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pairings... Nikolai Gogol x Reader

contains...! smut! fem!reader, alcohol, jelousy(reader), public foreplay, kissing, biting, edging, oral(fem!receiving), oral(Nikolai!receiving), dirty talk

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I apologize for any mistakes in advance - english is not my first language!

Hope you enjoy! xx

I've got two plus characters here, whom I decided not to name since I feel weird about unfamiliar names in fanfics that aren't related to the topic. Use your imagination and name them while reading! ♡

It was a hot summer day, and you were out at your favorite bar with two friends, having some drinks. It’s a small but decent place, hidden from the general public. Your friend XX just went to the counter to get some drinks for the three of you when two men entered the bar. You recognized the tall, white-haired guy: Nikolai. Nikolai and you have been dating for two months now. You haven’t seen him in the past few days since he had some "work stuff" (that’s what he called it) to do.

A pale, black-haired guy followed your date and sat beside him at the counter. It was probably the coworker he told you a bit about.

Nikolai ordered four shots of vodka and two glasses of wine for him and his company. Your friend, XX, gazed at them while she made her order as well. Nikolai noticed XX's curious eyes and gave her a clownish, goofy smile. The man beside him just rolled his eyes and whispered something to Nikolai.

XX grabbed the three drinks from the counter and rushed back to us with red cheeks. "Guys, did you see the hot guys there?" She asked excitedly. "Oh my, that white-haired guy is just...!" She pointed in his direction with her hand, like she couldn't even find words to describe how desperate she became in an instant. "And that handsome smile... he was totally flirting, I’m telling you!"

"Mhm, sure" you murmured without even looking at her. You grabbed your wine and sipped it in one gulp.

“Ay, girl, what’s the matter with you?” The other girl from our group laughed at your action. “You’re already dating someone; don’t be so selfish with your friends!”

“Yeah, she’s right, let our gaze pasture those two hotties, Y/N. Don’t be a meanie.”

You took a deep breath and forced a smile on your face. Since Nikolai hasn't noticed you already, at least you can test how serious he is about this dating thing between you two. You felt the booze slightly hitting your head from the fast drinking.

“I need to go to the toilet, guys” Your forced smile still rested on your face until you turned your back on your friends.

You rushed into the restroom without looking in Nikolai's direction. The irritation on your face was clearly visible. You tried to calm yourself down and splashed some cold water on your cheeks.

You opened the door, and the view you got was just shocking. You felt jealousy taking over in your mind.

Both XX and YY were standing at the counter, talking and giggling with Nikolai and his coworker. Your whole body got frozen for a minute, but then you took a deep breath and walked slowly to them.

“Hey.” You stood there, acting very confident even though your blood was boiling from the anger.

“Oh, finally, Y/N!” XX’s excitement got a bit lower when you arrived. “So, this gentleman here is Nikolai Gogol.” She introduced him. You bite your tongue and force a so-called warm smile on your face and reach out your hand to him.

“Y/N, nice to meet you.” You said it in a cold voice, but a light, cheeky smirk unconsciously appeared in the corner of your mouth. Nikolais shocked face made you feel much better. He gave you a very woozy but long handshake.

“My pleasure” he said with a pretty crooked, quiet voice. Fortunately, your tipsy friends haven’t noticed a single thing.

“And the other gentleman is Fyodor Dostoyevsky.” said YY.

You shook his hand too, with a warm smile. He looked at Nikolai suspiciously when he let go of your hand.

XX leaned into your ear and whispered: “We were trying to dig into these handsome guys’ dating lives, but Nikolai just jokes around about it. Maybe you could get us some information.”

Her eyes were filled with lust, and her voice was really sloppy from the alcohol. You nod almost invisibly and turn to Nikolai again.

“So my friend says you're looking for some fun tonight?” You ask the question loud in a playful tune and place your index finger on his knee.

He seemed shocked, and his face turned a light shade of pink.

“That’s not exactly what I said. I told the ladies I was having a few drinks with my colleague, Fyodor, and would see what came next. Did you hear fun in the sentence somewhere?” He put on a cheeky grin on his face. His eyes were sparkling; he clearly enjoyed the situation.

On the other side, Fyodor looked a bit suspicious and lost.

"I could bring you some fun if you let me." XX appeared beside Nikolai, putting her hand on his shoulder and softly gripping it.

YY seemed a bit off in the situation, as did Fyodor; to be honest, they looked tired and worn out.

"What kind of fun do you have in mind, m’lady?" Nikolai asked playfully, but he still looked into your eyes curiously. It seems like he’s waiting: when will you give this conversation a cold cut?

“Hmm, you see…” She leaned in toward his ears. “Something li-“

"I think you should take YY home. She seems a bit off." You grabbed XX's shoulder hard and pushed her a bit back.

YY’s head was on the counter, she was totally passed out. Who knows how many shots they had while you were in the bathroom?

“Why won’t you take her home? You could call your boyfriend or what, on the way.” She looked absolutely pissed at you.

“Why bother calling my don’t know what to call him if he’s right in front of me?” You said it teasingly. As you finished the question, Nikolai started to chuckle.

"W-what?" XX looked shocked by the information and took a few steps back from us. She stood still for a minute, then forcefully grabbed YY's hand and made her stand up. "I don’t know what this sick, perverted game did you two," she said, looking at Fyodor. "Or three played with us, but we’re leaving." She rushed out with YY from the bar.

Nikolai turned around to Fyodor and asked him with a gentle voice to leave the two of you alone.

"Well then. It was a pleasure to meet you, Y/N." He bowed in your direction as he stood up. He leaned in for a moment to Nikolai and whispered something in his ears before leaving.

“So that’s the way you act when I’m not around? Flirting with anyone and all?” You asked a bit annoyed.

“I think it’s a huge misunderstanding, Dove.” He said in a very gentle, calm tone.

“I think it’s not.” You say it in a very neutral tone. He looks surprised and waits for you to continue. “Well… to be honest, we never discussed what’s going on between us.” You felt a bit exhausted from the former anger you had to deal with.

“A-ha!” He burst out laughing. You look absolutely confused at this moment. “So you think you can have me?” He leaned really close to your face. His breath brushed your face while he spoke. You took a deep breath before answering his question. You licked your teeth and looked directly into his eyes with a very teasing gaze.

“I mean… couldn’t I?” You asked, holding eye contact with him, and a lustful, cheeky smile appeared on your face.

He stared back at you but couldn't stand it for too long.

“Oh fuck” he cussed under his nose, quietly. His cheeks turned a light shade of red.

“Yes? … or no?” You lean in a bit closer, just inches apart from him. You feel your confidence coming back to you.

He looked back at you. "Yes…" Nikolai licked his lips, looked around carefully, and pulled you in for a kiss. He moved gently, pushing them together, then gently slipped his tongue in your mouth.

You feel like your legs are going to give in and let a quiet moan out in the kiss.

“I think we should leave.” Nikolai mumbled on your lips. You lean back against him and nod. A pretty visible tent formed in his pants.

“Oh!” You act surprised for a moment then softly giggle. “Yeah, you’re right.”

He took his cane and stood up, holding his hand out to you. You take it and leave the bar.

“So…” The two of you started walking out of the small, empty street. “I think I’ll take a taxi.”

You see one parking next to the sidewalk, not too far, and raise your hand to make sure the driver can recognize your intentions.

“Care to share one?” Nikolai asked in a quiet, sly voice. You can sense he’s got something planned in his mind.

You decided to play along with the clown.

“Sure, but you see, I live pretty far from here.” You said while getting in the car. You told the driver your address. As soon as you finished, Nikolai quickly pulled the taxi curtains down. “You should tell him t-“ Before you could finish your sentence, he shut you up with a rough kiss. He put his cane on his other side and pushed his body to yours. One of his hands held your waist, and the other wandered on your thighs all the way up until it reached the end of your dress. He gripped the fabric hard, almost destroying it.

“My darling, I should tell you.” He took a deep, heavy breath while speaking. “This dress looks so nice on you…” He leaned toward your ear, whispering every word carefully. “The way it highlights your nice figure… and shows so much of those dainty long thighs…” He let go of the fabric and caressed the bare skin on your leg. “It makes me insane. It makes me wanna eat you up alive.” He moaned in your ears and teasingly licked your earlobe.

He grabbed you by your hips and pulled you underneath himself, making you lay down on the seats. “But I guess you already knew that, am I correct?”

You breathe through your mouth, trembling under his touch. The whole situation excites you. He swung one finger all the way up from your knee on your inner thigh. Your legs started to shake, and you felt your clit pulsing.

“W-we’re still inside the taxi…!” You had to bite down on your lips as Nikolai’s fingers started to wander under your dress. He reached your panties and warily touched your pussy. You struggle to stay silent.

He smiled at you devilishly as he saw how miserable you looked underneath him. He leaned down and started to kiss your neck, still caressing your needy parts.

“You know darling… you made this. So you have to endure it.” He whispered to your skin; the way his breath touched your neck sent shivers down your spine. His fingers wander around your entrance. He pressed one finger there, but your panties are still holding a wall to it. “And you need to take responsibility for this as well.” He held one of your hands and carefully placed it on top of his boner.

You haven’t been intimate with him before. Sure, you’ve been wondering a lot, how big he could be. And now you know the answer: it’s not big. No. It’s huge. You squeeze his digit lightly, and he let out a loud moan into your neck. He hungrily kissed you and started fingering you through your panties. He totally lost control.

Suddenly, the car stopped. It was the perfect wake-up call to realize what you were doing in the back of the car. The driver grinded his throat.

“We’re here.” He said in a really awkward tone.

Nikolai got himself together fast, while you still lay on the backseat, trying to calm yourself a bit.

“Thank you, sir.” He helped you sit up and pay for the ride.

Nikolai opened the door for you and gave you a hand to get out. Your legs felt weak, but the fresh air helped you cool down a bit.

“Wait a minute, Kolya.” You sound really serious. “I don’t remember telling you that you could come to my place.” He looked surprised, his eyebrows nearly touching his hairline. He took one step forward.

“Oh, you’re ab-so-lu-te-ly right, m’lady.” He tugged your hair behind your ear before he leaned in to you. “Then you want me to continue what we were doing here?” He whispered teasingly. You bite your lower lip hard and feel your body heating up again. “You want me to fuck you on the street?” He let out a deep moan and licked your earlobe. He gripped into your asscheek.

You look around quickly, then grab Nikolai’s hand and drag him to the front door. You get your keys out of your bra and slide it in the keyhole.

Nikolai looked amused. “Clever!” He mumbled under his nose. As soon as he set foot in your apartment, he slammed the door behind you and pushed you onto it. “Would you mind putting away my hands the way you did your keys?” He giggled and pulled up the end of your dress with his cane. “Indeed, I found a better place…” He held your hand above your head, pinning you to the door.

He dropped his cane to the floor. With his free hand, he pulled your panties down. He looked amazed by your naked lower body.

“Oh my, oh my. Not just pretty here…” He gave you a light kiss on your lips. “But also pretty here.” He touched your pulsing clit, just putting pressure on it with his palm. You let out a loud moan, and your hips instinctively moved in response.

He smiled wickedly at your behavior. Nikolai licked your lips and opened them for a kiss with his tongue while he slipped two of his slender fingers inside your needy cunt. You were whimpering in an instant, and arched your back from the pleasure. His fingers moved smoothly in your wet pussy, hitting your sweet spot from time to time as he pumped them in and out.

He started to kiss your neck, biting your skin insatiably. He clearly enjoyed how you reacted to his actions. Nikolai let go of your hands and kneeled before you, pulling your panties all the way down to your ankle with his mouth.

You look amused at how sexy he looked. He slowly straightened himself up, leaving his kisses on your leg along the way. He let his tongue out and lightly licked your clit while he still twirled his fingers on the inside. You shriek from the pleasure; unconsciously, you grip his hair and pull him closer to your aching cunt.

“My, my, you’re so impatient.” He smirked and started to eat you out. His tongue moved in circle motion around your clit, sometimes he even sucked on it lightly. He’s really fascinated by how sweet you taste and how soft your skin is there.

He swallowed your juices like it’s the most delicious thing he’s ever had. He groaned in your pussy while licking it closer to his fingers. He slipped the tip of his muscle in your cunt as well. You see stars from the pleasure as you’re getting closer and closer to your climax.

All of a sudden, he stopped moving and gave you a final kiss on your pussy before moving away from it.

“Not so fast, darling.” He stood up and kissed you. You can taste yourself very well, since his whole face is covered in your moist. “You should return the favor first.”

He smiled mischievously at you and placed your hand on his bulging pants. For a moment, you froze; you’re a bit scared about his size. But also crave him, want to know how he tastes, want to see how it looks, want to feel it inside you…

“Or is the little birdie scared?” He started to unbutton his pants and pull it down. His cock sprung right up, twitching in the air. “Kneel down~” He ordered you with a very gentle tone. You do as he told you, and now you face his digit closely. The tip got a nice pinkish shade, and his veins are visible.

“Open your mouth.” He touched your lips with his tip, and a light moan escaped his mouth. You slip your tongue out and lick it before taking it in. His hips started moving and you couldn’t even take a deep breath before you started choking on his long dick. He banged your head hard, the end of his digit slammed into the back of your throat. You felt your tears rolling down your cheeks. His moans filled the apartment; he held your head with both hands as he thrust harder and harder. You look up to him with wide, tear-filled eyes: you can see he’s in full ecstasy.

“Oh, you’re so good… such a good slut…” He groaned out loud,and you feel his cock pulsing intensively in your mouth. You feel his grip tighten in your hair, making you take in all his length.

All of a sudden, he stopped moving; he rested his cock in your mouth. He was panting fast; you could see some sweat sparkling on his face.

In a blink of an eye, you were laying down on the floor with Nikolai’s body towering on top. You were coughing intensively from the deepthroating.

“Now let me test out how well your other hole can take me, darling.” He said in a heated, husky tone and pressed his tip to your entrance. He moved it up and down all over your pussy before entering. With one thrust, he pushed his whole length inside. Your eyes rolled back from the mixture of pleasure and pain. Your pussy was squeezing him tight while he waited patiently for you to get used to his size.

“F-fuck, Nikolai… you’re so big…” You moaned and dug your fingernails in his back.

Nikolai groaned from the pleasure you gave him; your words had him twitching in your wet cunt. He started moving slowly, but very skillfully. The wet sound he made while sliding in and out of your sticky, warm pussy sounded like music to Nikolai’s ears.

He softly giggled between his loud moans; he was impressed by your reactions. He slipped two fingers in your mouth. You instinctively sucked on them, lustfully playing with them with your tongue. He moved his hips even faster in you, hitting your g-spot more frequently. You whimpered from the stimulation, and felt more sensitive than ever. Nikolai pulled out his fingers and slowly wandered them down on your body. For a moment he squeezed your breasts, which led you to let out a lustful scream. He continued his way down until he reached your stomach. He pushed his palm hard on it, making you feel his cock inside even more intensely.

Nikolai’s lips curled into a naughty smirk, then leaned in to give you a sloppy kiss. He playfully sucked on your tongue, making you groan in his mouth louder. He sneaked his finger to your pulsing clit, rubbing it gently. His cock continuously hit your sensitive spot and the stimulation on your clit made you whimper even more.

“N-nikolai..! I’m g-going to..!” You were panting in his mouth, but your whiny voice made him go nuts. He was thrusting inside you unceasingly, pushing you closer to your orgasm. Your pussy clenched around his digit, making him leak some precum inside you.

“Cum with me~” His sharp, cold breath made your legs shake in the intense heat. He bit your neck roughly, leaving a very visible mark on it. You felt your orgasm building up inside, squeezing his cock tighter. He kept circling on your clit and thrusting inside you more eagerly.

His hips slammed harder against yours, and he moved more vigorously in you. A loud whine escaped your mouth as you felt his cum filling you up. His whole body was shaking from his orgasm. He was slowing down his thrusts; the both of you were panting loudly. Nikolai pushed one last time inside, then pulled out his cock. The mixture of both of your juices dripped out of your worked up pussy.

Nikolai lay down on the floor beside you, gently caressing your waist and leaning in for a kiss. Your warm tongues danced together in his mouth. After he broke the kiss, he was looking at you with a warm, playful smile on his face.

“So, darling. Did your boyfriend do well?” He was giggling lightly at the surprised look on your face. You got up on your elbows to get a more steady posture. “What’s the matter, my little dove? Isn’t it what you wanted?” He grabbed your hips, pulling himself closer to you. Nikolai was acting like a big kitten, brushing his face against your skin, making purring sounds as well.

“Indeed it is.” You smiled and leaned down to give him a kiss on his forehead. “So you shouldn’t flirt with other girls from now on.” Your voice was still a little bit irritated; but your heart was overwhelmed by the love you felt at that moment.

He let out a huge sight and suddenly stood up from the floor. You opened your mouth to say something, but all of a sudden, he picked you up from the ground bridal style. “No need to worry, Y/N. So, tell me, where’s the bathroom, angel?”

♡ Special thanks to @jounosnumberoneslut for the endless dirty inspiring talks ♡ ♡ And I forgot to tag in my first post the holy trio who inspired me to start writing my own fanfics: @win-writes , @iovetecchou and @stinkyme (thank you for writing the most toe-curling fanfics, guys!!) ♡

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originalaccountname · 8 months

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Finally caved and did my perceived timeline of what happened to Chuuya, from being brought into the lab for project Arahabaki to being taken out of it.

I originally thought about mentioning it in my Chuuya's true original ability being to amplify others' abilities post, but it was way too long, and not as solid an argument to that specific topic.

Because this is about Chuuya being the original, not the clone, but more importantly the why and how that is the case.

Chuuya's humanity is the core question of SB, and the most important part is that in the end, Chuuya chose to accept himself despite it all, and that no matter what, he is himself and no one can take that away from him.

But once we have been given all the pieces of the puzzle, we can try connecting the dots and deduce the true story behind it all.

Project Arahabaki was built to create an ability weapon based on the recovered notes of Pan, a French researcher and Verlaine's creator. The technique uses the clone of a human with a "fake" psyche (persona model) who is fused with a singularity life-form. The clone's original should have an ability able to create a self-referencing singularity (to manifest gravity powers). Pan even had a special ability metal to brainwash that individual. Basically, this concept is supposed to create an overpowered flesh puppet.

So. Project Arahabaki. They needed an original with an ability that could produce a singularity on its own, which is super rare. Joy oh joy, there just so happen to be this boy, the son of a military doctor, who fits these needs! They just need his DNA/some cells to create a clone to use in their project. It's the middle of the war, ethics are disregarded, plus no "real child" should be harmed in the making of this weapon. No biggie, right? Lend us your son for the sake of the country!

Except we know that boy, officially at least, died during the war.

According to N's timeline, there once was this certain boy who managed to create a singularity with his ability while under the supervision of scientists, but got swallowed by the black hole it created, never to return.

He also had Chuuya's supposed "original" stuck in a tube full of mystery liquid, the same kind Chuuya once was in, but that one's flesh and organs melted when exposed to air (normal behaviour), changing it into a skeleton that can be ordered around like an overpowered puppet (literally on strings. The tubes in its back controlled it and kept it going, but would severely limit its range)

Back to our Chuuya:

All N does is lie, so we can't take his word as the simple truth. Chuuya was a miracle they never managed to reproduce. Why is that?

In Rimbaud's notes, he says how in their operation to retrieve the new ability weapon Japan was developing (based on Verlaine), they managed to identify the artificial being, aka the clone, A2-5-8. In the flashback, Rimbaud is absolutely positive it is him, so we have to assume this information was recorded as-is somewhere.

And yet, Dazai is the one to suggest later that, perhaps, the original and the clone had been swapped.

And wouldn't that make everything else make sense?

The clone(s) never managed to hold up to the quality standard necessary to be useful outside of their confines. The skeleton approach was the lab trying something different, like N admitted so to Verlaine. There ever only was one successful attempt, a "miracle", Chuuya. The original child is thought to be dead, yet N the liar supposedly had him in a tube, ready to turn him into a skeleton(???). Rimbaud and Verlaine thought for sure they had the artificial life-form, the clone, but they got Chuuya, who has a graphite scar from before he lost his memories, with a past that was able to be dug up by the Flags and Port Mafia.

My conclusion is this: N swapped out a clone for the original child. His research wasn't giving the proper results, but he had found a workaround, where he could use the original instead of his clone, for better/faster results.

Chuuya is the only one who could harness "Arahabaki" in any way that would remotely resemble "Guivre". Chuuya is the only one who could operate autonomously. That's why N wanted to remove "Arahabaki" and try to factory-reset Chuuya before putting it back in: because there really is only one of him, and he couldn't afford losing him if he wanted to continue his research.