#but mostly fluffy this go

[queenlucythevaliant]

Just to clarify my thoughts (since I've had a number of people ask me about it) re: Job and cursing God. There's a big difference between cursing God as used in Scripture and how we generally would think of cursing at God today.

Cursing someone, in the Bible, has a lot of depth to it. It's not just saying "screw you " in anger, it's got a sense of forsakenness to it. It's the opposite of a blessing, a removal of blessing. If the blessing is presence, your face shining on the person you're blessing, then a curse is absence. In some translations, Job's wife tells him to "renounce God and die," which I honestly think makes a lot more sense to modern ears.

Job says a lot of unpleasant things to and about God in his anger and grief. So do the Psalmists. A number of the Prophets. So can we. God can take it if we come to him with honest expressions of our emotion, including those not-so-nice ones directed at him. I don't think there's anything wrong with getting mad at God and saying, "How dare you, you bastard" when you suffer unjustly. You can say much worse, I think, without sinning, though I don't feel particularly inclined to give examples. But as long as it's an honest expression of your heart, I think you're doing exactly what prayer is for. You're presenting him your heart with an open hand. He can use that. Opposite of love is not hate but indifference, etc.

Job doesn't renounce God. Neither should we. But I think when you're truly suffering, you're gonna have those feelings toward God either way. He'd rather you address them with him directly than try to avoid them. Cursing at God in the modern sense is actually a great way to keep the relationship strong and not end up cursing/renouncing him in the Biblical sense.

#i did try to draw that distinction in the original post but I didn't really go into detail #mostly bc i was trying to be concise and just focus on how the church talks to sufferers #so here's the long version #pontifications and creations #only thou art holy #also side note: there was someone yesterday who responded to that post with the suggestion that suffering is generally the sufferer's fault #and it got worse from there #just an absolutely rank response that had me immediately blocking that person and googling if there was a way to remove someone's addition #idk to what degree that person is an active member of this broader christian community we've got going on here #but if you see that post (and you'll know it when you see it) please as a favor to me don't interact with it #there were some lovely responses and additions to that post yesterday too #but that one made me mad #idk. to a certain degree i wanted to vent #they're blocked now though so whatever #anyway. I've sort of been percolating on these various thoughts for a few weeks #since i went to a really fluffy women's talk on suffering #and now i kind of want to give my version #I'm far from the greatest sufferer in the world. i am well aware of that #but as I've been sick I've just done So Much Thinking and reading about theodicy and struggle with God that i feel qualified to opine #unlike the giver of that talk #anyway #tag rant over #...for now #theodicy

[chacerider]

(he can't even play guitar he just wanted to look cool 🎶)

#tokusatsu #kamen rider #art #fanart #artwork #shin kamen rider #shin kamen rider spoilers #by implication i guess #ichimonji hayato (shin) #hongo takeshi (shin) #comic #timelapse video #OOPS BUGMEN INVADED MY BRAIN AGAIN #also if you too have bugmens on the brain #now that it's up on amazon for all to see (or y'know. the cat site as well 👀) #i've got a short fic going up on my AO3 #it's silly and fluffy!...... mostly- #i'll put a link in a reblog soon~

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

heyyyy who wants some lowish-resolution Lights Out angst scribbles before i go sleep!!!

(gonna put this under the cut bc im not sure if it can be considered spoiler-y or not? does this au even Have spoilers if there's no shared cohesive plot yet? who knows! i'm doing this impulsively i don't know what i'm doing ever! ! i like drawing characters in distress and anguish! thank you!)

#also if i dont share them now i just Know i never will #i like scribbling distress but Especially when its barnaby. he has the face for it. sad puppy <3 #i mostly scribble these to help myself Think and Visualize #who knows! in a week some or all of them could be rendered non-au-canon by Evolving Ideas #scribble salad #wh lights out au #the last wally one is probably my favorite of the bunch #i like making myself sad by playing the Scene its from in my head <3 #wail in anguish puppet boy... wail and sob.... #going back to my roots with these babeyyyyyy #kind of. mildly. #its been too fluffy on this blog #i need to remember where im from... what im about... Who I Am.... #also 'why is wally so small' bc all of the puppets are there physical sizes #also im Terrible at scribbling consistent size differences <3 #i will Always overcompensate <3 #anyway this au is called lights out aka I Torment Barnaby On An Intensely Emotional Level #what can i say? i have cuteness aggression <3

[ultimate-blorbo-collector]

Alright, I've got a few ideas with a Genius reader. I've started to work on all of them, but it'll take forever if I don't pick one.

#Why THESE are the things I come up with idk #I physically cant write fluff. Like the aventurine one is the most fluffy for some reason #Trailblazer might pop up in the ruan mei one. Astral Express (mostly Himeko/Welt) might pop up in the Aventurine one #Also were going with the Ratio worm theory #Aventurine x reader #dr ratio x reader #ruan mei x reader #x reader #veritas ratio x reader

[pencilofawesomeness]

Question how would Daphne be treated in the papalogia au? Because in the story it would be a 100% confirmation that the dragon she say is acno. Also with how obsessed she was I am shocked she didn't have a dragon slayer lacrima.

I've been overthinking this ask for a week now lol.

Okay so. In terms of the Magnolia area, and really all of Fiore, I don't think anything would change. Acnologia is still the only dragon to be spotted, and even though he's flying around, he does make an effort to not be seen. Arguably, he's making more of an effort that canon-Acnologia, who simply did not care. That said, there may or may not be other dragon sightings in other parts of the world, so Daphne may be bolstered in her obsession with dragons all the same.

I don't think it would equate to her getting a lacrima though. Not only are those suckers hard to find and risky, her fascination strikes me as... a mix between scientific and fanatic. Her love and obsession with dragons and learning about them, as well as proving them real, supersedes most rational thought and morals. I mean, she was totally cool in using Natsu as a battery, and given the opportunity, she would have poked at him more I am sure. She seems to me like the Mr. Crocker of Fairy Tail, except with the room to be really amoral and scary for it.

Some peeps know this already but I have flirted with, and sometimes am still flirting with, the idea of a mini arc involving Daphne, except if fanaticism was just a bit more dangerous. The fact that there is a bit more evidence of dragons out there, but the dragon slayers are more tight-lipped about dragons and their own magic in Magnolia, is enough to drive someone like that bonkers. I still don't have solid ideas for this so it may or may not happen in htryds at all; I just... really like mad scientist psycho antagonists, so if I ever get struck by inspiration and want to hit a dragon slayer or three with a really spiky stick... Consider this a forewarning >.>

#fairy tail #htryds ask #daphne arc #i still can't commit to any specific idea yet #mostly because idk who I would want to hit with it #the arc itself would be totally deconstructed if I do anything with daphne as a character #i mostly just wanted to think about one of my favorite tropes: #human experimentation and medical torture :) #it probably wouldn't go *that* hard but still #I have it in me #it's just so hard to beat these guys senseless when a) acnologia is around #and b) i *am* dedicated to this being mostly fluffy and happy I swear #there is just a part of my author brain full of violence

[eijiroukiriot]

it's been a sec since i've done a translation! but i think this comic is really sweet so translation under the cut!! the title on the comic is "kiribaku and tododeku who aren't public about their relationship (having mild heart attacks)", and the caption on the tweet is "i wanna read 10000 stories about people finding out about kiribaku and tododeku's relationships"

Hero Radio OFFTiME! On our program, you can hear top heroes spill a little bit about their private lives. Today's hosts are Deku and Red Riot! What kinds of things will they talk about? Let's see!

Midoriya: Man, you must be tired! You came here straight after a night shift, right? Are you feeling alright?

Kirishima: All good! Besides, you've been working ten days in a row, right? Good on you!

(word bubbles - Very, Very Tired)

M: Alright then, our first letter of the night...this one comes to us from BlueMackerel-san, who asks, "How did you spend your last day off?"

K: Uhh...oh yeah! Hiked 'n camped! And ate a ton of campfire food!

M: Oh, with Kacchan?

K: Yep!

M: He sure does like hiking.

Flashback Kirishima: WHOOPIE!!

Flashback Bakugou: Just eat it

M: What'd you two eat?

K: The works! Spare ribs, and homemade sausage, and meat, and more meat! Bakugou always packs a ton of meat to barbecue, it's crazy good! What about you?

M: Mmm...I slept in until around noon...and I think that day, Todoroki's family invited me over for dinner. His sister is a great cook!

Flashback Fuyumi: Welcome, welcome!

K: Coooool. So we both ended up just spending the day with our boyfriends, huh-

M: UH- um-

K: Huh? OH-! Cut! Cut!! Can you guys pretend you didn't hear that last...

M: Ohhhh my goddddddd

Narration: Our next letter comes to us from DieYouScum-san, who writes, "I'm killing you when you get home"

#kiribaku #tododeku #translation #bnha #this is a short one that's mostly kirishima and deku talkin but i think it's very cute #i'm also still completely in shock that tumblr now lets you go back and fix typos in tags #good on ya tumblr stuff #this is just a super quick translation before bed and i played it kinda fast and loose w the expressions!! but i did my best to get the #meaning across!! #to talk abt mostly unrelated stuff yesterday on my way home from a long weekend i dropped by tokyo and to a huge anime resale store #they had soooo much bnha stuff but pointedly they had a whole separate building across the street for doujinshi #my local anime resale store lately has gotten so few bnha doujin that they stopped sorting them by ship so it's basically not worth looking #but this one had a ton of krbk all laid out and i was this close to not even going into the store but i came out w a little stack! #crazy to see so much krbk in person that i even had my /pick/ of safe fluffy stuff #anyway one of the ones i bought is abt them living together and the cover illustration is kirishima elbowing bkg in his sleep #i was gonna not just read more krbk before bed tonight but it looks so sweet and up my alley #ik i don't post much on here anymore and it's mostly bc adult life saps the paragraph-typing/thread-typing energy out of me #but those guys still have an apartment in my brain #hope you guys are doing well!!

[deltamachine2013]

*mlem*

#julian bashir #elim garak #garashir #deep space nine #ds9 #star trek #this took a week to do i'm going to tag this either way #shut up steffi #my art #i can't do backgrounds so hopefully my mostly-traced and made-shit-up background is just Enough #star trek deep space nine #edit: i've now realised there are a few mistakes in this picture. please forgive me #also i've made bashir's hair more fluffy than it actually is rip

[typically-untypical]

Super Secret Crushes

AU: Superheros

CW: None that I can think of

WC: 1,217

Date: 12/5/2023 (or at least it was supposed to be 🤣)

"Fuck, Remus, stop shoving," Virgil muttered as he stepped out of the way of his teammate, best friend, and boyfriend. There were three of them in the group; Janus who had a manipulative power that allowed him to gather intel and information; Remus who had a shadow power that was rather creepy when he let loose; and Virgil whose super power was anxiety, not literally, but he was up most nights working on tech that would help him out in any of the thousands of situations that might happen when his two boy friends were reckless idiots who liked to fight injustice, not crime, but injustice. Virgil also suspected he had healing powers, though he couldn't prove it. It wasn't anything miraculous like people being instantly healed but Janus and Remus both seemed to heal faster when he was around. Virgil wrote it off for the first few years, but he was beginning to get suspicious. 

They had gotten together in college, high on booze and emotions as they all realized they had a bone to pick with the way their society was set up. They had formed a team and the three of them tried to fix what they believed was wrong in the world. Though, Virgil was mostly just trying to keep them all together. It had been amazing thus far, terrifying but amazing. When Janus got caught in a building on fire, that's when Virgil started to believe he had healing powers. Janus shouldn't have healed as quickly as he did, but somehow, he had made it through all right. 

Maybe that was Virgil's excuse for trying to stick close to the super-ordinary Patton. The soft little baker was a shining light in the world of shadows they had chosen. Virgil, Janus, and Remus couldn't call a lot of attention to themselves, which meant few friends in their non-costumed lives. Patton, however, wasn't a friend. He was a business owner that the three of them just so happened to get close to.

"He's just so fucking cute, I can't help but look at him!"

"Shhut up," Janus hissed as he strolled through the hallway, grabbing both of them by the ear and pulling them away. "Look, he knows us as the three idiots who go on dates at his bakery. He doesn't know who we really are and he doesn't need to, understood?"

Virgil and Remus looked at each other before rolling their eyes.

"Of course not," Virgil muttered. "We just never see him out of the bakery. Both of us are just trying to get a good look." It wasn't just that, they all knew it wasn't just that. Patton had been working his charm on all three of them, with his cinnamon sweet smile and his chocolate eyes, Patton was the definition of adorable.

"And what happens when he sneaks up on either of you?" Janus hissed before feeling a warm hand on his shoulder.

"Um... Janus? Not that I'm not happy to see you all, but why am I here?" Patton's sweet voice made all of them jump a bit, thankfully none of Remus' shadows came out and they were all able to stand there floundering for words rather than floundering to control their powers. Remus and Virgil looked to Janus. He was the one who took charge normally and they were looking for him to take charge now.

"Apologies, Patton, you were caught in a villain fight," He caught his wind, sliding into the smoothness of his usual routine. Only Virgil and Remus noticed the shake of his hands. "Do you remember the event? I believe the three of us panicked and took you here to make sure you were okay. A hospital probably would have been a better route but sometimes in the moment these two can be frantic." Certainly not him. Virgil rolled his eyes.

"I..." Patton paused, putting a hand to his head. "I think I remember. It was at the bakery, right?" He asked and the three nodded in unison. "And Virgil threw himself over me."

Virgil blushed at that. He had created a short term force field. It was enough to keep either of them from being crushed too quickly, and he might have jumped into danger to protect Patton. So what, it wasn't like he was a hero. Patton was just really good looking. Janus and Remus were eyeing him suggestively and hiding slightly behind Janus so Patton wouldn't see, Virgil flipped Remus off. He then proceeded to grab his hood and pull it over his head.

"I just didn't want you to get hurt P, you make such good snacks."

"Oh, kiddo." Patton smiled, maneuvering around Janus to give Virgil a small kiss on the cheek. Virgil's entire face went red and Remus began laughing maniacally. "Don't think you're getting out of affection," Patton smiled up at Remus. "You were the one who called for help, right? I'm not sure how you maneuvered through the rubble but I'm sure we wouldn't have gotten help nearly as quickly without you!" Patton leaned over and gave Remus a kiss on the cheek as well. However, this time he wasn't able to pull away fully as Remus grabbed his hands, eyes sparkling.

"Stay with us!" He said, the excitement showing in every part of his body.

"I think that is a very bad idea," Janus hissed. "Patton already has a home that he needs to return to, and he has his bakery." At that Janus turned to him, "Though we are happy to help clean up the bakery. A lot of heroes’ associations don't stick around for after the destruction, and if your bakery is in need of any repair we'd love to help."

"Are you just upset because you didn't get a cheek kiss Mister?" Patton asked Janus but his smile was faltering a bit. Janus could tell this whole thing had been a bit too much for the other man. He slowly reached out, pulling Patton into a gentle hug.

"Yes, that's exactly what's wrong, and not at all that I don't want these two to overwhelm you." Patton clung tighter to Janus than he had been expecting, but he continued just to hold the other man closely without saying a word. Virgil and Remus at least knew when to back off, so they quietly slipped away, already knowing they had a mission to help get Patton's bakery back up and running.

 "Would y'all go back with me? Make sure it's structurally sound, and if not maybe I could stay with you for a few days? I don't want to be an inconvenience but I would love the help."

"I'm sure the two of them wouldn't mind in the slightest. However, it seems they've both run off. Why don't you help me make dinner? I'm sure those two will be back before we're done, then we can all check on your place together." 

Patton nodded. "Thanks!"

Janus wasn't sure how he was going to keep their identities a secret, especially when Remus was the antonym for stealth. Still, he already knew there was no turning back. The other two were smitten, and though he might lie to others, Janus rarely lied to himself.

He might be a little taken with the baker as well.

Tag List: @simplestoryteller @fantasticfangirl21 @joylessnightsky @glacierruler @tsspromptmonth

#Untypical Creations #Sanders Sides #Sanders Side fic #Fanfic #Remus Sanders #Patton Sanders #Virgil Sanders #Janus Sanders #Superhero AU #Mostly Fluffy #Hi Tag list! I'm going to be posting a bunch over the next hour or so this will be your one and only tag. I don't wanna overwhelm you!

[cookii-moon]

*Shoots your Lilly and Cole with a dragonifier 3000 and runs*

Qilin Cole. That’s it that’s the post.

#ninjago art #ninjago fanart #ninjago #ninjago cole #cole ninjago #dragon cole #dragon art #dragon #dragons #qilin #Kirin #ninjago lilly #lilly ninjago #This is motherly affection and if any sick twisted being even dares to imply anything else they go to the chopping board (aka blocklist) #I shouldn’t have to clarify that but some people are weirdos.. sigh #Mostly based them on the Japanese variant (Kirin) #Also used a lot of deer (and fawn for Cole) references #It was supposed to just be a small sketch but uh #Yeah that didn’t work out #Kinda related fawns are way too fluffy for smthn you shouldn’t pet AUUIGH why!!! #Mother Nature loves to taunt us huh? #Cookie’s art

[arolesbianism]

Some concepts for the siblings

#keese draws #rain world #rain world survivor #rain world monk #just impulsive slug cat practice mostly but I also have been wanting to draw them #I wanna try my hand at making fun designs for some of the others so I needed to get my baseline first #I wanna go for more rodent vibes than cat but not too much so #I also wanna draw some of my other slugcat biology hcs but no promises I’ve been going thru it lately #oh yeah and I do imagine most slugcats as completely hairless so no fluffy arti sorry y’all #she does get the closest to having actual teeth of all of them tho so that’s a win for her #well ok all slugcats kind of have teeth but they’re more like small spines that line the front of their mouths #they don’t chew on food tho the teeth are for tearing bits of food off of things #carnivorous slugcats have bigger spines that more so resemble teeth but only in the sense that they’re much larger and easier to see #they also very much hurt more although usefulness in combat is often limited #as getting a good enough grip on a moving target ain’t easy #in fact these big ol teeth are more meant to be used for trapping prey while they like beat them to death or smth #but with larger prey becoming most carnivorous scugs main food source they don’t get used that way as often anymore #in my minds eye way way back slugcats used to be egg predators but as more and more dangerous predators started being common they adapted #a much more omnivorous diet with most of their protein coming from bugs #and hey now they eat bug eggs full circle Babey

[sqlmn]

Sebastian (pink hair) and Cornella (blue hair) meet as children and realize "ah, that's the kid my parents told me to avoid because of business reasons" and immediately decide "hey, we're going to be best friends and not fight". Which... in the long run helps a lot in regards to their parents companies because now the parents have to play nice around their kids.

long history below lol

So they're just bffs throughout their youth and a couple years before their high school graduation, Sebastian spots a kid with messy hair who looks really nervous. Since it's early in the year, maybe the kid needs help finding somewhere? So he goes over to offer to help him to class buuuuut the guy flinches and runs away. So Sebastian is ready to report to Cornella at lunch but she slams her hands down on the table saying "I JUST SAW THE CUTEST GUY EVER". And Sebastian puts his concerns on hold until he realizes they're about to talk about the same guy.

The duo then decide "operation befriend shy guy" and spend like an entire school year getting Matis to warm up to them. Good! Except now they're seniors and STILL both pining for the underclassman (only a grade below) and they have an agreement to not pressure Matis into any weird situations about picking between them.

Matis and Sebastian like to draw though and so one day as Sebastian is vibing and sketching Cornella while stealing glances at Matis, he decides to put little hearts around her head. It's fine, it's not weird, it's totally cool. And Matis sees and comments he must really like her and while he DOES really like her it's .... not quite like that. So he laughs it off.

The two graduate and then start to train at their parents companies while attending college and the years go on. They still sometimes think about Matis and go "wonder how he's doing" "wonder if he's more outspoken now" "wonder if he'd remember us" because they're both very normal about the lingering crush they have. Cornella walks into the building she works at one day and is going directly to her office in hopes no one sees her since she's supposed to be off when she hears her name.

"I'm not here, you didn't see me and you REALLY didn't see me if my dad's asking" is her immediate response but the guy's like 'oh, sure, understood. i am interviewing someone who said he went to school with you' and so she looks over and is just. Floored. Yup, still nervous looking, definitely remembers them, he's doing fine, and he's apparently now working at her company. Fabulous.

She does say hello and then nervously excuses herself to go to her office before anyone else sees her but hey see you around good to see you bye haha... and calls Sebastian with "He's hot now" with no context. So he asks who and she's like "oh only the cutest boy to ever plague our brains for years" and Sebastian is just "wait wait, Matis ? ? YOU SAW HIM? WHERE? HELLO? Why was I not invited to see him? Why did you not video call so I can see him? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE'S HOT" and then they scheme how to actually meet up and involve Matis. And they agree while he's definitely handsome dealing with other people, the fact he still blushes and looks nervous around them and looks to them for approval is the absolute cutest thing on the planet.

#pining since hs wdym #also someone pointed out matis is daikon colors and yeah ...... yeaaaah.... #another person said omg seeing the three at the bottom is like trans colors #and honestly im here for the accidental rep #it was mostly me going you know what since theres a boy girl duo and for some reason blue pink is the weird norm #time to swap that and have a pink boy and blue girl #then i had no idea for a third color and just went white but with green as an under color #matis looks really professional when talking to other coworkers but blushes the second seb and cornella are involved #and sebastian is extremely cat coded #his little tufts of hair on the side of his head just kinda being cat ear like #and theres another reason but ill doodle it out later but hes basically just a fluffy pink cat who thrives with attention #but is so quick to be done with said attention cause hes bored bye #cornella and her crinkle cut hair is so cute imo #she has long hair as a kid then gets tired of maintaining it and cuts it short in hs and then grows it back out #matis goes from if i cant see them they cant see me to okay i have to pretend like im an adult who can make eye contact #seb and cornella are absolutely mind blown by the fact he has a beauty mark and they had no idea for the entire two school years with him

[tsa-smth]

@666herescared, I might’ve made a weird and a normal fanart for Imaginary Shadow Dad

Link to the Chapter 1 of Imaginary Shadow Dad

#might've write some coherent feedback but i ran out of brain juice #anyway i just think that a sunshine kid being raised by a decrepit shadow demon is funny #also mac is a nice dad but mostly respect for him saying 'fuck it if nobody cares abt this kid *I* will care about this kid' #Shadows/darkness is important in the fic's setting i would say it's a feature - like what's macaque w/o shadows? #it doesn't go into an edge (as you can guess i like some edgy stuff) #but mostly as a symbol of MK's life development and a given in the setting #Very fluffy story about a boy who befriends shadows and a dad who raises a starlight #Pacing is very chill dunno if there will be focus on mk's solo in his life outside of dojo but seeing the art with rumble and savage #seems like it might happen pretty soon #fanart #lmk au #lego monkie kid au #tsats draws #EDIT: eyestrayn fixed

[fosermi]

If you know me, you'll know I have a tendency to write fanfiction. Well I wrote one for ROTG/GOC and if you also know me you'll know I like to draw some scenes sometimes.

So, here are 3 scenes for my fic :D

here's the link for anyone who wants to read it:

Fair warning though, it does contain spoilers for book 1 of the Guardians of childhood series as it closely follows the plot of the books. At least somewhat.

#foserdraws #guardians of childhood #nightlight goc #rise of the guardians #foser writes #sandy #sanderson mansnoozie #pitch black #jack frost #fic art #legit took 80% of the canon goc lore and threw it out the window #gunna play with lore with this one #the hyperfixation is real #i have plans for this fic #mostly its going to be a fluffy fic #i say mostly because if you know me i dont place nice sometimes #also hurt/comfort is my forté #let pitch be nice #give him the family he wants back #i dont care if hes OOC i need my Kozzy Kozmotis #theyre brothers your honor

[darabeatha]

<- the shepherd in question

#he takes on different forms; he can turn into a sheep a bird a gazelle a flower and;;; lettuce #but his original form is that of a beautiful man #he was an ancient mesopotamian deity associated mostly with agriculture and shepherds #and like g.ilgamesh; he also appears on the sumerian king list #curiously enough he's stated to have also been an ancient king of the city of uruk as well like gil! #its a situation that is sort of like how some people believe king arthur existed and ruled somewhere #and others just think he was just a literary figure #I'm going to be honest with u chief i dont really vibe with his style in f.ate so im giving him a diff fc #he's still pretty much the same but i just want him to have pretty long eyelashes and beautiful fluffy hair #;d.umuzid

[taliaglitch]

hello everyone look at my bg3 character (+ the dream guardian who i based off my other character from early access)

#their name is impulse theyre a wild magic sorcerer #originally very eager to get the tadpole out but i've been slapping the [ILLITHID] [WISDOM] options whenever they appear #theyre finding that they quite enjoy the power. the [narrator voice] *authority* #i picked the urchin background for them so theyre definitely the type of person who's never held power in. any capacity. it's new but they #really quite like it. i'm not going full evil or anything they are mostly good-aligned #but we shall see where this goes #current party is karlach shadowheart & astarion #i fell in love with karlach immediately. #this game does NOT run well on my computer. i have had some crashes #only 2 so far though in 12 hours of playtime #so. good enough #i'm so obsessed with impulse though. theyre so cute. their hair is so fluffy #THEY GET TO BE CANONICALLY NONBINARY LIKE RECOGNIZED AS SUCH IN-GAME NOT JUST IN MY HEADCANON #AAAAAAA!!!! #when the option was added in early access back in like december i cried #i am not joking. i cried #i never ever expected to be able to play a nonbinary character in a game like this #this is the one thing that i truly sincerely hope every single rpg released post-bg3 does as well #frankly inexcusable if they don't #god. how am i ever supposed to play another video game #anyway #launching the game now to play for another 12 hours today #oc: impulse

[swampdrive]

Hate it when you only have the vague mental concept of a character design rattling around in your head at 15000mph but are utterly unable to execute it on paper

#im mostly pissed bc i cAnnOT get the collar right on this OC ive been rotating lately #im mostly annoyed over their coat collar bc i want it to have a sickass fur ruff on it but i cant decide between how fluffy/sleek i want it #to be or if it folds out into a hood or if there is a separate hood attached to the coat further along their shoulder line that is #independent of the collar itself #i also cant decide if the the exterior of the coat should be either semi shine leather or a more muted/matte sued #e #it all handwavingly should serve a semi-realistic purpose of being weatherproof for cold/wet weather conditions #but im more focused on it looking sick as hell lol. i just want them to be like oughh ominous looking and in mostly black with the #fur/leather/suede textures being the primary design highlights + points of interest #oughhghgh hh h. #i legit have like 10 full pages of concept work done in my sketchbook i am going to VOMIT