#but the agonies etc

[celestiachan]

style savvy romhack where all the aesthetics are edgy in some way or another and there are only like. 3 non-alt styles

#xenon screams #style savvy #waaaaugh. wanna make this #but the agonies etc #it would be like #metalhead punk menhera emo goth scene grunge vkei #etc

[reverieprince]

but as it is (and it is)

#my art #clutches my head in agony #idont know what to say even. yeah #narumitsu #ace attorney #7 year gap #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright ace attorney #what if we were two slow dancers last ones out.... #to think that we coild stay the same to think that we could stay the same to think that we could stay the same etc... #grabbing your shoulders do you get it. do you g

[sergle]

genuinely @ that ask you answered: as a trans woman some of the most genuine kinship i have found has been with fat queer cis women. especially if they have PCOS or something similar because like. their story mirrors mine so intensely (and their perscriptions, lol) and it's so natural to relate on literally everything about conventional attraction and clothing not fitting quite right and the way society views you

it's refreshing and delightful to find yourself in people who are different from you 💜

I REALLY think there are so many shared experiences there!! yeah! and god, with PCOS, that has even more similarities in the shared experience venn diagram. I don't talk from that perspective but just being a fat woman, in both cases, womanhood/girlhood isn't inherent and it isn't given freely, it's conditional, it's worked for. the specific types of clothing to look feminine, the clothing not fitting, the makeup, the hair, the nails, the body shaping, the put-togetherness, all in the pursuit to be read as "girl" first, instantly, before anything else. something that another woman might have already, in her default state, regardless of the clothes she leaves the house wearing, or if she can do makeup well. She can dress up and wear makeup and enhance her femininity too, but she doesn't Have to do it, not in the same way. I have actually literally already been thinking about this, bc it's a funny thing!! in some ways, I never got to Be a girl, I was fat first and girl second. nobody looked at me and just saw a girl. I've talked to some other fat women about this, and apparently it's a pervasive feeling, that "fat" is, in itself, treated almost like some other third gender. so there's a lot to relate to lmao, in friendships and relationships w trans women, going "ah, those things you feel obligated to do in order to meet the standards of womanhood, I recognize those, I do them too"

#edit: SCREAMING I did not mean to do such a wall of text. ok. #long post #self recognition through the other etc #anyway this isn't to present womanhood as this long-suffering prison of agony #but there's something to be said abt knowing that you don't tick the boxes in your default state #and also the way that this feeling brings certain women together #I didn't even touch on the obvious Combo there #stop me if I'm making no fucking sense here #sergle answers

[chronicowboy]

tomorrow will always and forever now be today (tomorrow is our always and forever) | 43k

"Think I can get a hug from my best man on my wedding day?" he asks, quietly hopeful in a way that makes Eddie want to tear off his skin.

"Sure," Chris replies with a shrug, turning to throw Eddie a cheeky grin. "Dad, Buck needs a hug."

Two things happen at once then: Eddie has to plaster on a smile authentic enough to convince the one person on this planet that knows him inside out—except he doesn't really have to fake his smile, not at first, because of number two—he sees groom-Buck for the first time. And groom-Buck is every bit as beautiful as Eddie might have imagined him over the years. Happy eyes bright and blue, pink lips stretched wide in a beaming smile, cheeks flushed pink with joy, hair carefully styled and stunningly golden in the morning sunlight. He's half-dressed too, tux jacket still on the hanger on the back of the chair, so Eddie gets an unbarred view of Buck's white shirt stretched taut over his biceps, shoulders, abs.

For a moment, Eddie falls into the greatest betrayal his brain has ever laid out for him, imagining that he might have got to see Buck like this for the first time from the other end of the aisle if he'd just been brave enough to—

"I think he meant you, kid," Eddie teases as he drops their suits to the couch. He widens his stance, so Jee can run through his legs and evade another of Chimney's grab attempts, then he ruffles Christopher's curls as a steadying act before he's suddenly in front of Buck. And he tries not to think about the pathway cleared through the living room by Jee's chase, or the fact that they're under the archway between the kitchen and the dining table, or the knowledge that Bobby is an ordained officiant where he stands behind them. "Hey, Buck," he says softly, smiling genuinely now because this is Buck.

"Hey, Eds," Buck murmurs back, and it's the first time since they'd promised to have each other's backs that Eddie can't quite decipher the emotions making Buck's voice thick.

Eddie wraps him in a hug then, careful and detached as he can manage, but it's Buck in his arms, warm and alive and his for just a few more hours. He doesn't let himself hold Buck's hips like he used to before—before he'd realised why he'd wanted to hold Buck's hips so tightly—just splays his fingers over Buck's back and tries to focus on the soft cotton under his palms rather than the way Buck's temple rests so perfectly against his. Eddie stays there, for too long probably, fingers digging in too tight possibly, and squeezes his eyes shut when they start to water. He's clinging, and he tries not to think about how it feels a little like Buck is clinging to him too.

"Ah," Eddie huffs as he pulls away, taking two steps back just to be safe. He catches Maddie's eyes on him then, sadder than they should be for the happy tears she'd been crying just before he'd got here, and Eddie wonders if her big sister omniscience is working on him too. "Come on, Buckley. Got to make an honest man out of you sooner rather than later."

"Whilst we're on the topic," Chim intervenes, a wriggly Jee on his hips with two shoes on—finally. "Are we sure he should be wearing white?"

(OR: eddie gets trapped in a time loop on the day buck marries natalia)

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#sami rambles #SHE'S FINALLY HERE #ahhh im so excited for you all to read this one #please remember i gave myself carpal tunnel syndrome writing this and wrote through the agony #do compensate me with signal boosts kudos bookmarks comments asks etc. #911 fic #911 fanfic #buddie fic #buddie fanfic #buck x eddie fic #palm springs au

[ghostsghoulsandhatboxes]

guys. im. theres more concept art from that old canceled HM cartoon (found by @poketheplatypus ty man)

"...before we were informed that theme park rides were too valuable an IP to be wasted on animation."

raiding disney hq right now WHAT DO U MEAN WASTED ON ANIMATION THIS WOULDVE BEEN THE COOLEST THING EVER i am going to SCREAM

#haunted mansion #hm tv show #mod speaks #pleading screaming crying throwing up etc #beggin them to bring this back especially now that the movie is A Thing #this goes so hard and for WHAT #pain. agony even #official content #sorta. #art #Instagram

[foibles-fables]

actual photo of me writing right now

#agony! suffering etc

[merrysithmas]

just putting it out there that im mad at these beatles movies for being revisionist and not gay enough 3 years in advance btw, calling dibs

#first #ah i feel better now #now i can forget about it bc i made my stand #the beatles #john lennon #paul mccartney #ringo starr #george harrison #mclennon #and im mad at the whole public for getting their grubby hands on our beatles and tiktok beatles vids and hairdos 3 yrs in advance fyi etc #3 yrs from now ill reblog this and be at peace knowing i called it #and im mad i have to endure all the rumors and casting and filming and marketing and interviews and premieres and award ceremonies its gonna #be agony for so long #ffs

[carkeyarts]

good omens

#it's been a long time since ive drawn!! #the colours are a bit messy but i had fun with this #the world is beautiful and life is no longer agony etc. #prayers 4 my three papers due this week though #good omens #my art

[lowpolyshadow]

i saw this and i knew what i had to do

#shadow the hedgehog #me: im in emotional agony every day over shadow the hedgehog and the tragedies of his past which are made more meaningful through the (etc) #also me: lol cringe lil hog #my art #i guess

[kordbot]

I'm very insane about our sillyguys so I drew a thing. patches belongs to @hackingmachine , steven is mine [though he's just a hand and bloody puddle on the floor] the song is photographic memories by steam powered giraffe !!

#woohoo !! yeah babey !!! pain and suffering yay !!!! #my new laptops colors are a bit more lighter than id like so its a little dark but i think its fine overall ?? #anyways. yay yippee etc #i love agony #my ocs #people's ocs #stalker #art tag

[pascal-oswell]

#limbus company #library of ruina #one bear will hug you to death. the other will stab you to death. #choose your bear wisely. #one bear has abandonment issues the other is most likely in constant agony #etc etc. #blabla

[kvothes]

JUST WATCHED SPN 6x20 THE MAN WHO WOULD BE KING FOR THE FIRST TIME DON’T TEXT

#literally i swear to god i have had so many things about this show spoiled for me through sheer osmosis #and yet. seeing it in context / the stuff i Haven’t absorbed hits like a goddamn truck #AGONY MISERY WOE ETC #supernatural #personal #jsa

[saphflare]

Sometimes I remember that for some reason Chayanne out of all the fucking eggs was the one specifically that got the threat that if they don't leave their parents would get hurt and had to be the one to tell the other eggs and got blamed for that for a hot minute, then when they got yoinked to Purgatory he was shoved into the center display and he squeezed himself into the corner when watcher eye fucker, Elquackity & that eye worker were all in the same space as him and like mfs why the fuck were you all there scaring him specifically you fucks like leave him alone LEAVE HIM ALONE and then not only that but the fucking eye guys specifically targeted him with a threat over Luffy because he was Phil's assigned egg and I want to fucking explode.

Like I might not like a lotta of the antagonistic groups on the island, but for the specific reason of singling out Chayanne to torment, I have a personal vendetta against the Purgatory Watcher and look I don't know if the Watcher sent the threat specifically, but it really seems fucking so. Like you fucking molded charred snappable prick, you leave my little duckie egg with self-esteem issues alone, you fuck.

I might not like the Federation and Cucurucho and the Codes, and whatever else other morally corrupt groups are out there at this point, but if I need to cheer any of them on to have the Watcher and his supporters get skinned and vivisected, finely minced and grounded to dust, and have whatever worthless remains be evaporated permanently from this plane of existence to the next then yeah I would gladly do so. My boy did not deserve whatever the fuck that was and I don't know when that plot point comes back but I hope specifically that all their plans crashes and burns horribly and I say this with extreme prejudice in that I hope they fucking suffer and choke <3 😁

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #qsmp chayanne #can you tell who my favorite is lmao #i love the angst but also I remember Purgatory for Chayanne and I feel like keeling over in agony over what they done to my boy #like don't get me wrong they are excellent villains and a threat #but this was going to be personal when I saw them corner him in his confinement display and etc etc #so yeah I wish the Purgatory Watcher and his allies a very much I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE #saph rambles

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[visionsynth]

actually horrible doodle dump

#jerma985 #cardinal copia #papa emeritus iv #torment agony pain etc u get it #ghost bc #my art

[parkeryangs]

hey google how do i stop being uncomfortable in short sleeves w scars on my arms !!!!!!

#the agonies. etc etc #finch chirps