#but it sucks

[residentmara]

unequivocally GUILTY!!

#chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj whole #cccc fanart #milgram #amane momose #screenshot redraw #i have multiple titles for this drawing #fan art #:3 #sillay #i like ...milgram....... #autism #learning how to paint is also fun #kinda #but it sucks

[solivagantingrebel]

The Lord does not like to see me winning (i cant write fanfics because im too uncomfortable and in pain)

#i mean i will do it anyway #but it sucks #ughugughuguvrdybki #vent #camus get better soon so you can focus on writing and nothing else challenge impossible

[mars-ipan]

danganronpa is so fucking crazy bc it’s like “hi. this is a game series with a fucking amazing premise. unfortunately the writing sucks and is bad and you will spend half the time going ‘eugh why did they write that’ but you will play the whole thing anyways and get attached to your favorite characters and cry when they inevitably die. also it is filled with romance subplots that will stay in your brain forever” HUH??????

#marzi speaks #like. dr sucks but i like it. #but it sucks #but then like. there’s just??? so much in-depth romance and it makes me want to cry??? #like. like. thh. asahina + sakura (so sorry lesbians i do not know their ship name). they are so cute and then they are so tragic #and ishimondo. GODDDDD ishimondo. you get to go ‘oh HELL yeah’ for a chapter and then they make you HURT #even like. makoto w/sayaka. start of the betrayal girlfriend trend. love it #and even toko and togami are interesting!!! like they will not date and should not date but they are fascinating #and then sdr2. do not get me STARTED on komahina what sort of psychosexual freudian bullshit are they on i will never know #but there’s also like. hinanami who r SO good. and mahiru and hiyoko who. tbh i wish they were handled better but still #fuyupeko. they make me crazy. and their parallels to akane and nekomaru. aaaa #SONDAM oh my goddd. they’re so #i may not be a v3 fan but they DID give us a lesbian love triangle and i do have to thank them for that #also the best polycule in the world in the form of the workout trio #kokichi i don’t like. but i DO like his little crush on shuichi even if i think it’s one-sided #kiibouruma will forever be real to me tho. world’s worst polycule. for balance #anyways why does dr have so many good romance plots. they’re so. why are those so good #AND WHY ARE LIKE HALF OF THEM QUEER. WHY DOES THE HOMOPHOBIA GAME HAVE SO MUCH QUEER CODING #idk i’m insane. <3 i’m a little crazy. komahina what the hell even are you….

[idoweirdcrap]

dirty laundry was a disappointment

fight me bout it

#but it wasnt good #fuck dirty laundry #sorry to whoever wrote it #but it sucks #move on

[rainbowsuitcase]

One of the many things that frustrates me about the MCU is that Steggy could have been something really good - and stay with me now.

It could have been one of the pillars of Steve's story, this man out of time incapable of moving on from things long gone, forever hung up on what if's and could have been's, stuck on this one girl he barely knew, wondering if he ever really had a chance with her.

His ending, the resolution to his story, was supposed to be learning to let go of the past and live in the present. His conclusion was supposed to be throwing that damn compass away, breaking it, burning it, something and going out to a bar to find someone new. He was supposed to move on.

But the creators were so exhaustingly stupid and stubborn, that in the last five minutes of what could have been a really good movie, they broke Steve's character, broke his story and his character arc, broke the time travel rules they established in the very same movie.

Steve's story and Peggy's role in it could have been something really great. They'd been building it up for years. And they screwed it up at the last second, tripped - downright fell on their faces at the finish line.

All because they'd rather break it all themselves than let the fans make up something they didn't agree with.

#i want to love steggy #but it sucks #fuck you russos #fuck endgame #and fuck everyone who approved it #steve rogers #stucky #steggy #peggy carter #captain america #i could rant about endgame for hours #hydra stomper seems to have broken the dam #there's more where this came from trust me #and keeping it civil is very hard #when a part of me just want to yell in these ppl's faces #i'm the fan forever hung up on could have been's #and just like my fav character #i will never move on

[bloobluebloo]

Strength training is important. It increases bone density. It reduces your chances of injuring yourself due to stronger muscles and better control. It makes you physically strong so you can lift and carry things on your own. It helps your grip strength immensely.

But maaaaaaaaaaaan

#I need to strength train to sustain my other activities aka running and biking #but it SUCKS #this programs SUCKS #I will feel better about it when i reach the end and see my benchmark results but it SUCKS #admiral’s log

[i-am-a-fan]

i’ve gone through more puberties than the average man, but god the worst one has to be artist puberty between each new growth set.

#you have an new style based on your old style #and it never looks right #so you stop drawing #but to get better and used to it you HAVE to push through the horrors #but it SUCKS #anyways #speck rambles

[kidfur]

oh the pain of wanting to be coddled and cooed at but being told im cute and calling me the things i explicitly want to be called makes me feel as though i have to put on a performance and Appease people, making the thing i literally am into an obligation, thus parts of my identity get ruined for me for a while...

#wishy speaks #idk how to explain this #but it sucks #i want to be babied and told im cute #but i also hate expectations #and i hate performances #so i would really like it if my brain didnt ruin things like this for me #nothing recent happened to inspire this post btw just thinking abt past experiences

[eldritchqueerture]

straight up not having a good time rn lads

#idk whats wrong. is it the weather. is it exhaustion. is it depression episode. #but it Sucks #got my blood drawn and i almost fainted which doesnt usually happen so theres that #i need to sleep for like two days straight #alas. the semester starts and i have to keep working so. #niki.rambles

[spoonietimelordy]

Well my birthday party is cancelled... not anyone's fault, there was an emergency, but yeah...

#charlie is rambling #quite sad #trully #want to cry #not anyone's fault #and i shouldnt center myself here #but it sucks

[ashes-in-a-jar]

A metaphor

#tma #mag 111 #tma 111 #gerry keay #the magnus archives #fear rainbow #but it sucks

[wonderlandmind4]

Ever have a friend you met and connected with so so well and they mean so much to you, but suddenly after years pass…they just never respond to you anymore? You see they’re active elsewhere, you send them things letting them know you still think about them/care about them and just nothing? You get nothing back.

For me, idk how or why (jk I think I do? I think it’s a trauma response) but I have developed the fear of abandonment. Or well, the fear of not being good enough for someone? Maybe it’s from the…um…things that happened during my childhood/teen years. But anyway, I just don’t feel good enough sometimes or that I’m too much of a bother. So I kinda stopped talking as well? Because…am I bothering you? Do I annoy you? When did this happen, why did it happen?

I just miss this person and it makes me sad when I open the text to send them something and type it out, that I delete it and close out because…maybe they don’t want to hear from me again.

#cold meds are strong on this post #but it sucks #we talked everyday #not anymore #sometimes I can’t understand why people post on SM but can’t respond to a simple text

[xamaxenta]

Aahg reminded of that incredible marcoace art where Marcos staring deadeyed glazed eyes slit pupiled with his face jaw mouth smeared in gore and blood and Ace laying beneath him head tipped back with his throat torn out beautiful wilting

#RETURJSN TO CANNIBALISTIC TENDENCIES MARCOACE #for thirsty thursday as a treat #its so sexy to think Marco just devoured him like that and Ace just expires in his arms languishing #i wrote a little somthing #but it sucks #so ill edit it and post to ao3…… mebbe

[ryanthedemiboy]

Shout out to me for actually doing my shot on time!!

#needles / #it's usually 8-9 days between shots instead of 7 #but i actually managed to do it today! #i really do hate doing these #i still can't look when i get blood drawn or anything #and if i think about the needle too much while it's going in i'll pass out #but i manage #i have done this hundreds of times #and while it got easier in the mechanical sense #and bc i switched to subq bc w IM i kept passing out #it hasn't mentally gotten much easier #i can do it without a problem #but it sucks #it's the best option for me #even larger doses and more time between are worse for me #the smaller amt subq every week is the best for me #in theory the implants are great #in reality just the thought makes me nauseous #if i look at a tb test i pass out #for reference #needles are fine #things under my skin are not

[abastardworthknowing]

this is probably silly but

I thought of a human au where Aziraphale owns a flat block in a small town and Crowley moves into one of the houses.

He’s the same as in the show, where he waives tennant’s flat fees if they can’t afford it (forget about it this month and just focus on making sure you eat and pay for your wellbeing. If you can pay me next month do, but i’d rather you looked after yourself first.) Most of his tennants try to pay him anyway, and he really doesn’t mind/ care because the only thing he has to pay for on the property is utilities. (in this country if your landlord includes utilities in the rent they are either very kind or something shady is going on lmao, it tends to be included in student rent though.)

anyway the reason i thought of this is because in sims now you can play as a landlord. as though that’s oh so stressful. All you need to do, with your thousands of pounds of rent, is make sure your tenants houses are liveable. No-one is asking for more, if they are, ngl who cares. YOU’RE A LANDLORD. *shakes fist at Maxis*

also like i can just imagine all of the tenants really liking aziraphale because he’s such a different landlord versus the ones irl haha, and they’re probably long term tenants. Maybe he does this to help people save to buy themselves permanent homes?

Anyway Crowley ends up letting a space in the block, and aziraphale does all the niceties of making sure he’s settled in asking him if he needs anything. Only the difference here is aziraphale is obviously like phwoar at Crowley and Crowley is the same back. But there’s a power imbalance. He doesn’t want the attraction to be a lie. (In so far as Crowley is only attracted to him because he’s nice/ feels obligated to sleep with him because aziraphale is nice etc)

Anyway in the end after aziraphale gives in and believes Crowley likes him because *he’s aziraphale* (I think I’d call him Ezra Fell, I know someone called Ezra irl also it sounds close to Israfel! :O anyway tangent)

Side Idea: The other arch angels are his half siblings, perhaps? OR maybe Aziraphale was born into a benevolent (? hah he wishes) gang. But idk if i like the gang idea. I do like God is Azi’s parent idea though. but in a butch way. and a we made money legitimately somehow *wink* way.

Gabriel, Michael, Sandalphon and Uriel are his half siblings. like each have their own parent, type deal maybe? Maybe Gabriel and Michael have the same parent? (no reason just an idea)

Or perhaps Uriel and Aziraphale share a parent, and Uriel wants nothing to do with the family, but was born into power anyway.

idk anyway the point is the family are well off. Maybe god is a business person and is rich af. owns stocks and all that? Then gave Aziraphale (and the others) loads of money and Azi was like thanks much appreciated this feels dirty and i need to use it right. So he does a lot of community work and funding work + you know houses people who need it.

Also the tennants’ money goes straight towards the property. He otherwise doesn’t touch it cause he’s literally loaded. Plus owns a bookshop and stuff. Not that he sells the books. But. He needs his family to think he’s doing *something* to earn money (Gabriel calls him lazy regularly. Bastard.)

uhhh this idea ran away with me whoops

@harleybecomecrowley so you see this but i’ll let u know in disc too :D <3

#go aziraphale #go crowley #gomens #good omens #aziracrow #aziraphale #crowley #I ran with this idea so hard i had to put it on the blog #also i wanna play sims #but it sucks #this level of story telling does not exist in that game i gotta imagine it 😭 #azaria.text #azaria.idea

[darrowsrising]

I am not trying to critique the choice of extracting the Mercury Howlers from Darrow's pov, but they would have never tried to use Pax to hurt Darrow in a disagreement. Also, they would have given Darrow a safe space to grieve Alexandar in peace.

So less character conflict, but less frustration for me 🫠. I would have prefered that, ngl.

#darrow may not mind it but i do because i have a heartbeat unlike pierce #light bringer spoilers #light bringer #iron gold and light bringer are frustrating me a lot in these terms #because darrow is there all the time when his friends are at their lowest and darkest #and they cannot be bothered to reciprocate #it's not okay #he deserves compassion and understanding too #it probably boils down to the ol' gold raising #but it sucks #amd yeah i know they are the fandom faves #i said what i said