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kanene-yaaay · 3 years

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Tickle me, princey

Kanene’s note: This fic is basically: Virgil is a bratty Lee, Roman is a competitive Ler and none of them are going down without a fight xDD.

Warnings, fun facts, random things and stuff:

* Lee!Virgil and Ler!Roman (Kind of. Because there is almost no tickles here, just teasing). Human AU.

* Hmmm… This is a Tickle-Fanfic! If you don’t like this kind of stuff, please look for another blog, there are plenty of amazing art in this site!! ‘u’).

* This have about 2.500 words of Roman and Virgil just being teasy beans. ‘w’)b.

* PLEASE CHECK THIS AMAZING ART! IT’S INCREDIBLEE! <33

* Sorry for any spelling, pontuation and grammar mistakes! I didn’t proofread that one very well, so I will probably be correcting a few things later. Any advice is always very, very welcome!

* A versão em português brasileiro irá ser escrita, ainda. Eu espero! Thankys for reading, my lollipops! Do something crazy today, take a good rest, be kind (especially with yourself) and drink water! Byeioo!~

[~*~]

Roman cleaned his hands on his jeans before stretching his back and sighing in relief when a small ‘pop’ came from it. The pal from the nearby library was a cool person – not that he would ever allow the other to hear this, because, damn, people who called Roman cocky definitely haven’t met them yet – but equally precise in get on his nerves with as few words as possible, even though the florist didn’t care that much as his dramatics discourses tried to convince everyone he did.

Besides that, they was Patton’s friend and even more important, they made an accord with the Flower Shop’s owner and Roman was the one in charge to deliver their biweekly floral arrangement to the library’s decór. However, today Roman managed to win their discussion and therefore a couple of podcast episodes read by them (What? Their voice was quite nice!!).

Roman ignored the small ring of the door’s bell as he entered the Flower Shop, looking around to be sure there was no clients before taking his position behind the balcony, internally thanking how chill Patton was with his employees using phone during the shift as long there wasn’t no one near, especially as he unlocked his screen and a new notification popped in front of him.

Butterflies went immediately crazy on his stomach.

[Message from Panic! At Everywhere]

[P: Hey. So, are you still ok?]

Virgil kicked his blanket out of his bed, already feeling a tad of giddiness spread across his body, a small smirk finding its way to his face without him even realizing. Today was the day. Since when he and Roman talked on the last week about boundaries to be sure nothing had changed and decided Saturday as a good day for their session the one with purple hair couldn’t help but let his thoughts wander, picturing and re-picturing what would happen, even though Roman always insisted to never tell him his plans, wanting to keep everything as a surprise, which definitely didn’t help at all the excitement running on his veins.

Their session.

Their tickle session. It was only eleven in the morning and Virgil could already feel his skin tingle just by imagine Roman’s fingers grazing, dancing on it, carefully looking for all his weak spots both knew so well before coming with an entire new technique that would make the other (almost, barely, hardly) want to jump out of his skin so he could escape from the maddening tickly sensation.

He was going to love it.

Also, it didn’t help that he spent the previous night and its following morning consuming all his favorite tickle content, dying on the spot (and on the reblogs) and skyrocketing his lee mood to the mountains.

Nevertheless, he tried to play nonchalant as answered the other’s new message.

[Message from Dumb(o)]

[D: Yes.]

[P: Cool.]

[D: You?]

[P: Yep.]

[D: Glad to know, Blushy Bug. Try to not alarm all of our neighborhood with your squeals and giggles before I get there, okay? ~

D: And yeah, plu-e-ase, continue with your so delightful tags on your reblogs, okay, Tickle me Emo? I’m learning so much new information with that. If only I would have an opportunity to use all of them today…]

Virgil snorted, one hand trying to hide his face as he attempted with all his might to ignore the flames taking over his cheeks as the teases sank and the memories from the day he conquered this nickname emerged from the deeps of his mind. So, Princey was already so over his head with being the ler this time? Thinking Virgil would be hiding his face on the pillow, squeaking and tittering helpless? Well, he would have a big storm coming, then.

Virgil got up, his footsteps leading him to the clean desk in the room, moving some of the objects so carefully chosen in order to get the perfect picture. Every single makeup brush lined, gleaming under the lens of his camera, away enough so the viewer would be able to realize all their individualities but close enough to create an impact.

Two can play this game.

[Panic! At Everywhere sent an image]

Roman clicked on it, eyes going immediately wide as he quickly slammed the cellphone’s screen on his red apron, his gaze running from a place to another to be sure no one was near or had seen the conversation or noticed the way his smile went from an ear to another.

[P: Nah. I’m too occupied choosing the perfect tools for today… I mean, there are just so many options, ya know? I especially prefer the smallest ones, their bristles softly running on my ribs, tracing their way across my tummy to get to the other side… yeah. That is the good stuff. Or maybe we could be experimenting the biggest ones today, letting them tease that spot right under my chin, the softness engulfing all the nerves… ]

Roman took a deep breath, realizing the other still typing.

[P: Anyway, don’t make a big deal of this, ‘kay? I know your imagination can be very fertile but try to not alert Patton with all your blush and twitching. You know he is a curious guy and will want to know why you’re so smiley. ;)]

“Pai amado, (Dear God) he is going to kill me.” Roman crossed his arms, using all his will to no start wiggling them to nothing, a sudden urge to sing some nursery rhymes making him begin to humming quietly as attempted to gather enough concentration to type a proper, cool reply.

[D: Is that so? So, the big, badass Virgil Storm is excited to get all his tickly-tickle-tickles today? Is he excited to become a so helpless, so adorable mess of giggles and squeaks? To be teased and tickled until he can do nothing but give me those lovely snorts and wiggly-wiggles? ~

Awww. So cute. ~]

[P: Yeah, I am. So what? Wanna do something about that, Sir Sing a Lot?

Ops, I forgot you’re at work rn. Tsc. Such a pity. Well, guess I will have to kill some time by looking at your precious collection of feathers, see if I find something interesting there.]

[D: You just wait for when I get home.]

[P: :)]

Virgil laid his phone at his side, hiding his face on the mattress, kicking just like he was some teenager in love from those generic movies. The squeals bubbled out from his lips, smiles blooming. He knew he probably was just digging his own grave, but, ha, as if he would fall without a fight. Plus, imagining Roman trying at every cost to keep a straight expression while reading his texts and then struggling to continue his work just as if nothing had happened, with that cute, excited smile planted on his face made a proud wave of power – and joy - hit him and that was a bonus which was worth it.

Then his phone vibrated, indicating a new notification and a new flood of shivers as he unlocked his screen, freezing for a couple of heartbeats with the length of the message.

[D: A poem for my dear Knightmare. ~

Once upon a time

There was a wiggley-wiggly lee

That just a few pokes

Made him giggle with glee

Some scribbles here

Some scratches there

You can tickle-tickle

He is ticklish everywhere!

What, you don’t believe me?

‘That much cute he can’t be!’

Well, then allow me to demonstrate

All the beautiful sounds he can create!

Give a few prodding on his ribs

And a quick digging on his hips

Some brushes on his toesies and feet

And don’t forget about these helpless pits!

(And hey, psst, if you squeeze his sides

The cutie, squeaky, wiggly lee,

Will be squealing in a happy delight)

This neck is also asking for tickly-kisses

He always denies, always desire

Add to that some teasy whispers

And watch his cheeks be set on fire!

Once upon a time

There was a bratty, smug lee

That just a few tickle teases

Can make him a blushy mess

Just like now, you see!]

[…]

“Have a nice day. Thank you for coming!”

Roman waved to the client who got out from the Flower Shop, taming the smugness which threatened to take over his features as he realized that even though an hour had passed, no answer to his last text had arrived yet. He was perfectly aware of how weak Virgil was for any sort of rhymed tease and a whole poem – not his best, he had to admit – dedicated to him? He could almost see the other shrieking, hiding his red face on the pillow, lost in a mess of quiet peals of laughter and curses. His smile got even bigger, swelled in pride. And, well, if he couldn’t help it but push his luck a few inches further, his fingers already halfway to typing a small, itsy bitsy, new tease to his favorite emo lee, how could someone really blame him?

[D: Oh, sorry. Did I make the scary Virgil too much flustered to talk? Awww, I will miss your sassy remarks deeply and sing a ballad in your honor at the funeral. ~]

He snorted at the amount of time the symbol of ‘typing’ appeared and disappeared on the conversation, using the ten minutes he took to be answered to organize a few sales signs on the glass in front of the store, gaining a dance on his step as the one-worded sentence shone on his phone.

[P: Bitch.]

[D: I have no idea of what you’re talking about. Is that something I said? I feel wounded.]

But a new thing popped up.

[Panic! At Everywhere sent a video]

[P: :)]

It seemed like hours passed, even if he knew the downloading probably didn’t really take more than a few pieces of minute for him to hit the play.

The focus of the camera took a few seconds to adjust, the image trembling and shaking before going still, the crystal clear form of a small light brown, slightly spiked feather twirling between Virgil’s index and thumb locking his eyes on the screen. A quick, quiet sigh could be heard before the tickle tool descended to the palm extended on a desk, stopping by Virgil’s pulse.

The bristles grazed the skin there as the feather began to move on slow strokes, going from the left to the right, left and right, left and right… calmly making its way up, changing to small swirls as it contorted the form of the hand, giving to each finger a light tracing before concentrating on the palm, drawing a spiral which approximated inch by inch to the center. If Roman wasn’t so quiet, - even holding his breath, - maybe he wouldn’t be able to listen the incredibly low, contained huffs of laughter on the background, a soft snort escaping and making both hands tremble as the bristles hit the center of his hand, dancing around the spot for a bit.

When it stopped, the tool was placed on the desk and then the camera started to move, stopping on Roman’s so very well-known golden with silver details box. Its lid laid next to it, letting its entire content to be proudly shown. The explosion of colors from the most diverse large, small, pointy, fluffy feathers took over the frame, however, a tiny piece of paper placed on the exact center of them was what captured his attention. The lens zoomed and focused, making him able to read the quick message written there.

“:)”

And then the screen went black. The video was over.

Roman could feel his face being almost split in half by his grin, his fingers hitting the table top in complete frenzy since they hadn’t to hold the device anymore, curling and uncurling as the one who couldn’t just stay still started to bounce his right leg, ignoring the redness he felt crippling down his neck.

“Roman?”

He fully shrieked. Both him and Patton startled and jumped a few centimeters in the air with the sudden sound. The florist slapping his own hand on his mouth, trying with all his inner strength to stop the bubbly giggles which flooded non stop from his lips

“Sorry for the scare, kiddo,” the shine on his eyes free of any guilt as Patton bit his own knuckles proved the contrary, especially when the rest of an awed squeal escaped from his lips, only making the other to giggle harder, eyes closed, blush deepening and nose scrunched. “Aww, your giggles are so cute!”

“Shuhuhush!!” The Flower Shop owner just smiled fondly, withholding his comments and patiently waiting for the other to recompose himself. When Roman looked at least a tad calmer he decided to make his decision to talk to him clear.

“I’m glad you’re in a good mood, Ro! I just wanted to remember today’s shift is already over. I need a bit of time to organize everything before the painter comes so we can discuss the new design of the Flower Shop. Thank you so much for the ideas, by the way! I can’t wait for you all to see the result! It will be so pretty!!” Roman’s wide eyes were enough of an explanation of why he wasn’t ready to go yet, probably having forgotten about their last month conversation. Although, the surprised look was away in an instant, a shine taking over his glare before he softened, locking his eyes with Patton.

“Of course, it will be, Patty-cake! With my magnificent ideas and your good taste, I really don’t think any other result besides wonderful and perfection will be possible!” He squeezed Patton’s cheeks and his friend stuck out his tongue at him, winning a quick poke on his ribs that made him squirms and yelp, quickly tittering and waving the other with his hands.

“Now shoo-shoo, go enjoy your afternoon!”

A devious smirk gleamed on Roman’s expression for a second. “You can count on it, Padre.” But then it was gone as quickly as it appeared. “Thank you, my mighty hero in a shiny armor! May the universe let our destiny align again in the future.”

“See ya, kiddo!” He replied, his tune also full of joy, watching the one with red hair going away, a happy bounce on his steps.

[…]

Virgil picked the phone in the first ring. “Roman, something happened?”

“Nope,” the purple lover sighed in relief, all the tension getting out of his body and being replaced by confusion, “nothing happened except that a handsome, incredible someone got out from his work earlier than expected and might be heading his home by now.”

That made Virgil shot up, biting his lower lip, butterflies freaking out. “No.” It was his whisper.

“Oh, yes. ~” Roman practically purred on the speaker. “any last words, my dear, defenseless Giggly Storm?”

Virgil just giggled and Roman had almost forgotten how that sound only was enough to spread an explosion of a warm, good feeling on his chest. “Aw, and here I was thinking I would have at least some challenge today. ~” He continued to tease.

Silence.

“Go check your messages, Princeypie.”

And then he hung up. Roman fondly rolled his eyes, running to check the new notification on their conversation.

[Panic! At Everywhere sent a photo]

It was Virgil, sitting on his bed criss crossed, one elbow resting on his thigh as he took the picture on the body mirror on the other side of the room, a strong blush very visible on his face half hidden by the device, wearing a short and Roman’s red crop top. A new message popped right under the photo.

[P: Get your butt here and tickle me, Sir Sing a Lot.’]

This emo was going to be the death of him.

[D: Aww, I don’t even get a smile?]

[P: You gotta work for those, Princey.]

Virgil definitely did not jump nor yelp as he heard the low, dangerous tune of an “evil” laughter echoes in the house coming from the living room, the sound of the front door being closed making his flight instincts kick in.

“Oh, don’t worry.” Virgil was already halfway to the most far away room where he could escape, trying to keep his reputation as he heard another set of footsteps quickly getting ground and following right behind him. Laughter and squeaks mixed in the air.

“Because I will.” Roman answered.

#Very teasy #Teases #Lee!Virgil #Ler!Roman #Virgil is a brat and Roman is one as well #Ticklish!Virgil #Sanders Sides tickles #Sanders Sides tickling #Kanene's Fanfic #Kanene's Art #Kanene's fic #Brief self tickles #Feathers #blushy bois #Writing this kind of fic is very fun and sdfghertcvgbhn kind of silly as well #Virgil: Tickle me// Roman: Okay// Virgil: *NYOOOM*#I still don't know how to tag this dfghjsdfghdcf #I feel like my writing is a bit weird nowdays but yeah I'm still proud of this!

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masterhandss · 3 years

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Thank you for your spot-on analyses of Geordo and for bringing so much positivity about him into this fandom without pushing down any of the other characters! I love Geordo a lot myself and am routing for him but I greatly enjoy the whole mix with the other characters too so reading your posts is always such a great time, thank you!

Awww, thank you as well for reading and liking my posts :DD <3

I don't know about my analysis being "spot-on" XDD I actually think I'm a bad judge of character lol, at least I can't pinpoint things without it being spelled to my face XDD but I do my best to give my thoughts anyways, hoping it could make other people more interested in Geordo's character uwu.

I feel the same way! I really really like Geordo but also enjoy all the other characters too, so while GeoKata is my bias I also love and enjoy the other ships in the series. I want to be able to defend why I like Geordo (and why I think Katarina should end up with him) without ruining other people's enjoyment of hamefura. Like I said, hamefura is great because you can pair everyone up with everyone, and I respect everyone's opinions on who they like and ship with our dumb protagonist. We all come to hamefura looking for different things, so I don't want to force my opinions down anyone's throats. I just want more people to like Geordo and give him a chance because I think there's lots to love if we just stick around to see how his characters progresses.

Ironically, I was getting worried that I was getting a bit passive-aggressive in my replies after a while since I keep getting a lot of frustrated people on my inbox telling me how much they don't like the outcome I am proposing, so I was scared my shock and frustrations are bleeding into each new question I reply qwq.

Thank you for the ask :DD

#mh ask #do I tag the series on this one #hamefura #my next life as a villainess #thank and your welcome anon its so nice to see positive asks on my inbox #considering its flooded with geordo hate mail right now lmao qwq #geordo stuart

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luci-cunt · 4 years

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hola my dear unholy defiler!! for the fanfic title thing: “old heartbreaks and new tattoos” (bc i’m incapable of choosing titles without stealing lyrics, oops :/ )

Bonjour my fondly defiled god! FANTASTIC fic title i love you

k so this one HAS to have just a lliiiiiitttttllleee biiiitttt of angst but I’m still sticking with AFtG and Andreil cuz, y’all I’m a slut for it leave me alone XDD (you can request other pairings if you want tho XD I’m just uncreative XDD)

let’s seee.... we’ll start with a scene set--

So, you’ve got Neil-- 18, living with his dad, who in this timeline killed his mom and Neil never got out. Neil’s stuck, no way of getting out, BUT opportunity strikes in the form of a war

YES you read that right it’s 1940 babeeeyyyy

Neil sneaks out, signs up--almost gets turned down cuz he’s hella tiny but manages to convince the recruiter to let him anyways for the sake of “patriotism”

Neil’s plan is to serve for a while in France, out of the way of his father and get his feet under him before deserting and booking it to like, idk, somewhere else in Europe.

Meanwhile: Andrew is being tossed around foster care, on a random turn of luck he bumps into Aaron who’s oddly literally identical. He finds out they’re brothers/ the whole Tilda situation/ blah blah, but before he has the chance to move in or anything the draft hits and Aaron’s the one hit with it.

He’s supposed to get shipped out to France, but he’s still all hoped up on drugs and Andrew has seen his fair share of returning “war heros” and he realizes Aaron going to France is a death sentince

So he goes for him.

He takes Aaron’s name/ identity Mulan style and goes as Aaron Minyard into the war

(back at home Aaron only realizes what’s happened AFTER Andrew’s gone and by this point he can’t do shit so he has to go into hiding)

And--big shocker--Neil and Andrew are deployed to the same front

Neil’s been there for a bit longer by the time Andrew shows up, but Andrew clocks his intentions to desert REAL QUICK

instead of outing him tho--he asks to come with

He doesn’t give a single fuck about the war, he just wanted to keep Aaron out of trouble

Neil doesn’t trust him, but Andrew says if Neil leaves him behind he’ll just tell the commander what happened and Neil can’t have that so fuckin fine I guess this bitch is coming

They realize they can’t leave just yet when they come under mortar fire that pins them down for a week straight.

(ayeee bonding week~ what’s better to bond over than the constant fear of death ~~~~~~~~)

They bond with some cigarettes andrew brought, and Neil takes one and says he’ll only light it when they’re free of the warfront and he can properly enjoy it.

Then the mortar fire lets up and they’re charging out of their trench for the enemy and everything’s a rush

Neil manages to lose Andrew and he flips his lid

Turns out Andrew’s fine--or--kinda. he got hit with a stray grenade and his leg’s almost totally fucked.

Neil gets him to safety (back to the abandoned trench they were in before) patches him up as best he can, leaves him with a gun, and tells him not to move while he goes to get help

Bs happens, Neil gets help, Andrew ends up fine but now he’s gotta get carted away on medical leave.

Turns out tho his leg is fucked, so he gets honorably discharged and sent “home”

He trades identies back with Aaron, makes a big deal of the long lost twin Andrew Minyard coming home after seeing a picture of his brother getting honored in the paper and waits.

He’s worried about Neil, and even MORE worried when, not a month later, he gets a guy on his front step telling Aaron that Nathaniel Wesninski was captured and taken as a prisoner of war. The camp he was at was bombed--there were no survivors, and he left this for you.

it’s the cigarette, taped to a ragged looking postcard with a cheesy picture of Palm Springs on it. The post card is blank.

Well fuck.

Andrew is fucked, he locks himself in his room for the day, drinks himself dumb and doesn’t talk for three days.

At the end of the third he leaves the house, and when he comes back he’s got a new tattoo--it’s simple, just a black-and-white, unlit cigarette right over the pulse point on his neck.

He doesn’t explain it, doesn’t say anything, but he goes on the back porch and stares at the cigarette that came with the postcard, and, after a moment, lights up.

Three weeks later things aren’t doing well but he’s managing.

He’s leaving the gym one day, reeking and tired, when he spots someone leaning against his car.

The man grins up at him, and says “can I bum a cigarette?”

!!! this got alsdkdjf;laksdj a little involved XDD sorry I got into it XD

send me a fic title and I’ll say how I’d write it out!

#!!!!#thank you for the ask!!!#<33333 #I hope you liked it!!#fic #andreil #luci writes

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buri-art · 4 years

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May 10, 2019. A crack fanartist of the Tumblr AkaYona community disappeared.

While some have accepted her prior statements about “being busy moving and starting a new career” and “wanting to focus on writing original novels” her other statements about “craving a mental juice cleanse from social media” leave the impression that she went willingly. Rumors state her ghost made an appearance, and even skeptics have noted the evidence left in her March 2020 archive.

Today, we bring you the latest update.

June 26, 2020:

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( ° ∀ ° )ﾉﾞ‘Sup~~~~ Well, it’s been a year, and the Ask Box is back open, but don’t get excited yet, I’ll come back to the art topic in a moment. I have indeed been happy with being a social media hermit, but it’s not bad to drop in here and there. Here’s a general update:

No, no, I haven’t totally quit writing! But it would be totally dodging reality if I didn’t come out and admit why I am currently unable to produce any original or AkaYona content.

You guys, I’ve got it so bad. Like, this is the most mainstream thing I’ve been into since Digimon was on Fox Kids, but it is seriously everywhere. Not only does that keep it on my mind almost constantly, but I have money now. All a candy company needs to do to get me to buy something I had no interest in is slap a favorite character or two on the package (and those candies were disgusting, yet I did not regret that purchase).

Now, besides giving myself permission to set aside the writing I made progress on, I have generally been on an art slump. I still doodle, but I feel like my art has gotten much worse. Back when I was active drawing for the AkaYona fandom, I never had a lack of things to draw; no matter how dumb the joke or uninspired the art, I always knew I had an audience.

Now that I have chosen generally not to have any social media audience, there is some pressure to draw “nice” art with wide appeal that I could show anybody. And I’ve drawn, what, maybe three pieces like that? In general, even if I do want to draw, I just don’t have any ideas, and I feel very out of practice. Now, yes, that does bring me back to KnY, but hold your horses, this isn’t turning into a KnY Tumblr!! My watchers are here for AkaYona, not sudden KnY spoilers!! But, yes, I did get a few dumb ideas, and when I get dumb ideas, I draw them, and I made a separate Tumblr to post them so that no one would get spoiled. Now, the really funny part is that my KnY art has virtually gone completely unnoticed for most of its existence out there on the web. XDD Which is fine, there is a lot of good content out there for this fandom, and I’m not used to drawing these characters, so it felt awkward anyway. Let’s return to writing for a moment. Seeing as I have been obsessed with KnY but also generally not getting involved in fandoms, that leaves me to scream at people who know me irl (teeheehee, sorry) about how much I love it, and while telling a friend how much I suffered after reading Chapter 201, and a few ideas I had on how Shueisha might drag the series out or force a sequel, she gave me a tiiiiiiiiiiny bit of encouragement that she would be an audience if I wrote that AU, and 10 days later, I HAD THE WHOLE 60K+ FIC WRITTEN BECAUSE I AM A MONSTER. No, seriously, I didn’t even think for the first couple days that I would actually write it, and then I got a slew of more ideas, and then when I hit my stride, I HAD A DAY WHEN I AM PRETTY SURE I WROTE 20K WORDS WITHIN 20 HOURS AND I AM SO UPSET I DIDN’T PAY MORE ATTENTION TO MEASURE THAT BECAUSE I’M PRETTY SURE THAT WOULD BE A PERSONAL RECORD.

Phew, so anyway. I would like to say I was human again after finishing BUT NOPE, I WAS STILL IN THAT HEAD SPACE AND STARTING COMING UP WITH STUPID JOKES TO BREAK THE TENSION IN MY OWN FANFIC and then I started drawing dumb omake. And then as I kept drawing, I found it. I found my flow again. I actually put some effort into some of those omake. I really liked how they came out. I mean, no one cares about silly omake doodles for an AU fanfic, but I HAD SO MUCH FUN, and that is what McFreakin’ counts.

And that is what brings me back here.

If you are a Kimetsu no Yaiba fan and have read the whole manga, here is my canon divergent AU fic, and there are links to my other Tumblr in each chapter. I’m a liiiittle eager for comments because I am a monster and this is part of what social media does to monsters, but the whole dang thing is already written and I love it anyway even without an audience. But for those of you who would just like to see AkaYona art, or more general Buri-art, that is why I will probably occasionally pop back in here. Like I said, the Ask Box is open, but I won’t check it regularly and will only draw things if I feel inclined. I am also playing with the idea of doing Inktober again this year, and since I have zero interest in Twitter or Instagram, the art would get posted here.

┐(︶▽︶)┌ That is all. Thank you for reading my rambles! See you around a little more at random?

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nyarisu · 4 years

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Rammstein: Paris liveblogging

This live is so fancy! My god, the intro is so dramatic, and the guys haven’t even appeared XD there are even alarm sounds!

Their entrance is *chef’s fingers kiss* and Ollie being the high fantasy dark elf we all asspire to be XD Say what you will about the spasmic editing, this was very nicely filmed!

I love the array of microphones on Till’s coat.

Asdghjl the flags being set into place and then Ollie with the flame! It’s all so badass! Also Schneider is hot XD

Sonne

Oooh they’re starting with this one! Also one of the few times he’s counting.

The instrumental at the beginning is always giving me shivers, it’s so powerfull

And I love the static editing

I can say whatever I want about this song being over mentioned by everyone... but the true is it’s amazing!

Don’t punch yourself, dumb baby.

THE FIRE!!!

Lol @ Richard being a sea urchin XD

The ending was fantastic<3 very dramatic!

Wollt ihr das Bett in Flammen sehen

Aasdfghjkl THAT SHOT OF SCHNEIDER!!!

The doom guy sounds are killing me I love them and the fireworks collars are amazing. I love this song so much!

Schneider throwing the drummstick in the air ♡

„AAAAAAA AAAAA” silly editing of Till every time AAAA BUT FUNNY NONETHELESS

„RAMMSTEIN!”

I love the gloves!

This song always gets me so pumeped up! And the editing makes it even more dramatic and full o energy!

The fire works at the end!

Keine Lust

Unfortunately, I sometimes vibe with this song T_T

It has such a powerful beginning it must be wonderful to hear it live.

Wanna see me fangirl again about Schneider spinning the stick midair and then catching it again?

Flake loks weird and I wouldn’t trust him.

Richard’s „nein, Ich habe keine Lust”

Dear lord Till has wonderfull eyes.

Wtf was with that tongue, Jonas??

Very nice Schnooter shots!

Oh, Ollie is hoodless now. A bit better, I think.

Paul being badass with his guitar.

Till bby who hurt you like this?

(fortunately for me ich habe some Lust hence me doing this liveblog)

Sehnsucht

Let’s geT NOSTALGIC BITCHES

I love that chanting so much!

Did he just made a cross sign??

Till is doing some hammering and Flake is just vibing XD

The chanting! The fire! The atmpshere!! I love everything about this song live

If he doesn’t hit his forhead.... oh, he actually didn’t...

Asche zu Asche

Nice trio in the front~

I swear to god Richard is always sexy on the mic during this song and he’s probably doing it on purpose! And the way he gestures!!

Lol I was wondering when Till will start acting like a slut XD

The keyboards are amazing before the last chorus.

Yesssh microhpones on fire!1

Feuer frei

Ugh that tongue edit again... leave Till’s tongue alone, Jonas!

Auch, that hurt.

BANG BANG

Flake, chase that nonsense right away XD

Leave his eye alone too!

That Schneider smirk when Till came with the mask. I love the masks!

IMAGINE BEING THERE and seeing this asdfghjkl the ultimate Rammstein experience.

Mutter

Some green lightng oh no that’s Mutter better be prepared to have my heart broken. The saddest song to ever sad you have no idea what it does to me.

Richard playing there, he’s really feeling the song.

The guitar solo is amazing!

Till was suffering there and I was shamelessly admiring Schneider behind him XD

God his eyes

The spark shower, if that doesn’t beak your heart even further... (but very nice arms >w>)

*sighs* that was fantastic~

Mein Teil

Wow I can’t belive he even added sound effects to the title melting away gross :))))

I’m getting goosebumps because of the insrtumental, it’s that awesome!

I love the moves schenider has in the background. And everytime he strikes the air with his fist.

Flake popping out of the couldron kils me everytime XD

Too much blood editing.

„da aAS IS MEIN TEIL!”

Schneider is being once again sexy in the back.

Till has funny dance moves but i love his serious face

And Flake being like no thank you I’m not buying anythingXD

Let’s START THE FLAKE COOKING

„you over there, give me your fire throwing thingy” jaaaaaaaa

There is no concert without Fklake’s spastic dance moves XD

Du riechst so gut

The bow!!

„der Wahnsinn” dear lord Richard you’re killing me.

The first time I saw Paul and Till doing that I almost had a heart attack I really thought they were gonna smash their heads together XD I see them doing it for shits and giggles.

I love the synchronised head baniging (more like bodybanging)

Yes, guitars on fire! Congrats on throwing that now jump after it :)))))

I just want to kiss Till’s mouth.

Links 2 3 4

Schneider stop being sexy!

I love the guys’ entrance for this song.

Till being all business. Onwards, my mighty stallion XD

The last chorus was very nice and full of energy (thanks editing).

Du hast

Ugh to those lightnings but otherwise is fantastic.

Do you think they ever get sick of playing it? I never expected this to be Richard’s fav song to play live....

That RZK ass XD

The fire!

Oh the keyboard must be divine live~

It must be really impressing to have a full hall singing just for you.

And then my favourite part! All that thing wiht shooting fire that comes back and then the whole stage exploding! Definitely my favourite R+ effect. Really nice image

Haifish

This gave me goosebumps again

„Sechs Herzen, die brennen” *choking* thanks for the feels-

Flake is really brave for doing that boat thingy. I could never.

Lol those dance moves, unexpected butf unny as usual.

Till clapping for Flake XDDD silly

I like the pose he aodopted while waiting for the song to move on.

Buck dich intro

This gets it’s own section because I love the instrumental so much!! Or remix, whatever you wanna cal it. It’s fantastic<3

And Richard enjoying every eye on him :D Nice ass anyway.

Weird over editing I don’t understand but whatever, we’re ignoring that.

Woo woo machine XD

Asdhjkl the BRIDGE IS COMING DOWN

THEY ARE COMING SDFGHJKLSCJHNV EJUSCD

Hello Frau Schneider and her puppies #till lehman is a sub

One of my favourite Till looks.

Of course he must be humping something or someone XD

Schneider x Rchard banter is the best. And then bodilly dragging Till onto the stage<3 I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING OK??

Look at him being a good puppy RHI WHERE IS YOUR FIC??

Buck dich

Honestly now what is better that a shirtless Till with a colar?

The most syncopated instrumental ever. They are fucking crazy (I love them).

I was reminded of this fic XDD

Wow imagine being there and seeing Buck dich for the first time that is wild

„why are you wet?” „eh, I was too close to the stage” (part 1)

„NOCH EINMAL!!!”

The whole ending with Till and Schneider was hilarious XDDD

Man gegen man

Let’s go with that gay song! XD

Dumb editing but I’m focusing on Flake dancing beside Till.

He has an amazing back<3

I love how he goes crazy during the solo.

Wow Jonas went full with the editing for a few seconds didn’t he?

Also Till did something very sexy with that watter bottle.

Ohne dich

Time to have no feels again

I want that collar too.

Paulchard vibing together’

The hall looks amazin with all those little light on!

Dear lord Schneider looks fantastic.

Paul being cute again XD

Asdfghjkl Till crossing that bridge gave me a nose bleed tbh

Mein Herz brennt

My favorurite instrumental ever! And the one who convinced me to listen to this band.

A little sad they put on shirts again but hey, at least RZK took his off XD

The glowing heart is a loved effect but I preffer the current one to this, the timing is better now.

Amerika

Live is the only way I’m not skipping this song. The last time I listened to it is probably the last time I watched this very live XD

Are they actually whistling?

Why do they all look so good?

Flake, what are you doing? :)))

Ich will

Richard’s arms lookin fine and Till is being a slutt with the microphone again XD

Was that chick shirtles? XDD

Nice firework at the end.

Engel

So... is this whistling real or?

Those wings... in Till’s defence, I thing the floating wings are much more spectacular and much easier for his back too.

Pew!

Why!! Why do you edit those things?? They are gonna give me nightmares!

But whatever the wings on fire are cool.

Really Jonas this is not an anime stop enlarging eyes.

Pussy

Another badass entrance, considering the song XD

„Er könnte etwas größer sein” will always kill me :)))

Oh, your eyes are so pretty~

Poor mic stand.

The dick canon! To be in the first few rows... XDD „why are you wet?” „eh, I was too close to the stage” (part 2)

I love how wide Till’s back is<3

„let’s do it QUICK” peak slutiness from Herr Lindemann :)))))

I love how they all gathered around Schneider.

It impresses me so much everytime they kneel for their audience<3

Looking very nice there, Ollie!

I thought Schneider was gonna do a backflip with how he streched XDDD oh, hello Richard~

Fruhling in Paris

Till has very nice legs.

Not saying anything about him floating off like a damn fairy :)))))

I love evey time one of the others is singling along (this time: Schneider)

And Flake just ran off XD

Conclusions:

Tbh when I’m lacking motivation I really should watch this live it gives so much energy!

The Amerika / Engel whistling question still stands.

2 hours of nothing but Rammstein. I approve

#rammstein #rammbois #liveblogging

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crystu-cii · 3 years

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hi guess what i have

✨Anxiety✨

anyways uhm please gimme an update on how you're doing because you are one of the most amazing people and one of my favorite people and you're the best and you deserve more than all the love in the universe

heyyy honestly same mann 😭😭

and GASPPP NO WAY- I- IM???? A A A A A A A HH?? /POS (*-ATTACKED BY LOVE-*) 😭😭💖💝💖😭💕😭💖💝💖😭💖😭

oh my god anon- whoever you are- I love you I LOVE YOU SO MUCH /P 😭��💕

AND YES I CAN DEFINITELY TALK ABOUT HOW IVE BEEN UP TO! today has been a VERY EVENTFUL DAY BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!! you know what time it is- ✨ ramble time ✨ /POS

today my and my qupie pie (a cheesy way I call my QueerPlatonic Partner(s)) went to shop at a store thats ALL ABOUT KPOP!!!! I dont know very many groups/artists as much as they do (Im a blackpink stan for sure and I would consider myself a ITZY one as well) but BOY DID I HAVE FUN EITHER WAY! 💕💖💖💝

we bought some stuff as well as matching bracelets (kinda) once again XDD here are some awesome pictures I took through out the day!

going to that kpop store was our main plan- but we did some other things too! I bought boba for myself, my qupie pie, and my mom (ALL WITH MY OWN MONEY! see, im a good friend /gen XD) and then after visiting church- i played some co-op genshin impact with them- it was chaotic /pos XDD

anyways- some updates OTHER THAN what happened today- total health wise?: Im doing great!! im on my spring break and thank god- school sucks /lh XD

and somewhat stickcat blog wise (cause I feel like i should talk about it): due to some mistake i did in the blog (and got called out on) ive been having trouble drawing- and even THINKING- about my favorite characters in the AU. And because of that dumb thing i did- it might lead me to having no more motivation towards the blog and just leaving it in the dust. i cant believe I can just let something happen like that due to someone calling me out and me digging my own grave. If you guys want me to elaborate on that- one of you can send an ask and I might be able to comfortably talk about it (maybe talking about it to my followers would make me better. i hope /srs) I really want to continue the blog, but maybe I just need to have a long break from it and focus on other ways to have fun. but anyways, that's that ^^

this post is HELLLAA LONG /not neg- so last but not least. have this somewhat fail picture of me and my qupie pie attempting a Popin'Cookin':

(the poor p a nd a- XDDD)

#ask answered!#the rambles of crystu #rambling is so fun /gen ^^#i wonder if anyone can even HANDLE this post though- /lh XDD

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scene bucket #6

kristin: what if percy could sing

under the water?

like...sirens?

marion: :o

kristin: but like, he can't above water.

but when he's under it

it's like...

marion: oof-

like in harry potter!

kristin: idk

what happnes

marion: the merpeople's song is beautiful underwater

kristin: ok

marion: but in air it just sounds like high-pitched screaming XD

kristin: yeah like that!

but under the water it's like the best singing any of them has ever heard

marion: aw

so no one hears it except annabeth and no one believes her

kristin: oh gods yes

UNTIL

one day when they're under the water and they need a song to open a door

(kinda like in TLO/hadestown)

marion: ooh

kristin: ooooh

wait

but then Piper could just sing

marion: ew piper

kristin: cus i have a feeling unless he needs to, he won't sing

marion: piper cant sing

piper cannot sing

what would she sing???

kristin: pretty sure it’s canon

marion: no matter what she sings it has charmspeak tho

kristin: like, she sings summertime

marion: so...

kristin: right???

marion: she could accidently do something to the others with charmspeak tho

kristin: oooh yeah, okay

so Percy has to do it

marion: percy's just oh ok

kristin: sighs real deeply

(but wait, why are they underwater?)

marion: idk

kristin: eurhguh...so maybe they're on the Argo

and somebody/something throws them overboard? so i need a monster

a greek monster

y'know any?

marion: chimaera? arai

kristin: like, he hasn't fought, mayb?

that they would find

on a boat?

marion: khione and the ice spirits mebbe?

he wasnt there for that

kristin: hmmm

so like, i need something that's gonna throw the seven (and hedge?) overboard

marion: KYM

kristin: OOH

so like, an AE, or just like, revenge?

marion: revenge as a screw you to her half-brother and bc she hasnt gotten her figurine yet

kristin: HAH

took you too long, little brother

marion: she demands a better advertising campaign

kristin: and now she demands assistance

as insurance

this time, the storms stronger

marion: oohoohooh

kym is mad

kym is real mad

kristin: yes and guess what?

she throws 'em overboard, and Percy has to make airbubles (like he did with Jason)

marion: ah, wait

you mean with annabeth

jason summoned a storm spirit i think

kristin: OH! Right

marion: vent...us?

kristin: pfft

marion: vent ai?

kristin: Dylan

marion: something

yeah him

kristin: (hah)

which kinda wears him out, just a bit, by the end of it, because he has to do it a long time

(the airbubbles)

marion: true

he has to keep cycling air for these pathetic non-sea people

kristin: xD

he just complains about it the whole time

"stupid mouth breathers"

marion: can't you just breath like a normal person

kristin: pfftt

marion: we are normal people you're the half-fish guy

he gasps, all indignant. "I am not half fish"

"then what in Hades names are you, Percy?"

marion: half-...

kristin: "Annabeth, you're supposed to be on my side!"

marion: which side? the human one or the fish one?

kristin: xDD

marion: -_-.

kristin: pfft

but like, she sends them down to this place

Wait?

which body of water are they in?

where are they?

i'm trying to be as accurate as possible here

marion: hmoshenhahoce

kristin: ANancient lands?

marion: idk

assuming they're on the argo? the middle of the atlantic ocean probably

kristin: okay, cool

hold on.

so part of the war world 2

there was this big battle in the atlantic right?

marion: erm

i think

kristin: (yes, it's true, i wikid it)

basically there was submarines for the navy and stuff, and some of them like sunk

so...i'm thinking if she lead them into one of those, right?

marion: hm

trap them in a subright

sounds like kym

kristin: xD

except

there's a problem

you wouldn't need to sing to open a submarine door

marion: hMMmmMMM

kristin: maybe like...magic?

but idk how far that goes…

marion: magik

DOOOH OOHOOH

kristin: what?

marion: magik activated by something dumb like the song of the sea

or something

kristin: yeah yehayeah

okaokay

so...how does she do it though?

like, she just does storms and stuff.

marion: eruhha

oops

i have no clue

i know there's a lot of minor sea deities

kristin: yeah

marion: but i know nothing about them

kristin: hold on lemme do the google

marion: keurgh

kristin: Are you serious?!? Google says there are 270 water gods. 270.

marion: 😐

kristin: *sigh* okay

what is the goddess? of magic

marion: ok den

hecate

kristin: Right

so...idk maybe like (it's a stretch, for sure)but maybe like she pairs up with like a child of hecate?

or smth, idk....hm

marion: hecate joined kronos? i think? or gaea

uhm

kristin: Kronos

marion: so maybe hecate herself would help

she was mad b/c she wanted recognition

kristin: yeah, but she also helped the seven, right

like taught Hazel how to do the whole magiked thing

right?

with her farting weasel

marion: hmuH

yes

dang it

but,she can't control her children?

so...?

so kym says she can give hecate recognition!

kristin: okay

right bc kym wants recognition too

yeah yeah

and she uses her whole "figurine" as bait

she's like oh yeah, these demigods promised

y'know. we're gonna get recognition.and at first, maybe the kid (his name is....shawn,,,)he's like, i dunno man

but Kym's like oh no you won't have to kill them. we won't even hurt them

we just have to remind them of their promise

marion: ooh kreepy kym

remind zem of zer promize

kristin: so, kym and sean (?)...yeah, sean

marion: oof

kristin: kym and sean

dum-dum-duuuuum

marion: kim and sean

kristin: anyways

The seven swim down there, with an annoyingly complaining Percy, and uh-they get down there, right.

and they go into this old submarine, that's mostly intact

except, there are holes and rips and stuffs so it slowly sunk

marion: and it demands magik like ursula stealing a voice

kristin: right

before they go in? or after when they try to leave?

marion: tryint to leave probably

kristin: yeah, maybe she's got the Argo somewhere

so, like she stoled it?

marion: yeah

kristin: and they go in, and Sean closes the doorway, when they enter. they're locked in (because they don't know how to open it yet)

sorry, got distracted

marion: oooh maybe it gets real dark in there, so they like can't see anything

at first

kristin: (ugh sorry)

marion: and they're paniking and percy's trying to tell them he wont let them drown

kristin: yeah

like, he's like slightly internally panicking b/c

y'know drowning.

but, he's just trying to reassure them.

(im sorry, i'm typing something)

marion: true

but, he's like, guys, guys, calm down

he's like i swear i wont let you drown while internally what if i drown

kristin: yeah

and then maybe Leo says something like"we can't see, aquaman. why aren't you freaking out?"and maybe he's freaking out the worst, because he's got fire powers?

marion: and water stops fire and he's fire oh no what if the water isn't good for him 'im useless underwater fire is light and we need light but fire cant exist underwater

kristin: 'leo, calm down, if water wasn't good for you you'd be dehydrated’

Wait

remember that scene in TLT where he's underwater

and he the lighter still burns?

marion: hmoh yeah

and he's like leo look

kristin: buddy, there's a thing i can do

and at first he's not listening he's just nonoono this isn't good

marion: 'frick no the one thing i can do and the one time we really need it i cant do it'

kristin: "leo!"

"What?!

"calm down"

"Well, he's got a point" annabeth says

and Percy's about to lose it, "Just listen! For a minute!"

marion: One minute

kristin: haha

marion: all i ask

one. minute.

kristin: if like

Leo was like

"Well, we're actually trying to figure it out. you're just sitting there telling us to stop talking"

"Yeah, how are we supposed to figure it out if we can't talk" Hazel points out

marion: -_-

kristin: xD

"stupid mouth breathers"

marion: normies

kristin: can't you just breathe like i do

frank overhears his little rant

"What like a fish?"

Percy just fixes him with this look

like, really?

marion: was that necessary

kristin: "GUYS!" he finally says

marion: really, frank

kristin: (haha, yeah)-also kym and seans just watching them like, idiots-

marion: "what!?!"

(vivid memory of the beginning of drive- GUYS! WE JUST EXPLODED A BUS)

kristin: (Hahahaha)

"ALL I HAve to do is hold Leo's hand"

silence

marion: aw how sweet-

kristin: "Shut up, Piper?

marion: hA

kristin: "Perce, man you know I love you but, I don't swing that way"

"No, LEo!"

Annabeth just snorts

marion: percy's so done

kristin: why am i here i could just let them drown

marion: *sigh* (er, as well as you can sigh underwater)

kristin: (hA)

"Look, when i was twelve, after a jumped off the arch,"

he looks at Annabeth, and she nods

(the others are like, What?!)

marion: what-THE arch????

kristin: What Arch??!

as in the gateway arch???

wHenwHY

kristin: "Unimportant"

"WHAT?!

marion: un-unimPORtANt

kristin: pfft he says something snarky like

"i was in a really bad place at the time, okay,"

and Annabeth starts laughing, while the others just stare at him wide-eyed

"Anyways, I was at the bottom of the ocean, and there was this slimy McDonalds rag-"

Hazel's like, "What's McDonalds"

marion:...wha-hazel how do you not know what mcdonalds is? your brother is nico

kristin: xDD ooh maybe Piper, who doesn't know about Hazel's past is just like

What?!

like-what-

Percy sighs, again (?) am i ever gonna get through this?

marion: who knows

the others are intent on not letting him, apparently

kristin: oh, look i'm talking to myself again

marion: pfft

kristin: "Do you want me to drown you guys?"

marion: panicked cries

kristin: "PErcy! We're literally under the water, with only you being the thing keeping us alive

You CANNOT

joke about that?"

marion: >:)

yes he can

kristin: >:}

and yes he will

"Then shut up and let me talk

for gods' sake."

"Or, for your sake,"

marion: not the timE

let me finish

kristin: hAh

"ANYWAYS" he grits out

"I lit this match, right"

"Why would you do that? you were underwater. that's the dumbest idea I've ever heard."

marion: lighter, i think

kristin: *oops

"LEO VALDEZ! I swear on my mother's life that if you don't SHUT UP

I will go over there and strangle you with my bear hands, and I won't even let you drown. I'll just do it"

marion: .-.

kristin: XD

marion: touchy

kristin: he growls."I lit this*lighter* and it wokred, okay?"

*worked

"So, maybe, if you guys shut up, and we get throgh this, we can tyr it with Leo"

marion: annabeth is like you never mentioned trying to commit arson at the bottom of a body of water? also how does that even work? percy just needs her to be quiet

kristin: x'D

next time I try to commit arson at the bottom of the mississippi river, i'll make sure you're there

you can be the subject of the arson.

marion: :o pfft

kristin: "Okay, but I still don't want to hold water boys hand"

"Would you rather die?" Frank asks, drily

marion: haha no

kristin: "that's what i thought"

"okay, but do you want to hold his han-"

"Leo, do it,"Annabeth says.

He just grumbles, "easy for you to say, you probably do it all the time," but does it anyway

marion: and his hand lights up!

kristin: !!!WOO!

Percy, you're a genius!

marion: oh nOW im the smart one

kristin: :D

pffft

"Ah, yes, I see you've finally figured it out"

an all-too-familiar voice says from behind them

marion: uhoh it's kYmkYm, kYm, the gArbAgE bIn

kristin: pfft

hahahah

where'd you hear that?!

xDD

marion: i made it up rn

kristin: xDD that's so great

haha

marion: ^^

kristin: imagine one of the seven saying that though(like jason, leo, or percy?)

marion: oh look it's kym, kym the garbage BIN leave us AlOnE

probably leo

kristin: yeah, probably.

like, i'd burn you but my mom said not to burn trash

Jason glares at him like shut up, really?

there's a time and a place, man, a time and a place

marion: mom said not to start dumpster fires

LEO BE qUIET

kristin: "No, im kinda with Leo on this one"

"perCY!"

Kym just lets out her dolphin laugh (which *shiver*)

marion: ew

kristin: hA

marion: kym is his siter

sister*

kristin: i feel bad for him

marion: which is kind of strange

kristin: he has awful siblings (besides tyson whose awesome)

anyways, so that's when it gets serious

marion: :0

*gasp*

kristin: what?!

marion: it gets s e r i o u s

kristin: haHA

Leo wants his boat back, and really they just need the boat backlike, y'know don't want the mother earth destroying the world

marion: kym is just upset

kristin: yeah, like i just want my stuff,

marion: mad at being called a dumpster fire

kristin: yeah, that too xD

"What do you want, Kym?" Jason asks

marion: i was going to say my figurine but now…

kristin: ReVeNgE (cue maniacle laughter)(pfft, idk)

marion: hAHAHHhhHhHHAHHAHA

percy: oh wow what a new plot

kristin: (less maniacle, more dolphin, he mutters)

marion: lol

kristin: (Percy's not too happy about this, because he remembers last time)

marion: percy wants to leave

kristin: yeah, rly

marion: but apparently his mentally disturbed half-sister demands revenge

kristin: *which one?*

marion: oh, the one with the dolphin laugh

kristin: He just sighs, resigned, "Look, Kym, just give us our boat back, okay?"

"Why would I do that? I don't have my merchandise yet, and you're elf friend called me trash"

marion: everyone (bar jason and percy) is so confused-

merchandise??? what????

kristin: hahah really

Leo's also slightly indignant

marion: elF-

kristin: "Who you callin elf, lady? you're one to talk you sound like a dolphin." Jason and Percy wince, because last time that was mentioned....oof.

Annabeth notices them and she's like, "You know this...her?"

percy: yeah she's my half-sister

annabeth: *sighs*

of course she is.

annabeth: honestly, percy you have the worst siblings

percy: ikr?!

marion: thalia: he's annoying, but i would never kill jason

hazel: nico is my brother! no way i'd ever hurt him!!!

percy: i can think of several siblings i would very much like to murder.

percy: not you, tyson. you're awesome.

percy: kym tried to kill me, tyson hates me, dolphin captain boy also tried to kill me...

not tyson i meant triton. triton hates him

tyson is a lovely peanut butter boi

kristin: xDD

Kyms like: "ANyways!!" as Percy just starts listing them off xD

marion: ANYWAYSSSSSS

wasn't there some guy where you had to clean his feet but he'd kick you off a cliff???

and percy was his half-brother

and hazel used the mist against him or something

maybe i should look into that

oh that guy with an underground fighting ring in the labyrinth

hes poseidon too

and i think polyphemus is as well

the one who kidnapped grover

these numbers are not good

kristin: the bandit guy or whatever, yeah

and the underground ring guy swas uhm

marion: murder and scacrifice

kristin: oof yeah

marion: b l o o d

b l o o d w i l l b e s h e d

kristin: antaeus!

marion: oof

kristin: wait that doesn't sound right

hold on

oh wait...

marion: hm

kristin: no it is

marion: oh ok

I am his favorite son! Behold, my temple to the Earthshaker, built from the skulls of all those I've killed in his name! Your skull shall join them!

dang, kid. slow down.

and bandit guy was

sciron

marion: ew

i hate them all

they're all so

...

extra????

kristin: so....

marion: idk

kristin: yeah, exactly

percy's just like guys, guys, come on.

let's calm dow-

*gets stabbed*

kristin: basically

child of hecate

sean

grren hair

with

orange highlites

marion: ooh

didnt know he had dyed hair

or he magiked it and cant fix it

kristin: its not dyed

and yes

it was his sister...

marion: lol

shermn

erUGH

i don't know where to take this

marion: oof

ok sean and kym

in a submarine

kristin: sean and kym

marion: and the 7

kristin: with the others

yeah

marion: hmmm

so, like where were we?

marion: pfft

kristin: Okay, okay.

Introducing them to her?

like, they're still like

whose she??

marion: and percy and jazon know

like oh it's y o y

y o u*

kristin: oh it's you

...

gross

marion: kym: *offended storm noises*

kristin: Percy: okay, okay, chill. we just want our boat, sis

(also, imagine how gross it would feel calling that thing your sister)

So, Percy explains (the short version- very short) what happened last time

like, oh yeah, she tried to kill me and jason until we promised action figures.

and then, sean shows up and annabeth's like so...

whose this kid?

they're like...we dunno

marion: idk bro

kristin: annie: i thought you said you knEW what do you have short term memory loss

percy: nO. i JUST got over my loNG TERM memory loSS

marion: pfft-

kristin: oof-

aren't you supposed to be the one that knows everything?

marion: yeah annaBeTH

kristin: "i can see why, now, percy wanted to strangle you, leo"

marion: hA

kristin: "piper, why are you laughing. this is serious"

"i'm sorry it's just, honestly surprised she hasn't said that sooner"

marion: kym is just completely ignored in the background

kristin: seans like

what?!

these are the people that we're after?

marion: these children aren't worth my time.

poor kym

all that effort

kristin: xD

marion: for 7 squabbling kids

kristin: xDD

really, tho

"RAAAH!"

marion: SHUT UP YOU IDIOTIC DEMIGODS

kristin: PAY ATTENTION TO ME

marion: M E E E E

kristin: *snorts*

please, lady

if we had to pay attention to every monster that we came across

we'd never have time for anything else

marion: they'd start to think we actually cared

and trust us,

we don't

kym is so done

done

she's like fed up

kristin: "Do you want your boat or not?!"

marion: oh yes. very much yes.

kristin: then listen to me!!!

okay, okay, chiil

*chiiilll

(pfft, chili_

*) eurgh

marion: c h i ll

leo: ok seriously guys sh shhhh i want my boat back

piper: *hysterical laughter

leo: shhshshshshhshsh

kristin: xD

marion: really

leo: you're making me laugHhhHH pleASe shhshshhshHSHHSH

kristin: *bursts into laughter

*the others join

marion: sean: let's just kill them. please.

kristin: *i'm sorry, distractions are too much rn*

marion: (oof same im not allowed to have paper and pencil in front of me anymore)

kristin: xDD

(honestly sammeee)

okay, okay, so Kym's actually done now and she shuts them up

"LISTEn, if you don't shut up i'm gonna kill you without telling you where your boat is"

marion: *silence*

kristin: "Now."

"That I have you undivided attention

(does she have octupus tentacles??)

marion: idk

she has storms

kristin: hA

okay, lemme do the rick fandom page thingy

marion: to the fandom wiki

kristin: exactly

" Before Jason and Percy leave, she warns them that Percy's fatal flaw may cost them the world. "

idk i thought that was important

not an octupus

marion: hm

water, tho

lots of water

kristin: pfft

okay, so like

if she uses her magiked powers to knock [enter name here] against the wall

marion: frank why not

kristin: yeah, sure.

she uses her (epic) storm powers, and knocks frank against the wall

"Hey!" Jason yells as he hits his headdddd

marion: oW

kristin: that hurted

meany

(pfft, im sorry)

marion: ew kym

kristin: eww

( i don't know how to write a fight scene, ngl )

marion:i dont either

like in the lightning thief musical fight with ares

duck- ow- get to the ocean

kristin: pffft hahahah

marion: aurgh-

like that's all i get out of listening to it

kristin: xDD

same

marion: like ow- ow ow

kristin: stOP

pleASE

does jason stil lhave his coin/sowrd/thingy?

marion: i think

probably\

kristin: to the fandom wiki

did you know its name is ivlivs?

like, wtheck?

IVLIVS was a gold coin which belonged to Jason Grace until its destruction in The Lost Hero.

marion: IVLIVS

kristin: xD

what does that m_e_a_n??

Okay, he uses a golden roman galdius

marion: sounds like roamn nurmerals

cannot type

kristin: oooh

hold on man

there's not answer

i looked up ivlis meaning and got

The Lost Hero

IVLIVS was a gold coin which belonged to Jason Grace until its destruction in The Lost Hero.

I guess there was a guy named ivlis caesar

in rome

or smth

marion: ah

kristin: hM

anyways,

so like, jason comes after kym with his sword

but sean intercepts and like blocks it?

(im so bad at this help)

and then they jab for a while

marion: hm

idk

im worse

like???

stab...?

kristin: like, rick and other fanfic writers used all these fancy terms

i'm like what?

it all means the same to me: stab.

marion: stab, jab, parry,

idk

kristin: ikr

ffff

marion: merder???

kristin: pfft

stab stAB STAB

(is it possible to just skip and say they beat kym?)

marion: yes please

please

kristin: okay good

so after a lot of stabbies and persuading, kym finally lets them go?

marion: yes bc we suck at fight scenes

kristin: Exactly.

she's like, "if you don't get my action figure in the manufacturing phase by next month, i'm gonna eat you"

"or something"

but, what they don't know is that she's got one last trick up her sleeve.

marion: uh oh

Boom!

explosion

(jk, its a magic door)

marion: magik dooroororor

doorororo

kristin: she and her friend leaves, in a poof of smoke (curtesy of sean)

and the seven are left

bruised and slightly beat up.

underwater in a submarine

marion: welp

kristin: percy shrugs he's like, "okay, let's go"

and the others shrug and nod

and then

marion: why- why isn't it openin

pull not push mebbe?

it's not working

what do you mean it's not working

i mean it's not working what do you think i mean

let me try

see i told you it's not working

kristin: well, maybe we need to like warm it up?

is there a key somewhere?

a pass code?

fingerprints?

marion: nO there's nothing

there's always something maybe you broke the handle

there was never a handle!

kristin: then how did it open?!

i dunno...it just did

marion: then why. isn't it. OPENING

kristin: i. don't. KNOW.

after several (failed) attmepts, Annabeth growls, and kicks the door.

marion: ow

kristin:(right) doesn't do much, obviously, so they all sit down to think.

well, is there someway we've got to activate it?

like, i dunno. pipes try charmspeaking it.

"it's a door. you really think you can charmspeak a door?"

"hey, she did it with festus. who knows"

marion: yeah it worked with festus right it should work here

...

nothing happens

kristin: eURHG

marion: well what now

"i don't understand. did you guys break it?!"

marion: we can't sit here at the bottom of the ocean forever- no i didn't breAK iT

it's a massive door how would i even have broken it

everyone is just steadily getting more aggressive

kristin: I don't KNOW!

percy's getting a bit tired because of his bubble magik ,"guys, slow down, we're kind of on a time limit, here"

marion: oh frick yeah he's right

so we die if we dont open the dumb door

yes

uhm

kristin: just checking

marion: try...

uhM

kristin: try licking it

marion: what do we try next

kristin: "Leo WHAT?!"

marion: hey maybe that's all it needs

absolutely not

let's be reasonable

reasonable??? we're about to drown at the bottom of the ocean, reason has failed us all

kristin: percy has to sit down to calm down

* i meant cuz he's getting dizzy

marion: look i cant open the door, you cant open the door. how do we open the door

ok maybe it has to be a specfic person???

pfft yeah right specific person? it's a door it doesn't have preferences

kristin: hA

marion: well what's your grand ideea

kristin: ...

thought so.

so, who hasn't tried yet?

marion: could leo burn it???

kristin: burnnnn

marion: i dont even know who's talking anymore

kristin: yeah, i don't either lol

marion: leo just comes up and tries to burn it

wow that helped

hey at least im trying

look we need to calm down and no one is helping

does the door like- say anything???

kristin: also, i'm gonna pass out

the door has spoketh

marion: percy what the frick

you are literally the only reason we are alive rn don't you dare pass out

kristin: well, i won't do it on purpose

marion: percy i will punch you awake if necessary

kristin: he's breathing real heavy (what's wrong with you? i dunno, you try making seven huge bubbles for two hours under the water.)

-dik how long they've been there-

*idk pfft

marion: everyone is freaking out and jason is holding his breath

can someone please open the door so we can not drOWN

kristin: "okay, okay. frank you try opening it, since you haven't yet. or, better yet, try rhinocering it open"

"fairly certain that's not a verb"

"whatever, we're gonna die, man, just do it"

...

at first, y'know, it's letting up,

but it still doesn't open. it just dents it.

marion: fantastic now it probably wont open normally

hey it's progress

at least we tried

kristin: what else is there to do?!

marion: yeah well trying isnt going to keep us from drowning

what are we even going to do now just wait for our deaths

aw heck no im not dying by drowning with water boy here

that's just pathetic

kristin: "at this point, it is, because there's nothing else we can do, and percy looks about ready to die."

marion: *heavy breathing*

kristin:*pale*

*can't even stand upt at this point, probably*

marion: well time to say goodbye

i love you, frank

leo no

shut up

kristin: okay, okay

they sit there for another few minutes before piper speaks up

"okay, okay. anyone hear of like hadestown?"

and percy just weakly raises a hand

marion: ok then. uh

kristin: what's that/

*exhales frustratingly*

basically, this kid has to sing to a door.

"That's dumb"

"so is rinocering"

marion: annabeth : oh, is this about orpheus and eurydice?

kristin: yeasss

yeasss it it

*is

marion: ok ok i know what this is

kristin: "but wiat, you wanna sing to a door?!"

yeah yeah like that

kristin: *exhales frustratingly* again

"who here can sing"

marion: piper is disqualified she'd probably charm speak us into drowning early

uhm

kristin: i can't sing

leo's like absolutely not

marion: annabeth: maybe hazel? i can talk, but my singing is a dying seal

kristin: xD

(okay, i feel like under any other cicumstance, hazel can sing, but for these purposes, she can't)

marion: naw my throats dry, i forgot to drink some water before we left

kristin: pppftyeah, something

so, basically nobody can sig

*sing

marion: panik

kristin: panick

panikc

(anyways)

and they ask Percy's and he's like

"Im pretty sure if i tired to sing, i'd cause an avalnche"

marion: welp

kristin: there goes that

BUT

Annabeth remembers that one time they went under the sea together in an air bubble, and percy was muttering a song underneath his breath

and...

marion: :0

yeeeee

"Percy, wait,"

he looks up at her, with glassy eyes that are unfocused, "...yeah"

marion: ... *lethargic blink*

right

"you can sing under the water"

he can't comprehend it very well, but he thinks she knows what he's talking about, basically

marion: ...yes

"well, you should try it"

he is by no means in condition for singing

but unless they want to die, he has to

marion: *exhale* k

he probably starts humming, and then the door starts to creak

piper: OH MY STARS IT'S WORKING THAT WAS A JOKE

kristin: but, it's not gonna open all the way until he sings

so like he opens his mouth

and

woah

marion: ooh preetty voice wowow

kristin: (what's he singing. oooh, he should do something for hadestown. y'know, for ironic purposes)

(imagine him doing hey, little songbird xDD)

marion: hA

hm maybe... doubt comes in?

ooh or just hades' and persephone's melody

kristin: yeah, yeah

okay, okay

marion: and only piper recognizes it but it's still fantastic

kristin: like what? how?

"too bad you can't give underwater concerts"

marion: *wheeze*

*literal wheeze bc he's about to pass out so they need to get out right friggin now*

kristin: *like, right now*

marion: the door opens and they all flee while annie grabs percy and tugs him along

kristin: and they're like halfway up to the surface, and the bubbles burst.

marion: frickity frackity

kristin: clickity clackity

Leo freezes for a moment, but starts swimming faster than anyone else

marion: jason takes percy from annabeth and they're all panicking

like frick just a little while more

kristin: percy's slightly delirious

just muttering

just keep swimming,

just keep swimming

like dory

annabeth struggling not to laugh with her little oxygen left

kristin: xDD

like, if there can be tears under the ocean, she's got em

marion: percy: *wheezing hysterically and so out of it*

kristin: as soon as they break through he passes out

and jeez he's a lot heavier than he looks

marion: oh hey is that the argo ii????\

kristin: xDD

*unconcious*

marion: *unconscious muttering*

kristin: they splutter onto the argo, with an half delirious half unconscious percy, all of them soaked and out of breath.

and then, annabeth starts laughing

hysterically

and piper joins

(jesus, how the hell did that plan work) and leo joins

marion: hysterical laughter from everyone

and a thump as percy falls over

kristin: even percy, even if it does get cut off shortly

(he ends up in the infirmary for like twenty-eight hours)

(doesn't remember anything from like before he sings)

marion: he was so out of it

just

did... why do i remember finding nemo?

kristin: x'DD

fin

(sorry bad fish puns)

marion: nah bro that was fintastic

kristin: doesn't get any Beta than this

if you can think of a better one, let minnow

marion: im going to krill myself thinking of more i have no ideas

kristin: -we-should-probably-stop-pfft-

marion: probably

this was bad

i'm terrible

bass-ically awful at all puns

(i tried)

kristin: oh gODS

that was actually kind of terrific

marion: (yay!)

#hoo #pjo #scenebuckets #percycansing #likesirens

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seekingthestars · 4 years

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sarah watches the untamed: liveblogging adventures, part thirty the untamed boys

(aka: oh ho ho you thought we were done, did you? [she did too.])

uhhhh. yeah. oops? no one will care about these but i.love.them. so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the untamed boys, ep 1:

ji li complaining about waiting forever lol

and cyc complaining about being hungry bc he had to wait so long for ji li XD

fanxing is like…not even paying attention, he’s just playing on his phone HAHAHA

ji li “how about THIS i’ll cut yu bin’s hair doing a handstand, i want to cut his yellow hair” he is truly chaos

yu bin and fanxing just lounging all over each other is adorable, i love this uncle and nephew

bowen LOL “bring it on, who cares.”

“Stop talking about me!” /ZOOMS AWAY — WHY IS FANXING SO CUTE I ADORE THIS MARSHMALLOW

fanxing pouting and clinging onto yu bin and yu bin just letting him and hugging him back, fanxing is a koala and stupidly adorable

ji li sliiiiiiding around XDD

“This is our cultivation process” JI LI ILU

jiyang’s FACE when he says he’s lost a lot of hair already fjeaoiwfjw

[ it’s time for Ji Li’s nonsense ] OH GOOD :D :D :D

“can you control your child please?!” NO BOWEN, NO ONE CAN CONTAN JI LI

JIYANG IS SO CUTE IN THE RECORDING STUDIO ;n;

jiyang in this pink and white striped sweater is Peak Softness

the choreographer being grumpy at fanxing makes me ;;;;;;;;;;;;;; yu bin going to pat him makes me ;u;

zfx saying he wanted to give up and pull out so he would stop dragging the rest down makes me ;AAAA;

when fanxing goes “i forgot my actions just now” and puts his hands to his head it is VERY cute but also i just wanna wrap him up in fifteen blankets and tuck him in bed and give him his preferred bedtime drink and tell him he’s doing amazing TINY BABY ;;

AWWWW they got a Halloween cake!!

you’re ALL doing great my lil beans, i proud of youuuu

the untamed boys, episode 2:

dammit all, xiao zhan is so pretty

GOD SONG JIYANG IS SO CUTE UGH

cyc with his hair all pinned up out of his face so he can get his makeup done is freaking adorable

zheng fanxing is so small and cute i will protect this bean

i appreciate that ji li’s jacket says “Maniac” on the back bc.....yeah. i know it’s part of the brand, but STILL. appropriate. such a good boy though, saying he wants to walk around and put everyone in good spirits for the show

fanxing eating his banana CUTIE

i love xiao zhan’s little hat omg

wyb “I don’t think you have ever beaten me before” LOL SASSY

BOWEN BREAKING THE LITTLE TOY CAR THING AND THEN JUST GIVING UP HAHAHA

xz talking about how hard his solo song is to sing but he does such a great job of it, i love his solo song ;~~~~;

good god yu bin saying they rehearsed for 13 hours and slept for like 1-2, how the heck were any of them alive enough to do the show dang

POOR LITTLE FANXING LOOKING SO LOST AND CONFUSED XD

ji li in the audience cute cute

yibo 😭❤️

jiyang’s fan dance!!!! i love jiyang’s fan dance!!!!

FANXING T______T he’s crying so much he’s shaking omg baby omg now i’m gonna cry ;;;;;;;;;;

cyc is so pretty ugh

god every time fanxing cries i just want to wrap him up in a million blankets and rub his back until he feels better

them all saying goodbye to their characters is so EMOTIONAL, and they’re all emotional and xz’s voice cracked and i lost it ;AAAAAAA;

xz and wyb closing it out, my heart ;~~~~~~;

the untamed boys, episode 3: I’m so freaking excited about this chaos oh my god

THE LITTLE FOX PIN THING ON ZANJIN’S SWEATER. CUUUUUTE. also i like that sweater, do want

they get in the van and ji li IMMEDIATELY starting his chaos by yelling at zanjin omg i am living

them pretending to see Disney omg they’re all so dumb

they look so COOOOLD little penguins

fanxing shielding zanjin’s eyes from the sun like the sweet little bb he is

yu bin with his famous poem he’s such a DORK

fanxing time! “i think the boxes are where our staff is” LOL big brain energy from the small boy

ji li and zzj together!

DUMB AND DUMBER BROTHERS “We 2 are crazy” AT LEAST YOU ADMIT IT HAHAHAHA

FINALLY!!!!!! THE LINE!!!!!! “I DON’T FEEL LIKE USING MY BRAIN OUT HERE TODAY!” ZANJIN, IT IS ICONIC

Bowen’s little baby hop to reach the box fjewiaofawe he’s so TALL

“Why!!!!” omg he’s found two and can’t get anything open XDDD

YU BIN’S CACKLE WHEN HE FOUND THE BOX HAHAHAHA and he got it open! such an easy question, he’s so pleased hahaha

“Wow this game really makes people confused” poor Bowen with the empty brain XD “WHAT.” “HOW MANY CHICKENS DID HE STEAL.” i’m dying HAHAHAHA

fanxing found a box!! so smart, this one, he has much knowledge

JI LI AND ZZJ TRYING TO CLIMB THE POLE OMG DUMB DUMB DUMB

oh my god cyc and he peng tormenting ji li and zanjin is hysterical, they’re so chaotic

YU BIN’S DUMBASS LAUGHTER FJEIOWFJWE

ji li changing what was in the box L O L and STUFFING THE CLUE IN HIS SHOE L O L

bowen is so sweet “i need to hurry up and find a box for fanxing!!!!!” but fanXING ALREADY HAS ONE XD

oh nooo zanjin found a box but it’s the one fanxing already opened XDD

CYC’S DUMB LAUGH OMG

FANXING’S VOICE IS SO SOFT every time he speaks i’m just like FJEWIOF WAIT

he is a BABY

calling fanxing “little a-yuan” look i am weak and i am soft

i love how so far everyone’s been eliminated for just attacking the wrong person lol their web of lies and deception is so deep

why is yu bin stroking bowen’s face lol

omg it’s yu bin’s gross marshmallow time

did they just stick entire unpeeled bananas on the grill

ji li singing XDDD

yu bin using the eggplant as a mic for bowen XD

cute bunch of boys c:

the untamed boys, episode 4:

(How drop-dead gorgeous they are!) -- Correct caption is very correct

ALL HUDDLED TOGETHER LIKE LITTLE PENGUINS AGAIN :D

“Can we have something to eat inside?” “Or anything to drink~?” PLS JIYANG AND FANXING TOO CUTE

LOL THIS FACE JIYANG

JI LI’S “NO~”

cyc: “HE LIKES SLEEPING NAKED” fanxing: slowly covers ears XDDDDD

yu bin’s guess of “he talks with a doll before going to sleep” omg i’m dying

jiyang’s like “when did i act cute” and then poUTS AT THE CAMERA fjewioafjawe

them guessing all of jiyang’s before he can even pick a person LOLOL

ji li going “yu bin sent me a message once and i replied 14 days later” LOL I RELATE i have legit done that, not on purpose, i just forget, i’m really bad at forgetting to reply if i don’t see the message/notification constantly, i have goldfish memory

ji li “I quit, I don’t wanna compliment him anymore” XDDDD

fanxing is so small and cute pls he’s like four someone get him a juice box

jiyang, bowen, yu bin VS fanxing, ji li, yuchen!

YUCHEN DANG but also fanxing going “OHHH!!!” and clapping and hopping along in excitement jfeiowafw

fanxing with the big paw gloves omg

yuchen is so good at this

ji li: “it hurts!!” fanxing: runs up to him and cups ji li’s cheeks in his giant paw gloves all concerned SO. CUTE.

them all being dumb and dancing around during halftime fjeiowaf

fanxing sneaking a snack in XD

fanxing trying to grab the ball and just falling over with it PLS SOMEONE PROTECT HIM HE IS SO SMALL

cyc and ji li are both surprisingly good at this, esp. cyc

and then he whacked ji li in the face feioawjfawe POOR JI LI

yu bin’s hat falls off “THIS IS MY LIFE WHICH CAN’T BE LOST” XD

the untamed boys, episode 5: dinner party time! /chants WZC WZC WZC :D :D :D

WZC WZC!!!!!! “I’m just hungry” LOL

AND GUO CHENG!! :D

nom nom eat up hungry boys!!

ohhhh everyone got hidden tasks oh fun!

yu bin just singing omg fjiewoafjwaeo; XDD

everyone in this cast in their own brand of chaotic, it’s so great

the interview part with cyc in that suit and those glasses HEART EYES

jiyang’s drawing is cute!

wzc about yu bin: “he’s the fish who loves singing in my heart!” XDDD

yu bin’s scribbles of ji li BLESS IT “I usually don’t get what he means, just like this drawing that’s not understandable.”

“what about the lost arm????” “HE DID LOSE IT AT THE END!!!!!!” ilovejili

omg they’re gonna be baristas omg so CUTE, the coffee shop AU of everyone’s dreams thank you 🙏

ji li’s face when he tries the drink HE made XDDD and fanxing consistently refusing to try it XD

fanxing and yu bin duo is the CUTEST and fanxing’s constant little pouty faces when they can’t get anyone to agree to coffee jfieowajfawe

ji li and yi zhou are doing no better XDD

bowen seeing the puppy and immediately stopping what he’s doing to run after it screaming “OHHHH!!!!!” is such a mood

bowen is so chaotic, chasing puppies, screaming at people in boats XD

fanxing chasing down the foreigner omg lol

they made such a mess of the cup lol but they’re so CUTE i would forgive them if they were my baristas

nie bros got a customer!

“I’m the wiiiiiinner, sorry!” JI LI THAT WAS STUPIDLY CUTE SHUT UP

“What winner, you’re the waiter.” LOLOLOL YU BIN

BOWEN GIVING HIS COAT TO THE GUY HAHAHA

literally the coffee shop of my dreams, pls, all the cute waiters

yu bin just swooping over and shoving ji li out of the way to talk to the lady XDD

fanxing talking to the lady washing dishes and about his mom and all the part time jobs he had and he is such a soft sweet little bean

and we did it! that’s a wrap on The Untamed Boys! (er, the show anyway lol) that was fun, I enjoyed myself and laughed a lot bc they’re dumb and adorable :’)

#sarah watches the untamed #sarah watches #i know no one will care about these but i got used to liveblogging untamed-related things XD #anyway the moral of the story is that everyone in this cast is adorable and chaotic and ridiculous and it's great #this is also v long bc it's all five episodes lol

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shiro-0197 · 3 years

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You? Disappoint me? As if!! omg— you could do LITERALLY anything, and I'd still be so proud of of you😭😭

the coordination tho ksndksnsn very very impressive on their part, HAHA. I'm involved in a ton of groupchats on whatsapp, so I low-key just mute everything and get stressed whenever I check it 😃🔫 so I've found a better way with dealing with all of that— by ignoring the app entirely and pretending it doesn't exist 🎉🎉🎉🎊

😔she's having a great time with her cousins, im so jealous I wish I had a functional extended family :D oops sorry XD but noooo wdym you always keep me company anyways, whether she's here or not, and I look forward to your messages, whether I'm busy or lonely. My love for you is one of those things that'll never change.

OMG BAE YOU ASKED FOR A HUG THIS IS A CODE RED *HUGS YOU TIGHTLY AND NEVER LETS GO* :DDDDDD pls smile I'm virtually hugging you—

😔sorry luv, can't help you there, he seems to talk like a Jedi, so the force must be with him— and who am I to go against minors on the internet who hold cute adorable guys hostage anyways? 🤷😝💖 Oh he sounds psycho :O I'll probably watch it after money heist!! YEAH angel recommended sweet home to me too. She said it was my "quarantine homework" and that I had to "watch it before school starts, or she'd disown me and burn our friendship" or something like that😾 our friends are very "passionate" about their movie recommendations, huh?

snow 😭😭 if I ever experience it in another country, I'll do the same.

YES!! there's four seasons rn tho, so best of luck to the both of you xx

That's one of the sweetest things, I'm glad you think of me :) I think of you before going on walks too, since you love going on them. Oops okie dokes 😭 not dumb then— I'm just shy in general LEAVE ME ALONE I GET FLUSTERED SOMETIMES. no don't leave me alone ilu

awww it's okay!! I understand, tho I did miss you :D 💖💖💖 I'm gonna sleep now too, and probably start studying in the morning >.< I hope you sleep well, my love. And have the sweetest dreams. You deserve it, and I hope tomorrow goes wonderfully for you. I love you so so so very much!!

—miss. i'll-build-a-tiny-snowman-someday-for-you :D

Ahah, well, the same goes for you!! You can trip and I'll say "how graceful😍" unironically and I'll help you stand up too dw💕💕

Ehh same, my classmates are stupid edgelords and even though I love them, I hate them😐 but yeah some stuff they joke around about kind of brings me down, so I ignore them mostly and never write in the chat, unless I wanna help them cheat XD cuz I'm generous like that and wanna watch them crumble down on an actual exam- I mean uh

Me too, I really never even try making contact with any of my extended family members, they're too, uh... yeah:// so I understand. It makes me happy hearing that though, I'm glad<33

*happiness* boo hoo I am trapped what shall I do ... *does nothing except hug you back* TRUST ME I AM SMILING THIS IS ALL I WANT😭😩😩💞💞

How could you, you have betrayed me😭😭 but I guess youre right, the young boy is too powerful~ Yeah he kinda is a psycho, but hes a nice guy kinda I guess, and hes the manager of a book store, too, which is 😍. Woah there, Angel is a bit extreme, ey? xDD That's actually so funny I'm--

AHAHAH FOUR SEASONS NOOO THATS GONNA BE A COMPETITION THEN😭😭 I'll do my best to win this time I guess😩😭 (oh this is weird out of context, me and Kuro have binging competitions sometimes if the show has more than 20 episodes XD)

Awhh that's so sweet😭💘 Heheh understandable, dont worry, I find shy people cute^^ I'm not leaving you any time soon sunshine 😡💘💘

I missed you too😭😭 I really hope you sleep well tonight, tomorrow is Monday again🙄 I hope it goes well for you!! I love you a lot, thank you for your messages, and I'll say it again, I love you so, so much!!!

#Ari💕#how about ms. we-will-build-a-snowman-together?

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neonwizardheehee · 3 years

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personal rant & brain dump bc I’m listening to bigbang and feel emo:

so i have a few topics that are circling my mind thus this will get messy (as usual hahaha)

- music as I said I’m listening to bb and the way I wanna cry??? mainly bc i miss my sis talking about them and being all happy and proud.. and just her in general v.v I feel like i overdid her with kpop and that doesn’t feel good. i was supposed to be the baby but i got too invested and now i am so damn invested i scare her :((( it makes me so sad :( but idk how to stop.(current mood & playing: let’s not fall in love)

- romance the new girls i met here are so different from the friends i have bc they are extroverts. i never had extroverts as friends before so i feel blessed now. we only met recently but they already were so open to me about things no one ever told me. like 3/4 girls i met talked to me about their first time and BOI i was so glad that we casually talked about it bc my other friends wouldn’t do that in a million years bc they are too shy. it really felt good. also no one judged me which was very reassuring. albeit me feeling a bit dumb bc i couldn’t really add to the convo but apparently I get better at listening ig? also that made me think that sex and dating shouldn’t be such an “important” topic as it is with my friends before. one friend sees it as an achievement to have a s/o but doesn’t talk about it or either brags (kskssk giiirl that’s so funny yet annoying XD yes u can be proud of your boi and brag bc i’m here for that bc i’m just so happy for you but ... not at random moments XDD). this made me realize how ppl refer to their s/o when talking to others. bc my friends who are very chill with their relationship always say their name while said friend (and ofc some others where having a relationship is important) always say “my bf/gf” or “ex” when that specific info is not relevant to the story they are telling XD

anyways it also made me realize how BAD i am with talking about my own feelings and wishes. since talking about my worries feels like complaining and i am good at that - but it feels random and uninteresting for anyone to hear i think to myself (it prob isnt). i feel so smol when asked about that topic and all i wanna answer is “???”. even if there is no pressure. idk why I’m like this and it makes me feel sorry for the people around me :( I’m so confused and idk what the question is. i can do better with writing but idk why but i wanna find out one day hahah. maybe i should just ask my new friends for advice since they are not judging me and i trust them and want to learn to be better with that. altho there’s this thought that I’m uncapable of love which frightens me a lot. I know i’m okay without it and i don’t mind but i feel so sorry for the people who like me? it also might be natural and I’m just stressing myself over nothing so idk what to ask and do -since you can’t force love right? i mean i don’t really believe in love at first sight i guess but rather spending time with that person and liking them a lot. so id why I’m pressuring myself so much with this :( maybe i am just too scared? or maybe i am anticipating too much? it all could be possible bc for everyone love is different and every relationship is different. so it’s mostly me feeling sorry for not giving back as much as i should and could :( - that’s also the reason why I’m so pro polyamorus relationships bc I know I’m not enough and idk how and if i want to fix that bc idk the rules bc there are none hahhaha - but also that makes me feel good bc i know i’m not responsible for someone’s happiness. i am too egoistical and these thoughts work as a self-protecting mechanism I KNOW that’s why i do this. so i’m not stressing myself even more. i just feel so unfairly precious when someone genuinely praises me when we’re just two ppl and no one else :( might be bc i don’t understand that feeling yet. i def want to know that but also i’m scared that it’d take me down a road where i loose myself (for some foolish reason idk why). so in the end ig I keep trying and get used to that (i already made loads of progress this year so ig i shouldn’t feel like I’m being too slow)

- studying okay so next topic is also just me feeling like i do too few. this week went quite okay and i managed to study on out study server everyday (ofc i had my bad days but i still at least smth). well yesterday i hastily did some vocab and then teh whole day i spend with friends & kpop... like LITERALLY until the night. a friend of mine was proud of me for taking a break (me too yesterday) but today i don’t feel good about that :( i missed so much. i’m scared it’ll kick me out of my study routine (since it was so hard to get my ass down to study itself!). i really want to be the person who’s studying every day and feel good about that. so since i have another thing planned today i don’t think i’ll get much done today as well :(((( i just wanna be a wise guy who knows a lot T.T i already made progress i know but... i want more.. i really wanna do well here and not be stuck behind like i was for the past 6 years :( i wanna have ambition again and not just pass... i kind of hope i can manage to study at nights on days like this but also i need my sleep so i stil have to find a solution for that. bc even tho i regret not studying as much i don’t regret hanging out with people. that’s smth i missed out in my first semester and so important in times like this were I’m stuck on my own.

- religion so i have one christian friend here and yesterday we talked about church services and stuff like that and it was cool learning how it’s with her bc she goes to a very modern church (instead of me going to a traditional one 4 times a year). Suddenly i got sad tho and felt like crying :( even tho she was just stating her opinion i felt attacked and wanted to cry. after some thinking i think it’s just the way we are used to talking about religion bc we both grew up in an area where religion is looked down onto. for me .. i turned to myself and made up my own thoughts and beliefs bc i am too scared to talk and ask someone about it bc of all the accusations around me. religion was not smth to be discussed and only smth for yourself and maybe your family for me. the girl had to fight her way through all the “churches are old and fucked up and scary” things and since she goes to a modern one has good reasoning against them - that’s perfectly understandable and I’m so proud of her for speaking up like that. but like... it hit me on thw wrong side bc i am used to these old traditions and kind of like them even :( so it felt like she was insulting me. even tho she wasn’t. i just dont know how to talk about religion and how to practice reading the bible or praying and hearing her talk about how she does all these things.. makes me feel invalid :( it’s like the only thing that i have is that i was raised a christian. but y’know for me it was okay since i learned in school not to practice or show my religion.. so idk how to do it... and i feel baby and sad if i have to ask her for some reason. i tried to look up this on the internet but ofc everyone is even more crazily involved there and it scares me SO much. so i unfollowed everyone hahah. i also have this one podcast but i still feel bad bc i’m not able to really read the bible on my own ig :( these days I’m just blaming it on the translation that i have but deep down i know it’s me who’s not able to ask questions at the text. maybe i should try to talk to someone... my sis who’s also in the same situation as me... or said girl to take me along and feel like a complete newbie and a little bit like an outcast bc religion for me is so different than to her.

- christmas i really enjoy the christmas spirit but i also already wanna cry if i think about gifts. i hate that i have so many people i love and will prob get smth from them so i have to make smth in return. i am overwhelmed and scared already. i didn’t even make a list yet T.T feels like i should block time to figure out gifts in my schedule bc I’m just putting it off more and more :( and also i already feel sorry for everyone bc they will get shitty gifts bc I’m so bad at this :(

#now i feel drained and want to cry in your arms just bc #what am i so gloomy for today?#anyways sry if you read this #i truly am sorry #NOT @ SPOTIFY FOR PLAYING BABY DON'T CRY #not okay i just

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not wanting ppl who support the label "bi lesbian" to follow you isnt "t-rfy," some ppl think lesbian means a woman or nonbinary person comfy w the label who likes ONLY women or nonbinary ppl comfy w dating a lesbian... sometimes people like words to mean specific things, so they dont have to come up w a whole new word when there already was one commonly agreed upon... lots of lesbians including nonbinary ones (like me!) find the whole thing rather annoying when terms like wlw or sapphic exist. i dont care that much abt the argument anymore tbh because i can just go outside and nobody outside of terminally online gay spaces will know what the a "bi lesbian" is, but i dont want to be grouped with t-rfs because i think words mean things sometimes

putting this under a read more cause i talk too much xDD

Not saying this to be mean but i had a hard time understanding what you were trying to convey (idk maybe i’m just tired?). so if my response to this doesn’t make sense to what u were trying to say, sorry x_x (seriously, not saying this to be mean i just have a hard time understanding things sometimes idk why? i’m probably tired tho it’s 1 am here gfhekfjeifk)

maybe my initial reaction was a bit harsh idk. but to some ppl, even if there are other words out there that can better describe their feelings, it sometimes still doesn’t click i guess? i think sexuality and gender is just something really fluid and flexible and everyone has their own interpretations and experiences with it. so when you find a word or multiple words that can somewhat or fully describe your feelings, i say just use it? plus sometimes ppl r still figuring things out.

i know that these words have specific definitions; but the lgbt community and terminologies are constantly evolving and everyone's experience is different. i just...don’t feel comfortable with ppl telling others “hey u can’t say ur both that’s bad!” it’s just...rude and invasive and really invalidating... it hurts idk. i think the community as a whole should just be inclusive and accepting and let ppl experiment and live their lives. idk maybe i’m naive.

and idk personally, i don’t really care what ppl outside of the community really think because honestly they don’t really care either way. i personally label myself as being bi/gay but just tell ppl irl that i’m gay cause i’ll either get asked too many questions or i’ll get that good ol biphobia and idk honestly i’d rather deal with homophobia than biphobia any day tbh lol (idk biphobia is just extra gross and extra uncomfortable for me.) i just don’t tend to really talk about these things irl with ppl outside the community, and even if they are a part of the community, i don’t really talk about it much irl tbh. even my gender identity (nonbinarry) i barely talk about because it’s something that gets shot down or ignored every. single. time. so i just try to avoid these kinds of convos irl tbh lol

but on the other hand i can get ur frustrations. sometimes it can feel that ppl don’t understand the true origins, history, culture, definitions, etc. of specific words and movements and sometimes it can feel these spaces are being invaded and changed. sometimes i feel like that with other things in life and it can get a bit tiring especially if there’s lots of arguing n stuff.x_x but idk when u really think about it, the lgbt community is still really new and it’s only been a while since it’s been able to expand the way it has today--that includes discussions and dissecting what we already know and discovering new things. but i don’t think ppl who identify as bi lesbians are trying to change the word or definition at all (well maybe some? there r bad apples everywhere). for some ppl, gender and sexuality is just...really simple and they understand it fully. while for others, it’s just a hot confusing mess.

plus tbh with u; anytime ppl DO come up with new identities to explain exactly what they feel; they often get shot down and told off or to go away or that they’re not real sexualities or told they give the lgbt community a bad name etc etc. (i’ve seen and experienced this myself whaa) so i think for some, it makes them feel a bit more validated and safer if they use the term bi lesbian because at least those 2 separate identities are accepted on their own, and others will have an easier time understanding or accepting their identity instead of a quote on quote “””””made up identity””””. (which is dumb cause all words are made up lol) idk if that makes sense? but yeha it’s...hard. it’s bad enough when ppl outside the community don’t accept u but harder when ppl within it don’t accept u either.u0u

i feel like my last post was sort of made in the heat of the moment tho and i do apologize. and no i don’t think ur a terf u didn’t come off that way to me anyways. and i do apologize if i hurt ur feelings.:-( i just...idk i constantly get invalidated on a daily basis and i get really upset seeing ppl doing the same to others. it’s tiring and feels hypocritical idk. i just feel like i’m a super naive person who just kind of wishes we can all get along and let ppl be happy with themselves. i know that’s dumb tho...sorry.;_;

i think ur entitled to ur opinion and honestly, thinking about it, maybe i got too mad earlier. i tend to be hot headed and impulsive and think emotionally first (hence why i don’t really talk with anyone).xDD but once i calm down i’m like oh wait lol

tho honestly i’m such a ghost online so i was a bit surprised to get a message--honestly i probably wouldn’t think about it rn if it weren’t for ur message; so thank you. (i mean it in a genuine way not in a sarcastic way gerhfekjf) since i’m not a lesbian, idk how all of it feels like and all the online arguments u might have had to deal with in the past.;_; so i think i’ll just re-evaluate myself actually and try to see it through more than 1 perspective. i try to do that in general but aaa.....like i said, i’m hot headed (aka dummy thick). i do still believe that ppl should be more accepting of ppls identities, but also, i think it’s important to think about the other side of camp too.:-)

ah and if u want to pm me off anon and chat u can if u want.:-) (don’t mean that as a ‘fight me’ kind of thing erhgfiverfuhjefuioerfj i meant cause i feel kind of bad but also if u ever wanna talk i’m free! and no don’t worry i don’t mean ‘let’s argue with each other’ eufihfjeuifj xDD ////i don’t like............confrontation whaa i just....idk i don’t like the feeling of me maybe hurting someone and not knowing if the other person is okay or not.;0; plus idk u sound cool? this is weird sorry idk how to make friends ferifjhknefuijef

#reply #anon #long post #also would love to know the thoughts from others #on this topic #pls let me know #<333333

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