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danganronpa2 · 7 months

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nona the ninth spoilers lulu dont read this

never really got the point of all those angsty fanarts where doppio is looking at the phone all sad he cant truly meet diavolo in person or whatever but now thats me with CAMILLA AND PALAMEDES I CANT TAKE IT they cant even TALK and theyre KILLING EACH OTHER AAAAAA the voice recordings back and forth the KISS passed to nona and back. the way they know each other so intimately the way camilla would rather live with palamedes in her body slowly killing her than let him die. painstakingly piecing together a million fragments of broken skull. im gonna die

#body sharing but make it SAD!!!!!#anyway nona just took a big bite out of an eraser #alex.txt #obviously the difference here is that they cant communicate directly and have only been in the same body since very recently but #its kinda funny that i was always like well the body sharing is not really the tragic part here what are you people on about #and now im crying

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mac-and-thefox · 2 months

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Body/size dysmorphia hitting hard tonight....

#tw body image #tw body dysmorphia #i feel like i never have anything positive to share anymore #and that makes me really sad #im sorry

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months

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brother was talking to me about how if you almost die from an extreme-temperature-related incident then your body is just forever fucked towards that temperature and that's why i think kiryu and saejima are weak to ice. i dont know why aoki isn't like that too but ignore that statistic everything else tracks.

#snap chats #i already made this post highkey but im making it again cause i didnt know this was an actual real thing ☠️#my brother learned this when he started to work for target. because apparently that's a thing they tell you frame one #'snap how did this topic even come up' i am LITERALLY so glad you asked :) the cold has almost claimed me twice #am i exaggerating Maybe but its my fucked up body temperature now listen #when i was younger i got locked out of my house for like. three hours since i was a latchkey kid #and my dad wasn't supposed to come home with my siblings (from their after school events) for Three Hours #and it had snowed outside and Was Cold Yeah and i couldn't get in cause i forgot my key like a weiner #and yeah. was really cold :) my dad was real cross with me when he found me shivering in the shed LOL #he made me hot cocoa tho so its ok. second incident's just funny No I Talk About It Evvery Other Week #and im p sure i talked bout the first incident too but yeah that time after the con when i was at my sister's #like i cannot stress how cold it was because It Was Late November and the cold still existed #and my sister's heater just. Didnt Work but yeah. i wont go into detail cause i share this story every five seconds #POINT IS i've always had a hard time with the cold- like i'm cold nearly all the time even if the room is 90 degrees #i wont be COLD cold but i'll be colder than i like #anyways can't believe i'm weak to ice this is so sad. i love winter..#aoki isn't weak to ice cause uhhhh /aoki/ didnt almost die in the cold 🥴 masato did 🥴#imagine changing your identity so well that you just remove your past elemental weakness. fucked up.#alright bye

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topaztimes · 13 days

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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough?#It certainly is now #Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

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ghostzzy · 6 months

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i think rn my anxiety is getting hung up about top surgery because like. i hate the idea of hurting myself or hurting my body (esp as a disabled person who got blamed for my own illness for so long). and surgery is inherently traumatic. so i feel really guilty for Doing This To Myself. but like. i have to remember that my dysphoria is also hurting me, in lots of different ways every single day, and that this is ultimately a harm reduction intervention. because the alternative is dysphoria forever and ever.

#does that make sense.#like i don’t doubt that i’m going to be so much happier with a flat chest. there’s no doubt there.#there’s only regret that in order to get there i have to chop a part of my body off.#like. does my body understand? that this is an act of love? and not an act of malice?#or does it all feel like loss to the cells?#that makes me sad.#anyway. Four Days Remain.#if my de-tittied friends have any words of advice or encouragement abt surgery recovery pls pls don’t hesitate to share.#i’m. getting nervous.#izzy.txt

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chichiricatsan · 3 months

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Cerys "Baby Carrot" Surana

#oc: cerys surana #i felt like sharing a bunch of screenshots of her #my friend's oc inquisitor (Flyn Lavellan) gave her the nickname Baby Carrot 💖#i just...have a lot of feelings right now #i'm playing inquisition again to get rid of and sort The Big Sad and other emotions...it's kinda working #these are from her first make to her current make #she progressively got more and more freckles - peachier - and “fleek-er” eyebrows lol #unfortunately she's supposed to be a bigger girl but DA is notorious for not letting us customize bodies as such...#she's also a SHORT queen even for an elf lol #unfortunately that led to a derogatory moniker for her that of being called “the dwarf with pointed ears” in The Circle #and she's struggled with magic control all her life so she's also called “Cerys the Careless” or just “Careless” :T #“Cerys” and “Careless” sounding similar so...yeah. Sad girl.#threatened with tranquility and death a lot as well but Irving kept her protected for the most part #i should make her in origins and actually play her story there too but...y'know lol #she had short hair in Origins/Awakening :3 #hm. i think i just convinced myself to make her there and play that too again lol prolly share screens there too #dragon age #dragon age origins #dragon age inquisition #warden surana #grey warden #hero of ferelden #dragon age elf #dragon age mage #elven mage #redhead #ginger #freckles #original character #oc

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savage-rhi · 5 months

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✨️Magenta✨️

#I've been really sad lately #its logical I've had a lot happen and a lot going on #and I've been mostly bedridden the past week cause of fibro flares #my brain can see the logic of why my body feels burnt out and why i feel anxious #but i also have this profound sense of loneliness that's been weighing on my chest #I feel the need to isolate and get away from people because it feels like it doesn't matter how much i try to blend in someone #will catch onto me being an “alien” or not quite fitting their mold or having a difference of opinion and i get bullied or ostracized #out of participating with folks or doing activities #and i get so overwhelmed by people and their literal energy/vibes that it feels as though I'm caught in a sneaker wave and being pulled #from shore and this is compounded on top of that feeling of being surrounded by people like tons of them who may even enjoy your company #but still feel very much isolated and alone the whole time #it could be winter triggering trauma responses in me due to childhood abuse related to the holidays #and then there's me trying to brainstorm how i can make money with my creativity when i have little to no help with anyone #and no one will give me a chance to bounce ideas and get a third persons opinion #its felt like this since i can remember: people value that i listen and reflect all the while show compassion #and then when i really need it myself and attempt to reach out i get the door shut in my face #it feels like the only people that have truly listened to me are therapists lmao and it hurts cause its like i gotta pay someone #just to listen to me go off on this idea i have for a side hustle a creative pursuit something i love #and i can't really share that with anyone irl because I'm supposed to be everyones therapist #and its shitty i dont get paid for it if thats the case lol #i feel like tumblr is the only spot I really have where i can share a lot of myself and make things that make others and myself happy #i don't know what id do without it #magenta is my safe word for venting #thanks for coming to my tedtalk as i write into the void #getting shit off my chest at 4am #i aint gettin no sleep cause of yall yall not gon get no sleep cause of meeee

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aeons-domain · 11 months

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Now I'm curious about something 🤔 Reblog this and put in the tags or comments what ideas or concepts did you scrap for your OC's lore/backstory.

I know an OC's background isn't always going to be consistent or concrete and that's fine! But do you ever have ideas that you either A) didn't have time to work on, B) found too complex to incorporate into their lore, or C) feel like it just didn't fit in based on the standards of whatever universe (canon or original) your OC is in? Or perhaps a secret fourth option, I dunno!

#Hehe I'll start ofc beware the tags are lengthy and plenty hehehe #But as far as I remember I had a bunch of convoluted ideas for Madison's background #The most notable one being that she was an android who had a human soul trapped inside her and was such when she came into the events of SDC #Died at a very young age from an accident that had her in the hospital but her father managed to somehow scrounge up the core of her soul #Said soul was then booted up into an empty android which then became sentient #BUT limited in its physical features since it was the 70-80s and that her father worked in some hidden department in the government #Her father brought 'her' home and her mother grew suspicious of how different her daughter has been acting-#-Unaware that her body is actually gone and all that is left of her is her soul and memories #I was also going to incorporate some concept of a time loop but like a long loop if it makes sense?#Like a week loop of how the 'android' Madison is brought home and her mother and brother are suspicious #Said mother and brother are horrified knowing that she is no longer who she was because all that she *is* left is her soul...#am i making sense SJDKKSKDKS probably not but the huge inspiration for this idea comes from the indie game Mothered which i LOVED #you should defo try watching an LP of it!!#The plot revolves around the MC's soul and her family and the terrible but sad fate that the mother has to go through-#-to keep seeing her daughter be forced into the vessel of an android and live with them #even when they know that their daughter will never be the same again #I still kept the aspect of angst within the family but translated it through a more digestible concept #(at least I hope it is when I share more of it with posts in the future ( ´Д｀)=3)#I also wanted to use aspects of amnesia where Madison gets complacent into living with her mother as an android-#-bc as soon as she finds out that she is no longer who she is the system inside the android tries to erase said memories #And that she'll only regain them when she finds that her biological name isn't Madison but is actually Rhonda #NDKDKSKD LIKE THATS A WEIRD EXPLANATION where I got more of that inspo from a song by The Scary Jokes but eh!!#The amnesia and soul explanation plot just doesn't work for me!#ALSO i got inspired by the jojo fangame 7SU and wanted to incorporate the concept of the time loop too-#-with how in one universe we get the canon ending and in another universe after pucci resets the world #so Madison have more knowledge on what's going to happen to the crusaders #and manages to save all or most of them #Too convoluted and honestly not as fun to think about if anything it stays as a fun scrapped idea #Luckily i figured out a way to make it somewhat easier to achieve that 'everyone lives-no one dies' scenario in my lore now wahoo 🕺💃#sorry for the typos and grammar errors just correct them in your head lolol

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cloverwoodss · 1 year

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I forgot SAD (Seasonal Affective Depression) is a thing.

Yesterday and today I’ve been feeling so down and emotional. Like I feel decent but at the same time I’m on a thin line of almost bawling my ass off from the smallest of things.

It’s because it’s been hot.

Yesterday and today it was so hot I was sweating and I forgot how much the heat and Sun depresses me.

Majority of people have the opposite, rain and cold makes them depressed. I have the less widely ‘popular’ one where the Sun and heat causes it. It’s the same disorder but different spectrum!

I got so use to being happier with months of cold and rain I forgot how debilitating it can be…

I don’t know if I can handle Cali heat this year :[[[[ I already feel like death.

#seasonal affective depression #I want to live elsewhere so badly #Blog in the Woods #you have no idea how awful it feels when you see people complain about the rain #Like you know it shouldn’t make you upset but it does #like I’m not going to tell them not to complain because they’re just opposite of me but seeing so much hate on something that is #like the life in my veins is like so upsetting in the stupidest way #I can’t even look in the Seasonal affective depression tag because of it #all the talk about how summer is almost here is uugghhhh #please no #clouds come back #you’re too beautiful to hide #rain please return and let me feel the chill of your love #let me bundle up and enjoy the feeling of coming inside after being in the cold #the warmth on my cheeks as my body temp starts to level out again #sharing warmth with your pet or with a SO #bundling up with the cutest softest blankets #I want to see my breath as I breath outside #I want all of that and so much more #I’m so fucking sad

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alligaytorswamp · 7 months

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Im kind of feeling like i can't take it anymore

#vent #bad sad sleep-deprived and mentally ill #i am currently crying myself to sleep just fucking sobbing because everything hurts #my brain is failing me my body us failing me #i dont know what to do with myself #so many things are happening so many things hurt and i have no body to talk to #i have never felt so utterly alone #i hate myself for even writing this because i feel so pathetic and as if im just whining for attention #because i probably am #some lame ass cry for help because i really don't know how to function at this point #truly i am just so fucking alone #and there is just so much that is happening and i cant share it with anyone so it just all stays in my stupid brain and #probably makes me more mentally ill or smth #and for however long all i do is keep myself from crying during the day bc i cant let my family catch me having mental breakdowns #yet i have all of these painful thoughts that are plaguing my mind all the fucking time #i am just so so tired #and i keep thinking about death and it's so fucking scary #i just wish i wasn't myself and i had a different brain i could be better than this because maybe then i would be fine #at home im in toxic hell #in online spaces i have no one actually close to me #in my brain i have horrible thoughts and hardcore daydreaming distactions that dont fix anything #in my course i think im not doing well enough and im scare dthat my the end of it im still going to be a useless unemployed moron #on my silly blog i think if i dont make content i have no value and ehatever i make is not even that good or interesting #so i better cover it up with quantity but i dont have time or ability to do so #which again makes me into a fucking Nothing #god my head hurts so much #that's what u get for wailing at 4 am #anyways i am doing horrible and i can't take it anymore truly reaching my fucking limit #all my fault tho so ☺#delete later and if someone actually reads it Um sorry for this i am hashtag unwell 😋💫

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fantasticalleigh · 8 months

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there is nothing more humbling than putting everything into the things you make and then having it amount to nothing each time. no matter how hard i try none of it matters. but at the same time it's kind of freeing and allows me to be more cavalier about the next thing. ¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯¯_(ツ)_/¯

#i have to remember i do it for ME and nobody else. and it helps me. and that should be all that matters.#leigh speaks #i practically killed myself working on my senior body of work for an exhibition for 2 years #and then covid came and it didn't happen and the prospective buyers i'd been talking to went silent #even my own family didn't care so i stuffed all the art in a storage bin and i hate looking at it #sometimes i think about just not doing art of any kind anymore but i think i would literally implode without it so guess not #this has been on my mind since 2020 tbh and obvs my dumb little art show is not more important than the pandemic #but that was so important to me and i never got that closure. i'm allowed to be sad and bitter #sorry you got sad emo leigh today :( maybe i just need to take a social media break for a while i'm just tired of everything #for the record i am PROUD of everything i make #i will never be ashamed of any of it #but it sucks when you try and share that with the world and all you get is confirmation that once again it doesn't matter

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nobuverse · 8 months

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( Jalter's bio is now up! I will be getting to the other pages later. Hopefully tomorrow )

#its not as long as jeanne's because uh she hasn't lived as long #its not really complex just ....sad.#also i know some people might be miffed about me making her hetrosexual #but i figure if im certain og Jeanne was hetrosexual and they share the same phsyical body???#idk itd be weird to me if they WERENT the same #that is just my opinion tho !! everyone's allowed their takes #new update ( psa )

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celestial-sapphicss · 8 months

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