Day Twenty-One - Mushroom @sapphicmicrofics
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Marlene needed a solid plan. She was a bit shite at improvising on the fly. That’s why she was a good goalie, Marlene didn’t need to be creative with her saves. She stuck to her tried and true methods and refused to be baited out of her net.
I need evidence. She can’t argue with tangible proof that we belong together. Then again, she can’t argue if I’m kissing her either.
Technically, Dorcas could argue with a wall. That’s why she would make a brilliant lawyer. Marlene had no chance to win a verbal battle. Dorcas’s weakness was that she was sentimental. She still had the bowl they made together in the sitting room and hadn’t scratched out her message underneath, Marlene checked.
Goal: Convince Dorcas to take me back.
Steps: 1. Reminiscing 2. Kissing 3. Confessing my love.
It was a lofty goal, to be fair, and with a bruised nose, her charm had a heavy burden to overcome. Unless of course, Dorcas wanted to kiss her out of pity. Marlene certainly wouldn’t turn her down.
Kissing Dorcas was the key. They always spoke more clearly through physical affection. Dorcas couldn’t mistake her meaning, no matter how poorly her message was delivered.
Once they reached the flat, Dorcas disappeared into her room. Marlene was tempted to follow and continue their banter. Arguing often led to kissing, in her experience.
“Marlene,” Pandora whispered, waving her into the kitchen.
Curious, Marlene followed the summons. She checked the bedroom door before stepping into the kitchen, but it remained shut. Hopefully, Dorcas was simply changing her clothes.
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Lily asked. “I don’t want to upset Dorcas on my second day here.”
Pandora hushed her gently, then focused on Marlene. “Are you a mushroom or a tree?”
“Huh?” Marlene glanced between the two women with a frown. “What does that mean?”
“Are you surface level?” Pandora elaborated, gesturing with impatience.
Marlene stared at her blankly. She was starting to wonder if she’d wandered onto a planet where everyone’s brains were extra wrinkly, while hers had begun to smooth. Either everyone in this flat was far too clever for a normal sod to understand, or they were complete nutters.
“I want to say ‘huh’ again, but I have a feeling that’s not the answer you’re looking for.”
Lily giggled. “She means your feelings for Dorcas. We can tell that you still care for her, but how deep does it go? How much is buried underneath? Is it like a tree’s roots? Or is it like a mushroom’s mycelium?”
“Plants aren’t really my thing,” Marlene said slowly, reaching for the door. “Hold on, I think I need a translator. Regulus? Do you speak plant nerd?”
A sharp snort from Regulus was followed by a booming laugh from James. The pair appeared in the doorway with matched grins. Regulus’s head cocked when he met Pandora’s intense gaze.
“Plant nerd?” he repeated, eyebrows raised.
“Am I a tree or a mushroom?” Marlene asked, shrugging. “If I had to pick a plant, I would have said eggplant just for a laugh, but this is over my head.”
“More like nettles,” James added with a smirk as he poked her arm repeatedly. “Little jabs that annoy the piss out of you and are impossible to ignore.”
Marlene flipped him off. “Not helping. Regulus? Care to give it a go?”
Regulus grabbed James’s hands and wrapped them around his waist, immediately distracting his boyfriend. “Behave, mon amour. Now, what are we talking about? Trees and mushrooms?”
Pandora scoffed, “It’s not that complicated! It was a metaphor for her feelings for Dorcas.”
“Marls doesn’t speak metaphorically either,” James said, propping his chin on Regulus’s head.
Marlene pointed at him in agreement. “What he said.”
Regulus frowned. “This isn’t any of our business, Panda.”
“Which is why I was using metaphors!” Pandora defended. She stepped forward and gripped Marlene’s chin, then tugged her head down. “Are you in love with Dorcas?”
“Yes, obviously. Who wouldn’t be?” Marlene snarked.
Lily, Regulus, and James all raised their hands. She glanced between them in confusion until Pandora forced her attention back on her face. For such a tiny woman, she was rather demanding. Marlene liked her already.
“Trees are show-offs, surface-level lovers. Their roots cannot support them and that’s why they fall. Shallow affection isn’t enough. Mushrooms have root systems that dig deep in the soil, connect with others and grow constantly. They can survive in any weather, withstand any trial. If the mushroom is plucked, it will simply regrow. Soul deep love survives,” Pandora explained tersely. “So, are you a mushroom or a tree?”
“Oooh. I’m a ‘shroom then. A psychedelic ‘shroom!”
James grinned wide. “That must be why Peter puts up with you.”
Pandora groaned and rubbed at her forehead. “You’re such a twit! I cannot begin to understand why Dorcas built a shrine for you.”
“A what now?” Marlene spluttered.
Lily cringed hard. “Perhaps ‘shrine’ is too strong of a word, love.”
“No, it’s not.”
Marlene waved her hands urgently. “Wait, wait, wait! What kind of shrine? Are we talking candles and voodoo dolls or hero worship?”
“Does it really matter?” James asked, nudging her shoulder with his own. “You would be into either of them.”
“True, but I want to be prepared. What kink am I appealing to? Am I sacrificing my body to my goddess or blessing her with my lofty gaze?”
James’s laugh bounced around the walls of the kitchen, while Regulus buried his face in his boyfriend’s neck and shook with silent laughter. Even Lily giggled, but Pandora continued to glare at Marlene. She was a tough nut to crack.
Oh good, now I’m making plant metaphors. It’s contagious! Maybe Pandora is poison ivy.
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Febuwhump, Day 3 - Muzzled
This one's, uhh, been delayed a bit. A lot, we mean. It's hit 5k words, so that should get you an idea of what you're getting into, here. Long-ass fic, lots of Leif. Uses @motheatencrow's Vampire Leif, which is... not the first Vampire Leif thing we expected to post (we had another wip on the go which is technically a prequel to this, so... hope our unpolished whump writing doesn't turn you off this too much).
AO3 link is here, we hope you enjoy the fic.
The world was… disorienting, coming out of Snakemouth.
Leif knew he’d… changed, since coming out of that cave. Even without the comments his companions had made, his limbs felt awkward, gangly, hard to control. His muzzle felt too long, too full of teeth, the pouches his over-long fangs slid into made him shudder with the raw wrongness of the sensation. The stalks sprouting over his back captured too much input, the sun gnawed at his back in unwanted dry and heat, he felt off-balance as he loped awkwardly over the ground and he could still taste their hemolymph in his mouth, and he just…
He wanted to go home.
He caught Kabbu and Vi shooting concerned glances at him, as he walked along. The sun was too bright, shooting brilliant spears of light past his eyes, and the dirt under his paws was too rough, too dry, too sandy. The world was starting to hurt, and he didn’t know if he could…
“Hey, dude, uhh, are you feeling okay?” Vi asked. He flinched at the sound of her voice- too loud, too forceful, the buzz behind her tone feeling like it was shredding the insides of his ears like cheese. He stopped, reigning back the urge to paw at his head.
“Leif-“
“We’re fine,” he said, cutting her off. It was hard to speak- the words felt like choking up hard-edged caltrops, getting stuck and tangled in his throat, and he could feel the urge to slip back into that other language, the garbled, warbling tongue that would trim the sharp edges of Bugnish off but would only tangle his tongue further.
Everything was too much, and he just needed to go home, talk to Muse and hide in their dark room and banish the world for just a little bit. The outskirts weren’t that far away, it’d inly be a few hours before they’d arrive in the Capitol, he would be fine.
“…If you say so,” Vi muttered, sounding unconvinced. Leif grimaced at her tone. Still too much, still too loud- he just had to get to Muse, and she would help. He just had to wait until they got home, until he could speak to her again, until he could…
The world was too loud for him to do anything but shake his head to toss the coarse feeling of the thought out.
The ground started looking… developed, far sooner than he expected. The land went from sandy, dusty ground to dirt road, trampled with a thousand paws, that was all the more unpleasant for the fact that his claws refused to sink into it.
Everything felt… unfamiliar, but he could’ve sworn he knew these roads.
The pads of his paws felt like they were going to bruise, and he found himself switching to all fours to take weight off of them, fruitlessly trying to shield the spurs of mycelium growing from his back with his wings. The sun only seemed to get hotter, beating down on him, sinking into his fur and melting his thoughts, making his head pound.
Hadn’t it been autumn, when he went in?
It took far less time to get to the Capital than it should have, but Leif’s head was already pounding. He couldn’t see anything but glittering spears of light, stabbing into his eyes over and over again, and he could barely scrape his thoughts together to process half the information his head was giving him. He opened his mouth to pant, to try and shed some of the oppressive heat-
“You’re alive!”
The exclamation – loud, too loud – speared right through Leif’s skull, and he reared back, pawing at his antenna. There were so many scents here, so many bugs mixing in his sight, too much too much too much-
“What in the name of Venus is that?!”
Leif tuned out the conversation – couldn’t follow it, couldn’t make sense of any of the voices rattling into his ears and through his head, couldn’t focus through the waves of raw emotion and thought battering at his head-
A paw grasped one of his forelegs, and he jerked, nearly lashing out at them- only managed to stop himself when he processed the sight and scent of Vi. Her words sounded like babble, and he could hardly coordinate his limbs to follow as she pulled him away – too long, too tall, too everything to control.
She lead him- somewhere, and he practically collapsed at the sensation of wet earth under him. He felt too dry, too strained, too… everything, and he felt… gods, he didn’t know. His movements were jerky, and he could only draw himself to think in flashes, flickers of thought that failed to join into a coherent whole.
It was too much.
It took all too long before he could force his thoughts to be coherent again.
They were sitting… under something. A building, of some sort – he could faintly see two bugs, just barely out of his field of view. They were in damp soil, shaded by its bottom, surrounded by some sort of stone. Kabbu and Vi were around him. He could sense something else below, too deep to reach but tickling at the edges of his vision.
His head still hurt.
Slowly, he drew his senses back. The world was still too loud, rattling at the edges of his vision, too much for him to parse, too much to so much as listen to without becoming a solid front of noise. His antenna ached, his claws still rebelling against his control, his fur feeling too heavy and too light all at once. He could sense Kabbu and Vi sitting by him, just far enough not to touch, just close enough that he could taste the scents on their shells.
He waited one minute, two minutes, three. Let the static recede. Hauled himself up, smoother than he could have with the world… screaming in his ears.
He’d nearly attacked Vi. Again.
…he didn’t know there was any sort of building like this in the Ant Kingdom.
They perked up pretty much the moment he hauled himself to his feet, and Vi wasted absolutely no time closing the gap between then. “Oh, thank fuck-“
Leif winced at the volume, static in his head swelling. “Quiet, please.”
“Sorry.”
Vi quieted down, but he could hear her curiosity buzzing, just under her skin. He shook his head from side to side, tried to clear his senses, tried to set himself to rights before he tried to speak again. Kabbu and Vi waited patiently as he cleared the pain best he could, trying to rattle out the noise in his head.
Finally, it seemed… manageable. He still winced at the sound in his ears, but it was… something he could handle, if tentatively. He shook himself one last time, just to make sure.
“…you can talk now. We’re okay.”
Surprisingly, it was Kabbu who spoke up, rather than Vi. “What in the queen’s name was that? You were acting-“
“You started wigging out, and doing that weird puppet-movement thing again, and then you almost smacked me when I tried to drag you away! You kept making these weird noises, like-“ Vi tilted her head, making a noise that sounded like a bug drowning in their own lungs and had him jerking forward to press his body over her before he so much as realized he was moving.
“…like that, yes.” Kabbu said. “Are you-?”
“We’re-“ Leif broke his sentence off as Vi squirmed out from under him, brushing by the spines of mushroom breaking his shell and making him wince at the feedback.
“…We don’t know.”
“Are you sure that you’re-“
Kabbu didn’t finish the sentence as Leif snapped his head to the side, another bug entering his view with a sudden flood of blood-clay-stone. A bug he didn’t know- a mantis, by the smell of them, unfamiliar, unsafe, getting closer by the second-
“Ah, Sir Maki!” Kabbu called, pulling himself upright as Vi practically launched herself across the hidden niche. “Did Eetl-“
“He called me over, yes. He said that you retrieved the artefact, and… something about a monster. Do you know what-“
Someone they knew, then. Someone they… someone Leif hoped they could trust.
“Shit, right.” Vi snapped her fingers. “That’s- we found an, uhh, guy? Moth-looking mimic, or some weirdo species of moth, blue and yellow, said he was a scout? He’s-“
Blue and yellow?
“We’re right here,” Leif said.
Both Vi and the mantis jumped, startled. Leif slowly shifted himself up, leaning his weight onto his front paws. He forced himself up, though his body still felt stiff and hard to control, leaning on a rock and digging his claws into the earth.
“...ah.” The mantis looked down at him, flickering between a mix of cautious anticipation and faint curiosity. “And you are-?”
“Leif.”
“I am Maki.” He paused, tilting his head. “…I was lead to believe that you were more- aggressive, when Eetl came calling.”
“Yeah, he got kind of wigged out, while he was talking to Eetl. It was- I guess it scared him, or something.” Faint, bittersweet concern gathered under Kabbu’s shell as Vi gestured dismissively.
“Scared him… how?”
“Well, I mean, Leif’s pretty intimidating-“
“Things got… overwhelming.” Leif interrupted. He pulled his wings tighter around himself, wincing as it jostled the spurs growing on them. “The world was too loud. We… lashed out, a bit. It shouldn’t happen again.”
Recognition and sympathy flicked across Vi’s face, and the concern under Maki and Kabbu’s shells sparked up again.
“Right.” He shook his head, trying to toss away the feeling. “Your… companions? have an audience with the queen. Regarding the artefact that they reportedly-“
“Not just reportedly!” Vi skittered under Leif’s legs, pulling out the Mask, and Leif winced as the brilliant light of its enchantment pierced his eyes. “It’s the real, deal, see?”
“If that’s the case, then you should go to see the queen immediately for your reward. Leif, you may wish to stay behind-“
“No.” Leif cut him off. “We… we need to speak to the queen. There are… there are things we feel we need to talk about.”
“It’s a meeting for the members of Team… Snakemouth.”
“And he’s a member of Team Snakemouth, right, Kabbu?” Vi tugged on Kabbu’s claws, jolting him out of whatever worried mist he’d fallen into.
“Yes- right. He… did help us get the artefact, after all.”
“…if you’re sure. I’ll send you the paperwork later.” Maki turned back to Leif, and Kabbu gave Vi an uncertain glance behind his back. They began whispering something as Maki hoisted himself up higher, looking Leif in the eye.
“Are you certain you want an audience with the queen? I’m certain that there are better ways to speak about whatever information you have, and if it’s anything important, there are official channels that are less…” He trailed off as Kabbu and Vi’s whisper-argument intensified, that deep-seated worry resurfacing.
“…We’ll be fine.”
“I don’t doubt that, it’s just-“ Maki cut himself off, turning something over in his head. He took a deep breath in, settling his claws on his sword. “…You might be muzzled, if there’s chance of you posing a risk to the queen or her guard. Nothing personal, of course- it’s outdated, but it’s standard procedure, and it isn’t that uncomfortable once you get used to it-“
“…It’s fine. We understand. We wouldn’t want us near our grubs, either.”
He’d already attacked the bugs who’d saved him once. He didn’t need any more guilt on his conscience.
A faint flicker of concern rolled over Maki’s face, but he shook it off fairly quickly.
“…if you’re sure.”
Kabbu and Vi continued to squabble as Leif slowly drew himself to full height. His bones ached – like he’d been trying to drag half a ton of slag on his back, and something in him cried for him to give in and collapse into the damp dirt again. He resisted, despite it – he needed to do this. Something felt… wrong, deep in the pit of his stomach, in the inconsistencies and oddities of the road, in the temperature, in the building they were hidden under even now, and he…
Even if he was a temporary member of Team Snakemouth now, he had a team of his own to return home to.
“Kabbu, Vi.” Maki spoke, snapping them out of their conversation. “If you’re done… consulting, the queen’s expecting you to arrive at her quarters as soon as possible.”
“Of course, Sir Maki. We… wouldn’t want to leave her waiting.”
[BREAK]
An ant guard offered Leif the muzzle before they even passed into the Ant Kingdom’s plaza.
“It’s standard policy,” they explained. “For protection of the Ant Capitol, we can’t be having strange bugs just… sinking their fangs into people, and with non-citizens especially, we can’t trust you’ll keep your mandibles to yourself.”
Leif could see Vi bristle, out of the corner of his eye, and Kabbu hesitate. Uncertainty, dislike, a hint of anger from Vi’s side- Leif slipped on the muzzle, before anyone could do anything stupid.
It was a fairly simple style. An iron cage, meant to be slipped over the muzzle. It was just slightly too small on Leif, chafing at his jaw, rubbing against the mycelium rising off the back of his ruff in a cascade of sensations that made him wince. A necessary sacrifice, though it made the world just a touch less bearable.
If his changes made it so other bugs couldn’t even recognize him as one of the Queen’s own adventurers, it was probably necessary to allow them to be… at ease, around him.
He’d nearly killed both of his new teammates, when he’d first woken up. He didn’t want to hurt them again.
They, of course, didn’t see it like that.
“Who the hell do they think they are? I mean, pulling shit like that – what, do they think you’re a weevil? Do they think you can’t control yourself? I mean – this shit’s why no one likes Elizant. She’s a fucking hypocrite, and this proves it. No wonder you barely see any mantids, if standard policy ends up like this. At least the first one was obvious about not wanting bug-eaters around.”
“Some towns had similar policies, back in the North, but it was… frowned upon. Any bug already travelling with someone wouldn’t be the sort to attack at random, and assuming a companion would turn on their friends given half a chance is pure madness! It’s-“
“We’ve already turned on you twice, haven’t we?”
Both Kabbu and Vi went quiet. Leif turned his head away from them, following Maki as they walked towards the palace. He knew the road, already – he reported directly to the queen, when he returned from missions, he could follow it in his sleep.
Vi caught up first. “Leif, you can’t just- look, Snakemouth was different, okay? If I’d been stuck tied up in a cave and starving to death for however long, I’d probably bite the first bee I saw, too. It’s not like bugs don’t go feral from time to time-“
“But we did it again. When you tried to lead us away from those bugs, we-”
“That doesn’t count. I mean, I’ve been there, and like- It’s not your fault, okay? You didn’t even hit me, and I know it’s not because I dodged that. You’re not gonna, like, kill people ‘cuz you could-“
“And it wouldn’t do much if he did want to kill anyone, anyways,” Kabbu added. “With most of the towns that put… similar policies in place, I generally heard word of them being dismantled within a few years. Usually by those affected by them… or their friends.”
A dull, oily feeling coated Leif’s throat. “And what if it happens again? What if we lash out against someone, and we-“
“Then we could stop you, or at least get you away from any other bugs, and it- we wouldn’t need to muzzle you to do it. Kabbu’s got plenty of blood left, we could feed him to you!’
“We could not feed me to Leif. If it was- hunger, then there are plenty of lesser bugs around the outskirts. Besides, I’d imagine that it… wouldn’t help, with any sensory issues, to be put in a muzzle.”
“Exactly!”
Leif turned away from them again. Something dull and poisonous stirred in his stomach, tinged with the faint taste of bitter worry. “We can tolerate it. We just… need to talk to Queen Elizant, first. Then we can talk about it.”
He didn’t want to blatantly spit on any policies on his first report as… this. He knew why something like that would be in place. He had to have been trapped in there for a while. His changes were unnerving enough that he… understood, why they needed to use something like that. He doubted the queen would let anything that looked like a bug-eater within ten feet of her palace, without something in place to ensure her safety, especially with him so… difficult to recognize, like this.
It didn’t silence the uneasy feeling beginning to stir in his stomach.
The others were silent, for most of the rest of the trip. Leif wasn’t sure if he wanted to be grateful or not for it. Vi still brushed close to his paws, barely a hair from being entirely underfoot, Kabbu just barely close enough for Leif to practically taste the discomfort on his shell. The muzzle chafed, rubbing against his shell with every little movement, practically peeling itself through his shell as he walked. He ignored it best he could.
This was necessary.
Just a bit more, and they’d hit the plaza.
Leif turned the corner, and-
There were so many people.
The muzzle rubbed against the bridge of his snout as he stumbled as the sudden onslaught. There were more bugs in the town than he’d ever seen before, a wave of emotion and noise and buzzing, screaming, scraping-
He felt spikes of concern spark from Kabbu and Vi as he stumbled, head fuzzing up with sheer loudness. There had to be dozens of bugs at the untrance alone, conflicting scents and sounds and sights jockeying for position in his head. It felt like he’d stepped into the Golden Settlement on harvest day, bugs going every which way in every size, shape and species a bug could possibly imagine.
It was too much.
He…
He couldn’t stop here. He had to know what had happened, what had been done while he was in that cave, why even the stone under his claws felt worn and ragged and alien under his claws. He needed-
“Leif, are you okay?”
His response was incomprehensible, even to him.
“Shit,” he heard Vi say. “Kabbu, can you-“
The mantis. “Elizant won’t appreciate the delay, but I understand if you need to-“
Their voices grated, notes in a cacophony of overwhelming, unceasing loud, raking across all of his senses. Leif shook his head, wincing as the muzzle chafed against his ruff again, forcing himself back onto his feet with harsh, jerky motions. “We’re fine,” Leif forced out, his own voice feeling like sandpaper on his throat. “We don’t- we need- we need to speak to the queen.”
The words tangled, mixed, changed on his tongue – he could tell before he spoke them that they came out wrong, and he wasn’t even sure if he was speaking Bugnish through the brilliant haze of stuff fogging his senses.
It was too much.
“We need to talk to the queen,” he repeated.
His head hurt too much to tell what kind of look Kabbu and Vi were giving him.
It was practically impossible for him to hear himself think, against the sheer overload of bugs brushing through the place. His muzzle chafed against his skull, his teeth were too big in his head, his limbs fumbled over the ground seemingly without his input, he leaned and stumbled and dragged his way through a hundred, thousand voices, a billion sensations against his shell and his fur and the senses he got from the spurs sprouting from his back. There were too many people, awash in a sea of hurry-impatience-startled-hungry-contented-worried-annoyance-fear-fear-fear-
They brushed through the gate, and slowly, things began to die down.
The muzzle rubbed painfully against the back of his head. The fungal growths from the back of his head felt dry and flaky. His legs kept going, seemingly without his input, forced forward by some other force until he couldn’t see the gate anymore.
…pulled. He was being pulled.
“…Do you need to sit down?”
Leif barely took a second before his legs collapsed from under him. His head ached, overloaded with too many things – it was hard just to process, let alone make sense of. He felt like his brain was stuffing itself with razor blades, and he was powerless to stop it, only marching along under another bug’s power. Everything hurt, the muzzle chafed at his fur and his head and his brain, and he…
Leif lay there. Too long, probably. The queen wouldn’t want to wait. Wherever this was, here, it wasn’t in shade. The sun hurt his head, darts of brilliant light refracting through his eyes to spear through his already-disrupted thoughts. He tried to shut them, but his eyelids were frozen against the surface of his eye, immovable and unmelting until he finally managed to rummage through his brain enough to shut them down.
It was far easer to think, when the world was dark.
He sat there. However long it was. Slowly, surely, gnawing through the stream of sensory information. The plaza was so much more – crowded, than when he’d last been there. He counted half a dozen species he’d thought weren’t even allowed inside the doors, let alone in the Ant Kingdom���s capitol. Had something happened, while he was out? Even the walls seemed…
Finally, his thoughts ground to a halt. He sat there, in silence, clearing out his head until his thoughts weren’t clouded with everything from before, until static and past experience wasn’t sparking across his senses every second. Everything was blank.
He hoped that he wouldn’t need to repeat it, on the trip back around.
Leif’s senses flickered back to life, one by one, as he pulled himself back up. There was another bug with them now – an ant? Not one from a colony he knew, but one that smelled faintly of the Ant Kingdom. A visitor from another colony, maybe. If another kingdom had dropped by to speak, that would account for…
He ignored all of the inconsistencies with that explanation.
“Oh, thank Venus, you’re awake – Leif, are you feeling all right? Do you need some help? If it’s too much, then-“
Garbled noise spilled from Leif’s throat. Not Bugnish, not yet – he stumbled, trying to reorient himself. They were in... somewhere quiet. No shade, the uncomfortable feeling of sunlight beaming down on his side - the palace bridge. Yes. Kabbu, Vi, Maki, and the foreign ant gathered around him. He…
Something warbled out of Leif’s throat, and it took a few more tries before he found the spark that allowed him to speak. It was harder than usual, something wrapped around his muzzle, constricting his speech, making it hard to-
Oh. That was right. He’d been muzzled.
Leif opened and closed his mouth, grimacing as his fangs slid against their pouches. His head still ached, a dull pound from the inside out, scraping at the inside of his shell with a repetitive, dull rasp. He was beginning to think he was going to have bald patches, once he finally took the damn muzzle off – his eyes felt like they were trying to commit bloody murder against his brain, and he flicked them off.
He… didn’t think he could deal with any more of that, right now.
Kabbu slowly, carefully, brushed a claw over his head – Leif winced as it scraped up against the muzzle, sending vibrations through his head and his teeth. Vi was pressed practically flat to his side, going through his ruff, alarmingly close to-
“Please don’t touch those,” Leif muttered as her claws strayed just a bit too close to the fungal spurs growing from his back. Vi’s antenna pricked, and she stopped.
“Are you-“
Kabbu interrupted her. “Leif, are you sure you’re okay? That was worse than the first time, and even if you do need to see the queen, this seems-“
“We’re fine. We… we can take this. It’s nothing to worry about. We promise.”
“Are you sure?” Maki asked. “That seemed more- intense, than just getting overwhelmed. If you need to step out, I’m sure you can request a meeting for later-“
“No, we- this needs to happen. We- we need to talk to the queen. Please.”
Leif was well aware that the last word unfurled into half of a pleading whine, but he couldn’t bring himself to care. He needed to talk to the queen, he needed to know, he needed- he needed-
“You don’t have to sound that sad about it,” Vi grumbled. She picked a clump of dried mud out of his shoulder, tossing it to the side. “Look, if you’re really gonna do this, at least try not to collapse in front of the queen, okay?”
“…we can do that.”
Hopefully, the palace would be more… tolerable, to his senses.
[BREAK]
He didn’t know why he’d ever thought the palace would be better.
The moment he stepped towards the door, a wave of unfamiliar scents and sounds swept over him. Everything looked – different, from the halls to the railings to the very weave of the carpets. A tunnel swept down under his feet, venting dank cave air into the palace’s halls, and if he pricked his antenna carefully he could scent ants still working on it, a wasp tucked into the library, a hundred bugs he didn’t know…
It almost made him stumble again. As he was, he was more than aware that his gait was far clunkier than it should be, jerky and uncertain and…
He hoped that the guards didn’t think less of him, if this was their first impression.
They didn’t make it far, looping around the central room, before they were stopped. A pair of guards swept their axes in front of the throne room, straight-backed and brimming with suspicion. “Sir Maki,” one of them started, “who is-“
“I am here accompanying Team Snakemouth, here to deliver the Artefact. I was told that they were expected.”
“If you are accompanying Team Snakemouth, you’re late- and what the hell is that?”
“That,” Maki said, a faint edge of warning to his tone, “is Leif. Three-bug teams are permitted, provided that they’ve proved that their value to the queen justifies the greater cost of upkeep, and I believe that retrieving the Snakemouth Den artefact more than justifies allowing Leif a formal slot alongside his teammates-“
“I’m not asking who, I’m asking what. What kind of forsaken-lands monstrousity-“
“A moth. Clearly.” Maki’s tone was drier than the Lost Sands, and he hoisted his sword onto his shoulders, pulling himself up to full height.
“It doesn’t look like any moth I’ve ever seen-“
“Clearly, you’ve never met a fern moth before. We have a meeting with Elizant, and I’d rather not announce being any later than we already are, so if you’ll get out of the way-“
Maki pushed past the soldier, who gave a surprised yelp. Leif followed behind, Vi weaving between his paws – she shot what he was half-certain was a very rude gesture at the guards, as she passed.
Something still felt… wrong. The knot in his stomach only grew, as he stumbled over the threshold. The muzzle rubbed at his fur, a constant irritant that was nearly painful by now – he was certain he’d have bald spots for weeks, once It was off, and the promise of answers only temporarily soothed it.
And that feeling of wrongness only intensified as he stepped through the door into the throne room. The sun was- muffled, a sensation he’d welcome, normally, but one that seemed overwhelmingly wrong in the normally well-lit throne room. Thick sheets of fabric covered all of the windows but two, the cost of a queen’s ransom used just to cover the stained glass – what had happened, to necessitate such a thing? The weave of the rug seemed different, worn, the bugs that surrounded them unfamiliar, the very pattern of the glass seemed changed from when he was last there, and the very scent of the queen-
The scent of the queen, he realized, was gone.
He forced himself to keep moving forward, even as he reeled inside – something was wrong, something was horribly wrong, even besides the movement of his claws and the shift of his body and the pouches his new fangs slid into and the horrible hunger for bug’s blood – Elizant’s scent had simply faded, when it should have been worn into every floorboard of the hive. He’d never once stepped foot in the palace without the scent of ants practically stripping his antenna to the last tendril, but now that he was paying attention, Elizant’s scent was gone.
Something was horribly, horribly wrong.
Nausea gripped him as he forced himself forward, puzzle pieces spinning and spinning as he tried to make sense of it, head filling with static as he half-leaned on Kabbu to continue. The muzzle rubbed against his fur, his muzzle, the spurs on his head, and he still couldn’t stop going forward.
Something was wrong.
They reached the foot of the throne, and Kabbu and Vi had to push him backwards before he realized the need to halt. Maki stood, straight-backed, pulled to attention - Leif realized, fuzzily, that even hunched over and fumbling his every step, he was nearly a head taller than the mantis. He heard an ant speak, loud, rattling through his skull as the throne room’s acoustics caught their voice, but his head was too full of noise to find the speaker.
The bug on the throne wasn’t Elizant.
“You now stand before Her Majesty, Queen Elizant II.”
Maki said something, but Leif could barely hear it. His head was caught in a loop, full of static and noise and tangled, tangled thoughts. He should listen to this – he needed to listen to this, he needed to know – but his head only felt like it was about to collapse in on itself.
He heard Kabbu speak faintly, as if through a thick wall, Vi occasionally piping up to add her opinion. He was faintly aware of something in the back of his head processing – recording, remembering, he needed to remember this, but it was-
This wasn’t his Kingdom. This wasn’t his queen.
The rubbing of the muzzle drowned out anything else he could’ve had to think.
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