#but this is gonna need to be fixed later

[duckiemimi]

gojo in jjk 236

i’m not one to advocate for prying away creative control from a creator’s (mangaka’s) cramped, overworked hands, and i understand that with oftentimes fandoms get so big that the story warps itself into something out of the creator’s control, but i do know what a good character arc looks like (i’ve seen it in this very story before) and i do know what public pressure can do to a creative mind.

that being said, keeping gojo dormant for more than a hundred chapters, then unsealing him only for him to gain nothing from his long-drawn out fight with sukuna is insane. i was assuming we were building up stakes in his character arc! i didn’t think he’d die prematurely without resolution! how could he be given a meaningless death when it was all he and geto talked about at one point?

gojo could’ve been living proof that change is possible and that fate is breakable. he was born after multiple cycles of six eyes and limitless users, he was born a baby-shaped building block, jujutsu’s atlas with the world on his shoulders. alone and untouchable. but he changed because he met geto. he changed because he met shoko, because he met megumi and yuuta and yuuji and every single character that has loved and cared about him. love changed him. to be loved is to be changed, and to have him go without an ending line to, “this is just a personal theory, but love is the most twisted curse of them all,” is such a loss. it’s like a sentence without a full-stop, abruptly cut short with no continuation.

i initially thought that he’d be weakened by sukuna, but then his allies would come running to back him up—there is strength in solidarity! his true strength should’ve stemmed from solidarity and love! interdependence and connection should’ve been the peak of his character arc! why did we end up with nothing even after tens of chapters of him fighting for his life? why did every other character sit still instead of using their advantage in numbers?

but i do see where gege is headed. with gojo gone, the baton has been passed onto the next generation. there is no longer a biological “hierarchy” of power amongst the sorcerers (to an extent), and perhaps sukuna himself will falter because the balance of the universe was pulled from under their feet. besides love, jjk is also about generational second chances: sashisu and itakugifushi; toji and maki; geto and yuuji and yuuta; geto walking to tengen’s quarters alone, delivering riko almost hesitantly, and yuuji waking to tengen’s quarters with megumi, yuuta, choso, and yuki. silhouettes in the dark of the tunnels. hell, you could even count yaga as a teacher and gojo as a teacher. or yaga’s CT and how he gave a child another chance at life. yuuji’s multiple resurrections. kenjaku and tengen. i get it, i do—i understand what gege’s trying to do here, but i’m tired of him using these characters as plot devices instead of giving them the resolution they deserve. (especially for jjk’s cash cow…he deserved more than a rushed end.)

i do hope that that one theory about gojo only being able to die if his head is cut off is true. but even then, after all of the fake outs we’ve had to read, that would be a shitty cheap shot. i’ll try to have faith; even that is wavering.

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk leaks #jjk 236 #gojo satoru #gojo #ugh this was so rushed #i’ll fix it later #i was gonna makes a long post and love and generational second chances but i need to process this leak first geez #putting that to the backburner ig

[mattodore]

playing with dionte's hair bc i'm procrastinating

#river dipping #dionte duval #lykos #ts4 #i do really love how dionte and nicholas kinda have a b4b (bald for bald) thing going on.... but that first hair........ #he looks so good... the urge to keep it is gonna make me develop a twitch under my eye... #i love the shadows the locs add btw like i personally loveee when hair creators add shading #like the DRAMAAA it adds!!! #also don't look too closely at him here bc i actually haven't updated him yet hence no proper edit of him (tho i probably won't change much #i'm really just supposed to be cleaning out the hundreds!! of duplicate households in my library dkhjnkfgh i just. get so distracted #i also have to fix mattodore's households bc i think i accidentally deleted the updated version of them at 20... #like there are multiple other saves?? but they're all with matthias's old chin??? like literally WHERE did the updated version go #so i need to clean out my library from the top down and fix their sims #i really messed my sleep schedule up the day before yesterday when i was working on those edits of delphi btw #but i did enjoy rewatching secretary and watching charade while staying up all night to do them <3 #also listened to the first two chapters of freedom is a constant struggle! editing may take me forever but i do do other things as i do it #...........talking a lot in these tags bc i'm seriously procrastinating jdkhnf i do NOT ! want to clean through my library it's a mess #OH. ALSO GOOD MORNING I FORGOT TO SAY THAT ‼️ #seeing this again two days later and seeing the amount of notes....... y'all weren't meant to reblog this kjhdkfjhndkjgnh #now i'm like damn... is there any reason to make his intro edit like i did for ria and delphi 😭😭😭😭😭

[buwheal]

I'm sorry, Spamton. I know you won't believe me, but I'm sorry we hurt you.

#GOD this fucker corrupted my gif again. #Ignore the page is missing im not gonna fix it. Hes looking at the paper. its just uhhh out of your view #made this one up on the spot lmao i dont have many inbetweens planned... if its not up to par to the others thats why #i wish i did do inbetweens but i only have the main ones planned #btw usually when he asks stuff like this he's looking for a response (im looking for a response. me.) #thank you anon oh my goooooodddd you were my descending angel while looking for an ask along these lines #this ask is perfect. Not too overcomplicated. nothing that would set him off. Short and sweet and to the point but its got nice impact. #in this context at least. I rlly needed it lol. #some were.. too much and some were really half assed apologies that go immediately back to asking him stuff LMAOOO #Guysss work with me here im actually trying to guide you to really apologize to him #[you've got mail!] #spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #Ill fix the inside of the dumpster later. its not to scale goddamnit. #Typos in his speech are on purpose to clarify lol #spent a damn hour fixing the gif. grrhhhhh....

[gingerbread-qwq]

Do yall ever think about how the show takes place over a few months? I think about that dayly and how it makes literally no sense..

Like i get quick friendship but Chat Noir and Ladybug are a bond of like 3 years. Same with Marinette and Alya, honestly they act like childhood friends more. The only ones that act appropriately for how long theyve known eachother is Nino and Adrien. And youre telling me Marinette is *that* obsessed over Adrien after a month or 2??

Its not just relationships either its hawkmoth and the city too. Most of the time it feels like an issue going on for years but then we find out that theyre barely done with the first quarter? Wtf?? Like dont get me wrong i dont want paris under brutal attack by this crazy old man everyday for 3 years but like, it definitely couldve been paced *way* better.

Like he attacks sparsly at first and then after a bit it gets more common and then mayura is added in and then hes like doubling up attacks every day. Or y'know they actually defeat Hawkmoth in a timely manner instead of dragging it out for 5 seasons. Idk im just rambling atp

#Im gonna try to make a “fixes” post later where i explain out all my changes to the story/world because oml it needs it. #this show is so bad #i promise yall its my favorite show #i just kinda hate it with a burning passion #miraculous ladybug #miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir #mlb #miraculous #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #nino lahiffe #alya cesaire #hawkmoth #miraculous complaining #thanks for listening lol #ginger rambles

[mcdannowave]

There's too many things to look at in just one gif...

Giant biceps?Tattoos?Chest hair?

Low hanging trunks? The volume of the front of those wet low hanging trunks? The volume of the behind of those wet low hanging trunks?

The V-line and Abs?The Happy trail?(Even the armpits, if it floats your boat)

#h50 6x17 #steve mcgarrett #alex o'loughlin #shirtless alex #wet alex #hawaii five 0 #I said it was too many.Also could include his gorgeous face and that beard...muito gostoso esse homem #Need to do a proper edit again here.w/ some light shinning on the good..err..i mean. the nice stuff #boy oh boy...this man is stunning . That blond detective hit the jackpot when he got this one #Danny is a lucky man #[Saturday night.McD's home] Steve was already out of the shower while Danny was sitting on their bed.putting his shoes #Steve just dried himself w/ his towel like usual.No caring in the world bc it's just D in the room.And they saw each other na.ked /alot/ #There's going to be a dinner at Kono's tonight.nothing fancy actually.But D's mind just couldn't stop staring at Steve's body..dry or wet #Living together for a time.It was still soothing seeing Steve grab his underwear & other stuff on his drawer.See him dressing up😉 #After applying deodorant.Steve put his shirt.(still no pants)when D said:''Hey babe.Your shirt is on the wrong side''. #Steve did a quick check out of his basic Tshirt but took it anyway and tried to fix the mistake.''Danno.It was right.I didnt put it- #And looking at Danny.Steve saw the blond grinning.''Oh.U did it on purpose.Let me guess.U like what u see?huh..''Steve smirked back #''That much is very /very/ true Steven.But in this case.I just love seeing u taking the shirt off''.The smile still on Danny's face #Steve then kept the shirt on his hand and slowly walked to Danny.Sitting on their bed.''Maybe I rip that shirt of urs when we get home'' #Steve eyes was already crossing the line of casual tease at home...and jumping on.'we gonna get half hour later bc we're doing it /now/' #'No''Danny laughed and raised his hand.''This is way too expensive for u to go caveman on me to ruin it.But..I'll be glad to take it off'' #Steve had his victorious-smile on his face now.Crossing arms and still only w/ his black underwear. towering his blond #Danny got up.Up close to that gorgeous hotheaded SEAL.gave him a quick peck on the lips.''Okay.Go change babe.We still need to go'' #While D grabbed his phone.Steve kept dressing himself there.''Okay.But don't forget ur promise.And i want it slow.Danny.not just the shirt' #''Hey.I didn't 'promise' nothing''...''Yeah.But u poked the lion and now you get the consequences.But don't worry.U gonna /love/ it''. #Steve kissed Danny now.And they just smiled while finished getting ready and going to the car #A dinner w/ their Ohana.filled w/ laughs & joy.And later...a gorgeous caveman that was crazy to jump on him.Danny already loved that night😏 #headcanon tags #mine

[wazzappp]

Magical boys and their demonic familiars marketable plushie animal companions!

@cicada-candy your designs are WONDERFUL and i LOVE THEM I changed Robbie’s to fit better in a lineup. I added that little skirt slit that you had because fuck yeah (also did just a LITTLE tweaking for the others but I did my best to stay accurate to your original designs because OH MY GODDD)

#I have. lore. and enemy ideas. and mild body horror opportunities. #it’s a fucking GIMMIK AU why am I so INVESTED IN THIS #ghost rider #ghost rider magical girl au #Alejandra is on the way #robbie reyes #johnny blaze #danny ketch #frank castle #… #fuckin. frank castle #my art #Robbie and Johnny came out as my favorites tbh #Danny looks a little weird?? not sure why gonna try and fix it later #I need to stop but i cant i think this is going to be a problem im so so sorry

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it... #I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀 #irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living... #just the ol regulars yknow? #and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want? #I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what? #whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate? #so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it? #that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

[swamp-teeth]

rejoice! 2 am doodle posting bc I can't sleep and im drawing somethin else

for now have stinky old men

#art #one piece #onepiece #zoro #roronoa zoro #luffy #straw hat luffy #zolu #zoro x luffy #as if i wasnt gonna draw them as dilfs lmao #lmaoooo wrong #i need to go to bed #this prob looks wonky af but ill fix it later

[wizardo-yo]

a bunch of work later and we've got a working crafting system yeehaw

#wizard101 #w101 #gamedev #*looks at what i've done* #nice.... #*looks at what i still have to do* #n......n..nice.... #i love making games by myself and i'm definitely not gonna frow up right now :) #also obvi a lot of this stuff is still placeholder so dont look too hard lol #not looking forward to having to draw the card art from scratch #also debating whether i should have the card able to be crafted at the moment dependent on the recipe being shown on the book #which is how it works now #or if i should make it so it makes the card regardless as long as you have the right reagents #second option is more immersive but i would need to fix a lot of code hmmm #this is a problem for later me

[zuzu-draws]

Can someone explain to me why I, a sukuna fan from day 1, want to cry over Gojo's death. Feels like i'm going through a withdrawal of sorts, :') I just know that once the series is over and everyone's dead (Sukuna included), the fix-it fics are gonna hit soo good ..

#guys i think i found another way to hurt my feelings after obkk #its gonna be jjk fix-it fics #Particularly those where they reincarnate or smthn and Sukuna somehow ends up being a teacher at JJK high along with Gojo #and they have a friendly rivalry going on or something #Drawing fan art will bring me close to tears...ahh i'm going through it again i think i'm gonna go through it again :') #ooc #delete later #jjk 236 #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #I'm offering free hugs for all those who are devastated and are in need of comfort #I won't whine about lack of Sukuna lore for now let's all hug it out. #This is by-far the saddest thing i've read in a while

[hollypies]

What if I posted some ugly ass comic wips. What then

(No dialog yet I just havnt added it. I do have dialog tho)

Anyway please be real nicies I've only ever drawn a comic ONCE

#art #help how do i anatomy #i.. might delete later?? hmmmng. #this is gonna take me a few weeks probably but anyway. if you ever wondered about my wip progress. #its uh. pretty messy lmao #I FORGOT MINERUS HAT.... OMG #well. tyat will need fixing hehe #this will hopefully be fully shaded btw!! it will just take a while. #until then tune into pinkidoodles for more recent art! mostly mikebit au but . please enjoy 🥺 #art wip #comic wip #loz zelda #totk swap au #totk au #zelda loz #totk zelda #uhhh i dont wanna bog the main tags to much. and like i said #might delete later #so. mmm any thoughts please send! or tips i. really appreciate it

[willczek-art]

TFTBL Rhysie sticker! or a button! or just a doodle!!

#tftbl rhys #rhys the company man #tales from the borderlands #fanart #rhys strongfork #my art #csp #digital art #that art trade i did a while back?? gonna actually trade the arts irl today #and since i kinda ghosted that person bc school got in the way im adding a surprise rhysie to the collection #unless she follows my tumblr then its not a surprise but it'll still be in there :v #... man i need to drag my friends into a telltale bingeplay party someday~ #i cant remember when was the last time i drew him properly but its definitely been Too Long™ #OH i forgot the shirt n hand stripes!! whelp lets see if me-later-this-evening will remember to fix that #also its free for personal use if anyone wants to use it as an icon or print it out for themselves ;P #credits/pics appreciated if you do!!

[killjo-q]

i feel so perpetually tired these days and I cant get proper sleep no matter how hard i try :’)

and it feels like im moving through my daily life in a haze or with like fog in my brain idk

#kyuu rambles #i dont talk about it much anymore cuz its kinda annoying and repetitive but hh #gonna get it checked next week i feel like i m going crazy #it has been extra frustrating this month.. #and im starting a clinic job in december… i rlly need ti fix this sleep sched #the only thing keeping me going is my silly hyperfixation #delete later? or not idc just wanted somethibgvto do other than stare at the void

[sleepis4theweak]

Sneak peak of something Im working on but probably won't have done for a good while yet....

#I also need to fix his mouth and head #they do be looking a bit funky #hmmm this ones gonna be personal lol..... #but yeah working on this one casually. So it might be a couple of weeks or so #maybe a month... #who knowwssss #also I wanna finish the next couple of chapters for the Flashbacks au first #trying to finish that before I jump feet first into other projects you know? #blah blah blah #delete later #sleepy art

[dupliciti]

i think one of the only things i have yet to talk about from 2.0 content is sp.arkle's voiceline about sa.mpo when they're on the same team ( waiting for them to add one for sa.mpo for spa.rkle for team join or just an About one... )

i'm going with what's in the english text: 

"Shouldn't the "Fool" introduce himself to everyone?"

the other languages are just about the same i believe

anyways, i WANT to believe this is playing off the fact that sa.mpo has not yet outright told us (the player) and the trailblazer that he's a mas.ked fool

it's been heavily implied up through this point, the most damning being that sa.mpo like other fools drops in talks of joy and mentions a mask. and also talks about the tavern, knows giovanni and sp.arkle... ya get me. he hasn't outright said anything. which kinda makes me go back again to the memory bubble question - did sa.mpo or giovanni leave it for us? giovanni was the one that suggested we go to penacony after all, yknow... just 'cause

regardless of this, spa.rkle's line being this for him joining team rather than more mockery about how he draws a line i think is somewhat telling. even if sa.mpo has said that they aren't close, she has a good idea of who he is. he's reliable, sets limitations, and she knows he doesn't like her view of aesthetics (pursuing the Elation) and this could extend into not liking her very much. he's getting his mask back after seemingly doing without it for a reason. perhaps she's grown used to this more laid back, behind the scenes sa.mpo, hence him commenting in that one scene that even an old timer like him likes to take the stage from time to time

so there's a couple of different shifts that he's apparently gone through. at least i believe that's implied

spa.rkle almost sounds like she's daring him to own up to the fact that he is a mas.ked fool instead of tiptoeing around it for the sake of those he's taken some sort of liking to. she knows what he is and thinks that everyone else ought to know. i don't think that's necessarily with malicious intent but she is very well aware that he has been concealing the fact, especially after her own run in with the TB

#anyways i am... gonna try writing between work. shit is kinda stupid this morning im a lil upset #i need a meta/analysis tag bwuh #( analysis; ) #that's what i'll make later and then fix up my hc tag asjkdgh #( ◇ ᵐʸ ᵈᵉᵃʳ ᵃᵘᵈⁱᵉⁿᶜᵉ┊ ooc; )

[forgotten-daydreamer]

tw for op's dangerously irresponsible drinking habits!! i'm a bad example!! i drink the pain away!! don't do this!!

...

so. i just came to after THE most disastrous night. i was hurting. told my friends i needed a drink. purposefully drank way too much, talked about my ex and sex-related traumas to some unifriends, came out as trans to my bff, made it home in one piece god knows how, napped for like an hour with coat and shoes still on and keys still in my hand, then got horribly sick, forced myself to make toast and drink water, got sick again, forced myself to make more toast and drink more water, peed like fifteen times, and woke up like half an hour ago at five something in the morning with toast on the bed? i thought i'd eaten it all? but there is a slice of plain toast on the mattress. phone's battery at 6%, heart coming out of my ass, stomach all fucked up. and my head is fucking killing me. like i don't think i've ever drank this much before. i got home at like 9 pm which means i haven't touched alcohol since 8 and that was over 9 hrs ago. i don't think that my head's still supposed to spin, not after i had water and toast multiple times. i can't even take shit for it because i'm not going to fucking die mixing alcohol and meds. although i think i threw up most of it? anyway. this is like- my new low. unsurprisingly, i'm hurting even more now.

#i feel like i need to throw up again but maybe it's just bc my head hurts #gonna finish the mysterious toast. get up. pee again. drink some water. brush my teeth.-> #-> then sleep again until the construction workers on my balcony wake me up #which will happen in huh 2 hrs circa #alcohol tw #alcohol cw #i think this counts as a suicide attempt. that was my intention yesterday. now i just wanna sleep. not suicidal atm #delete later #jason todd would not be proud #update: slept 3 more hrs. had breakfast. now i'm waiting for something to be delivered but after that: shower. mandatory #also my headache is tolerable. nothing a liter of water can't fix