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zhongrin · 1 year

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swirl & crystallize (and more)

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◇ characters ◇ romantic!zhongli, familial!xiao, platonic!kazuha, platonic!shinobu, romantic!al haitham, platonic!ayato, familial!yaoyao

◇ tags ◇ fluff, selfship, be respectful; don't like don't read!, soft yandere on some parts

◇ a/n ◇ since the people i tagged had a lot of fun with the selfship version, it made me want to write one for myself hahah

ps. i treat the two teams as if they exist in a separate universe, so they're totally unrelated to each other!

pps. feel free to join in if you see this!

𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡

team 1: xiao (🏠), kazuha (👥), zhongli (💞), shinobu (👥) + lumine (👥)

(dynamics with each other in the old post)

✧— zhongli

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

i’m not sure what you’re talking about, traveler-

hm? she… told you about it? …. i see.

well, as she had requested, i hope you keep this a secret from the others. if teyvat ever knows that the master of this world herself has descended, i fear many of her people would vie for her attention. and as you know, she dislikes being in the spotlight…

⚘ about mei: husband and wife ⚘

i daresay that no one walking upon teyvat holds as much love and devotion to her as i do. it certainly is pleasing to know that my affection is reciprocated, and to this day i am still unable to fathom how she can regard me as an equal - and at times, higher - than her.

while i can say that it feels… pleasant, to know that she adores me so to the point of worship, all my life i have lived believing that it should be the other way around… so it’s quite a dilemma that i’m facing here.

✧— xiao

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

i don’t know what you’re talking about, traveler.

... huh? you knew? and rex lapis responded the same way, you say? … hmph. i see.

don’t you hit me with that ‘parent and child’ nonsense that she always jokes about. i am unfit to be someone’s ‘beloved son’ or whatever, and certainly not rex lapis and teyvat’s impetus.

⚘ about mei: mother and child ⚘

honestly, she treats me like a child despite fully knowing i can take care of myself. worrying about me whenever we dive into battles, always fussing over me to drink the qingxin tea to help with karmic debt… i’ve told her several times that her presence alone is enough to ease the burden of-

a-anyway, she’s quite the mother hen, as i’m sure you also know.

✧— kazuha

⚘ about mei: a special existence ⚘

just as how zhongli-sensei may not be all that he claims to be, i believe the same applies to his wife.

…. haha, you’re quite easy to read, traveler. it was a mere shot in the dark, with only my intuition as its guide, yet it seems like i am right once again. well, no matter. perhaps i will gain their trust in due time. now, i only wish to enjoy the present times of this delightful company.

⚘ about mei: like a sister ⚘

while a geo vision suits her, i think she would have been just as happy with an anemo vision. the way she always asks for me to float her upwards so she can glide down like an excited child is quite endearing. and the way zhongli-sensei rigidly stands by whenever she does this… *chuckles*

oh, i’m sorry, i just think he worries a little too much for his wife sometimes… it’s really quite sweet. it… reminds me of my own father, before my mother…

… ah, apologies, i didn’t mean for the atmosphere to take a gloomy turn.

anyway, i’m just happy to see her so content whenever she’s interacting with zhongli-sensei. i just wish they can dial down the public displays of affection sometimes - i personally don’t mind, but i can see that a few people constantly get secondhand embarrassments, haha!

✧— shinobu

⚘ about mei: chaotic neutral ⚘

look, i’m not saying she’s at the same level as the boss. but you have to admit, for someone who was so shy and timid at first, she sure hid a whole lot of personality once you get to know her.

she’s also a little too spoiled. have you seen how mr. zhongli would just bend over backward to abide by her words? it’s as funny as it is endearing, but i worry she’ll get in trouble one day when she accidentally steps her foot onto the wrong territory... huh? the mom friend? me? ….. *sigh*

traveler.

when am i not the mom friend?

⚘ about mei: looking out for each other ⚘

fortunately, she could be responsible and serious when she has to. it still surprises me how grounded and stern she could be when times are dire; it almost reminds me of mr. zhongli. are all geo vision holders like that, i wonder?

…. wait. scratch that. that was a stupid thought.

bonus!

✧— lumine

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

the first time i realized that this world exists for her sake, i was shocked, of course. what made her so special that a world was born just to entertain her musings? sometimes i think that if not for her, perhaps we wouldn’t have been-

..... *sigh* what am i saying. i know it’s not her fault that things unfolded this way, since she didn’t have the power to influence the events happening in teyvat. in any case, she felt responsible enough to tag along on this journey, and it’s mostly thanks to her that an ex-archon and the demon conqueror himself agreed to travel together with us. so no, i don’t resent her or anything like that. in fact, i would say that we’re good friends.

⚘ about mei: little sisters ⚘

she told me that she had older brothers, once. and it just… clicked to me. the reason why i feel like we can understand each other really well. the reason why she was so adamant to accompany me on my adventure. why she’s so empathetic whenever it comes to matters involving… him.

it’s all because she understands the pain of being separated from her family.

perhaps after i reunite with my family, i can accompany her on her voyage to look for hers? but… well, looking at how she has found a family here too, i’m not sure what she wishes to do…

team 2: al haitham (💞), ayato (👥), zhongli (💞), yaoyao (🏠)

✧— al haitham

oh my god he’s already one of my most beloved dps because dendro element’s flexibility + his high damage. it also helps that he’s the only 5* whom i have the signature weapon for lol

since he came home at 1 pity, i imagine in this scenario we just dropped by the akademiya one day on a whim to invite him to the party… and the next day the acting grand sage just goes missing, with a letter on his desk saying: “the divine one invited me to a vacation."

cue people working at the akademiya being quite literally in shambles because who do they report to now??? hello???? first the grand sage gets dethroned now the acting grand sage goes missing???????

he respects ayato and barely interacts with him, but they surprisingly get along well, be it or outside the battlefield.

with zhongli… not to say that they don’t get along well, but they certainly aren't the bestest of friends. they don’t snap at each other or anything like that though! it's just that if you leave them alone in a room, al haitham would just default to reading his book and zhongli would probably find something to amuse himself instead of talking with the akademiya scribe.

seems indifferent to yaoyao but silently looks after her. he made her a flower crown using his vision at her birthday one time, but that’s a secret he’ll take to his grave. except yaoyao proudly presented it to the other members when they asked where she got the adorable flower crown. #exposed

⚘ about zhongli: cold ⚘

surely by now, you know that i dislike quite a number of people and will not bother to try and force myself to get along with them. he’s not special in this aspect.

i simply am not a fan of sharing my... personal interests.

⚘ about ayato: elusive ⚘

the man wields his words like he wields his blades; swift strikes precisely delivered onto vital points, and before you could even blink, he’s had his sword back sheathed. very efficient and yet inefficient at the same time, i'd say.

⚘ about yaoyao: why is a child here? ⚘

i’m not sure why a young child is traveling with us, but mei kept saying she’s tagging along because she’ll make me stronger. to this day, i am unable to understand her logic, but i value her opinion so i let her do whatever she wants. surprisingly, from the combat data i’ve collected, her claim seems to be true. perhaps her godly powers are at work here. i’ll have to study this phenomenon further.

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

rin is certainly interesting, isn’t she? doesn’t exactly act like a deity when she’s supposed to be this world’s reason for existence. neither does she ask us to worship or obey her commands. and she certainly doesn’t seem to mind being treated so… well. lightly put, beneath what was supposed to be her place. hah. it’s quite refreshing.

hm. it seems like the sharp-eared consultant is glaring at me yet again. i’ll go back to reading my book now. kindly do not bother me for the next hour.

⚘ about mei: similarities ⚘

sans her periodically outgoing outbursts of energy and her deep empathy, i think we’re quite alike in the minute details of our personalities and preferences. we believe in work-life balance and our wish to lead a comfortable life overall. we’re also both not morning people. dislikes sand getting in our shoes. thinks that going out in the rain isn’t preferable. both avid fans of a good cup of coffee. she even told me my soundproof earpiece is a marvelous invention and that she always uses it too, back in the previous world she lived in. naturally, this means we get along rather swimmingly.

ah, that reminds me, i should tell her that i’ve finished making her headphones. now, if you’ll excuse me-

hm? ….. yes, i’m aware that it’s already quite late. but is that not the point? you might not know because your room is never next to the consultant’s, but at times his snores are just far too loud. this way, she can use the headphones right away. i’m sure it’ll help her to fall asleep undisturbed by any external interventions.

and besides, she likes it when i visit her at night.

✧— ayato

gameplay wise, honestly, ayato is just there to take over while i’m waiting for al haitham’s skill to cool down lol

he’s the team’s wallet, aka childe 2.0

surprisingly, ayato gets along pretty well with all of them.

yes, including al haitham.

zhongli could be a tad gullible sometimes, so ayato actually is having a blast feeding him uh… questionable lies… plus, he’s a big tease and he finds it funny to poke and prod at the stoic man. someone save zhongli

yaoyao reminds him of young ayaka, so he naturally dotes on her. big brother behavior, very wholesome.... until you realize he’s teaching her where to stab people so they bleed out and die (or in his words: ‘so bad people will get an ouchie’).

⚘ about al haitham: bet ⚘

while i can’t say our work ethics match each others’, i suppose i can bet a million mora that he’ll win in consideration as his friend.

hmm? win in what, you ask? ahaha, don’t mind my silly musings…

⚘ about zhongli: milk tea ⚘

oh, mr. zhongli is such a pleasant individual to chat over tea. speaking of, i think it’ll be tea time soon. do you perhaps have a bottle of milk, traveler? ah, perfect.

why do i need it you ask? well, the expression on his face whenever i add them to my cup of tea is always a sight to behold, haha!

⚘ about yaoyao: child labor(?) ⚘

if it was up to me i would have arrested mei for child labor. but she was smart enough to borrow what seems to be a friend of hers’ counterargument: “but you also employ sayu in shuumatsuban?”

well, i can’t possibly dispute that, can i? *chuckle* i would love to get to know that friend of hers one day.

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

haha, it really doesn’t feel like she’s teyvat’s beloved raison d’etre, doesn’t it? the way we interact with each other is a very different dynamic than what i’m used to dealing with, back home. she's vastly different than the raiden shogun, both in personality and way of life.

if i had to liken her to someone… i’d say she reminds me of ayaka. well… a more… how do i say this without incurring mr. zhongli’s disapproving glares… unhinged version of her, once you know her truly.

come now, don’t look at me like that. you know it’s true. *chuckles*

⚘ about mei: mistreatment ⚘

in my opinion, she’s very biased toward the akademiya’s scribe and wangsheng’s consultant. have you seen the charms she bestowed on them? they’re clearly of a very different quality than ours. even a normal civilian with no vision would be able to tell that they’re special. i wonder how much effort it took her to enchant those artifacts.

as someone who thought of her like a little sister and willingly prioritized her invitation to travel together, it’s very saddening that she does not put the same care for me as she does for those two. oh, how heartbreaking. i am riddled with grief. *leisurely sips boba*

✧— zhongli

d-do i even need to explain? he’s in my every team composition because of his shield and burst lol

and he’s such an eye candy too

given his (currently) non confrontational nature, he gets along well with everyone…. well. he tries to get along with ayato and al haitham.

with ayato, it’s a constant battle of innuendos and implications and it causes major headaches to people listening.

with al haitham, he’s… well… honestly i’m not sure why they don’t 'get along'. perhaps the word i’m looking for is ‘distant’? there seems to be a hidden hostility here…

gets along most with yaoyao out of the three. so many precious grandpa-granddaughter moments. it’s him who reads/tells her bedtime stories at night and she loves it a lot. this routine is the reason why she would sometimes offer to other people to read them bedtime stories.

⚘ about al haitham: rivalry ⚘

rivalry, you say? hmm…

does it look so obvious from your point of view? ... this won’t do. i really shouldn’t be relapsing to my old self… *sigh*

⚘ about ayato: customs ⚘

though our taste in beverages doesn’t align, our chats are always eye-opening. i learn much intriguing knowledge every single time. for example, apparently, inazumans have this custom to add at least one unusual, exotic ingredient into every hotpot they have. is it not most amusing?

⚘ about yaoyao: glimpse of the future (?) ⚘

ah, the young disciple of streetward rambler. such a pure-minded and responsible child. i think it’s endearing whenever mei dotes on her and carry her around everywhere. she even let yaoyao sleep in her arms while we’re traveling. it makes me think of-

…. ahem. my mind wandered a little too far there, my apologies. what was i saying? yes, she’s a sweet little one, isn’t she?

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

personally, i think she should use more of her authority. especially to our front liners. most especially to a certain high-ranking personage from sumeru. i would normally never overlook such insolence, but since mei herself told me to not interfere… *sigh* there is, unfortunately, nothing i can do but reprimand them once in a blue moon.

⚘ about mei: tea ⚘

mei is the one who controls the finances in our traveling group, but while she could be quite frugal, she always gets me whatever tea leaves they have in the market whenever we visit any encampments or cities. i appreciate that very much.

she does enjoy her coffee every now and then, but at the end of the day, she always comes back for tea. i think she might not realize it herself, but she clearly has a preference for tea over anything else - that is, including coffee.

hmm? i’m speaking allegorically? why, i’m not sure what you’re referring to, traveler. i am simply stating my observations.

✧— yaoyao

it’s actually shinobu but recently i swapped her with the new dendro child bc i wanted more variety (and that companion exp hskdjskdj)

this sun child gets along with everyone!! good job yaoyao!! she’s like a precious baby niece i don’t have sobsob

she’ll follow either al haitham or ayato around like a duckling around the marketplace if i went with zhongli (she knows he has the worst spending habits so we take turns keeping an eye on him lol). got separated from al haitham one time and he almost had a heart attack. now he holds her hand whenever they walk around in crowded places.

ayato knows how to handle children because he literally raised ayaka, so yaoyao loves being around him! he’ll fulfill her more childish wants that she never voices out loud (out of consideration for others) with a snap of his finger.

zhongli is yet another expert at childcare (although he has his clumsy moments) and he’s on friendly terms with all the adepti so yaoyao considers him at the same level as her adepti friends. he’d take her into his arms if she ever falls asleep while we’re walking about.

i’m gonna cry these are all adorable as fuck help

⚘ about al haitham: protection ⚘

mister al haitham looks a little scary at first, but you know what? he’s super caring! whenever there are battles, he always, always makes sure that i’m out of harm’s way first! *huffs* i kept telling him i can handle monsters on my own, but he just crouched down and patted my head. he didn’t even refute it!!

*sigh* i suppose his manners are a little lacking, but he means well, so i’ll overlook it, hehe.

⚘ about ayato: kind ⚘

ayato gege sneaks me candies every now and then! they’re always sakura-flavored, and i can’t get them in liyue markets, so he told me he’ll get them especially exported from inazuma to liyue when we stop traveling together! isn’t he so kind?

oh, and he’s especially good at putting up my hair! i think he’s used to doing it… he mentioned having a little sister once. maybe he used to put her hair up?

⚘ about zhongli: warmth ⚘

mister zhongli reminds me of the adepti, because he’s very dignified and knowledgeable! but apparently, he’s just human like me... but i still like him! he’s very nice and mature, save for his impulsive purchase habits...

he also tells me bedtime stories, and it makes me fall asleep within five minutes… *yawn* oh dear, thinking about it makes me sleepy… i think i’ll ask mei jiejie if i can take a short nap…

⚘ about mei: the primordial one ⚘

oh, meirin jiejie is really kind! she always shares any sweets she buys, and whenever miss shenhe visits us we would ask her to help making these cold yummy treats called ice cream! now if only she would eat her veggies with the same vigor…

⚘ about mei: secrets ⚘

jiejie and i tell a lot of secrets to each other! she tells me it’s because i’m a special child… i’m really flattered that she would trust me that much! but anyway, she told me you’re a close friend of hers, miss lumine, so i can tell you one of her secrets!

okay, so, jiejie never really admitted it outright, but i think she’s very fond of mr. zhongli and mr. al haitham… she always talks about them and she’s always saying about how handsome and capable they are! i asked her who she would marry and she got all red, hehe. who do you think will get to marry her, miss lumine?

bonus because i adore yaoyao so much:

#genshin impact #rin writes #rin selfships #zhongrin #zhongrinth #meitham #yandere #zhongli #al haitham #xiao #yaoyao #shinobu #kazuha #ayato #lumine

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nenchainzz · 1 year

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hey baaaeeee!! i wld luv to participate in yur selfship event! my selfship is mitsuya n me hehehe n for a trope cld i do one bed trope? nsfw or sfw whichever is easier for yu *lip bite emoji* thnks!!!

Takashi Mitsuya x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 1.9k

Warnings: one-bed trope, also friends to lovers, mentions of drinking, sex dream, cunnilingus, pet names (pretty girl, darling, baby, good girl, pretty), soft dom!mitsuya, some teasing, kinda praise kink, some body worship, mentions of hickeys, titty sucking, vaginal sex, multiple orgasms, mitsuya cumming on you, and aftercare

“Are you sure I can crash with you?” you ask Mitsuya again for the third time. You help him make up his bed for the two of you in his bedroom. The party he threw for his roommate Hakkai has ended, and all guests left with you as the only exception.

“Yes, yes, you can,” he tells you. “You’ve been drinking, so I don’t want you driving home.”

“Yes, yes, Mr. Mitsuya,” you joke.

“I’m serious; it can be dangerous, you know,” Mitsuya explains.

“You’re right,” you agree. “But I didn’t have that much to drink, you know.” Mitsuya crosses his arms over his chest.

“Oh, really?” he asks. “You’ve been acting all giggly and flirty. That’s not really normal for you.” You give him a pout.

“Yeah, but still…” you trail off. Mitsuya reaches over to you and pats your head.

“I just want you to be safe, and having you stay the night is the best way to keep you that way,” Mitsuya explains. You feel yourself get warm with his touch. Your crush on him effectively shows from your reactions, but Mitsuya doesn’t seem to notice them. “So, stay the night. I know it’s not the best, but I promise you can leave first thing tomorrow.”

“Thank you, Mitsuya,” you say, and he gives you a warm smile.

“Of course, Y/N. You’re always welcome,” he says. He gestures for you to climb into bed as he turns off the light. You pull back his soft comforter and blanket. You settle yourself underneath them. He soon joins you, and you both lay on your backs facing away from one another. Your mind wanders about Mitsuya. The man you’ve been friends with for quite some time, but that’s what you guys have always ever been. Nothing more. You’ve had a crush on him for a long time too, but you’ve it to yourself. The more you think about it, the more you realize this is the closest proximity you’ve had with him. You guys are usually always at arm’s length. Your mind begins to get hazy from the alcohol you consumed, so you begin to drift off.

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You drift into a dream where you’re lying in your own bed with Mitsuya on top of you.

“M-Mitsuya?” you question.

“Pretty girl, you always look so good when you’re flustered,” Mitsuya says. He leans down and kisses you, making his teeth bite your lower lip as he kisses you. You moan into his mouth as his hands play with your inner thighs. You instinctively try moving your hips so Mitsuya’s hands reach your cunt. He chuckles when he catches onto what you’re doing. He raises his head to speak to you. “Just ask, pretty girl.”

“Please touch me, Mitsuya,” you plea. His lavender eyes soften when he hears your beg.

“Anything for you,” he says. Mitsuya lowers himself to your thighs. He nips and licks at your bare thighs, making eye contact with you. He removes the panties that you’re wearing, tossing them somewhere off. He leans down and kisses your clit making your breath hitch.

“P-Please don’t tease me, Mitsuya,” you stutter. Mitsuya looks up at you.

“You’re right, darling. I shouldn’t tease you,” he says. Mitsuya begins to lick your clit, still looking at you. Your eyebrows knit together, and you throw your head back. The sound of him sucking your clit envelops your ears, and you can’t help the moans that slip out of you. You feel his fingers begin to rub at your entrance begging to be let in.

“F-Fuck, Mi-Mitsuya,” you moan. He smiles and adds two fingers into your pussy. Your thighs shake as Mitsuya sucks and fingers you. God, even though you’re dreaming, he’s still amazing. You’re not sure you want to wake up.

As if on cue, Mitsuya’s actions cease. As well as his figure on top of you, forcing you to awaken.

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Damn, you thought. You just had to wake up when things were getting–

You realize you’re on your back, and you turn to Mitsuya, who’s wide awake and looking at you. His expression is one of blush and shock.

“Were you dreaming about me?” he asks rhetorically. Of course, he already knows the answer, but he asks anyway. You feel your face heat up and your heart pound.

“I…uh…did you hear all that?” you ask.

“Yeah, pretty much,” he tells you. You grab the blankets and cover your face because of your embarrassment.

“Oh great,” you say sarcastically. There’s a bit of silence before Mitsuya reaches for your hand and holds it from its protective place on the blankets.

“Don’t be embarrassed, Y/N,” Mitsuya says. “I have those feelings for you too.” You remove the blankets to look at Mitsuya.

“You do?” you ask, hopeful. He nods.

“Yeah, I really do,” he tells you. “You’re so beautiful, smart, and funny.”

Your eyes soften from his words. He raises your hand to his lips and gives it a sweet kiss.

“Not to mention you’re incredibly sexy,” Mitsuya says. You feel yourself begin to heat up again, but it’s not like before. “I wasn’t sure if you’re feelings returned mine, so I’ve been restraining myself.”

“You have?” you ask.

“Yeah, I really have,” he affirms. “I think about you all the time.”

“What kind of thoughts do you have?” you ask almost cheekily. Mitsuya chuckles at your question.

“Well, I think about the kind of dates we’d go on and how I’d introduce you to my sisters,” Mitsuya explains.

“Uh-huh,” you say and wait for him to continue.

“And, well, I’ve thought about how I would fuck you as well,” Mitsuya says.

“What did you have in mind for that?” you ask.

“Why don’t I walk you through it?” he asks.

“I would love that,” you reply.

“First, I would have you in my bed, which you are, so I can check that,” he says. “And the next thing I’d do is kiss you.” He leans towards you, and you close your eyes, feeling his lips touch yours. It’s a sweet kiss that definitely represents the first kiss you’ll have with him. He moves his body to hover above you without breaking the kiss between you. He places his hands on your waist, and you clutch at his shoulders. His tongue begins to trace your bottom lip. You open your mouth, and you taste the alcohol that he’d consumed earlier on his tongue. You moan into his mouth as his hands cup your body.

He raises his head to speak to you.

“Can I take off your shirt?” he asks. You nod eagerly, and he takes the bottom of your shirt in his hands and pulls it over your head, revealing your bra. “God, you’re so beautiful.” Mitsuya begins to kiss and suck your neck while your hands tangle themselves in his lilac hair. His teeth graze your skin as he trails kisses down to your collarbone.

“Mm, Mitsuya,” you moan.

“Call me Takashi, baby,” he tells you while still nestled in your neck.

“T-Takashi,” you correct. He chuckles.

“That’s my good girl,” he says. He moves his hands to your covered breasts and begins to fondle them. “Can I take it off?” His politeness is so handsome, but you kind of just want him to get to it.

“Yes,” you tell him. “And Takashi? You don’t have to keep asking. I want you to do whatever you want.” Mitsuya gives you a smirk as he unclasps your bra and tosses it aside. Next, he gently kneads your breasts while kissing the top of your chest. Then, he moves his hand to lick your sensitive nipple with his hot tongue. You moan under him as he uses his fingers to roll your other nipple. He switches between your breasts with his fingers and tongue until he’s thoroughly satisfied.

Mitsuya then goes to your pants, pulls them off you, and strips off his own shirt. His lean and muscular body flusters you as this is the first time you’ve seen him shirtless. He notices how flustered you are and chuckles.

“Aw, still flustered, pretty?” he asks. “That’s so cute.” Mitsuya’s attention then goes to your pussy where he sees how wet he’s made you already. “You’re already so wet for me, darling.”

Mitsuya uses his fingers to rub your wet, covered pussy. Naturally, you shift from your position when you feel his fingers touch you. Next, Mitsuya removes his pants and boxers, tossing them off with your discarded clothing. He takes his time removing your panties so that he can see you squirm from his teasing.

After removing your panties and tossing them away, he uses his fingers to collect some of your wetness and spreads it on his cock. Then, he lines himself and pushes his cock in. The head of his cock splits you open. You moan while Mitsuya groans from the feeling of his cock slowing entering you.

“Shit,” he breathes. “You feel amazing.”

“Ah, Takashi,” you moan. He finally bottoms out, and you reach for him, and he’s more than willing to kiss you while he fucks you. His hips begin to move, and he swallows your moans with his kisses and grabs your hand with his. The sound of his cock moving inside you reaches your ears, making you wetter by the second. Mitsuya groans in your kiss from how much he fills you up. Your hands grip each other tightly as Mitsuya’s thrusts begin to get harder and faster. Mitsuya’s kisses move from your lips down to your neck, and your head is thrown back. You feel your abdomen tighten as Mitsuya hits a specific spot within you, making you moan out more for him. You sense yourself tightening around Mitsuya’s cock as it thrusts in and out of you.

“Fuck, baby, you’re tightening around me,” Mitsuya says breathily. He doesn’t stop his thrusts against your spot, and you continue to feel your orgasm build.

“T-Takashi,” you moan. “G-Gonna cum.”

“Shit, cum for me, pretty girl,” he tells you. He thrusts into you again, and you release your cum all around Mitsuya’s cock, making a ring of your cream around him. He moans into your ear from your cum coating his dick. Mitsuya’s thrusts begin to speed up as he chases his own orgasm. Your pussy throbs from his thrusts as you grip his hand as tight as you can. His groans become louder as his cock begins to twitch within you. Mitsuya lets go of your hand and sits up as his eyes close. He quickly pulls his cock out of you and strokes his cock, cumming all along your stomach and outside of your pussy. You both breathe heavily together as his sticky, hot cum drips down your body.

“Takashi,” you say and reach out for his hand once again, which he gladly takes. He gives you a soft smile.

“You did so amazingly, baby,” he praises you. “Hold on, lemme clean you up, okay?” You nod, and he slips out of bed, going into the bathroom for a washcloth to clean you with. He returns and starts to clean off his cum from your body. He’s gentle, not wanting to stir your sensitive body.

When he’s done cleaning you, he puts the towel away and climbs back into bed with you. He grabs you into a cuddle with your chests pressing into each other slightly.

“Are you free tomorrow by chance?” Mitsuya asks. You giggle at his somewhat formal tone.

“Indeed I am,” you reply. He rubs your waist as he continues.

“How about we go on a proper date?” Mitsuya asks. You lean in and kiss his cheek.

“I’d love to, Takashi,” you answer.

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deepestuniversallove · 3 months

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Hey I literally logged in just to give you support. Don't listen to these idiots telling you that you're gross for loving Mewtwo.

Because if loving Mewtwo is gross then the entire monster-fucking community should also be shamed but they aren't hmmmmmm I wonder why.

The degenerates in this fandom are perfectly fine with Ash fucking Latias, and men fucking Gardevoir, Vaporeon, or whatever slutty monster girl bitch of the week, but nooo you self shipping with Mewtwo is apparently cONcERnING or whatever.

(I love how no one calls the Hatsune Miku guy names lol, do I smell double standards? )

But this doesn't surprise me because the Pokemon community is full of hypocrites and these are the same no - life losers who shit their pants because Ash isn't in the anime anymore, their parents truly failed in raising them.

Lord knows I faced enough trouble for loving Steven and that too, from an Eevee fucker.

Monika, sweetie you are doing nothing wrong, your love for Mewtwo is so innocent, sweet and pure. I think it's beautiful how helped you with depression and escape your narcissistic mother.

People on this site love to preach mental health support but the very minute you do something different yet harmless suddenly it's

"OH NO YOU DARE TO LOVE A "FICTIONAL CHARACTER"

Keep on giving them rectal bleeding and draw more of you and Mewtwo ;) I love to see it.

AHH thank you so much for this message!! 🥹 That is so sweet of you!

Yeah, I dunno why it has always been like this. Even 10 or even 20 years ago, I often got messages chastising me for selfshipping with Mewtwo, calling it "nasty" and "degenerate", when really, i am not doing it to specifically be a degenerate, but because I honestly love Mewtwo. In his story, he too had to fight against a narcissistic "parent" (Giovanni), just like I had to against my own. How can it be seen as a crime to want to believe? Or has it been wrong to say "Mewtwo, please teach me to be brave like you" in my mind during the hard times, especially back when I was a lonely child?

Haha, I doubt anyone could ever shame the monster fucker community out of what they are doing. Or the furry community for that matter. 🤣

There always seems to be some sort of underlying misogyny happening. Women are expected to get an IRL husband/boyfriend to serve as soon as possible, so seeing a woman openly rather selfship with a fictional character is threatening to them, because how dare a woman not be in the kitchen and make sandwiches for a man? How dare a woman prefer to be single when there is a "male crisis of loneliness" happening?

Then again, I don't think I owe society anything. Where was society when I was abused? Where was the help or the community when I needed them most? I was left to my own devices. When a fictional character like Mewtwo brings someone like me more hope than any IRL human, that's how I know we failed as a society. Even sicker is that other more destructive forms of coping mechanisms are more encouraged. Somehow selfshipping is seen as more evil by the "moral police" than dying from a drug overdose on the streets or having alcoholism.

Anyone who ever complains to me about "ruining Mewtwo" or whatever - no, you aren't "concerned", you are just using that word to camouflage that what you really want is control over me and what I put out there. And i can tell you it is futile. I haven't survived so far just for some snotty brats to tell me what i can or cannot do in MY online space. Don't like what I post? Tough titties, use the block button. No one is forcing you to look at my "cringe". My cringy stuff brings me joy and makes me happy, and I feel I deserve some happiness in this shitty world of ours. You do too, so just..go and have some fun yourself. Don't waste your only life on policing others.

So yeah, you are right, dagdasgoddess. I will keep giving people "rectal bleeding". 🤣 No one can stop me from loving Mewtwo, my guardian angel that even visits me in my dreams at night, and loves me even when I absolutely despise myself. He will always be a bastion of love for me, a symbol that life is worth living regardless of hardships.

#mewtwo #selfshipping #answered asks

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followmybones · 7 months

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Bones' 2023 Halloween Event 🎃

Goblins, ghouls, and sheet ghosts, it’s that time of the year again, Halloween. We’re talking too much glitter, unsettlingly realistic makeup, and even fake teeth; there’s the perfect costume for everyone. Put on a mask or even ditch the shirt for the night, but what better way to celebrate Halloween than with a couple's costume! Have you ever wondered what costume you and your favorite character would wear together? Well, I'm here to help, with this very infomercial-sounding event intro!

This event is open from now (28 September) and ends 20 October. I want to ensure that I have enough time to get everything done so that everything will be ready to post the weekend before Halloween!

This is a selfship-based event which means for this event, you get to choose the character your post is about! In return for joining this event, you’ll get what costume I think would fit you and your character, a photo or two of the costumes, some runner-up costume ideas, how I think your character would come up with the idea for your costumes, and a few extra hcs about the costumes.

Rules for this event:

One character/post per person

Anyone is allowed to join, anons are welcome.

If you want to send in an ask for an OC + character instead of yourself, that's totally fine!

Everything will stay sfw, at most it'll only be suggestive, so I ask that you keep the ask you send in sfw as well. This blog and event are for people of all ages, and I would like to keep it a safe space for everyone.

I have every right to deny a request for any reason (it’s unlikely, but still).

This is just for fun, so if you don't like the results, don't send me hate, it's for funsie, it's not that serious.

To find out what you and your fav (selfship or platonic) would wear here is what you should include in an ask to join this event:

First off, what character do you want your post to be written for? A list of the fandoms and characters I'm accepting for this event can be found at the bottom of this post.

Tell me about the relationship between you and the character of your choice! Are you guys dating, just friends? What is your relationship like, are they the sun to your moon, are you two idiots in love, rivals to lovers, frienemies but somehow still besties, help me get to know the dynamic between you two!

I’d also like to know about you, describe your personality in a few simple words, and maybe include your pronouns! I'd like to get to know your vibe a bit!

Tell me a bit about how you dress, specifically; do you tend to dress feminine, or masculine, do you not care, do you dress androgynously, somewhere between masc & fem in a genderless way that keeps people guessing? Or is there any particular way you’re not comfortable dressing? Is modesty important to you? Seems silly, but I want to make sure I don't recommend costumes that might make you uncomfy or give you dysphoria/dysmorphia.

A broad category of costumes to get me started in a general direction (examples: cute, scary, character costumes, something silly, one of the classic cheesy couples costumes, retro/period costumes, anything you can think of that’s still pretty general)

Who’s idea was it for the costumes, did you come up with the idea, did they, or did someone else suggest it? (Ultimately for the purposes of this event, the character will be the one “picking” the costume).

Not required, but maybe even tell me how the conversation about the costume went, did you have to convince them? Did they have to convince you? Were you both mutually excited about it, or are you just doing it for a costume contest because you want that gift card that the first-place winners gets?

Quick suggestion: not required, but if you plan to send in an anon ask, maybe sign it with an emoji or something to make sure you know which request is yours

Quick note: everything will be written with a modern AU in mind (kinda), this is mainly for arcane and my hero, since the rest of what I write is still pretty built into the world we live in

Characters I'm willing to write, organized by fandom:

Arcane: Jayce, Viktor, Silco, Vander, Ekko, Jinx, Vi, Caitlyn

Obey Me: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor, Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, Simeon, + Luke (platonically only)

MHA: Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugo, Shoto Todoroki, Tenya Iida, Denki Kaminari, Sero Hanta, Ejiro Kirishima, Fumikage Tokoyami, Tsuyu Asui, Ochako Uraraka, Momo Yaoyorozu, Mina Ashido, Kyoka Jiro, Hitsohi Shinso, Mirio Togata, Nejire Hado, Tamaki Amajiki, Shota Aizawa, Hizashi Yamada, Nemuri Kayama (Midnight), Hawks, Dabi, Tomura Shigaraki, Toga Himiko, Twice (Jin Bubaigawara)

COD: MWII versions of task force 141 (Ghost, Soap, Gaz, Price) + Alejandro & Rudy

Haikyuu: Shoyo Hinata, Tobio Kageyama, Kei Tsukishima, Tadashi Yamaguchi, Daichi Sawamura, Kōshi Sugawara, "Suga", Asahi Azumane, Yū Nishinoya, Ryūnosuke Tanaka, Kiyoko Shimizu, Hitoka Yachi, Tōru Oikawa, Issei Matsukawa, Takahiro Hanamaki "Makki", Hajime Iwaizumi, Tetsurō Kuroo, Kenma Kozume, Takanobu Aone, Kōtarō Bokuto, Keiji Akaashi, Wakatoshi Ushijima, Satori Tendō, Shinsuke Kita, Atsumu Miya, Osamu Miya, Rintarō Suna, Kiyoomi Sakusa

Feel free to shoot me an ask or message me with any questions you might have. I hope to see you all in my asks! Enjoy your spooky season, and stay safe out there <3

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mochimooon · 18 days

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hiiii moch!!! can you answer 8 and 16 for the selfship game please <3

dahlia hello!!! always love seeing your name in my inbox <3 thank you for the asks. ima do everyone just cuz :) 8. constantly bragging about dating each other or keeping the relationship relatively secretive? jean — he's in between. not secretive, but private where it counts, yet also takes pride in being my boyfriend lol. like if he's around friends and I send him a sappy text, he'll smile and turn to connie and be like "look what my gf sent me". Or when out in public and I run into someone I know, before I get a chance to introduce jean, he'll smile and proudly state, "her boyfriend." if there's an opportunity for him to brag, he'll go for it, but he doesn't do it constantly. lol I hope that makes sense. levi — private 100%. he affirms his love and pride in our relationship in private. it's not a secret, but if anyone asks beyond "how's mochi?" he keeps things brief. satoru — brags lol. like jean he takes a lot of pride in our relationship, loves getting to refer to himself as my boyfriend and me as his girlfriend. unlike jean, however, satoru will overdo it to the point that it annoys everyone around him and im there apologizing to them, reminding him to tone it down (even though I relish in him being so lovesick 🥺) shizuo — lol (new bf on this blog). he's like levi, private, but it's because he's just nonchalant. again, not secretive. most people would be surprised that he's in a relationship for the fact that he's so laid-back that the mention of a gf takes everyone by surprise, casually mentioning it as he smokes a cigarette. in canon, though, they'd all be secretive 16. kids or no kids? jean — yes. out of all of them, jean is the one who'd convince me to start a family. not just by having that discussion but bc of how he is. he's got leadership skills, he's got a protective side, he's playful, he's close to his own family, and I think he'd be happy being a dad, and I would feel comfortable having a family with him (though not a dealbreaker if we decide not to) levi — maybe. it's not something we talk about too often, but if it ever happens, he'll have no issue taking on the role of a dad. he's responsible enough that he'd be a fast learner. satoru — no kids. we entertain the idea, think of names and imagine how we'd co-parent, but the dynamic with him is so carefree, a child wouldn't really fit in our lives. I see him as being a fun uncle though, who wouldn't mind babysitting at all. shizuo — no kids. he doesn't dislike children, just doesn't have that deep of a desire to have any, which really aligns best with my own take on having kids. we're both content as a family of two. (this or that self ship Qs)

#ask #dahliaes

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spaceoutcazt · 1 year

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📌 About Me:

🇲🇽 [They/them preference]

🐙 [LVL 16/Nonbinary + Pan oriented AroAce]

🍋 More in my carrd.co 🍋

My name is Krester and i'm a hobbyist artist. I like to draw fanart of my favorite shows/games and OCs! Im a big fan of horror/pseudo-snuff films, fictional gore and non-human creatures ( ^3°)٭

Tag guide:

Art tag: #Outer Space Clowntist ✏️

Rambling tag: #Clownblings 🪐

Reblog tag: #SpaceReblogzz

Mailbox tag: #Clownswers 📬

My OCs tag: #SpaceOutcazOC

My sona tag: #OutcazSONA 🪱

Selfship tag: #SELFSHIP 💌

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⚠️ TW/CW:

🫐 I usually use bright colors on my drawings and i might draw gore from time to time. [eyestrain/bl00d/blades/flashing tw]

🫐I (rarely) reblog//draw suggestive stuff, nothing too explicit but still.

🫐 About ships! I draw ship art very rarely, i mostly do it when requested and i have to let you know that im...very open with ships, i think thats the word? I dont like them but i dont hate them either (except proships, fuck proships) so you might see A LOT of different ships from different fandoms, as a warning: eh you might see ships you dont like (example: candybats/ratmeat/deadmeat).

🫐 In some of my drawings (mostly referring to my spooky month au, miserable month) i talk about delicate themes such as su**ide, alcoholism, etc. Please keep this in mind before interacting, if you're not comfortable with that stuff at all i recommend you to look for another blog (or at least ignore the whole miserable month au, by far i think that's the only disturbing thing you'll find in my posts).

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📌 Here are some of the fandoms i'm in:

(i often update this)

Spooky Month.

Adventure Time (Finn ♡).

Superjail.

Gravity Falls.

Eddsworld.

OFF (by Mortis Ghost).

Therapy with Dr Albert Krueger // Vincent the Secret of Myers.

Five Night's At Freddy's (the lore confuses me though-).

Madness Combat.

The Amazing World of Gumball.

Popee the Performer.

Salad Fingers.

ENA.

Analog horror. Mostly; Mandela Catalogue, Local 58, The Walten Files, etc.

Don't Hug Me I'm Scared.

Invader Zim and JTHM.

Creepypastas.

Unicorn wars.

Not sure if this counts as a fandom but i love disturbing media, urban legends, cryptids, anything related to paranormal, liminal spaces and more stuff like that.

School for Little Vampires (omg i love vampires).

Slashers, 80s horror movies, etc (i have a thing for killer dolls).

Again, this probably doesn't count as a fandom but I LOVE CLOWNS :o)

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📌 Requesting Rules:

Ok, i was not going to make this section but some of you made me REALLY uncomfy >:/

🌼 First of all (and this one should be obvious) i WILL NOT TAKE NSFW REQUESTS. I'm a minor and i'm not comfortable with drawing that type of stuff.

🌼 DO NOT REQUEST PRO/COMSHIPS. If you ask me to draw something like "minor x adult" i will not only ignore your request, i will block you. 💥

🌼 BE PATIENT WITH ME. Just cuz the ask box is open it doesn't mean requests are open too, i don't mind if you request something but keep in mind that i won't do your request immediately if i'm not feeling up to it X(

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📌 Before sharing my art:

🧃 Reposts are okay! (give credit pls) You can use my drawings as your pfp as long as you credit me!

(This also applies for edits, videos, etc)

🍧 About my OC's: I'm okay with fanart and people shipping their OC with mine or a canon character, but please avoid making NSFW content with them, and with NSFW i mean sex lmao.

EXTRA!! Here's my avatar ref sheet in case yall wanna draw it X)!

#introduction #pinned post #Spotify

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kiawren · 4 days

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🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers! (@comfortingstars i hope youve been well wren!! :D)

Hello Haze i have been well!!! I hope you have too :)!!

Ngl I havent thought about selfship A lot recently becuz ive been occupied with irl things but kia/we is always gonna be a constant to me somewhere in the back...

So I've been listening to songs and still thinking of him, I still fall asleep thinking of him sometimes. Just that throughout the day he slips my mind but he's always gonna be there..

Anyway here are lyrics wirh 'fire' in them and I immediately went Ohhh this is so kiawren. The second song is The edge of the deep green sea by the Cure too

It's not just that they have the word fire in them but they're rlly kiawren ok.. for the first one. It doesn't matter what you do. Like I will always admire him he coukd do anything like walk and breath and I'd find him deserving of all the reverence ppl give the seven wonders of the world. Or something. Also I think his eyes are a beautiful brown shade.

2nd one.. Images of natural landscapes will ALWAYS GET MEE..... She listens like her head's on fire like she wants to believe in me Becuz I will always try for him, he will always be better than me but he'd also believe in me.. Ok...

Actually, I always say I admire and love him so much, it honestly doesn't matter if it's more one-sided as long as I get to be in the same space as him, almost like an artist and their muse.

But! Kia/we would also love me back! He'd literally hear me tell him how deeply I admire him and he'd be like what? But I admire you too, Wren! It's like he doesn't get that it really goes deeper and I would do anything for him but that's the point, he Simply loves me back, it doesn't have to be as deep as I make it. It's like I compare him to the natural marvels of the world and i think, I will always fall short of meeting you where you shine, but then he grounds me and is like. But I like you so much too? There is a lot of things to like about you. And then I'm like Oh ok i guess it Is pretty Simple.

Like when I think the lyrics of bedless by pierce the veil ".. whatever you want, and whenever you're breezing through, keep tearing my world apart" it's like it puts some distance between us like I will always admire him from afar and that's the kind of mindset I slip into becuz! I just want to admire him and I don't really care what he reciprocates! But like! If he heats me say this he'd be like '?? but I won't leave you in fact I need you with me too. Why would I want to tear your world apart haha' and then I'll just realise over and over again like. He wants me next to him too. And yah it's that simple...

#GSJAHDJDJ I'M SORRY IF NOBODY UNDERSTANDS THIS #but yah he's such a comfort in this sense becuz I can channel all my affection and admiration somewhere #like oh selfshipping is one-sided anyway #It doesn't even matter that he doesn't reciprocate #but the point is he Would.#and admiration comes easier to him #as long as I want to do good #he would alrsady admire me #and then it humbles me #Or something #gahsghsgsgsg #kiawren #asks!#THANKS SO MUCH FOR THIS GUSH PASS AND THE CHANCE FOR ME TO ARTICULATE THIS 😭😭 <3333

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suyacho · 2 years

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❥ SAFE IN MY ARMS

walking on the street alone as a woman, made you experience a lot of discomfort. but you were good at hiding it from your lover, it’s just that you didn’t want him to be worried.

selfship collab

WARNINGS: fem!reader - selfship fic but in x reader format, be nice - mostly based off own experience - catcalling & being called names - anxiety, frustrated reader and breakdowns, everything is just too much - cursing - hurt/comfort - sweet bf kaku - fluff - 1,6k words

note: this is my first kakucho piece ever & my first (actually second but the other isn’t published) selfship fic ever🥹🫶 i hope i did my man justice🥹🥹 & a big thank you to @muchoccino for beta reading this🥺

“Whore.” “Nice tits.” “Slut.” “Mommy.” “Yo woman.” “Sexy.” Countless other words, whistles and unwanted hand grabbings, being stared at and being followed at times.

Sadly, you've experienced them all.

It was upsetting, so fucked up that you were used to being catcalled when you were alone on the street. Whether you were in the most hideous outfit or completely worn out and on your way back home from work, it still happened and it was exhausting.

But what could you do when you were alone? You never knew what could happen if you didn’t ignore them, being scared was an understatement. Countless stories were talked about and it made your anxiety worse, it made you be on guard every single time.

That’s why everywhere you went alone, you had something for self defense with you, just in case. Your phone in your hand at all times, a mass emergency message you could send to several people at once, a self defense keychain hanging with your set of keys and your location was always on.

The only problem was that Kakucho didn’t know, you never dared to tell him. Not wanting him to worry, especially knowing how busy he was with work and the importance of his missions. You didn’t want him to be distracted because some guys were absolute pieces of shit.

You never got catcalled when you were with Kakucho, so there was no way of him knowing to begin with. Guilt always washed over you when thinking about it, this was the one and only thing you were keeping from him but it’s what you thought was the best.

“Hey.” someone called out, getting you out of your thoughts as you turned to face them. “Looking good babe.” he smirked, checking you out as you continued walking, paying him no mind.

Of course it happened again, it always had the worst timing. Today was specifically hard, you were late for work, you accidentally had overslept and missed your train, a great start. Yet that wasn’t all, Kakucho had been gone for the past days, you missed him more than anything. On top of that your boss also seemed to have woken up the wrong way in the morning, taking it all out of you and making you overwork, another thing you could just use in the moment. (not)

So when you finally walked into your neighborhood, relief washed over you. Quickly you unlocked your door, sighing as you walked in, slamming the door behind you and dropping your bag on the floor, catching Kakucho’s attention.

“Fuck, I’m exhausted.” you groaned, sliding down to the floor, back resting against the front door as you felt tears prick in your eyes.

Couldn’t today just have been a little nicer?

“I just wish you were here.” you whispered, voice slightly shaken as you hid your face in your knees, not acknowledging the fact that you had company. Tears streamed down your face, quiet sniffles turning into sobs, you were just so done with everything.

You couldn’t help yourself from having a breakdown.

“Darling?” Kakucho asked, concerned as he walked into the hall of your shared home. You jumped at his voice, looking up at him with your tear stained face. “Oh fuck.” you mentally cursed at yourself, wiping your tears away as they just kept coming. Kakucho usually didn’t come home this early, why did he today?

“Are you okay? What happened?” he questioned, worry lingering in his tone as he sat down next to you, knowing he was right at trusting his gut. When you came home later than usual, Kakucho just felt like something was off and oh man, he was right.

“ ‘m just tired Kaku.” you mumbled, avoiding his eyes as you spoke, you never meant for him to see you like this. “Hard day at work?” he asked and you nodded, tears still streaming down your face as you rested your head against his shoulder.

Kakucho knew there was more, he noticed from the way you were acting but he would never push you to talk. He knew you’d tell him eventually whenever you were ready.

“And I just—“ you sighed, trying to decide if you should just tell him the truth. There was no use in hiding it, was there? “Yes? Go on.” Kakucho smiled sweetly, grabbing your hand and intertwining your fingers as a way of comfort and to show you that he was listening.

You squeezed his hand slightly, taking a deep breath and rethinking everything before the words left your mouth. It wasn’t something bad, you just didn’t want him to be worried every time he was gone.

“Fuck okay—“ you started, telling everything one by one, not leaving a single detail out and Kakucho listened the whole time. Not saying much as he let you have the word, gently rubbing his thumb over your hand. Giving sweet kisses and wiping your tears away as you spoke, never rushing you with anything.

“And I’m sorry for hiding it from you for so long, I just didn’t want to worry you Kaku.” you confessed lastly, sniffling a bit and wiping your tears away with your sleeves, looking him in his eyes. A feeling of relief washing over after telling him everything.

“Don’t apologize darling, it’s okay.” Kakucho assured you, smiling as you took place on his lap, getting comfortable after. “But I kept it from you for so long–” you mumbled, nuzzling your face into his neck, relaxing at the familiar smell and feeling of his strong arms wrapping around you. “And I can’t be mad at you for doing so, I get it.” Kakucho told you, gently rubbing your back and placing a kiss on top of your head.

Maybe it was for the better that you hadn’t told him before, because the thought of guys bothering you when he wasn’t around set off an unknown rage inside of him, one he didn’t know he had. Who knows what he would’ve done if you told him at the start of your relationship, when he didn’t hesitate to use his power to his or your advantage.

Kakucho wasn’t too fond of physical touch, not until he met you. As your relationship became deeper and more serious, he got used to it, in fact he found himself enjoying it, yearning for it even when you weren’t around. It was his comfort now, much like how he was yours.

“You’re safe now, safe in my arms.” Kakucho whispered into your ear, gently playing with your hair and continuing telling you sweet nothings until you finally looked at him again, fully calmed down this time.

“Thank you Kaku, I don’t know what else to say–” you laughed nervously, not being the best with words, feeling embarrassed to show this side of you once again. It was like the time you confessed to him, struggling to find the right words but in all honesty, Kakucho found that cute, it was one of the many things he liked about you.

“You don’t have to say anything darling.” Kakucho told you, stroking a hair out of your face and placing his hand on your cheek, rubbing it with his thumb gently. You felt your heartbeat pick up, smiling up at your lover, placing your hands on his chest, your eyes moving from his to his lips.

“Maybe I won’t then.” you teased cheekily, pulling him closer to you, as close as you could. Kakuchho breathed out, one hand on your cheek while the other rested on your sides, his eyes being glued on your lips.

“Can I kiss you?” he asked softly, leaning in to the point where you could feel his breath on your lips, not noticing his flushed cheeks. You didn’t give him an answer with words, in return, you gently pressed your lips against his.

It wasn’t a needy kiss, it was a slow and passionate one instead. The two of you holding onto each other gently, deepening the kiss and having one another as close as possible.

It brought back memories, memories from your first kiss together. Kakucho was a gentle man, he had taken his time with you and made sure it would be memorable. That’s why he waited months into speaking to one another seriously and kissed you on a sweetly romantic date, an unforgettable one.

“I’ll take that as a yes.” Kakucho laughed, forehead resting against yours after you pulled back, a smile creeping on your face. “Take that however you’d like.” you smiled, still holding onto his shirt, resting your head on his shoulder once again.

“I-I love you Kakucho.” you managed to get out, just above a breath, slightly hesitating on your words. Words that held such strong meaning, once that had never been said before.

Was it okay to say these words? Did you say the wrong thing? Ruin the moment? Did he even want to hear it? You weren’t sure of anything anymore, especially after you felt Kakucho freeze in his movements after hearing those words.

The truth was, Kakucho wished to hear those words, he was just taken aback, in shock to hear those words from you. He never expected it, much like how he didn’t expect for someone like you to fall for him but here he was, hearing those 3 words for the one most precious to him.

“ ‘m sorry.” you mumbled in embarrassment after not hearing an answer from Kakucho, slightly moving off his lap, snapping him back from his thoughts.

“No no— sorry I just, I was shocked.” Kakucho spoke again, gently grabbing your sides to stop you from leaving. It just felt unreal, he needed a moment to register it.

“I love you too, I really do.” he mumbled quietly, a faint blush covering his cheeks. Maybe it was okay for him to experience love? To no longer be standing alone? And maybe have a family of his own again, together with you?

Maybe love meant sitting in the hallway of your home with your significant other, comforting one another. So if that was the case, neither of you would trade it for anything else in the world, wanting to experience this love forever.

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cinnamon-phrog · 4 months

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Hi! I don’t really understand self shipping. But I am fascinated.

What drew/draws you to it?

I have thought about it for a good while and my brain cannot fathom it, so I am curious as to what you find so nice about it. It’s a really cool idea.

Keep being awesome 😎

This ask made me think a lot. I think my answer lies not in what draws it to me but what it draws me towards.

I’d selfshipped since I was probably seven, when I lived with my parents and wasn’t able to go anywhere or experience the world very well at all.

Except when I’d insert myself into the movies and shows I loved. I think it’s a pretty common thing with selfshippers, to selfship without knowing what it was.

When I moved into foster care I was scared, but drawing my silly cringe things [without even having been exposed to the internet, mind you. I had no idea that that was what I was doing, it was just fun.] Helped a lot, until I found out about cringe culture, and I became afraid to do that by twelve.

Not too long later [two years] I discovered D/HMIS, which set of a huge chain of events that led to me taking comfort in the trio and realize that not only did I love them, but that I’m worth that love, too. I did some dumb shit involving me bending over backwards for others’ expectations and then bursting out my frustrations unhealthily. It wasn’t a good look. My love for them helped me get over that, I had to really push myself to love them, though. Since I was embarrassed to feel that deeply, more than I ever did as a small child.

I felt bad to ship with Yellow for reasons due to what most fanon depicted him to be versus how I saw him personally, I felt bad to ship with Red and Duck because they were semi-canonically canon together and also because Red was SUCH a hot commodity and I didn’t want to seem that Down Bad, and I was scared to selfship with Duck because I didn’t want to seem like I was trying to get back at someone in my past who adored him when really they don’t own him, neither do I, I can enjoy things other people used to without feeling guilty. Because I wasn't loving him to be petty, or loving Yellow to be different, or loving Red because of his popularity, [he isn't as much anymore I don't think] but because I simply love them and who they are. They make me laugh.

To love something without the fear of being made fun of or villainised, simply just LOVING is a big thing for me. And the more I love them the braver I feel, and that’s what they draw me towards.

And that determination to keep loving them BECAUSE of everything and all I’d persevered for [which doesn’t seem like much but for me it was big] I had the courage to leave my bad situation and live semi-independently when I hadn’t before.

It’s the thought that they’d be proud of me that keeps me going. They draw me to a better future for myself. They have faults, self-destructive tendencies, as did I. I still do. But I work through it because they wouldn’t want me to hate themselves so much as I don’t want them to hate themselves.

And if I ever lost that well. I’d be sad but not for long. Because the love I had for them I’d carry onwards, even if I couldn’t love them anymore, because terror and love are the same for me. And yet the love I have and choose to feel outweighs the terror of losing them.

And after that terror I have these wonderful ‘fluffy’ days of thinking about them. Wanting to comfort them, having them comfort me [as best as they can, I think they’d at least try their best]. Because they’ve spent their lives trapped in a house where people yelled at them and gave them lessons that didn’t make sense and endless pain for no reason, I understand how that feels similarly. Why they feel so aimless and unable to express themselves. Why they lash out at the first sign of freedom because being locked away is all they really know. I left my old life because if they couldn't, I could.. I live for them on the slight chance that they'd be proud of me.

Same for all my f/o’s, but I used the trio to explain because they’re my best example.

So what draws me to selfshipping is the acceptance of myself and what I enjoy, and courage to explore more of that.

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dreamtuna · 10 months

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Welcome!

First of all, let's make this clear. This is an 18+ blog with plenty of spicy nsfw content, so minors dni please I will block you

I'm dreamtuna. You can call me Dream, Tuna or any (reasonable) variation you find fun. I used to be xyumemi on here but changed my username to match my vibe more. Ultimately, I'm still just a lil tuna fish with big dreams.

I'm 31 and use she/they pronouns. I'm from Scotland and no, I don't have a cool accent sadly. (Although I was told the other day I'm noticeably Scottish so maybe I do?)

I recently returned to tumblr after like, a decade away. It's very different, but I feel comfy, welcome and motivated for the first time, so I'm planning on sticking around.

My main fandom rn is Attack on Titan but this is absolutely a multi fandom blog. The vast majority of the content will be AoT, with a heavy focus on Levi.

My interests very much hop around whatever I'm consuming currently, so I'll update this with whatever is relevant, but some of my other interests that you might see include (bold are my hyperfixations rn):

One Piece (finished Arabasta - Zoro, Chopper), JJK (Nanami, Toji, Megumi, Nobara), Pokemon (Raihan, Friede, Rika), Paradox Live (Iori), Dragon Ball (Vegeta, Cell), Genshin Impact (Neuvillette, Zhongli, Cyno, Tighnari), Bucchigiri?! (Marito), The Apothecary Diaries (Maomao, Jinshi), Frieren (Stark, Himmel, Frieren, Fern), Honkai Star Rail (Dr Ratio, Jing Yuan, Sampo, Dan Heng)

If you're interested, you can see my current anime/manga list here but please don't think too much about my ratings. They're inconsistent and done on feelings immediately following the finale lmao. And for games you can check here. Feel free to ask about anything, I don't mind! Also always feel free to tag me in related stuff, I love seeing my favs 💖

I write, mostly Levi x Reader atm. It makes me smile a lot when I see people enjoying my work. I'm enjoying writing again for the first time in over a decade.

Until I have enough to be worth making a masterlist (coming soon!!), you can find my writing here. Please keep in mind there is nsfw content.

In the meantime, you can see my oneshots here and my short pieces here (drabbles, headcanons, anything like that).

These tags will be changing shortly to reflect my name change, but I'm feeling lazy tonight...

You can also see writing I particularly like if you want some recommendations right here. Again, lots of nsfw in there.

I'm anxious and awkward but my asks are open and I'm always happy to talk to anyone. Feel free to yeet prompts/requests my way too (no guarantees I'll fulfil them though) or ask me questions about my headcanons, selfship etc or just in general. Doesn't have to be confined to AoT either, feel free to ask about whatever is on your mind.

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bihansthot · 9 months

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Title: Super Self-indulgent Shark Week Spectacular

Rating: G (there is one swear though)

Pairing: Bi-Han x Sol (me), Tomas x Hallvard

Summary: So it’s a little late for Shark Week, but I finally sat down and finished up my super self-indulgent selfship Shark Week spectacular. Feel free to join me on my little adventure as I get to my love of Shark Week with my youngest son for the first time. Thank you lovelies for encouraging me to split my time between reader inserts and self ship content. I don’t really expect anyone to read this but if you enjoy domestic fluff an sharks you might enjoy it.

Author’s Note: As always if you enjoy this please feel free to like, comment and or reblog and please feel free to ask any self ship questions you have, I’m always happy to talk about it. Based on my previous poll, I did drop the tonal accents on the Chinese words, so there are smattering of Chinese names, and familiar terms. Thank you all again for encouraging me to write this and special thanks to @kutleki who also shares my love of Bi-Han and sharks lol

“Bingbing’s asleep? You’re sure? You didn’t just put her in her bed and shut off the light and just walk out did you?” I ask raising an eye at my husband.

“Babe, what do you take me for? First of all, I read her a story until she literally blacked out, then I snuck out of her grasp, tucked her in, and left the room. She’s sound asleep.” Bi-Han answers as he grabs a bowl of popcorn from the kitchen.

“Hmm, ok,” I reply, skeptical that my husband was successful in putting our almost three-year-old to bed. I turn to my sons, “you sure you’re not going to get nightmares, Xue?”

My youngest son gives me an indignant face that I’ve seen his father make too many times, “Mama I’m 9! I’m not a little boy! Sharks aren’t going to give me nightmares! You and Baba kissing all the time will though.” He mimes vomiting and wraps his arms around his stomach and hunching over as if he was in pain.

“Try living with it as long as we have,” my oldest twins answer in unison as they pile onto the couch next to me, leaving no room for their father.

Bi-Han arrives with the popcorn and gives me an upside-down kiss, “oh yeah, total nightmare fuel,” he chuckles and hands the twins the bowl of popcorn.

I shiver slightly and zip my hoodie up a little more, I love spending time with my husband and my boys, but being surrounded by cryomancers with no natural resistance required proper clothing.

Bi-Han notices my slight shiver, “need a blanket babe?” He doesn’t wait for my answer and makes his way to our bedroom to grab one of the fur duvets from our plush king-sized bed. He makes his way back in the living room and the temperature dips again and I’m grateful when he wraps the blanket around my shoulders. He narrows his eyes and looks around before looking at the twins, “and where exactly am I supposed to sit?”

“On the floor with Xue?” Xiao-Han, my oldest, answers confidently.

“Yes, that’s exactly where you boys belong,” Bi-Han glares at the twins while crossing his arms over his chest.

“Y-yes baba,” they answer sheepishly as they slink onto the floor next to their younger brother.

“Is everyone finally settled,” I ask, slightly annoyed with having to wait this long to start watching Shark Week because at the rate we’re going it will be Xue’s bedtime before we can even watch one episode. I grab the remote as my hoard of boys answer affirmatively and I’m just about to press play on the DVR when the door opens wide with a clunk.

“Sorry, we’re late Sol!” Tomas’ voice greets me as he’s followed by Hallvard and Kuai Liang all showing themselves inside our dwelling.

I blink and look over at Bi-Han, “you invited your brothers and didn’t tell me?”

“Well you said it was family night, so yeah? I didn’t think you’d mind,” Bi-Han gives me an odd look as if he didn’t understand what the problem could possibly be.

I scowl at him before turning my attention to our extended family, “guys keep it down, Bingbing is asleep.” I hiss, hoping my boisterous in-laws didn’t wake the baby.

Tomas at least has the decency to look ashamed of himself, “sorry Sol,” he whispers as they make their way to the living room.

Bi-Han stands up, “I’m going to make more popcorn one bowl isn’t going to be enough.” I give him a dismayed look, “babe it’s ok, the boys don’t have school tomorrow, it’s Friday night, and Air Jaws will wait for you, I promise.”

“What about Colossus though? And Deep Blue and Duchess? Are they going to wait?” I sulk as I rattle off the names of Great Whites made famous over the years.

Bi-Han throws another package of popcorn in the microwave and pushes the button while he chuckles, “they’re already recorded qīn, they’ll be fine.”

Kuai Liang settles on the couch next to me and I feel the chill of all my cryomancers dissipate slightly, “do you want me to go check on Bingbing and make sure she’s still asleep?”

I sigh, “if you don’t mind, I really wouldn’t mind letting her stay up, but she’s not even three yet, I don’t know if the sharks would scare her or not. I was about Xue’s age when I started watching Shark Week even if it is a bit older than that, but I suppose I did have a lot of picture books about sharks when I was younger, but not two years old, younger.”

“I don’t mind, she’s my precious niece,” Kuai Liang replies as he gets up and heads down the hallway towards the kids' bedrooms, and my nice air of warmth is gone. A moment or two passes before he comes back with Bingbing nestled excitedly in his arms, “she uh wasn’t asleep.”

“I was afraid of that,” I hold my arms out to take my daughter from her Uncle, but Kuai Liang makes a face and hugs her closer as he sits down with her. I shrug in defeat as he cuddles Bingbing closely and starts baby-talking to her in Chinese, her little face lights up and she tries her best to babble back to him. I feel inadequate, Bi-Han and I have been together 15 years and I can barely string a sentence together in Mandarin, and my two-year-old speaks it better than I can, in my defense Bi-Han is not exactly the best teacher, I try and justify though I find it hard to believe my lie when all four of my children are multilingual and I still need the help of google translate to go to the market. I scowl and turn to my brother-in-law, “cover her eyes if it gets too gruesome.”

“Will do,” Kuai Liang agrees and resumes playing with Bingbing by trying to eat her hands which she is absolutely living for, and squealing with delight.

“Did Uncle Liang play with me when I was Bingbing’s age?” Xue asks and I can’t tell if he’s jealous of his little sister or genuinely curious.

“Are you stupid,” Xiao-Bing answers before I can, “Uncle Liang always played with you when you were meimei’s age, he wouldn’t leave you alone.”

“I played with you and Xiao-Han when you were babies too, you used to love answering your foot like it was a phone, it was so cute,” Kuai Liang reassures the twins, making sure they all know their Uncle spent equal time with them.

“Hey don’t forget about us!” Tomas chimes in stealing a handful of popcorn from the twins, “he’s not your only Uncle! Uncle Halle and I have been here the whole time too!”

I chuckle, “yes you’ve all had plenty of Uncles to look after and play with you boys ever since you were born, I don’t know who was more nervous when I was pregnant first, your Baba or your Shushu.”

“Mama, I don’t wanna hear about Han and Bing again, I want to watch sharks!” Xue pouts and shoves a handful of popcorn in his mouth.

I sigh and look over towards the kitchen, “I want to watch sharks too but we have to wait for Baba.”

Bi-Han dumps the popcorn in a bowl and heads back into the living room passing the bowl to Hallvard, “are we finally good? Do we need a third bowl of popcorn?” He asks hovering next to the couch not wanting to risk sitting down.

“We can always make more if we need it,” Tomas quips. “Sit down gēgē, I think if Sol has to wait any longer she’s going to go cage diving with the sharks herself.”

I finally open up the Discover Plus app on my phone and connect it to our living room tv and press play on the latest installment of Air Jaws: the Final Frontier, excited to be able to see my favorite, breaching Great White Sharks. I’m greeted with a pleasant, familiar face as Andy Brandy Cassagrande introduces the premise of trying to find breaching sharks in New Zealand. I curse under my breath and it doesn’t go unnoticed.

“What’s wrong babe, I thought you liked this guy?” Bi-Han asks while stealing some popcorn from his younger, adopted brother.

“It’s not Andy I’m upset about, it’s those damn orcas, Port, and Starboard I’m upset about. Why have they not been tagged or dragged off to Sea World or something, they’re decimating the Great White population in South Africa and forcing the sharks from their homes,” I complain glaring at the mention of the problematic whales.

“Babe, it’s nature. Discovery Channel can’t just swoop in and save the sharks single handily,” Bi-Han replies, and while he’s right the answer still rubs me the wrong way.

“Yeah well, next family trip is South Africa, you’re going to rip those orca’s spines out and I’m going to go cage diving with the sharks and boop their snoots,” I state bluntly as I’m suddenly met with stares from my boys and in-laws. “What? The orcas deserve it!”

Bi-Han hisses in my ear, “the boys aren’t supposed to know I can rip a spine out I thought, that was your rule if I remember correctly. You didn’t want them exposed to the assassin side of the Lin Kuei, only the martial arts aspects and I agreed that the boys wouldn’t be assassins.” Bi-Han seems upset and worried that I had said too much.

“Fuck,” I whisper and suddenly flush red at my mistake, “kidding! Only kidding! I just hate those orcas so much that I wish Baba was able to take care of them so easily!” I try and talk my way out of my predicament, but thankfully my children seem engrossed with the sharks circling the cage diver to notice my backtracking.

“Smooth qin, real smooth,” Bi-Han rolls his eyes and gropes around for the popcorn bowl before Tomas helps him out and moves the bowl under his hand.

“I mean Baba’s crazy strong, if it’s possible to rip a spine out, which I don’t think it is, he probably could,” Xiao-Han replies casually as if we discussed the physical aspects of dismemberment all the time.

“It’s not possible,” Bi-Han is quick to inform his son, trying to get the topic onto something else, “woah! That shark is huge! Look at it!”

“Why is he so big?” Xue asks, clearly spellbound by the magnificent animal circling the cage and nosing at the seal decoy.

“She, pumpkin, that’s a girl shark, they’re much bigger than the male sharks, so anytime you see a really big shark it’s most likely a girl,” I inform my youngest son.

“Why are the girls so much bigger,” he asks, clearly confused by this considering his own parents' dynamic was very much the opposite.

“Well, they have to be really big to fend off predators and to be able to take care of their babies,” I reply finally stealing a bit of popcorn for myself.

“But Baba keeps the family safe,” Xue insists, “you’re too small Mama.”

“Things are different with sharks, shark mamas are big and strong because shark babas don’t stay around and help the mother shark raise the babies, they do everything on their own so they have to be able to take care of themselves and their babies,” I explain before adding. “You’re right though I can’t take care of you all as well as Baba can, which is why we keep him around,” I laugh slightly and pull the blanket closer as I snuggle up to Bi-Han.

“You also keep me around for my excellent dumpling skills, don’t forget that,” Bi-Han laughs as if he doesn’t bring anything to the relationship outside of his brute strength and culinary prowess.

“At least the children wouldn’t starve if I spontaneously died,” I laugh as I’m swatted by my brother-in-law.

“Sol! Don’t say things like that in front of the baby, you’ll upset her!” Kuai Liang scolds as he covers Bingbing’s ears.

“You better not spontaneously die, Baba’s dumplings are good and all but I can’t eat them every single day, besides there’s no way he’ll remember to buy us the Oreo mooncakes, we’ll just end up with boring sesame, and the crappy ones with nuts and ham Shushu likes,” Xiao-Bing starts while Xiao-Han finishes the complaint while stuffing popcorn into their mouths.

“So glad my cooking and ability to buy the right mooncakes is why you want me alive,” I sulk and pull the blanket around me higher.

Bi-Han shoots the boys a look and they immediately mumble, “sorry mama.”

I try and ignore the twins' reasonings to keep me alive and remind myself they are teenagers and I’m lucky they don’t tell me they hate me on a daily basis as I finally let myself get sucked into Andy’s hunt for breaching sharks in New Zealand. We watch the rest of the special with little commentary aside from the occasional “woah!” from my youngest son. The special ended with a super satisfying breaching Great White and potential hope that the Great Whites might have found a new home in New Zealand. Thankfully Bingbing was sound asleep in Kuai Liang’s arms and didn’t seem to have been scared of the sharks she did end up seeing and I can’t help but think to myself “she’s my daughter, of course she isn’t scared of sharks,” it feels surreal but so satisfying to sharing something that had been such a big part of my childhood with my own children. It was hard to believe Shark Week was celebrating its 35th anniversary but my boys were so amazed by it and intrigued that I hoped it continued another 35 and was something I’d be able to share with my grandchildren.

“Can we watch another Mama?” Xue asks, he had abandoned the empty bowl of popcorn in favor of his stuffed polar bear because of course all my children received stuffed polar bears when they were children. It wasn’t just a nod to their father but it was also special to me because when I was a very sickly child growing up in the hospital a kindly nurse had gifted me a stuffed polar bear after my first major heart surgery. I often thought it was fate that I had ended up with my Polar Bear.

“It is getting kind of late, but I suppose one more won’t hurt,” I agree and queue up Jaws vs the Meg and snuggle closer to my husband, my heart overflowing with happiness as my family is all together to enjoy this. I’m a little sad my own brothers aren’t here to experience it, but they haven’t seen the boys since my Father’s 70th bday, and have never met Bingbing. It was hard living another world away sometimes, but I wouldn’t change my life for anything.

“What’s this one about Mama?” Xue’s voice cuts through my slight melancholy.

“This one? Only the coolest sharks ever! The Great White vs their prehistoric ancestor the Megalodon! It’ll be awesome!” I perk up with the excitement of my two favorite sharks being showcased in one special.

“Cool!” The boys echo as we settle back in to enjoy the special.

I definitely hit the jackpot as I look around at my extended family, and happily push play.

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