#but that eye is fucking grey

[touyasdoll]

I think Bakugou has a very hard time looking in the mirror for a while. Avoids it like the plague, because all he can see is a reminder of the price that was paid to keep him alive and, even into adulthood, he still doesn’t feel like he’s worth it.

#and idk about you #but I’m gonna go cry about it #I know this is all technically speculation #but that eye is fucking grey #and this man needs NO more trauma ffs #ash screams into the void #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #tw angst #tw self loathing #tw self worth #tw sad shit

[inkskinned]

so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.

first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.

it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.

and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.

you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.

and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.

your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.

in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.

in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.

so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.

you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.

once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.

and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"

you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?

hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!

you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.

we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?

#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck #good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen #im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3 #writeblr #the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this'' #and like also #''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist #i was <3 punctured <3 during mine #and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion'' #so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3 #she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh #ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance #i'd crash on the table #like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it #and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop! #and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just #woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes #she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room #from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing #and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying #and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap #with this terrible memory #i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like #that was too many liters #and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home #i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after #that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty #you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it #while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED #and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.

[hazzabeast]

Hi I really love my cat and take a lot of photos her (over 600 in under 4 months to be exact), so she gets her own blog

These are the first photos I saw of her, it was love at first sight 🫶

05/01/2024

#BIG OL EYES #absolute fucking thing #she may be the irl autism creature #you can see her one brain cell trying to form her very first thought =] it hasn't happened yet! keep trying little buddy <3 #she's two months old here!!! #cats #cats of tumblr #tabby cat #silver tabby #grey tabby #harry

[marc--chilton]

house finding wilson ""interesting"" amongst a literal crowd of thousands is one thing but then to be proven right later when wilson flips his lid at a bar. theyre literally fanfiction but real but not

#house md #hilson #interesting is very subjective but whatvevr #one has to wonder how wilson felt during all that too #theyre freaks. affectionate and an insult #imagine getting served divorce papers right before big fuckoff conference for doctor things #and you blow your top because of a song on repeat so you cause property damage #only to get bailed out later by a guy who's sort of been stalking you all day with his blue x ray eyes #then you guys become best friends but also he makes jokes about wanting to fuck you a Lot #i want to study him like a little rat i wanna crack open his skull and touch his grey matter and see what twitches #anyway. im normal now

[chessb0r3d]

i cracked the code.

#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself #ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual #believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more #than he kissed women(literally only once) #believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner #and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect #(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw) #jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes #but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings #what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend #all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic. #when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye #trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD #jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor #“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.” #“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her. #despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun." #dred.loki #I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES #homestuck #chss

[everykonan]

ch. 442

#konan #BABY KONAN!!!! #IN COLOR!!!!! #god i keep saying that one of the things sp did right was giving konan yellow eyes #but her original grey eyes are also so. fucking gorgeous #her white piercing also rocks and it compliments her eyes

[loptrcoptr]

The blue eye samurai fandom, for some reason

#I am once again asking if the kids are alright bc it doesn’t really seem like they are #friendly reminder that mizu kills people ny guys including unarmed randos and one unlucky teenager pissing his pants in a corner #but sure Taigen is irredeemable. lay off my emotional support blorbo. #blue eye samurai #taigen #and hey I love Akemi a buttload but she has at least nine lives or something no way would getting robbed in the woods #running off to a brothel and getting re kidnapped go half as well for anyone else #no one ever took advantage of her it’s incredible I’m glad and all but my god those were stupid risks to take #I’m so looking forward to her political intrigue character arc but let’s not act like she hasn’t done some dumbass shit #and Mizu’s a fucking mercenary. does she kill for money? no but she killed for information and she’ll kill anyone in her way to get what she #wants. taigen as far as we know has only killed peoples in duels and fights. he’s not out ganking randos. #the point of this show is that this is not your average cartoon and none of these characters are average black or white types #everyone’s grey and it’s all delicious #enjoy it.

[triple-pupil-but-nasty]

Humans practice mid-class.

#Human faces are so hard to draw #And idk how to cartoon them to make it easier so #I guess I'm trapped for now #cuphead #devildice #tw suggestive #cuphead devil #king dice #cuphead snake eyes #cuphead humanized #humanization #white background #tw partial nudity #I guess #my shit #They are dark skinned- But I didn't know if I could have balanced the greys and blacks well enough #Damn I wanted to draw Human Devildice fucking for the longest time #Eventually #swearing in tags

[yin-shimo]

the tradition of babies with bowl cuts lives on

sorta?? spoiler for my story ig?? Anywho, yeah they'll eventually have twins, hat boy is Haoxing（昊星） and non-hat boy is Minyu（旻雨）

the names arent final i just felt like seeing their babies in advance cuz of @occultradio 's simblr baby fever 🤭🤭🤭🤭

[trivia: the 2nd character for both their names is taken from stanza "更吹落，星如雨" from 《青玉案·元夕》 aka the same poem the title of my story (灯火阑珊处) is named after]

#eye genetics were fucked so i gave haoxing greenish eyes for ivris #and minyu ying's grey ones #im probably not gonna use this file after this just bcuz im not there yet in my writing #buuuut i might age them up for funsies too :] #xian: oc lore #oc: ying #oc: ivris

[burythecarnival]

#ghost queen #ghost in a tub #goth sex worker #queer #bisexual #grey eyes #big eyed weirdo #creep show #natural ginger #pale as holy fuck #pierced to shit #she/they #me

[cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga]

kbn by クシザキ

#Chainsaw Man #kobeni higashiyama #Kobeni #Best Girl #Black hair #Grey Eyes #Greyscale #Apron #Ponytail #Thou Shalt Submit to the PonyTail #Short hair ponytail #She is my idea woman #A fucking mess I want to hold

[moony-ghoul]

this photo has done indescribable physic damage to me

#unmasked ghouls #jutty taylor #HIS EYES #THE FRECKLES #THEY GREY IN THE STACHE #🥺🥺 #FUCK OFF PLS

[agent37]

ive had this post rotating in my mind for the past. since whenever it was posted. anyway. hermie quinn be upon ye.

tee hee. giggles. even.,

#dndads hermie #hermie the unworthy #dndads #dndads fanart #hermie the unworthy fanart #that should. do it. #kind of fucked up that 3/4 of my dndads posts are hermie. oh well! that boy has captured my mind and also my artistic ability. #bonus tiny normal by demand #HERMIES EYES ARE ACTUALLY GREY. YOU CANT REALLY TELL I THINK. BUT THEY ARE GREY. #THEYVE A SPLOTCH OF BLUE IN THEM BC HARLEY HAS BLUE EYES. THEYRE BLUE AND GREY. ITS EITHER SHAPESHIFTERY OR CONTACTS. TAKE YOUR PICK. #ummm thats totally not a real harley costume. but also im insane and i. cant draw. proper spandex suits ? #also i dislike suicide squad harley's outfit. its just. too ? sniffles. nuh uh. dont like. #EDIT: AUUUUUUUUU THERE WAS AFUCKING SMUDGE ON IT THAT I DIDNT REALIZE BEFOREEEEEE SNIFFLES. DIES. OH MY GOD IM GOING TO SOB. waaaaaaaaaa

[ssspringroll]

A himbo, as promised

This look is what happens when you try to be Y2K but youve only ever seen Earth in vintage tourism brochures

#i thought that one CAS challenge with harajuku fashion was hard... #girl i do not understand y2k at ALL i am looking at all these refs trying to connect the dots and not finding a single fucking dot #some of its grunge. some of its techwear. some of its just random shit #HOW are people categorizing this stuff how does it all fit together i dont understand... #so anyway all that to say i leaned hard on some staples and then felt self conscious and tacked accessories on #which i KNOW makes it further from the Look but it covers up the insecurity 👍 #i might go back and re-style him one day bc he looked good in a LOT of stuff #and id love to explore what i mightve put him in if not doing a challenge. #hes lovely! #and his eyes are grey i PROMISE hes just got those swag shades on so you cant really tell :/ #simoleon #my kiddos

[literalfuckingfreak]

also while im on it i dont care how magic a character is not everyone needs to have colored eyes. its like. fine to give people dark brown/ black eyes even if theyre "magical" or some shit.

#like i get it but #idk this is a problem i have with magnus fans mostly #like outside of the fact that i dont like giving poc characters european features for no fucking reason #the whole point of it is that you CANT tell that hes Fucked Up just by looking at him #and mfs are out here like :) actually he has neon green eyes #FREE ME. sorry. #only character i accept as having weird eyss is elias #bc . look at him. or jonah i guess cuz its his eyes but #elias is supposed to have a creepy ass stare. #and anyway point is i feel like you can have that with jon but iirc he doesnt have the same powers as elias?its a different kind of eye shi #OH yeah. u can have that with jon too without needing to make him have colored eyes. idk i dont really care i dont actually interact #with magnus fandom outside of elias shit anymore generally #i think the point i was trying to make earlier was it makes sense for elias to have his creepy grey eyes because he SEES like actually sees #and jons (I AM LIKELY VERY WRONG. I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT TMA) jons whole thing is knowing shit. yk. #feel free to correct me if you think im wrong or if i dont understand/ am misremembering canon here

[frnkiebby]

his fuckiNG EYE CRINKLES~🎃

#i am going to be screaming about his eye crinkles till the day i turn to ash #they’re just so #his fucking eyes are perfect #god i’m so far gone #it’s cute fucking smile #and the little greys in his beard #😭😭😭😭 #just fucking take me out #either by frank or a dump truck #frnkiebby #frank iero #mcr #mcr5 #mcrmy #frnkiero #frnkie #my chemical romance #my chem