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warrior-cats-junk · 5 months
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Guys I just finished twd comics and I’m crying I- PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT I JUST- AUGH-
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whateverisbeautiful · 3 months
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♥️ Ranking Richonne
#13: I Love You (S8E14)
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Ahhhh probably one of the most anticipated exchanges between Rick and Michonne, and of course, it was sensational. This scene powerfully reiterated that these soulmates truly mean the world to each other. And after seasons of communicating those special three words through every look, touch, kiss, and conversation, we finally got to hear Rick and Michonne directly say what's always been true - they love each other 🥰 Wholly, Deeply, and Forever...
This ily moment, adorably spoiled by our lovely captains 😋, is so tender and heartfelt while also being so natural and clear that these two have been verbally expressing I Love You’s for a while. 
(Side note: I know there’s often debate on Rick’s hottest season lookswise, and really you could make a great case for any season, but lemme just place my vote here for season 8 right quick. 😊 Something about Season 8 Rick was extra fine. I feel bad cuz he was in pain all season, which I truly hate to see...but Rick was looking real right even while everything was going wrong ijs. even tho I think Rick Grimes' TOWL era is about to take the cake 🤭)
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Something I so love about Rick and Michonne's relationship is that whenever they go through hardship they ultimately step closer rather than apart. They always eventually close the distance, which was evident in this lovely 'I love you' scene.
And I feel grateful that after experiencing such a devastating loss of their son, Carl, (why, TWD, why? 😭) and having to go on their journeys of grief, Rick and Michonne find their way back to each other truly in this moment. It doesn’t always go that way when a couple loses a kid as we’ve seen from other characters in this very series. But for Rick and Michonne, what they have is so unbreakable that, even in the hardest storm, their love still shines through, rises above, guides, and centers them.
So reflecting on Richonne's I Love You scene will forever have me like...
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There’s also a beautiful and heart-rending honorable mention scene in this ep where Rick wipes Michonne's tears and Michonne opens up with Rick (and even makes reference to her son Andre 😭) while trying to help him heal at Hilltop instead of running out and about to get away from his grief.
But Rick still has a bit of savage Rick to get out of his system, so he and Morgan go hunt down some saviors first.
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(Side note: while we're talking season 8, this 100th ep kiss in the season 8 premiere also deserves a big honorable mention because...🥵🔥🔥)
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When Rick returns to Hilltop after wildin out with Morgan, he’s finally gained clarity on what he needs to start focusing on and who he needs to be healing with. Which leads to him saying those three very special words to the very special woman in his life. 🤗
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So the scene starts with Rick returning to his room in a clean fresh tee, showing a clean fresh start to me. (Also Rick + a white tee has been a great combo since season 1, y'all) And he finally knows it’s time to let his wife and son guide him and read Carl's letter.
Michonne enters sorta hesitant I think because when Rick and Morgan returned they def looked like they had dabbled in the dark side out in those woods, and so she might be wondering what headspace Rick's in after whatever he just did.
But the thing about magnets is they always find their way back to each other and so Rick's not grown more distant but rather more aware of how he needs to navigate this season with her.
She finds him holding the letter, and Rick first says, "Thank you." Again, I love that Rick always thanks Michonne. Like as early as when they were strangers in s3, Rick has always vocally expressed gratitude for Michonne. And, in this moment, he knows how much Michonne has been his rock during this unbearable time as well as still fighting for their son Carl and his wishes, and so Rick thanks her for it. Her presence in his life is invaluable and he knows it.
Also, I adore the shared breath they both take when he says this. #TheyAreOne. And Michonne's so relieved that Rick has arrived at this point in his grieving journey.
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Then Rick says he’s sorry which is also great cuz he knows going out and handling all this alone is not how magnets do. And Michonne is so understanding when she says, "You don't have to be."
It's just more proof that she is the exact kind of loving presence Rick needs in his life because she’s so good at both accountability and empathy. (Also in 4.09, Rick tells Carl sorry, and Carl also responds with, "You don't have to be." 😭)
And then Rick, knowing how blessed he is to have Michonne love him and stand with him through it all, turns to her and so tenderly says, "I love you." Beautiful x10. 🥹✨
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I love how melodic it's said. 🥰 It’s this lovely quiet moment and Rick says it truly like it is a reassuring reminder of something he has expressed to her often and feels deeply.
I love that he turns to really look her in the eyes and has this little nod and subtlest smile when he says 'I love you.' And you just know he genuinely means this. It’s so great, and I could replay it 1000 times idc. 
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And Michonne really does complete the perfection when she so movingly says, "I love you too." 🥹✨
Again, you can feel how much she means this. The emotion on Rick's face, when he hears his wife say she loves him too shows that he also can feel how much they both mean this, especially as a small tear can be seen. They are everything to each other. 🥲
(Side note: One of the many reasons why I was so elated to hear Rick call Michonne his wife in that TOWL trailer (which I'm still there btw - haven't left since I first heard it 😋) is because we who love their love story of course already knew he views her as his wife (since 2016) and that he'd refer to her as that in the spinoff series, but by saying it in the trailer it showed that this isn't some big reveal they have to wait to say in the new show. Michonne has been his wife for the longest. Rick has viewed her as his wife for seasons. Their marriage is not a new TOWL development, it is an element of TWD. And scenes like this ily scene in season 8 make that crystal clear. (also I cannot wait to hear Rick call Michonne his "wife" even more and to hopefully hear Michonne call Rick her husband 😊)
I adore that we had so many moments of Rick and Michonne communicating 'I love you' to each other in different ways leading up to this point, and then this scene gifted us with the actual direct ILY exchange between them, and of course it was perfect and proof that...
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I really feel confident this wasn't intended to be R&M's first time ever saying "I love you" directly either. In this scene, both of them seemed to communicate it in a way that said this is something they've said before and often. (like it feels like they don't show Michonne's facial expression upon hearing Rick say 'I love you' because this isn't a first. She's heard that man tell her this several times before 😋)
I like to think that why these season 8 'I love you's carry so much weight right here and now is because it might be the first time they've said it to each other post-losing Carl. 😭
How heartwarming is it to know that even in a sea of pain, Rick and Michonne still want each other to know that while their whole world has been changed, the one thing that hasn't changed is their love for each other. 🥹
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Their love story is just heavenly. To go from staring at each other through a prison fence and thinking they’d patch her up and then she’d be gone to now declaring their love. Perfection. 🙌🏾
And ILY’s do not seem like a phrase either Rick or Michonne take lightly or would just say to anybody. For them to express this and fall in love with someone, the connection was going to have to be deep and special. And what they found with each other is the deepest love so of course they can tell each other these 3 words with ease.
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And because Richonne is the gift that keeps on giving the scene doesn’t stop there. Michonne then approaches Rick and lovingly takes his face in her hands as they share a sweet kiss. 🥹
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And only Richonne can make their movement after the kiss feel as passionate and intimate as the kiss itself. Cuz after finally connecting like they’ve been longing to do, Rick and Michonne stay in the moment, looking deep into each other's eyes before leaning their heads against each other with that blessed mirror giving us all the angles. 😍
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I love that mirror, y'all. 😋 I'm deeming that mirror and the set designer who placed it there some Richonners cuz, baby, they knew what we needed to see...
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The way Rick and Michonne touch each other is always electric, and I love that they seriously feel like one as she rests her hand on his heart and he gently moves his hand up her side. These actors are so gifted at not wasting a single moment or action because they communicate Richonne's love in every second of a scene.
(and when richonne inevitably does that signature forehead touch in TOWL, after years apart...y'all I just might ascend to the heavens right then and there 😇)
It’s also sweet the way Michonne looks at Rick before leaving for him to have this time alone to connect with his son and read the letter.
Having the scene end with Rick reading his son's letter in a whole mirror as opposed to the shattered mirror he saw himself in earlier in the ep, is lovely. And it speaks to the power of Richonne that Rick could arrive at this point, ready to slowly but surely start healing. 
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“I love you” really is communicated in every Richonne scene. And while season 8 was a weak one overall, one thing it did well was illustrate the stunning strength of Rick and Michonne’s exquisite and powerful love.
And I love knowing that, thanks to TOWL, we're sure to have some more Richonne "I Love You" moments in store. #GiftThatKeepsOnGivingAndGiving 😌
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thegratefulsouth · 1 month
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TWD Caryl - A Tree Fell in the Forest
I just finished watching TWD and searching a bunch tonne of stuff on this here Tumblr which I'm brand new to, and I have thoughts.
I am strangely drawn to imperfection, its beauty, and TWD sits in this place, hovering near almost faultlessness (characters), to being nearly unwatchable (where did the characters go), sometimes within the same episode. It's utterly fascinating! I am hooked! A little late, yes, but isn't that the story of my life.
I honestly have not felt this way about characters since the late 90's, when my 17 year old Willoz shipping heart waited desolately for Oz to return, and ... we all know how that turned out. Ah, shipping. I literally had not shipped a single ship since that day. Until I watched The Same Boat. TWD has some pretty special characters. Though I love Bojack and Ozark and Travis Fimmel's Ragnar, I did not feel compelled to examine the inner workings of those beautiful humans/humanoids beyond the show.
There I was, happily not shipping a ship, apart from my own relationship with my own beloved, which I ship ecstatically every day. (This is the kind of ramble I can indulge in when I think readership will be non-existent). Got another ship in!
Anyway, my point is that a Caryl romance is clearly canon, even though the relationship isn't (yet?).
I didn't actually fall in love with Carol until she listened to my urgent pleas to take care of the Wolves at the start of season 6. I should point out that I have ADHD so I didn't always have the dopamine? Emotional regulation? Focus? To listen to all of your speeches, Rick, or to watch entire episodes devoted to new characters, Tara, Magna, Alpha. So, apparently, I missed entire stuff.
Even after "C'mere", I just thought Carol and Daryl had this extremely unique soulmate bond, like that of Ragnar and Athelstan in Vikings. It is an extremely rare and unique portrayal of a transcendental devotion that cannot be likened to any other kind of relationship, because there are no other relationships like it. The bind encompasses every aspect of love and support needed to utterly fulfull and complete someone.
At this point I had stumbled onto Tumblr because I realised I needed pro-Carol recaps from Carylers, as they seemed to best understand and grasp this very special character. I went back and rewatched from the beginning and I was shocked. I rewatched (and noticed for the first time) the flirting, the hesitation, the banter, the unspoken LOOKS, oh so many. Drew the links from Consumed ("I kinda like it." "Stop.") Watched interviews, waded through the mass of gaslighting that abounds, which seems to wrap itself around every subtle, telling moment.
Why? Because it's fascinating. A mystery. Pretending something that happened, did not? A tree fell in the forest and some people did not hear it. Well I didn't hear it either! But I went back and found the tree. That tree is on the damn ground.
Carol and Daryl are so in love with each other it hurts. Their romance exists. Therefore, I'm gonna ship it.
TGS
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realorunreal · 1 year
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I think what I hate about this the most is that they’ve forced the Daryl spin-off when it no longer makes any narrative sense. He just WOULD NOT LEAVE. Wouldn’t leave Carol. Wouldn’t leave the kids. Wouldn’t leave the place that he’d found within his community (which the show previously established - he was the one wanting to stay when Carol was running!).
Daryl and Carol leaving together somewhat made sense, at least. Whilst I’m not sure they’d have left the kids before Michonne and Rick returned, they are each others’ people and if the kids were safe I could see them feeling able to leave. But in forcing Daryl to go solo when nothing has lead to this so far, they’ve fundamentally changed both his character and Caryl’s dynamic. It’s been detrimental to the finale because Daryl leaving Carol is just not believable. Especially as Michonne is already trying to find Rick.
On the whole, I don’t hate the, “I love you” scene. It’s gorgeous and the fact that those are the last words spoken between them is special. I could even see this declaration paving the way for full canon in a rally believable way. The fact that Carol wasn’t sure of the gravity of it or if it’s meaning. The intimacy could have come later, had this taken place perhaps just before the final battle. But I hate the ambiguity we were left with. But of course, it has to be ambiguous. They need to make it believable that they’d go in different directions, and that wouldn’t fly if they’d kissed. They need to keep Daryl single for whatever ship-baiting they have planned for the spin-off. They need to tease Caryl reuniting to bring in viewers (I do suspect that they’ll try to bring Carol back in at some point, though that’ll depend on MMB and whether they want to keep it in France. She may make a cameo in the finale of the spin-off..I dunno).
Anyway, I don’t know what to say. I expected worse in truth, but it’s so obvious that we were supposed to get something else. Likely the start of canon that would be explored in their own dedicated spin-off. And I’m grieving that in a way. TWD was a big part of my youth, and Caryl was the first ship that captured my heart. I’ll always love it, and I’ll always love Carol in particular. They’ll always be canon to me.
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druckkugelschreiber · 20 days
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Writer's Asks
I got tagged by the wonderful @goldheartedsky and am way too excited to do it!!!
1) how many works do you have on AO3?
26 and not counting very fast because posting things is exhausting
2) What’s your total AO3 word count?
517,732 which considering the amount of stories I have posted tells you a lot about the length of them lol
3) What fandoms do you write for?
Anything and everything I hyperfocus on. The Old Guard has the most words, but I also have Marvel, The Walking dead, Dragon Age, Snow White and the Huntsman, Fast & Furious, Alien Series and School for good and evil on there
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The evil queen and her huntress, Arena, My white Knight, Flower Dances (only cause of the Kudos bug back then though) and Safe & Sound
5) Do you respond to comments?
hell yeah!
6) What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Cottage just thinking about it makes me want to cry.
7) What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Uhhh, I almost exclusively write happy endings, so I don't know which is the happiest. Though I think either the upcoming ending for Freedom or Three times Loghain (almost) broke up with Caliane and the one time he didn't, Callie and Loghain also have a very happy ending together with a baby daughter even
8) Do you get hate on fics?
Not so far, but I don't post a lot of my more 'problematic' stuff
9) Do you write smut?
I do, but not very much, not all that interesting for me to write most days
10) Do you write crossovers? If so, what’s the craziest one you’ve written?
I love writing crossovers, my go to are my marvel crossovers for anything (not many posted though), but the craziest is probably my Hobbit/ TWD crossover which can be found in Jojo's Negan x OFC oneshots
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not as far as I know
12) have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope
13) have you ever cowritten a fic before?
not written, but I used to have like verbal stories with my friend back in middle school. I don't think it would work nowadays with my writing style anymore
14) What’s your all time favorite ship?
SkyeWard, but I don't write about the character ships, for writing, I only write xOCs ships which would then be Andy x OFC naturally
15) What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
"At arm's length" but it has runneth dry, I'd also love to finish "Layers" which I kind of hope I will get to at some point, also "Best mistake I ever made" I really want to finish it but I do doubt that'll ever happen
16) What are your writing strengths?
Dialogue and I think writing action or at least I enjoy it
17) what are your writing weaknesses?
description of surroundings, setting scenes, that sort of thing, I'm continously working on improving describing the very specific images in my head
18) thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I think it's cool but if not provided with translation it frustrates me and pulls me out of fics. Also if it's a language I know, it should be gramatically correct but I know how hard that is to get done in fanfic at least for myself so I usually just put everything in italics and call it a day.
19) First fandom you wrote for?
Warrior Cats, still write for it occassionally, I wrote WaCa fanfics before I knew what fanfics were lol
20) Favorite fic you’ve written?
My Spirit of Vengeance series holds a very special place in my heart. It was the first series of longfics I ever finished and just a lot of long projects in a row I finished in years. A lot of firsts happened with that series an it's my baby.
no pressure tagging @mxanigel @ex0rin @winterbonesthings @poetikat at anyone else who I forgot regularly writes fics, I'm terrible at remembering that and @ziskandra has abandoned tumblr after all D:
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zayalive · 3 months
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*dated september 2023*
i am here to post more things individual to me! this time, it's my top 25 video games. i am honestly not remotely content with this list and will update it around september of this year, and make it a tradition going forward. i never realized how hard it actually is to put this out on a chart/list. i always knew what i held dearly to my heart, but god when it came down to it, i had to REALLY think. imagining how this list will look by the end of this year is currently challenging. this chart is in no order besides grouping series. certain games will ALWAYS be on this list, most definitely the red dead series, and grand theft auto series. those are masterpieces, or damn near. red dead redemption ii is 100% the best game i've ever touched. the first redemption game i still highly regard to be one to stand the test of time. i have a fondness for fallout, there are many things to love, and things to not love, and that's all i'll say there for now. grand theft auto iv has one of the best stories i've played, and it's so played out but the VIBE of that game, the darkness, grittiness, it's great. san andreas is one of my childhood games, i owned so many copies because i was a stupid child. moving onto guitar hero, i still remember my first experience with it at my sister's, i remember getting my first copy of the game from fred's of all places. i mainly play clone hero nowadays, and am mostly average. i play expert, still have never got past that ttfaf intro. i got into wwe pretty early on in my life like most of these games, being able to watch the show weekly and hop in the games after school was special. cozy survival crafting is definitely one of my favorite things ever, and it's funny to call terraria cozy but it is to me LOL. i will never EVER understand terraria hate, how can you hate something so good? i have fallen out of love with minecraft over the years to the (in my opinion) underwhelming updates and odd direction the game has taken. with that however, the new auto-crafter and trial chambers look so sick. i want to say i got into stardew valley in 2018 and have loved it ever since, still haven't gotten through the beginning of ginger island though, maybe someday. ever since extremely late 2017 or early 2018, my main game has been fortnite: battle royale. at one point, i wanted to go pro and make a living streaming, but sadly i am NOT built for that. i've always loved zombies, first experience was probably like season 2-3 twd, and been hooked ever since. project zomboid was such an insane experience in february of last year. such an eye-opener. easily the best zombie game ever made. 7 days to die is also a great game, the impending doom you feel every week is fun and refreshing from what i normally play while still have that survival crafting i love. i grew up on tony hawk games and wasn't sure which ones to put but these were the standouts, and i didn't want to load the list up with a ton from one series. i remember spending all my savings as a kid on saints row: the third and i still wonder if that was a good decision or not. i have played tons of call of duty in my day, although i stopped at ghosts, and have dabbled in and out ever since. black ops is easily my favorite, the campaign, and multiplayer, agh. zombies even. modern warfare 2 is a classic and one i cannot ignore. ghost looks cool. i have played HELLA sims 3 in my lifetime, yes i have played the sims 4 and i can confidently say the sims 3 clears with ease. i dumped crazy hours into the console ports and the pc as well. around this final stretch of the list is where i really struggled so i went for nostalgia with atv off-road fury 2. that series and mx vs atv were definitely a blast to 10 and below me, and might even be today. i'm not quite sure. if anyone actually finishes this, i am sorry, for i am the rambler.
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angelmichelangelo · 1 year
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a TLOUS TMNT fic you say? 👀👀
yes! it's a little bit of a rewrite of a fic i wrote waaaay back in 2016. basically a human au where they get caught up in a zombie apocalypse (except this time it's somewhat inspired by the last of us lol)
but here's some non-spoilery info about it for anyone that is interested (plus talking about it is fun and inspires me to actually write it lol)
the zombie virus is based off cwd which is a real disease mostly found in deer. (i did some excessive googling so expect a bit of an info dump here) so cwd stands for chronic wasting disease where basically the deer, or elk or moose get this disease where misfolded protein is built up in the body and spreads to the brain, resulting in the body wasting away quicker than the brain. and that is essentially spread by saliva or blood or poo transmission, and the symptoms for this are: 'behavioral changes, weight loss, decreased interactions with other animals, tremors, repetitive walking in set patterns, increased drinking and urination, excessive salivation and grinding of the teeth, loss of fear of humans and confusion' but much like tlou there's a mutation and now suddenly it's being spread to humans but instead of it being fatal (like it is irl) people are just wasting away with this disease but not dying hence: zombie apocalypse baby. i came up with this all by myself please pat me on the back because i am USELESS at actual lore and backstory in my writing lol but yeah i imagine that it spreads to other livestock and then people eat that livestock and yeah. there you have it.
mikey and leo are biological half brothers and donnie and raph are biological twins (sorry to break apart the disaster twins like this but dee and raph are The Most Twins Ever in my heart forever and ever and it's been that way since 2003) but yeah the four of them aren't *technically* blood related brothers but they're close enough to act like brothers :)
april + casey are also in this au. it actually takes place at the farmhouse (cos the farmhouse arcs in 2003 and 2012 are so special to me) PLUS as well as it being a tlou inspo its also a twd inspo cos twd ALSO has a special place in my heart and season 2 is good TO ME at least. and also the working title atm is a slight iteration of a twd episode title: tell it to the frogs (i'll give you one guess as to which word i change in that lol)
mikey is 12, donnie + raph are 17 and leo is 20 just cos age gaps in any tmnt fic make me happy. rottmnt is forever in high ranks for giving me canon eldest, middle and baby siblings <33
so the main fic will either be just a CHUNK of a fic where it'll be a cool few thousand words (or i might break it into chapters if it gets too crazy) but then i'll hopefully be able to write a few more surrounding fics that spin off from the main story cos yeah zombies are cool but i just LOVE soft apocalypse stories. the slow rebuilding of society. the growing vegetable patches in your back yard. the rebirth of community. that's the good shit i wanna write when im done with this fic (mostly cos i suck absolute farts at fast paced thriller type fics and that is why its taking me so long to finish)
that is all i have. thank you for listening if you did. please always spam me about this fic if you want i need constant reminding it exists in my brain in order for me to actually write it lol
perhaps there is a certain child in this fic that is the 'cure'. perhaps not. we shall have to just wait and see..........
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Hey! I know you usually write stuff about spider! Buttt I saw you reblog some Twd stuff (which I Love)
So I was wondering what some of your opinions are about the Twd characters? (You don’t have to answer since I know you usually do stuff with the avatar fandom!)
Oh please, I would LOVE to answer. I was, of course, originally a Walking Dead blog as evidenced by my name. I love any and all asks about any of my fandoms lol.
Very open ended question there are so so many characters, so if you have any specific characters you want my opinions on feel free to ask. Obviously when I was larger in The Walking Dead/Fear the Walking Dead fandom I was a gleggie blog, mostly a Glenn Rhee blog. I, like a lot of other people, stopped watching after season seven. It wasn't really an intentional thing, my family fell behind and we never bothered to catch back up. We rewatch the first few seasons very regularly though. I am of the opinion the show was really fantastic until about... generously season five-ish. The first three seasons of that show are some of the best television out there. My favorite episode is Seed (301), and my favorite part of the timeline is 4A, I ADORE prison era the most, as most of the fandom does, but the farm has a special place in my heart.
Opinions on characters, I think highly of most of them. I'm trying to think if I have any controversial fandom opinions. Oh, I do not understand bethyl hype and I was never that passionate a Beth stan. I never cared about Dale that much. I love Shane as a character, he's so haunting and such a fantastic parallel to Rick in the first two seasons. I hate Negan and my family was all turned off by the fact that he lived. My mom is a staunch Lori hater and she thinks Sam Anderson was a really ugly and annoying kid, which was always really funny to watch. Obviously like most Glenn blogs I think Glenn was really misused as a character, especially towards the end. I am a richonne stan and I will be watching that spinoff. I am, however, disgusted by the Maggie and Negan spinoff and by all Negan stans. Dude really was a rapist and we all do be forgetting that. Oh, and I am an Andrea hater and a Merle Dixon apologist.
I have Fear the Walking Dead opinions too, since you're all Avatar people you might not have seen my top FTWD post about my literal icon bestie badass Travis Manawa (Cliff Curtis) beat that walkers head in with a cinderblock and then throw it at racism border patrol asshole Noel Fisher (who I constantly forget was in this show) because fuck weapons when you can possibly hit that guy you're mad at. But you'll like it.
But tbh that show, although cool at the beginning, killed off more cool poc characters than fucking history itself. We stopped watching that one quick as hell.
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tomionefinds · 1 year
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hi! do you have any fics where its takes place during an apocalypse like twd kinda apocalypse?
Hey Anon, Not sure if you just sent in another similar ask about specifically Zombie Apocalypse AUs; in any case gonna kind of string these two together.
I'll answer this one with some post-apocalyptic/dystopian setting fics, and then list some specific zombie ones on the other ask. So keep eyes peeled if that wasn't you.
Shout out to Untenable by saintcorvus; that's actually a gift to me from an exchange! -JD
Untenable by saintcorvus T+ | One Shot | 3k Prompt: Sci-fi/Dystopian AU where Tom and Hermione lead two different tribes. Heavily inspired by a lot of Dystopian books that I've read. Some direct usage of themes from The 100.
the price of water by peppershark E/Ma | WIP | 14k After a mishap in the Room of Hidden Things, Hermione finds herself in a barren, post-apocalyptic future where witches are all but extinct. The rare females are prized by desert traders and cloistered under the paternalistic care of the few men evolved for ultimate power. One omega has heard about a special little alpha witch in possession of a power lost to wizarding-kind for centuries. Tom Riddle is going to find her, and claim her. If she won’t give up her secrets, he’ll just have to fuck them out of her.
my (edge) lord by tomioness T+ | WIP | 7k After a fatal virus killed every person older than 21, the world is thrown into absolute chaos. Children and teenagers can only survive by coming together. Gangs of older survivors terrorize them by taking all reserves under control. Hermione, Head of the Mudbloods, puts all her efforts into taking care of her tribe. But everything seems at risk when the self proclaimed Lord of the Death Eater gang takes an interest in her and uses her love for her community to bend her to his will.
A Clockwork Black by ChloeGevaux E/Ma | WIP | 19k No man can describe it to you until you've felt it for yourself. The cry in the dark; the mortal call for meaning - oh, God, please give us some meaning - in this short, sharp life. Does he answer? That absentee father figure... does he answer your prayers? When you hear the crunch of gravel outside as the car pulls up, when you frown in confusion because - wait, but it's too soon for my husband to be home from work - and when you look up, stunned, as the doorbell rings just as the front door itself is kicked in and kicked open- No. The only one who will answer your prayers is me. And then you'll wish you'd never said them. Tomione. 'A Clockwork Orange' inspired AU.
The Heir From District 2 by PenelopeGrace Series: Tomione Hunger Games AU [1] E/Ma | Complete | 16k They thought he would win. Hunger Games AU + District 2!Tom Riddle + District 12!Hermione Granger
Ad Infinitum by Speechwriter T | WIP | 74k As he forges inexorably toward the end of time, he may come to wonder if this is a world worth ruling. Science fantasy.
Behind Death by elude T | WIP | 2k post-apocalypse world In a last ditch attempt to right the wrong, Hermione goes back into the past. But, time refuses to be tamed. Tom/Hermione
Black Mambo by Nekositting M | One Shot | 6k She sprung from where her legs had been rooted on the floor, running to the door at the end of the room. She pounded on its surface, blood rushing up to her ears. The door refused to move. “Open the god damn door,” she shouted, hysteria making her words crack at the end, but still, the guard outside refused to open the door for her. Was he even still out there? “They won’t come for you, you know.”
Entropy by Mechanical_Orange M | WIP | 21k There are holes in the universe and holes in their hearts, but time can heal all wounds. In 1998 Hermione begins her seventh year at Hogwarts. In 1944, Tom Riddle does the same.
Madam Granger by cherry_cup E/Ma | WIP | 45k When Hermione Granger secures the position of librarian at Hogwarts, she becomes the object of fascination for a particular Dark Lord in the making. AU. 1940s (no time-traveling)
Oceanfront View (It’s me and You) by ChaoticBabe T+ | One Shot | 1k This wasn’t how things were meant to go, the world fell before they even found there feet.
Orphea by SallyJAvery M | WIP | 48k "You could not believe I was more than your echo." A spell to sing the dead to life, when the living are lost. Tomione, post-war, dystopian AU.
The Plague by QueenRuby E/Ma | WIP | 17k A plague has hit the wizarding world and the greatest minds alive must get together to find a cure before all is lost. AU/AR
Romanticism by mysterymin M | WIP | 8k In a dystopian world where Voldemort has won the battle of Hogwarts, the purebloods have decided to weed out the weakest of the mudbloods.
Types of Iron by knittedcoffee M | WIP | 1k A magic and sci-fi blend AU. A magical and medieval world is connected to a technologically advanced one run by robots, but they do not coexist under the reign of Lord Voldemort. Warnings: violence, death, language, involuntary self-harm. "As technology advances in complexity and scope, fear becomes more primitive" Don DeLillo. Part 1/?
we'll sing in the sunshine by flosculous M | WIP | 4k Dystopia AU. She was pushed into her cell with only one thought in her mind. Obedience, there's no such thing as love. Was he born normal he would have felt something similar to empathy now, or maybe his chest would convulse with sympathy (...) but Tom was anything but normal. Or Hermione is one of the Hollows and Tom is High General of Grindelwald's Followers.
A Fall Through Time by orphan_account E/Ma | Abandoned | 89k A/U Tomione In a present day dystopian society, muggles and muggleborns are enslaved to their pureblood masters who greedily drain the earth of it's resources resulting in famines and plagues. Hermione, known to her master Draco as Sandy, must do what she does best-survive and adapt. Until that is, she is given an opportunity to go back to when it all started and rewrite history. ~Incomplete~Abandoned~Orphaned~If you are inspired to write something for this story or pick up where I left off--feel free~
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driluth · 1 year
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hi it's been a minute
i have officially deleted my public tw*tter account, even before its "downfall" it just became too anxiety inducing and ultimately felt like a lot of people were being meanspirited and i simply do not have the energy for it!! fandom twitter, for whatever reason, is just so draining and i cannot keep up with all the hype for every new tv show that comes out lmao. it is also insane how much time i have without it.
i've read 50 books this year, and have currently listened to 40 something albums?? i'd like to make a list of my top 5 for both categories but i'm too sleepy for that rn. and i have a few more albums to listen to first!!
oddly i have not watched that many movies this year but it's probably bc i've spent so much time watching twd (11 seasons) and the spinoffs!! truly it is one of my favorite show of all time and rewatching it has been a very emotional journey.
it's funny bc back in 2020, she-ra was the only thing i'd watch on repeat bc i needed something lighter and happier and now my current fixation is one of the darkest tv shows of all time. (it's called range.) but as dark as it gets i'd argue that a lot of it IS about the love and hope that's still in the world. it's characters choosing to be kind to each other and doing whatever it takes to fight for each other bc that group of people love each other so much!! (wish it wasn't As dark tho and there are definitely some creative choices i would have handled differently but that's for another post, maybe. i have too many thoughts about that show i nearly made a side blog for it but i am too lazy for that haha.)
i moved in w one of my oldest friends and we live next to a lot of deer and it just such a peaceful and quiet place. i have a new job that still gives me plenty of time to write which i am so so excited about bc i have so much to do both in terms of original content and fanfiction!! (tho who knows how long that will last bc $$ wise i might need to take on a second job or find something else but it is Rough out there i'm just grateful to be employed at all)
i do have some catra/adora fics in the works (one goes soooo hard but i'm probably gonna save it for something special like valentine's day or something) but admittedly some of what i'm the most excited about is twd fic, was not expecting daryl/connie to have my whole heart but here we are. they currently have less than 150 fics on ao3 and it's a crime.
the book i started writing last year i want to turn into a screenplay and i have a new book i'm drafting and every day i am so excited to sit down and write for it these characters are everything 2 me. can't wait to share them one day!! got some very fucked up lesbians as i should!!
anyways, i've had a lot more space to myself and have been able to do a lot of reflecting. i feel older, i feel confident in what i'm doing, and i mostly feel grateful. i feel very grateful to live this life i have created for myself, grateful to live close to my friends and close to my family and close to my favorite area in my city!! and as many problems as there are w this site i am grateful for this lil space on the internet!! been through many different stages of my life on here and it's nice to have something consistent.
lots of love to you all 💕 
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deadveiled · 1 year
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( since some words of recognition to twd’s official ending episode airing tonight is happening on the dash, i just want to go ahead and say that i’ve only been watching the show since december of last year, but i’ve been really into it since then and i’m really glad i decided to watch the show and subsequently make this blog. i’ve made a lot of friends writing for this fandom and i’m really blessed to have all my moots over here, and i know this show has been on for 12 years and i can see how much it’s made a massive impact in pop culture and in the social world. it’s truly a special show and as much as i’ll miss it after tonight, the show will always hold a special place in my heart. <3 )
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onlyyouexisthere · 9 months
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edelweiss and palm tree pls 😽
Thank you for the ask dear anon 🤗
edelweiss ⇢ how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?
It's from In Your Room by Depeche Mode. I was listening to that song when I was thinking about a username, and I've always loved that line. DM was my first arena concert when I was a kid, and this song has a special place in my heart. Btw I saw them yesterday for like the 354466th time, and they're better than ever 🖤
palm tree ⇢ do you have a fictional villain you shouldn’t like but love regardless?
Negan from TWD. I know he's an asshole, but he's one of the most entertaining characters, and I love Jeffrey Dean Morgan 🤷🏼‍♀️
[ask game]
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whateverisbeautiful · 3 months
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♥️ Ranking Richonne
#14: Soon As I Get It, You Will (S6E10)
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This moment will always have an extra special place in my heart. 😍 It’s when I so clearly in real-time saw that Rick and Michonne were going to perfectly transition to a romantic couple because they’d been in love a long time. I said TWD's opening minutes really used to bless us with some great Richonne content throughout the series, and this one from 6.10, their classic canon ep, is atop the list. This scene paints a clear picture that Rick and Michonne weren't just about to become a couple at the end of the episode - they were going to embrace that they already were one...
I adore domestic Richonne scenes and in this scene, they were just so comfortable and happy living what felt like such a normal morning in their home with their kids. 🥰 Moments like this are what I most want for Rick and Michonne and their children. It's the good, happy, peaceful life they deserve.
The scene starts with Rick and his belt, which I gotta say always makes me think the writers were going for a bit of an innuendo lol. Then the shot makes it a point to show that Rick has taken his ring off. That’s definitely a big indicator that he’s now in a place to more fully and healthily move into a new chapter (and to signal to Michonne 'I'm ready when you are' perhaps lol).
Rick grabs the watch but leaves the ring, and that is such an intentional shot. It symbolizes that it’s time to move forward, in love especially, and Rick is finally ready in proper ways to do that.
And he knows who he’s meant to move forward with - Cuz then she shows right up to his door looking glowy and gorgeous in a robe. 🤗
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I love that Michonne feels comfortable enough to approach his room in her robe and towel and ask if he has any toothpaste left and that Rick cutely teases her about using his toothpaste the last few weeks. They bring out such a playful flirty side of each other, and I love it.
Rick’s smile when he teases her and then Michonne's reaction...😊 I know that house felt like a sauna the last few weeks with all that steamy tension they’ve been trying to keep the lid on. 
And I like that whatever happened in the last two weeks broke their ability to downplay their attraction - because the way Rick and Michonne are looking and reacting to each other in this scene...you know I gotta use my favorite word - the attraction is palpable.
I’ll also just always love that even when TF all moved into separate houses, Michonne stayed with her Grimes family. She’s one of them fr.
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Michonne sounds like such a mom when she calls for Carl, and Carl sounds like her teenage son when he responds with a low-key attitudinal “What?” This is the first we’re hearing from Carl since getting his eye shot out and it tells you he’s definitely still that same feisty-when-he-wants-to-be kid. 😂 
I love the moment when Rick says he can’t hear Carl and has him come on out. And the smile Rick gives Michonne and the way she amusedly looks at him and subtly rolls her eyes when they wait for Carl to come over. 🤭
And then, after Rick smiles at her, he has this extremely telling reaction like he’s trying to play off whatever he’s so clearly feeling about her before Carl comes and catches his whipped self.
But Rick ain’t ever been slick when it comes to how he feels about Michonne, and so even in that little squint that he does, it’s clear this man has caught all the feelings there is to catch lol. This is a man in love, I tell you. And he knows it now. 🤗
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I adore their energy here and I repeat this is not how people who are just friends look at each other. This scene is just so fun too cuz there’s no speculation needed by this point - it is factual that Rick and Michonne are both more aware that they are attracted to and in love with this person in front of them. And it’s sweet to see them be all smiley about it in their final pre-canon scene.
Truly, the only thing they were waiting on at this point was knowing for sure the feelings they felt were mutual.
Carl gives another little attitudinal 'what?' to Rick and when Carl repeats what he said about Denise, Rick says it at the same time as him and it’s such a dad moment. Michonne laughs and I’m pretty positive Rick did this specifically knowing it would make her laugh cuz Carl is not that amused by it at all. 😂
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Michonne again sounds like such a mom when she tells Carl it’s time to change his bandage and she needs toothpaste. I know Rick and Michonne have to be picking up on how much they so naturally feel like a perfect little four-person family right now. Like they were giving mom and dad and they were giving husband and wife...
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And I love that there's always this refreshed good mood when Rick and Michonne get to just live everyday life together with their kids. 🥰
When Carl says he’s also out of toothpaste, Michonne looks over at Rick and shakes her head as they both smile, and you know Rick knew right then and there that he’s gonna find a way to get her that toothpaste today, no matter what.
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And then y’all, it’s Michonne’s turn to have an extremely telling reaction because she then quietly watches as Rick picks Judith up. Again, this quiet lingering look was not a platonic look from our girl Michonne. And whatever she was thinking about Rick at this moment...
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I was probably thinking it too. 🤭 It’s sweet seeing Michonne just quietly take this moment in, knowing that she loves and respects this man, as a father, as a fighter, and as the love of her life.
It’s also heartwarming hearing Rick be so sweet with Judith and say, "come on, sweetheart." Girl Dad Rick is always great to see for us and Michonne - because Michonne’s smile observing this is just precious. That’s a good man and she knows it. And a hot man and she knows that too. 😊
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It's great how Michonne doesn’t just sound like a mom in this scene, she also is such a wife, especially when she tells Rick to "be good out there." And Rick feels like such a husband saying, "yeah we’ll see."
And then you know I gotta take a moment to celebrate my favorite part of this scene - that low-five. 🙌🏽
It's so good, and I credit that low-five as the flashing light that fully let me know these two had a chemistry that was bound to turn romantic. Looking back, it's genuinely crazy it took me until their canon ep to open my eyes and know for certain that what I'd been watching all along between Rick and Michonne was a love story but hey...
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And ever since that low five, I have learned from my mistake and fully boarded this ship without ever looking back.
I love that true to their magnetic ways, Rick extends his hand to her, and, y’all, somehow they manage to make a freaking low-five feel romantic and so much more than just casual.
This is how you know your ship is in (no pun intended) capable hands. Because the actors knew that the next time Rick and Michonne see each other in this ep they're going to go all the way, and so this scene in the opening minutes had to really tell you their current headspace and that they were right on the brink of expressing this long-time love more physically. And of course, Andy and Danai were able to communicate that in something as simple as a low-five. Best in the biz, I'm just saying. 👏🏽💯
This touch between them is important too because their previous few and far between touches had always been one touching the other - but in this moment it was both of them engaging, hinting how they’re both finally ready to express their love a different way.
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And I love that as Rick so often does he accompanies the low-five with a thank you. Always so grateful for her. 😊 He can go out on these runs and trust that his kids are okay because they’re with their mom.
It just felt like such a married sendoff as he thanks her before going out for the day and she casually lets him know her favorite type of toothpaste. I love the way she tells him which toothpaste she likes best and that they're able to live a stable enough life for them to even have preferences now.
Rick says, "soon as I get it, you will" and, chile, he means that. 😋 I love that quick line and that he says this sounding like a husband yet again. He knows it’ll be a priority to get this toothpaste not just for the community but for her specifically because what Michonne wants, whether big or small, always matters to him.
And the line also just feels like a fitting sentiment to their relationship. As soon as he gets that this romance can be acted on, she will. So it’s a great line to land on in their final pre-canon moment together.
(and y'all can we just take a moment to observe the way they are looking at each other during this low-five...like the heat coming off of them is really something. it makes sense later that night would finally be 'the night' because i don't think they could resist for one more day lol ❤️‍🔥)
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I also never noticed that the scene ends with Rick playfully tossing the ball at her. Can they get any cuter? 😭 What Rick and Michonne bring out of each other is just the best and I adore this bright and happy scene for showing this great and lived-in layer to them and their relationship.
Whether you’d been anticipating Richonne for seasons or were new to the ship, this scene made sure there was no denying that Rick and Michonne are family and not just as parents but truly as gorgeous and natural spouses. Married before they knew they were married, y’all, and this moment made it clear. 
So I really appreciate this morning scene for showing that Rick and Michonne have built a life together not just as 'team family,' not just as co-leaders, but as a mom and dad and very very soon as an officially consummated husband and wife. And y'all...
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We'll get there. 😉 But for now, staying focused on this absolutely delightful 14th moment on my list - I think about how Rick and Michonne always got to see the more normal and human side of each other ever since season 3. And in this 6.10 scene, you see them both not only witness that everyday side but really be attracted to that side too, in a way they can no longer hide.
So yeah, toothpaste and toothbrushes stayed giving us some great Richonne content. This 6.10 opener showed that the Richonne ship had been set sail - now it was just time to release the 'canon.' 🤗🪥
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shelbysdevil · 2 years
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Rick definitely drew me in, that soft police boy. I adore your specific portrayal of him outside of TWD universe since it's something I don't see often and all of your different verses for him. Overall though, I think Tommy has become my personal favorite character because you seem to have such a personal connection with him and a deep understanding of how his mind works. Plus, our threads with him and Mason and their dynamics have tugged at my heartstrings. It's hard to choose, since I can't help but read EVERY reply I get from you right away!! I adore each one of our threads, the drabbles you write for me, our plots and you as a person! I'm so glad we started writing together and that we've grown as close as we have 😘💖✨
For followers of multi-muses, tell them who is your favorite muse of theirs and why? Whether on anon or not from here @smokinmirrors
Awww thank you so much baby 😭 it’s always a pleasure to read your opinion cause you stand with me right from the start and I can’t say enough how much I adore your girl and how much my boys all love her 🥺 I’m glad that police Rick is so appreciated cause from all the muses I play and all the verses he’s definitely the softest version of all of them and that’s why he has a special place in my heart too ❤️ no matter how much I love beast Rick, I wanted to show his sweet and romantic side before the apocalypse and I always am in awe how dearly he loves the women in this verse. But yay I’m so glad you chose my Tommy still cause I was so afraid to write him cause I have such a respect for his character since he’s so complex and smart that I always thought I couldn’t portray him appropriately. I always thought Rick is closest to me with his personality and trauma but I gotta say that the reason I wanted to portray Tommy so much, was that I always saw the aspect of his PTSD playing out in the series which connects me deeply with him. I never was into history and I have absolutely no idea of how these times worked, so while watching the series I never cared about the history or political things, but I fell in love with the way the producers focused on PTSD playing out in different people (like for example Arthur and Tommy). For me it was never a historical series but the series which portrayed PTSD in the most reliable way (as knowing it myself) and that made Tommy so damn intriguing for me (also Cillian mentioned that as well how the series more focused on that and that’s why he enjoyed playing Tommy so much so that made me proud that I didn’t interpret it wrong). I’m somehow proud you saw that connection cause on the outside we don’t have much in common but on the inside I absolutely understand his messed up mind. I love you and will never stop enjoying all the stories we create ❤️
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rickgrimeswifey · 2 years
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Secrets - Negan Smith
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A/n: This is set 8x12 when the saviors are on their way to the hilltop to give a message by infecting some people there. But Rick crashes into Negan’s car and chases him into a building. When the text is like this it means that it is a flashback from the past. Btw, I know I said this could come out the same day as the Carl fic but I hadn’t started writing this and it turned out much longer than what I originally thought so. Thanks again for 300 followers! <3
Summary: After Rick lures Negan into falling down one or two floors into a basement in a building they fight, at first with words. Which makes Negan spill some secrets about his first born babygirl Y/n.  
Category: Smut, image
Pairing: Negan Smith x fem!grimes!reader 
Season: 8
Warnings: Swearing (like a lot), lots of dialogue, smut, age-gap, forbidden lust, over-stimulation, mentions of sex, loss of virginity, violence
Word count: 5.1k
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“Damn it!” Negan yelled angrily to himself when he noticed who was sitting in the car behind him, that had just pegged him.
Of course it was prick, he thought to himself. Negan struggled to keep his car steady when he stepped on the gas as much as he could. Rick was right behind him, ready to crash him into something.  
He kept chasing him until they both lost control and Negans car crashed into something with very much force due to the speed he was going in. He fainted and the car rolled around and became even more damaged, until it stopped completely. Rick had crashed into a thick and large wooden pole not that far behind him. Both of the men were unconscious, Ricks car was completely crushed in the front.   
After a couple of minutes Negan gained his conscious back, walker-blood and guts had spilled everywhere from the bucket Lucille was recently laying in. Just a couple of seconds passed before he heard Rick starting to fire bullets at his car that was laying on its side.   
Negan climbed out of the car that luckily had a window in the roof, which had bursted into a thousand pieces. He crouched as he walked to the side of the car and looked up to see Rick with his machine gun. Negan couldn't make a run for it since there were walkers surrounding him. The only choice he had was to make a run for it into the building in front of him when Rick was changing his gun’s magazine. It didn’t take long before the gun was spitting bullets Negan's way again. Rick stopped shooting when Negan got inside and ran after him.  
Negan was already standing beside the doorway swinging Lucille at Ricks head when he entered but Rick slid down onto the floor and ducked her. Negan swung Lucille at him again when he was on the floor but Rick rolled around and stood up. Negan saw him grab his gun and made a run for the other room. Rick shot at Negan's head as he ran. When Negan was out of sight for Rick he ran after him but started firing bullets as soon as he saw Negan running in the hallway in front of him. He put his gun down and started running after Negan, three walkers started entering the building meanwhile Rick chased Negan. 
Negan took some turns in the hallways as he ran from Rick until he came into a bigger room with a staircase. His only choice was to run up the stairs since there was a big hole in the floor that went down one or two floors into a basement. Rick came into the room shortly after. This was the easiest shot he had at Negan since he was running a straight line up the stairs. He was just about to shot his head from the back, but when he fired the gun only a click was heard. Unbelievable, this was the best shot he had at killing Negan and the fucking bullets ran out. Great. Rick thought to himself. Just fucking great!   
Negan had reached up the stairs and heard the click, his back still to Rick he started laughing mockingly. He turned around slowly with a big grin on his face.  
“Hey prick,” he said after a long laugh. 
“You,” Negan said and pointed to Rick while dragging out the ‘u’ a little. 
“Are out of bullets.” He informed like Rick didn’t already know. 
Negan stared down at him mockingly from where he was standing, like he’d won. Rick grabbed his hatchet behind his back and Negan had his pointer finger and his middle finger up pressed against each other as he signalized for Rick to come to him. 
“Come on up.” He said with a smirk.
Rick sprints forward and grabs the hatchet with both of his hands, he yells as he throws it, aiming at Negans head with all the power he has. Negan ducks the hatchet, but it was so close that it almost touched his hair. The hatchet slams into the wall and sticks there from how hard Rick threw it. Negan looses balance and rolls to the side of the second floor, breaks the handrail then drops Lucille but grips onto the second floor for dear life as he’s hanging there with the hole in the floor right underneath him.  
“Lucille!” he yells after his bat that is falling down one or two floors.
Negan looks at Rick as he walks up the stairs and grabs his hatchet from the wall. He had to pull very hard for it to come loose. Rick walks up to Negan who is hanging there helpless.
“You asshole.” Negan says in a low tone. 
Rick just stares at him for two seconds before gathering some strength and swinging his hatchet down aiming at Negans hand. Which in return makes Negan loose his grip and fall. All Rick can hear is a loud thud after a couple of seconds. You can’t see down the hole, it’s now smoking with dust and it’s very dark in the building as it already is. 
Rick gets down into the basement another way that’s safe and doesn’t hurt him. It’s nothing but darkness down there. Rick pulls out a lighter which used to belong to Glenn, he starts it to get some lightning. You could hear Negan whistling and walkers growling in the distance.  
“You still alive?” Rick asked into the darkness.
“I’m a goddamn cat!” Negan says clearly annoyed as he is in a crouched position.
Rick spins around hearing which way Negans voice came from. He turned the lighter off and started walking towards it. Rick is walking in some sort of a hallway. He tries to figure out where Negan is by listening to where his voice is coming from. It echoes a little down where they are. It’s a pretty big space and Rick won’t be go around looking. He’s not that stupid, Negan could have a weapon and be ready to attack him. The only thing Rick has to do is lure Negan out of wherever he is hiding. 
“Come on baby, where are you?” Negan whispers to himself as he’s touching around the place he landed in trying to get ahold of his bat.
Suddenly a walker falls down right beside him, he knows they’ve fell down the hole too. Negan understands that he has to get out of there as the walker starts to stand up. Quickly, he feels around the last few spaces he hasn’t felt and when he doesn’t feel Lucille he sprints quietly out of the room.
“So where’s your people?” Rick asks as he walks around a corner in a hallway.
Negan is standing in front wall in a dead-end room listening to Rick.
“They should be here by now.” Ricks voice rings loudly.
“Didn’t get that far.” Rick informs referring to that he first crashed into Negan when he was riding alone in his car at first behind Simon and Dwight.  
“Oh, they’re coming.” Negan says reassuringly.
“This is where you die,” Rick states. “In the dark, all alone.” 
“What the hell is your problem Rick?” Negan asks still annoyed. 
“Huh?” he continues.  
“I know you’re working through some shit,” he begins referring to Carls death which took place just a day or two ago. “The worst kind of shit, I know. But if you aren’t the most stubborn know-it-all prick I’ve ever crossed dicks with.” Negan said both irritated and tired.  
Rick was still following Negans voice, he needed him to talk a bit for him to figure out where he was.
“But at least you still got that fine piece of ass daughter of yours left.” Negan said then smiled to himself at the thought of Y/n.
“Keep Y/n out of this” Rick growled.
“Well she sure as shit couldn't keep me out of her" Negan chuckled.
Rick stopped in his tracks at an instant.
“What the hell are you talking about?” Rick asks.
“Oh prick, this is gonna be fun as shit.” Negan laughs. “You know that day when I killed that guy who wanted me to kill you so that he could take your spot? Well then that other hot girl with a pretty face shot at me but then the bullet made from fucking scratch landed right in Lucilles pretty surface. I was starting to cut up her face because she wouldn't tell me who made the bullets then eventually she did, and I personally am thankful as shit for that because otherwise I wouldn’t have my beloved Eugene. Well then I was going to kill her anyways but your daughter stepped in and said that I should kill her instead. I said no and then she said that she’d do anything for me to not kill that other woman, that’s when I got this brilliant idea. I told her to come back with me to the Sanctuary for a day and all would be forgotten. I wanted to give a grand tour because your boy gave me such an incredible one. Then I had Arat kill someone which sadly had to be Olivia, and we left for the Sanctuary.” Negan starts explaining. 
“Yeah, and? She told us what happened at the Sanctuary. How you burned a guys face and gave her a tour.” Rick says as he was still standing completely still.
Rick could hear in Negans laughter how much he was enjoying this.  
“Well, we got to the Sanctuary and I started off by showing her the workers and how the system worked. She tagged along when I showed her my wives and everything. We were in my room and I ordered her to sit down in one of my armchairs that was in front of my couch. I sat down in the couch, we played twenty-one questions actually, it was pretty fun. I got to know her and she got to know me. I knew she was your daughter and that you were going insane back in Alexandria.” Negan continued explaining with Rick listening closely to every word he had to say.
(Again, when the text is like this it means that it’s a flashback.) 
“Have you ever played twenty-one questions before?” Negan asked the young adult in front of him.
Y/n nodded. She remembered when she was fourteen before the outbreak, in her freshmen year playing it with this boy in her class. Who she might’ve had a crush on.
“Alrighty, I’ll start.” He rubbed his hands together in excitement. “How old are you?” Negan asked.
“I’m twenty.” She said.
Negan nodded amused at her.
“Is Negan actually your real name?” Y/n asked.
“Yeah it is, pretty fucking cool right?” Negan let out a chuckle and Y/n nodded to answer his question. 
“Hmmmm, what do you think about the Sanctuary?” 
“Honestly?” she asked.
Negan nodded.
“I hope you won’t get mad at me for saying this but it seems depressing.” Y/n stated. 
Negan just smiled after cocking an eyebrow at her and didn’t say anything more, he just waited for her question.   
“What do you...think about me?” Y/n asked him genuinely curious. 
“Well, I definitely think that you are hot as shit. I don’t think you got any of the pretty genes from your father.” Negan chuckled. “I mean if you were agreeable to it I would definitely screw your brains out.” He grinned even wider when he noticed how she shifted in her seat and started blushing.  
Truth to be told was that Y/n had never had sex, or had any attention from a man. She didn’t know what the tingling sensation that was going on in her lower stomach was but it was something Negan lighted up in her. His amused laughter forced its way into her eardrums. 
“Are you a virgin?” he asked but it wasn't really a question, Y/n could tell that he already knew the answer and that he was clearly enjoy this A LOT.
The question made Y/n blush even harder and she couldn’t even keep eye contact with Negan as she nodded slowly.  
“That is magnificent” Negan exclaimed happily amused.
“We were having such a good time, then she started arguing with me when I said something that she thought was wrong.” Negan informed Rick.
“What do you think this place will be in the future?” Y/n asked Negan still recovering from what he said before.
“Agh, that is sure as shit a great question.” He said as he rubbed his chin. “Carl will definitely be one of my top guys-” Negan started talking but was interrupted by Y/n. 
“No, he won’t, I won't allow that. He’ll be miserable here.”
“I’m sorry honey, but it will happen and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Just like the fact that you can’t stop me from killing your daddy.” Negan shrugged.
Y/n felt rage, hadn’t he killed enough people already? Glenn, Abraham, Olivia and Spencer. Before Y/n could think about the consequences, she had stood up and slapped Negan in the face. She gasped when she realized what she had done and immediately sat down again. Fear rose inside her as Negan stood up, it felt like she shrunk in size when he slowly walked over to her and gripped onto each armrest, he leant forward so that she could feel his breath on her face. His eyes shot daggers through her head as he tried to get her to look him in the eyes.    
“Look at me.” He said in a warning tone.  
Y/n bashfully looked Negan in the eyes, he was closer than what she thought he’d be. Her heart rose and she felt that tingling feeling in her stomach again. She could tell this was wrong but couldn’t help herself... 
“It was about her baby brother Carl, I told her that I was going to turn him into one of my top men. She said that I wouldn't and she wouldn’t allow it. I told her that there wasn't anything that she could do about it and that I was going to kill you too prick. She sure as shit did not like to hear me death threatening her daddy.” he explained. “Before I could react she had stood up and slapped me in the face!” Negan exclaimed. “I knew she regretted it since she sat down immediately again but I had to warn her so she would get that there would be consequences.” He explained to Rick. 
Rick gripped on tightly to his hatchet feeling rage outburst inside him. His veins popping out, even though Negan had barely started telling the story.
“Anything you want to say to me? Maybe something starting with ‘I’m’ and ending with ‘sorry’?” Negan asked and looked sternly Into her eyes. 
“Yeah...” she sighed deeply. “I’m really sorry for hitting you, I don't know what came over me.” Y/n apologized as she fiddled with her fingers. 
“Well, isn't this just fucking amazing!” he said happily. “You are much better at apologizes than your lame ass prick father.” Negan praised. 
Y/n looked down at her feet expecting Negan to back away, but he didn’t. He just kept staring at her. 
“You are really fucking hot, has anyone ever told you that?” Negan asked her.
Y/n looked him in the eyes again, flustered from his compliment. She shook her head and Negans eyes widened.  
“If that isn’t the most fucked up shit I’ve ever heard!” Negan exclaimed. “Well, then I’ll gladly be the first one to tell you that, you are as hot as all of my wives combined.” He stated.  
Y/n looked deeply into his eyes, his smile faltered. He studied her expression trying to understand her but it was quite difficult. Negan had no idea what Y/n was thinking until he felt her soft plump lips pressed against his. He smiled into the kiss, knowing if Rick ever knew about this it’d break him.   
“You’re lying! You’re just trying to get in my head. She’d never kiss you nor look your way!” Rick yelled angrily interrupting Negan in his story time. 
“Have I ever lied before? Why would I lie?” Negan questioned Rick. “You haven’t let me finish prick, there’s more to the story. Besides she did kiss me and not just once.” Negan chuckled.  
Y/n pulled away from Negan when she was out of breath, with her hand on his neck she still had her eyes closed. She can't remember ever kissing anyone before. Y/n knew this was bad, really really bad but still she couldn’t help herself. Her eyes fluttered before she looked up at Negan who was already looking down at her. He grinned as they made eye contact. Y/n felt his hands land on her waist. 
“If you are not just something different.” Negan smirked. 
Y/n knew deep down that she had to stop herself and whatever the hell had gotten into her but it wasn't even worth trying. She quickly leaned in and smashed her lips against Negans, one of her hands starting to tug at his leatherjacket. Negan pulled back and laughed at the sight of her. 
“Slow down there naughty girl. We have all the time in this shitty world.”
“I don’t believe you.” Rick spat.   
“Well, if you aren't just stubborn as shit Rick. She kissed me multiple times. Still not done with the story. And I can inform for you that it’ll only get worse for your ugly ass ears to listen.” Negan said starting to get annoyed by Rick.  
Negan softly grabbed her chin and leaned in to then place a long kiss on her lips. He licked Y/n’s bottom lip asking for entrance which she gave him almost immediately. Her hands were placed flat on his shoulder, she could feel her saliva mixing with Negans meanwhile he explored every corner of her mouth. 
His hands slid to her long sleeved shirt and took it off, after that he undid her bra and tossed it onto the floor. Y/n had never been exposed to someone like this before, out of reflex her hands went to her tits to immediately try to cover them up. 
“Hey, do not do that. I want to see all of you.” Negan said softly.  
Y/n’s hands slowly left her boobs and she saw Negan lick his lips at the sight. His hands immediately went to caress them, a soft moan pushed past Y/n’s lips as Negan began groping her tits and playing around with her nipples. 
“If these aren’t the prettiest goddamn tits I’ve seen in a good long time.” Negan chuckled before getting Y/n up from the armchair.  
He had his hands placed her waist and guided her until they were standing behind the armchair. Negan placed a hand on her upper back and pressed her forward until she was fully bent over the chair. 
“You know sweetheart.” He began meanwhile he reached to her front and undid her jeans. “Usually if it is anyones first time I’d do it in a missionary position to show a sign of love.” He continued explaining. “But, here is the thing.” He licked his lips. “You were being a very bad girl,” He let out a breathy chuckle. “And I want you to know, hitting me does as sure as shit not come without consequences.” Negan pulled off her jeans as he talked.  
“Can’t you just shut the hell up already? I know you’re lying, Y/n would never do that.” Rick shouted irritated into the dark.
“Why the actual fuck can’t you let me finish my story time?” Negan raised his voice irritated. “I’m not lying prick, okay? I fucked the shit out of your little girl!” He yelled back at Rick.   
“No! She would never do that!” Rick shouted angrier than ever. 
“But, she did! Now can you let me finish my goddamn story time?” Negan mumbled ‘Jesus’ irritated and he rolled his eyes.  
“Stay there” Negan told Y/n as she was still bent over the chair.
He went to his nightstand and grabbed a condom. Y/n’s panties were already gone, he had pulled them off and secretly put them in his back pocket. Negan undid his belts and leatherjacket. He laid his jacket down on the bed carefully, then as he walked back to Y/n he undid his jeans. He pulled out his erection from his boxers, letting it slap against his stomach. With ease, Negan rolled on the condom. Y/n looked back and gulped at the sight of it. How was all of that supposed to fit? She only had vague memories of what dicks looked like, but she knew one thing. Negan was absolutely huge.  
“Shut up!” Rick yelled.
Negan laughed when he heard the fury in Ricks voice.
“There is no need to get angry prick, I promise I was being gentle and took good care of her. Though she got it from behind, she had been a bad girl.” Negan informed teasingly knowing Rick would only grow angrier.
Negan let one of his large thick fingers slide into Y/ns entrance. She gasped at the feeling, she had never had this affection or done it herself. 
“Oh fuck.” He chuckled. “You’re so fucking wet.”  
Y/n felt this aching feeling in her pussy that she had never felt before when Negan pulled out his finger. Y/n felt both excitement and nervousness when Negan lined himself up at her entrance. He pushed himself inside her making Y/n grip onto the cushion of the chair she was bent over. She whimpered in pain as Negan stretched her walls a lot. He didn’t come further than two inches before he had to pull out again. 
“Damn it.” Negan cursed quietly to himself then he started pushing into her again. 
He came in two more inches before he pulled out again, Negan repeated this until she had his full length inside her. Y/ns whole body was shaking under Negans touch, this man sure knew how to fuck someone. He started moving his hips back to then ram with quite a lot of force back into her. Y/n moaned as she gripped harder onto the cushion, the pain she first felt was long gone. 
“Fuck honey,” Negan breathed heavily. “You feel so fucking good around me, so fucking tight.” He grunted as he began moving his hips back and forth, as slow as he could. “I’m having a hard time controlling myself darling, oh shit.” He cursed in a whisper at the feeling of her walls giving him a warm fat welcome. 
Negan threw his head back at the feeling of Y/ns warmth. He gripped her hips with both of his hand holding her tightly, he started going faster and harder, losing control.   
“Negan!” Y/n she cried out loudly. “S-Slow down!” She cried, her walls already hugging Negans dick tightly.  
The loud wet skin slapping sound was easily drained up by Y/ns moans that were like screams. She had never felt this type of pleasure before. Though she panics a little when she feels something in her stomach, it feels like a knot or something. Negan could tell she was startled and almost directly knew what was up, virgins didn’t last long. He had completely forgot about that. 
“Don’t worry baby,” he grunted. “It’s supposed to feel that way.” He let out a throaty moan when Y/n clenched tighter than before around him.
She relaxed again by Negans words and felt the knot starting to become undone. Her moans became screams when she came. How loud she was being almost startled Negan but also boosted his ego more than it already was boosted. She had to be enjoying this a whole damn lot.   
“Damn what I’d do for that pussy again prick,” Negan sighed happily at the memory. “She was so tight, I mean damn.” He chuckled. “I have plans for her in the near future, she’s going to be one of my wives. I will not go a day without fucking the holy shit out of her pretty pussy. The even better part is that, I know it’s me and me only how’s been screwing her. She’s all mine.” Negan smiled hearing how every breath Rick took even sounded aggressive.
All though he wasn’t lying. He really wanted Y/n again, almost desperately. 
“You can say what you want. But what you’re talking about never happened, you’re just trying to screw with my head because you know Carl is dead and you can’t use his name to talk to me about the future of the Sanctuary.” Rick said still not believing Negan.
“What is it that is so hard for you to understand Rick?” Negan asked and laughed slightly annoyed. “I undressed your first born babygirl then I fucked her, until she couldn’t take it anymore. Alright?”
Hearing Negan talk like that about Y/n made Rick reach a level of fury he’d only ever felt when that guy tried to sexually assault Carl.    
“Can’t you just shut up the hell up already?” Rick spat. “You’re never going to go near my daughter ever again!” He shouted aggressively. 
Negan still fucked Y/n as hard and fast as before, chasing his release. He started to angle his thrust making Y/n feel even more pleasure. 
“Holy shit!” she cried out.   
Negan had his head thrown back, a smile plastered on his face. 
“The whole Sanctuary can hear you dear.” He let out a breathy chuckle.
Y/n would normally get flustered as hell hearing those words but now she didn’t give a shit, she was feeling so fucking good. Negan for sure knew how to fuck her great. She couldn’t even form or think a single word. This was amazing. It didn’t take long before Y/n came hard around Negan again. She had a tight grip on the cushion of the chair and her eyes were closed, she cursed under her breath.   
Negan pushed her forward with every thrust, due to the force he was using. But his hands held her securely so that he had control of the situation. Having Y/n squeeze him like no other girl had before was amazing. He was in heaven.  
Negan made sure to give her ass a squeeze from time to time. He was convinced that Y/n Grimes was one of the most beautiful girls he’d ever seen. Negan was so caught up in euphoria so it went unnoticed that Y/n was starting to become over-stimulated. The feeling of Negan fucking her like an animal was now too much for her to handle. She was very sore and overwhelmed. All of this new kind of pleasure and feelings were not yet familiar nor natural to her. 
Y/n could feel Negans thrust starting to become sloppier. They were now slower but still rough. He kept slowing down until he stopped completely and buried himself inside Y/n. The condom filled up quickly with his substances. Negan then pulled out of Y/n. He noticed her juices that had been starting to run down her legs slowly. Negan was convinced she had squirted since some of the liquids had managed to hit the chair. 
“Look what a damn mess you made honey.” Negan chuckled teasingly.
Y/n was out of breath still bent over the couch, she couldn’t move still processing what the hell just happened. Holy shit, she thought to herself. That was amazing, but she had to keep it a secret from everyone or her dad would go apeshit crazy. He would definitely loose all of his focus on this fight that was coming up with Negan and probably get himself killed. Though she didn’t regret this thing with Negan at all, losing her virginity like this was better than she could ever imagine.   
“How does it feel prick? Knowing I ripped all the purity your little girl had left, right out of her hands?” Negan smiled like an idiot as he asked. 
“I still don’t believe you.” Rick said, he refused to believe it, that his sweet babygirl Y/n would do something like this. She was so innocent and smart. 
“Well prick, I have her panties right here in my back pocket to prove it to you.” Negan said and Rick could just sense the smirk he had on his face right now. 
“You’re lying sicko.” Rick spat. 
Negan came out of his hiding spot. Dangling the pair of underwear on his finger.  It wasn’t a thong but it still wasn’t full coverage either. It had lace trims on the edges and was some darker blue color.
“Those aren’t hers.” Rick said flatly refusing to believe anything that came out of Negans mouth. “You have her mixed up with all the other women you’ve slept with.” He spat as he looked Negan in the eyes who was leaning against a wall. 
Negan raised an eyebrow at him. He brought the underwear up to his nose and sniffed them quickly.  
“Smells like her.” He shrugged and smiled.  
That was it for Rick. 
“I’m gonna kill you.” he said in a low tone then sprinted forward and tackled Negan by his waist. 
The both men fell to the floor. Rick started punching Negan repeatedly in the face until Negan managed to turn them around, now starting to hit Rick repeatedly. His hands founds their way to Ricks throat, he squeezed tightly making Rick loose his breath. 
“Yeah, you keep saying all that bullshit. But I’d like to get a taste of Y/n before I go down.” Negan spat meanwhile he chocked Rick. “And I will since I go down,” he stared into Ricks angry eyes as he talked. “By my own choice!” Negan yelled loudly and punched Rick in the face. 
Rick managed to hit Negan in the head making him fall over. This time it was Rick on top of Negan, choking him.   
“Y/n probably didn’t know what she was doing.” Rick spat through gritted teeth. “And you took advantage of her!” he shouted and punched Negan again.
Negan hit Ricks groin with his knee, Rick fell over in pain giving Negan a chance to stand up. 
“I would never ever do that prick.” Negan said in an angry tone. “I’d have to cut off my fucking balls first!” he raised his voice and kicked Rick in the stomach harshly.  
Negan backed away and caught his breath before Rick was onto him just a couple of seconds later. The two men kept on fighting until a little more than a dozen walkers had found their way to them, forcing both men to run separate ways.  
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I just want to clarify that Negan does not go into detail like I do. He basically just tells Rick that he took Y/n’s virginity from behind. 
Here’s the part 2!!!
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watching twd feels like coming home for me
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