#but hire me anyway tho..

[plazsma]

sometjing quite ironic about me applying to work at the lego store even though they know me because i keep coming back to that section where you can build your own and i do and i build ninjago ones and then walk out with them in my pocket without paying

#i spend enough money there anyway! #i deserve to have something for free .. #if you guys see this post trust u don’t just close ur eyes #but hire me anyway tho.. #i can stack shelves trust #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #lego ninjago masters of spinjitsu

[sunnys-side-upside-down]

Blorbo's Eepiest Soldier

Thank you everyone for your kind words, I'm doing better and am back to it <3

#helloo! #thank you all for the well wishes #I have really appreciated every kind word #I'm doing better now and have gotten back to school work #i am so eepy though #eepiest soldier #im also being overworked on my capstone game team and the team lead even told me shes over working me so thats #fun #counting going to this capstone class and meetings and such im putting like 25+ hours in a week for it #and i do have 2 other classes #and a social life i enjoy having #haha #but im happy to do the work cause its good portfolio stuff #except when my producer comes up to me and says "yknow how ur in charge of all the 2d art and concepting and branding and ui and pr? yeah g #make a 3-4 page detailed comic for plot at the start of our game cause we dont wanna cut plot (even tho we dont have time for it) and we #dont wanna show plot through interactable objects and dialogue/text so more work for you even tho u legit dont have time for it #ngl tho i have genuinely been enjoying designing icons and doing model concepts #i made some fire designs recently #please hire me a game company tm #anyway enough of capstone talk #love you all!!! #im excited to graduate and finally be able to change my bio!! #hope you all have a very lovely rest of your day <33 #furry #fursona #digital art #art #eepy

[sinfuego]

Tbh, nothing has made me sympathize more with Kipperlilly Copperkettle than her anger issues.

Cause anger is an emotion we feel when we're missing something. When we need something and can't get it. It's a balm to make us feel better when things don't go our way.

When things aren't fair.

#d20 #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #d20 spoilers #fhjy #fantasy high spoilers #of course just cause you feel like things are unfair doesnt mean they actually are #and the reason why its an anger issue is cause the anger has befome detrimental #its warped from being somethjng to comfort you when you feel powerless to a tool you use against others when you fedl slighted #part of why anger issues are so hard to overcome is cause of how good it feels in the moment #even if you feel terrible guilt afterwards #the catharsis of releasing anger can be such a relief #that you dont even realise youve started looking for reasons to be angry #youre listing things that are terrible with the world just so you can feel better by getting angry at them #things like capitalism and people who bullied you and how your boss is a terrible racist #things that everyone can get angry over #until they get more personal and warps your judgment #“my boss called a group of immigrant a bunch of racial slurs” “his secretary was there too she can back me up” #“when i brought it up with her she says she wasnt payjng attention or something” “shes peobably racist too and thats why he hired her” #it becomes easier to make jumps like that instead of giving people the benefit of the doubt #easier to justify your anger with the smallest slights #until youre yelling at a pedestrian whe. you almost ran them over #“sure it was a red light but they shouldve paid attention and seen me coming too” #anyways this is all to say kipperlilly probably has some issues to deal with #idk if shes actually behind this plot or if shes being manipulated #doesmt stop her from being a total dick tho #but it does make me a little more sympathetic to her

[futazolam]

I did another fake vinyl design based on my srar art and the cool thing is this kind of material! can change its color from a milky white color to red! when absorbing the sunlight!

#this is really fun #designing all those stuff #seriously I think fob should hire me do their merch design (jk) #anyway #the material isn’t perfect tho the color isn’t red enough it’s kinda pinky #but it’s just a experimental thing for fun so overall I’m pretty happy with the result #and I’m not going to sell these im just gonna give them to my friends and force them watch ybc with me #my art #fall out boy #fob #fanart #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #fan made merch #ybc #young blood chronicles #save rock and roll

[totalspiffage]

My brain feels like it's been in a complete fog for like 6 months but I'm trying my best. That and the resurgence of nerve pain and NEW pain in my spine has been great I love bodies.

#trying to catch up on basic human things but it's like #every time i start to get anywhere #things set me back or i have another crisis that drains me mentally and physically #I've been wanting this wheelchair and i can't get it even tho it's literally like 1k off the usual 4k price #bc i just had to buy a car and spend my savings and more on fixing my old car #plus I'm not getting hired and don't have energy for auditions which is #great #I'm tired and i feel like giving up #but oh no now i have to finish maybe buying a house and dealing with family and moving #so that's fun #anyway if I'm quiet that's why I've been so isolated #the house isn't my own money obv but it's bc my grandma sold my late dad's place so she wanted me to have a place #that's the only way we're getting houses gang #i don't wanna be ungrateful it's very exciting it's just a lot and I have to be put together about if

[lucishell]

not art but !!!! sumeru cast headcanons !!! :D

#i forgot to give nari those dot eyebrows arrrghhhh #anyways i saw something similar-ish thus i spent the whole day editing them #didn't bother to do nahida tho #mhy like hire me or smth??? haha jkjk... unless?? #genshin impact #sumeru #genshin tighnari #genshin impact cyno #collei #genshin candace #dehya genshin #alhaitham #kaveh #genshin #genshin edit #genshin impact edit #headcanons #genshin headcanons #not art

[weirdcat1213]

i had a vision

#or they #xe or any you want idk how to edit that tho im sorry #for all your little transgender needs #orange should hire me #anyway #trigun #trigun stampede #yes this was on paint what about it

[sysig]

It’s my pencil and I get to choose the crossover (Patreon)

#Doodles #Deltatune #Spamton #Camp Camp #Max #All because Spam's turtleneck reminded me of David's neckerchief #And then I didn't even draw it correctly lol oh well it's close enough #It's all very silly #With their track record they would hire Spamton lbrh #Campbell's money laundering and all the side hustles and Spamton's clear dismissal of care of children - he's perfect for the job lol #Sure he stole David's clothes lol even if they had a uniform for him he'd still swim in it #Why does this make me want to see him with a kerchief in his hair tho why #Anyway - bad influence Spamton I do not trust him with rubbing alcohol and bandages #He'd hawk it back for $1.99 per installment per injury and some of the kids would actually fall for it #Camp Camp tier list: Who's the most likely to fall for a scam email #Neil is unfortunately high because even tho he's very techy-savvy he's not very people-savvy #If Spamton showed up to him in person he'd get scammed for sure

[spineless-lobster]

Linear warfare except when they run at each other they meet in the middle and start passionately kissing each other on the mouth with tongue

#so anyways I watched napoleon #it was good I liked it a lot #the soundtrack was AMAZING it really stood out to me #also I SAW PETER SANDYS CLARKE!!!!!!! #he was at the battle of waterloo he shouted one line of orders and then stood around in the background <333 #(exactly what I was expecting but honestly I was still so excited) #he did amazing and I didn’t even see his character die #anyways the movie opened with a beheading which was insane but I called it and it was so cool #there was another gory bit involving a horse #also all the french people sounded british????? and napoleon was american??? #I get he was played by joaquin phoenix and they want the big name attached to the movie but like come on just hire a french guy #or make him do the accent or something #sorry that’s just a pet peeve of mine #tsar alexander I was fruity as hell so they did a great job with that he was so pretty omg #my favourite parts were the battle of waterloo and the battle of austerlitz so yeah #gonna stop rambling now lmao #watch it if you want it’s kinda long tho

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Okay I'm not saying that this semester's students suck ass bc I'm not there to teach them, but isn't it just such a coincidence that the vast majority are failing so miserably and they don't have someone who will tutor them outside of class and go over notes and skills with them, while the previous semesters did have that and the majority passed? Super interesting stuff. Too bad we'll never know if things could've been different if they had just fucking paid me :)

#can you tell I'm peeved lmao #i went to one of the classes today just so i can keep it on my resume #and holy fuck #weeks into the semester and they should have the basics down #they do not #absolutely floundering #granted I'm sure I'm not actually the reason lmao #like yeah i helped a shit ton of students outside class too #but they probably could've passed without me #these new ones tho are awful #no drive no nothing just looking for others to blame for their own failures #i didn't even stay the whole time like i was planning #bc i found out that they hired four other fucking people for the program #who all have less experience than me #and have been with the program for a way shorter time than i have #who don't do half the extra shit i do #and don't get me wrong this isn't a slight at them they're all fully qualified #but why the fuck not hire me #like i genuinely am so pissed #have to email my supervisor but I'm too upset to make it sound civil #like fucking fine if you don't wanna pay me you never get to see me again #I'm not working ten hour days plus extra outside of class for nothing anymore that's insane #I'll keeping being a private tutor for the students but I'm not doing a single thing for the program without pay #i mean holy shit hiring at least four other people and not saying shit to me?? #like fine that's fine fuck you you're getting an email ultimatum good luck finding someone else willing to do all that for free #i cried about it for like an hour and now I'm just mad lmao having a super normal one rn #anyway #not snz

[littledeadling]

writing another little fic snippet...

#this one has Peli Motto and she is a delight to write I have discovered #once again saying they should’ve hired me to script that show 😒 #bz bz #I love writing dialogue i could write dialogue til the cows come home #anyway what if Din confided in Peli about his feelings for Cobb and she calls him a faggot but then is like oh but me too tho dw 😙👍🏼 #and he’s like 😓😓😓😓...

[dykedragons]

hate that i gotta go back to work i just wanna go back to being a full time student

#ramblies #im not even worried about going back to my old job im just terrified they wont hire me back #even tho i (think i?) made a strong first impression and theyre always low on applications and i have Prior Experience but. #im jsut scared it wont be Enough. im just. im scared im scared of everything lol #TRYING TO TRUCK THROUGH IT ANYWAYS. my supervisor liked me thats a comfort regardless #i just heouruhghgh DOOM and GLOOM and THE WORLD HATES ME etc etc i think i just need dinner

[totalspiffage]

I literally just want to talk about one piece so badly and I'm like. I have no outlet so my poor partner has been hearing me rattle off shit he doesn't get bc he loves me so much (he is also building water 7 in my Minecraft also bc he loves me so much)

#I'm not going to start a podcast but i may do another chatting stream just talking about op i can't stop #also i may be on A Production talking about OP in August so i should probably make some OP content #NOT THE DUB i prommy i auditioned and was aoundly not hired partly cause i dont live where u gotta be #remote acting no clearly we cant do that even tho theres a dude who is just like me fr anyway

[camzverse]

give me 10 minutes face to face with whoevers in charge of steel wool and i can fix fnaf i will tell them each and every single thing theyre doing wrong with how theyre handling the games and how to correct it I Can Fix This just let me talk to em

#genuinely tho i think a lot about what exactly it is theyre doing wrong with fnaf and how it can be resolved/improved upon #i have. a lot of thoughts about that. A LOT. #anyway give me 10 minutes alone with them and i can fix everything trust #steel wool hire me rn. its time for me to Intervene . i could make fnaf great again (/j #cam.txt

[guinevereslancelot]

i'm so bummed i accidentally turned town a job interview for a job where I could have worked with a good friend and mentor 😔

#i was telling her abt the preschool i got hired at and i was like yeah im worried bc the other teacher doesn't seem nice #and the student teacher ratio is really bad they're really understaffed and underfunded im just really worried it will be too much for me #and she was like oh you should apply to the school i work at bc we're hiring snd the ratio is great and the pay might be better also #and i never knew the name of the school she worked at until then #and its one i DID apply to but i told them nevermind after this one hired me 😬 #but now i really wish i'd taken that interview #i'm going to call or email first thing on monday tho and hopefullyyy i can get in for an interview before i start my new job on thursday #so i wont literally have to take time off for it #and then if they offer me i will be able to tell the new job nevermind while its still early #either that or i'll try to stick it out a few months then apply to the other one for summer or something #but im not sure whether its best to quit immediately or let them think im dependable and staying then leave in three months lol #but mostly for the other job idk if it would ruin the opportunity to tell them nevermind i want the job a week after i said no #compared to a few months later #they might have forgotten me by then which would probably be good #idkkk #my first reference literally works there which will hopefully help and maybe they'll give me a break #the pay scale looks the same as the one i just accepted but i think they'll offer less bc they're not as desperate #but i literally dont care its such a better working environment #and the pay scale is the same so they would give me a raise after a few months #and the work will be so much easier #and the commute #and i Definitely know i can work with my friend #vs the co teacher at this new job who seems really intense and unfriendly #anyway!! #im really anxious abt this new job and i'll stay if the other place wont take me now #but i really hope they give me another chance #also its super close and easy drive and the commute for the other one scares me a bit lol #this has been a shitpost

[craycraybluejay]

sex and hormone therapy and killing my abusers and doing hard drugs will fix me

#who boutta fix me #its really easy those are the steps #also like turning my therapist immortal #but thats optional i dont wanna see her die tho :( #but um #*flirting* do you fw any mafias aha like do you know any hired guns yk haha like just asking #ive been out of the dating pool for awhile but when i dated i constantly was drawn to dangerous ppl #it was fun! i was like a weird protsgonist with a murderer-o-meter #i kinda hope i see my ex at an upcoming social function just so i can revel in that #i know what they did and its unlikely many others do #i just like the knowing #and networking around #which btw always network everywhere even if its not a networking event #u never ever know when someones skills or luck can be useful to you or when you can pay it forward and help someone else #capitalists dont want there to be upward mobility n ppl try to make networking sound hard #but the truth is its just meeting as many ppl as u can and being polite and friendly #and even making real friends! #also always know your worth skills wise and be able to pitch at just an amateur level #like 'hi i do art and ive been dabbling at my dads mechanic job' #is more than enough #or even 'hi nice to meet you-- you seem really cool what do you do?' #remember not to overthink and just be genuinely curious about other ppl and open and receptive to new social dynamics #and dont write off even the most drastic opportunities #if you need time to think on it just say that #anyway what was i saying #im gonna get better and if someone doesnt fix me i will fix me