#buck and eddie can have each other

[thebiggerbear]

um...

is someone going to tell them or...?

#i was looking up Tommy goodness and came across this #look at chim's reaction too #explain yourselves 911 show #as much as i love Tommy is there hope for later on? #buddie #911 #don't mind me #i'm just over here applying my clown make-up #buck and eddie can have each other #...can i take Tommy? 👉👈 #i know he wouldn't be into me but i want him 🥺 #whines in thirsty

[buttercupbuck]

"you know, my therapist says everyone needs a safe space, a place where you can fully be yourself"

[image description: 2 large gifs of evan buckley and eddie diaz from 9-1-1.

gif 1: from season 6 episode 12. in the diaz home, eddie (out of frame) watches buck sleep on his couch, his arm draped across the sofa.

gif 2: from season 7 episode 5. at buck's apartment, the camera pans as eddie, holding his phone, turns to face buck as buck rounds the corner of his kitchen island.

/end ID]

#the way they both seek refuge in each other makes me so incredibly unwell actually #its just. its always been them #no matter the homes they've tried and failed to build with others it's always been the two of them #also don't even wanna go into the “a place where you can fully be yourself” / “you don't have to be anything for anyone” of it all #especially not in the context of both buck and eddie's storylines in 7.05 #maybe that'll be its own fun and separate set for when im less sleep deprived lol #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #buck x eddie #911 on abc #911 abc #9-1-1 #alicia edits

[buckttommy]

Bobby immediately turning to look at Eddie when he saw that Buck was dead was certainly....a choice

#Bobby is in this unique position where he especially is aware at all times of how close Buck and Eddie are to losing each other at any #moment. Which means he is always prepared to have to be the one to step in... to make the hard call... to be the bearer of bad news #the absolute worst news you can give someone. #In this scene Bobby takes on multiple roles — Captain yes. But also father. But also the only one who could possibly stand between Eddie #and the man he loves and get away with it #The layers to this scene are absolutely sickening. I'm literally just... in shock rn. Holy fuck. #jack.txt #tv: 911 #911 spoilers

[homerforsure]

Having this half formed thought about how Buck will do anything to save a relationship except fight for it and Eddie will fight for ones he doesn’t even want just so he doesn’t fail at them and let the other person down.

#firefighting being the one exception for buck #he’s just waiting to be left and tries to ask for as little as possible to stave it off as long as he can #and eddie feeling like it’s his responsibility to make things work #and make it work by himself really #neither of them actually do the give and take thing with their significant others #and so imagining buck standing up to say i want this and i will have the hard conversations with you and build it with you to eddie #and eddie saying your wants and needs are not a burden #i can hold you up #we can hold each other up #ugh #buddie #thought spiral

[rysridley]

them: so do you ship buddie or bucktommy? which is it?

me: yes

#bucktommy #buddie #911 abc #tbh I just want buck happy #slayyyyy #evan buckley #💅🏼 #eddie diaz #tommy kinard #well they can always have each other

[warpedpuppeteer]

Thinking about how Buck always wanted a family who loves him unconditionally just as he is and he finds it in Eddie and Chris. Thinking about how Eddie is always looking for a partner who makes him feel like they're best friends before anything else and someone who doesn't think of him as a failure and he finds it in Buck. Thinking about how Chris had to wait for years for his mom to come back only for her to die just awhile later which makes him think what's the point anyways but then he has Buck who waded through a tsunami for hours just to find him and who died and went into a coma but found a way to come back like Chris asked him to; not even death being able to keep them apart. Thinking about these 3 lost souls looking for someone who will find them reason enough to stay and finally finding it with each other; a little family of three 🥹🥹🥹

#i forgive you and you can have my back any day #i really admire that kid and until then you still got me cause I'm not going anywhere #you don't have to tell me how great Eddie is I know and you don't have to pretend with me #it's awesome dad buck knows everything and but wherever you are you have to come back #i can go on forever with how they have each other 🥹 #buckley diaz family #evan buckley #eddie diaz #christopher diaz #buddie #911 abc #little family of three

[stagefoureddiediaz]

Thinking thoughts about Abuela being back and with this backstory about her being taken in by charlatans and Eddies whole catholic guilt thing and how the two things kind of play into one another as an exploration of faith and being taken in by something.

Abuela giving all her money to the tarot card readers etc because she was searching for something - for connection (with Abuelo) - trying to recapture what she had lost, and How Eddie has spoken about trying to re-find the magic he had with Shannon - how Eddie hasn't actually fully reconciled the Shannon of it all when it comes to relationships and how his Catholic guilt connects into that.

How Marisol as a physical representation of Catholicism is part of that narrative - how Eddie is entering a place where he has to chose his path - in order to move on from Shannon he needs to fully square the hole - catholic or non catholic. And how that needs to happen first - before he can begin his queer journey!

#this is so incoherant #I'm also thinking about how Marisol fits into this narrative and how this idea of being taken in or fooled by a person plays into what we #know of her - how she wasn't upfront with Eddie (not saying she had to be right from the off but before moving in!!!) - how she is kind of #representative of secrets - especially around faith and ones connection with faith because she is essentially a stand in for catholicism #which (sorry to all the catholics out there) peddles in magic and secrets in order to keep the mystery of faith alive and therefore keep #people believing. How Eddie's reckoning with himself and the ghost of Shannon ultimately means choosing either to follow the path of #catholicism or non catholicism #How Marisol is a tie to religion and therefore his reasons for not having successful relationships after her (or even with her) and how #Eddie letting go will ultimately mean letting go of Marisol - how he can never fully move forward while catholicism still lingers #how I don't' think we'll be seeing the queer aspect of this narrative this season - that dealing with this first part is key and only once #he has figured it out can he then be free to know himself - is true self better - and accept and move into his full self as a queer man #so yeah - catholic guilt arc 7b and 8a - as its really a two parter - finally dealing with the remnants of Shannon - and its connection wit #his faith and then when truly free of that exploring his queerness! #So yeah - Marisol will possibly be here until towards the end of the season because she is meant to be the trigger point for Eddie in #relation to Shannon - its why they made the difference (and similarities) between S and M very obvious in 7x01 #they have the time to build this story arc more fully now with the s8 renewal - to do it justice and unfortunately as part of that it means #she'll probably be around longer than any of us would like! #I don't know if I even make sense at this point #but I do want to reitterate that the show is goig out of its way to contrast her with Buck as well #to really show how close and right for each other Buck and Eddie are so no one needs to panic - she's here for the narrative not forever! #911 abc #911 spoilers #eddie diaz

[try-set-me-on-fire]

Me: this one will be a slow burn I think

Eddie Diaz: no actually i need to tell him i love him immediately

#calm down sir #i was driving home thinking about how to continue the scene i just posted and was like well what if Eddie’s like. #we’re partners in every other way why not try romantically. haha. (so nervous he’s about to vomit) #you dont have to raise this kid alone because i didnt have to raise my kid alone. i had you. #and buck is like Eddie. Eddie…….. #you have to know I love you but i dont know if i can do that right now #if I’m about to adopt a child- #i mean first i haven’t even been approved yet and I don’t know what a new relationship does to my chances #second everything’s going to a mess for awhile i dont want Us to immediately be put under so much pressure #and they;re just like :( at each other #and buck’s like is it awful to ask you to wait for me #and Eddie’s like of course not. of course i will. #and you’re still not going to be alone. I’ll be here for you however you want me. #and then they have to go back in to the dinner party and try to be normal! good luck!

[ranbling]

I do not believe Buck will not be there for Eddie (and Chris) no matter how much Eddie screws up with this whole Kim storyline.

Buck and Eddie will always be there for each other no matter what

#911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #i will not believe Buck will let Eddie feel isolated #even if they have an argument because of this whole thing #nothing can so bad to make them not talk to each other

[bi4demibuddie]

I think Buck is the one who realizes his feeling first, but it will be Eddie the one to take that step forward when he realizes that Buck is the one he’s always been looking for. I think Eddie will kiss Buck first, and then Buck will kiss him back like his life depends on it.

#Buck may be too scared to risk what he already has with Eddie #too afraid to lose Chris #so i think Eddie will have to step up #but can you imagine when they do #and they are openly in love with each other #it will be beautiful #911 abc #buddie

[mattzerella-sticks]

When Eddie comes out as gay the funniest thing Buck can do is set him up on a blind date with Josh only for Buck to learn too late that Josh and Eddie don't like each other.

#911 on abc #9-1-1 on abc #911 abc #evan 'buck' buckley #eddie diaz #josh russo #gay eddie diaz #bi buck #they don't hate each other but they also don't get along they're oil and water #they're also adults and know how to exist in the same space without acting childish #i think it'd be funny buck being proud setting them up and telling maddie and chimney only for them to tell buck they don't like each other #only it's too late and eddie and josh arrive at the restaurant to see that buck set them up with each other #and despite not liking each other they stay because they rag on buck for setting them up because they're the only 2 gay guys he knows #3 eddie corrects josh but buck cant set either of us up with his bf #and i also think josh clocks Eddie’s feelings for buck but promises to keep them to himself #and they leave the dinner not closer but with a newfound respect for each other #plus i think it'd be a good way of tackling how not every gay person has to like each other #and also how to be an adult around people you don't like #neither will let buck live this down and also have a weird understanding where if they're in the same room at least they can #bitch and gossip with each other

[ssilentcharlie]

i am here to start my campaign for Gay Eddie Diaz seems as a crossed every part i have and got Bi Buck.

this is my starting point, and i'm gonna run with it.

Gay Eddie Diaz will be coming home to me this season

#also can i just mention how it's so nice they're doing buck and eddie's sexuality storylines outside of each other #i was so scared they'd just put them together and have them stuggle together #p.s i still don't like tommy and hope he leaves soon (and marisol) 😁 #911 #911 abc #911 speculation #911 s7 #911 on abc #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie

[bvckandeddie]

wip wednesday

tagged by @devirnis thank you! ❤️❤️❤️

this is from a wip affectionately titled ‘angst fic,’ a post s6 fic in a world where eddie and buck have known for years the potential of what their relationship could become, yet buck starts dating natalia anyway. eddie handles this, how do you say, uhhh, badly. 😁

Eddie’s about to slump onto the couch, crack open a beer, and start a trashy reality show when his front door opens. Frozen between his living room and dining room, Eddie stares at Buck as he steps inside.

He’s still wearing what he likely wore on his date with Natalia, and he looks unfairly good in a pair of snug black jeans and that checkered jacket he’s been favoring recently. His hair is styled effortlessly with the same pomade he recommended to Eddie after he cut his hair short—every time Eddie uses it, he feels a tiny thrill that he smells like Buck, that they smell like each other.

“Uh,” Eddie says when Buck doesn’t say anything immediately. “Hi?”

“Hey,” he replies, shutting the door behind him. “The boys already asleep?”

“If your jeep didn’t wake them up, then yeah,” Eddie says before he can stop himself, wincing internally at his accusatory tone. “They’re in the backyard.”

Buck nods, shoulders hunching as he shoves his hands into his jacket pockets. He lowers his eyes, not meeting Eddie’s gaze.

This is the moment when Eddie would offer him a beer and a spot on his couch. Instead of asking what Buck wants to watch the way he usually would, he asks, “What are you doing here?”

Buck barely has to twitch his shoulders into a shrug, considering how close they are to his ears already. “If I couldn’t help with the sleepover, I thought I could at least be here to listen to you vent. If you—if you want to.”

Eddie has the abrupt and sudden urge to bite through his own tongue. For reasons that he still can’t parse out, Buck is determined to act like nothing has changed between them, like he still wants to give Eddie his unwavering friendship when Eddie isn’t feeling quite as charitable. Like he can waltz into his house at 11pm on a Friday night and pretend that his lips aren’t kiss bitten from lips that aren’t Eddie’s.

i’m pretty sure every writer i know on here has already been tagged, but i’ll tag @buck2eddie @cowboy-buck @alyxmastershipper @wildlife4life @colonoscopys @oliverstaark if you want to ❤️

#again thanks for tagging me and thinking of me ❤️ #this fic probably won’t be for everyone #after this snippet buck and eddie have a delicious fight and don’t speak to each other for weeks 🥰🤩🤗🤭 #i wrote most of the rest while in a bad mood and you can probably tell #but don’t worry. i’ll make it better. yknow. eventually #(haven’t written that part yet. but it’s coming.) #tag games

[smallandalmosthonest]

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#i totally hear what everyone is saying about the importance of queer guy/straight guy friendship rep #and the way society emotionally isolates men and discourages them from/punishes them for having emotionally intimate friendships with other #with other men. but also. this is not the buck and eddie show. and we have SEEN that on 911. we’ve seen close intimate male friendships #provide unconditional support through crises. we’ve seen chimney do it more times than i can count #(notably through bobby’s suicidality and buck learning about daniel) #we’ve seen buck and chimney through madney’s ppd (whether or not that support was perfect!!!) #we’ve seen michael and bobby through michael’s diagnosis and them finding a balance in raising the kids #we’ve seen eddie and bobby support each other as each other’s mirrors #idk i know this is the shipping website but sometimes i see people talk about this being why they don’t want canon buddie anymore and #it’s not that i am a buddie-or-bust guy (bc im a pessimist) but. it feels sometimes like we’re undervaluing the other male characters #and THEIR friendships and the ways THEY have supported each other #and the ways THEY have combatted toxic masculinity and patriarchy #anyway.

[photographypunk]

Gotta love that while being in many fandoms and oftentimes want specific scenarios and such story wise apparently fucking Scriddler is that special thing that gets me willing to work on shit

#i mean i have adderall and that been helping me overall but jeaus #all of my ships and the one i am obsessed enough with and its the most toxic mother fuckers ever #winterbaron is top toxic ship #scriddler though pft these mother fuckers would rip eachother apart for a Klondike bar #they are my special little boys #(ie read as fucked up feral and weird) #you can say zemo and buck at least respect each other #most fanfiction of scriddler eddie is abused and used lol #not bad dont hate it but...the few soft one have my heart #two grumpy bastards who are only diffrent in the kind of trauma walls they built #my heart #totally headcannon as these idiots just needed someone as psychotic to make them realize they can be chill with some people #scriddler #edward nygma #jonathan crane #the riddler #dc scarecrow

[mishtershpock]

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#right so #firstly: oliver stark i love you please never stop #the way he talks about buck is so nice!! not to mention always reiterating that the show was queer before bi buck was confirmed #secondly: oliver stark i love you but please stop!!! #lmao. ben affleck smoking jpeg #i completely understand his reasoning behind what he says about tommy #he can’t confirm or deny anything and changes are he doesn’t even know anything. just like before #when he was waxing poetic about natalia and buck’s future #i just do not like the whole narrative of tommy being a perfect queer elder who can do no wrong and is there to guide buck through this #it’s a disservice to his character. and to buck’s #and to eddie’s if you really wanna go there #tommy is the perfect first boyfriend because he’s got experience. right? that’s what we’re saying? #experience does not equal perfection #and like i said the other day. it suggests eddie is not worthy of being a queer love yet because he has no experience #they hadn’t written the final episodes yet for a reason. they’re posting positive b/t posts on social media for a reason #they’re testing fan reactions to decide what to do with b/t. sorry but i genuinely think that’s the reason #and this characterisation of tommy as perfect and ideal for buck and they’re smitten etc #a second ben affleck smoking jpeg #i have nothing against tommy or b/t together or multi shippers. nothing at all #but i sweaaarrrrrr #if i lose out on the ship who have 6 years friendship and a history of getting through neg and pos experiences together #coparenting and saving each others’ lives. literally and figuratively #being so intrinsically linked to each other #not to mention oliver and ryan’s chemistry #if i lose out on that because people can’t stop screaming about tommy on social media #i will implode and take this place with me #especially because focusing on buck’s lovely new perfect relationship will probably mean that eddie is pushed aside #with a shitty storyline they put no effort into. wait what who said that that’s crazy #i agree that bi buck isn’t about eddie (it’s not about tommy either) and potential queer eddie isn’t about buck #but i’m so done with people saying we can’t hope the two storylines come together in the future. why is it suddenly bad to want buddie