#but bro I do not want to be alone here??

[dilfcherricola]

My parents talking about how they’re planning on being out of the country on Election Day and Inauguration Day but very pointedly not including me in their plans. Like. Thanks this is exactly where I want to be during possible political unrest: alone in my house or alone at work.

#like I don’t want to leave. for the record. this is where I live and I like it here #but bro I do not want to be alone here?? #I recognize I will be 24 by that point fully an adult #but idk I’m still your kid you can’t just run cuz you’re scared and leave me here with the things you’re scared of #shush up jj #personal

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Nine didn't stay alone in the Grim btw. After like a week he packed his bags and went to Green Hill and prime bros au happened trust me bro

#sonic prime #love yhe hug and the forgiveness at all but like #YOU JUST LEFT HIM THERE #ALONE #yes thats what he wanted but i do not accept that #get yo ass some grass and clean blue skies and sunny neaches #you deserve real flesh concious beings as friens #looks like I gotta rewrite my prime bros fic to make nine less sad oh boy here we go #maybe one day it will have a complete one chapter #lol lmao even #miles nine prower #nine the fox #silly brainworms #prime bros #sonic prime spoilers

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[ First Mini Vacation: Nolan! ]

And here we go, folks! With our first sim being the returning Nolan Langford, let’s see what he does with 48 hours of uninterrupted Premium Access to our Bachelor! 👀

Part 1 of 5 🌹

@wastelandwhisperer

#aka i’m figuring out relight in these still fjdhd #ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 bachelor challenge #ts4 challenge #ts4 story #;kmik #sim: daniel #nolan langford by wastelandwhisperer #|| #IT’S HERE AT LAST a little late BUT IT’S HERE!!! #nolan is super nervous abt everything this time around- he has an official Crush on daniel #and he gets the tense moodlet almost 24/7 around him now fhdhd #dan meanwhile can’t get enough of having nolan back omf #during his intro to the vaca house all dan wanted to do was bro hug and small talk his ass #i can tell that they don’t get as many social whims abt each other when they’re alone #vs when they’re with the whole crowd #but dan legit got three or four whims abt nolan while he was gone #so we’ll see how this goes and chalk their mild disinterest in one another over random actions like #reading books etc as first night nervousness 😌 #NOLAN MY POOR BABY IT WASNT UR FAULT 😩 #sorry this update took so long!!! been in a creative slumppp

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[satansleftnutcheek]

When Gale tells you he’s afraid of dying and you wanna be there for your friend but his dumbass keeps seeing this as a time to confess his feelings

#I’ve played through this scene SIX TIMES NOW #I managed to spend the night with him WITHOUT a confession the first time through #but the game wouldn’t load the fourth ball so I needed to go back #and now I’m here #as of typing this I’m on attempt number 8 #Gale please I want to be there for you buddy but we’re bros not hoes #Gale I’ve rejected you three times PLEASE you know I’m with Astarion don’t make me do this a fourth time #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #Gale bg3 #“I want one last good night before I die and don’t want to be alone will you stay with me #“yeah sure dude anything this must be really rough for you #“I’m in love with you #Gale please god take the hint

[mountain-lion-gremlin]

Quick reminder:

P-shifters *arent* looking for power, or whatever

We literally just go creature and know we are creatur

some of us practice going creatur, some of us go creatur involuntarily

In past some were bad, but not all of us

now that it's universally disliked are so less likely to find those who want to fake being a p-shifter :b

aint nobody continuing to identify if all of us just wanted "power" (as in why the hell are there still p-shifters if it's seen as bad?)

most of us could completely do *without* the internet to get this so said "power" (I've spent years struggling with my relationship with my device and being my animal self, many can relate with me. It's been a very long time since I've interacted with a power hungry proclaimed p-shifter)

please stop spreading the idea to witch hunt and attack all p-shifters on sight

it also harms others that identify in a similar manner (clinicals, physical nonhumans, etc.) and literally helps no one

Just teach how to identify if people are looking for power and manipulation instead of targeting us

Thank youuu

And regardless

this isnt a post to try and "convince" you to believe or interact with p-shifters

tbh, wouldn't want to talk with you anyways if you weren't willing to listen to me :|

sooo.... DNI if you are going to be an asshole and have an issue with me being a p-shifter? I mean like I'm not here to bother you, but if you are going to bother me, imma just block you

ight bye

#bro this isn't a post to cast a safety net over abusive people #obviously #this is just a reminder to those who believe p-shifters are all horrible people #like please can we do something more constructive like idk #teach people how to actually be safe from *all* power abusers? #not just p-shifters? #Like we just want to be creaturs #frostbane hisses #also messy post #because yes #and I felt weird #also inspired off of someone asking what p-shifting is #and found a dumb anti p-shifter post that they reblogged #soooo #tbh I have no issue with people being hateful #it's not like I can stop you #but please leave me alone with it x-x #I'm not looking to fight anyone here just be a safe space and be chill (mostly) #now I'm rambling GG #mountain lion.txt #p-shifting mentioned #this is important for everyone to seeee

[twilightarcade]

I loooove when people respond to you being mad by being mean to you. Like yeah thanks that's really improving my mood

#wordstag #IM NOT EVEN DOING SHIT TO THEM I AM DOING THE BARE MINIMUM TO MAKE THIS A FUNCTIONAL INTERACTION #I am not yelling at you. I'm not saying anything mean to you. Why do you keep bothering me about being mad #THEN THEY KEEP GETTING ALL OFFENDED !!!!! LIKE YOURE GOING TO POINT OUT HOW I SEEM TO WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE #THEN MAKE IT ABOUT YOU. OUHHH WHY DONT I WANT TO BE WITH YOU? WHY AM I GIVING YOU THE COLD SHOULDER ? ☹️ #like. Cod. Maybe stop being mean to me and I'll want to be with you again. But it's literally not ABOUT you #but for real I announced my intention on making a cake because like. I do that for fun. It brings me joy. Gives me stuff to do #and they would NOT stop bullying me over it yesterdat for some reason ????????? #because I was supposed to make it yesterday. Then didn't. And it turned into a game of #'Ohhhhh I wonder when Neptune's gonna make the cake ☹️☹️☹️ when are you gonna make the cake neptune? ☹️☹️ #you know I would have cake right now if neptune had made the cake but she didn't isn't she so terrible and lazy ☹️☹️☹️☹️' #like bro. You're lucky I like baking and cant eat a whole cake myself or I would personally ensure that you never saw a cake again. #vent #I guess. Hate to put a personal post in a commonly used tag but don't have a vent tag over here because I DONT !!!! #like cod whatever. I think we just need to sit in the dark for an hour or whatever. #eat some grapes.

[ronanlynchbf]

hell day today and i'm only two hours into my EIGHT HOUR SHIFT

#9 to 5 by dolly parton starts playing in the background.. #literally had to open up shop alone 2day and also was entirely alone for the first 45 min. of my shift so that was already a negative start #to the day + i heard that i can't have my break later than two thirty which is very bad for me bc 1) there'll be a lot of ppl all around me #when i'm eating which i already dislike and 2) like 85% of ppl taking their break around that time are VERY noisy eaters so even worse and #then 3) it'll be really loud in the room as well bc everyone's talking loudly and eating and the cutlery's clanging against plates and such #and also some ppl have actual full-blown arguments with each other in the break room bc half the ppl here hate each other's guts so more #negatives to the day and then on top of that we've had sooooo many annoying customers already today who r just. intent on making u stressed #out and upset and literally will tell u to your face to 'do your job better' like bro...i can easily tell you haven't worked in retail.... #also someone hung their clothes on the rack outside the fitting rooms which is where u hang ur clothes when you're DONE fitting them & don' #want them bc they don't fit or don't sit right or u just don't rlly like them after all so if clothes are hanging there we the ppl working #there WILL take them and hang them back in their original places what did u expect to happen?? anyway someone hung the clothes they had #tried on already and did want there and i reached out to take them bc like. that's what we do here..we hang the clothes on the 'discard #rack' back in the store bc else the rack gets stuffed and the woman literally grabbed my arm and said 'those are mine what do u think you'r #doing' LIKE?????? GIRL THE RACK'S THERE FOR A REASONNNN ofc i'm going to assume u don't want them anymore if they're hanging there that's #why it's called the DISCARD rack....also how am i to know those specific clothes are yours HONESTLYYYYYY STFU AND GET OFF ME #ALSO some dude was like (to his child but like. looking at me while he said it.) 'this guy needs a haircut doesn't he' bc my hair is kinda #long and apparently i passed today. LIKE 1st of all kind of a rude thing to say to a stranger innit 2nd of all setting a great example to #your child there just casually commenting on other ppl's looks like that👍 3rd of all jokes on you you wouldn't consider me a guy if #you Knew most likely. thanks for that little zing of glee much obliged <3 but also man just piss off will you. 4th of all my hair isn't eve #that long....like the ends of it are just shy of my shoulders wdym LONG if u knew the long-haired guys i know you'd faint. #anyway. great start of the day. i still have six more hours to go 🥴 #ALSO no surprise this always happens but my legs already hurt SOOOOOOOO BADDDDDD :((((((((((( #r.txt

[mellowmooon]

the same proshipper keeps finding my cotl posts consistently 🪦

#like #for a month i blocked them on all the accounts i've had #bro leave me alone. please i do Not Want to see that #anyways i blocked them on here now but still #get out of my house please

[txmxkis]

headache from holding in tears

#nothin like havin a sudden realization about your place or lack thereof in your family to make christmas a downer #like while i was with them. it was mostly pleasant #but then i left and realized how much of a face i have to put on around my parents especially #and how much i really do not feel like i can be myself . at all #hurts bro. really really hurts #now im sitting here alone in my room debating the pros and cons of having a breakdown so. fantastic #sorry im oversharing again i had to get it off my chest #im gonna go try and. Not Do This #i hope all of u had nice days today!!! love u #and im giving u a hug. if u want. if christmas is hard for u #[☂] — bunny babbles

[bunnybevvyy]

KILL MEEEEEEEEE

#personal #Aunt & family are coming out to visit for 9 days #to take the car we need so she can give it to her son #& fuck up my whole schedule #like sure you own the house but we pay rent what kind of landlord just comes by whenever they want to stay here #LEAVE ME ALONE #i can't wait to move in with my best friend & cousin #i can't wait to be out of here #her selfishness makes me miss my grandma #who wanted us to live here before she passed & wouldn't have made us pay rent #also the wedding raffle i wanted to do just ended & has a winner #even though they never said when it was going to end & i scheduled an appointment for a walkthrough #fuck me bro #vent #rant

[sammygender]

listened to three episodes of mabel (the podcast) yesterday. SO good, holy shit. i’ve been meaning to listen for years and i get it immediately. just the first episode was so good. turns out i’m not actually that hard to get into podcasts i just haven’t been finding the right ones…

#i KNOW wtnv is meant to be good. i know i know i know. and the vibes are on peak!! i loooove the energy!!’ #But nothing happens. bro. nothing fucking happens. not yet at least #im sorryyyy i need stuff to grip me!!! i enjoy wtnv when i listen to it but i can never listen consistently bc i never ever find myself #wanting to know what happens next #i mean sure i’m only a couple episodes in #but #is the whole show like this?? or does it get more….. plotty? character driven? #it’s got such a huge fan base on here but then again this is the site that can turn anytning into a fan base #same applies for. like. the penumbra podcast. idk i think i tried to start it and i was just like… don’t care. sorry #i have such an I don’t care. issue with media in general. i don’t tend to watch tv alone because i WILL just switch it off. i gotta pick #something and CHOOSE ok i am watching this for the next few weeks! and then set designated times to watch it with my siblings #its just like mehhhh. idk. im picky and i can take mediocrity and find gold in it but i have to be submerged in the mediocrity for that to #happen #but like anyway. wolf 359 is one of my favourite things ever and i thought it was funny and a cool concept at first but it probably would’ve #ended up like every other podcast if i hadn’t told my brother about it and he hasn’t immediately binged the first season #told me it was fucking amazing #and therefore motivated me to speed through until i got to the endish of s1 and went Oh yeah this is some GOOD SHIT. #so maybe i just gotta do that with more stuff??? #but anyway. mabel is reaaalllly good #mabel podcast #oliver talks

[lordtonic]

splats on floor

#im so sad #i dont want to go to school #i do not want to be around ANYONE right now im exhausted im so mentally tired i cried this morning bc i was getting rugs food ready #and he isnt fucking here bro he isnt here i ruined my day #i dont want to have to act nice to people and talk to them i want to be left alone and i want to stay home #but i have to give a summary of a stupid fucking chapter in a book so i cant miss class #im so angry i just #i want to sleep and rot

[mister-dungus]

Kinda sucks that I don't have any friends who are actively dating like I am

#Out here fighting these battles alone #and getting advice from my married friends who have been together 11 years doesn't do anything for me #I just want LOVE bro #I want CONNECTION

[bootyful-seventeen]

Got called mopy and moody and an overall killjoy for not enjoying the one (1) party experience I had in February of last year cuz I kept getting left alone at a party so I just sat and had nachos 🤙🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻

#it all started cuz I am still confused on what we’re doing for this weekend cuz bestie here isn’t articulating clearly #I ask about Halloween and she says they’re going to the club cuz no one goes on a Tuesday #I wouldn’t know I’ve never gone to one since I don’t ever wanna go alone and no one asks #then she said it’s for a friend’s birthday AFTER I asked if we should take the birthday girl out to a rage room or axe throwing cuz the bday #bday girl had shown interest in it before but it got shut down fast #by this point I still don’t know what club they wanna go to let alone what day but I do get told that since I tire out faster then them #that I’ll have to go home alone and that is just raining alarms in my head cuz I’m guessing it’s in Toronto and they’ve turned into Gotham #it’s such a shit show during the day so I know it’s gonna be worse at night with the cover of darkness #and did she not hear of that story of these 2 girls who nearly got TRAFFICKED BY THEIR UBER???and she wants me to use one alone?? #in toronto???? bro I ain’t risking shit for some place I don’t know the name or address for #and says that she’s been clear this whole time on what’s going on and doesn’t want a repeat of last time #when idk if it’s just me but the only clear thing here is that I’m not really wanted for the night out #cuz clear would be saying where and when and also who and how which I never got any of that but she keeps saying she did tell me but didn’t #the first written convo was just her asking the birthday girl if they should dress up as tiana and Belle #and I ask if they’re gonna wear gowns cuz it’s gonna be cold out #all she says is we’ll be inside and when I ask I get no answer just more costume suggestions the next day #the second time it’s breathed is when we’re on the phone and I ask about what we doing for Halloween #she says that we’re clubbing and I ask if we ain’t doing anything else like the seasonal shit we can’t do any other time #she just says no and tells me I can stay home after I suggest a few things and she calls them childish #like going to a haunted corn maze or the Halloween event at casa loma cuz yes getting spooked is childish #I even threw in axe throwing cuz bday girl has been stressed and thought she might like it #then today I ask if I should go up for the weekend cuz idk wtf is going on still and it’s been almost 2 weeks and there’s a mini argument in #the group chat with her saying the same 2 things. we clubbing and you’ll have to go home alone #birthday girl is just as confused on who’s going but says that on Friday we can go to a movie and dinner so I’m not left out #so at least I get somewhat of an answer on if going up is worth it or if I’m getting ditched the whole weekend #so at least if I’m going back up I can make plans to hang out with her brother and whoever else wants to hang #idk maybe see a movie or go to the mall or something #like shit at least give me all the info to decide if I wanna go especially music cuz that first and last party did not have good music tbh #I know if at least enjoy myself at a 90’s/2000’s party cuz I like that but nope I don’t even get that #just club or bust essentially :/ and it seems I be bust by what she said

[dkettchen]

"We can't expect skilled people to just appear [...]" no shit sherlock

#the uk industry's like 'oh ppl keep hiring their buddies instead of local/new crew and we don't have proper industry training pipelines #other than 'idk learn on the job I guess but also we won't give u job if you have no experience' and a general #diversity problem even in places that have a diverse population so now we're running out of people to support local industry #hmmm how could this possibly happen ' like- mate.. #I've barely started and I know why this has happened #I've already written my last producer a whole 'how to find diverse ppl of various bgs to train n hire' google doc the other week #abt like 'hey if you don't reach out to ppl and make shit accessible to them they will not even apply no matter how much you want them to' #let alone the 'finding jobs' part that comes after training that I'm currently struggling with smh #no clear info to be found literally anywhere on how to get into crew other than just knowing ppl already #which- how are you supposed to know ppl if you don't work in industry yet?? #bro I cold-call emailed 58 places in a 1h30min commute radius from here and like 4 got back to me at all #3 of which have already essentially established that they don't have a job for me atm #all the big studios are in the NW I live in the SE on the opposite end of town and in London that means 'out of reach lest w a 2h commute' #I'm not spending 4h every day commuting #anyway this was my venting for the month #film industry #also omg the delusion abt wtf youtube is or what kind of budgets (none) we're working with as youtubers #no we don't have 15k to spend on renting out a tiny broadcast XR stage for a day what would we even do with it we're not fricking eurosport #no I can't just 'self-shoot' with fancy equipment to practice #renting out fancy equipment costs money I don't have that #that's why I'm looking for a job #ma'am pls