#but idk what’s better 🤔

[herbofthyme]

#feel free to ignore :) #rambles #i have 5 pieces to post rn #usually i’d do them across a couple days but. impatient #instead they’re scheduled over the next few hours #and im tempted to just hit post on all of them #but idk what’s better 🤔

[doodlebugsreal]

Old doodle from the depths of my files

You can see how old it is with how burgh is drawn ahaha

#fanart #gym leader burgh #subway boss emmet #doodlebugshipping #Also a try at winter-y fits for them??? #idk what i tried for burgh there but oh well! #since then i made way better winter oitfits for them. ill see if i post it since its related to the au from the previous post #the relationship i picture in that au is way different than the normal one i usually depict... its kinda complex 🤔

[mich3all]

Spoiler?)

Sketch of Sun Wukong.

I haven't been able to draw his hair yet, I still have to decide what type of hair I want him to have in my au.😔

Bald Monkey King.

#lmk #lmk fandom #idk what im doing #lmk fanart #sketch #unfinished #monkey king #Does Macaque like bald monkeys?🤔 #Is short curly hair or long curly hair better? #🥹👍 #lmk sun wukong #sun wukong

[microfeelings]

Yeah I'm sharing them now because if I decide to wait to pass them digitally I will ✨never do it✨

Spiderverse x One Piece AU!

A little something that started as an exercise in character design and then I got a little bit into it lmao

I did design the rest of the East Blue Crew but uh... they were kinda ugly/boring, I put more effort into these two because they're the 💕favs💕

Info, kinda. Honestly I don't have a lot thought out its mostly random ideas that mushed together sort of resemble a well put together au, just like everything I do <3

Nami:

- Spider-Woman of her universe, while her design isn't exactly original I really liked using her orange and blue colors. She has the spider logo on her back because she hates spiders and hates looking at them lmao

- In her universe, her best friend Usopp died when she failed to save him (kinda her "Gwen Stacy" but he was just a friend)

- Has electricity powers, her spidey senses are also really in tune with the climate for some reason

- She has a staff (not pictured) she fights with, and also uses the environment to her favor, not the biggest fan of fighting hand to hand because (compared to other Spider-people) shes not as physically strong

- Has a few enemies and nemesis that she fights, Arlong being the most important/strong one

- She's actually quite happy to know other Spider-people, tho she was kinda shocked when she saw Usopp... It was awkard for both of them...

Usopp:

- The first Spider-man in his world, there are some things of his design I would change (mainly the sweatband, I would change the colors), but I'm actually quite happy with his design. Where does his nose go with the mask on? The same place Hobbie's hair goes, idk..

- In his universe, his best friend Nami died, Usopp failing to protect her

- Uncanny precision with his webfluids, also figths using the environment

- Unfortunately isn't a well received Spider-man 😔, gets complaints about destruction of property or how he's "pretty coward for a superhero"

- Really would rather focus on saving civilians from natural disasters, as he's also not as physically strong (compared to other Spider-people), but it seems every weirdo on the block decided they really need to beat this teenager up, so he also has some enemies...

- Super excited about meeting other Spider-people and finally being able to share life experiences with them, and then met Nami, or Spider-Woman Nami and it was awkard and uncomfortable (but they became besties, bittersweet moment)

Extra stuff from the rest of the East Blue Crew:

- Luffy's spiderman name is Spider-King and the rest of the Spidermans where like "I can't decide if that's the best or the worst name I've ever heard...". Well Usopp thinks it's kinda cool, and wishes he had chosen a cooler name for himself, might be too late for a new signature 🤔, Nami and Sanji think it's stupid, Zoro is undecided

- Sanji does not have a spider logo, even tho his name is Spider-man because he hates spiders

- Zoro is the second Spider-man from his universe, the first one being Kuina, she died and he took her place

- Sanji has fire inmunity

- Zoro carries like 5 extra pockets of web fluids cause he takes "longer routes" (he gets lost a lot)

#my art #one piece #nami #usopp #god usopp #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #black leg sanji #and i dont know what else to tag. i never got around to making the rest of the crew :( #because the next one was chopper and I had zero (0) ideas on what to do with him lmaoo #i guess he could be a reindeer bitten by a radioactive spider??? and he talks... But I also wanna make him human? 🤷‍♀️ #just know if I do ever get to designing the rest robin will be the coolest #also will the rest of the ebc see the light of day? ehhh probably not? maybe zoro.. hes the least ugly 😔 #luffy ended up too generic and sanji ended up too 'waiter' lmao #i didnt put much of namis backstory because hers is very similar to gwen in spiderverse and thats kinda boring but idk what to change 🤔 #usopps backstory is his mom is still not dead but in a hospital and he lies to her saying he personally knows spiderman #but she knows 😔 and she worries #anyways. I dont have any plans with this au lmao. it was just for the drawings 😭 (that i did last year) #if anyone likes the idea and wants to expand or just run with it they have my full permission 🤷‍♀️ #also wow. ignore my ugly ass handwriting dkdkkfk i promise it looks better nowadays (no one cares. no ones even looking at it. still)

[aezyrraeshh]

VAMPIRE THE MASQUERADE: MURPHY NEAL CANDY

#im honestly not sure how i feel abt this?? one day i look at it its the ugliest thing ever and the other it's fine #idk idk 🤔 #but whatever i still don't know what to do to make it look better so let's leave it at this #but making the animations was fun at least even if i was angry half of the time #but i feel like the wiggling animation of the lines is barely visible 🤡 #vampire the masquerade #my oc: candy

[cerealmonster15]

I’ve always found this part inch resting where “who is hermie” doesn’t give hermie a crisis when he says it HIMSELF first, but then when normal repeats it a few minutes later he gets momentarily rattled. Idk if that means anything but I sure rotate it in my mind a lot

#dndads #scenes that I rotate even faster due to recent episode events lol #‘who is hermie 🤔’ -> ‘😵‍💫who is hermie who is hermie who is hermie 😵‍💫’ #only feeling better when he gets to go back to being mr freeze lol #dying to see what he’s like now after RECENT THINGS #I’d like to think the identity crisis is still there under it all #looking back at every hermie moment like WHAT WAS REAL. WHO IS HERMIE INDEED!!! #idk I always see people talk about normal saying it and rocking hermie to his core #but like hermie said it first and was already getting confused #but then also yea why did he go crisis mode after hearing someone else say it #tbh maybe it was just bc Will started talking after Anthony said it the first time lol #like delayed plan or whatever #but narratively……. the crisis realization when u hear it from someone else #from the boy ur meant 2 betray…

[galadae]

okay but tbh trying to improve my writing feels like 5d chess sometimes to me. I know exactly what I need to do if I'm struggling with art but writing is like. I have to analyze what is and isn't working and it feels like banging my head against a wall

#idk. like. art is just...study this thing amd analyze the form #writing hurts my brain #i know what i like but. idk i know not enjoying my writing means i want it to be better but. idk how 🤔 #sorry this has just been bugging me since i started writing fic again #and it's completely a me problem but i feel like i am not big brained enough to be good at writing #anyway. just going through the 5th time of rereading a wip the next day and liking exactly 4 sentences out of the whole thing amdjkd #wish me luck i guess 😭 #hannah.txt

[tgirljoker]

ughhh. ive got to get a girlfriend so i stop thinking about guys its so so bad

#one guy specifically 🤔 whats his fucking problem i hope he dies i hope his girlfriend leaves and gets a better boyfriend so i can settle #sorry insane thought ummm #would he treat me better or is that exactly what the last two girls he was with thought #I LITERALLYYY HAVENT HAD A CRUSH ON HIM SINCE WE WERE 12 IDK WHATS GOING ON #‘’i can fix him’’ girl hes got a construction crew working full time #okay but liiiike. okay. i literally know him better than anyone else its intuitive. UGH i could do it i could seriously do it i swear #sorry for being crazy ummm were probably going to hang out this week and i hope to god he isnt weird again #sighhhh. i truly think he might treat me better though! were each others oldest friends so its like. idk #whyyyy am i considering this i should know better but idk! truly do not know where im going with this #kill this guy for me chat

[johnbly]

just did "were i king" tonight and realized that the girl who tries to kill roland

is the same girl (with her brother) who roland observes at the end of the utility route

#triangle strategy #tristrat #roland glenbrook #forgive me if this is common knowledge and for posting in the tag #i don't remember seeing a post on this before and there are only so many tristrat fans on here so 🤔 #anyways me sad #roland got the better life for his people that he dreamed of and fought to reclaim glenbrook for but at what cost #well. some of his people. since i assume not everyone is on board. but you know what i mean #i haven't done his route in game bc as much as i love him i can't do it but i watched the ending on yt out of curiosity #i hope i have brought new emotional pain to at least one (1) person #update: i have seen one person discuss it but again idk how common the knowledge is

[magiccowboyhat]

Stars :)

#my art #my doodles #trying to relearn the joys of art and life #I'm thinking I really wanna make a cute star sticker sheet from these but idk let me know what you guys think 🤔 #you guys better be reading the tags I lovingly leave on each of my posts #ily all <3

[saltymongoose]

Yknow the batter au?? What about that but just. The Doomslayer. I don’t know if you know anything about DOOM but the idea of someone like the Doomslayer in the player au is hilarious

Hell yeah dude, I love DOOM! And you're right, the idea of The Doomslayer (aka Doomguy) of all people ending up in Nevada is really funny to imagine. I think in this circumstance, The Doomslayer wouldn't even know who the Player is exactly (since he isn't nearly as self-aware as The Batter in this regard), so it'd probably take some time for him to warm up to you. However, I can see him believing your connection once you tell him, cause the man found a portal to hell on Mars and fought demons because they killed his pet rabbit, so this bit of weirdness probably isn't too out there for him.

If anything, you'd probably be pretty good friends. He definitely wouldn't be as worship-y towards you as the Batter, and he isn't really in love with you at all. He appreciates your company and how you help him, kinda like VEGA except way more powerful. When it comes to his interactions with the grunts though, things are a lot tenser. He honestly thinks they're some sort of demons when he first encountered one, and it was only with your panicked explanations that he didn't resort to choosing violence right away. But other than that, he doesn't really get in their way. Which only makes it weirder that they're always trying to start something with him.

From openly questioning his "devotion" and protectiveness (or rather lack thereof, in their eyes) towards you, to trying to steal his kills and generally prove themselves stronger, faster, smarter, and all around better than him, they just constantly interfere with his business. However, while The Doomslayer might be very annoyed by it, it's less having to do with you, and more of how genuinely vexing their actions are. Like don't try to dispatch a cluster of enemies he was planning on firing the BFG at, that's just uncalled for. >:( It's bad combat etiquette and all that, but really, he couldn't care less about how they view the relationship you have with him. He thinks you're cool, you think he's cool, you're friends. That's it.

However, none of the grunts see it this way, which is the source of the issue. Honestly, I can see Hank and some of the other grunts being threatened by him in general because of who he is as well. I mean, The Doomslayer is a badass killing machine who's far more famous than any of them and supposedly has a very rich history (both of which they only know about from listening to your conversations), and he has a load of cool weapons too. He's exactly like them in terms of occupation, but just...better at it? (Hank denies this obviously, but you seem to favor him, which is enough reason to be pissed off.)

That's another issue as well; you're just happy to be friends with someone like The Doomslayer and you spend a lot of time together because he's nice and generally interesting. He doesn't talk a lot, (even Hank speaks more) but it's fine. However, the others feel a bit left in the dust. I mean, sure, this "Doomslayer" is powerful and had a cute pet, and is from Earth like you, but you have spent so much time with them too. They had a deeper connection with you; they love you in a way that he would never be able to. So why won't you give more attention to them instead?

#tw: yandere #rip daisy :'( #idk what's better #the soundtrack for DOOM or M:PN 🤔 #ask #i ❤️ anons

[helianthus21]

Han-seo: I'm on a path to redemption

Cha-young: you literally joined the mafia

Han-seo: I'm on a path to redemption!

#he's doing better! #vincenzo #jang han seo #hong cha young #asdj i need to make luca find out about the abuse in my fic #but idk how #does he see a scar? does he google him?🤔 #but what would he even find? how would the media find out about the abuse

[poptartmochi]

satine name change impending.....

#i think im going to trade names w my untouched vtmb chara 🤔 #satine just sounds.. too similar to Satiir‚ and idk. satiir is what brings her from the wings to the spotlight yk #anyways i Could overlook that if Satine didn't Also sound like a fucked up way of shortening Agustín yk. in the satagu worldstate i think it #would drive her to kill him even without their history 🤪 WHY did you have to make your name similar to mine!! die!! kinda thing yk #SO. i Think she and salome will be trading names 🏌🏻‍♀️ salome is going to do fuckall for another year at least so. this does not fuck #things up for her so much! plus i think it will be fun to toy w the moulin rouge parallels w her #plus. i think the story of salome suits the bg3 character better ^-^ #AND THE ART... THE GIRL W THE HEAD ON THE PLATTER.. come on #🫀 #sriracha.txt

[akkivee]

are we one and done with these or we thinking they’re going to be a factor in the off arc???? 🤔

#this is vee speaking #idk maybe there’s some underbaked concepts presented here #and by that there’s more to come lol #i’d feel a little bit better if it was mixed up teams in whatever order for the ep art but here’s possibilities to consider lol #the first guidebook art tbh really has me like 🤔 even after all these years lol #it’s that divide man 😩😩😩 i wonder if my guess about it is still relevant lol but i don’t remember the specifics of it #i don’t remember exactly what i said about the cover but i’m sure it was wrong lmao still!!!!! what if unexpected relevancy!!!!!! #as for cross a line there is admittedly a lot in this i can see being relevant i’m just not entirely sure how lol #like gencha and hitoya for instance!!!!!!! yeah they do have a brother complex and carry their brother’s name with them!!!!!!!! #*leans in* and what are we doing with that lmao #sasara and kuukou!!!!!! they want to reform the world because they felt hurt from their families!!!!!!! great!!!!!!! #∠ ( ᐛ 」∠)_ will they be a leader combo finally oooooooooooooooooooorr???????????? #rei and juto!!!!!!!!!!!! they both had the brilliant idea of working with the enemy for their goals!!!!!!!!!!!! #so what else we got???????????? 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 #like there’s very obviously stuff here is there more to it????????? there is right??????? #*wheezing* w…………….. why isn’t it august yet………………. #c: rapping boys

[satanfemme]

being both gnc and trans is so hard sometimes. it's like, I'll face adversity for being gnc/trans/whatever-strangers-read-me-as, and in addition to the normal base-level difficultly and pain and fear of these experiences, I'll also feel on some level like it's "my own fault" too because this is what I purposefully decided to be.

I often dress/act like a girl but have a deep voice/facial hair/flat chest -- and I opted in for all of those. I spent more money than I can conceptualize in order to medically transition in those ways. while, in theory, I could've saved the money, not transitioned, continued dressing/acting the same way as I do now, and the problem would no longer exist... in theory. ofc logically I know that's not at all how it works. if I hadn't transitioned I would feel even worse. and the way I'd experience & express gender would still be intrinsically different from "cis girl" -- that's true regardless of how my body looks or sounds. which should all go without saying, because I very obviously don't conform to my CAGAB either. if I did I wouldn't be in this mess!! u know?

...but the self-blame is still there, because for better or for worse I did go out of my way to become myself. <- feels like a truism.

#the other big self doubt-y issue I've been experiencing lately re: being gnc and trans #is feeling like I'm ''faking'' something. to sooo many people I've just come out as a femme/nonbinary man #with no mentions of my cagab cause that's not something I like to share around irl lol #and then I complain ofc about how I'm treated for being feminine. and everyone gives me sympathy which is nice #but it's hard to fully accept cause I wonder how many of them are assuming I was shunned the same way growing up. #when in reality I was punished for not being feminine *enough*. #and ik it shouldn't/doesn't matter in this context. I still struggled then and I still struggle now; they don't cancel out #but it almost feels like I ''tricked'' my way into a marginalization that I don't ''actually'' belong in. idk #like as if I'm ''secretly'' a girl and just pretending my normal girlhood is subversive for attention #or like I should have just been content with the relative safety of my assigned social role #(hm... where have I heard ''why can't you just be ok with being a girl?'' and ''they're just doing it for attention'' before 🤔) #it's def leaps of logic & self-directed transphobia all around but it's hard to shake #and there's a real fear somewhere mixed into it all too of ''what if someone finds out my cagab and decides I'm not actually trans/a man - #- by *their* transphobic logic. even if they previous supported me''. #anyway I hope no one minds the long vent-y post. I needed to sort out my emotions here lol #I have an old ''omg I love being confusing and ambiguous XD'' post gaining notes rn for some reason and #seeing it again while mentally working thru the above just made me feel ill and confused and guilty. feeling better now <3 #and I do love being trans & I love being a femme & I love being a man with a broad and fluid gender #it's just hard too sometimes

[jejciu]

Also I hate to admit this bc I hate being wrong but the conditioner -> conditioner -> shampoo method actually um.... kinda works for reviving curls lol. It's no miracles and the effects are showing very slowly (it's been months since I started but also I haven't been too consistent), but the effects are there. Even with the use of cheaper conditioners

#And then on the other hand the Cantu conditioner doesn't work better than any cheapest drugstore curl reviver for me...? #Idk what's up with that. I've been alternating between methods of using it to find the way that's best for my hair #But it's making only a tiniest bit of difference about half the times I use it 🤔 #maurycy talks