i still hate myself? i mean yeah #i just do it with bigger more solid thighs #and more confidence that i could carry my partner out of a burning building #anyway body neutrality or whatever but everyone should try lifting #nothing creates more awe in me than the little old french lady who's 70 if she's a day who marches into the gym and starts benching 45kg #or indeed the girl i partnered with yesterday who was like 4'10 and deadlifting 50kg like GIRL #people (wimmin) are inspiring and i hope to be like them one day but more than that i hope to feel genuinely apathetic about my body one da

[maraeffect]

okay today was like the first time since surgery that i've been able to exist as a human outside my house!! and i had a great time even though i am PAYING FOR IT. HEAVILY 💀

#god my ribs are KILLING ME SLOWLY #anyway i had a good day 🥺🥺🥺 last night my partner and i woke up at the same time #bc we both had to pee. and i totally forgot but when we laid back down i told her ''i'm hungy..'' #bc it was like 3 am and i didnt wanna get up. so i just wanted to complain lol #but she woke me up to a big breakfast she ordered in like ''hey it made me sad that you were hungry jn the night- #so i got you and i a big breakfast 🥺👉👈💖'' and UGH it made my heart so happy #and then we chilled out before i decided i could handle leaving home and wanted to go to the mall #and i had a really good time existing in public!!! im getting a little depressed from being bed bound #i FINALLY got after laughter on vinyl after wanting it for like almost 5 years 😭😭😭 #and some cute stickers!!! anyway yeah i had a nice day w my baby and it made me happy 🥹💖 #as much as im hurting badly rn it was worth it for the lil date 💖💖💖 pain meds should help soon anyway #im just glad to have finally gotten out of the house #chatter #round 2 #also let me just say my previous thoracotomy did NOT prepare me for this one. #turns out the open version is VERY DIFFERENT. which i knew but god its so stark when youre living it #p sure by 2 weeks post op last time i was relatively fine!!!! almost back to normal #oh and uh #autumn

[wellthatschaotic]

coworker (derogatory)

#she just fucking. IRKS me #so we have the same job. same authority level. yet she acts like shes a lead #which would be fine im ok with others taking charge #IF THEY DO IT RIGHT #shes SO FUCKING BAD AT IT?? #AND. we have senority!! #yes she is older than us physically but we have worked here for months longer!!! #if anyone is in charge (WHICH SHOULD BE THE LEAD) would it not be the guy who worked there longest??? #uggghhhh #she came in late today then was like um youre doing potties wrong youre only supposed to fill half and leave the other stalls for ne #girl then be on time #im not waiting for u im not making the dogs wait for u #so she starts bringing my dogs back (against the rules) (we literally had a meeting last night) #im done arguing. just. fine. whatever. she better have charted or else thatll look bad on me since i brought the dogs out #confronts me later. make sure you fill the potty waters. i say i do. she says yeah but not enough #gestures to a bowl she has filled that is 1) smaller than the bowls in potties 2) TOO FULL #we're not supposed to fill them past halfway so they dont spill #and theyre in the potties for like. 15 minutes. even if they finish their water. im fairly sure its not that inhumane for them to #wait a few more minutes before they go back to their room #THEN. she goes to do feeding. someone is in a meeting where the ipads are (needed to track feeding) #only ipad out is for the front. the front also needs an ipad. so i am instructed to wait #few min later. she comes with an ipad. is the meeting over? no i took it from the front #GIRL. #and she always complains about being in group too much #bestie 90% of the job is group #if you get a day shift youre gonna spend it in group #chill #just. ugh #chaos chitters

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good night!! I have just been chilling today... very tired..... so eepy......... but not sleeping yet.... #was researching another weird project I'm tempted to try #ordered the things for it even though I can't really do it for another couple of months probably #Until then... #I'm probably gonna start another project I can actually do tomorrow as well idk... #today I started watching adventure time with my gfs... #and we have just been VCing and chilling together all day... #it's so so nice... #I'm so glad Sheila and I met those two ;; #I love them all.... #I'm so happy #let's all try and have a nice day/night friends ily #been thinking about space funeral again lately... what a good game... it's what got me really into weird rpgmaker games... #like I played some before but.. yeah... it just hit something in me in the right way..... speaking of I should replay yume nikki sometime..

[theragamuffininitiative]

Me: ya know, I do have some recent interests that none of my mutuals share/are blogging about currently. I should go dig up some good posts for them!

Me: performs one (1) search for one (1) children's/family media

Tumblr: immediately returns one text post, then three fan arts, followed by a string of explicit porn ads.

Me:

Me:

Me:

Me: and this is why we can't have nice things.

#ragamusings #tumblr things #i'm stuck in the content on my dash alone which is great bc i follow awesome peeps but rip sharing new interests #anyways i'm almost finished watching hilda on netflix #i've been listening to so much new music lately too: #the collection and the brevet and the gray havens and christa wells are top faves rn #not that tumblr has ever showed any particular amount of interest in any musicians who are not #ts or mcr tbh #all the other shows i have loved recently have been oldies #combat! and adam 12 and mash primarily #maybe should really look into emergency next #also want to finish x files and band of brothers and fringe one dau #*day - but all of those have been too intense for me to binge lately #(don't ask how i binged through combat idk man it just hit right somehow) #and i'm not super into cartoon shows hilda is special bc yeah it gets weird but it overall is extremely chill and calming vibes #and very very few other cartoons are #like i tried gravity falls and no and i tried over the garden wall and may finish it but still no mostly #am just online to ramble today apparently #but that brief tumblr search was scarring and i am sad

[mirrortouchedsea]

getting motivated to work on that kaokana fic finally and i have added like 1k this week.... so much progress for me i'm so happy

#not writing #shay speaks #not guaranteeing the next chapter will be soon i'm still unsure #of when i want to end this one and start the next #but this one is only like.... 2k words right now? #okay google docs says its 1.4k words rn so yeah #we are making progress i'm hoping to get 4k or so at least before i decide to start ch4 #and then i have to edit it and all that jazz obviously.... but augh i'm just happy to be working on this again #and i edited my bb fic a lot today since my beta has given feedback on like 7 pages of that #AND i quit my job at joanns so i should go back to working only 5 days a week instead of 6 #and maybe i can get more motivation to write. i think part of why i'm writing more is the fact that i qui t aamfpdiosd #i am already feeling better knowing there is an end in sight to these 6 day weeks #my boss was chill about it she understands and i'm not going to like #slack off just bc i put in my 2 weeks #but yeah. thats my life update ig mapsdfiomsdpifodjs #big bang fic is looking very nice so far after edits and i'm excited to get that out #again its probably going to be split in two idk if i want to try and finish it before whenever i end up getting to post #mostly cuz like. idk i'm probably still like 4k out from finishing it and noooooo thank u. maybe another day #it's at the word count minimum though thats what matters