#but anywayyyyyyy

[rosesutherlandwrites]

work today was long and stupid and I have some Stuff(tm) stressing me out which is to say that while it might have been the wisest course of action to go to bed, instead I ate a large hunk of cheap cheddar and drank half a bottle of wine and am now on the internet at 1:15am

Tomorrow shall of a certainty, be stellar

#pfft #I'm a goober #but anywayyyyyyy #drunkposting #but only mildly so

[rosicheeks]

I’m not a mutual, which is fine, I’m honestly shocked when anybody follows me back. But I do send anons occasionally. Nothing mean or anything like that. I just have social anxiety and like to say something without putting myself out there.

I *completely* understand!

#first of all tbh I followed a lot of people when I first started and now I’ve been a little more particular with who I follow #my mutuals are lovely people who *reblog* my content and doesn’t hide me in their likes! #also I’ve been really bad at checking blogs out lately #I try to at least age check so I can block minors/no age #this goes to everyone - ​pls don’t feel bad if we aren’t mutuals! #I’m sure I’m not mutuals with a lot of amazing people that I wish I was mutuals with #I just haven’t discovered them yet 😔 #but anywayyyyyyy #I completely understand #ever since I started my first tumblr I’ve always always ALWAYS sent asks through anon because I’m way too nervous and scared to send off #lately I’ve been kinda comfy enough to send some mutuals asks off anon #but anyone I don’t talk to?????? #especially if I’m crushing on them and think they’re cute??????? #oh BOY I’m going to click that anon button #and then I’m going to check a billion times that the anon button is pressed #sometimes I click it back and forth to triple / quadruple check #lol I say all of this as I’m desperately trying to find and make new friends #I think it doesn’t matter if you send an ask on anon or not #the only thing that does matter is that it’s full of kindness #I’m sick of seeing anon hate #anyway #I really appreciate you taking the time to send me any ask on or off anon! #thanks lovely 🥰 #ask #anon

[euro2020leftmethesame]

the relief of booking a flight vs the stress of thinking about having to fly

#tbf my problem is the airport #the plane part is ok #airports give me stress though #but anywayyyyyyy #pray that i actually manage to see Rammstein this year lmao

[skrunksthatwunk]

thinking about how eiji's a pole vaulter and how ash talks about eiji "flying" and how eiji's associated with bird imagery and how eiji's free (unlike ash) and how eiji comes in on a plane and leaves on a plane and how ash cannot fly, ash cannot be free, how nyc is ash's prison, and how ash is the leopard who dies climbing the mountain, unable to live at such elevation, how he was trying to reach the sky and be free but was always stuck to the earth, how he chose to die instead of climbing back down, how he chose to die where he could see the sky and hope and freedom almost like a bird with eiji's letter right in front of him rather than letting everything go wrong and ruin it once again, how eiji's a failed pole vaulter anyway, how a bad fall ruined his career and grounded him (physically and emotionally), how it took flying to america and meeting ash and needing to save him and skip for him to try flying again, how he landed hard and harsh and still the thought of that escape compelled ash to protect eiji at all costs because if he could fly that means something to him, even if he doesn't think he can fly, how eiji is the manifestation of his hope and how when he breaks and asks eiji to stay with him a while he folds himself over his legs and weighs him down and traps him and grounds him, how ash fights like hell to keep eiji alive not because he thinks he can be like him (hopeful, flying, innocent), but because he makes him forget the gravity of his situation, and so he can see eiji fly again. how he wants to see him escape. how eiji is a bird and ash is a wildcat and how ash never once saw eiji as prey. how eiji never saw ash as a predator. how it is eiji's naivete that first endears ash to him, how it is his freedom and flight and removal from darkness and his ability to leave that darkness that really roots eiji in ash's blood as something essential to him keeping on living in this hell of nyc. how it is that distance from the violence and that hope for the future that ash chooses to surround himself in as he dies. how ash dies in a dream because he feels more than anything that he can't fly like eiji, that he can never leave. how his violence is a part of him and will be forever, how it weighs him down. how he wants to enjoy the view from the mountainside rather than looking up from the ground below. as if they can both fly. as if he is with him up there and not grounded. eye-to-eye with what he can't have, seeing eiji's homeland: the sky. how he dies trying to reach the top because he couldn't take retreating and trying again. how ash, tired and tired and tired and convinced it will go on forever if he crawls back down the mountain, chooses to close his life deluged in eiji, in eiji's insistence that they can fly together, in eiji's hope for him and for them, in eiji's beautiful dream. how ash dies without trying to realize that dream. how ash, in dying, destroys it.

#banana fish spoilers #I'M HAVING A FUCKING MOMENT #mutual reblogged exactly one (1) piece of ash fanart and sent me on A Multiple Hour Long Thing and now im rewatching it lol #yes i am only on episode 2 yes i am still going to write big long analysis posts ANYWAY #whatever hope this makes sense. anyway #banana fish #okumura eiji #ash lynx #asheiji #hhhhh i can't believe i've only watched this twice in like what 5.5 years?? sheesh #anywayyyyyyy i care about them a lot ok. god #and yes i DO kinda have beef with the decision to kill ash off at the end but it really does say so much About his character #that he chose to die in the way that he did even though he's been throwing his life away since episode 1 #dying in peace in comfort in solitude rather than in some chaotic battlefield.... ough...... in the peace eiji alone could give him..... #anywayss i relate to ash a little more than i should so. this one's for us cool guy bottoms up #edit i uh.... i forgot it was a leopard.... in the story..... but whatever it doesn't really affect the symbolic meaning it's just embarras #ing that i forgot >;/

[kenchann]

:)

#twisted wonderland #twst #ツイステ #ツイステッドワンダーランド #mmarts #ortho shroud #im drawing him as a lil fairy next but i havta finish that lol anywayyyyyyy #ortho the goat #drew this pose quick so idk what is goin on asddsfsdf

[chanstopher]

🐺🫧240209

#he said ANYWAYYYYYYY #bang chan #christopher bang #bbl pst

[houndfaker]

i won't forget that you were my enemy…and my friend.

#quinn moment #quinn drawings #p3 #persona 3 #aigis #ryoji mochizuki #do not tag as ship i will fucking find you and i will make it hurt #anywayyyyyyy...did you know the sense of forgiveness and mutual wanting to be something to each other #other than what fate had in the cards. because i [screams

[saessenach]

Come back to me.

a final goodbye scene between Lyanna and Rhaegar!

#asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #lyanna stark #rhaegar targaryen #rhaegar x lyanna #rhaelya #my art #asoiaf fanart #digital aritst #artists on tumblr #procreate #grrm #a song of ice and fire #anywayyyyyyy here they are #it's been a hot second since i posted the wip but i have been in my feelings about them

[heartslobbf]

hater alert! far too many people say that juri’s character arc ‘isn’t about her being sad about being gay, it’s about being sad about unrequited love that happens to be gay’ and. well. that is not true and by saying that you are completely flattening the brilliance of juri’s character arc which literally culminates in her being able to accept her own lesbianism despite her unrequited love, despite all her shame and self-loathing, despite this pursuit by Some Fucking Guy to try and ‘save’ her from these feelings. like if you think juri’s entire character is just ‘sad about shiori’ how do you appreciate even a modicum of the emotion packed into that final juri duel. it is both about shiori and, even broader, her lesbian identity and what that means to her intrinsically as a person, removed from romantic relationships and just purely as like. you know. Who She Is. the idea that even when juri’s locket is cut from her neck she is still a lesbian that’s still who she is and she cant change that and, crucially, she doesn’t want to even as she is agonised by these feelings. that’s why she forfeits the duel!!!! she’s clocking out she’s quitting she’s saying no!!!!!! this is me and ive got to be ok with that this is me and i can accept that this girl might not love me and i can keep living despite that. like. god im so normal arisugawa juri im so sorry that no one understands you and your intrinsically unapologetically lesbian storyline like i do

#ok got that out of my system now (rewatched ep 29 duel too many times) #revolutionary girl utena #rgu #idk i just see that argument so much and it makes me so sad #bc i get where ppl r coming from there r a lot of unnuanced ‘sad bc gay’ narratives out there #but juri’s whole arc is about actively challenging and deconstructing that idea #and it deals with the sadness that comes with being closeted with knowing youre gay and not really liking that about yourself #and eventually she does accept and embrace that aspect of herself but CRUCIALLY she doesnt do it via romantic validation #in fact she does it in the face of like. All Opposition Ever #no one says hey juri if you were gay that’d be totally fine actually haha #ruka tries to save her from her lesbianism!!!!!!!! like!!!!!!! #it is juri and juri alone who makes this resolution and that is just So Fucking Important to me #shes so. she is the queer character of all time to me i literally dont care no one else will ever come close #LIKE!!!!!!! THE CASTLE WEEPING ON HER WHEN SHE MAKES HER CHOICE!!!!!!! #accepting that part of yourself and having the symbol of matrimony and heteronormativity WEEP over you #no one ever validates juri’s choice to accept her queerness but she keeps making that choice #and her in episode 37…….. god i just might keel over and die girls when juri utena touga parallels…… #anywayyyyyyy love and light i love juriposting #shut up daisy

[calvinandhobbes]

if i had a nickel for every show i’ve seen where the main characters had a symbolic gothic marriage at the church alter i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice

#ANYWAYYYYYYY!!!! #the way i was blindsided by caring this much about iwtv its insane i should have known better #i just didnt love the book which made me think the show wouldnt affect me..... embarrassing to think back on #iwtv spoilers #interview with the vampire #hannibal

[collophora]

come on brain, drawwwwwwxcfljwKS [edit: I finished it ! HERE ]

#idk #I don't know what I wanted to say anymore #I'm bored #let's do another thing not related #delete later #I'm slacking on this so much #like I got only two scenes left and my brain is #“switch to your other fandoms I won't star wars today” #ANYWAYYYYYYY #soon I promise #I need to answer to the nice messages I got right #Also Some super cool artists followed me and I feel shy now #update tho #I sew my skirt #and made a tiramisu who was meeeh ok #ok I'm late to some rpg meeting bye

[crepusculum-rattus]

my dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “hardcore s4” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

me: yeah whatever. i don’t feel shit

5 min later: dude i swear those islands are floating

my friend, ender, pacing: they’re going to flood the end

#‘my friend’ i say as if i don’t wanna to crush his bones #but i think it’s funniest this way #anywayyyyyyy #honestly feel like someone definitely has done a hc s4 one of these but ya know. i do not remember LMAO #philza hardcore #🐀

[fmet]

I’m always like “Eunyung is my favorite No Home character, he’s so real, I love his layers and the way he develops while still retaining many of the deep set features that used to make him such a problematic individual. I think it demonstrates a real unique perspective on the ability for people to change that isn’t given often in media because there are so few characters nuanced enough to demonstrate it in their story.” And then we have a Haejoon centric arc and I feel like I just got stomped in the fucking head. I need to call my mom so bad…..Haejoon could not be a single protagonist he needed Eunyung as his deuteragonist because otherwise No Home would have killed dozens. In their grief. Even considering how sad Eunyung’s arcs make me Haejoon just does something especially cruel to me 🦅

#Anywayyyyyyy Haejoon Goh’s Home🤭🤭🤯 LOL #no home

[afterlifeoftheparty]

you think pete wentz is a bad lyricist? should we throw a party?? should we invite gerard way???

#idgaf about the cover and you sound ridiculous if you're using the lyrics from the cover of a ridiculously structured song to try and #argue your point you sound stupid #anywayyyyyyy

[mispelled]

Didn't feel like cleaning this up but I still think it's funny. This is what happened in that pizza episode right?

#when i say i think its funny what i really mean is i keep cracking up every time it plays #and fun fact about me i usually rewatch my own animations like fifty times in a row. yea #anywayyyyyyy ignore my shit handwriting #mispelled draws #misp draws #misp animates #dndads season 2 #dndads s2 #dndads fanart #dndaddies #dndads #dungeons and daddies #hermie the unworthy #dndads hermie #hermie unworthy #normally oak swallows garcia #normal oak swallows garcia #normal oak #normal dndads #oakworthy #dndads papa john #dndads animatic #everyone complimenting me on my hermie design from my last post. thank you i literally draw him different every single time #another fun fact ab me is that i draw too much and then i want to post it all at once but i feel like i should space it out #and then i end up only posting like 20% of everything i draw lol #anyway i decided fuck that today we're posting three arts

[dannydoteggg]

twc x house md

here's some more Will and Adam interactions (because i love them)

#just rewatched the show and thought this would be funny #anywayyyyyyy #twc #twc n #twc a #a du mortain #n sewell #the wayhaven chronicles #my art