#but god fucking DAMN IT

[alexvals]

thanks now i will be rotating my brains thinking of cellbit having to break the news to jaiden about roier. she's immediately gonna see something is wrong, more than usual.

#this is about characters OBVIOUSLY #but god fucking damn it #roier got separated from his family #and then because of everything he's just. eliminated. #qsmp purgatory #qsmp cellbit #qsmp jaiden

[glzulp]

Soo yeah.

It's 1.30 am, my collage education is hanging on by a thread, I can't bring myself to study for the last shitty exam that my save me from not getting into another semester, but rigt now I do not sleep nor do I study.

Instead I am lying in my fucking bed, crying and looking up fanart of a goth guy I got obsessed with from the first time he was mentioned in my new favourite podcast (which is on from 2016 and I am just finding about it now).

Yes, I just finneshed episode 111, and I am not okay.

#tma podcast #tmagp spoilers #the magnus archives #gerry keay #I mean #I was expecting his story to be sad #but god fucking damn it #this kinda got to me

[kingflups]

My fucking cat jumped onto the door of the terrarium I was building and shattered the glass

#my cat is okay #she ran away from the sound #but I locked her in my office Im so mad right now #i just have to. fix it #I already did what I could for tonight #siliconed the shattered panel on the outside and made a temporary brace while it set #but im just #fuck #dude that was a $200 tank and I didnt even get to use it before lydia cracked it #i can add a panel across the worst of it #but god fucking damn it #i wish I had a roommate to cry with right now #i think the worst part about living alone is just being trapped with the feelings #FUCK #dude I saved up for this tank for forever fucking hell #shit #i can fix it #I can #murphy speaks

[angeltism]

how i live w the fact i ended up picking up a lot of shitty habits from my abuser

#➳ valentin vents #im not him obviously ! im not that bad . i'd never hurt someone the way he hurt me and so many others . #but god fucking damn it #i act so much like him #i act so much like him i hate it i hate it i hate it #why #i'm better than him #i'm not horrible like him #i'm not i can't be i'm not #fucking helllllll oh mygod #i'm not like him . i . am . not . #but sometimes i kinda am . #fuck

[honeyrisuke]

its humanly impossible to describe the feeling you feel when living paycheck-to-paycheck and watching almost 2000 euros get pushed through the cheese grater that is rent, utilities, groceries and transportation and by the end of the month you barely got anything for yourself and sit there with 85 euros in your bank account

...all while your banking app already anounced that it will be withdrawing your 1000 euro rent payment in 4 days.

#ive never once been paid late by this company and I'm confident its gonna come in within the next two days #and if not i have a safety cusion and text HR with a loud 'YALL WTF' bc i also still need my inflation adjustment #but god fucking damn it #2000 euros used to be A LOTTTTT during university #but now bc my rent is like four times as high and everything else is also more expensive its... insane

[punkindness]

i stg if i hear someone use the word “latinx” one more time i am going to LOSE IT

#IT’S ALREADY FUCKING GENDER NEUTRAL #i take no issue with latino people individually deciding they want to use that term to describe themselves. that’s their choice. #but using it as a blanket replacement for ‘latino’ despite the latino community (including trans latinos!) vocally saying ‘no we hate this’ #do people not see how fucked up that is? #they could even say ‘latino/latinx’ if they still wanted to be performatively inclusive (🙄) #but. especially referring to the community as a group. LATINO IS ALREADY GENDER INCLUSIVE #what the term ‘latinx’ says to me is not ‘i’m an inclusive and accepting individual’ #it says ‘i’m performative in my support and don’t care about actual latino people’ #it’s like when someone calls a black person ‘african american’ instead of black. it’s a red flag. #so the fact that it’s becoming increasingly used as a blanket replacement for ‘latino’ is fucking disgusting. #idk based on my previous experiences with social media #people will just reply to this post saying ‘but you’re white’ instead of actually having a discussion about the topic at hand #and what i have to say to that is: did you fucking listen to actual latino people about this issue? obviously not! #probably gonna delete this later. i’d usually not even make a big fuss about something like this i’m just. hormonal rn. #but god fucking damn it #my post

[edgebug]

the thing that sucks most about Joanne Rowling being a terf is that she is actively hurting real life trans people every day.

the second worst thing about joanne being a terf is that the Harry Potter intellectual property is So Much Larger than her. look at the credits for just one of the harry potter movies. every single one of those people put YEARS of time and effort and dare i say love into those films. think of all the people involved in theme park design and operation who put together the wizarding world park lands and detailed them so lovingly and fully

and yet even though the intellectual property of harry potter is so much larger than joanne, she's poisoned the whole well

i feel so. so immensely sorry for every person involved in the harry potter ip who isn't jkr. doubly sorry for every trans person involved. it's fucking sad

#fuck harry potter #I just feel sorry for danrad and etc. who just. god. god damn #imagine putting that much work into something and then. yeah

[pigswithwings]

above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.

#pig originals #im so fucking tired. right now. let me know if something here doesnt make sense or whatever but god damn #its always the fucking singling out of transfem people i just. want everyone to have a normal life #i want everyone to have the chance to worry over their clothes or whatnot not whether. they're going to be respected as Actual Human Beings #i want us all to have the opportunity to live quiet happy lives forever #can we fucking do it!!!!! ahh!! ahh im going to explode

[greelin]

it is literally called a “happy” trail for a reason.. If you feel any emotion other than joy upon seeing it you should be sent to live on a deserted island by yourself forever. or blow up. either way get out of my presence

#‘i hate hair on the human body where it grows’ like grow the FUCK UP!!!! god DAMN!!!! get TASTE!!!! #this is about all genders baby. Hair is good and normal and also soso sexy

[dix-rose]

dracula needs to hit me up I need his mind erasing rn

#stupid shit #the brain is so cruel #I am suffering #and I don't know what to do #and it sucks #I feel like a broken record #and I do this to myself #because I know what I need to do #but I just can't fucking do it #I never realized how important closure is to me #I keep saying I don't care if I'm the fucking bad guy or the villain in her story #by why is it that I have to fucking suffer with this and she gets to be happy #why does she get to actually be in her “I miss the girl I was but I'm growing and becoming a happier person” era #when I gave and gave and gave and tried so hard to make things work and finally ending it gaslighting myself that I'm going to be happier #but I still have to battle these thoughts EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY #why do *I* have to deal with this while SHE gets to be happy #I know I have friends that care SO MUCH about me #but god fucking DAMN IT #it's times like this where I feel like I'm never going to move on #now I know how pearl felt

[forgetful-nerd]

We've all talked about Leo and his affinity with being thrown through windows, but has anyone else notice how frequently Raph get eye trauma?

#seriously what the fuck is up with the constant eye trauma for this Turtle #I know we don't see the worm actually bury itself in 2012 raph’s eye but I think we all agree that is what happened right? #like god damn this boy can't keep both his eyes to save his life #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #tmnt 2003 #2012 raph #2003 raph #tmnt sainw #sainw #sainw raph #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise raph #rise of the tmnt #tmnt raph #raph #raphael

[bixels]

Just gonna have to wait and see, right? Just wait and see! Just gotta wait and see! Who knows, we'll just have to wait and see! It's anybody's guess, we'll just have to wait and see! The future is exciting, we just gotta wait and see!

#personal #my art #Fuck your fake ass 'i am very smart!' intellectualizing “observations” and open your god damn ears. #do something for fucks sake. it's sickening seeing videos of ai crap and seeing rows and rows of repliers using their one brain synapse #to type “wow! very exciting!” “haha this is kind of scary! but in a really interesting way!” #and then they go about their day without a second thought while creative industries burn around them #i go to one of america's top tech schools too and it's enough to make you wanna tear our your hair #every day it's seminars and talks about “the potential consequences of ai!” when the consequences are happening NOW #NO MORE DISCUSSING NO MORE INTELLECTUALIZING NO MORE SOCRATIC SEMINARS NO MORE DEBATING. ACT YOU COWARDS #people are getting hurt RIGHT NOW. stop pretending to care when you clearly don't! just be honest and say you wanna make money #my time here has really made me hate academic spaces. you people are so god damn useless and cowardly.

[1hellofacookie]

Do... do you like

...the colours of the sky?

please tell me nobody did this yet 💀💀

#i PUT SO MUCH FUCKING EFFORT INTO THIS #please let it be worth it #also god fucking damn it tumblr is pixelating this so fucking much #ANYWAYS #pls look at this its funny #my art #zelda #tears of the kingdom #zelda totk #totk #tloz #do you like the color of the sky #we're not mentioning any proportion or formatting issues here #this took long enough #but hey look at the shading

[honeyrisuke]

puts this on here bc this is my ranting outlet apparently

and I'm v pissed about sth again

so, like this month??? spain has released a law that allows people with heavy menstrual pain to take additional paid sick-leave for those days. Previously this simply wasn't specified, which allowed misogynists and other cunts to just not let women take a day off when they are on their period, as its seen as "just a part of being alive for them", but with this change women can simply stay home once per month for that worst day and its fine and nobody is allowed to fire them over this or even raise an eyebrow, legally.

This is great! because women who need this because they cant stand up straight for 1-2 days every month now specifically get the right to stay home, and women who don't just don't.

Also, this specifically only applies to spain and how spanish labour laws and all that works, and makes a lot of sense in this case

So tell me why all the german cunts on my youtube recommended page and my fucking family over the phone and every german news broadcast is discussing this like this was "absolute garbage" and "horrible" as if it affected them in literally any way shape or form

I'm so fucking pissed because not once have I heard a proper take on it that wasnt "but women will abuse this" and "this is extra and stupid, we already have normal sick leave" as if this was about a law in germany, not in spain, or any other shite take along those lines

like, nobody ever gives a fuck about any laws passed in other countries. we didn't react at all to other labour laws being changed, we don't react to legal drinking limits being changed, we don't even react to gun laws in switzerland, our neighbour, being so ridiculously lax theres 20 guns per 100 citizen

but the second theres a law passed about women, queer people or people of colour specifically german media springs into action and all the pickme whores start to scream and shout about how something is "too much"

and sorry but I'll make a mental note of anyone I know saying that law is bullshit because I like to be aware how many people I know have absolutely no critical thinking skills and will regurgitate anti-minority opinions for the sake of edge, no matter how much sense it even makes for them to have a public opinion on it at all

because let's repeat- This is a law passed in spain affecting spanish people who are working in spain under spanish working conditions having fixed contracts at spanish companies. in spain. spain. a country at least 2 countries away from us. that has a very different history and legal system than us. none of these things affect the average Annika *at fucking all* and she wouldn't even know this is a thing if anti-women media hadn't picked this up to push a weird "menstruation icky bad dont talk about it disgusty just suck it up" agenda

#im gonna yell #also i had to explain this to like 4 people IRL #like. german friends who DMd me #and i was very patient because i absolutely needed them to shut tf up and never speak of this again #but god fucking damn it #rant

[puppyeared]

these two are so interesting to me

characters belong to @canisalbus

#clenches fists. im so sosososo normal about them. i think about them a normal amount (lying) #actually the 2nd image is based on some sort of anime couple pose template(?????) that i saw a while back and wanted to draw them in it #but i swear to god i CANNOT FUCKING FIND IT. i was literally knee deep in yuri and yaoi fanart for hours trying to find that god damn photo #but i dont even know who the characters were and pinterest just shows me bakugou and deku making out sloppy style whenever i try #so i gave up an tried drawing it from memory and cried the whole time. i hate anatomy.. but they look so happy so its fine #god whenever i see Lore or sweet little tidbits for these two i want to tear into something with my teeth and throw something /pos #i genuinely want to study these gay little renaissance dogs under a microscope #what fucks me up is the fact that we all know it ends horribly but u cant help loving them anyway.. they are so. incoherent hand gestures #my art #myart #others ocs #vasco #machete #vaschete #furry art #fur #anthro

[sparkbag]

★ SQUID SISTERS - SUMMER NIGHTS ★

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #squid sisters #callie and marie #callie splatoon #marie splatoon #fuck these outfits are so god damn cute